not too long now.. gosh..
well friday was rhd.. amusing really.. and and andd i think there's quite a high chance of me becoming unstraight! O.o i think guys clothes are incredibly comfy woo~! oh and i ordered the super cool collectors' item toy but there were problems i guess so i didnt get em in the end. =/ after sch, me, nw and fariNa went for lunch and i lost my wallet. scary stuffs.. went back to sch to look for it and apparently it was at the go but i hadta pay 2bucks for it.. odd..
saturday was outdoor trg day! YAY! at pasir park. first and last outdoor trg.. sigh. anw, it was pretty fun.. got annoyed at certain times but it was overall really fun.. lovelovelove my parta babies.. =)) but lunch was sad cos they served non-halal spaghetti, which was disappointing cos the food looked good. gar! then we rushed back to whitesands where sir,mdm chng and ng treated us to swensens.. haha yay! then nw came and we went back to pasir ris park.. O.o then then then after that we went for dinner at cine with 2 strange guys! strange! and and they didnt eat so mehh..
monday was trg. im really gonna miss my partas.. the company.. etc. bah. anww, tues i went for math tuition. there was a frenchboy who was teaching ms long french words or something and it seemed as though she was flirting! disturbing really..
wed was c div basketball finals against zhonghua at delta near redhill. i love basketball matches! exciting rarr! and we so totally crushed them. lala! but it was a terribly violent match la.. terrible sportsmanship.. =/ then after that i met nw to collect my mp3 player which i've concluded, looks rather nice.. yup!
thursday was a looong day as usual. sleepy tired garr. thenn i went to jurong point to watch lakehouse with nw. yay yay! love lakehouse! haah!!
friday wasnt too bad.. handed in hist pt, had lsl presentation during assembly block.. oh! malay was rather interesting.. the first half of the lesson, cikgu made us clean up the class cos it was filthy! cleared the cupboards and stuff.. the area behind the board was especially gross cos there were rat shit. the 'mondok' that they've been talking about. so so so yuck..
after sch there was some friction between partbs and their temp ncos.. sigh the company! so we watched ord trg for awhile.. ooh partas were so mushed up emo beings and they told us they loved us. gosh! -hyperventilates~ then sn wasnt in the mood to go out so me,yh and zr went to taka. bought quite alot of food and went up to the place where our parta ncos took us for lunch once. the place has changed since, but the memories were.. *sighs! O.o then we went art friend to get the last trg materials.. then i hadta rush back to school for the inconvo forum.. interestingly infuriating indeed! garr.. the queenstown guy looked terribly pissed.. odd.. but yeah i was pretty annoyed at certain stuffs too but i didnt have time to say my piece during the forum. so when the thing was over, i was outside with cake when i saw our vice principal. I said Thank you..
so anw i've been doing presents today. fingers hurt like woahh.. sigh pain.. went out to get food.. then i slacked all the way till now.. im terrible! shall sleep soon and get max rest. yeaaahh!
oh and apparently part Cs read jnrs blogs quite frequently. just want to remind you all that blogs are like diaries and sometimes its best not to know certain stuffs.. and privay garr! make them respect you,dearies..
okay im super sleepy now..
super sweet sixteen last thurs woo~! i love you..-hugs tight
Saturday, July 29, 2006
Thursday, July 20, 2006
2 more weeks and we'll be through
just read 1sg jiahui's blog entry bout our disappointing performance at campfeast.. gosh. so long ago.. i rmb feeling so awful and wanted so badly to undo whatshit ive done. god the mistakes i made was so.. garr-ing..
when we were cadets, when ncos scolded and screamed at us, we'd feel scared and sad for disappointing ourselves and ncos. we'd say "yes we must improve for our ncos!" O.o and now as an nco, i see my partas making mistakes, im disappointed only in myself cos i couldnt be a better nco. i didnt teach them the right stuffs. i wasnt forceful enough and that's why our partas started off pretty bad. it really does hurt to scold your part. the only part you'll ever have in your four years. and theyre only partas! theyre my babies. Us parta ncos have taken them in under our care as lost little pratas. 20 individuals brought together to form rgsncclandpartas`06. theyre a pltn now and theyre only at the start of a looong journey.. while pltnmates and i are ending ours in just 2 weeks..
gosh how time flies.
wotay! inter-ug day yst was bahded. i had my eng speech to write after sch and so i joined in later. ug day was basically just games and concert. O.o yeah.. me, ge and sn were in charge of the caterpillar station. and meh.. the people were so disorganized that i had a hugee urge to yell at them to fall in or something. mehs..
anw. concert was okay i spose.. haha gb sec 3s play was so super amusing.. ncc people eat all the time apparently.. hmm.. haha! and and the dbsk dance was so uber cool! yes yes. i wanna dance like them too. -nods! hahaha!
our performance wasnt tooo bad. we only got our roles and script like that morning itself. gosh scary.. i memorized my lines woo~! anw, was quite good overall i spose.. we won 3rd anw. haha! yay for last min work! we seem to be more efficient that way eh pltnmates? lala..
ohh yes. i was so super pissed. -nods! cos i wasted 4 bloody days of my hols making trophies. yes trophies which were, if not nice, then extremely time consuming. i specifically had 4 miscellaneous titles with trophies that i thought represented them quite well. but the judges decided that "ooh! let's create new titles!" or whatnots. most educational? most melodious? bloody screwballs..
and god i was right to assume that they'd dump the stuffs just like that. i currently have 3 abandoned trophies.. haah! one of which i brought home for memories sake. ahwell.. and i thought i was fine already until i picked up another trophy. pltnmates were talking to the company gathered at the amphitheatre. so i just joined in and ge asked what i was holding/doing. =/ so i told her i was picking up trash.. then i got sad again and tried hiding behind ge and cried. haha! it's not so much because they didnt like it. but that they didnt appreciate my effort enough to at least hold on to the trophy sometime before, if they must, throw it somewhere where i wont see it. but nooo.. hurtful people.. haha!
aight aight. sposed to do ss article review outline. needed to vent. done that so yeah.. YAY SS! O.o
-hugs tight. olivejuice..
when we were cadets, when ncos scolded and screamed at us, we'd feel scared and sad for disappointing ourselves and ncos. we'd say "yes we must improve for our ncos!" O.o and now as an nco, i see my partas making mistakes, im disappointed only in myself cos i couldnt be a better nco. i didnt teach them the right stuffs. i wasnt forceful enough and that's why our partas started off pretty bad. it really does hurt to scold your part. the only part you'll ever have in your four years. and theyre only partas! theyre my babies. Us parta ncos have taken them in under our care as lost little pratas. 20 individuals brought together to form rgsncclandpartas`06. theyre a pltn now and theyre only at the start of a looong journey.. while pltnmates and i are ending ours in just 2 weeks..
gosh how time flies.
wotay! inter-ug day yst was bahded. i had my eng speech to write after sch and so i joined in later. ug day was basically just games and concert. O.o yeah.. me, ge and sn were in charge of the caterpillar station. and meh.. the people were so disorganized that i had a hugee urge to yell at them to fall in or something. mehs..
anw. concert was okay i spose.. haha gb sec 3s play was so super amusing.. ncc people eat all the time apparently.. hmm.. haha! and and the dbsk dance was so uber cool! yes yes. i wanna dance like them too. -nods! hahaha!
our performance wasnt tooo bad. we only got our roles and script like that morning itself. gosh scary.. i memorized my lines woo~! anw, was quite good overall i spose.. we won 3rd anw. haha! yay for last min work! we seem to be more efficient that way eh pltnmates? lala..
ohh yes. i was so super pissed. -nods! cos i wasted 4 bloody days of my hols making trophies. yes trophies which were, if not nice, then extremely time consuming. i specifically had 4 miscellaneous titles with trophies that i thought represented them quite well. but the judges decided that "ooh! let's create new titles!" or whatnots. most educational? most melodious? bloody screwballs..
and god i was right to assume that they'd dump the stuffs just like that. i currently have 3 abandoned trophies.. haah! one of which i brought home for memories sake. ahwell.. and i thought i was fine already until i picked up another trophy. pltnmates were talking to the company gathered at the amphitheatre. so i just joined in and ge asked what i was holding/doing. =/ so i told her i was picking up trash.. then i got sad again and tried hiding behind ge and cried. haha! it's not so much because they didnt like it. but that they didnt appreciate my effort enough to at least hold on to the trophy sometime before, if they must, throw it somewhere where i wont see it. but nooo.. hurtful people.. haha!
aight aight. sposed to do ss article review outline. needed to vent. done that so yeah.. YAY SS! O.o
-hugs tight. olivejuice..
Sunday, July 16, 2006
when times are better
today's a sunday. and as expected, i've been slacking again. garr!
monday: trg. company pt and drills.. not too bad.. zerui's birthdayy! haah! got back chem and physics pt. not too bad.. cant rmb what else
tuesday: short day. went for the swim finals thing with fariNa, who were oggling the shirtless guys. -nods! and superman. =/ yay i cheered alott and lost my voice. woots! then then me and farin went to eat at toa payoh. bought noodles then me and farin shared carrot cake. haha! then i called dad to ask whether he was going home then he said he was leaving the office so we went down to meet him but he needed to pop by the bank awhile so he gave us 10bucks to spend at macs. haha! but farin looked so disappointed that i bought only drinks.
wednesday: sick! had fever the night before probably cos we were caught in the rain. i was somewhat better in the morning but i hadnt studied for the english test so i was freaking out and mom said i should stay home cos i wasnt feeling all that well anw. went to the docs and had breakfast. then i got home and slept. slept. then went for tuition. ooh finally got my potato salad! =)
thursday: loong day. got back my maths paper. 38/40 woo~! first time i ever got above 30. yay me! was sposed to have interug day rehearsals after school but pltnmates all had stuffs after school and only me and ge were left. shorthanded much.. and i was groggy cos i ate my pills and we managed to free ourselves. went home and slept. oh yes~ got to class after the bell and the natl anthem and when i was at the door, there was announcement for me and some others to report to the general office. had a godawful shock. gah. then rushed down and was even more shocked to see prama. mehh.. apparently mscheryl nominated me,grace and liju for the service award thinger. odd stuffs..
friday: short day. commanded during morn assembly. The girl that everyone was freaked by was.. freaky. yes. weird weird person.. after sch went for lunch with nw, farin and na. orgasmm! O.o childish childish them.. then we got bored so we took 190 to cityhall and went to esplanade. me and nw danced the hula dance! then na went home and the 3 of us went to candy empire where farin decided not to buy anything cos she thought that 2bucks would suffice. O.o was depressed by the loads of chocs so i was cranky. then we bought ice cream and went home while farin went for baybeats. was kinda late for mad again. i have a pt for Akhlak. write a 5page rencana. gosh seriouslyy. mehh.. shall just do on gejala sosial so'd i can get notes from malay class. yay rp! then then i had a contemplative and emo night. yes. odd..
sat: rgs open house. so extraa! roamed the school with yh and py awhile. bored us ended up at the kitchens watching a vid on how to make yam cake cos we were looking for food. got samples tho.. then yh hadta go with her shift so me and py just slacked off at the ncc room.. suddenly knocknock and encik cheryl came in. we're still freaked by sec4s somewhat so we went out of the room and saw a freaky black spider outside our door. then we tried to make it go into the guides room and it did. O.o shh dont tell them.
then i hadta go off for chemicar race. haha renu and me yeahh! we hit the max distance and since only 2 classes showed up, we probably won.. and us kind souls helped 403's elizabeth(?) with her car cos her teammates ditched her or something. odd girl tells us she doesnt like her class cos they weren't bonded. riite.. anw yeah she got her car to move. then me and renu went to the canteen to get our free food. yh and ge had been queuing for a half hr so we asked them to collect the food for us. then a random girl came by and asked if we wanted food cos she had extra. hoorah i had 2packets of rice!
after lunch i found na who was mothering her sis. dont tell her but i think she reminded me of her mom.. =/ yeah then i went for flockeyy! woo~! i missed flockey! met nw at boonkeng and walked to the spos office. only kaiyuen(?), zaini, zaidi, luqman, ramadhan,msmei and coach shaiful were there. ahwell.. trg was intense! few breaks and hot sun and mehh. was exhausted.. then we went home. there's a straight bus to cck and it took less than an hour! garr i never knew..
sunday: went to the park with dad and sisters. played basketball, skipping and odd stuffs. very amusing.. then nisah made me cycle her bike home. sucked. was too small i think and the gears were screwy so my thighs hurt like mad. garr! then dad waiting downstairs then we went for brunch at lj. haha yay!
and now im slacking. garr! was trying to write "my contributions & achievements to society" and realized that i have so little.. dont think i'd qualify for the award but ahwell.. i've done as much as i possibly can and that's all that matters. to me at least. yupyup! after all, im planning to continue with spos for as long as i can. still hoping i can get a job involving social work or something.. haha!
rite. shall try mugging again. so shitted. bahhhH!
and i love You! woo~! -hugs.. O.o
monday: trg. company pt and drills.. not too bad.. zerui's birthdayy! haah! got back chem and physics pt. not too bad.. cant rmb what else
tuesday: short day. went for the swim finals thing with fariNa, who were oggling the shirtless guys. -nods! and superman. =/ yay i cheered alott and lost my voice. woots! then then me and farin went to eat at toa payoh. bought noodles then me and farin shared carrot cake. haha! then i called dad to ask whether he was going home then he said he was leaving the office so we went down to meet him but he needed to pop by the bank awhile so he gave us 10bucks to spend at macs. haha! but farin looked so disappointed that i bought only drinks.
wednesday: sick! had fever the night before probably cos we were caught in the rain. i was somewhat better in the morning but i hadnt studied for the english test so i was freaking out and mom said i should stay home cos i wasnt feeling all that well anw. went to the docs and had breakfast. then i got home and slept. slept. then went for tuition. ooh finally got my potato salad! =)
thursday: loong day. got back my maths paper. 38/40 woo~! first time i ever got above 30. yay me! was sposed to have interug day rehearsals after school but pltnmates all had stuffs after school and only me and ge were left. shorthanded much.. and i was groggy cos i ate my pills and we managed to free ourselves. went home and slept. oh yes~ got to class after the bell and the natl anthem and when i was at the door, there was announcement for me and some others to report to the general office. had a godawful shock. gah. then rushed down and was even more shocked to see prama. mehh.. apparently mscheryl nominated me,grace and liju for the service award thinger. odd stuffs..
friday: short day. commanded during morn assembly. The girl that everyone was freaked by was.. freaky. yes. weird weird person.. after sch went for lunch with nw, farin and na. orgasmm! O.o childish childish them.. then we got bored so we took 190 to cityhall and went to esplanade. me and nw danced the hula dance! then na went home and the 3 of us went to candy empire where farin decided not to buy anything cos she thought that 2bucks would suffice. O.o was depressed by the loads of chocs so i was cranky. then we bought ice cream and went home while farin went for baybeats. was kinda late for mad again. i have a pt for Akhlak. write a 5page rencana. gosh seriouslyy. mehh.. shall just do on gejala sosial so'd i can get notes from malay class. yay rp! then then i had a contemplative and emo night. yes. odd..
sat: rgs open house. so extraa! roamed the school with yh and py awhile. bored us ended up at the kitchens watching a vid on how to make yam cake cos we were looking for food. got samples tho.. then yh hadta go with her shift so me and py just slacked off at the ncc room.. suddenly knocknock and encik cheryl came in. we're still freaked by sec4s somewhat so we went out of the room and saw a freaky black spider outside our door. then we tried to make it go into the guides room and it did. O.o shh dont tell them.
then i hadta go off for chemicar race. haha renu and me yeahh! we hit the max distance and since only 2 classes showed up, we probably won.. and us kind souls helped 403's elizabeth(?) with her car cos her teammates ditched her or something. odd girl tells us she doesnt like her class cos they weren't bonded. riite.. anw yeah she got her car to move. then me and renu went to the canteen to get our free food. yh and ge had been queuing for a half hr so we asked them to collect the food for us. then a random girl came by and asked if we wanted food cos she had extra. hoorah i had 2packets of rice!
after lunch i found na who was mothering her sis. dont tell her but i think she reminded me of her mom.. =/ yeah then i went for flockeyy! woo~! i missed flockey! met nw at boonkeng and walked to the spos office. only kaiyuen(?), zaini, zaidi, luqman, ramadhan,msmei and coach shaiful were there. ahwell.. trg was intense! few breaks and hot sun and mehh. was exhausted.. then we went home. there's a straight bus to cck and it took less than an hour! garr i never knew..
sunday: went to the park with dad and sisters. played basketball, skipping and odd stuffs. very amusing.. then nisah made me cycle her bike home. sucked. was too small i think and the gears were screwy so my thighs hurt like mad. garr! then dad waiting downstairs then we went for brunch at lj. haha yay!
and now im slacking. garr! was trying to write "my contributions & achievements to society" and realized that i have so little.. dont think i'd qualify for the award but ahwell.. i've done as much as i possibly can and that's all that matters. to me at least. yupyup! after all, im planning to continue with spos for as long as i can. still hoping i can get a job involving social work or something.. haha!
rite. shall try mugging again. so shitted. bahhhH!
and i love You! woo~! -hugs.. O.o
Sunday, July 09, 2006
gosh cake
woots birthday week. i am legal! yeha.
monday trg. no more jieying in school.. sad stuffs.. bah..
tuesday: short day. rushed off home to get my mp3 player. ladeedum. collected specs, went to akira to get my player checked.. and nw..
wednesday: philo debate was a success! -nods. hurt my ankle during soccer.. bah hurt the ankle on my birthday last year too. deja vu woots.. then ncc day parade rehearsal till 4.. sized the company etc etc. then we took over ncc air awhile. the partas are scary.. made me kinda proud of my partas.. haha! anw, taught the air partas hormat and tahap(sp?)sedia etc etc. ahwell..
then went for tuition with nana who was angry with me cos we were late. =/
thursday: twas my birthday. weee! partas gave me a store bought cake with partas made icing. haha! so sweeeet! like literallyy.. but haha! lovelove my partas.. then then i got muffins from na! they were yummyy. and and a poster thinger and a mirrorwriting letter. O.o lovelove liyanaa!
after school went to orchard with farin to meet taufiq to collect my prezze. O.o haha! but it was nice la. so weee! then met nw then farin went home. so yeah.. went home too.. and nw made me a balloon squirrel. =// then at bp we saw msg weining. was in shock. gosh! so yeah greeted her when she walked away..
then when i got home i changed out for dinner out with my family. haha pizza hut is fun. thenn got a cheesy card from my parents which was sweet.. and a phone for my birthday. woots! well i get to choose and buy much much later i spose..
friday: ncc day observance parade. reached school ard 6.35.. sewed on my staff ranks. (thanks alot sir.garr..) and yeah was panicking like crazy.. and sir chew came in asking whether he can stand under the fan.. py was in short shorts and i had my skirt hiked up to my thighs. gosh that fish.. then sir chia was at the door and the dudes were discussing where to put ncc air's planes. i was soo super annoyed. garr!! then sir, as he was leaving the room, asked whether i could finish sewing in time. i think i almost growled at him or something. but yeah i did finish in time for the parade. so yh commanded the company. and they marched good! =) altho dressing after belok was a little screwy.. but ahwell. alot better than ncc air. the dudes didnt even bang at berhenti. gosh.. anw kinda embarassing considering that they still wear the rgs tags on their shoulder to hq.. see! they shouldve joined us at land.. -nods..
so yes i screwed up the first part of the speech cos i was still tense from the nerve-wrecking rank sewing incident and bleah. recovered after awhile and finished the super long speech by dr arthur beng, bbm. hahahahaha! inside joke much. and yeah. what Does bbm stand for?
after sch, went out with fariNa and nw. said hi to nw's friend for some reason.. then we were late for the movie so ended up watching superman at lido instead.. and gosh cake! gahh? was in shock for some time.. sigh strange people.. thanks anw for the pink frilly lingerie. was.. sweet. yes. and farin gave me foods from famous amos and nw baked me yummy brownies..=) then i was late for mad.
saturday: 9am at pasir ris. pltnmates were super late tsk! esp zr who came hours later after we've left pasir ris park. reccee'd the place. planned next sat's outdoor trg. cycled around. cycled in the maze. cycle cycle. haha. ass hurt bad. they should make better bicycle seats. -nods. scary man at the toilet..
then met nw at jurong point. where apparently the top 12 spore idols will be appearing at 4. =/ i like long bus rides.. haha!
so yeah got home all tired and bathed and prayed and slept. and slept. and slept.
i love you,baby.. 6years! pinky promise! O.o -snuggles..
monday trg. no more jieying in school.. sad stuffs.. bah..
tuesday: short day. rushed off home to get my mp3 player. ladeedum. collected specs, went to akira to get my player checked.. and nw..
wednesday: philo debate was a success! -nods. hurt my ankle during soccer.. bah hurt the ankle on my birthday last year too. deja vu woots.. then ncc day parade rehearsal till 4.. sized the company etc etc. then we took over ncc air awhile. the partas are scary.. made me kinda proud of my partas.. haha! anw, taught the air partas hormat and tahap(sp?)sedia etc etc. ahwell..
then went for tuition with nana who was angry with me cos we were late. =/
thursday: twas my birthday. weee! partas gave me a store bought cake with partas made icing. haha! so sweeeet! like literallyy.. but haha! lovelove my partas.. then then i got muffins from na! they were yummyy. and and a poster thinger and a mirrorwriting letter. O.o lovelove liyanaa!
after school went to orchard with farin to meet taufiq to collect my prezze. O.o haha! but it was nice la. so weee! then met nw then farin went home. so yeah.. went home too.. and nw made me a balloon squirrel. =// then at bp we saw msg weining. was in shock. gosh! so yeah greeted her when she walked away..
then when i got home i changed out for dinner out with my family. haha pizza hut is fun. thenn got a cheesy card from my parents which was sweet.. and a phone for my birthday. woots! well i get to choose and buy much much later i spose..
friday: ncc day observance parade. reached school ard 6.35.. sewed on my staff ranks. (thanks alot sir.garr..) and yeah was panicking like crazy.. and sir chew came in asking whether he can stand under the fan.. py was in short shorts and i had my skirt hiked up to my thighs. gosh that fish.. then sir chia was at the door and the dudes were discussing where to put ncc air's planes. i was soo super annoyed. garr!! then sir, as he was leaving the room, asked whether i could finish sewing in time. i think i almost growled at him or something. but yeah i did finish in time for the parade. so yh commanded the company. and they marched good! =) altho dressing after belok was a little screwy.. but ahwell. alot better than ncc air. the dudes didnt even bang at berhenti. gosh.. anw kinda embarassing considering that they still wear the rgs tags on their shoulder to hq.. see! they shouldve joined us at land.. -nods..
so yes i screwed up the first part of the speech cos i was still tense from the nerve-wrecking rank sewing incident and bleah. recovered after awhile and finished the super long speech by dr arthur beng, bbm. hahahahaha! inside joke much. and yeah. what Does bbm stand for?
after sch, went out with fariNa and nw. said hi to nw's friend for some reason.. then we were late for the movie so ended up watching superman at lido instead.. and gosh cake! gahh? was in shock for some time.. sigh strange people.. thanks anw for the pink frilly lingerie. was.. sweet. yes. and farin gave me foods from famous amos and nw baked me yummy brownies..=) then i was late for mad.
saturday: 9am at pasir ris. pltnmates were super late tsk! esp zr who came hours later after we've left pasir ris park. reccee'd the place. planned next sat's outdoor trg. cycled around. cycled in the maze. cycle cycle. haha. ass hurt bad. they should make better bicycle seats. -nods. scary man at the toilet..
then met nw at jurong point. where apparently the top 12 spore idols will be appearing at 4. =/ i like long bus rides.. haha!
so yeah got home all tired and bathed and prayed and slept. and slept. and slept.
i love you,baby.. 6years! pinky promise! O.o -snuggles..
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