right here waiting..

week zoomed past..

monday was.. okay.. trg.. found out that jy was gonna study in uk and this week's her last.. didnt really press for details. kinda thought that if i didnt know, i could pretend that its not gonna happen or something.. =/ ahwell..

and omg zerui has a belly piercing! cool shit.. and haha poor girl hadta demo prone during partC livefiring.. ouchh..

tues was odd.. short dayy. planned to get home early and do work. ended up in fareast with fariNa and seleena for lunch. slept till 6+ when i got home.. productive much..

wed was trg again. tiring bah. had company games,songs and cheers. kinda sad.. one of the last few company moments.. we got ultra mushed up and some of us were crying abit. mainly cos we'll be one pltnmate short.. again. and yeah.. ord-ing in 4-5 weeks. finally understand why ex sec4s and all always look so.. sad when we have company stuffs.. seeing the jnrs all enjoying themselves.. arms around each other in the tight circle. we were in their shoes once..

i took for granted
all the times
that i thought would last somehow

bah shall leave all the emo shiite for ord or something..

so anw thurs was looong and torturous.. was so tiredd. and when school ended at 3, there was still tuition to go for.. mehwell.. ohh but a relief teacher came in for chem cos jkoh was on course. it was refreshingg! i learnt alot more than i ever did in any other chem lesson. yay! sad to know that there are alternatives that you cant get..

friday- lessons were pretty much uneventful.. oh eng is shit screwed.. im like seeriously dead for eng so bahh bleah.

Drama and JK meeting after school. i now know why cikgu's been acting cold towards me lately.. sheesh. i was pissed beyond pissed. god i dont rmb ever being that pissed really.. garr!

so anw.. -nods. we shouldnt blog cos it'll just jatuhkan maruah pelajar-pelajar rgs.. it's called mengumpat.. fitnah.. etc etc..

John Constantine:
Angels and Demons can't cross over into our plane. So, instead we get what I call half-breeds. The influence peddlers. They can only whisper in our ears. A single word can give you courage, or turn your favorite pleasure into your worst nightmare. Those with the demon's touch and those part angel, living alongside us. They call it the balance. I call it hypocritical bullshit.

anw.. cikgu's very much unprofessional i realize..na: "you just noticed?" ahwell.. fine i was deluded. well she used to be nice i guess.. till i dubbed her kambeng. bah she doesnt deserve it.. ahwell she's influenced easily.

they were just dying to hear what i had to say for myself. haha? =/ i dunno. i was super pissed but i couldnt be bothered to settle the matter. i mean what i said i guess.. i did my work and i know that i've contributed as much as i could considering the circumstances. farin and na know i got some work done and i dont quite give a damn what they thought of me. sheesh..

ahwell.. haven't seen nancy in a week.. feeling quite lost somehow.. oh bother..

and meh.. know how you regret after doing or saying stuffs? i think i really should start thinking more.. hohum.

olivejuice 15mth baby.. 69 more..? =// -hugs

cake?

im still wondering why i bother to blog at such an ungodly hour..

anw. week was.. fine i guess. hols are ending really soon. wish i did more work tho.. bah..

and woohooos im here cos i just completed my section of the om report with 3000+ words. i am pro! well not really. but crapping for..4 hours is fun i guess.

have i mentioned that my upper lip is swollen? well half of it actually. it's really gross and ugly. blueh. think it was cos of the prawns i ate at the wedding today. garr.. got worse throughout the day. but i think the swelling's actually going down now.. hmm..

and i wanted to blog bout wednesday when i went to johor with my family. i ate amazingly alott of food and i thought it'll be nice to record it all down. hmm if i can rmb that is..

and gosh Cake is driving me.. curiously insane..? meh.

and i should mention liyana mahirah cos she wonders why i never mention her in my entries. haha! hello na. i guess its cos there are more impt things to blog about. like food and stuffs. =) love you na!

and i wanna do my wp soonnn! grrs. but farin didnt seem to have fun at hers.. i shouldve tried applying for the zoo job. sounded really fun.. bah.

and haha! this is what i've been doing for most of the first 3 months of this year,

It is a tale of a SandWitch who collects shapes and incorporates them within her tower. She is yet to collect the final two shapes, which are the pentagon and the circle, that will enable her to unlock the power within the tower. The witch tricks two heroes of their own trade, with her evil plan. They were The Pentagon and the Knight of the Round table. The witch sets up the bait of the beautiful princess Rapunzel and the monetary reward of a million dollars. The duo competes for the prize money and soon discovers that they had been duped. After accidentally killing the witch while dueling, they have angered her and she revives for revenge. They then proceed to engage in an international car/tower chase. The unlikely duo soon grew tired of the chase and combined powers to defeat the witch in a final showdown (Power rangers sequence). The duo triumphs and in the process, has forged a newfound friendship.

haha. well that's it. i miss om.. =( and ob sabah.. =( and ncc.. =( and pltnmates.. =( and people.. =(

and nazri? hmm.. haha! olivejuice..

-yawns.

homebound

wookay. hols are.. okay.

physics pt due wed and i did the most horribly stupid and irresponsible thing ever everr. was sposed to meet ob dudes to get pics from the cckss nccsea co. and i was uberly late cos i was finishing up my physics pt. was panicking terribly in the bus. then there was a random sec 1 rg dude who boarded the bus at bukit panjang so i asked her to hand it in for me. and also asked her to get 4pages of my report from the class tray which farin left for me. like wth. so im worried shit and the best i could do was email thiock. err yeah.

anw got the ob pics. i love love the scenery! wooo! miss sabah lots but yeah..

so yeah. been slacking since wed cept for tuition on thurs. but yeah. most stuffs i needta do is on the com and mom's been rather pms-y. mehhs..

i've been home most the time too cos mom wont let me out. ive been reduced to doing domestic chores half the time but i guess its good to have time to finally read. haha joy.

okay that's all bout my exciting week. woo~

olivejuice,cupcake. gah cake. terrible dudes.. -hugs tight.