lion dance was cool. bwee.. ex ex sec4s came back! isg jiahui! yayy.. and after the cny celebrations, we did an encore for them. i screwed up this round for abit but it was overall okay. well done pltnmates! hahs. now all i need is a drumset. bugger..
ah saturday was so screwy.
oh watched narnia again on friday with na. now seriously, wont mr tumnus and lucy make suchh a cute couple? aaawdorable.. yeh and king peter king peterr! and aslan is teh hawt.
anww.. yeh. cine is so acsi infested. tsk.. heh.
hmm..slept in the living room with my sisters last night. watched tv all night long. ooh. a walk to remember! now i rmb why i thought it was teh sweet. i crush shane west again. o.O
hahahaha. dad bought tix for le grand voyage at cine later. hohum.. ehh. i mustmust get famous amos later. yupp!
okay that's all i guess.
they say we're little
they say there's a long way to go
but i know, we can make it through.
-grins.
olivejuice baby.
Monday, January 30, 2006
Thursday, January 26, 2006
mother goose land
hahaha! mother goose land. future problem solving for geogg. so how do we solve the problem of an economic downturn brought upon by ms Mary Q. Contrary who built a wall around her garden all because of little ms muffet,who trampled on the little maids lined up in a row when she saw a ferocious spider, and thus the garden is no longer accessible to all the tourists who wish to view the famed silver bells and cockleshells.
yeh. so we should send the little children living in the shoe to do CIP cleaning up ms contrary's garden to please her. then the old woman living in the shoe can sign their CIP cards. hoho! i think its hilarious.
anww. funny day. and honestly in my opinion i think good grades would make me happy for quite some time. i wont want to leave rg with regrets. i mean most of the dudes said that they wanna enjoy their last year in rg and like academics wasnt their top priority.. please la. you guys would cry if you failed a test. i fail a thousand times over. all i want is to leave school with an improvement in my grades.. -nods.
and bahh. i am so shortt. after lunch i was walking back to class with na then there was this sec4 dude who walked past me who was so superbly tall then when i turned to see who it was, i somehow suddenly cowered. so stupid. nyeh..
what else.. ooh. sec1 ncc LAND orientation yst. jolly good. i think we've got a bunch of sec1s with potential. problem now is turning them into diaming pratas. hmmhmm.. did 69 pushups on priyaa! and we did the 4 people support thinger. we held it there longer then partcs. as expected i suppose. but my legs have been aching since sunday and at the first few seconds the pain was already shooting up my thigh like ouchh. but we held it there for over a minute so we rock. yup!
heh heh. i can climb the wall by myself. suicidal framee!
and sec1s are so cheekopek-ish! we just finished water bombing and was debriefing the little tots. then the partcs and pltnmates were walking past behind them and they turnedd and were like "eh transparent lerhh!" tsk! am i the only one sensible enough to wear black shirt?? and bring my understuffs. hmm.. hahahs! transparency is the best policy!
so what elsee.. i like nougat.
OH. and last friday, during madrasah. i came late. the ustad was teaching so i asked him "is this 4B?" and he just nodded so i sat down. then i didnt know any of the dudes in the class so i was like oookay..
then at the end of class, ustad asked those who came late to check their attendance. so i went up to him. and woahh! ive been in the wrong class the whole time. so i sat back down. tried to act normal. and rushed out quickk after the doas to catch my Real ustadzah who laughed at me. =( so embarassingg.. luckily im just an invisible being in class so noone would really notice. -hopeful~
and GONG XI FA CAI! hahs. lion dance tmr. drum drumm. we're gonna rock! lovelove pltnmates! jumpjump rolll! gonna drum till my eardrums POP! yay
10mths sugarcake appletart honeybunny cupcake baby! hahs. delightfully yummy! -hugs. olivejuice verily much,darling. 7 years noww..
yeh. so we should send the little children living in the shoe to do CIP cleaning up ms contrary's garden to please her. then the old woman living in the shoe can sign their CIP cards. hoho! i think its hilarious.
anww. funny day. and honestly in my opinion i think good grades would make me happy for quite some time. i wont want to leave rg with regrets. i mean most of the dudes said that they wanna enjoy their last year in rg and like academics wasnt their top priority.. please la. you guys would cry if you failed a test. i fail a thousand times over. all i want is to leave school with an improvement in my grades.. -nods.
and bahh. i am so shortt. after lunch i was walking back to class with na then there was this sec4 dude who walked past me who was so superbly tall then when i turned to see who it was, i somehow suddenly cowered. so stupid. nyeh..
what else.. ooh. sec1 ncc LAND orientation yst. jolly good. i think we've got a bunch of sec1s with potential. problem now is turning them into diaming pratas. hmmhmm.. did 69 pushups on priyaa! and we did the 4 people support thinger. we held it there longer then partcs. as expected i suppose. but my legs have been aching since sunday and at the first few seconds the pain was already shooting up my thigh like ouchh. but we held it there for over a minute so we rock. yup!
heh heh. i can climb the wall by myself. suicidal framee!
and sec1s are so cheekopek-ish! we just finished water bombing and was debriefing the little tots. then the partcs and pltnmates were walking past behind them and they turnedd and were like "eh transparent lerhh!" tsk! am i the only one sensible enough to wear black shirt?? and bring my understuffs. hmm.. hahahs! transparency is the best policy!
so what elsee.. i like nougat.
OH. and last friday, during madrasah. i came late. the ustad was teaching so i asked him "is this 4B?" and he just nodded so i sat down. then i didnt know any of the dudes in the class so i was like oookay..
then at the end of class, ustad asked those who came late to check their attendance. so i went up to him. and woahh! ive been in the wrong class the whole time. so i sat back down. tried to act normal. and rushed out quickk after the doas to catch my Real ustadzah who laughed at me. =( so embarassingg.. luckily im just an invisible being in class so noone would really notice. -hopeful~
and GONG XI FA CAI! hahs. lion dance tmr. drum drumm. we're gonna rock! lovelove pltnmates! jumpjump rolll! gonna drum till my eardrums POP! yay
10mths sugarcake appletart honeybunny cupcake baby! hahs. delightfully yummy! -hugs. olivejuice verily much,darling. 7 years noww..
Thursday, January 19, 2006
yesterday's tomorrow
is of course today. and its by far the worse day of the year this year. but then again, its been only 3 weeks..
-gets into pissed off mode again-
BLOOODY HELL LAA. what a horrid horrrid day.
well firstly, reached school and yeah the part b thg. well some of them deserve it. but those dudes who put in effort. gosh im so sorry we made you cry. self confidence babbyy..
oh well anw, i was in too good a mood to yell at anyone but then heard some stuffs that woahh fuelled my temper to like the limit. gosh. well it involved our parta nco somewhat and our dignityy. bah.
okay. then in class. maths. i was struggling somewhat with the supa cool graphic calculator and she just haaad to act so smart. f off la
oh. better still. it was ss then we were talking about ethnic quota scheme and stuffs then i was mentioning to her that i dont think my dad had any problem selling malay flats. and she was like:
her: oh i heard stuff about your dad.
me: err what?
her: they dont like his services.
me: nyeh. okayy..
FCK YOU LA BITCH. i cannooott stand you. i hate you to bits. if i hadnt learnt to control my temper you'd be so screwed dude. i could feel my temper bubbling to the surface la. asshole.
And anww, how many people can you possibly know to allow you to make such a statement huhh? and if my dad was that bad at his job why'd he get those awards and stuff. why'd he get referrals from his clients? how'd he get the cash to support my family? watch what your comments dude. he's still my dad. and youre a bitch. -scowls..
and of course there's the dreaded ncc talk. haha! what a joyful congregation. we were graced with the presence of the principal, vice principal, ms ong, our 2 COs, goh li kian and the Commandant and Central District Commandant. gee.
it wasnt that bad i guess. overall, the school does want us to excel too. but i mean, HIERARCHY?? which unit doesnt have that? even the other ccas in rg has that and you bug US about it? sheeeeesh.
and if rgsncc was seriously that bloody intollerable, whythehell am i still hanging around? why are pltnmates all still around? its the bleeding BOND dammit. its what we're in it for. why dont we produce clts? its RGSNCC that's impt to us. not just NCC. not that any of you would understand that. noone ever does. so that's why you should leave us alonee. geddddit??
well then That woman was the worst la. gosh. so annoyinggg. towards the end of the 'talk' everyone was like fine already. even the principal was nice about it. and there you sat frowningg away. talking to us like we're idiots.. and she had zr booked for her hair. gosh. whatever laa
SO YUPP! -inserts fake smile- but then the nice thg was that later ge went to see sir for awhile and he said the commandant was impressed by us anw cos it was evident that we truly had the interests of our cadets at heart. uhhuh. and that's true okayy!
yeah and to partbs if youre reading my blog, (although youre not supposed to. tsk), dont feel too bad bout today's scolding okay? we just want to see you all improve. -nods. we dont want you all to regret after the years and feel like you brought the company down. cos that's what i honestly feel anw. rgsncc pltn 03-06 was a disappointment. I was a disappointment. so now im trying to make up for it. keep the legacy burning brightt..
OH and btw, if anyone EVER bugs me bout our rgsncc's traditions, such as diaming even when its uncalled for, again, just shut up okay? i cant stand it. cos i realize that its not your bloody problem what we do. if we dont like it, we'd stop. but we happen to Love it. so yeah, got a problem with that? -cracks knuckles..
bother. then when i got home, mom told me my madrasah's been changed to fridays. of all days seriously..
fucked up day.
on a lighter notee..
haha! zr's sister so cuuute! she's pri1 this year and like get's 5bucks a week. (im not too sure bout the facts) but something to do with having only 4.90 cos she spent 10cents on jelly. but cos she didnt want her mom to be angry she said she bought prata. O.o 10cents prata! hahahahhas. i found it hilarious. and to top it off, the reason why she bought such little food was cos she wanted to be first in line for assembly. aaaaw. hahs!
and did i mention that i love my pltnmates? yupyup. i doooo! =))
-hugs jy,ge,sn,zr,yh,py. and yunzhii! rgsncc will prevail aightt.
oh. and i love You too baby. tmr! finally.. miss you THIS much. haha! olivejuicee..
-gets into pissed off mode again-
BLOOODY HELL LAA. what a horrid horrrid day.
well firstly, reached school and yeah the part b thg. well some of them deserve it. but those dudes who put in effort. gosh im so sorry we made you cry. self confidence babbyy..
oh well anw, i was in too good a mood to yell at anyone but then heard some stuffs that woahh fuelled my temper to like the limit. gosh. well it involved our parta nco somewhat and our dignityy. bah.
okay. then in class. maths. i was struggling somewhat with the supa cool graphic calculator and she just haaad to act so smart. f off la
oh. better still. it was ss then we were talking about ethnic quota scheme and stuffs then i was mentioning to her that i dont think my dad had any problem selling malay flats. and she was like:
her: oh i heard stuff about your dad.
me: err what?
her: they dont like his services.
me: nyeh. okayy..
FCK YOU LA BITCH. i cannooott stand you. i hate you to bits. if i hadnt learnt to control my temper you'd be so screwed dude. i could feel my temper bubbling to the surface la. asshole.
And anww, how many people can you possibly know to allow you to make such a statement huhh? and if my dad was that bad at his job why'd he get those awards and stuff. why'd he get referrals from his clients? how'd he get the cash to support my family? watch what your comments dude. he's still my dad. and youre a bitch. -scowls..
and of course there's the dreaded ncc talk. haha! what a joyful congregation. we were graced with the presence of the principal, vice principal, ms ong, our 2 COs, goh li kian and the Commandant and Central District Commandant. gee.
it wasnt that bad i guess. overall, the school does want us to excel too. but i mean, HIERARCHY?? which unit doesnt have that? even the other ccas in rg has that and you bug US about it? sheeeeesh.
and if rgsncc was seriously that bloody intollerable, whythehell am i still hanging around? why are pltnmates all still around? its the bleeding BOND dammit. its what we're in it for. why dont we produce clts? its RGSNCC that's impt to us. not just NCC. not that any of you would understand that. noone ever does. so that's why you should leave us alonee. geddddit??
well then That woman was the worst la. gosh. so annoyinggg. towards the end of the 'talk' everyone was like fine already. even the principal was nice about it. and there you sat frowningg away. talking to us like we're idiots.. and she had zr booked for her hair. gosh. whatever laa
SO YUPP! -inserts fake smile- but then the nice thg was that later ge went to see sir for awhile and he said the commandant was impressed by us anw cos it was evident that we truly had the interests of our cadets at heart. uhhuh. and that's true okayy!
yeah and to partbs if youre reading my blog, (although youre not supposed to. tsk), dont feel too bad bout today's scolding okay? we just want to see you all improve. -nods. we dont want you all to regret after the years and feel like you brought the company down. cos that's what i honestly feel anw. rgsncc pltn 03-06 was a disappointment. I was a disappointment. so now im trying to make up for it. keep the legacy burning brightt..
OH and btw, if anyone EVER bugs me bout our rgsncc's traditions, such as diaming even when its uncalled for, again, just shut up okay? i cant stand it. cos i realize that its not your bloody problem what we do. if we dont like it, we'd stop. but we happen to Love it. so yeah, got a problem with that? -cracks knuckles..
bother. then when i got home, mom told me my madrasah's been changed to fridays. of all days seriously..
fucked up day.
on a lighter notee..
haha! zr's sister so cuuute! she's pri1 this year and like get's 5bucks a week. (im not too sure bout the facts) but something to do with having only 4.90 cos she spent 10cents on jelly. but cos she didnt want her mom to be angry she said she bought prata. O.o 10cents prata! hahahahhas. i found it hilarious. and to top it off, the reason why she bought such little food was cos she wanted to be first in line for assembly. aaaaw. hahs!
and did i mention that i love my pltnmates? yupyup. i doooo! =))
-hugs jy,ge,sn,zr,yh,py. and yunzhii! rgsncc will prevail aightt.
oh. and i love You too baby. tmr! finally.. miss you THIS much. haha! olivejuicee..
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
weird monday
when i came to class on monday, mskoh said i did a good job commanding at the parade square cos i was loud and clear..? O.o
anww. yeah. i miss the companyy! part bs are at camp feast with sn. jy was sposed to go too but she had gum inflamation.nyehh.. then part cs are at obs. grrs..
and nazri's in the big outdoors too. gah! and im stuck in schoool. unfairness. i want to go and rough it out. not sit at a desk. and study. gosh. tis driving me nuts..
am having malay now and someone's annoying me. -snarls..
oh. asked cikgu/1sg aisyah bout lion dance yst. mom lectured me about it. like i duno.. its wrong..? well then 1sg said that its culture and not religion. so it should be okay.. yup
hohum. ooh. Long live high king Peter! watched narnia with yh and zr at cine yst. narnia digital.. =/ yeh. oh. and the battle scene was so cool. bwee! and i realized that the part where the birds dropped the rocks from the sky.. was like the surah insyirah, i think, where the birds dropped the rocks from hell onto the elphants that were being led to destroy the kaabah. they turned to look like dry grass. hmm..
and peter was just so so hawt. hhas.. quotes yh: why cant stuff like that happen to us?
oh and wthh. yst we went to lido to check movie timings first. and at the underpass there was this dude. and like he was barking and stuff. we wondered whether he was mentally wrong or just a busker or something la. but omgg. so scaryy.. he was barking at us and following us saying "gong xi fa cai" repeatedly. he wasnt tailing the other people whaat. freakyness. yuhui said i looked uber scared and thats probably why he followed us. =/ no i wasnt scared...
ahwell..
oh this is 1sg aisyah's last lesson. so sad.. "terima kasih cikgu aisyah.." =(
oh thanks for the call, darling. come back in one piece aight? olivejuice much much muchly. miss you already..
happy 16th birthday!
anww. yeah. i miss the companyy! part bs are at camp feast with sn. jy was sposed to go too but she had gum inflamation.nyehh.. then part cs are at obs. grrs..
and nazri's in the big outdoors too. gah! and im stuck in schoool. unfairness. i want to go and rough it out. not sit at a desk. and study. gosh. tis driving me nuts..
am having malay now and someone's annoying me. -snarls..
oh. asked cikgu/1sg aisyah bout lion dance yst. mom lectured me about it. like i duno.. its wrong..? well then 1sg said that its culture and not religion. so it should be okay.. yup
hohum. ooh. Long live high king Peter! watched narnia with yh and zr at cine yst. narnia digital.. =/ yeh. oh. and the battle scene was so cool. bwee! and i realized that the part where the birds dropped the rocks from the sky.. was like the surah insyirah, i think, where the birds dropped the rocks from hell onto the elphants that were being led to destroy the kaabah. they turned to look like dry grass. hmm..
and peter was just so so hawt. hhas.. quotes yh: why cant stuff like that happen to us?
oh and wthh. yst we went to lido to check movie timings first. and at the underpass there was this dude. and like he was barking and stuff. we wondered whether he was mentally wrong or just a busker or something la. but omgg. so scaryy.. he was barking at us and following us saying "gong xi fa cai" repeatedly. he wasnt tailing the other people whaat. freakyness. yuhui said i looked uber scared and thats probably why he followed us. =/ no i wasnt scared...
ahwell..
oh this is 1sg aisyah's last lesson. so sad.. "terima kasih cikgu aisyah.." =(
oh thanks for the call, darling. come back in one piece aight? olivejuice much much muchly. miss you already..
happy 16th birthday!
Sunday, January 15, 2006
i am red
uhhhuh. FLOCKEY! yay i love floor hockey.
was hyper hyper hyper. noisy me. i think im somewhat better at flockey now. liyana's mommy is scaryy. i was 10mins late and she scold meee -mega pout!
anw, haha! i missed all the athletes.. so nice to see them again. and i cant do face off la. i cant swipe the puck proper. and i expect that i will become fit again if i go for flockey trgs every week plus ncc. so yay i'll be un-fat!
yeah. anw once coach shaiful told me to be the goalie then 2 athletes in my team actually moved nearer to the goalpost. pffft. fine. i geddit. the last time i became goalie, i let in quite a number of shots. bahh. but today i saved 3 shots insteadd. HOORAH! i roxors.
and haha neoprints haha. someone's getting to like them huhhh.. -laughs!
melted cadbury milk chocolate is nice. yummy. and so is yami yoghurt. and so is polar pie. and so is adam road nasi lemak.
and pokka peach tea! i drank 4 bottles today. diabetes mann.. gosh.
anw yeah. very odd day. ups and downs. babyy, olivejuice muchly aight..
mushy mushy.
was hyper hyper hyper. noisy me. i think im somewhat better at flockey now. liyana's mommy is scaryy. i was 10mins late and she scold meee -mega pout!
anw, haha! i missed all the athletes.. so nice to see them again. and i cant do face off la. i cant swipe the puck proper. and i expect that i will become fit again if i go for flockey trgs every week plus ncc. so yay i'll be un-fat!
yeah. anw once coach shaiful told me to be the goalie then 2 athletes in my team actually moved nearer to the goalpost. pffft. fine. i geddit. the last time i became goalie, i let in quite a number of shots. bahh. but today i saved 3 shots insteadd. HOORAH! i roxors.
and haha neoprints haha. someone's getting to like them huhhh.. -laughs!
melted cadbury milk chocolate is nice. yummy. and so is yami yoghurt. and so is polar pie. and so is adam road nasi lemak.
and pokka peach tea! i drank 4 bottles today. diabetes mann.. gosh.
anw yeah. very odd day. ups and downs. babyy, olivejuice muchly aight..
mushy mushy.
Saturday, January 14, 2006
shakespeare
Merchant Of Venice
"I am a Jew/ Hath not a Jew eyes? Hath not a Jew hands, organs/ dimensions, senses, affections, passions; fed with/ the same food, hurt with the same weapons, subject/ to the same diseases, heal'd by the same means/ warm'd and cool'd by the same winter and summer/ as a Christian is? If you prick us, do we not bleed?/ If you tickle us, do we not laugh? If you/ poison us, do we not die? And if you wrong us, shall we not revenge?" -Shylock, II.i.58.
"I should stay with the Jew, my master, who (God bless the mark) is a kind of devil; and to/ run away from the Jew, I should be rul'd by the/ fiend, who, saving your reverence, is the devil him-/self. Certainly the Jew is the very devil incarna-/ tion, and in my conscience, my conscience is but a/ kind of hard conscience, to offer to counsel me to/ stay with the Jew." -Launcelot, II.ii.23.
"This first, of gold, who this inscription bears,/ 'Who chooseth me shall gain what many men desire'/ The second, silver, which this promise carries/ 'Who chooseth me shall get as much as he deserves'? This third, dull lead, with warning all as blunt/ 'Who chooseth me must give and hazard all he hath.'" -Prince of Morocco, II.vii.3.
Romeo & Juliet
"Good night, good night! parting is such sweet sorrow,That I shall say good night till it be morrow."
"What's in a name? That which we call a roseBy any other name would smell as sweet."
"These violent delights have violent ends . . ."
"O Romeo, Romeo! wherefore art thou Romeo?Deny thy father and refuse thy name!Or, if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love,And I'll no longer be a Capulet."
"Give me my Romeo; and, when he shall die,Take him and cut him out in little stars,And he will make the face of heaven so fineThat all the world will be in love with nightAnd pay no worship to the garish sun."
"Virtue itself turns vice, being misapplied,And vice sometime's by action dignified."
"For never was a story of more woeThan this of Juliet and her Romeo."
"What must be shall be."
"How silver-sweet sound lovers' tongues by night,Like softest music to attending ears!"
"With love's light wings did I o'er perch these walls. For stony limits cannot hold love out, and what love can do, that dares love attempt. Therefore thy kinsmen are no stop to me."
lit texts for sec1&2. how fast time flies.. GO GEOG!
"I am a Jew/ Hath not a Jew eyes? Hath not a Jew hands, organs/ dimensions, senses, affections, passions; fed with/ the same food, hurt with the same weapons, subject/ to the same diseases, heal'd by the same means/ warm'd and cool'd by the same winter and summer/ as a Christian is? If you prick us, do we not bleed?/ If you tickle us, do we not laugh? If you/ poison us, do we not die? And if you wrong us, shall we not revenge?" -Shylock, II.i.58.
"I should stay with the Jew, my master, who (God bless the mark) is a kind of devil; and to/ run away from the Jew, I should be rul'd by the/ fiend, who, saving your reverence, is the devil him-/self. Certainly the Jew is the very devil incarna-/ tion, and in my conscience, my conscience is but a/ kind of hard conscience, to offer to counsel me to/ stay with the Jew." -Launcelot, II.ii.23.
"This first, of gold, who this inscription bears,/ 'Who chooseth me shall gain what many men desire'/ The second, silver, which this promise carries/ 'Who chooseth me shall get as much as he deserves'? This third, dull lead, with warning all as blunt/ 'Who chooseth me must give and hazard all he hath.'" -Prince of Morocco, II.vii.3.
Romeo & Juliet
"Good night, good night! parting is such sweet sorrow,That I shall say good night till it be morrow."
"What's in a name? That which we call a roseBy any other name would smell as sweet."
"These violent delights have violent ends . . ."
"O Romeo, Romeo! wherefore art thou Romeo?Deny thy father and refuse thy name!Or, if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love,And I'll no longer be a Capulet."
"Give me my Romeo; and, when he shall die,Take him and cut him out in little stars,And he will make the face of heaven so fineThat all the world will be in love with nightAnd pay no worship to the garish sun."
"Virtue itself turns vice, being misapplied,And vice sometime's by action dignified."
"For never was a story of more woeThan this of Juliet and her Romeo."
"What must be shall be."
"How silver-sweet sound lovers' tongues by night,Like softest music to attending ears!"
"With love's light wings did I o'er perch these walls. For stony limits cannot hold love out, and what love can do, that dares love attempt. Therefore thy kinsmen are no stop to me."
lit texts for sec1&2. how fast time flies.. GO GEOG!
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
and the cogs turn
exhausted. got home at 8+ just now. school passed pretty fast.ohh. and pe. gosh. i shrunk another 1/2cm and my weight is like omigawdd. haha! i think i should be overweight.. O.o gosh..
anw after school went hq with pltnmates -ge&jy. and our keen sec 1s. 7 of them.
i duno.i really shouldve taken partbs i guess. i mean.. my expectations and stuffs. pltnmates kinda agree too. as in.. i was kinda annoyed. yeh. and i was like asking pltnmates whether we should tell them of rgsncc traditions and stuff. abc rules. honesty, often than not, is the best policy. well yeah. i didnt quite agree..
yeah anw. the ncc open house was ookay. saw familiar dudes. like the canberra ncc dudette from obs. yeah.. then it rained. so we departed earlier at 4+. pltnmates all moved off from hq. only me and the sec1s went back on the bus with sir.
oh. and sir said that the commandant is coming to our school next thurs. ignorant me was like "that's interesting.." then sir said that the principal would be attending the address too. and that woman-who-banned-coke-in-rgs. yeah. then i knew what was coming la. was very.. sad.
so i was listening to my mp3 in the bus and stoning. thinking about rgsncc. then one of the sec1s popped beside me and asked The qsn. "what's so special about rgsncc land?" well. i told her the truth. my honest-est opinion. well she was abit shocked when i admitted that it was rather tough at first. but i told her about the bond. everything. what made rgsncc 'Not just another company'.
reached sch at 5. went to ncc room. took out homework to do. was too preoccupied to study. ended up staring around the room. taking in the reality that "hey, im sec4 now. this is where all the past generations of sec4s have spent their idle time doing rgsncc stuffs.."
then i got to thinking about the company. then i realized that no matter how bummed i was about not being a staff, i cant push away the fact that rgsncc is a huge part of me. it wasnt about ranks and lanyards. it was about keeping the rgsncc legacy burning. to let it shine as bright as before. the glory days.
the school and everyone else are stripping us of our traditions, our rules, our identity. until they finally can pull us down to the standard they deem suitable. or better still. close us down. who needs rgsncc LAND? theyre just a bunch of growling girls who torture their jnrs. sure.
they say we're crazy
what do they know?
put your hands in my hands, baby
dont ever let go.
let the world around us
just fall apart
baby we can make it if we're
heart to heart.
and the company song lyrics were scrawled on the ncc room door. so very appropriate. sang along to it. and the other company songs. and in a fit of emo-ness. i imagined ex sec4s in the room. them with their pltnmates. enjoying their priviledge. a priviledge we willingly granted. they deserved it. i wonder if rgsncc part ds `06 deserve this priviledge too. can we bring the company to greater heights?
so anw. was exhausted. took in my surrounding again. ex sec 4s have all left their mark somewhere in the room. the pinned photos. happy smiling company.. and the ever creepy lion dance heads at the corner. then i fell asleep. felt very much happier..
woke up at 5.50 for special o meeting at 6pm. yup..
yay for Gardenia & Newater!
aight. that's all.
olivejuice muchly, darling. miss you verily much..
anw after school went hq with pltnmates -ge&jy. and our keen sec 1s. 7 of them.
i duno.i really shouldve taken partbs i guess. i mean.. my expectations and stuffs. pltnmates kinda agree too. as in.. i was kinda annoyed. yeh. and i was like asking pltnmates whether we should tell them of rgsncc traditions and stuff. abc rules. honesty, often than not, is the best policy. well yeah. i didnt quite agree..
yeah anw. the ncc open house was ookay. saw familiar dudes. like the canberra ncc dudette from obs. yeah.. then it rained. so we departed earlier at 4+. pltnmates all moved off from hq. only me and the sec1s went back on the bus with sir.
oh. and sir said that the commandant is coming to our school next thurs. ignorant me was like "that's interesting.." then sir said that the principal would be attending the address too. and that woman-who-banned-coke-in-rgs. yeah. then i knew what was coming la. was very.. sad.
so i was listening to my mp3 in the bus and stoning. thinking about rgsncc. then one of the sec1s popped beside me and asked The qsn. "what's so special about rgsncc land?" well. i told her the truth. my honest-est opinion. well she was abit shocked when i admitted that it was rather tough at first. but i told her about the bond. everything. what made rgsncc 'Not just another company'.
reached sch at 5. went to ncc room. took out homework to do. was too preoccupied to study. ended up staring around the room. taking in the reality that "hey, im sec4 now. this is where all the past generations of sec4s have spent their idle time doing rgsncc stuffs.."
then i got to thinking about the company. then i realized that no matter how bummed i was about not being a staff, i cant push away the fact that rgsncc is a huge part of me. it wasnt about ranks and lanyards. it was about keeping the rgsncc legacy burning. to let it shine as bright as before. the glory days.
the school and everyone else are stripping us of our traditions, our rules, our identity. until they finally can pull us down to the standard they deem suitable. or better still. close us down. who needs rgsncc LAND? theyre just a bunch of growling girls who torture their jnrs. sure.
they say we're crazy
what do they know?
put your hands in my hands, baby
dont ever let go.
let the world around us
just fall apart
baby we can make it if we're
heart to heart.
and the company song lyrics were scrawled on the ncc room door. so very appropriate. sang along to it. and the other company songs. and in a fit of emo-ness. i imagined ex sec4s in the room. them with their pltnmates. enjoying their priviledge. a priviledge we willingly granted. they deserved it. i wonder if rgsncc part ds `06 deserve this priviledge too. can we bring the company to greater heights?
so anw. was exhausted. took in my surrounding again. ex sec 4s have all left their mark somewhere in the room. the pinned photos. happy smiling company.. and the ever creepy lion dance heads at the corner. then i fell asleep. felt very much happier..
woke up at 5.50 for special o meeting at 6pm. yup..
yay for Gardenia & Newater!
aight. that's all.
olivejuice muchly, darling. miss you verily much..
Monday, January 09, 2006
its been awhile
dead tired. school's draining me badd.. well not exactly. but i'd much prefer rotting at home. =/ no i dont. okay. nvm. school's fine.
so okay. life's sad. been having alot of yami yoghurt lately. managed to refrain from buying today tho. yay me.
so okay. lion dance. im still not confirmed the drummer. bummer. well i guess that leaves the d-dude. dazho?? hahs. no idea what it's called. the head thingger. yeh. guess that's not so bad..
ooh. sat was mom's bdae. went to a CPF building where there's this restaurant dad's been planning to take us. turns out it's open mon-fri. erts. so we went to its branch in bencoolen st. so its like 10.30am and it just opened. so we go in. but they werent ready to take orders. okayy. by then i was hungry and pissed. ended up eating at tekka mall. rice and stuffs. was pretty bummed. but i got a cookie. so i was happy again.
then youngest sis had mad at 12. then went home. slept. then went out again and mom bout me another pair of shoes. (its illegal in school i think. that's what some say. dont tell my mom. she'll go ballistic) so anw.. yeah. bought yami yoghurt, polar pie and 711 mash potato. okay. my point? im getting fatter everyday. =/
my wasnt that random.. cut my hair yst. its so horrid. i feel.. ugly. uglier than usual. tis sad. hair makes a huge difference leyh. sigh
okay. i feel lovesick. hahahs. mushy mushy.
oh. 1st trg today. carried 'part as' bottles. older and younger partas. "part as.. you forgot your best friends!" hahahs. ohh. and when we were walking out py got an sms saying that today's bestfriends' day. and everyone seems to be forgetting their good buddies. hmmmm.. hhahas.
okay. so anw. supposed stuffs were planned for the start of trg. but the rain and all.. unhappy unexpected things. dont worry pltnmates. its okayy. -huggs!
OH AND HOW COOL IS IT THAT MY PART A NCO IS NOW MY MALAY TEACHER. albeit temporarily.. BUT STILL. gah. when cikgu told me during recess on fridayy when i popped by the malay room to put my stuffs, i was like "betul ke? cikgu bedek ahh" then she was like. "yeah yeah -grunts" as in she told me not to greet 1sg aisyah la. but who cares i did anw on the first lesson but she herself told me not to after that. haha! ran all the way to ncc room to tell pltnmates. excitingg. had 2lessons so far. pretty okay i guess. i've lightened up abit. so weirdd..
heyheyy. maybe i'll do that in..3 years time. hmms. to my parta babies when theyre sec4. =)) exemplary ncos.. i love my parta, partb and partc ncos! bwee. i love myself too. random.
okay. pointless entry again. so sad. is there ever a point to blogging?
i want to chew on somethgg. soh im getting fatter. okay. uglier fatter and darker.
ugly duckling then. hmm. quackk.
okay. bother. selamat hari raya haji y'all.
byebye.
olivejuice so much..
so okay. life's sad. been having alot of yami yoghurt lately. managed to refrain from buying today tho. yay me.
so okay. lion dance. im still not confirmed the drummer. bummer. well i guess that leaves the d-dude. dazho?? hahs. no idea what it's called. the head thingger. yeh. guess that's not so bad..
ooh. sat was mom's bdae. went to a CPF building where there's this restaurant dad's been planning to take us. turns out it's open mon-fri. erts. so we went to its branch in bencoolen st. so its like 10.30am and it just opened. so we go in. but they werent ready to take orders. okayy. by then i was hungry and pissed. ended up eating at tekka mall. rice and stuffs. was pretty bummed. but i got a cookie. so i was happy again.
then youngest sis had mad at 12. then went home. slept. then went out again and mom bout me another pair of shoes. (its illegal in school i think. that's what some say. dont tell my mom. she'll go ballistic) so anw.. yeah. bought yami yoghurt, polar pie and 711 mash potato. okay. my point? im getting fatter everyday. =/
my wasnt that random.. cut my hair yst. its so horrid. i feel.. ugly. uglier than usual. tis sad. hair makes a huge difference leyh. sigh
okay. i feel lovesick. hahahs. mushy mushy.
oh. 1st trg today. carried 'part as' bottles. older and younger partas. "part as.. you forgot your best friends!" hahahs. ohh. and when we were walking out py got an sms saying that today's bestfriends' day. and everyone seems to be forgetting their good buddies. hmmmm.. hhahas.
okay. so anw. supposed stuffs were planned for the start of trg. but the rain and all.. unhappy unexpected things. dont worry pltnmates. its okayy. -huggs!
OH AND HOW COOL IS IT THAT MY PART A NCO IS NOW MY MALAY TEACHER. albeit temporarily.. BUT STILL. gah. when cikgu told me during recess on fridayy when i popped by the malay room to put my stuffs, i was like "betul ke? cikgu bedek ahh" then she was like. "yeah yeah -grunts" as in she told me not to greet 1sg aisyah la. but who cares i did anw on the first lesson but she herself told me not to after that. haha! ran all the way to ncc room to tell pltnmates. excitingg. had 2lessons so far. pretty okay i guess. i've lightened up abit. so weirdd..
heyheyy. maybe i'll do that in..3 years time. hmms. to my parta babies when theyre sec4. =)) exemplary ncos.. i love my parta, partb and partc ncos! bwee. i love myself too. random.
okay. pointless entry again. so sad. is there ever a point to blogging?
i want to chew on somethgg. soh im getting fatter. okay. uglier fatter and darker.
ugly duckling then. hmm. quackk.
okay. bother. selamat hari raya haji y'all.
byebye.
olivejuice so much..
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
say what?
i am going deaf.
lion dance practices have begun yet again. and i am teh drummer. i so rockk.. but they wanted me to be that odd dude with the big head who goes around bugging the lions with a fan. =s
so very odd and so not meee! like totally. hahahahs. so anyways, was sposed to do that cos i hadnt gone for 2 practices cos once i was away and another i didnt know. oh bother. but i catch on pretty well i guess. didnt get scolded. =))
i so totally roxors..
and exactly 2 years ago, me zr jy and yz were the cymbal-ists as partbs for lion dance. how fast time flies. and watching the part cs play is.. odd. i miss being a cadet.. PUMP ME! sigh..
and of course school sucks. and most especially most sadly i got the same form teacher as last. am very sad. was depressed most of yst in fact.
but yeah.. i will survive.
oh and yst i went to shop for my school stuffs (which i only realized on monday that i hadnt gotten anyth for school) and i was so distracted and feeling so odd. then when i reached home i realized that i left a whole bag of purchases at the popular counter.blooody. hadta go run back to get it. so sad..
anww i dont mind really that i have 5 teachers that moved on with 409 since last year cos one of them is lucille yap who is by far my favouritest teacher so bwee!
i love geog.
hopefully for this year too.
yeah. was mugging chem just now. hoorah for me.
i shall now go off to claim my rewards for being a good mugger.
olivejuice babyy. haha!
lion dance practices have begun yet again. and i am teh drummer. i so rockk.. but they wanted me to be that odd dude with the big head who goes around bugging the lions with a fan. =s
so very odd and so not meee! like totally. hahahahs. so anyways, was sposed to do that cos i hadnt gone for 2 practices cos once i was away and another i didnt know. oh bother. but i catch on pretty well i guess. didnt get scolded. =))
i so totally roxors..
and exactly 2 years ago, me zr jy and yz were the cymbal-ists as partbs for lion dance. how fast time flies. and watching the part cs play is.. odd. i miss being a cadet.. PUMP ME! sigh..
and of course school sucks. and most especially most sadly i got the same form teacher as last. am very sad. was depressed most of yst in fact.
but yeah.. i will survive.
oh and yst i went to shop for my school stuffs (which i only realized on monday that i hadnt gotten anyth for school) and i was so distracted and feeling so odd. then when i reached home i realized that i left a whole bag of purchases at the popular counter.blooody. hadta go run back to get it. so sad..
anww i dont mind really that i have 5 teachers that moved on with 409 since last year cos one of them is lucille yap who is by far my favouritest teacher so bwee!
i love geog.
hopefully for this year too.
yeah. was mugging chem just now. hoorah for me.
i shall now go off to claim my rewards for being a good mugger.
olivejuice babyy. haha!
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