waterphobic

lol lol. having second thoughts bout canoeing.. water trg yst was well.. an eye-opening experience i spose.. it didnt start all that well cos i was 5 mins late.. yeah then we walked and walked and walked to macritchie.. it started raining heavily just as we reached so we sought shelter behind the rj canoeing shed..waited for about an hr before the j2 capts came and told us that we're heading back to rj for land trg. then rain stopped so yayy we got to get on the water.

i sucked at the rowing practice thinger la. pfft. the guys were in the water first.. then it was the girls' turn. i've never gotten on a single kayak before.. much less a canoe.. (assuming the canoeing is much harder.. =/) yeah so anw. bad start ah.. canoe was damn shaky and every tiny move i made caused the bloody canoe to wobble. not too suprisingly, my canoe capsized a few metres away from the dock. thank god for life jackets! i was scared as hell. the j2s told me to turn over my canoe and swim with it back to shore. right. so i basically blinked back with what i spose is a panicked expression. pushed my canoe upright while getting pushed into the water and then i stared at them again. i guess then it finally registered that i was a noob swimmer. then one of em swam over to me, took my boat first and then returned, took my hand and basically saved my life.

i am not cut out for water sports. i was relatively traumatized for the rest of the day. bother.. well i hate being alone. as in at any time, i'd much prefer having company then being alone and like esp when i was in the water and having to do someth im very much uncomfortable with, i'd like to have someone by my side to tell me it's okay. but there i was. all alone. and i couldnt feel the floor. i couldnt feel anything but the water around me. and i felt quite lost i guess. i hate that feeling.

yeah in any case.. im not one who quits all that easily. i mean after 4 yrs of shit in ncc, i'd know the meaning of endurance and not giving up.. so to hell with water phobia, im gonna get over my fear and kick some canoeing ass. hopefully ah.. owells gonna go swimming with pltnmates on friday cos we all end sch pretty early..

righty o! enough with canoeing eh? hmm malay cultural society meeting on wed.. quite a no of rg j1s ponned ah! tsk. anw i think the drama sounds quite promising.. i really do miss acting quite abit i guess.. yup then i rushed off for canoeing clinic.. woah the sets were quite tough ah.. but i only did 1 set so not too bad i guess..

so while waiting for floorball clinic, me and na collected farin from ultimate frisbee, then slacked at the canteen. bored ari came over and happily entertained us.. gosh fergie haha! and ari-licious indeed ah.. lolxorzz..

floorball clinic was relatively fun.. 90 plus girls turned up.. =/ farin wasn't too happy.. lita hurt her ankle but miraculously got a whole lot better after squirting it with cold water and played summore.. i didnt really push myself and basically let myself have fun.. lol lol.

thursday was quite a long day.. cant really rmb what happened.. ooh we took height and weight test for pe and i am overweight to teh pwoahh.. like whatever la eh? i shall delude myself into thinking it's all muscle mass.. yay! yup anw then after sch i went shopping with zr in town for bras.. exciting, no? yeah then at macs, FariNa popped by while zr left.. we camwhored in the toilet lol! yeah then i got home at ard 8.30.. =/

friday. nana didnt get to change her subject combi cos the vice principal says that they hadta stop changes so that the classes can finally settle before the olvl results get released.. owells..

and then.. student devt woo! 2hours of sex ed is quite entertaining.. was sabo-ed by 5A to shoot the abstinence rocket. yay i shot the sex option on the screen. lol.. i got to keep an abstinence rocket yay! me and lakshmi ventured off half way through to get stuffs tho.. tsk lakshmi! haha! econs tutorial was fun.. making stuffs out of paper. we are china! yay! yeah then after sch most of the class split and i was basically left with woonie. lakshmi ran off somewhere with the taboo game set that woonie loaned while fungshing left to do pull ups. =( yeah and there was a class at the amphi and they borrowed the ball i loaned out and woonie went to play too which i stoned next to piah who didnt play cos she was sick.. =/ not very exciting la.. was more annoyed than anything.. bah. in any case, i left for home some time after and basically stoned and slept. my life is so terribly exciting..

sat was like i said canoeing trg. afterwards i met nw at j8 and i had a mega burger at swensens. nw already had macs before that so he bought a small burger meal. the waitress served him the mega burger and was going over to my side to serve the other dish just as nw pushed my plate over and he claimed that she looked quite shocked. woots amusing.. :) oh right then we were waiting for the bus and the bus came and we were moving forward just as exsec4s,(well technically im an exsec4 too. meh..),ie j2 canoeists, came rushing past for the bus. so i kinda panicked and turned back to the mrt. =/ yeah then we took the mrt home.. wth haha! i think they prolly recognized me.. hope they didnt tho.. bother.

today was slack day! i was psyched to do hist this morn ah! but then i got hungry. so i made fried rice for the family. then sis was watching prison break. so i watched. then nisah came back from camp. so we went out for lunch. then when i got back, i did abit of hist before we prison break-ed again. I FINALLY FINISHED THE ENTIRE SEASON ONE AND GAHH GAHH CLIFFHANGER! cant wait for season two bahhh!

BAH ARI BUDIMAN FOR MAKING ME WATCH THE FREAKY VID GAH GAH. i shrieked/screamed and it wasnt very nice. pfft..

okay righty i should like sleep soon. yes. canoeing trg tmr.. ouch ouch..

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