i learn someth new everyday haha!
like how to be independent simply by rowing my darling t1 during water trgs.. woo lonely water time.. dudes complain bout how a t1 or a k1 can get really lonely at times and i guess i agree.. but i actually am starting to enjoy rowing alone, counting and working on my strokes and taking the time to think bout anything in the world.. 1push2push until 27 where i'll take a break and look around or correct my directioning.. exciting. haha!
and i found out the origin of the famous nickname- Muddy. lol
i realize that we have plenty plenty plentyyy of bimb moments
j1 female canoeists are the Paddlepoppers whee!!
and apparently some guy said that canoeing is a single sex cca.. -.-
The handmaid's tale is a pretty interesting book.. lit could've been quite fascinating hmm..
i reaally think i screwed my back. it hurts like hell gar..
hmm one of my teammate's considering calling it quits.. how very depressing.. luckily yst was my positive enough day so i was still very much convinced that i'd wanna stay on despite all the negative vibes she was passing over to us lol.. anw yeah i really do hope you stay on.. once a canoeist, always a canoeist! =))
lol okay super random week. to be honest, i dont rmb actually studying so yeah the week's been quite a blur really.. =/
08SO5A! BRUDDERS LET'S PLAY CAPT BALL NEXT WEEK OKAY? today's disappointing tsk..
so anww,
HAPPY 2years, lovee.. YAY we made it haha!
(minus 3days)
lol oh yeah have i mentioned that i am extremeeeely proud of my nw? power player woo! ><
okie i shall go and waste more time doing unproductive stuffs.. what fun!
olivejuice//7yr plan haha!
Friday, March 30, 2007
Sunday, March 25, 2007
the run of hopes and dreams
CANOEING CAMP ROCKS MY GAY YELLOW SOCKS! I LOVE MY TEAMMATES SO VERY MUCH! =)))
so anw yeah, canoeing camp was really motivational and IMBA and totally awesome.. wahahahs.
so camp officially started at 5pm and i was relatively worried that camp was gonna kill me la honestly.. yar so we stored our bags in one of the rooms and were assigned our groups.. the j1 girls in my grp were minqi, seleene and meera.. haha so funn.. oh and the 4 grps were named after pokemon characters woots~!
ZAP ZAP ZAP ZAPDOS!
yarr then we played captn's ball for a super longg time. and it was pointed out to me how i tend to put my hands over my head whenever the ball comes flying directly overhead.. instincts lol! but it really is scary la esp when some tall dude is standing behind you and you obviously cant catch the ball.. in fact one time, some dude whacked me and said that he couldnt see me.. -.- im short bah.
then dinner! i got special halal food haha! and fried chicken. i think minqi was jealous lol.. but i wasnt hungry so i couldnt finish it and py said "siti dont tell me you've slowed down!" or someth along those lines.. O.o my stomach capacity has serioussly gone down..
yay then we watched Coach carter! OMG so many suicides and pushups they're nuts! ooh but then the show made me realize how super super exciting basketball is and how much i miss playing bball gahh..
oh yeah and the famous quote in the show:
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine as children do.
It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone.
And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others
SUPER INSPIRING PHWOARR! lol..
yup then we had the grp sharing thing. the j2s are really nice experienced ppl.. oh and canoeists cant sleep after 12 cos then we'll be like zombies the next day! no wonder i've been so dead lately! owells we didnt really get much sleep cos of the cold.. bah.
alarm rang at 5.45 and torture day was beginning.. di was mia and we were like super worried! apparently she had allergies and went home in the middle of the night.. woah scary.. had my dose of chewy bar and then we went for our morning runn.. 2 rounds around the school yay! but the air was like saturated or someth and i was sweating a hell lot.. mehness..
breakfast! NUTTELLA! WHEE! yup then the talk by the iron woman was kinda inspiring.. yup! she didnt want her nutella tho.. hmm maybe if i ate less nuttella, i will be stronger..
then it was pt time! omg hahahaaha~! 6 rounds of circuits! 30 pushups-hold 5counts for the last one. 35 situps. immediate 100m sprint. runn. 25 ipulls. 30 dips. sprints make my throat really dryy.. and soo is fast! lol i was leading the 5 rounds of sprints and like she sped past me for the 6th round. i dont think i slowed down but she definitely sped up.. haha imba canoeists woo!
omg yeahh and thanks to coach carter, we did Suicides! run to the first line, do 15 pushups, run back. run to the 2nd line, do 10 pushups, run back. run to the 3rd line, do 5 pushups, run back. 5 sets! at least we were told that we could just whack the pushups.. woots quite fun ah.. esp crawling to the starting line whenever jolene was starting her set.. haha!
yes then it was lunch! i got fried chicken againn! i was hungrier this time so i ate more but i still didnt finish the whole packet.. meh.. yes then we had STATION GAMES.
PART 1: hahaha so basically we were at the stadium and like we were grouped according to team and guys/girls. yar so there were really 8 teams ah. then like each team hadta run 2 rounds-up and down the stairs then round the pe block. while everyone else did 20pushups20crunches20pushups20crunches then plank till the team returns.. zapdos guys came back before we even finished our 2nd set of crunches haha! pro-ded dudes woahh! XD yupp then
PART 2: due to technical problems, we had to modify. we played cards! haha so Clubs: normal pushups. Diamonds: diamond pushups. Hearts: leg raisers. Spades: squats. haha yup and quantity was according to the nos. muddy suggested that we did commandos for Joker. O.o but we ended up doing down-J down-O down-k.. =/ yeah.. so we went down the pile.. everyone was laughing and really enjoying themselves cos haha the exercise was spazzingly fun.. oh the guys next to me kept switching places.. i think i was too stinky.. =(
and then we had the talk by j3s and j12s.. quite interesting stuffs.. but i was reaally shagged and i spent most of the time trying to stay awake mehh.. the j3s shirt was cool.. front says "live to eat" and the back says "eat my wash" hahaha so cool.. and finally we had the traditional induction.. the j2s pumped us 100/125 and they were scary.. but not as scary as ncc snrs hmm..
then the run of hopes and dreams.. it was reaally actually very nice.. the whole team minus the injured peoples running in one straight line.. then basically the last man would sprint to the front while yelling out why the wanted to join canoeing or what we hoped to acheive out of canoeing.. alot of interesting stuffs..
"i join canoeing cos..
-i want to impress the girls!
-i want to test my mental and physical strength!
-i want a hot bod! (eh hot redi la! mission accomplished! go home!)
-ky is my idol!
-i dont want ppl to call me a sissy(or someth)" etc.
i said "I join canoeing because im man enough and i love my teammates!"
WHEEEEE! =D
and so we ran four rounds around the sch within the sch compunds. it was really quite hot with the sun burning my neck and my poor ankle was already hurting before we began tskk. and then, (im not too sure what he said cos i was quite bleahhed already) "as canoeists, we usually have a final burst. so let's sprint starting from now!" so we sprinted from somewhere near the art room to the admin block. i ran with py and we only really really sprinted after 711. but it was really very wonderful how the rest of the team stood around the entrance of the admin block as we ran towards them and they cheered. lovelove the team..
so yeah last words and all muddy: "j2s, let's aspire to inspire before we expire". amazing.. yup and we were called up individually to receive our certs.. then washup then bus ride to marina bay..
so the rest of em had steamboat while me and meera had some junkfood cos the foodcourt was closed.. -.- ooh but helping them cook was funn.. haha! i left then early cos parents were pissed and while in the bus i saw that there was a malay foodstall quite nearby..-.- i knocked out for quite long in the train.. got home at 10. showered then slept for 12hrs.. whee i woke up feeling super well rested.. haha!
and the Below is very much accurate i think.. freaky.
You feel as if you have missed out on a great deal that life had to offer and you go about trying to make up for past failures. Naturally at times you get depressed and you try to compensate for your 'missed opportunities' by living your life to the full. This is what, perhaps, may be described as 'living with exaggerated intensity'. In this way you feel you can break the chains of the past and start again - and it could be that you are right.
You seem to lack the energy of late to get up and go. Your objectives appear to be unattainable and no one seems to care. You feel lost, neglected and need some W.T.C. (Warm tender care).
At times one is burdened with more than one's fair share of problems and this would appear to be your situation at present. But you are adamant - you know what you wish to achieve - and by giving a little and taking a little you may well find that the realization of your dreams could become a reality.
All of your stress arises from lack of mutual understanding. The existing situation is unsatisfactory and you feel that you are unable to improve it without the help and co-operation of others. The need for understanding and for affectionate 'give and take' remains unsatisfied. You are experiencing the feeling of being 'handcuffed' - 'tied down' - 'hindered' - 'restrained' and this untenable situation is giving rise to impatience, irritability and the desire to escape from it all.
You really would like to be completely uninhibited - to let your hair down - but you are held back by your sense of logic and rationalilty, since you realise that by simple stupidity you could lose everything - whatever that may be.
http://paulgoldinresearch.com
so anw yeah, canoeing camp was really motivational and IMBA and totally awesome.. wahahahs.
so camp officially started at 5pm and i was relatively worried that camp was gonna kill me la honestly.. yar so we stored our bags in one of the rooms and were assigned our groups.. the j1 girls in my grp were minqi, seleene and meera.. haha so funn.. oh and the 4 grps were named after pokemon characters woots~!
ZAP ZAP ZAP ZAPDOS!
yarr then we played captn's ball for a super longg time. and it was pointed out to me how i tend to put my hands over my head whenever the ball comes flying directly overhead.. instincts lol! but it really is scary la esp when some tall dude is standing behind you and you obviously cant catch the ball.. in fact one time, some dude whacked me and said that he couldnt see me.. -.- im short bah.
then dinner! i got special halal food haha! and fried chicken. i think minqi was jealous lol.. but i wasnt hungry so i couldnt finish it and py said "siti dont tell me you've slowed down!" or someth along those lines.. O.o my stomach capacity has serioussly gone down..
yay then we watched Coach carter! OMG so many suicides and pushups they're nuts! ooh but then the show made me realize how super super exciting basketball is and how much i miss playing bball gahh..
oh yeah and the famous quote in the show:
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine as children do.
It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone.
And as we let our own lights shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others
SUPER INSPIRING PHWOARR! lol..
yup then we had the grp sharing thing. the j2s are really nice experienced ppl.. oh and canoeists cant sleep after 12 cos then we'll be like zombies the next day! no wonder i've been so dead lately! owells we didnt really get much sleep cos of the cold.. bah.
alarm rang at 5.45 and torture day was beginning.. di was mia and we were like super worried! apparently she had allergies and went home in the middle of the night.. woah scary.. had my dose of chewy bar and then we went for our morning runn.. 2 rounds around the school yay! but the air was like saturated or someth and i was sweating a hell lot.. mehness..
breakfast! NUTTELLA! WHEE! yup then the talk by the iron woman was kinda inspiring.. yup! she didnt want her nutella tho.. hmm maybe if i ate less nuttella, i will be stronger..
then it was pt time! omg hahahaaha~! 6 rounds of circuits! 30 pushups-hold 5counts for the last one. 35 situps. immediate 100m sprint. runn. 25 ipulls. 30 dips. sprints make my throat really dryy.. and soo is fast! lol i was leading the 5 rounds of sprints and like she sped past me for the 6th round. i dont think i slowed down but she definitely sped up.. haha imba canoeists woo!
omg yeahh and thanks to coach carter, we did Suicides! run to the first line, do 15 pushups, run back. run to the 2nd line, do 10 pushups, run back. run to the 3rd line, do 5 pushups, run back. 5 sets! at least we were told that we could just whack the pushups.. woots quite fun ah.. esp crawling to the starting line whenever jolene was starting her set.. haha!
yes then it was lunch! i got fried chicken againn! i was hungrier this time so i ate more but i still didnt finish the whole packet.. meh.. yes then we had STATION GAMES.
PART 1: hahaha so basically we were at the stadium and like we were grouped according to team and guys/girls. yar so there were really 8 teams ah. then like each team hadta run 2 rounds-up and down the stairs then round the pe block. while everyone else did 20pushups20crunches20pushups20crunches then plank till the team returns.. zapdos guys came back before we even finished our 2nd set of crunches haha! pro-ded dudes woahh! XD yupp then
PART 2: due to technical problems, we had to modify. we played cards! haha so Clubs: normal pushups. Diamonds: diamond pushups. Hearts: leg raisers. Spades: squats. haha yup and quantity was according to the nos. muddy suggested that we did commandos for Joker. O.o but we ended up doing down-J down-O down-k.. =/ yeah.. so we went down the pile.. everyone was laughing and really enjoying themselves cos haha the exercise was spazzingly fun.. oh the guys next to me kept switching places.. i think i was too stinky.. =(
and then we had the talk by j3s and j12s.. quite interesting stuffs.. but i was reaally shagged and i spent most of the time trying to stay awake mehh.. the j3s shirt was cool.. front says "live to eat" and the back says "eat my wash" hahaha so cool.. and finally we had the traditional induction.. the j2s pumped us 100/125 and they were scary.. but not as scary as ncc snrs hmm..
then the run of hopes and dreams.. it was reaally actually very nice.. the whole team minus the injured peoples running in one straight line.. then basically the last man would sprint to the front while yelling out why the wanted to join canoeing or what we hoped to acheive out of canoeing.. alot of interesting stuffs..
"i join canoeing cos..
-i want to impress the girls!
-i want to test my mental and physical strength!
-i want a hot bod! (eh hot redi la! mission accomplished! go home!)
-ky is my idol!
-i dont want ppl to call me a sissy(or someth)" etc.
i said "I join canoeing because im man enough and i love my teammates!"
WHEEEEE! =D
and so we ran four rounds around the sch within the sch compunds. it was really quite hot with the sun burning my neck and my poor ankle was already hurting before we began tskk. and then, (im not too sure what he said cos i was quite bleahhed already) "as canoeists, we usually have a final burst. so let's sprint starting from now!" so we sprinted from somewhere near the art room to the admin block. i ran with py and we only really really sprinted after 711. but it was really very wonderful how the rest of the team stood around the entrance of the admin block as we ran towards them and they cheered. lovelove the team..
so yeah last words and all muddy: "j2s, let's aspire to inspire before we expire". amazing.. yup and we were called up individually to receive our certs.. then washup then bus ride to marina bay..
so the rest of em had steamboat while me and meera had some junkfood cos the foodcourt was closed.. -.- ooh but helping them cook was funn.. haha! i left then early cos parents were pissed and while in the bus i saw that there was a malay foodstall quite nearby..-.- i knocked out for quite long in the train.. got home at 10. showered then slept for 12hrs.. whee i woke up feeling super well rested.. haha!
and the Below is very much accurate i think.. freaky.
You feel as if you have missed out on a great deal that life had to offer and you go about trying to make up for past failures. Naturally at times you get depressed and you try to compensate for your 'missed opportunities' by living your life to the full. This is what, perhaps, may be described as 'living with exaggerated intensity'. In this way you feel you can break the chains of the past and start again - and it could be that you are right.
You seem to lack the energy of late to get up and go. Your objectives appear to be unattainable and no one seems to care. You feel lost, neglected and need some W.T.C. (Warm tender care).
At times one is burdened with more than one's fair share of problems and this would appear to be your situation at present. But you are adamant - you know what you wish to achieve - and by giving a little and taking a little you may well find that the realization of your dreams could become a reality.
All of your stress arises from lack of mutual understanding. The existing situation is unsatisfactory and you feel that you are unable to improve it without the help and co-operation of others. The need for understanding and for affectionate 'give and take' remains unsatisfied. You are experiencing the feeling of being 'handcuffed' - 'tied down' - 'hindered' - 'restrained' and this untenable situation is giving rise to impatience, irritability and the desire to escape from it all.
You really would like to be completely uninhibited - to let your hair down - but you are held back by your sense of logic and rationalilty, since you realise that by simple stupidity you could lose everything - whatever that may be.
http://paulgoldinresearch.com
yupyup! and random someth:
my older sis is a malay dancer. she did some netball in pri sch but essentially she did malay dance in sec sch and again now + bowling.
my 11 yr old sis is in the sch's basketball team.
my 9 yr old sis was talent scouted for badminton but she quit for malay dance.
my mom was a malay dancer.
i was in my pri sch's basketball team too. and i did malay dance for about 2-3 weeks before i realized that i hated it and my teacher told me that i was too rigid.
okay haha that's all! ><
oh mly drama rehearsal starts tmr.. =/
olivejuicee//2 more days!
Friday, March 23, 2007
iron deficient
lol. they gave us some iron tablets after we donated blood 2weeks ago to consume daily but i havent been eating em. and i've been sick oh so often lately. but i've been told that there prolly isnt a link. hmm which leads to another conclusion: i need vitamins.
anww yeah i havent updated in awhile..
well basically my life has een occupied greatly by canoeing. yar haha big surprise woo!
sat was water trg for bout 2hrs before the One star kayaking course with the j1 guys.. zomg a kayak is so super stable but meh the directioning..
i didnt go for trg on monday. yes i was sick. mr go said i musnt go so i didnt. yar..
tues was nw day! haaha. pursuit of happyness is such a nice nice nice showw..
wed was water trg.. kinda bahh-ing cos i realize that i row so much slower than ge and soo. bah. but i can blame my paddle for now i guess.. orange flite lol lol.. zomg yeah and we did the evil pushups where we basically hold it down for 10secs/counts. 4 sets of 15 ftw. i was so super shagged after that.. then yeah depressing canoeing stuffs made me so sad that i bought a box of chewy energy bars.. =/
today was pretty much a blur.. i have no idea what actually happened during lectures cos i was stoning half the time or doing some overdue work. crap my studies are going down the drain and im too bloody exhausted to catch it. garrrr.
ooh but pe was fun. shortie is one scary guy.. 08s05A rocks my socks woo~!
oh dear i just rmbed gp. oh dear wth i think i was really damn horny or someth.. but i didnt really eat that many chocs leyh. aphrodisiacs and all that.. or was it cos of the disturbing picture that the previous class drew on the board? hmm. in any case, physical properties of men: hardens easily! omg i wonder what our gp tutor thinks. she prolly thinks im a horny little girl oh dear that's such a disturbing thought.
oh yes trg. i was sick gar! my nose was running faster than i was and i still had a leftover cough. right okay i need vitamins. in any case, doing circuits indoors is quite annoying. and i should stop being such a two-faced bitch. syimah is bad.
oh yes. i was walking with py towards the rest along the track when someth hit me hard on my left butt. instinctively, i said "ouch my butt" like really loud. and heard some guy mumble sorry behind me cos he accidentally kicked the ball to my butt. so i turned to py on my right and said that i thought she kicked my butt. WHICH WAS TRUE LAA! good god blame rg and our butt-slapping tendencies.. how embarrassing..
and yeah canoe camp tmr. i havent really packed actually. i hadta wash my trg clothes right when i got home today cos im running short of clean legal sch shirts.. =/
okay i should do pw. i really need sleep. i really need to study. oh nick's blog has the super cool chemical analysis of a woman thing which was showed to us during gp. go check it out haha! okay tired..
like pffft.
olivejuice// 4 more days! =)
anww yeah i havent updated in awhile..
well basically my life has een occupied greatly by canoeing. yar haha big surprise woo!
sat was water trg for bout 2hrs before the One star kayaking course with the j1 guys.. zomg a kayak is so super stable but meh the directioning..
i didnt go for trg on monday. yes i was sick. mr go said i musnt go so i didnt. yar..
tues was nw day! haaha. pursuit of happyness is such a nice nice nice showw..
wed was water trg.. kinda bahh-ing cos i realize that i row so much slower than ge and soo. bah. but i can blame my paddle for now i guess.. orange flite lol lol.. zomg yeah and we did the evil pushups where we basically hold it down for 10secs/counts. 4 sets of 15 ftw. i was so super shagged after that.. then yeah depressing canoeing stuffs made me so sad that i bought a box of chewy energy bars.. =/
today was pretty much a blur.. i have no idea what actually happened during lectures cos i was stoning half the time or doing some overdue work. crap my studies are going down the drain and im too bloody exhausted to catch it. garrrr.
ooh but pe was fun. shortie is one scary guy.. 08s05A rocks my socks woo~!
oh dear i just rmbed gp. oh dear wth i think i was really damn horny or someth.. but i didnt really eat that many chocs leyh. aphrodisiacs and all that.. or was it cos of the disturbing picture that the previous class drew on the board? hmm. in any case, physical properties of men: hardens easily! omg i wonder what our gp tutor thinks. she prolly thinks im a horny little girl oh dear that's such a disturbing thought.
oh yes trg. i was sick gar! my nose was running faster than i was and i still had a leftover cough. right okay i need vitamins. in any case, doing circuits indoors is quite annoying. and i should stop being such a two-faced bitch. syimah is bad.
oh yes. i was walking with py towards the rest along the track when someth hit me hard on my left butt. instinctively, i said "ouch my butt" like really loud. and heard some guy mumble sorry behind me cos he accidentally kicked the ball to my butt. so i turned to py on my right and said that i thought she kicked my butt. WHICH WAS TRUE LAA! good god blame rg and our butt-slapping tendencies.. how embarrassing..
and yeah canoe camp tmr. i havent really packed actually. i hadta wash my trg clothes right when i got home today cos im running short of clean legal sch shirts.. =/
okay i should do pw. i really need sleep. i really need to study. oh nick's blog has the super cool chemical analysis of a woman thing which was showed to us during gp. go check it out haha! okay tired..
like pffft.
olivejuice// 4 more days! =)
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
row hard or give up
right okay rowing improvement today i guess.. we were sposed to report at macritchie at 7 but after getting out the boats, paddles etc, we only got into the water at about 8.. ge and i got into the water even later cos we realized that there werent enough t1s.. bah. yup so i finally got out of the water at 10(but apparently we were sposed to get out by 9.30) shits i didnt know gah..
12km in 2hrs and no capping at all! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
oh and i tried rescuing one of the j1 guys cos there wasnt anyone ard and he lost his specs in the deep waters.. =// and also since earlier on one of the j2s taught me and ge how to do a rescue.. well in any case, at that point of time i had already rowed 8km(with no bloody break cos the pontoon(sp?) was always so full bah.) and my legs were cramped. so i was getting the water out of his boat. the first time, it kinda worked.. some water left so i turned it over again. but this time it got super filled with water and i was like O.o.O.o.O zomg i felt so bad but i really couldnt do anything ahh! so then i said a million apologies and he said he'll wait for a k2 to come along. bah.
yarr then we hadta do ten rounds on the monkeys' hill thing. walao damn steep and uh my stamina deproved so terribly that i was the last to complete.. =( shit la i really taught that 10 rounds was like up+down=2rounds. but apparently that's only one. so halfway i said to jianrong "almost done ryt?" and she was shocked and told me that yeah.. and i just couldnt run after that. tsk syimah you suck.
so anw then went back to sch with ge and seleene. slacked in the canteen awhile then went to the stadium to shower. then ge and i were late for pltn lunch.. met pltnmates at fareast yupp. i really do miss them alot.. bah bah bahh..
trg tmr. needta be in sch by 7.15.. hohum jiayou syimah you can do it! =D
olivejuice// happy first date.. =)
12km in 2hrs and no capping at all! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
oh and i tried rescuing one of the j1 guys cos there wasnt anyone ard and he lost his specs in the deep waters.. =// and also since earlier on one of the j2s taught me and ge how to do a rescue.. well in any case, at that point of time i had already rowed 8km(with no bloody break cos the pontoon(sp?) was always so full bah.) and my legs were cramped. so i was getting the water out of his boat. the first time, it kinda worked.. some water left so i turned it over again. but this time it got super filled with water and i was like O.o.O.o.O zomg i felt so bad but i really couldnt do anything ahh! so then i said a million apologies and he said he'll wait for a k2 to come along. bah.
yarr then we hadta do ten rounds on the monkeys' hill thing. walao damn steep and uh my stamina deproved so terribly that i was the last to complete.. =( shit la i really taught that 10 rounds was like up+down=2rounds. but apparently that's only one. so halfway i said to jianrong "almost done ryt?" and she was shocked and told me that yeah.. and i just couldnt run after that. tsk syimah you suck.
so anw then went back to sch with ge and seleene. slacked in the canteen awhile then went to the stadium to shower. then ge and i were late for pltn lunch.. met pltnmates at fareast yupp. i really do miss them alot.. bah bah bahh..
trg tmr. needta be in sch by 7.15.. hohum jiayou syimah you can do it! =D
olivejuice// happy first date.. =)
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
syiMat
Kelip-kelip disangka api,
Kalau api dimana puntungnya.
Hilang ghaib disangka mati,
Kalau mati dimana kuburnya.
Banyakla orang menanam pulut,
Saya seorang menanam padi.
Banyak orang karam di laut,
Saya seorang karam di hati.
dad:
banyak orang sakit perut,
saya seorang sakit hati.
me:
banyak orang minum teh,
saya seorang minum kopi.
dad:
patutlah gelap (no wonder so dark..)
lol. i am indeed strangely dark compared to the rest of my family.. i used to be so fair lol..
in any case, the peribahas are so pretttyy! =)
and yst's seminar was fascinating. yup! the topics covered were interesting and all that. but all the free food made me kinda sleepy tho..
and camwhoreee! the minahs are so mehhing what with all the "coupling" remarks pfft.
in any case, LOL to taufiq who'll be appearing in Akhir kata simply because he's the only mat from rj. idiot boy didnt even listen to the seminar half the time.. haha!
went out for lunch with my family to celebrate parents' anniversary.. haha! went hjh maimunah.. happy food weeee!n =)
lol okay water trg tmr.. hopefully it doesnt rain.. my canoeing needs lots and lots of work. na says practice makes perfect.. so yeah. I CAN DO THIS! =)
everyone pls pray that i dont drown.
and i love this song. ><
olivejuice//not too long now..
Kalau api dimana puntungnya.
Hilang ghaib disangka mati,
Kalau mati dimana kuburnya.
Banyakla orang menanam pulut,
Saya seorang menanam padi.
Banyak orang karam di laut,
Saya seorang karam di hati.
dad:
banyak orang sakit perut,
saya seorang sakit hati.
me:
banyak orang minum teh,
saya seorang minum kopi.
dad:
patutlah gelap (no wonder so dark..)
lol. i am indeed strangely dark compared to the rest of my family.. i used to be so fair lol..
in any case, the peribahas are so pretttyy! =)
and yst's seminar was fascinating. yup! the topics covered were interesting and all that. but all the free food made me kinda sleepy tho..
and camwhoreee! the minahs are so mehhing what with all the "coupling" remarks pfft.
in any case, LOL to taufiq who'll be appearing in Akhir kata simply because he's the only mat from rj. idiot boy didnt even listen to the seminar half the time.. haha!
went out for lunch with my family to celebrate parents' anniversary.. haha! went hjh maimunah.. happy food weeee!n =)
lol okay water trg tmr.. hopefully it doesnt rain.. my canoeing needs lots and lots of work. na says practice makes perfect.. so yeah. I CAN DO THIS! =)
everyone pls pray that i dont drown.
and i love this song. ><
olivejuice//not too long now..
Saturday, March 10, 2007
what it takes
i wanna be a gungho canoeist. but im still kinda scared of the water. how?
anww today i went for my first snr team trg. meera too. lol scary. i got a t1 yayy!
yeah and jiaolian(sp?)/coach made us row 10km min. i did a few rounds round the lake area too.. hmm. zomg tiring sia.. oh and in the 3hrs of rowing, i capsized a grand total of ONE time! haha! actually when i first started rowing out i was like super super scared i'd capsize. and true enough, i capped near the 250m mark. gahh. and the stupid lifejacket didnt help much cos i kept thinking i was gonna drown. got saved by a bunch of uber nice strangers who were eager to rescue me. >< they were very pro tho and very nice. like how they brought the boat to me when i admitted to being a very weak swimmer. gosh embarrassing. in any case, no more capping! yay!
oh but after capping, i got a little more comfortable rowing and abit more confident. somehow. haha! ooh the water at the 1km mark tastes quite yummy. i need to work on my strokes.
oh and after we were all achy, we hadta do 5 set of 25 pushups. =( and then we did some pushups wave thing which was actuall really cool eventho it was damn painful. hmm. i forgot to tell encik that i cant make it for trg on mondayy.. bah.
okay and i think im getting sick. i woke up this morning with a burning sorethroat and sniffing. and smart me finished my sick sis' porridge for dinner. bah
no more fast food. no more fried chicken(in sch). need to run more. need to burn fats. no soft drinks. really really no soft drinks.
jiayou syimah. i musnt love food so much anymore. syimah the crazy canoeist. yeah.
olivejuice//
anww today i went for my first snr team trg. meera too. lol scary. i got a t1 yayy!
yeah and jiaolian(sp?)/coach made us row 10km min. i did a few rounds round the lake area too.. hmm. zomg tiring sia.. oh and in the 3hrs of rowing, i capsized a grand total of ONE time! haha! actually when i first started rowing out i was like super super scared i'd capsize. and true enough, i capped near the 250m mark. gahh. and the stupid lifejacket didnt help much cos i kept thinking i was gonna drown. got saved by a bunch of uber nice strangers who were eager to rescue me. >< they were very pro tho and very nice. like how they brought the boat to me when i admitted to being a very weak swimmer. gosh embarrassing. in any case, no more capping! yay!
oh but after capping, i got a little more comfortable rowing and abit more confident. somehow. haha! ooh the water at the 1km mark tastes quite yummy. i need to work on my strokes.
oh and after we were all achy, we hadta do 5 set of 25 pushups. =( and then we did some pushups wave thing which was actuall really cool eventho it was damn painful. hmm. i forgot to tell encik that i cant make it for trg on mondayy.. bah.
okay and i think im getting sick. i woke up this morning with a burning sorethroat and sniffing. and smart me finished my sick sis' porridge for dinner. bah
no more fast food. no more fried chicken(in sch). need to run more. need to burn fats. no soft drinks. really really no soft drinks.
jiayou syimah. i musnt love food so much anymore. syimah the crazy canoeist. yeah.
olivejuice//
Friday, March 09, 2007
why bother
honestly. im trying too hard. everyone's really nice and all but there really isnt a special sort of adhesive for this sorta things. is there?
some people are like. zomg annoying. dudes if you dont wanna mingle then please stop acting like it's all about you. it isnt. get used to it.
needles are scary. dunno what made me donate my blood really cos it was just teh freaky.
they gave me a propaganda bandage boos! =(
i realize that our principal has a contaminated accent. it's pretty cool..
i look quite nice in the formal attire. lol it's so troublesome getting it tho what with the warped loaning hours.. hugee thanks to farin of course. oh apparently sis might be going for the same seminar this monday woots..
sch is damn boring sometimes.
and today's the last official day of pinafore-dom. well not for most ppl of course. eager beavers, much.. i honestly look quite kookoo in it so im soo not looking forward to my green-skirted days.. and of course, there is no better way to appreciate our pinafores, then to wear them proud and snap an eherm few shots of proud pinafore-clad rg girls.. lol camwhores.
some people are like. zomg annoying. dudes if you dont wanna mingle then please stop acting like it's all about you. it isnt. get used to it.
needles are scary. dunno what made me donate my blood really cos it was just teh freaky.
they gave me a propaganda bandage boos! =(
i realize that our principal has a contaminated accent. it's pretty cool..
i look quite nice in the formal attire. lol it's so troublesome getting it tho what with the warped loaning hours.. hugee thanks to farin of course. oh apparently sis might be going for the same seminar this monday woots..
sch is damn boring sometimes.
and today's the last official day of pinafore-dom. well not for most ppl of course. eager beavers, much.. i honestly look quite kookoo in it so im soo not looking forward to my green-skirted days.. and of course, there is no better way to appreciate our pinafores, then to wear them proud and snap an eherm few shots of proud pinafore-clad rg girls.. lol camwhores.
right okay. i shall sleep now. water trg tmr. am gonna die bah.
Olivejuice// it takes two.
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
exclusive sia
some people are annoying.
i have too much negative vibes. i must learn to be a nicer person. yeahh!
sch is still quite sian. but busy times are pretty much over so yay!
o2 tmr. hmmmness.
im sleepy.
olivejuice// 20 more days! love= you&me. ><
i have too much negative vibes. i must learn to be a nicer person. yeahh!
sch is still quite sian. but busy times are pretty much over so yay!
o2 tmr. hmmmness.
im sleepy.
olivejuice// 20 more days! love= you&me. ><
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
raffles row
i like canoeing. i like being on the water far far away from land and not having to worry bout anyth. cept maybe capsizing. and being eaten by the giant lizard thing. in any case, yes i've pretty much gotten over my fear of the water and despite being an uber bad swimmer still, im not that scared of the water. -nods.
2nd intake results today. some ppl didnt make it. 7 pointers even. a couple of fellow canoeists whom ive grown very much attached to. funny how things can turn out this way. seeing them cry made me so horribly sad and what's worse is that there really isnt much you can do to help. and furthermore, as piah mentioned, half of us in the rp, ie me, prolly wont come close to acheiving what they have if we had actually sat for the Os. and like im here in rj. im shitass lucky and i really havent been appreciating all i've got. tsk.
i miss ncc. i rmb being yelled at by ncos. i rmb making them angry because of our horrible attitude. horrible drills. horrible uniform. i rmb being disowned because ncos just couldnt stand us anymore. i rmb being so tired after trg that i couldnt study when i got home. i rmb my arms aching so bad after pumping that it hurt to shampoo my hair. i rmb them yelling at us at that scary place with their voices echoing off the walls. i rmb getting lost with zr on our random outings. i rmb being super pissed at the clts at camp for being such assholes. i rmb being disappointed terribly when i found out that i wasnt going for ssc. i rmb being angry at pltnmates over issues. i rmb busy nights nearing ord when we rushed to make presents for ncos. i rmb aftns where we spazzed over cruel trgs. i rmb worrying with pltnmates bout annual camp: will we disappoint our ncos? will we be able to be someth that our jnrs can look up to? will we die?. i rmb being angry at myself for not giving it my all at camps. i rmb being angry at myself for not having the confidence to lead. i rmb doing horrrribly grouping for imt. i rmb being frustrated at my partas in the earlier part of the year: horrible attitude. horrible uniform. horrible drills. i rmb sleeping/slacking in the ncc room waiting for pltnmates to come in. i rmb messing up commands during morn assembly. i rmb messing up the speech during ncc day. i rmb alot of horrible things. but why do i still love rgsncc,my pltnmates and my part as so? hmm.
in any case. hist essays were terrrrible. i crapped entirely and thus a confirmed fail. and like piah tells me that her tutor said that it's graded. tsk im screwed..
i am procrastinating my maths assignment.
freedom in just a few days. oh and our last few days wearing the pinafore. many dudes changed into the rj uniform redi. so eager. i quite like the pinafore. hmm.
pfft im feeling emo.
olivejuice//
2nd intake results today. some ppl didnt make it. 7 pointers even. a couple of fellow canoeists whom ive grown very much attached to. funny how things can turn out this way. seeing them cry made me so horribly sad and what's worse is that there really isnt much you can do to help. and furthermore, as piah mentioned, half of us in the rp, ie me, prolly wont come close to acheiving what they have if we had actually sat for the Os. and like im here in rj. im shitass lucky and i really havent been appreciating all i've got. tsk.
i miss ncc. i rmb being yelled at by ncos. i rmb making them angry because of our horrible attitude. horrible drills. horrible uniform. i rmb being disowned because ncos just couldnt stand us anymore. i rmb being so tired after trg that i couldnt study when i got home. i rmb my arms aching so bad after pumping that it hurt to shampoo my hair. i rmb them yelling at us at that scary place with their voices echoing off the walls. i rmb getting lost with zr on our random outings. i rmb being super pissed at the clts at camp for being such assholes. i rmb being disappointed terribly when i found out that i wasnt going for ssc. i rmb being angry at pltnmates over issues. i rmb busy nights nearing ord when we rushed to make presents for ncos. i rmb aftns where we spazzed over cruel trgs. i rmb worrying with pltnmates bout annual camp: will we disappoint our ncos? will we be able to be someth that our jnrs can look up to? will we die?. i rmb being angry at myself for not giving it my all at camps. i rmb being angry at myself for not having the confidence to lead. i rmb doing horrrribly grouping for imt. i rmb being frustrated at my partas in the earlier part of the year: horrible attitude. horrible uniform. horrible drills. i rmb sleeping/slacking in the ncc room waiting for pltnmates to come in. i rmb messing up commands during morn assembly. i rmb messing up the speech during ncc day. i rmb alot of horrible things. but why do i still love rgsncc,my pltnmates and my part as so? hmm.
in any case. hist essays were terrrrible. i crapped entirely and thus a confirmed fail. and like piah tells me that her tutor said that it's graded. tsk im screwed..
i am procrastinating my maths assignment.
freedom in just a few days. oh and our last few days wearing the pinafore. many dudes changed into the rj uniform redi. so eager. i quite like the pinafore. hmm.
pfft im feeling emo.
olivejuice//
Friday, March 02, 2007
stfu i cant stand you.
idiot. bloody self-absorbed idiot. are you honestly that clueless? i dont want you sticking your bloody face where it doesnt belong. i cannot stand you. i might even possibly hate you. yes i do. damn woman what is your bloody problem? i know you think that the whole bloody world is in love with you but good god you are disgusting. okay too mild..
fuck you. dammit go bloody rot wherever it is you fucking belong social retard i hate you you annoying piece of shit i hope you fucking suffer come monday cos it's fucking tough and i know you think youre damn fucking pro and all that ah but sheesh pls. and like omg dont you have any social skills how can you bloody say something like that to someone youre not even close to and not even in a joking tone or anything ah. idiot. bloody fucking idiot.
i've had a good enough day.. starbucks is bad! it gives me temporary high but makes me so bloody depressed after thatt! boohoos!
sch was quite fun.. fridays are short so not that bad la.. and i was in a much better mood too.. i think it was cos of nw's jacket.. O.o strange strange.. and i didnt go gym-ing in the end cos i couldnt find the other canoeists.. woops. bah i really should work out soon. my muscles aren't enough to show through the annoying fats that never seem to go away.. tsk.
went out with FariNa and melz after sch.. got our heavenly ramly burgers(bishan int has the bestest ones ever woo!!) and then we went to the starbucks near cathay.. i got my potato salad again and na got me my venti mocha frappe with javachip.. >< hahhaha so niiice.. and zomg haha camwhores.. lol..
mcs orientation was quite fun.. i got into drama haha..
zomg spiderman2 ost. emo meeee! ><
damnnnn hist.
olivejuice// busy busy boy haha! =)
fuck you. dammit go bloody rot wherever it is you fucking belong social retard i hate you you annoying piece of shit i hope you fucking suffer come monday cos it's fucking tough and i know you think youre damn fucking pro and all that ah but sheesh pls. and like omg dont you have any social skills how can you bloody say something like that to someone youre not even close to and not even in a joking tone or anything ah. idiot. bloody fucking idiot.
i've had a good enough day.. starbucks is bad! it gives me temporary high but makes me so bloody depressed after thatt! boohoos!
sch was quite fun.. fridays are short so not that bad la.. and i was in a much better mood too.. i think it was cos of nw's jacket.. O.o strange strange.. and i didnt go gym-ing in the end cos i couldnt find the other canoeists.. woops. bah i really should work out soon. my muscles aren't enough to show through the annoying fats that never seem to go away.. tsk.
went out with FariNa and melz after sch.. got our heavenly ramly burgers(bishan int has the bestest ones ever woo!!) and then we went to the starbucks near cathay.. i got my potato salad again and na got me my venti mocha frappe with javachip.. >< hahhaha so niiice.. and zomg haha camwhores.. lol..
mcs orientation was quite fun.. i got into drama haha..
zomg spiderman2 ost. emo meeee! ><
damnnnn hist.
olivejuice// busy busy boy haha! =)
Thursday, March 01, 2007
when you do half of double, it's not so bad
canoeing trg is fun..
[monday: trg with j2s. runn. pyramids:1020304040302010. pushups crunches dips & ipulls. for every set we did, the j2s did double the no. so at first we just watched the j2s pumping extra and feeling all amazed. but then we pumped along and soon the rest of the stuffs we did double too.. like O.o.O i did ipulls first. 210 in 7 sets. so i did 40 50 30 30 20 20 20. i kinda died after the 50. shouldnt have done 50. but the rest at my side did that much and its peer pressure i tell you! right. then dips and stabilizers. and finally we did suicides+pushups. woots damn fun..
thursday: trg without j2s. runn. pyramids again. cept that we did situps instead of crunches. and we didnt do double. so yeah. easy.. then stabilizers and 2.4km run. another team bestt! we're improving fast really.. scary.]
anw sch in general has been very -.- mug mug mug mug mug. sheesh this is terriblee. oh yeah i quote lita who quoted someone: setbacks are but a setup for a comeback. profound! haha!
yar and i havent had rice in a longg time. and i've been giving 711 alott of business. like i spent $8.85 there today. ohnoes. i dont think im losing weight at all.. :/
gar damn sian.. im quite doubtful that i can finish my hist essays.. i haven’t done any other work tsk.. didnt even mug for physics lecture test.. :/
and i’ve been losing my temper quite alot lately.. scary.. and my moodswings are teh woahh.. meh but not pms leyh. Hmm..
pfft whatever some ppl are just so infuriating..
olivejuice// happy 23rd mth, love.. =)
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