i love jieying

i randomly visited jy's blog and copy&pasted this cos i felt it was very remarkably put:

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I have never seen any unit award in my 3 years, or heard anything complimentary said about the company. Yes, perhaps the HQ doesn't hate us 'cos we're just a minor irritant. Something to joke about during a water cooler break. The whole existence of RGSNCC (Land n. S n. A) for me has been just old stories that we were once you-know-what, maybe even lies. All recycled, repeated, re-anything prose. Why should I even bother to say it again when I find it so hard to believe now?

But we've never stopped hoping. We're still sitting upright, shouting in our voices, pressing our uniforms and even retelling those stories just to make ourselves believe. Does it matter to us that we've lost face thousands of times simply because we continue with whatever tradition, or that we've had expletives fired at us and our platoon? We don't care.

Go on and hate us, walk out on us, even accuse us (mindlessly) for what we will do. One day you and your parts will gain it back for the school. Don't let us settle for anything less.

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i miss you jy. i hope to see you this sat! =)