let the rain fall down.

happy 21st mth! =D

yst was superblyy fun haha! met nw at cck at 9.30 then then we went to bt hill!

okay that's like our 3rd time there but we're both broke and we needed cheap thrills.

okay so we first took an okay route at hindhede nature reserve. saw the pretty quarry,




then started walking again and somehow ended up back where we started.

so yeah we went by the superr long cyclist route.(6.0km long but we ended up doing about 3km only) with all the squishes and sploshes and my socks were still dry! yay waterproof shoes! haha!

and at 2+km, we finally reached the beaaautiful green field! i went there for outdoor trg with the company in parta year.. plastic babies ftw! O.o and it felt oh so wonderful to see that place again! altho we were scolded there by ncos then.. =/

then we had our lunch at the green field and just basically enjoyed nature. veryy relaxing place indeed. we had the place all to ourselves except for the random cyclists who just go by..






then then dark clouds started rolling in. nw didnt think it'll be that bad cos we had a change of clothes but then the rain poured like woahhh and we sought shelter from the trees area. very cold brr..

yup yup then the rain stopped about 20mins later and we started trekking again.. then we found the dairy farm! i did ifc there during annual camp in part c year.. how nice! =) yup then we walked and walked and my right sock got wet in a puddle and thenn.

my left foot got stuck in mud. went up higher then my ankle! and it was the super heavy mud kind. so nw pulled me out and i looked like a mud monster. =( then we rmbed the pond-like place near the huge water pipes so we continued walking. then then we reached there and the pond was flooding! so it was like a waterfall and also rainwater was rushing from some hole (i hoped it was clean) and there were fishes! haha!

yeah so we washed our shoes.. the water was so refreshingly cool! and i felt like a kampung kid and playing in the river.. =D yeah so then we figured there was no harm in playing in the water so we went in and the water was up to our thighs haha! so funn! =) took lots and lots of pictures..









forced smile, much? =)

yup then harith called nw to ask if he was free for pool. so we went to the exit we found the other time and was back in the bt hill nature reserve and walked and reached the main road of the hill and walked back down. yup so we hiked almost 5hrs! yay we rock!

yeah then we went to beauty world.. i've never been to beauty world before.. =/ interesting place.. but definitely different feel from orchard.. im gonna miss rg bahhh~!

right so we got some macs while waiting for the guys then we went to play pool..

AND GUESS WHO HAPPENED TO BE PLAYING POOL THERE??

GO ON GUESS!

haha.

olivejuice// adventurous spirit yay!

i love jieying

i randomly visited jy's blog and copy&pasted this cos i felt it was very remarkably put:

{start}

I have never seen any unit award in my 3 years, or heard anything complimentary said about the company. Yes, perhaps the HQ doesn't hate us 'cos we're just a minor irritant. Something to joke about during a water cooler break. The whole existence of RGSNCC (Land n. S n. A) for me has been just old stories that we were once you-know-what, maybe even lies. All recycled, repeated, re-anything prose. Why should I even bother to say it again when I find it so hard to believe now?

But we've never stopped hoping. We're still sitting upright, shouting in our voices, pressing our uniforms and even retelling those stories just to make ourselves believe. Does it matter to us that we've lost face thousands of times simply because we continue with whatever tradition, or that we've had expletives fired at us and our platoon? We don't care.

Go on and hate us, walk out on us, even accuse us (mindlessly) for what we will do. One day you and your parts will gain it back for the school. Don't let us settle for anything less.

{end}

i miss you jy. i hope to see you this sat! =)

i miss bubba

i had the most horrendous day yst ever ever.

i left my bubba in the bus. along with my ezlink and 40bucks worth of hard-earned tuition money. yes, i am superbly pissed.

so i was sposed to meet na at 11 at cityhall but i overslept and had brunch at kfc with mom instead. mom commented on bubba being dirty and smelly and that i must must wash her soon.(was it a signn??)

met na and melz at 1pm at starbucks at cityhall. oh i bought my first ever starbucks. owells i just dont spend all that much on pointless stuffs.. yay mocha frappe with javachip! in any case, im quite glad i got to spend that much money before i lost the 40bucks.. -sad.

yes then we saw mrazhar(who, unfortunately, was not with a gf at the moment bother..) then we went to look for farin's prezze but couldnt decide. oh but melz broke a 26dollar extremely tacky and useless wine stopper at Cardsnsuch. the salesgirl actually swooped in to check the damage eventhough it was pretty soundless when melz dropped it and na&melz couldnt find anything wrong with the damn thing when they first picked it up.. the place was really just brimming with ugly stuffs and was honestly just waiting for people to break stuffs and pay. a lady broke some glass jar right after melz for goodness sake! sheesh.

right so then na went to somerset to meet her parents and melz went to meet some guy and i headed off for sembawang cos my mom was at my aunts and i needed a haircut. right so i got on the bus and tapped with my bubba. then the bloody bus went on a completely foreign route and i panicked and didnt notice that bubba darling wasnt in my bag! like bloody hell! and i found out from my cuz afterwards that it's just a new route and that the next stop will be normal again! WTF! and im 40bleedingbucks poorer, ez-link cardless (omg i just rmbed that i commented earlier how na always doesnt have her card =( ) and BUBBA! good god nazri would just laugh if he knew how much i miss that furry pink sheep.. it's odd really to write 'pink sheep wallet' and have the guy give me a strange look.. bother..

oh i only realized missing bubba when i went out again with my mom,aunt,cuz and sis to sun plaza for a haircut so yeah. and wth knowing my terrible luck yst, i shouldnt have gotten a haircut in the end. cos now i look like a bloody ugly butch and i need earrings for anyone to identify me as a female and i lost the bloody pair of new earrings in bubba. GARRRRRRR!

fucked up day, much?

anw i shall go watch Prison break again now.. noone's home and im lonely. noone replies my messages and im agitated again. buggering arses. can anyone tell that im on a short fuse?

i need my nazri.

olivejuice// 1 more day pls!

my life is exciting!

have i used the title before? O.o

anww, i came back from hols wed morning. yupyup!

went out with nw darling on wed aftn. watched The holiday(yay cliched bliss!). did a little xmas shopping. went to forum to visit fatin (we were bored) but we didnt say hi cos she was busy.. =/

right then nw left for kl thurs morning.. -sad. owells..

thurs
met pltnmates at pasir ris mrt. yh was in the lib and missed us and headed off to downtown east herself. part cs collected us at macs and we went to the chalet. YAY PARTAS! i missed my babies muchly.. -nods. hugee lunch(sponsored by part b's mommy). bridge!. talked to partas (yh's pointless catching mice game "miaoww"). played hide&seek with partas (yh and me played Snap in the room awhile). parta duckie caught me in the end. played maffia with pltnmates, partas and partbs (yay morbid deaths!). prayed.

BBQ~!

yz came ard 8pm. we helped partcs cook abit. i like marshmallows! and potatoes! bite bite haha! O.o and piah came from piano lesson at ard 9.. skits! i recorded partas and partbs performances yay! and part cs are so random.. yeah then pltn prezze exchange! i got ge's pig notepad and the invisible ink pen! then prezzes from the company! gosh i love partas ncc dictionary!

Bang
1. Exists in 4 forms: non-existant, chicken droppings, okay and solid

Soya milk
A refreshing drink which allegedly enhances our assets

Teddy
A cute teddy bear christened Teddy, usually seen with SSG Siti, and allegedly able to sing and dance.

yayy~!! ooh and i love loved the prezzes from partbs. oh but the snow globe they made for me kinda broke.. =( oh and the hat! ("Siti believe in Santa Claus") and partcs bulbish snow man! =D

then we talked to our partas awhile.. got into trouble for making too much noise.. then we went back to the room to discuss nco combis with partcs.. gosh they took so long and only finally came to a decision at 4.30 in the morning! meh.. me and ge slept on and off and zr and yh claim that i snored really loud and partcs heard.. but piah didnt hear it so i bet they're lyingg..

it feels weird that my partas now have a new set of ncos.. i really do hope we've made an impact on them.. meh.

oh and now our company strength is 3 men short. a little shocking i guess.. i mean i totally expected clarice to quit(hoping too i guess) and she quite obviously did.. yeah but jingxuan apparently quit too.. she didnt seem too interested but i didnt think she's the quitting type.. kinda disappointing.. and sad too cos i mean we're their parta ncos and we're sposed to make them love ncc and stay and bond and all that. bother.. guess we didnt try hard enough..

oh and of course the other shocking bit is that partc gj quit too. in partc year.. amazing.. well i spose we saw it coming but i kinda thought she'd bear just another year.. strange la.. ge was devastated i guess.. am not surprised.. bah.

yup yup we left the chalet at 8am cos poor partcs were sleeping like sardines on the bed. i had a quick shower and was all fresh.. went for breakfast with pltnmates at macs.. pltnmates (minus zr and me) were extremely exhausted cos they played xbox all night and slept horribly in the train.. =/

got home at 10.15, showered again and then mommy made me follow her to lot1 to get some stuffs and so i ate abit more and then i got home finally at 12.30 and slept. and slept. till 4.15

yes my life is exciting indeed~!

we'll probably have lunch with our partb ncos next sat, and kondiu reunion will be on fri.. hmm..

OH! and i will not go for clt course. discussed with pltnmates and all.. internal politics and me being in rg and all that is gonna make life tough for me.. etc.. so yeah i must stick to my decision and not let the upsides of clt course get to me.. nono.. bother.

and now im possibly joining rj canoeing with pltnmates.. ack suicide.

i miss nw terribly..
gar.
come back soon please..

olivejuice//

Penang

Friday night
-crammed in the backseat.

Saturday
-Crown Jewel hotel (needs fresh coat of paint. no doorbell. jammed door. bad service)
-nasi Ayam (confused waitress)
-clean up
-swim-rain
-gym
-sleep till 8+
-car lost, karaoke (loudd)
-dinner
-sleep.

Sunday
-hotel breakfast
-beach (slimy eggs, shells, dogs and starfish)
-md's noh's sketch
-2hr car trip
-stories (dad and a gashed forehead)
-Sunway Lost World at Tambun (1-4.30pm) (cousin's vomit, beyonce's butt, yummy chicken rice)
-super heavy rain!
-Bukit Merah Laketown resort (sunset cruise, scary mute clowns, haunted valley haha!, dinner, violent bumper cars, paintball, arcade, super violent bumper cars, departed 11+pm)
-sleep 1am

Monday
-breakfast (granny eats bread with chilli "nenek suka pedas.." haha cute)
-arcade (i roxors!)
-md noh's sketch part 2
-Bukit Bendera (2.30pm tram)
-lunch briyani
-baby eye infection (hospital?)
-lost (nw poko pants! O.o, Nestle tollhouse cookie, 2:22:22)
-miss train (2.45pm)
-stuffed into following trains
-huge fuss (relatively amusing)
-made new friend! (siti shadidah "eh hasyimah?" O.o)
-hilltop (cold!, food!, bought a largee shirt)
-6.20 back in car
-miscommunication
-shower & pray
-dinner at neighbouring hotel ( Steamboat disaster!, star- gazing, Pepsi cola!)
-shower
-arcade + pool! (12+ am)
-sleep

Tuesday
-morning call
-6.28 wake up
-shower
-noisy mommy + video
-breakfast (teriyaki chicken!)
-beach hunting
-1st beach (poseurs + wild grannies!)
-2nd beach (haha jackpot!) (massage parlour, peeping tomcat!, changed out, parasailing, beach buggy!, accidents, banana boat!, changed out, prayed at mosque)
-squabbles and stuffs (missing people/things, angry people)
-Lunch! (big chicken!, papadum, snacks)
-30min shopping (mad toilet rush, random pants!)
-Man of the hour/hero of the day

*HOMEBOUND!
-changed cars, speed,
-jejantas stop (pray, A&W, spearmint haha, blood-ey sister, embarassed aunt & wrong car)
on the road again (pillow)
-peeing parents

-5+ am finally home

end.

obsessive talking disorder

yeah i think there's such a thing. -nods

right so 52nd clt course pop was amazing. i caught vids of SOLID bangs which were just breathtakingly amazing. yeah and i could spot nw amongst the 200+ dudes in the parade. i roxors. haha! so so so then when we were allowed to walk to the dudes, i rushed to nw and changed his rank. haha! so fun! he looked so uberly hot and yummy. O.o info overload i expect. yeahh.. then nichola helped us take pics then we moved on to say hi to weiliang! haha his mommy was this woman who happened to sit in fronta us during the parade.. yeah then we took pics with weiliang too. they were asking the "loved ones" to get seated so we rann to look for maggi and jeriel. but we ended up finding maran instead. haha! omg he grew so bloody tall and like nw, he says it's the boots.. -_-

maran: eh you wearing kinabalu shirt ah? rmb what day it is not..
yeahh it was 121206 and it also happens to be the one yr anniversary for us people. haha! and then and then omg so coincidentally sara was there with us! hahah he came to visit his sch mate. so okay not That coincidental cos it still is an ncc affair. yeah and we realized that the fact that maggi, weiliang and jeriel went for clt course while sara,nichola and me didnt kinda proves something. haha slackers much..
nichola: it's just a balance..

yeah then it was the reception. food was pretty good.. performances by the newly-graduated clts.. nw's syndicate's performance was the best haha! (suck up yay!) yeah then the clts were celebrating like i've never seen before and i was a tad bit jealous and wished i could be among them too. buggers.. took pics with the ob dudes and nw. then i headed home with nichola at 9.30.. yeah.

in any case, apparently the commandant(i think) wishes to abolish schools' ncc traditions with clts being the main drivers to achieving that. and nw says that there were no growly girls tho they were on.

bloody hell i'd get screwed if i do go for clt course. firstly, i'd be the first clt in years from rg. and i'd be the only growling person(habits die hard..?) and there'd be a terrible amt of pressure for me to abolish our sch's ncc traditions. but i will never let that happen.. bother..

but still, the clt pop was one heck of a motivation for me to go next year. and airborne..? sigh.

owells met nw today. went west coast for macs breakfast and then walked. and walked. and walked. and discovered a pretty pond! and walked summore. then nw hadta go jamming. YAY MR SOCK! O.o

going penang tmr night and coming back on tues. aftn most probably.. meeting nw tmr morn first. hooha.

olivejuice//

hooha

yay i like my new template. farin says the alignment's screwed but i think it's actually quite nice.. =/ farin has no sense of style!

i've decided to talk bout something random.

i used to collect stickers. i had to 2 thick sticker books and i had alot alot of stickers. then my sister came to the world and ripped the pages out. i then gave up.

yaaa..

my life is sooo exciting.. yes! and i've been home All day and im hungry. VERY HUNGRYY GAR! god can someone please feed me. my tummy's shrinking i think. which is good. but im hungry. and that's not good. FEEED ME!

right. gonna go for nw's clt course pop with nichola. i miss hq.. and i miss nw. bother bother..

okay pfft im done.

olivejuice//

i am so bored that i have signed up for neopets again. and i am actually having fun. hoorah..

olivejuice//

absence makes the heart grow fonder//

haha! okay so i've been acting pretty much like a lovesick puppy.. moping ard the house and looking all depressed.. and of course indulging myself in chiclit.. which makes it all the more depressing with the indirect 'and they lived happily ever after' sorta endings.. meh. actually there really isnt much of a reason to be depressed. considering that i've got nw and i have all the time in the world now to do anything i want.. which is probably exactly why im depressed cos i've got nothing to do.. or maybe nothing that i'd wanna do.. except read and slack on the com. exciting much..

i should actually start reading up on history since im pretty much confirmed taking it next year.. hmm.. maybe tmr..

righty! and i havent gotten round to actually dieting like i promised myself.. which is dumb. cos i keep staring at my tummy and wondering when it'll go away.. and like im so determined to go for clt course and getting back in shape but i am yet to see to that. gahness..

but then again.. this isnt the best time to diet cos there's this pasar malam currently held oh so near my house.. i mean honestlyy how am i sposed to diet like that! so yeah i've had pasar malam every day since it opened.. bah me.. -stares at tummy..

heh.. nw just called and now im grinning like an idiot. bah bah bah..

anww.. pasar malams are just so super irritating sometimes. i hate the never ending queue and the lost feeling i get when i duno when they'll take my order and like the people who keep cutting in are just so annoying. and yst i realized that im not the only one with these sentiments.. there was this father who asked his son to stand in line for some food and like the guy disappeared awhile. so when he came back, he asked the son whether he'd ordered. the son was like flustered la and the dad buggered him abit more than suddenly the son burst out-"i dont know where the f***ing queue is la!" and just walked away.. i was like O.o!! and the mats beside me were like "kau! dier maki bapak dier siol! (sp?)" haha! it was terribly rude la cos the dad was all embarassed, but seemed kinda used to it, but anw yeah i hate it when parents do that.. i think they know too how annoying it is but they force the kids to buy the stuffs instead. which then made me feel bad cos at that moment i was currently waiting while my sis bought the otah. =/ owells..

yes and now i shall proceed to rant about Singtel.. WTH I FEEL SO CHEATED! yeah so i went to bukit batok to enquire bout my 100mins free outgoing cos im always exceeding and having to pay my dad for it.. i mean 100mins is like 1hr and 40mins ryt? i never exceed that la! but like apparently they charge per 6sec blocks after 1min. or something.. i didnt totally understand the billing but i still find it relatively fishy.. i mean 1:39 hours was charged as 139 mins.. FISHY RIGHTT? gar annoying..

oh then i went to the library for some good ol' reading therapy.. yay! i borrowed 7 books cos i couldnt borrow 8 cos nw's sis hadnt returned mine.. =/ owells..

right. hmm and i've been reminiscing alot bout ob sabah.. it's been almost a year (121205) since us random people were brought together for a wonderful 12 days of fun-filled adventures! =) i rmbed that i cried a total of 3 times there and all at the most unexpected times and for unexpected reasons.. pathetic really.. =/ heh and i cant help remembering how we were all so worried bout pp that we stayed up a long while.. and like when everyone finally knocked out, me and maggi still hadnt so we were up pretty much the whole night just talking.. fun times indeed.. and gosh the 12 days was relatively tense i spose.. so many things happened..

oh i might be getting together with shell and quack on the 12th.. cept that quack hasnt been replying my messages.. and i called her sometime back but i got understandably brushed off cos she was at work.. but she hasnt returned my call or my messages since so im geting a tad bit annoyed.. bah.

im going for the clt course grad night on the 12th tho.. probably with shell but if she cant make it, then i'll be going for nicky.. i considered asking farin(by tempting her with all the hot guys in no1 uniform) but i realized that it'll be better to ask an ncc dude who'll find the trip more meaningful and worthwhile.. nw asked me to change his rank for him.. it'll look kinda odd but haha so funn! =D

yeah.. oh we're having a kondiu reunion on the 14th.. somewhere fun too.. haha! cant wait.. oh but meanie nichola suggested that we have a clique reunion instead, which makes it.. 6 of us.. hmm but pretty much the rest of them cant make it anw so i spose it's gonna be like that.. owells yay..

right so i've pretty much talked about everything that's been in my mind so hoorah! i love blogging cos it's like talking to myself but people wont call me wacko for that.. =)

syimstar signing off..
O.o.O

olivejuice//

obsession

this is extremely unhealthy.. im currently obsessed with clt course.. im coming up with more reasons to go so very often.. and at the same time, i can come up with many many reasons not to go.. result? inner conflict! bah..

why i should go: i have never worn a no1 uniform. i have never won an award(self-fulfillment?). i wanna go for stuffs at a subsidised rate. i wanna go for stuffs while i still can cos when im older, i'll wear tudung which makes it tedious and i'll only just procrastinate it. rg's probably gonna get an attached clt soon and i spose i'd rather it be me then any other dude from some other sch (i dunno if part cs share the same sentiment tho.. =/). it'll be fun...?

why i shouldnt go: i only have 2 years to prepare for As and i must not screw up. clt's not really recognized in rj (i think). i wanna have a sport cca. i kinda forgot all my ncc stuffs. im very much out of shape. the commitment! none of my pltnmates are going. the march/june course might clash with my mid-yrs. the march/june course is esp meant for ite/poly people. im terribly scared of mats. im worried that i'll screw up.

well see! there're more reasons for me Not to go but wth i WANT to go.. i can come up with more reasons for both sides i guess.. so i spose im not gonna come to a conclusion all too soon.. pltnmates arent helping much! cos they keep saying it's up to me.. gar! this is terrible..

in any case..

YAY I LOVE MY PLTNMATES! we went sentosa today.. haah! piah was at the dentist getting tortured like hell, yh had a job, sn woke up late and ge was just late.. so yz,zr and me headed of to palawan beach first. the weather was so terribly hot. changed out. bought stuffs from 711. ge came. we bought a smiley ball(which we lost in the end cos we kinda forgot where we left it.. =/) then then we went into the water.slack around.ate chips. drank super big gulp.played a little soccer(altho it was more like kicking ard the ball and missing), played at a kiddy pool area. sn came with a swollen right foot. played in the water. walked back to the soccer area. played soccer. 2 sajc girls asked if they could play too. they played better than us. they went off to play handball with the rest of the sajc people they came with. pltnmates ended up sitting on the sand and talking bout all sorts of stuffs. i applied a layer of sand to keep myself from being sunburnt and i looked like a hippo/elephant. sn and zr got sunburnt. played in the water. some guy in charge of this super cool play area thing in the water with super cool floats and stuffs told us that we could play for as long as we want for 5bucks since it's monday and a slow day (we intended to go earlier on but it was 5bucks per hour per person.. crazy..). changed out. went to vivo. had desserts at kopitiam. py came with her filled teeth. went to 711 for zr's batts. went back home by mrt.

summarized version of my day yes! O.o

my brain is still in turmoil. my emotions are screwed. an obsession is depressing. i guess that's why i dont have an interest at all. it's so much easier.. altho i spose having an interesting in somebodyy doesnt count.. =/ owells

COME BACK FROM CLT COURSE SOON, YOU!

olivejuice//