the run of hopes and dreams

CANOEING CAMP ROCKS MY GAY YELLOW SOCKS! I LOVE MY TEAMMATES SO VERY MUCH! =)))

so anw yeah, canoeing camp was really motivational and IMBA and totally awesome.. wahahahs.
so camp officially started at 5pm and i was relatively worried that camp was gonna kill me la honestly.. yar so we stored our bags in one of the rooms and were assigned our groups.. the j1 girls in my grp were minqi, seleene and meera.. haha so funn.. oh and the 4 grps were named after pokemon characters woots~!
ZAP ZAP ZAP ZAPDOS!

yarr then we played captn's ball for a super longg time. and it was pointed out to me how i tend to put my hands over my head whenever the ball comes flying directly overhead.. instincts lol! but it really is scary la esp when some tall dude is standing behind you and you obviously cant catch the ball.. in fact one time, some dude whacked me and said that he couldnt see me.. -.- im short bah.

then dinner! i got special halal food haha! and fried chicken. i think minqi was jealous lol.. but i wasnt hungry so i couldnt finish it and py said "siti dont tell me you've slowed down!" or someth along those lines.. O.o my stomach capacity has serioussly gone down..

yay then we watched Coach carter! OMG so many suicides and pushups they're nuts! ooh but then the show made me realize how super super exciting basketball is and how much i miss playing bball gahh..
oh yeah and the famous quote in the show:

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine as children do.
It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone.
And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others

SUPER INSPIRING PHWOARR! lol..

yup then we had the grp sharing thing. the j2s are really nice experienced ppl.. oh and canoeists cant sleep after 12 cos then we'll be like zombies the next day! no wonder i've been so dead lately! owells we didnt really get much sleep cos of the cold.. bah.

alarm rang at 5.45 and torture day was beginning.. di was mia and we were like super worried! apparently she had allergies and went home in the middle of the night.. woah scary.. had my dose of chewy bar and then we went for our morning runn.. 2 rounds around the school yay! but the air was like saturated or someth and i was sweating a hell lot.. mehness..

breakfast! NUTTELLA! WHEE! yup then the talk by the iron woman was kinda inspiring.. yup! she didnt want her nutella tho.. hmm maybe if i ate less nuttella, i will be stronger..

then it was pt time! omg hahahaaha~! 6 rounds of circuits! 30 pushups-hold 5counts for the last one. 35 situps. immediate 100m sprint. runn. 25 ipulls. 30 dips. sprints make my throat really dryy.. and soo is fast! lol i was leading the 5 rounds of sprints and like she sped past me for the 6th round. i dont think i slowed down but she definitely sped up.. haha imba canoeists woo!
omg yeahh and thanks to coach carter, we did Suicides! run to the first line, do 15 pushups, run back. run to the 2nd line, do 10 pushups, run back. run to the 3rd line, do 5 pushups, run back. 5 sets! at least we were told that we could just whack the pushups.. woots quite fun ah.. esp crawling to the starting line whenever jolene was starting her set.. haha!

yes then it was lunch! i got fried chicken againn! i was hungrier this time so i ate more but i still didnt finish the whole packet.. meh.. yes then we had STATION GAMES.

PART 1: hahaha so basically we were at the stadium and like we were grouped according to team and guys/girls. yar so there were really 8 teams ah. then like each team hadta run 2 rounds-up and down the stairs then round the pe block. while everyone else did 20pushups20crunches20pushups20crunches then plank till the team returns.. zapdos guys came back before we even finished our 2nd set of crunches haha! pro-ded dudes woahh! XD yupp then

PART 2: due to technical problems, we had to modify. we played cards! haha so Clubs: normal pushups. Diamonds: diamond pushups. Hearts: leg raisers. Spades: squats. haha yup and quantity was according to the nos. muddy suggested that we did commandos for Joker. O.o but we ended up doing down-J down-O down-k.. =/ yeah.. so we went down the pile.. everyone was laughing and really enjoying themselves cos haha the exercise was spazzingly fun.. oh the guys next to me kept switching places.. i think i was too stinky.. =(

and then we had the talk by j3s and j12s.. quite interesting stuffs.. but i was reaally shagged and i spent most of the time trying to stay awake mehh.. the j3s shirt was cool.. front says "live to eat" and the back says "eat my wash" hahaha so cool.. and finally we had the traditional induction.. the j2s pumped us 100/125 and they were scary.. but not as scary as ncc snrs hmm..

then the run of hopes and dreams.. it was reaally actually very nice.. the whole team minus the injured peoples running in one straight line.. then basically the last man would sprint to the front while yelling out why the wanted to join canoeing or what we hoped to acheive out of canoeing.. alot of interesting stuffs..
"i join canoeing cos..
-i want to impress the girls!
-i want to test my mental and physical strength!
-i want a hot bod! (eh hot redi la! mission accomplished! go home!)
-ky is my idol!
-i dont want ppl to call me a sissy(or someth)" etc.
i said "I join canoeing because im man enough and i love my teammates!"
WHEEEEE! =D
and so we ran four rounds around the sch within the sch compunds. it was really quite hot with the sun burning my neck and my poor ankle was already hurting before we began tskk. and then, (im not too sure what he said cos i was quite bleahhed already) "as canoeists, we usually have a final burst. so let's sprint starting from now!" so we sprinted from somewhere near the art room to the admin block. i ran with py and we only really really sprinted after 711. but it was really very wonderful how the rest of the team stood around the entrance of the admin block as we ran towards them and they cheered. lovelove the team..

so yeah last words and all muddy: "j2s, let's aspire to inspire before we expire". amazing.. yup and we were called up individually to receive our certs.. then washup then bus ride to marina bay..

so the rest of em had steamboat while me and meera had some junkfood cos the foodcourt was closed.. -.- ooh but helping them cook was funn.. haha! i left then early cos parents were pissed and while in the bus i saw that there was a malay foodstall quite nearby..-.- i knocked out for quite long in the train.. got home at 10. showered then slept for 12hrs.. whee i woke up feeling super well rested.. haha!

and the Below is very much accurate i think.. freaky.

You feel as if you have missed out on a great deal that life had to offer and you go about trying to make up for past failures. Naturally at times you get depressed and you try to compensate for your 'missed opportunities' by living your life to the full. This is what, perhaps, may be described as 'living with exaggerated intensity'. In this way you feel you can break the chains of the past and start again - and it could be that you are right.

You seem to lack the energy of late to get up and go. Your objectives appear to be unattainable and no one seems to care. You feel lost, neglected and need some W.T.C. (Warm tender care).

At times one is burdened with more than one's fair share of problems and this would appear to be your situation at present. But you are adamant - you know what you wish to achieve - and by giving a little and taking a little you may well find that the realization of your dreams could become a reality.

All of your stress arises from lack of mutual understanding. The existing situation is unsatisfactory and you feel that you are unable to improve it without the help and co-operation of others. The need for understanding and for affectionate 'give and take' remains unsatisfied. You are experiencing the feeling of being 'handcuffed' - 'tied down' - 'hindered' - 'restrained' and this untenable situation is giving rise to impatience, irritability and the desire to escape from it all.

You really would like to be completely uninhibited - to let your hair down - but you are held back by your sense of logic and rationalilty, since you realise that by simple stupidity you could lose everything - whatever that may be.
http://paulgoldinresearch.com

yupyup! and random someth:
my older sis is a malay dancer. she did some netball in pri sch but essentially she did malay dance in sec sch and again now + bowling.
my 11 yr old sis is in the sch's basketball team.
my 9 yr old sis was talent scouted for badminton but she quit for malay dance.
my mom was a malay dancer.

i was in my pri sch's basketball team too. and i did malay dance for about 2-3 weeks before i realized that i hated it and my teacher told me that i was too rigid.

okay haha that's all! ><

oh mly drama rehearsal starts tmr.. =/

olivejuicee//2 more days!

iron deficient

lol. they gave us some iron tablets after we donated blood 2weeks ago to consume daily but i havent been eating em. and i've been sick oh so often lately. but i've been told that there prolly isnt a link. hmm which leads to another conclusion: i need vitamins.

anww yeah i havent updated in awhile..

well basically my life has een occupied greatly by canoeing. yar haha big surprise woo!

sat was water trg for bout 2hrs before the One star kayaking course with the j1 guys.. zomg a kayak is so super stable but meh the directioning..

i didnt go for trg on monday. yes i was sick. mr go said i musnt go so i didnt. yar..

tues was nw day! haaha. pursuit of happyness is such a nice nice nice showw..

wed was water trg.. kinda bahh-ing cos i realize that i row so much slower than ge and soo. bah. but i can blame my paddle for now i guess.. orange flite lol lol.. zomg yeah and we did the evil pushups where we basically hold it down for 10secs/counts. 4 sets of 15 ftw. i was so super shagged after that.. then yeah depressing canoeing stuffs made me so sad that i bought a box of chewy energy bars.. =/

today was pretty much a blur.. i have no idea what actually happened during lectures cos i was stoning half the time or doing some overdue work. crap my studies are going down the drain and im too bloody exhausted to catch it. garrrr.

ooh but pe was fun. shortie is one scary guy.. 08s05A rocks my socks woo~!

oh dear i just rmbed gp. oh dear wth i think i was really damn horny or someth.. but i didnt really eat that many chocs leyh. aphrodisiacs and all that.. or was it cos of the disturbing picture that the previous class drew on the board? hmm. in any case, physical properties of men: hardens easily! omg i wonder what our gp tutor thinks. she prolly thinks im a horny little girl oh dear that's such a disturbing thought.

oh yes trg. i was sick gar! my nose was running faster than i was and i still had a leftover cough. right okay i need vitamins. in any case, doing circuits indoors is quite annoying. and i should stop being such a two-faced bitch. syimah is bad.

oh yes. i was walking with py towards the rest along the track when someth hit me hard on my left butt. instinctively, i said "ouch my butt" like really loud. and heard some guy mumble sorry behind me cos he accidentally kicked the ball to my butt. so i turned to py on my right and said that i thought she kicked my butt. WHICH WAS TRUE LAA! good god blame rg and our butt-slapping tendencies.. how embarrassing..

and yeah canoe camp tmr. i havent really packed actually. i hadta wash my trg clothes right when i got home today cos im running short of clean legal sch shirts.. =/

okay i should do pw. i really need sleep. i really need to study. oh nick's blog has the super cool chemical analysis of a woman thing which was showed to us during gp. go check it out haha! okay tired..

like pffft.

olivejuice// 4 more days! =)

row hard or give up

right okay rowing improvement today i guess.. we were sposed to report at macritchie at 7 but after getting out the boats, paddles etc, we only got into the water at about 8.. ge and i got into the water even later cos we realized that there werent enough t1s.. bah. yup so i finally got out of the water at 10(but apparently we were sposed to get out by 9.30) shits i didnt know gah..

12km in 2hrs and no capping at all! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

oh and i tried rescuing one of the j1 guys cos there wasnt anyone ard and he lost his specs in the deep waters.. =// and also since earlier on one of the j2s taught me and ge how to do a rescue.. well in any case, at that point of time i had already rowed 8km(with no bloody break cos the pontoon(sp?) was always so full bah.) and my legs were cramped. so i was getting the water out of his boat. the first time, it kinda worked.. some water left so i turned it over again. but this time it got super filled with water and i was like O.o.O.o.O zomg i felt so bad but i really couldnt do anything ahh! so then i said a million apologies and he said he'll wait for a k2 to come along. bah.

yarr then we hadta do ten rounds on the monkeys' hill thing. walao damn steep and uh my stamina deproved so terribly that i was the last to complete.. =( shit la i really taught that 10 rounds was like up+down=2rounds. but apparently that's only one. so halfway i said to jianrong "almost done ryt?" and she was shocked and told me that yeah.. and i just couldnt run after that. tsk syimah you suck.

so anw then went back to sch with ge and seleene. slacked in the canteen awhile then went to the stadium to shower. then ge and i were late for pltn lunch.. met pltnmates at fareast yupp. i really do miss them alot.. bah bah bahh..

trg tmr. needta be in sch by 7.15.. hohum jiayou syimah you can do it! =D

olivejuice// happy first date.. =)

syiMat

Kelip-kelip disangka api,
Kalau api dimana puntungnya.
Hilang ghaib disangka mati,
Kalau mati dimana kuburnya.

Banyakla orang menanam pulut,
Saya seorang menanam padi.
Banyak orang karam di laut,
Saya seorang karam di hati.

dad:
banyak orang sakit perut,
saya seorang sakit hati.

me:
banyak orang minum teh,
saya seorang minum kopi.

dad:
patutlah gelap (no wonder so dark..)

lol. i am indeed strangely dark compared to the rest of my family.. i used to be so fair lol..

in any case, the peribahas are so pretttyy! =)

and yst's seminar was fascinating. yup! the topics covered were interesting and all that. but all the free food made me kinda sleepy tho..

and camwhoreee! the minahs are so mehhing what with all the "coupling" remarks pfft.

in any case, LOL to taufiq who'll be appearing in Akhir kata simply because he's the only mat from rj. idiot boy didnt even listen to the seminar half the time.. haha!

went out for lunch with my family to celebrate parents' anniversary.. haha! went hjh maimunah.. happy food weeee!n =)

lol okay water trg tmr.. hopefully it doesnt rain.. my canoeing needs lots and lots of work. na says practice makes perfect.. so yeah. I CAN DO THIS! =)

everyone pls pray that i dont drown.

and i love this song. ><

olivejuice//not too long now..

what it takes

i wanna be a gungho canoeist. but im still kinda scared of the water. how?
anww today i went for my first snr team trg. meera too. lol scary. i got a t1 yayy!

yeah and jiaolian(sp?)/coach made us row 10km min. i did a few rounds round the lake area too.. hmm. zomg tiring sia.. oh and in the 3hrs of rowing, i capsized a grand total of ONE time! haha! actually when i first started rowing out i was like super super scared i'd capsize. and true enough, i capped near the 250m mark. gahh. and the stupid lifejacket didnt help much cos i kept thinking i was gonna drown. got saved by a bunch of uber nice strangers who were eager to rescue me. >< they were very pro tho and very nice. like how they brought the boat to me when i admitted to being a very weak swimmer. gosh embarrassing. in any case, no more capping! yay!

oh but after capping, i got a little more comfortable rowing and abit more confident. somehow. haha! ooh the water at the 1km mark tastes quite yummy. i need to work on my strokes.

oh and after we were all achy, we hadta do 5 set of 25 pushups. =( and then we did some pushups wave thing which was actuall really cool eventho it was damn painful. hmm. i forgot to tell encik that i cant make it for trg on mondayy.. bah.

okay and i think im getting sick. i woke up this morning with a burning sorethroat and sniffing. and smart me finished my sick sis' porridge for dinner. bah

no more fast food. no more fried chicken(in sch). need to run more. need to burn fats. no soft drinks. really really no soft drinks.

jiayou syimah. i musnt love food so much anymore. syimah the crazy canoeist. yeah.

olivejuice//

why bother

honestly. im trying too hard. everyone's really nice and all but there really isnt a special sort of adhesive for this sorta things. is there?

some people are like. zomg annoying. dudes if you dont wanna mingle then please stop acting like it's all about you. it isnt. get used to it.

needles are scary. dunno what made me donate my blood really cos it was just teh freaky.

they gave me a propaganda bandage boos! =(

i realize that our principal has a contaminated accent. it's pretty cool..

i look quite nice in the formal attire. lol it's so troublesome getting it tho what with the warped loaning hours.. hugee thanks to farin of course. oh apparently sis might be going for the same seminar this monday woots..

sch is damn boring sometimes.

and today's the last official day of pinafore-dom. well not for most ppl of course. eager beavers, much.. i honestly look quite kookoo in it so im soo not looking forward to my green-skirted days.. and of course, there is no better way to appreciate our pinafores, then to wear them proud and snap an eherm few shots of proud pinafore-clad rg girls.. lol camwhores.

right okay. i shall sleep now. water trg tmr. am gonna die bah.

Olivejuice// it takes two.

exclusive sia

some people are annoying.

i have too much negative vibes. i must learn to be a nicer person. yeahh!

sch is still quite sian. but busy times are pretty much over so yay!

o2 tmr. hmmmness.

im sleepy.

olivejuice// 20 more days! love= you&me. ><

raffles row

i like canoeing. i like being on the water far far away from land and not having to worry bout anyth. cept maybe capsizing. and being eaten by the giant lizard thing. in any case, yes i've pretty much gotten over my fear of the water and despite being an uber bad swimmer still, im not that scared of the water. -nods.

2nd intake results today. some ppl didnt make it. 7 pointers even. a couple of fellow canoeists whom ive grown very much attached to. funny how things can turn out this way. seeing them cry made me so horribly sad and what's worse is that there really isnt much you can do to help. and furthermore, as piah mentioned, half of us in the rp, ie me, prolly wont come close to acheiving what they have if we had actually sat for the Os. and like im here in rj. im shitass lucky and i really havent been appreciating all i've got. tsk.

i miss ncc. i rmb being yelled at by ncos. i rmb making them angry because of our horrible attitude. horrible drills. horrible uniform. i rmb being disowned because ncos just couldnt stand us anymore. i rmb being so tired after trg that i couldnt study when i got home. i rmb my arms aching so bad after pumping that it hurt to shampoo my hair. i rmb them yelling at us at that scary place with their voices echoing off the walls. i rmb getting lost with zr on our random outings. i rmb being super pissed at the clts at camp for being such assholes. i rmb being disappointed terribly when i found out that i wasnt going for ssc. i rmb being angry at pltnmates over issues. i rmb busy nights nearing ord when we rushed to make presents for ncos. i rmb aftns where we spazzed over cruel trgs. i rmb worrying with pltnmates bout annual camp: will we disappoint our ncos? will we be able to be someth that our jnrs can look up to? will we die?. i rmb being angry at myself for not giving it my all at camps. i rmb being angry at myself for not having the confidence to lead. i rmb doing horrrribly grouping for imt. i rmb being frustrated at my partas in the earlier part of the year: horrible attitude. horrible uniform. horrible drills. i rmb sleeping/slacking in the ncc room waiting for pltnmates to come in. i rmb messing up commands during morn assembly. i rmb messing up the speech during ncc day. i rmb alot of horrible things. but why do i still love rgsncc,my pltnmates and my part as so? hmm.

in any case. hist essays were terrrrible. i crapped entirely and thus a confirmed fail. and like piah tells me that her tutor said that it's graded. tsk im screwed..

i am procrastinating my maths assignment.

freedom in just a few days. oh and our last few days wearing the pinafore. many dudes changed into the rj uniform redi. so eager. i quite like the pinafore. hmm.

pfft im feeling emo.

olivejuice//

stfu i cant stand you.

idiot. bloody self-absorbed idiot. are you honestly that clueless? i dont want you sticking your bloody face where it doesnt belong. i cannot stand you. i might even possibly hate you. yes i do. damn woman what is your bloody problem? i know you think that the whole bloody world is in love with you but good god you are disgusting. okay too mild..

fuck you. dammit go bloody rot wherever it is you fucking belong social retard i hate you you annoying piece of shit i hope you fucking suffer come monday cos it's fucking tough and i know you think youre damn fucking pro and all that ah but sheesh pls. and like omg dont you have any social skills how can you bloody say something like that to someone youre not even close to and not even in a joking tone or anything ah. idiot. bloody fucking idiot.

i've had a good enough day.. starbucks is bad! it gives me temporary high but makes me so bloody depressed after thatt! boohoos!

sch was quite fun.. fridays are short so not that bad la.. and i was in a much better mood too.. i think it was cos of nw's jacket.. O.o strange strange.. and i didnt go gym-ing in the end cos i couldnt find the other canoeists.. woops. bah i really should work out soon. my muscles aren't enough to show through the annoying fats that never seem to go away.. tsk.

went out with FariNa and melz after sch.. got our heavenly ramly burgers(bishan int has the bestest ones ever woo!!) and then we went to the starbucks near cathay.. i got my potato salad again and na got me my venti mocha frappe with javachip.. >< hahhaha so niiice.. and zomg haha camwhores.. lol..

mcs orientation was quite fun.. i got into drama haha..

zomg spiderman2 ost. emo meeee! ><

damnnnn hist.

olivejuice// busy busy boy haha! =)

when you do half of double, it's not so bad

canoeing trg is fun..

[monday: trg with j2s. runn. pyramids:1020304040302010. pushups crunches dips & ipulls. for every set we did, the j2s did double the no. so at first we just watched the j2s pumping extra and feeling all amazed. but then we pumped along and soon the rest of the stuffs we did double too.. like O.o.O i did ipulls first. 210 in 7 sets. so i did 40 50 30 30 20 20 20. i kinda died after the 50. shouldnt have done 50. but the rest at my side did that much and its peer pressure i tell you! right. then dips and stabilizers. and finally we did suicides+pushups. woots damn fun..

thursday: trg without j2s. runn. pyramids again. cept that we did situps instead of crunches. and we didnt do double. so yeah. easy.. then stabilizers and 2.4km run. another team bestt! we're improving fast really.. scary.]

anw sch in general has been very -.- mug mug mug mug mug. sheesh this is terriblee. oh yeah i quote lita who quoted someone: setbacks are but a setup for a comeback. profound! haha!

yar and i havent had rice in a longg time. and i've been giving 711 alott of business. like i spent $8.85 there today. ohnoes. i dont think im losing weight at all.. :/

gar damn sian.. im quite doubtful that i can finish my hist essays.. i haven’t done any other work tsk.. didnt even mug for physics lecture test.. :/

and i’ve been losing my temper quite alot lately.. scary.. and my moodswings are teh woahh.. meh but not pms leyh. Hmm..

pfft whatever some ppl are just so infuriating..

olivejuice// happy 23rd mth, love.. =)

mumping honkeys

today has been an extremely well.. fascinating day. yup and according to my Wheel of emotion, i have struck Stoned. woots.

yeah so like i had water trg today. was walking to the mrt and i received an sms so i was like looking at my phone and plopped! my left foot fell into the open drain thing. and like it's all scraped and painful! =(

yeah so then i went to macritchie anw. and zomg it's mating season ah! monkeys were humping and like the male monkeys had bloody huge balls(which so cant be normal la!) and like they were running after the female monkeys and looking oh-so-horny.. and like then there were the super cute baby monkeys and i quote yufang: "products of humping monkeys" zomg thanks ah! gah traumatized! =(

right and then canoeing was really very very fun. i was finally really canoeing. and not like capsizing all the time! yar so i canoed for about an hour maybe without capsizing. yay improvement! then at the last 5mins, py had leg cramp so the bloody smart girl decided to take her foot out or someth and thus capsized. -.- so i came over and tried to help her. then guess what happened? I capsized. like wtg! and i was like floating around and stuffs but it really wasnt so bad this time cos i wasn't alone like the previous times so i felt quite okay actually..-beams! up then i got saved by a j2 dude and all was fine and dandy.

yup and i did someth embarrassing in the bus. =/

then i went for lunch with some of the dudes

yarr then i was starting to limp when i walked home cos my leg was stinging really badd.. wahh so sad. oh yeahh and i got an sms from a teacher from the pe dept and like i was half asleep so i wasnt thinking straight. gah.

in any case, when i got home, there was no food. i usually have lunch outside and usually dont eat at home unless i really like the food. often, when i eat out, there'll be good food at home somehow. so today i decided to eat only mash potato when i was out. so like yeah i was starving. and apparently mom just went out and sis got some food which mom earlier bought. so then i called mom and she asked me to cook but i was so tired that i got all emo and started crying. like O.o.O.o haha i think i was exhausted..

yup so back to the sms from the pe teacher. yeah so it was about some morning run thing to help students lose weight. =/ yeah unthinkingly, i messaged the girls in class and informed them bout it. then i replied the teacher. shortly after, liyana called me. and i mentioned the pe thing. and she's like O.o so apparently the morning run is only for overweight ppl. -.- -.- -.- ie me.

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fuck.

right so then i basically wasted my messages on my class. and it's really quite humiliating ah. -nods

well honestly, i dont think im That fat. well i know im meaty but meh at least im fit? im in canoeing for goodness sake. sheesh.

right and there goes my ego again.

anw yeah so i asked the teacher if i could be excused and she's like saying that i should look for her in about a month to have my weight taken again. oh bloody hell. im short. im stocky. and as a canoeist, i will be working on my bloody muscles. im mostly likely to get heavier if anything. my god arent they like gonna take our fat percentage or anything? okay pfft whatever i duno why im all worked up bout it la pfft pffft.

yup so i was being all moodswingy on the phone with na. which kinda scared her i think. woots owells..

haha so that's how my day went. super exciting rytt? >< lol lol..

okay i shall like sleep now or someth. my leg still hurts bah..

olivejuice// you make me happy.. =)

my face is slow

right. effing stress is causing my face to break out into horrid little pimples. -gasps! bah and i've got an evilllllll dot on my cheek. how sad. sis just thought me a pimple treatment thing. so tedious bother..

in any case. the week has been well and good i guess. my super long cny weekend consisted of much mugging and occasional stoning on the com. exciting, much? and with nw away most of that time i was quite a stay-home mugger.. yupp but dad brought us to jb on monday and that was really nice. i played pool, arcade(zomg i love the stupid fighting games haha!) and bowlingg! (im getting slightly better at it yay!) and of course the food was bliss. happy!

went out with the dudes on tues to get uniforms. well Apparently bibi&baba was closed so yar.. took the train to cityhall.. went penin so that na can get her shoes while the guys were oggling guitars or someth and then we walked and ended up at bras basah and then we walked summore and ended up at suntec. =/ then i took a long bus ride home with nw. random day, much..

righty wed was random day again. yay! did the random interhse arts alive! comp. rafflesians @ play lol lol.. then i slept for an hr. then i took buses to pj busstop to meet nw. and we had chicken chop. happy food!

and on thurs i had a killer headache all day. yup how nice. ponned pe and then after sch i didnt go for canoening. shit i feel damn bad la. i mean yeah i wasnt feeling well but it's just.. well crap i duno la i think im not as passionate bout canoeing as i was bout ncc. gosh it's terrible. meh and there's water trg tmr. im seriously scared of the water. die..

and today was a PERFECT DAY yes! haha well firstly we had some hospice talk thing.. random. yar then we had some cny toss food thinger (okeh fine i duno what it's called) yar then we had physics. I STILL THINK ROYCE ROLLS IS AN ULTRA COOL CAR! just that royce was too pro a scout that the string was tied too tight round the straw and thus the front wheels couldnt turn at all. and all this while we've been blaming the bloody corks.. =/

yar then after sch i mugged at the lib with jean and woonie. well jean eventually slept and woonie was reading a comic and laughing to himself. yup exciting.. haha then at 3 na called and so jean me na eileen went to somerset to have our starbucks! yayyy and 711 potato salad + a venti mocha frappe with java chip = BLISSFUL INDULGENCE yes yes yesss! lol okay yea. then at 5.15 we left. and it was raining damn heavily. and only jean had an umbrella. so first jean ferried us a few times. but then the process took too damn long that i decided to run. na decided to walk -.- haha while the other two had the umbrella and they walked so super slow.. haha!

so in any case, today was a perfect day! yes!

on a random note, have i ever mentioned how i absolutely detest ants? theyre disgusting. most esp in huge numbers. and like they're everywhere. like ew.

and i love my class. lol. i think that it's terrific how the dudes in class are all so super nice.. haha pfftness.

i should sleep soon.

olivejuice// so near yet so far eh? bah.

the grand undertaker

lol take5 was a joke. okay not reaally la. but still wtg amazing race? basicallyy we were made to run for like 2.5 hours ard botanic gardens. it was pretty screwed up ah.. like how some stn masters kinda like hide themselves to the point of being invisible. and how the GAR-ing! transition between the first and second leg required us to runnn back to ccab just to get the cluecards and stuff. evil, much? tsk. but i guess it was overall a relatively interesting game.. tho it reaally could use a few adjustments.. =/

anw. i didnt bring a change of clothes. and i was soakedd. and like we were sposed to run ard half the track and yell "the grand overtake" at the finishing pt. so 5A being the random class, we said "the grand undertaker!" and like they said it was wrong and made us say the grand overtake. uh like O.o? meh party poopers..

yupp then 1/2 of the class was around and so we went for brunch at prata house.. i brought the rg 2004 yrbook in exchange for ri 2006 yrbook.. lol amusing.. altho i didnt take into account my horrigiblistic ncc photo. how very embarrassing..

yar then i rushed off to the ccab busstop to meet na and melz who were both feeling sian too. 171 was amazinggly full and genleong toddled along. then we took a non-straight bus and saw patchia and then we took 190 to fareast. had noodles then roamed around.. Ooh hahaa na took a passport sized photo! so like melz and me were playing with the computer thingers and then when we turned na was like seated right outside the shop and the woman had pulled down a white screen thing and it was so super funny that i couldnt stop laughing and poor na almost laughed in her photo.. =//

yup then we walked. met nw at paragon. decided not to have swensens and went to seoul garden instead.. my cooking improved woo!yayy then i was so fulll then we took a bus home.. Ooh there was this random pj girl who when passing by nw, said "happy friendship day!" and nw was like "happy friendship day! -cringes and faces me. i duno her" lol omg funnnyy!

right anw. nw's in msia now.. boohoos. lol whatever i kinda miss him already and he hasnt left for even an hour. amazing.

anww yst was an amusing day! i love 5A haha! both lakshmi and zr were like mia yst and so i spent most my day with fs and gayboy. zomg funny! me and pris were like rating the guys in our class for certain categories and fs and gayboy were rating the girls.. woots confidential stuffs but point is.. HAHAHAHAHA!

and of course canoeing trg:[warmup 2rds. pyramids!-10203040302010(goodness it was really quite hell..). superman!-5setsof40. 2.4km team run-(yay team best!). then we did team planks-count to 10 each. us j1s were like counting super fast but zomg j2s are so sadistic ah. uh somehow reminded me of ncc but owells. some of us dropped a few times, most stayed up the whole time.. i stayed up thru the whole thing but i think my form might've drooped abit awhile. total time:4 1/2 mins.. amazing. yup then leg raisers while singing the college anthem] haha trg was really quite bad yst la.. which was why i was feeling terribly sian for amazing race today and also why i was running so super slow today. im still aching gar garr!!

okay im not in the mood to blog anymore. i want my nw pfft pffft!

O.o

olivejuice//double up young man, im waiting. =/

can you feel the love?

ZOMG I NEVER REALIZED JUST HOW FUNN VDAY CAN BE HAHA!

righty anws updates:

- hml results was quite disappointing
- Heritage C-race was alright i guess. they didnt need our help at all cos there were little teams but they looked like they were having fun so ookay.. =)
- nana's house is fun and exciting.
- i find canoeing trgs' insanely.. well.. quotes: "fun and exciting" -nods. haha fun bunch..
- madjack is surprisingly cheap for a restaurant like that.. i had super nice chicken chop.. =) yup and we celebrated vday a day early.. haha what fun! lovelovelove!

right and today was VDAYY!

met nw for like 20mins this morning.. haha! exchange prezzes and stuff.. nice start to my morning yay! then farin was like late. -.- so i went to sch with taugay who was like writing in a book with a bra strap.. >< yeah and i mugged maths in the train. then we walk walk walk to rj and the sch was like in a woahh frenzy! balloons, flowers, chocolates etc were like being passed around and stuffs. the atmosphere was amazing! it's not only vday for lovesick couples, it was like platonic LOVE and it was overwhelming and i realized just how much i lovedd the ppl around me haha! and i said a whole lot of ILOVEYOUs today haha! in any case, should some ppl who're not used to getting ILOVEYOUs,i think i should clarify that i meant platonic love and not that i crush you ppl or anyth.. =/

anwwww. MATHS TEST was a screwup. haha! it was easyy la but i just couldnt do it so pfft. right and then we could finally enjoy vday right. yayyy! i was feeling super highhh and esp when muffins(sharyn) and brownies(fiona) and lemon cookies(jean darling it really was yummy laa ><) and chocolates!(a whole bunch of ppl. THANK YOU!) were like shoved in my face yay yay yayy! and zomg i was so highh and i love food woots! and i got a white balloon from nana and a pink balloon from taugay and fungshing who gave the 5A girls.. haha!

then na was being a grouch during hist. and by then i was slowly exhausting my high.. =/

yar.. then i was loning awhile and collecting the rocks for the guys.. yup so then i hung around the canteen with 5A for bout an hour then longqing called cos she had the cake and she was like at swensens.. O.o so mefungshingtaugayjean went to j8 and fetch her. well we didnt call her cos we wanted to be nice in case she decided to walk back to rj alone. but woahh apparently she was with pris&wenchun and they were seated on a longg table in swensens and zomg wth! hahaa then communication problems and stuffs and finally we reached sch.. and by then i was feeling quite sian and exhausted..

THANK YOU to longqing for the cake. and a belated congrats to her and wenchun who made it to rj and are gonna be a pain for another 2yrs.. >< i love my class. haha! then we camwhored and then we finally went our separate ways and i went for lunch with na and ari. well technically with ari only ah cos na darling abandoned me halfway. idiot. righty so who cares la eh? kfc with ari was entertaining tho i still duno the ending to Purple passion.. meh.

and by the time i got home i was all grouchy already. so i showered and slept for 3hrs..

a public apology to nw cos i didnt thank you enough and im sorry for being a pain this aftn and didnt appreciate what you've done for me.. yar..

so anww Vday was a blastt and i wouldnt have it any other way.. well not really ah.. =/

and here is a very random graph:


moodswings, much?

olivejuice//more than you ever know.. =)

pervy crazy canoeists.

rightyyy! i cant stop perving at my arms/legs etc to check on my development. tsk. but encik/cheryl says that it's only natural so hahahahhahahaha.

this week's been pretty uneventful ah..

monday: was waiting for trg in the mini canteen with melz na gayboy and fs. strange yet entertaining.. and wahahas ari's card tricks woots! [trg: warm up run. circuits. 5sets-20,25,15,20(yay less than 1hr!), extra round for circuits, superman, 2.4km run.OOOH ge was very very happy at the end of trg cos encik said someth nice.. =)]

tuesday: loonng day. gp teacher was sikh/sick! joyyy! hist tutorial was brought forward so sch ended at 1.20pm. went lib with zr awhile then went canteen while waiting for melz and na who decided that they were too stoned to watch a moovie. we met nw at orchard mrt then had lunch at taman ros at fareast. bought socks then took a nice bus home. yay! ooh and i got myself a valentine. >< haha sayang!

wednesday: lionel lewis was on the perfect ten in the morning and he was muttoned.. O.o hahahahaa! super short day! watched talentime after sch with na melz and my class.. i didnt get to see ge perform cos of the ct rep thing gar garrr! but i used both my voting slips for Elvis and the gogos! and i made na do that too! yayy! and guess what. ELVIS AND THE GOGOS GOT THRU TO THE FINALS YAYYY! i heard alot of positive feedback about them woo..
=)

yeah then the ct rep thing ended ard 3.30 then farin was also done. so we explored rj haha! and somehow we ended up on the 5th floor and gayboy was there! and we sat in for ari's guitar auds haha! and if they get thru, it's cos their snr was too distracted by the 2 super hot chiobus sitting at the back of the classrm.. ><

thennn i followed farin to the counsellor room where she did some brave stuff haha! then melz FariNa and i went to j8 and had lj yay! then we left quickk cos gayboy was coming and farin suddenly had to go home. =) thennn farin and i crashed pj. O.o hahahahha so fun! nw was an entertaining guide.. i quite like the sch.. nice surroundings and the vibe was.. nice i guess.. =) let's hope nw gets what he wants.. haha!

thursday/TODAY~!:
bloody sian day gah gah gah! i had spaghetti for breakfast! haha! so i only drank coffee for the first break.. yup then me and zr went up for econs lecture early to mug.. then we koffponnedkoff physics lecture.. apparently it wasnt all that productive so ookay.. yeah we had our lunch and headed up to the lib. i mugged awhile but was kinda distracted by my phone.. haha! lovelove nw..

yeah then we got our essays back for gp. she said my essay was quite good haha haha hahaaa! lol. anw then pe was just some talk thing about goals and stuff.. =/ and then trg. was still very sian laa. i was late for the gym thing. haha now we can use the gym whenever we want haha! then yes [trg:warm up. 30 pushupssitupsdips&ipulls. personal best:2.4km run, pushups, situps, ipulls. then we had a 2.4km team run. then we got punished for finishing our run 14.?secs late by doing 15 pushups.. =/] then 8 of us went for a batch dinner.. haha but we took so long to find someplace to eat that i realized that it was 8.10 and i needed to get home. so i left and went home.

so now im here! and i ate alott of spaghetti bother..

Olvl results are out tmr.. =/ scary.. nw darling is getting his results tmr.. =/ i really dont know what the olvl dudes are experiencing now.. but i really do feel worried for them.. berapa berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul.. O.o lol! i really do hope that longqing and wenchun can stay on in rj.. the class would be different with any less dudes.. i like 08S05A.. =D haha..

right so yeah am getting my hml results.. i want an A. =/

right okay whatever im sleepy. goodnight!

olivejuice// all the best,sayang.. =)

bite here.

yay im backk..

=/ water trg at macritchie today was alright i guess.. capsized about 3 times.. only once i hadta swim back quite abit to shore. which was quite embarrassing cos i really suck at swimming. and i felt quite useless cos i took a k2 and the j2 with me hadta pull the canoe/kayak back herself.. =( ya and i got a long cut on my toe. bah..
well then trg ended pretty early so i was early for dinner with nw. =/ i love nw..

friday
anww yst was friday! extremely high day woots.. dad sent me to sch pretty early so i went over to my og. happy birthday ali! yeah so we got him a cake.. and eleanor bought candles which broke when she tried throwing it up to shanghui.. =/ and so they couldnt spell Happy Birthday but managed an ALI instead.. how odd. yeah then ali's friends came over and waxed him >< ouch i say.

yup and i spent 23+ messages on my class about the batch mural thing and having to meet outside the council rm in the morning. but apparently only ct reps needed to be there and that our class was scheduled to paint only during our break at 12.30.. =/

sex ed/student devt was most interesting yst.. i found it the most fascinating out of the other sessions yet also quite traumatizing.. they were quite unnessarily descriptive.. =/ lakshmi and i felt like crying when he described his wedding.. fungshing who was next to lakshmi looked like he was gonna cry too. O.o snag much..

yup and we made our car during physics. Royce rolls is definitely the bestest car in class woo~! royce did most of the work cos he's a scouter and could tie good knots.. but his bandaged index finger was sad. =/

teddy and tempura were playing together thruout econs tutorial.. and dumbo decided to camwhore too lol lol.. yeah then 5A rushed for batch mural but we only got to paint awhile cos we were late.. =( and some ppl are so annoyingly ego and self absorbed and pffffft!

and as expected, i didnt swim with pltnmates again.. right okay. anw i had lunch with some of my classmates and then went up to the lib to mug econs with zr. then nana came cos she ponned pe and then we went down to collect my bubbletea from gayboy and then zr came when she was done to collect hers too. yeah then zr left and ari and gayboy entertained us by being quite strange and then the other taufiq appeared so i got him to do some card tricks(which, once again, got only me fascinated. tsk everyone else!) and then gayboy and ari were being embarrassing so na zr melz eileen and me left eventually and we were tailed by gayboy. then afterwards somehow adly was in our midst too. and we were all being high and singing random songs and stuffs. and then lj! lol random day..

Thursday
thursdays are long days.. we had floorball for pe which was during last blk and my shirt was soaked.. slacked in the canteen after that and what's left of my class abandoned me one by onee.. last man left was like gayboy but he still left anw and got fungshing to give me a pity hello. pfft.

so i spent a bit more time with py and meera and apparently trg started at 4.30.. for warm up we ran 2 rounds, did planks for quite abit and then we chose to do pyramids over circuits.. =/ 10,15,20,25,25,20,15,10 pushups, situps, dips and ipulls.. then we ran 2.4km as a team.. half way i couldnt feel my leg cos i didnt stretch properly.. =/ well we were finally done by like 7.45.. tiring but trg was actually quite fun.. haha!

haha okay zomg my life is like so exciting.. like pfft i really shouldnt blog everything that happens but im just super likely to forget everything and that's quite sad.. bah. owells.

and ripped off na's lj:

BIMBO TEST

[ ] My fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[ ] During the summer pretty much the only shoes I wear are flip flops
[ ] My favorite toy as a child were barbies
[ ] My favorite color is purple, totally
[ ] I did Gymnastics
[ ] I love skirts
[ ] Hollister is my favorite place to shop
[ ] Tight jeans are the only jeans I'll wear
[x] I love chocolate
[ ] I've never had a real job
TOTAL: 1/10

[ ] My hair is straightened
[x] I have at least 8 friendster pictures
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week
[x] I love to hang out with friends
[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan
[ ] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[ ] I change my icon weekly
TOTAL: 2/10

[ ] I wear a shower cap
[ ] I would NEVER step foot into Hot Topic
[x] My cell phone might as well become a part of me
[ ] I wear mascara everyday
[ ] I've been or am on a diet
[ ] Bathing suits are adorable
[ ] I don't know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ] Big sunglasses are hot
[ ] I have gotten my nails done
[ ] I own over 10 purses
TOTAL: 1/10

[ ] MTV is one of my favorite channels
[ ] All I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[ ] I love to have other girls do my hair
[x] I give and receive hugs from all my friends
[x] I hate bugs, snakes, lizards, spiders
[x] Carnivals are so fun!
[ ] Summer is THE best season
[ ] My swimsuit has 2 pieces
[ ] I'm waiting for my knight in shining armor
[ ] Pianists are so hot.
TOTAL: 3/10

[ ] You write me a poem and tell me I'm beautiful and i will fall for you.
[x] I am self-conscious.
[x] I cry often
[ ] My car smells like vanilla
[x] My dishes get washed more than once a week
[ ] I don't do sports
[ ] I HATE to run
[ ] I squeal when I am surprised or angry
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack
[ ] I love romance novels
TOTAL: 3/10

[x] Drew Barrymore is so cute
[ ] I dance a lot
[ ] I usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products
[ ] I love to get dressed up
[ ] Every part of my outfit needs to match
[ ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot of myself
[ ] Price on clothes hardly matters
[ ] I apply lip gloss 50 times a day
TOTAL: 1/10

[ ] I wish I were a model
[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton to slap her
[ ] I have been something that was slutty on halloween
[ ] I own Uggs
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music
[ ] I pop my collar
[x] I like to be the center of attention
[ ] Guys with Mohawks are crazy
[x] Horses are beautiful
[x] I'd rather not pay attention in school
TOTAL: 3/10

[x] Cats are adorable
[ ] I write my own music/song/lyric
[ ] I would love to visit Hawaii
[ ] Valentine's day!
[ ] White is better then black
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[ ] My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[ ] I hate the grunge look of a beard
[ ] I love to read gossip magazines
[x] I love to gossip
TOTAL: 2/10

[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders, posters as a kid
[ ] I love Celine Dion
[ ] My bubble baths are 2 hr long
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other
[x] I like kids
[ ] Diet drinks are the best
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonald's
[ ] I check my livejournalfriendster everyday
TOTAL: 1/10

[ ] I LOVE life!
[ ] I have a lot of jewellery!
[ ] Claire's has cheap jewellery
[ ] My screen names have x's in them
[x] Either one of my friendster profile has/had <3 (oh noez)
[ ] I would never want to be the opposite sex
[x] It's not what he/she said, it's the way he/she said it
[x] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed
[x] I have a stuffed toy sleeping beside me
[x] I love tidy and clean places
TOTAL: 5/10

GRAND TOTAL: 22/100
im less bimbo than liyana!

lol okay. sleepy..
olivejuice// mushed night woo~

babies~!

lol so anw,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GE ONG ERN HUI!

i love you alot alot alottt! and as tradition goes, i never give pltnmates birthday presents. good god im a terrible scrooge. i really really must get em kickass prezzes to make up for the past 4yrs seriously..

so yeah. in light of this Very special day, me and ge went back to rg to crash ncc(land!) trg yayyy! and guess who greeted us as we walked thru the bus stop gates? MY PARTAS BABY DARLINGS! zomggg i couldnt stop grinning ah! lovelovelove~!~!

anw yeah so we hung around for quite abit.. took pics and vids.. climbed the wall thing!

say hello to the birthday girl!

and we basically emo-ed.. lol.. ooh then after hanging around the partbs(06) and watching their C&Cs, part c told us that 1sg jiahui was working as temp staff at the go. we were like O.o and sprinted all the way to the go woo!~ omg it was so amazingg la! then we walked with 1sg to watch my partas and then the partbs.. we did spaz stuffs and took spaz vids which are hilarious and niiice. woots!


i made partas diam so'd i can snap this shot.. haha!


1sg jiahui! "whole lot standadize!" =)


LOVE










anw yeah we hung around till like 5.40 or so then went to watch my partas. their ncos bersurai-ed them and so i got to talk to them! haha okay now i rmb all their names! lala! anw apparently THREE of my partas quit. lol.. actually i saw parta jx amongst my partas and i was O.o so i asked the partcs which of my partas actually quit ah.. so yeah. shocked. disappointed. hurt. well in any case i was flustered for abit but pretty much recovered after that.. owells their loss? sigh.

and my babies went for camp feast redii! and the feedback from partcs is good! so i guess my babies did a fantabulous job and they deserve a bigggggg hug~! yay love! yeah so we exchanged lame jokes and stuffs and we hadta leave like at 6.10 so we did.. we might go back again as a bigger pltn so yay i cant wait! ooh apparently there's 13 first choice partas.. how nice! =)

and today was an odd spaz day. i tried pinning up my hair with pens and attempted a perm. was quite effective la.. but not very permanent.. haha!

in any case. yeah mon and tues was just the silly gryphon sports talk for 'sportsmen' from various sports ccas.. lol lol. we came late for mon's one cos canoeing trg ended late.. =/ oh trg was quite fun ah. but am currently fearing tmr's trg. thursday trgs seem to be quite hell.. bother.

righty o!

olivejuice//5yrs choo choo! O.o

magic fingers!

haha it's been an interesting enough week..

um basically mon and thurs was canoeing trg. mon's trg was tough but fun.. thurs was.. well honestly like hell i guess.. did some pyramid thing.. as in sets of 10,20,30,30,20,10. yeah.. so basically we did 120 pushups, situps, dips and ipulls.. i suck at pushups i realize.. and i hurt my back quite terribly during dips and having to use our back muscles for ipulls.. gah torture. and i had support for about half of my sets of 30 for ipull.. first time for me and bah it was quite demoralizing.. bother..

tues was a longg day. then i headed off for je with gayboy to meet nw and we watched The painted veil.. =/ nice enough slow mushed show.. wed was uber uber uber slack day! after sch i slacked at rj lib with gayboy and the other taufiq and nana and we played truthOrthruth. =/ enlightening, much.. yeah then we went to the canteen to play with the mats and syaz.. i've never talked to half of them and i found it all really random.. =/ oh me and gayboy put a nice big pebble in na's bag and she didnt realize it until i took it out for her the next day.. lol!

yeah then thurs was basically canoeing trg. friday was yet another slack day. zr darling overslept and didnt turn up for sch at all.. didnt go swimming cos there was only me and py.. bah! in any case, a veryy fun alternative was that i spent my aftn in the lib with jeanchow (lol lol =P) and fungshing. wahahahs so much for mugging ah! well at first there was quite a number of 08S05A-ers ard then they all kinda left and we were the last 3 survivors! yeahh! yup and we ate again at the canteen where we watched quite an amazing card trick(by my standards at least. pfft) by taufiq. wahahas pro-ness.. then we went back to the lib and we were joined by vinod the scouter who i honestly found quite scary.. =/ haha! yeah then they left for scouts and me and jean went off to see FariNa and melz. jean went with her astronomer friends and we went for MR house party.. uh party was okay ah.. i didnt hang ard with my og cos they werent doing anythg much and i found it awkward and i saw no point in hanging ard feeling useless. -nods. yeah then it rained heavily so i couldnt go home so dad fetched me eventho he was late for an appt. tsk me.

na: dyou know why it's raining? cos the sky is feeling BLUE!

lol. yeah then sat trg was conveniently cancelled.. so i got to spend my 22mth with my nw darling.. woots! went to random places and did random stuffs and basically spent good quality time. -nods. yeah then i went home and did some hist. watched the sporeVsmsia match and i realize that i quite liked watching soccer. eventho both teams kinda sucked.. =/ i thought lionel lewis was cute. haha! yeah tehn we watched John tucker must die. amusing show.. haha!

and YES i shall mugggg! soon.

bother.

olivejuice// happy 22nd mth, love.. =)

what it means to be in love

dont we all just love CopyPaste?

quote: ge! pltnmate darling sweetheart lovee

begin

Today on the bus with Syimah we both talked about how long it's been since we were part of the company. I think she misses her PartAs a whole lot la. There's still the "SSG<3" keychain they gave her on her phone.

I guess I just wanted to put down in words one of the best experiences I've ever had in my life (which I admit isn't very long). 5 years ago I wouldn't have believed myself if I knew I was going to be so attached to RGSNCC. But now I know I won't have it any other way.

People have been asking, why you join ncc. It's damn hiong right, and you can't talk to your seniors right. They pump you every day and you get mistaken for guys right. What's the draw? Haha. All my pltmates would say the same thing - an outsider would never understand.

It's a drive to achieve something you believe in. It's the togetherness, the sense of accomplishment, the love <3 that goes all round. Your pltmates. Till now we remember the days we spent in the mornings jogging our limbs off, or sleeping, or after school when you're so dejected you come down to the table and suddenly everything's okay again. Sitting on the railings, sprawled on the floor, preparing no4 or no3 at the eleventh hour the day before parade, or camp, or uniform check. I remember polishing boots under my desk during lessons. Being obsessed with solid bangs and perfect drills, armstrength and dressing, making ourselves heard. I miss the rigour, I know we all do. Then when we ourselves became NCOs, running to the room to take a nap in between lessons, discovering little treasures buried underneath the archives that heap up at the back, reading the messages written on camp bags. Wondering why there was no reception.

Going to HQ was always a drag but I always remembered how our seniors were so zai there. We always stood out. Some people don't like the way we handle interaction in camp but it's our way of being professional with our engagements. Our way of preventing unwanted complications. The RGS tag has always been and will always be. An honour to put on. An honour to wear on your shoulder. The night before specs course. Talking to Shuning on msn - she showed me a photo of the company at pasir ris park. She said, ge, this is what we're going to specs course for. For all these people we so respect and love. That did it. The next day we ran our asses off, shouted ourselves hoarse and learnt to think on our feet. Screw the guys. With the exception of maybe Bowen, none of them see the value in discipline any more. None of them wear their uniforms with pride any more. None of them understand respect, feel the weight of responsibility on their shoulders. There was a time when our seniors would have to fight them tooth and nail to get i/c, to get awards. They do have the physical advantage, but we have the psychological one. But now very few of the guys actually try. NCC as a uniformed group is going down, but we refuse to be dragged into the mud with the rest of them.

The millions and millions of hours we put into RGSNCC paid off hundredfold. I met the best people I've ever met in my life. We share something nobody else understands. They always ask us why the ncc people stick to each other like glue. They don't get it :) It's really rare to have every single person in a particular cca so dedicated to it, and yet... we've achieved that. And that's amazing. Bob and I never had problems with attendance, or commitment. If the plt came to a disagreement it was because each of us had such tight grips on the company we couldn't decide which way to pull it. It never came to a point where nobody cared what happened next. And that's truly amazing. I know we all wear the RGS tag with pride.

You know you love someone when the sight of her breaking down is something you can't take. Still remember when we disappointed them so much; we had failed them time and again. Falling in and diaming for hours, sometimes in silent tears. But they never left for good. They always forgave us, gave us another chance we didn't deserve, till we finally could see them smile. We've done stupid things, but we learnt. In PartA year, I remember 1sg Aisyah's smile, Ssg Liting's dao face :P. 1sg Siqi's cuteness even in her anger. 1sg Linglee's thoughtful silence. Then 2004. 1sg Karen's talkativeness and her funny laugh. Master Weining taking Piah's hand and running when we all thought we couldn't take another step. 1sg Jiahui! We always loved her, she was always always there. 1sg Nafisah, who was really a role model for me. 1sg Liangpei who was (and still is) really really really really pretty :D Then 2 years back... 1sg Nadiah and her uhh maternal ways. 1sg Jessica who was obsessed with fitness O_O Ssg Vanessa, whom we thought cried cos she didn't want us, but we were wrong! and 1sg Carmen, who saved us from killing ourselves !!

When the company falls in together I only see solidarity. What a blessing to have been part of this.

end

i think it's love.. =)

olivejuice//

waterphobic

lol lol. having second thoughts bout canoeing.. water trg yst was well.. an eye-opening experience i spose.. it didnt start all that well cos i was 5 mins late.. yeah then we walked and walked and walked to macritchie.. it started raining heavily just as we reached so we sought shelter behind the rj canoeing shed..waited for about an hr before the j2 capts came and told us that we're heading back to rj for land trg. then rain stopped so yayy we got to get on the water.

i sucked at the rowing practice thinger la. pfft. the guys were in the water first.. then it was the girls' turn. i've never gotten on a single kayak before.. much less a canoe.. (assuming the canoeing is much harder.. =/) yeah so anw. bad start ah.. canoe was damn shaky and every tiny move i made caused the bloody canoe to wobble. not too suprisingly, my canoe capsized a few metres away from the dock. thank god for life jackets! i was scared as hell. the j2s told me to turn over my canoe and swim with it back to shore. right. so i basically blinked back with what i spose is a panicked expression. pushed my canoe upright while getting pushed into the water and then i stared at them again. i guess then it finally registered that i was a noob swimmer. then one of em swam over to me, took my boat first and then returned, took my hand and basically saved my life.

i am not cut out for water sports. i was relatively traumatized for the rest of the day. bother.. well i hate being alone. as in at any time, i'd much prefer having company then being alone and like esp when i was in the water and having to do someth im very much uncomfortable with, i'd like to have someone by my side to tell me it's okay. but there i was. all alone. and i couldnt feel the floor. i couldnt feel anything but the water around me. and i felt quite lost i guess. i hate that feeling.

yeah in any case.. im not one who quits all that easily. i mean after 4 yrs of shit in ncc, i'd know the meaning of endurance and not giving up.. so to hell with water phobia, im gonna get over my fear and kick some canoeing ass. hopefully ah.. owells gonna go swimming with pltnmates on friday cos we all end sch pretty early..

righty o! enough with canoeing eh? hmm malay cultural society meeting on wed.. quite a no of rg j1s ponned ah! tsk. anw i think the drama sounds quite promising.. i really do miss acting quite abit i guess.. yup then i rushed off for canoeing clinic.. woah the sets were quite tough ah.. but i only did 1 set so not too bad i guess..

so while waiting for floorball clinic, me and na collected farin from ultimate frisbee, then slacked at the canteen. bored ari came over and happily entertained us.. gosh fergie haha! and ari-licious indeed ah.. lolxorzz..

floorball clinic was relatively fun.. 90 plus girls turned up.. =/ farin wasn't too happy.. lita hurt her ankle but miraculously got a whole lot better after squirting it with cold water and played summore.. i didnt really push myself and basically let myself have fun.. lol lol.

thursday was quite a long day.. cant really rmb what happened.. ooh we took height and weight test for pe and i am overweight to teh pwoahh.. like whatever la eh? i shall delude myself into thinking it's all muscle mass.. yay! yup anw then after sch i went shopping with zr in town for bras.. exciting, no? yeah then at macs, FariNa popped by while zr left.. we camwhored in the toilet lol! yeah then i got home at ard 8.30.. =/

friday. nana didnt get to change her subject combi cos the vice principal says that they hadta stop changes so that the classes can finally settle before the olvl results get released.. owells..

and then.. student devt woo! 2hours of sex ed is quite entertaining.. was sabo-ed by 5A to shoot the abstinence rocket. yay i shot the sex option on the screen. lol.. i got to keep an abstinence rocket yay! me and lakshmi ventured off half way through to get stuffs tho.. tsk lakshmi! haha! econs tutorial was fun.. making stuffs out of paper. we are china! yay! yeah then after sch most of the class split and i was basically left with woonie. lakshmi ran off somewhere with the taboo game set that woonie loaned while fungshing left to do pull ups. =( yeah and there was a class at the amphi and they borrowed the ball i loaned out and woonie went to play too which i stoned next to piah who didnt play cos she was sick.. =/ not very exciting la.. was more annoyed than anything.. bah. in any case, i left for home some time after and basically stoned and slept. my life is so terribly exciting..

sat was like i said canoeing trg. afterwards i met nw at j8 and i had a mega burger at swensens. nw already had macs before that so he bought a small burger meal. the waitress served him the mega burger and was going over to my side to serve the other dish just as nw pushed my plate over and he claimed that she looked quite shocked. woots amusing.. :) oh right then we were waiting for the bus and the bus came and we were moving forward just as exsec4s,(well technically im an exsec4 too. meh..),ie j2 canoeists, came rushing past for the bus. so i kinda panicked and turned back to the mrt. =/ yeah then we took the mrt home.. wth haha! i think they prolly recognized me.. hope they didnt tho.. bother.

today was slack day! i was psyched to do hist this morn ah! but then i got hungry. so i made fried rice for the family. then sis was watching prison break. so i watched. then nisah came back from camp. so we went out for lunch. then when i got back, i did abit of hist before we prison break-ed again. I FINALLY FINISHED THE ENTIRE SEASON ONE AND GAHH GAHH CLIFFHANGER! cant wait for season two bahhh!

BAH ARI BUDIMAN FOR MAKING ME WATCH THE FREAKY VID GAH GAH. i shrieked/screamed and it wasnt very nice. pfft..

okay righty i should like sleep soon. yes. canoeing trg tmr.. ouch ouch..

olivejuice//

four muffins and only three cherries

LAUDEAMUS AND LEGO
Okay orientation pretty much rocked.. I dont think I should bore dudes with like the details cos its kinda long ago and I cant really rmb anyway.. =/ in any case, na blogged it so [x] ifyouwannaknow. Yeah right anw, thank you to our ogls Alison and Lewis for being uberly fun and wonderful and all that. Haha and I'll miss my og muchly.. tho I dont really talk all that much to everyone, I really do appreciate your company and all the random games we play.. PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN haha!

08S05A
yes we're a science class.. mixed arts.. common subjects being physics maths econs.. HISTORY rules in any case.. yay! my class utterly roxors and I love them to bits. Theyre all uberly entertaining and I really like their company.. they're like the comfy fun sorta bunch.. it's like fun with limits and you kinda know where you are with them.. it's nice I guess..

oh we spent our very pointless Friday after civics class having recess and playing plenty of captains ball! Woots we are damn on okay! And everyone's really good at it too! And heh poor jean was kinda sad that she couldnt play very comfortably in her pinafore.. but I think she played well in any case.. =) yay I love you guys..

RANDOM ADVENTURES
Righty. So far I've had a few outings with lego.. like 060107 when we went to get our onight stuffs.. and um well 090107, first official sch day.. slacked off at bukit timah macs for bout an hour gossiping and stuffs.. omg so many scandalous people la! And ali's such a gossip king lol lol.. yeah then we progressed on with the rain pour pouring, to chris' house.. quite a long walk ah.. but very worth it! Haha house was huge and I was so very impressed by the decor.. it's honestly very amazing and so very beautiful.. oh for awhile that day I was antisocial and played bball outside by myself and somehow enjoyed myself greatly.. his driver kinda kept me company tho sitting at the corner.. =/ hmm and 130107, we planned to go east coast to cycle and stuffs but it kinda rained in the morning so we crashed shanghui's house and his room was like a gambling den ah! Mahjong table at one corner, card games on his bed and xbox.. zomg DOA beach volleyball tsk! I love the kungfu game wahahs! Anyhow whack ahh! =)

Oh and of course I had other adventures completely unrelated to my og.. like last thurs when we went orchard cos we miss it very much.. bother. Yeah there was like FariNa and taufiq and ari. Wah so exciting lol lol.. "who's going?" "farin.." "okay im going!" wahahahahs! Oh it was raining again. Yeah anw na bought starbucks and the two guys being the losers they are stole some sugar which Apparently was bitter. And taufiq needed to get rid of the bitter taste so we visited watsons at forum to buy sweets! Which oh so coincidentally was arranged by our dearest fatin.. amazing, no? =) yeah then we spent some time at toys r' us.. was getting nw's prezzes.. wanted to make it really special lol lol..

Hmm and well on sat I left shanghui's hse earlier than the rest to meet nw and his parents and older sis at pasir ris.. free dinner lol.. how embarrassing.. but yes I listened to nw's advice and concentrated on the food.. his sis thinks im stocky.. his mom thinks I have a sweet smile.. =/ and ultimately they prolly think im a joke cos my parents didnt know I was there.. oh dear bother..

Others
Um yeah so sch has started pretty much proper.. lectures and tutorials.. gotta get used to that.. but I can manage.. yes! Despise my gp tutor tho. I mean honestly woman, if I were all that competent in English and stuffs, why'd I need a tutor for? Im well aware that Im in a roomful of geniuses and my grades are oh-so-terrible compared to theirs but wtf how could you be so mean? Tsk..

And I must must refrain from succumbing myself to lakshmi by playing bingo with her during lectures.. she's such a bad influence! And royce's like addicted to it too tskk! Owells.. oh omg our class dance! Wahahas! It was actually my 3rd sister's dance.. she learnt it from her playgroup when she was 3 and I only rmbed it like recently and I taught elita and we pretty much taught the whole class.. so we were all like standing in a row on the bridge connecting blkA and blkB and did the dance just as loads of dudes left Lt4.. oh dear so embarrassing yet fun.. haha!

Right right! Today's nw's birthday btw.. so here goes,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to nazri..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

And may all your wishes come true, darling..

oh a random ri guy asked me if i was in ncc today.. like O.o haha apparently he knew me from specs course cos i was the timer and i was standing next to him.. wokay haha!

Oh today was a horrible day. Moodswings and such.. OH! On a very much lighter note, I got BUBBA back today! Someone handed in to the police apparently and I got it from LTA(whose Lost&Found office is like super ulu tsk) along with my ezlink(which I only just recently replaced) and $49.45.. wow I was quite shocked la.. =/ anw i kinda celebrated and splurged at Coffeebean.. life is so exciting..

I am ever so lonely.

Woots.

Olivejuice// hope you had a very very happy birthday today, love.. =)

back in school

righty so i've had 3 days of school so far.. it's alright la.. new people.. not so new people..

i only really/not really knew 1 other person in my og.. which was quite fine la.. made new friends and all that..

okay im not in the mood to blog. so i guess i'll elaborate or not sometime soon or not so soon..

in any case, i've been having plentyy of mood swings.

and i really dont quite like my dancing buddy. i really shouldnt bitch but still. bugger off you superficial beef jerky. tsk and who are you to judge? -spits.

O.o

lol. some people are just SO amusing..

oh and my new class is nice enough.. we have about 27 people altogether.. i think there are more guys.. =/ strange. zr and lita are in my class.. oh and taufiq.. how strange..

wokay and tmr is onight.. i like our batch song and dance quite abit..

yeah im done for today. cant wait for school.. lol lol..

olivejuice//crucial stage indeed..

a rainbow's just a giant skipping rope

today's the last day of hols.. boohoos..

anww, yst was pretty interesting.. went for a jemputan in the morn at dad's friend's who's apparently his kampung friend and is ramli sarip's bro.. O.o

yeah then in the aftn, we went to the jurong lake park at lakeside that one and played catching on the low spiderwebby ropes. we only stopped when we'd all got blisters on our hands.. haha! yupp so we stayed for 58mins then went lot 1 to get our sch stuffs.. we saw a pretty rainbow most of the way there and i took lotsa pictures.. haha! we concluded that a rainbow's like a moon cos you can see it almost wherever you go.. but yeah we dont see a rainbow all that often so we're 'jakun'.. heh. yeah then at lot1 i bought lotsa stuff.. my purchases added up to $39 incl hair spray.. O.o

wokay. haha interesting much.. sunday was hari raya aidiladha and also new year's eve..spent the whole day at my aunt's visiting granny. watched tv, ate.. Very exciting.. yeah then we left at ard 10 and parents' drove somewhere and they pretended to miss the road exits and somehow brought us to kap macs.. i managed to guess it right tho haha! =)

saturday was ncc day! well as in i spent it with pltnmates.. yeah.. ge smsed the day before to go nccrm to clean up but apparently she was working that day. sheesh.. but we forgave her cos she brought us free bubble tea from her workplace.. heh. so we made partas cards.. oh dear. i dont think any of us actually mailed it to them yet.. O.o!
yeah then sn came like really long after.. zr was uber late so we left for ps first.. had kfc and then bought stuffs for our partb ncos: lanters (cos you light up our life..) that excuse is used way too often.. for candles.. torchlights.. etc. hmm..
yeah then we went to pizza hut with our ncos! yay lovelove! actually only ge and zr and ncos ate.. we all ate already.. so we mostly talked.. or as much as we usually did.. we're always so very shy in fronta seniors.. so odd!
OH! and the waitress spilled Pepsi on ge! haha! and ge claims it's worse than coke fight cos it stinks worse. we all sniffed her and agreed.. yeah so 4 of us excused ourselves to the loo and then ge bought an 8buck shirt.. haha! yeah then we talked to ncos at the istana park and went home at 6. i reached home at 7 and went out with my family to my uncle's for some kenduri thing at night.

and i shall blog my days per paragraph.. haha! bother blogging is tiresome but since i dont keep any other journal, i have nowhere else to record the memories.. esp since i've got such a terrible memory. like i totally forgot how much i despised part cs last last year (05) and apparently lost my temper every trg and once kicked a wall in frustration. nw rmbed me ranting tho. someth bout partcs being a no standard part.. oh dear..

so anww. friday was ob sabah day! haha the reunion turned out really well la.. i came a half hour late cos i rmbed to make maggi's birthday card.. the girl didnt turn up in the end cos she overslept. like twice.. was kinda annoyed but owells. we bought her prezzes then sara came then we headed for Escape.. haha Escape was okay la.. quite fun but there really weren't all that much to do.. nichola gave me his coupon for the free ice cream and cotton candy.. ooh i loved the wet and wild ride tho. there were 8 of us and only 3 were girls.. yeah then at first we didnt really wanna get wet so when we went in twos, we made the guys sit at the back cos then they'd get wetter.. yeah but being quite dry wasn't all that fun so went a second time and switched places.. haha yay wett! =) then with only 6 of us left, we went to tampines mall to catch a movie but the place was packedd and tickets were selling fast so went for lunch instead.. i bought ramly and charkuey from the pasar malam! (= yeah while the rest had kopitiam food.. yeah then i wanted a big gulp badlyy. so we walked into the heartlands to find a 711. weiliang was the only one who lived in the east so he led the way. apparently 711 closed down sometime ago.. O.o then we trudged on cos i insisted on a big gulp. they were all really nice bout it la.. heh. "eh the closest you can get to a 711 is S11 la -points to kopitiam called s11-" O.o yup but in the end i bought mocha bubble tea cos weiliang recommended it.. haha strange.. then we were home-bound by train.. weiliang dropped off at bedok.. sara at paya lebar.. jeriel at bugis(he lives at bukit panjang but the bus was faster. he made full sure that i didnt need an escort home before he got off.. O.o gentleman indeed..).. yeah then there were 3. theresa went on to chn garden and nichola went to jurong to get his phone and i headed for cck.

kinda odd really.. we only see each other like once a year.. annual buddies, much.. everyone was kinda melancholic that day.. strange but nice i guess.. =)

on thursday i went to geylang for brunch with my family and did some kitchen shopping and went home.

okay week recount indeed.. hmm.. oh my ogl called on wed/thurs. so im in MR6.. morrison richardson.. =/ apparently there're no malays in morrison so there's only a grand total of 5 malays in the blue house in our batch.. FariNa think it's perfectly alright.. well yeah i guess.. but sometimes i guess it's fairly more convenient to have people of your own race.. oh dear syimah racist.. O.o

oh and we're apparently grouped by house and birthday but meh Melz bday is 11th july and only 5 days away from mine but she's in mr12! bloody.. farin's grouped with fei, na has clara.. i dont know anyone in my grp yet! garr!

okay i'll be fine. i can make friends. yes i can! O.o oh bother..

olivejuice//

let the rain fall down.

happy 21st mth! =D

yst was superblyy fun haha! met nw at cck at 9.30 then then we went to bt hill!

okay that's like our 3rd time there but we're both broke and we needed cheap thrills.

okay so we first took an okay route at hindhede nature reserve. saw the pretty quarry,




then started walking again and somehow ended up back where we started.

so yeah we went by the superr long cyclist route.(6.0km long but we ended up doing about 3km only) with all the squishes and sploshes and my socks were still dry! yay waterproof shoes! haha!

and at 2+km, we finally reached the beaaautiful green field! i went there for outdoor trg with the company in parta year.. plastic babies ftw! O.o and it felt oh so wonderful to see that place again! altho we were scolded there by ncos then.. =/

then we had our lunch at the green field and just basically enjoyed nature. veryy relaxing place indeed. we had the place all to ourselves except for the random cyclists who just go by..






then then dark clouds started rolling in. nw didnt think it'll be that bad cos we had a change of clothes but then the rain poured like woahhh and we sought shelter from the trees area. very cold brr..

yup yup then the rain stopped about 20mins later and we started trekking again.. then we found the dairy farm! i did ifc there during annual camp in part c year.. how nice! =) yup then we walked and walked and my right sock got wet in a puddle and thenn.

my left foot got stuck in mud. went up higher then my ankle! and it was the super heavy mud kind. so nw pulled me out and i looked like a mud monster. =( then we rmbed the pond-like place near the huge water pipes so we continued walking. then then we reached there and the pond was flooding! so it was like a waterfall and also rainwater was rushing from some hole (i hoped it was clean) and there were fishes! haha!

yeah so we washed our shoes.. the water was so refreshingly cool! and i felt like a kampung kid and playing in the river.. =D yeah so then we figured there was no harm in playing in the water so we went in and the water was up to our thighs haha! so funn! =) took lots and lots of pictures..









forced smile, much? =)

yup then harith called nw to ask if he was free for pool. so we went to the exit we found the other time and was back in the bt hill nature reserve and walked and reached the main road of the hill and walked back down. yup so we hiked almost 5hrs! yay we rock!

yeah then we went to beauty world.. i've never been to beauty world before.. =/ interesting place.. but definitely different feel from orchard.. im gonna miss rg bahhh~!

right so we got some macs while waiting for the guys then we went to play pool..

AND GUESS WHO HAPPENED TO BE PLAYING POOL THERE??

GO ON GUESS!

haha.

olivejuice// adventurous spirit yay!

i love jieying

i randomly visited jy's blog and copy&pasted this cos i felt it was very remarkably put:

{start}

I have never seen any unit award in my 3 years, or heard anything complimentary said about the company. Yes, perhaps the HQ doesn't hate us 'cos we're just a minor irritant. Something to joke about during a water cooler break. The whole existence of RGSNCC (Land n. S n. A) for me has been just old stories that we were once you-know-what, maybe even lies. All recycled, repeated, re-anything prose. Why should I even bother to say it again when I find it so hard to believe now?

But we've never stopped hoping. We're still sitting upright, shouting in our voices, pressing our uniforms and even retelling those stories just to make ourselves believe. Does it matter to us that we've lost face thousands of times simply because we continue with whatever tradition, or that we've had expletives fired at us and our platoon? We don't care.

Go on and hate us, walk out on us, even accuse us (mindlessly) for what we will do. One day you and your parts will gain it back for the school. Don't let us settle for anything less.

{end}

i miss you jy. i hope to see you this sat! =)

i miss bubba

i had the most horrendous day yst ever ever.

i left my bubba in the bus. along with my ezlink and 40bucks worth of hard-earned tuition money. yes, i am superbly pissed.

so i was sposed to meet na at 11 at cityhall but i overslept and had brunch at kfc with mom instead. mom commented on bubba being dirty and smelly and that i must must wash her soon.(was it a signn??)

met na and melz at 1pm at starbucks at cityhall. oh i bought my first ever starbucks. owells i just dont spend all that much on pointless stuffs.. yay mocha frappe with javachip! in any case, im quite glad i got to spend that much money before i lost the 40bucks.. -sad.

yes then we saw mrazhar(who, unfortunately, was not with a gf at the moment bother..) then we went to look for farin's prezze but couldnt decide. oh but melz broke a 26dollar extremely tacky and useless wine stopper at Cardsnsuch. the salesgirl actually swooped in to check the damage eventhough it was pretty soundless when melz dropped it and na&melz couldnt find anything wrong with the damn thing when they first picked it up.. the place was really just brimming with ugly stuffs and was honestly just waiting for people to break stuffs and pay. a lady broke some glass jar right after melz for goodness sake! sheesh.

right so then na went to somerset to meet her parents and melz went to meet some guy and i headed off for sembawang cos my mom was at my aunts and i needed a haircut. right so i got on the bus and tapped with my bubba. then the bloody bus went on a completely foreign route and i panicked and didnt notice that bubba darling wasnt in my bag! like bloody hell! and i found out from my cuz afterwards that it's just a new route and that the next stop will be normal again! WTF! and im 40bleedingbucks poorer, ez-link cardless (omg i just rmbed that i commented earlier how na always doesnt have her card =( ) and BUBBA! good god nazri would just laugh if he knew how much i miss that furry pink sheep.. it's odd really to write 'pink sheep wallet' and have the guy give me a strange look.. bother..

oh i only realized missing bubba when i went out again with my mom,aunt,cuz and sis to sun plaza for a haircut so yeah. and wth knowing my terrible luck yst, i shouldnt have gotten a haircut in the end. cos now i look like a bloody ugly butch and i need earrings for anyone to identify me as a female and i lost the bloody pair of new earrings in bubba. GARRRRRRR!

fucked up day, much?

anw i shall go watch Prison break again now.. noone's home and im lonely. noone replies my messages and im agitated again. buggering arses. can anyone tell that im on a short fuse?

i need my nazri.

olivejuice// 1 more day pls!

my life is exciting!

have i used the title before? O.o

anww, i came back from hols wed morning. yupyup!

went out with nw darling on wed aftn. watched The holiday(yay cliched bliss!). did a little xmas shopping. went to forum to visit fatin (we were bored) but we didnt say hi cos she was busy.. =/

right then nw left for kl thurs morning.. -sad. owells..

thurs
met pltnmates at pasir ris mrt. yh was in the lib and missed us and headed off to downtown east herself. part cs collected us at macs and we went to the chalet. YAY PARTAS! i missed my babies muchly.. -nods. hugee lunch(sponsored by part b's mommy). bridge!. talked to partas (yh's pointless catching mice game "miaoww"). played hide&seek with partas (yh and me played Snap in the room awhile). parta duckie caught me in the end. played maffia with pltnmates, partas and partbs (yay morbid deaths!). prayed.

BBQ~!

yz came ard 8pm. we helped partcs cook abit. i like marshmallows! and potatoes! bite bite haha! O.o and piah came from piano lesson at ard 9.. skits! i recorded partas and partbs performances yay! and part cs are so random.. yeah then pltn prezze exchange! i got ge's pig notepad and the invisible ink pen! then prezzes from the company! gosh i love partas ncc dictionary!

Bang
1. Exists in 4 forms: non-existant, chicken droppings, okay and solid

Soya milk
A refreshing drink which allegedly enhances our assets

Teddy
A cute teddy bear christened Teddy, usually seen with SSG Siti, and allegedly able to sing and dance.

yayy~!! ooh and i love loved the prezzes from partbs. oh but the snow globe they made for me kinda broke.. =( oh and the hat! ("Siti believe in Santa Claus") and partcs bulbish snow man! =D

then we talked to our partas awhile.. got into trouble for making too much noise.. then we went back to the room to discuss nco combis with partcs.. gosh they took so long and only finally came to a decision at 4.30 in the morning! meh.. me and ge slept on and off and zr and yh claim that i snored really loud and partcs heard.. but piah didnt hear it so i bet they're lyingg..

it feels weird that my partas now have a new set of ncos.. i really do hope we've made an impact on them.. meh.

oh and now our company strength is 3 men short. a little shocking i guess.. i mean i totally expected clarice to quit(hoping too i guess) and she quite obviously did.. yeah but jingxuan apparently quit too.. she didnt seem too interested but i didnt think she's the quitting type.. kinda disappointing.. and sad too cos i mean we're their parta ncos and we're sposed to make them love ncc and stay and bond and all that. bother.. guess we didnt try hard enough..

oh and of course the other shocking bit is that partc gj quit too. in partc year.. amazing.. well i spose we saw it coming but i kinda thought she'd bear just another year.. strange la.. ge was devastated i guess.. am not surprised.. bah.

yup yup we left the chalet at 8am cos poor partcs were sleeping like sardines on the bed. i had a quick shower and was all fresh.. went for breakfast with pltnmates at macs.. pltnmates (minus zr and me) were extremely exhausted cos they played xbox all night and slept horribly in the train.. =/

got home at 10.15, showered again and then mommy made me follow her to lot1 to get some stuffs and so i ate abit more and then i got home finally at 12.30 and slept. and slept. till 4.15

yes my life is exciting indeed~!

we'll probably have lunch with our partb ncos next sat, and kondiu reunion will be on fri.. hmm..

OH! and i will not go for clt course. discussed with pltnmates and all.. internal politics and me being in rg and all that is gonna make life tough for me.. etc.. so yeah i must stick to my decision and not let the upsides of clt course get to me.. nono.. bother.

and now im possibly joining rj canoeing with pltnmates.. ack suicide.

i miss nw terribly..
gar.
come back soon please..

olivejuice//

Penang

Friday night
-crammed in the backseat.

Saturday
-Crown Jewel hotel (needs fresh coat of paint. no doorbell. jammed door. bad service)
-nasi Ayam (confused waitress)
-clean up
-swim-rain
-gym
-sleep till 8+
-car lost, karaoke (loudd)
-dinner
-sleep.

Sunday
-hotel breakfast
-beach (slimy eggs, shells, dogs and starfish)
-md's noh's sketch
-2hr car trip
-stories (dad and a gashed forehead)
-Sunway Lost World at Tambun (1-4.30pm) (cousin's vomit, beyonce's butt, yummy chicken rice)
-super heavy rain!
-Bukit Merah Laketown resort (sunset cruise, scary mute clowns, haunted valley haha!, dinner, violent bumper cars, paintball, arcade, super violent bumper cars, departed 11+pm)
-sleep 1am

Monday
-breakfast (granny eats bread with chilli "nenek suka pedas.." haha cute)
-arcade (i roxors!)
-md noh's sketch part 2
-Bukit Bendera (2.30pm tram)
-lunch briyani
-baby eye infection (hospital?)
-lost (nw poko pants! O.o, Nestle tollhouse cookie, 2:22:22)
-miss train (2.45pm)
-stuffed into following trains
-huge fuss (relatively amusing)
-made new friend! (siti shadidah "eh hasyimah?" O.o)
-hilltop (cold!, food!, bought a largee shirt)
-6.20 back in car
-miscommunication
-shower & pray
-dinner at neighbouring hotel ( Steamboat disaster!, star- gazing, Pepsi cola!)
-shower
-arcade + pool! (12+ am)
-sleep

Tuesday
-morning call
-6.28 wake up
-shower
-noisy mommy + video
-breakfast (teriyaki chicken!)
-beach hunting
-1st beach (poseurs + wild grannies!)
-2nd beach (haha jackpot!) (massage parlour, peeping tomcat!, changed out, parasailing, beach buggy!, accidents, banana boat!, changed out, prayed at mosque)
-squabbles and stuffs (missing people/things, angry people)
-Lunch! (big chicken!, papadum, snacks)
-30min shopping (mad toilet rush, random pants!)
-Man of the hour/hero of the day

*HOMEBOUND!
-changed cars, speed,
-jejantas stop (pray, A&W, spearmint haha, blood-ey sister, embarassed aunt & wrong car)
on the road again (pillow)
-peeing parents

-5+ am finally home

end.