updates

okay my life hasnt been that exciting lately, thus no updates. but anywayy since liyana insisted (heh), i shall.

1) all about nazzer (i recommend you skip this part)
firstly, 4yr anniversary after a longg bumpy year = yay! march hols lastlast week so no kids in sch but we only got thurs and fri off, which is just as well cos nazzer's block leave started on thurs anw.
thurs: somewhat officially celebrated anniversary where i actually tried to dress up zomg and he wore well, his usual stuff. dragonball (super wtg), earle swensens + cable car + sentosa. anw cable car was quite fun at first cos we got a no.72 tt looked like 27 from inside yay! lol then it got super anti-climax cos we were super smart and decided to alight at mt faber awhile and there was a Massive queue to sentosa cos of Iranian tourists =/ Then when we finally got into one, they dumped 3 China tourists with us so it was like uh O.o HAHA!
fri: Pathlight sports day yay! nazzer volunteered too but they assigned us to diff groups, which happened to be in diff buses as well.. =/ but anw, VERY FUN! haha adorable kids yesyes. my group was the secondary level boys though but they were very fun to hang ard with as well (:
sat(21st): flockey! then heavy rain halfway so nazzer and i took random bus ride yay! (:
sat(28th): no flockey! kite-flying at marina barrage haha! super hot day but it was windy so okay lah. nazzer is a Good kite-flyer and got the kite up super fast yup. then uh very long tantrum session all the way to vivo. then got tix to DMC. then KFC 2 PIECE CHICKEN! (one craving checkedd). then DMC was very lol but happy-funny yup.. =/ then took bus to je cos nazzer hadta get stuff from the emart thing at Chevrons. he got me new balance running shoes hahaha! then walked to IMM bk for a drink and hersheys pie (: then took bus to bbdc cos he wanted to sign up for bike license but the place was closed zomg! nyeh so we went to the mobil next door to buy drinks and then he sent me home.
k finished

in other news,
2) Research project with Dr G
is going pretty well i should think. got him an interview with khairul and syafiq last thurs cos they did temp teaching at madr aljunied yupp.. haha and he gave me a Borders gift card "for all the help" (:
3) Driving
currently at stage 3 and i ought to book my TP test asap. driving simulator on wed was very funn but i crashed the simulated car approx 3 times and killed a cyclist D:
4) Work
2/4 of us Eden jc aides are ending work by 15 april cos theyre starting sch soon. grah sad! plus zomg i'll be chiong-ing the rest of the DLS project for my group alone = scary. but haha it's okay cos challenges are fun (: but we're also very much behind time so quite stressful hmm. in any case, the kids are wonderful as usual and occasional hiccups are manageable so yup, lubx super adorable kids! =D
5) I HAVENT BEEN GOING OUT WITH FRIENDS IN SO LONG OMG I THINK I HAVE NO FRIENDS ANYMORE AND I MISS THEM CAN SOMEONE PLS HAVE DINNER WITH ME?
D:

olivejuice// haha noob card is cute (:

FOUR!

so met nazzer for dinner today.. bummed around jp alone after work for over an hour then bugger came in sotaksexy newno4 uniform ): banquet was full so i ended up waiting for him at a table with 3 rather amusing makciks =/ we moved when he arrived though haha

anw date was basically cut short cos nazzer needed to poop. dejavu, much? sigh.

kk not in the mood to blog much. i will update over the weekend, yes..

olivejuice// happy 4 years, love..

onward!

hi i guess i ought to say something bout my results cos i've been giving vague answers to the ppl who've asked me how i did. well to sum it up, i'd say Bad. not even OH TRIPLE A versus straight As bad, but bad. HAHA there i go being vague again. okay let's say it's a Bad i want to die cos my future looks really dim right now. (: sigh.

ahwell srsly la what did i expect? i was getting Us for EVERY SINGLE physics paper. i mean if i wanna make myself feel better then i can try to put things in perspective. like i can safely say that i improved quite alot for every subject. lol like that makes any difference.. and it didnt help any that 70% plus of the rj population got At least 3 As or that 90% got A or B for maths/history and many other subjects.

failure in life.

im still gonna try my luck and apply for all the social sciences at the local unis under discretionary admission but haha see how tt goes lah.. otherwise i'll go for special ed at nie hmm.

im very scared

amusement

i find it amusing that the class im helping out with has 'arse' in its name
i also find it amusing that my initials are SHH when im a relatively chatty person

and it is also mildly amusing that A level results are out this friday. as in the chaos and panic that has sprung, well for quite a while now.. i even noticed yst that there's a facebook group called 'i have developed insomnia because of March the 6th' or somethingg. lol! in any case, i myself am scared out of my wits and i have every right to feel this way considering my exciting academic performance throughout my two years in rj haha..

anw workmates and i were going through our other options ie. back up plan, if we end up not being able to make it to uni, and i have one less route open to me that is Occupational Therapy cos my only science subject is at H1 level wtg. ):

anw i had The dream yst. i was walking to the hall to get my results but i woke up before i even reached. na had it too the previous night. i doubt the insomniacs on facebook have had the dream yet hahaha..

owells gonna try not to think about results yes. ooh driving today was good cos instructor was good and he seemed to know his stuff really well so i felt pretty confident on the road too. OH and previous instructor taught me some wrong stuff zomg! D:

ALL THE BEST TO ALL 2008 A LEVELERS! believe it or not, there is still life beyond results. wow.

the beginning of the end

gosh tiring. i've decided to write two entries from now on, one tt covers my whole week and a much much shorter entry with somewhat more interesting content that would actually be viewable hmm. figured noone really wants to read long draggy entries bout my life anw hurrs

anw i've been thinking alot lately. well actually thinking of many things all at once and not anything in particular and then it's like not thinking at all? idk brain's all muddled lately. totally screwed up my driving prac today bother..

btw rented HSM3 cos i was curious. it reeked of cliche and wtf-ness owells. im possibly just jealous cos she's pretty but Hudgens annoys me greatly hrmmph.

nazzer's suggesting i come over to his place to bake or cook. sounds very fun but zomg my Boyfriend is teaching Me how to cook. ouchh. lolol..

oh and i realize that i really really miss watching Gossip Girl and fangirling over Chuck Bass and Blair and their pairing meh meh whyy are they taking so long to air it rawrr! =/

hmm mom's been ignoring me for the past two weeks and treating me worse than a stranger in this hse. i mean, i dont think about it most of the time cos im out mostly but the times when i actually have to interact with her is just awkward and difficult cos she wouldnt look at me. plus i treated family to pizza yst and she totally didnt acknowledge my treat, much less thank me. i mean sure you've sacrificed alot for this family and i appreciate it, but i will have to do that someday too for my own family and it's my time to live my childhood/life in general now so pls cant you let me do it in peace instead of making me feel guilty for godknows what reason? hate this mindfuck rawr.

in other news, short reunion with partas and fellow ncos at rg was very nice.. my babies are so lovely haha.. their mini scavenger hunt thing at the start was really sweet yay.. (: "the place where the end begins" or something like that hurrs. so yeah shoutout to them if they happen to read this, ThankYou partas for being so awesome and silly and srsly enjoy your last yr at rg cos you'd definitely miss it, boos..


ack this entry's pretty long too. meh