everything's just going wrong wrong.
and there's no way i can make it right
gosh i wanna die.
olivejuice,cupcake..
Friday, April 28, 2006
Sunday, April 23, 2006
say it before its too late
quotes zerui:
"when you feel down, lonely or unhappy. you can always go to the ncc room, because when you see the light on, you know theres someone who care."
"and even when only 2 person are there, dun have much to talk about, you dun feel the akwardness. because you just appreciate the company." (pun on company. hahahahaha!)
"there will neevr be any one other person you call pltmate. never someone else you can get angry and the next moment forget about it with. we will be close together, we wil cele xmas together, we will be old grannies eating high tea and playin mahjong together. we will stay through, because we are strong."
hahs. i love you pltnmates. yeah and 1sg shufang's current state is probably like a jolt of reality for most of us. as in all our 4 years we've been slogging over pts, spazzing for tests and all that. but poof something could happen to us and yeah..
1sg shufang's a strong person indeed.. and to think that someone so active and fit could be so sick now.. we'd never know what lies ahead but we cant always live as though today is our last. for example choosing meeting my baby over finishing up my pt and deciding by saying, "what would i do if today's my last?" that'll just make matters alot easier, no? obvious answer really. but honestly, i dont know whether it Is my last and im pretty sure the teacher wont appreciate it if i came to class empty handed and saying, "well i didnt do it cos i figured i wont live to see the deadline (hurrs DEADline hurrs)"
so yeah. why cant it be that easy? mehs.. am im seeriously straying from the issue at hand. bahded
so anw, zr's cheesy but she's right. let's say it before its too late, pltnmates! i love all of you and despite whatever it is that's happened since last year, we'll all pull through ryt? together! eightasone. well sevenasone but i cant count. -nods. i miss yunzhi..
hmm. or to solve the problem of whether we'd still be spending time together in jc, let's all join clt course! hahas. then we'll all be together forever. yay high tea and mahjong! =/
-big hug to all of yoos. if today's my last, i want you all to know that if anyone should ask how my sec school life was like, honestly, the only things i can rmb are the times that i spent doing ncc stuffs with yoos. (well at least parta and partb year). so anww, all im trying to say is that every single one of you made a difference in my life and i'd just like to thank you for that. few more months to ord, let's enjoy whatever's left okay? im sure we'd miss it once its gone..
oh and olivejuice to you. =)
"when you feel down, lonely or unhappy. you can always go to the ncc room, because when you see the light on, you know theres someone who care."
"and even when only 2 person are there, dun have much to talk about, you dun feel the akwardness. because you just appreciate the company." (pun on company. hahahahaha!)
"there will neevr be any one other person you call pltmate. never someone else you can get angry and the next moment forget about it with. we will be close together, we wil cele xmas together, we will be old grannies eating high tea and playin mahjong together. we will stay through, because we are strong."
hahs. i love you pltnmates. yeah and 1sg shufang's current state is probably like a jolt of reality for most of us. as in all our 4 years we've been slogging over pts, spazzing for tests and all that. but poof something could happen to us and yeah..
1sg shufang's a strong person indeed.. and to think that someone so active and fit could be so sick now.. we'd never know what lies ahead but we cant always live as though today is our last. for example choosing meeting my baby over finishing up my pt and deciding by saying, "what would i do if today's my last?" that'll just make matters alot easier, no? obvious answer really. but honestly, i dont know whether it Is my last and im pretty sure the teacher wont appreciate it if i came to class empty handed and saying, "well i didnt do it cos i figured i wont live to see the deadline (hurrs DEADline hurrs)"
so yeah. why cant it be that easy? mehs.. am im seeriously straying from the issue at hand. bahded
so anw, zr's cheesy but she's right. let's say it before its too late, pltnmates! i love all of you and despite whatever it is that's happened since last year, we'll all pull through ryt? together! eightasone. well sevenasone but i cant count. -nods. i miss yunzhi..
hmm. or to solve the problem of whether we'd still be spending time together in jc, let's all join clt course! hahas. then we'll all be together forever. yay high tea and mahjong! =/
-big hug to all of yoos. if today's my last, i want you all to know that if anyone should ask how my sec school life was like, honestly, the only things i can rmb are the times that i spent doing ncc stuffs with yoos. (well at least parta and partb year). so anww, all im trying to say is that every single one of you made a difference in my life and i'd just like to thank you for that. few more months to ord, let's enjoy whatever's left okay? im sure we'd miss it once its gone..
oh and olivejuice to you. =)
Friday, April 21, 2006
weekly dosage
am very amused. below is what shakira discovered..
Carbon dioxide, when breathed in high concentrations (about 5% by volume), is toxic to humans and other animals. Hemoglobin, the main molecule in red blood cells, can bind both to oxygen and to carbon dioxide. If the CO2 concentration is too high, then all hemoglobin is saturated with carbon dioxide and no oxygen transport takes place (even if plenty of oxygen is in the air). Carbon dioxide and dry ice should therefore only be handled in well ventilated areas.
The CO2 that is carried in blood can be find in different areas. 8% of CO2 is in the plasma as a gas. 20% of it is bound to hemoglobin, The CO2 bounded to hemolobin is not competing with oxygen binding since it binds to amino acids rather than hemo molecules.The remaining 72% of it is carried as bicarbonate HCO3- which is a buffer important in our pH regulation. The level of bicarbonate is regulated and if it is high then we breath more rapidly to get rid of the excess carbon dioxide.
The level of carbon dioxide/bicarbonate in the blood affects the thickness of the blood capillaries. If it is high, the capillaries expand and more blood rushes in and carries the excess bicarbonate to the lungs. To help avoid the loss of carbon dioxide to a deadly low level, the body has developed certain defensive mechanisms. These include contractions of the air pipes and blood pipes, and the increased production of mucus.
gosh. haha! pointless chem car. tsk..
this week passed fast.. monday was trg. tuesday was go home early day.
oh wed! napfa 5 items. i finally finally finally got all As! bweeness~ my shuttle run and sbj deproved tho. sad.. and i retested for sit and reach and improved by 3 cm! hoohoos.. then went for math tuition.
thursday. interesting day! right after recess was hist test. was spazzing.. then we changed out for rgs book day. yayy twiddledum &dee! hahs siti's my odd half. yupyup! hoorah 409! think we all did a greatt job.
after sch went for lunch with na at fareast. gosh gosh. so many weird things happened! massages.. dudes asking for money and asking why when we said no.. and gurmit singh and his son. =/ odd. then math tuition again.
so friday is a nice nice nice nice nice dayy! nice way to sum up the school week.
tristan & isolde is rather nice.. didnt have that Woww impact on me tho. mehs..
and at the place we had lunch rytt, there was this minah dude who found a cockroach in her food. gosh so ultra gross. but she got a new plate served tho. dunno whether thats a good thing or otherwise.. they didnt make such a huge fuss bout it tho. O.o
shall go support bahas tmr! yay yay. must win! mekar perbayu raffles! woohoos..
aight.
olivejuice much muchlyy.. -hugs!
Carbon dioxide, when breathed in high concentrations (about 5% by volume), is toxic to humans and other animals. Hemoglobin, the main molecule in red blood cells, can bind both to oxygen and to carbon dioxide. If the CO2 concentration is too high, then all hemoglobin is saturated with carbon dioxide and no oxygen transport takes place (even if plenty of oxygen is in the air). Carbon dioxide and dry ice should therefore only be handled in well ventilated areas.
The CO2 that is carried in blood can be find in different areas. 8% of CO2 is in the plasma as a gas. 20% of it is bound to hemoglobin, The CO2 bounded to hemolobin is not competing with oxygen binding since it binds to amino acids rather than hemo molecules.The remaining 72% of it is carried as bicarbonate HCO3- which is a buffer important in our pH regulation. The level of bicarbonate is regulated and if it is high then we breath more rapidly to get rid of the excess carbon dioxide.
The level of carbon dioxide/bicarbonate in the blood affects the thickness of the blood capillaries. If it is high, the capillaries expand and more blood rushes in and carries the excess bicarbonate to the lungs. To help avoid the loss of carbon dioxide to a deadly low level, the body has developed certain defensive mechanisms. These include contractions of the air pipes and blood pipes, and the increased production of mucus.
gosh. haha! pointless chem car. tsk..
this week passed fast.. monday was trg. tuesday was go home early day.
oh wed! napfa 5 items. i finally finally finally got all As! bweeness~ my shuttle run and sbj deproved tho. sad.. and i retested for sit and reach and improved by 3 cm! hoohoos.. then went for math tuition.
thursday. interesting day! right after recess was hist test. was spazzing.. then we changed out for rgs book day. yayy twiddledum &dee! hahs siti's my odd half. yupyup! hoorah 409! think we all did a greatt job.
after sch went for lunch with na at fareast. gosh gosh. so many weird things happened! massages.. dudes asking for money and asking why when we said no.. and gurmit singh and his son. =/ odd. then math tuition again.
so friday is a nice nice nice nice nice dayy! nice way to sum up the school week.
tristan & isolde is rather nice.. didnt have that Woww impact on me tho. mehs..
and at the place we had lunch rytt, there was this minah dude who found a cockroach in her food. gosh so ultra gross. but she got a new plate served tho. dunno whether thats a good thing or otherwise.. they didnt make such a huge fuss bout it tho. O.o
shall go support bahas tmr! yay yay. must win! mekar perbayu raffles! woohoos..
aight.
olivejuice much muchlyy.. -hugs!
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Friday, April 14, 2006
OM feverr
hmm.. its 1.25 on a Friday morning. been sleeping late for quite some times this week. ranging from 1-3am. gosh.. i need more sleep! garr!
last week was okay. cant remember much right now..
OH! sports fest on friday. was late cos of om. oh fish and chips! uh yeah.. inter-class relay. hoorah 409! first place. then we took care of the dudes from Yio Chu Kang Gardens MINDS. was supposed to take part in the novelty race. but one of the dudes who wasnt suppose to participate for some reason wanted to so badly so i just guided her through the obstacle stuffs. she got a medal thinger. pretty.. i want it too! bahs.. she seemed content. so okay. =)
ORA! hahahs. stupid people either dont eat corn, coconut, or both. or they just dont like me. they bought the ice lime tea tho. my mommy makes nice iced tea! yay! and i was so superbly annoyed by part c who INSULTED my corn. i mean honestlyy you are soo rude! sheesh.
ahhh! and the haunted house! ahhhh. so scaryyy! i got a free ticket cos the queue was so long and the wait was so long that some dudes gave up. i almost did too cos i was late. but yeah. the thing was so super freakky!
ahwell..
monday was a terriby tiring day. partas were okay.. pt was alright.. drills were alright.. bangs were wonderful.. oh got home feeling ultra sick. wanted to sleep till 9, pray, sleep again till 12, then do ss pt. but yeah i was sick! was in bed when mom came in, touched my forehead and told me i had a fever. erts yeah.
so tuesday was a no school day for me. =) then slept at 2.30 doing ss pt.
wednesday was trg dayy.. so tiredd! ohh! i lovelove E=mc^2. cool cool cool show.. and i like soccer! woohoos.. partas reported late for trg for some hist thing. had om spontaneous prac.. then went home where i Bumped into someone completely accidentally coincidentally. uhhuhhs. olivejuice,baby..
thursday! uhhuhhh. om fever's back alright. was dreadfully stoned today tho. i checked my mail earlier today to confirm that i was to leave my class at 11.50 for om. for some odd reason, i sat through history, thinking that 12.50 was in fact 11.50. and when the bell rang at 12.25 for the end of lesson. i was staring at the clock thinking something was not right.. "bloody hell!" ran up to class. got my bag. went to foyer. yeah wasnt late anyways. bus left sometime before 1.
yeah anyways spontaneous was fun! had enough prac somewhat i suppose.. and i retardedly tied my hair somehows.i looked positively horrid but it really got me into an om mood so i kept it there till i left acsi. O.o
i like bus rides.. and i dont like carrot cake anymore! not niiice. garr!
hohum okay. i shall end here.
oh but first
olivejuice,cupcake. alot alot alott. -hugs..
haha!
last week was okay. cant remember much right now..
OH! sports fest on friday. was late cos of om. oh fish and chips! uh yeah.. inter-class relay. hoorah 409! first place. then we took care of the dudes from Yio Chu Kang Gardens MINDS. was supposed to take part in the novelty race. but one of the dudes who wasnt suppose to participate for some reason wanted to so badly so i just guided her through the obstacle stuffs. she got a medal thinger. pretty.. i want it too! bahs.. she seemed content. so okay. =)
ORA! hahahs. stupid people either dont eat corn, coconut, or both. or they just dont like me. they bought the ice lime tea tho. my mommy makes nice iced tea! yay! and i was so superbly annoyed by part c who INSULTED my corn. i mean honestlyy you are soo rude! sheesh.
ahhh! and the haunted house! ahhhh. so scaryyy! i got a free ticket cos the queue was so long and the wait was so long that some dudes gave up. i almost did too cos i was late. but yeah. the thing was so super freakky!
ahwell..
monday was a terriby tiring day. partas were okay.. pt was alright.. drills were alright.. bangs were wonderful.. oh got home feeling ultra sick. wanted to sleep till 9, pray, sleep again till 12, then do ss pt. but yeah i was sick! was in bed when mom came in, touched my forehead and told me i had a fever. erts yeah.
so tuesday was a no school day for me. =) then slept at 2.30 doing ss pt.
wednesday was trg dayy.. so tiredd! ohh! i lovelove E=mc^2. cool cool cool show.. and i like soccer! woohoos.. partas reported late for trg for some hist thing. had om spontaneous prac.. then went home where i Bumped into someone completely accidentally coincidentally. uhhuhhs. olivejuice,baby..
thursday! uhhuhhh. om fever's back alright. was dreadfully stoned today tho. i checked my mail earlier today to confirm that i was to leave my class at 11.50 for om. for some odd reason, i sat through history, thinking that 12.50 was in fact 11.50. and when the bell rang at 12.25 for the end of lesson. i was staring at the clock thinking something was not right.. "bloody hell!" ran up to class. got my bag. went to foyer. yeah wasnt late anyways. bus left sometime before 1.
yeah anyways spontaneous was fun! had enough prac somewhat i suppose.. and i retardedly tied my hair somehows.i looked positively horrid but it really got me into an om mood so i kept it there till i left acsi. O.o
i like bus rides.. and i dont like carrot cake anymore! not niiice. garr!
hohum okay. i shall end here.
oh but first
olivejuice,cupcake. alot alot alott. -hugs..
haha!
Monday, April 03, 2006
so that's how it is
sir was considering promoting me and py to staff.
hahahahah. seriously dudes, that wasnt necessary. the least you could do is tell him that we'd go discuss it among ourselves or something. you guys didnt have to protest in front of us. honestly! god. fine you all went for ssc. we didnt. fine you won awards. we didnt. so okay, we're effing useless dudes who dont deserve the bloody rank. well go stuff your lanyard somewhere you.
but seriously la. im sick and tired of us chucking the bloody matter aside as if its not impt. and We have to accept our fate and live with it. do you have any idea how difficult it is to do that with our own pltnmates strutting about with their lanyards, discussing which is the right side up, oh we hafta collect the ssg rank from hq.. well the least you could do is not rub it in our faces. always talking about internal parade promotion whatnots. sooo cant wait to tell the company our ranks.
it bloody hurts that you all dont care about us at all. well hoho in case you didnt know, single brain celled siti has feelings! ooh. really now? hmmmm
and company scolding today. was watching the part cs. they all put in so much effort. their faces dao with all their years of shit together. together. we used to be like that pltnmates. we tell the parts that pltn bond is important. your pltnmates are the people we turn to in the end. what now, i ask. maybe we should tell the parts. "hey. screw pltnmates. individualism! yeaahh." i mean yeah all the 3 years of shit they go through is just gonna fuck up in their faces, no? oh nono.. except for the best 5.
trg today was okay. Happy milo day! darling little partas..
pt wasnt too bad. but their stamina can be improved. and drills were splendidd! lovelove their bangs.
oh but company scolding. partas really should learn from their snrs..
oh and we told the company of our indiv ranks.. yeah.
ah dont give a fuck.
so that's how it is.
hahahahah. seriously dudes, that wasnt necessary. the least you could do is tell him that we'd go discuss it among ourselves or something. you guys didnt have to protest in front of us. honestly! god. fine you all went for ssc. we didnt. fine you won awards. we didnt. so okay, we're effing useless dudes who dont deserve the bloody rank. well go stuff your lanyard somewhere you.
but seriously la. im sick and tired of us chucking the bloody matter aside as if its not impt. and We have to accept our fate and live with it. do you have any idea how difficult it is to do that with our own pltnmates strutting about with their lanyards, discussing which is the right side up, oh we hafta collect the ssg rank from hq.. well the least you could do is not rub it in our faces. always talking about internal parade promotion whatnots. sooo cant wait to tell the company our ranks.
it bloody hurts that you all dont care about us at all. well hoho in case you didnt know, single brain celled siti has feelings! ooh. really now? hmmmm
and company scolding today. was watching the part cs. they all put in so much effort. their faces dao with all their years of shit together. together. we used to be like that pltnmates. we tell the parts that pltn bond is important. your pltnmates are the people we turn to in the end. what now, i ask. maybe we should tell the parts. "hey. screw pltnmates. individualism! yeaahh." i mean yeah all the 3 years of shit they go through is just gonna fuck up in their faces, no? oh nono.. except for the best 5.
trg today was okay. Happy milo day! darling little partas..
pt wasnt too bad. but their stamina can be improved. and drills were splendidd! lovelove their bangs.
oh but company scolding. partas really should learn from their snrs..
oh and we told the company of our indiv ranks.. yeah.
ah dont give a fuck.
so that's how it is.
Saturday, April 01, 2006
btc
and its been a long while since i blogged.
busy busy busy..
parta btc was alright i guess. very flexible schedule we've got..
so started off pretty okay. brought partas to their bunk. bunk check was loong loong looong. was so bleahed by the time the bunk was acceptable. we slept in 409.
oh btw 409 our classroom is filthy! so gross..
taught partas how to wear no4 proper. taught them water parade. field cooking!
well at least they had fun. -mutters.. we didnt have any food. partas gave us maggi with luncheon meat and baked beans and mushrooms. haha! shameless us..
sir had macs for dinner.
8pm. partas went up to bunk. sir taught them m16 characteristics and stuffs. tired already.. oh taught partas how to prone. one time i thought sir was py and said "eh move!" gosh how embarassing..
9.20-10.06. talked to partas bout their mistakes. me and py were super tired and wonky. we were nice..
maam was too sick to take over sir's shift so sir hadta stay overnight. btc was to end earlier cos sir hadnt got a change of clothes and stuffs. ahwell. scrapped ifc.
10.36-11.30. supper. biscuits! very nice actually. and diluted milo. tried convincing partas that milo's bad cos we hadnt got enough. learnt a new word: impudent. hahs. that's my partas.. so we made them come up with a milo cheer. amusing really..
supper time.
need milo
we no milo we dont go.
give us milo we behave,
tmr we be good partas
something along those lines i think. was very much amused..
lights outt. gave parta the prayer stuffs.. ah.. late late late! lights out pushed till 12midnight. bahwell
parta ncos went to shower. nice nicee.. 12.20 back in bunk. then we went back to the toilet cos py forgot her glasses. mehs.. 12.45 midnight visitor..
we were all pretty stoned. slept at 2am.
woke up at 5am to the sounds of partas chatter next door. had the digusting bumpy insect bite things on my leg..
5.30. wash up. when i went back to the bunk, pltnmates said that we were busted. was so super freaked. my goodness. i must've been too tired to miss all those superbly obvious hints. "happy april fools' siti" says them. and i thought that the trick was something else! mehhh. about 10mins after then pltnmates figured that i hadnt understood. py and yh stared at me in disbelief. bahh. then i screamed a scream that could be heard from the basement. mehs. evil evil evil pltnmates..
6.30. pt. wasnt that bad la.. we were being strictt.
sir had macs for breakfast.
8+ me and py made milo. dilutedd.. partas got their biscuits and buns. haha modified milo cheer!
9am. leave for safra. some delays.. was annoyed.. yay i have a loud voice. -nods. =)
9.30-11. safra yishun. gosh i just realized how fun imt is! i never never did knew what to shoot i realize. now i know and im not too bad! hahahahs. partas are pretty good too for first timers. hoorah!
11.30. back in school. collected our lunch from stall7. 5 extra packets for maam and missing partas. i eat fast fastt. i was finishing my 2nd packet just as py finished her first. she says im abnormal. then we offered free food to random people. but then after that we saw poor hungry ge at the void deck. aaw poor thing lucked out.
12.30. snp gathering at blk J. rather slow..
1.45. back with partas at void deck. sposed mock profi. ended up having uniform check with mock profi marking system. yeah
2.20. and it was all over. just like that. and we saw them leave just like it was any other training. i duno. it was 2 days of hell. so tiring and annoying and it ended just like that.
all the same mistakes..
what's the point really.
busy busy busy..
parta btc was alright i guess. very flexible schedule we've got..
so started off pretty okay. brought partas to their bunk. bunk check was loong loong looong. was so bleahed by the time the bunk was acceptable. we slept in 409.
oh btw 409 our classroom is filthy! so gross..
taught partas how to wear no4 proper. taught them water parade. field cooking!
well at least they had fun. -mutters.. we didnt have any food. partas gave us maggi with luncheon meat and baked beans and mushrooms. haha! shameless us..
sir had macs for dinner.
8pm. partas went up to bunk. sir taught them m16 characteristics and stuffs. tired already.. oh taught partas how to prone. one time i thought sir was py and said "eh move!" gosh how embarassing..
9.20-10.06. talked to partas bout their mistakes. me and py were super tired and wonky. we were nice..
maam was too sick to take over sir's shift so sir hadta stay overnight. btc was to end earlier cos sir hadnt got a change of clothes and stuffs. ahwell. scrapped ifc.
10.36-11.30. supper. biscuits! very nice actually. and diluted milo. tried convincing partas that milo's bad cos we hadnt got enough. learnt a new word: impudent. hahs. that's my partas.. so we made them come up with a milo cheer. amusing really..
supper time.
need milo
we no milo we dont go.
give us milo we behave,
tmr we be good partas
something along those lines i think. was very much amused..
lights outt. gave parta the prayer stuffs.. ah.. late late late! lights out pushed till 12midnight. bahwell
parta ncos went to shower. nice nicee.. 12.20 back in bunk. then we went back to the toilet cos py forgot her glasses. mehs.. 12.45 midnight visitor..
we were all pretty stoned. slept at 2am.
woke up at 5am to the sounds of partas chatter next door. had the digusting bumpy insect bite things on my leg..
5.30. wash up. when i went back to the bunk, pltnmates said that we were busted. was so super freaked. my goodness. i must've been too tired to miss all those superbly obvious hints. "happy april fools' siti" says them. and i thought that the trick was something else! mehhh. about 10mins after then pltnmates figured that i hadnt understood. py and yh stared at me in disbelief. bahh. then i screamed a scream that could be heard from the basement. mehs. evil evil evil pltnmates..
6.30. pt. wasnt that bad la.. we were being strictt.
sir had macs for breakfast.
8+ me and py made milo. dilutedd.. partas got their biscuits and buns. haha modified milo cheer!
9am. leave for safra. some delays.. was annoyed.. yay i have a loud voice. -nods. =)
9.30-11. safra yishun. gosh i just realized how fun imt is! i never never did knew what to shoot i realize. now i know and im not too bad! hahahahs. partas are pretty good too for first timers. hoorah!
11.30. back in school. collected our lunch from stall7. 5 extra packets for maam and missing partas. i eat fast fastt. i was finishing my 2nd packet just as py finished her first. she says im abnormal. then we offered free food to random people. but then after that we saw poor hungry ge at the void deck. aaw poor thing lucked out.
12.30. snp gathering at blk J. rather slow..
1.45. back with partas at void deck. sposed mock profi. ended up having uniform check with mock profi marking system. yeah
2.20. and it was all over. just like that. and we saw them leave just like it was any other training. i duno. it was 2 days of hell. so tiring and annoying and it ended just like that.
all the same mistakes..
what's the point really.
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