my saturdays are always so eventful. hahas
had jk meeting in the morn. was 30+ mins late cos my alarm didnt go off. ooh. i lovelovelove drama `06 storyline currently. sososo coool. yayy!
then me farin and na left. met elita. i finally got my bk!! bwee. na paid 4bucks of my meal. eheh. but i was full. so i kept my kambeng in my bag and drank my LARGE coke and my fries. ahahs. the coke coke coke. bwee. so big so nice so highhh
then i was late for flockey. haha. met hawa, pong,( hah farin hah) siva and hanako, the jap dude who's the ambassador for special os. hahs. yeah. katong special school is super far from kembangan mrt la. and the day was hottt. and pong and siva were like so far ahead. pong says exasperately: "hurry hurry. we're late. they cant start the game without a referee. and im the referee!!" haha. i laugh
katong special school has a pool. a nice greeen soccer field. and nice playground. why? cos they've got publicity. even the presidentt is going there to watch the katong flockers on childrens' day. must increase publicity of the other schools. yeah.
the athletes so zai la. weather so hot can still play. and our atheletes are so nicee. they were like just passing puck around and not scoring so that the smallsmall cutecute katong players can try steal their puck. "stick check! stick check!!" ohh. luqman so funny. he looked so frustrated with his why-wont-you-just-let-me-score look. hahs. me and ally crush crush #8. he's so cuuute. gah! so tinyy and he scored 1 goallllll! woo. nicole crushes #1. hahs. he's got potential and he's so leader-y. =)
ohOhOH!. izzatul was playing for katong. then she was being her usual uncooperative self and was at the canteen with pong during break. omg. i came to the canteen and had a shock la. she was hugging teddy and said she wanted to keep him. help?? pong actually thought it wasnt anyone's teddy but it was actually MY TEDDY! someone took teddy for awhile before that and prollie left it on the table where izza found it. or pong. hmmm. anw, yeah. took a hell long time to get it back. was telling her i'd cry and whatnots. and i wasnt lying la please. ahahs. i said my mommy gave it to me tho. oops? must remember never to take it out again. yeah.. pretty scary anyways..
thenn we played poison ball for icebreakers. kinda odd to call it icebreakers when we're halfway done tho.. me and nicole actually planned proper icebreakers but there wasnt enough time and mei said that remembering names would be real challenging for the atheletes. yeah. ohh. we still paired our team players and katong players tho. so cute. hahas. tallie and shortyy. they're all so friendly and our team dudes are supersuper brotherly.
izzuan is so odd. ahahs. kept saying "baju sama eh?" cos we both had red shirts. hahahs. okay lorhh. erts. hahahs. then did the item for ms yani. then dad cam with mom and older sis to fetch me. sent ally and addy to mrt.
then went east coast for the 'picnic' on dad's side. wasnt looking forward to it. theyre all so competitive. the my-kid's-better-than-yours kind. horrid. and i havent got any close cuzzies cept for nabilah who didnt come. bahh her.
sat at the beach for awhile before we got called up for games. tug-o-war. i got all the lil kids. we won tho. =/ prollie cos my older sis was at the other side and she's a weakling. muahahs. i won 1st place for limbo! hahs. they said im flexible. the advantages of that i wonder.. hoho!
then me and Far went cycling. went 711 to get water. i bought a super huge cup of ice lemon tea, which no doubt got me highh again. hahs. ohh. on the way was this float arc thing from one side of the track to the other which had the red bull logo on it. so me and my cuz were like, "red bull gives you wings!!" stands on bike and touches the top of the arc. fun-ness. then i cycled back with one hand cos i had my lemon tea. one day i shall get a license for bikes mann. gonna hit the road. yeaah!
then me and older sis got bored. then i realized that i had a blanket in my bag. initially for the blanket game for icebreakers. so me and sis went to the beach and did some star gazing. pretty stuffs. i had teddy too. grins. was nice la. just lay there and talked for 1/2 hr or so..
ohhh. hantu laut!! or sea ghost..? kinda odd actually. my married guy cousins went to sea at around 7-8 pm. i just came down to the beach for awhile that time when they came out and told us all to go back. mom only told me today that one of them felt someone touching him while the other saw something. yeah. they didnt tell me seh. i went down to the beach with my sis much later. no wonder mom sent my uncle down to see whether we were okay. wth..
finally reached home at 12.30am. i pretty much spend all my saturdays outside. i guess i wont go for flockey next week. until after exams. set my priorities straight. as much as i love flockey and all.. ahwell. there's still that ob sabah briefing sat morning tho. bahh.
okay. shall sleep early..? yea. aightt. yawnn
olivejuice. hair lover. o.O hoho!
Sunday, September 25, 2005
Saturday, September 24, 2005
boredom?
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huh. you and me baby? whahas.
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i realize that i do pretty odd quizzes.. nyeh
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and now everybody knows! -whines..
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such thing?
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unh! and i thought i was hot. hrumphh
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yumm?
and this is pointless. yawn. bed awaits. care to join me? hoho.
ipp
ahahahs. dingdingding.. "this is your principal speaking. there has been a toxic gas leak. please return to you respective classrooms..crackle..crackle" heh
was greatly amused. In-place-protection was it? yeah.. hahs. got to skip most of hist. yayyness! hahs. me and lili took charge of the windows after we've made the toilet. unpro laa! bwee. and lili and some others thought that we needed double taping or whatnots and hence we ran out of masking tape though they gave us 10 rolls. we're all gonna die..
i think im claustrophobic! gah. after they'd sealed all the doors and windows, i felt giddy like what la. hahhs. but that's prollie cos everyone was yapping away and breathing my airr. grrs. and it funny how our class' normal volume is much louder than most classes noisiest. so bising. nyehh
oh. and im short. i was standing on a table and sealing the windows. athena was beside me la please. before that, i was on a chair and she was just chair-less and could reach up to the same height. nyehh. annen i had a chair on top of the table cos i couldnt reach the last pane and athena didnt need to!! -whines. but i can touch the lights. so i guess it was fun anw. and i can look down on people like renu! bwee. "you look awfully far down there!!" 310 watched hot chick after they were done with the sealing. what was i doing? maths. guaikia!!
i cannot stand stripey sirr. gahh.
OH!! we did spontaneous hands on for om. hahs. funness! and the base was good. hah! could stand and carry the weight too. thought it wouldnt work. heh. and i can impale teddy on the stick at the top and balance him too. bwee. Teddy Tower of Torture. i like teddy! biggrin. yay! cikgu said i was feeling wonky today. bahh. kambeng ar cikgu! hahahs
i like west coast. esp the pyramid! yayyyayy. im so pro. yeaaah! someone's afraid of heights. heh. conquer the fear duude. hahas. nyeh. 2 mths is an extremely long time. how sad. oh. lovelovelove the necklace. and i still think its odd that he got it for me. dont you think? ahwell. super sweet of him anw. thanks daddy..? wahahahs. did you know that the kiwi looks down. like facing the ground? now put it around your neck and what do you get? Oo
im tired and sleepy. hrumphh. jk meeting at 9 tmr. so bahh! then na owes me bk cos i helped her with her interview qns on wed. oh. did i mention? na and melz carn interview for nuts laa. and i bought bloo playdoh. and im currently addicted to the smell. -sniffs. i likee. gahahs. ahh.. and there's the flockey games against katong too. what fun. then dad's fetching me to east coast for some thinger with the relatives. bahh..
ahwell. everyone's going to sleep. am all alone.. -big doe eyes. nyeh?? wahahs. goodnite.
olivejuice alot alot. hugs!
was greatly amused. In-place-protection was it? yeah.. hahs. got to skip most of hist. yayyness! hahs. me and lili took charge of the windows after we've made the toilet. unpro laa! bwee. and lili and some others thought that we needed double taping or whatnots and hence we ran out of masking tape though they gave us 10 rolls. we're all gonna die..
i think im claustrophobic! gah. after they'd sealed all the doors and windows, i felt giddy like what la. hahhs. but that's prollie cos everyone was yapping away and breathing my airr. grrs. and it funny how our class' normal volume is much louder than most classes noisiest. so bising. nyehh
oh. and im short. i was standing on a table and sealing the windows. athena was beside me la please. before that, i was on a chair and she was just chair-less and could reach up to the same height. nyehh. annen i had a chair on top of the table cos i couldnt reach the last pane and athena didnt need to!! -whines. but i can touch the lights. so i guess it was fun anw. and i can look down on people like renu! bwee. "you look awfully far down there!!" 310 watched hot chick after they were done with the sealing. what was i doing? maths. guaikia!!
i cannot stand stripey sirr. gahh.
OH!! we did spontaneous hands on for om. hahs. funness! and the base was good. hah! could stand and carry the weight too. thought it wouldnt work. heh. and i can impale teddy on the stick at the top and balance him too. bwee. Teddy Tower of Torture. i like teddy! biggrin. yay! cikgu said i was feeling wonky today. bahh. kambeng ar cikgu! hahahs
i like west coast. esp the pyramid! yayyyayy. im so pro. yeaaah! someone's afraid of heights. heh. conquer the fear duude. hahas. nyeh. 2 mths is an extremely long time. how sad. oh. lovelovelove the necklace. and i still think its odd that he got it for me. dont you think? ahwell. super sweet of him anw. thanks daddy..? wahahahs. did you know that the kiwi looks down. like facing the ground? now put it around your neck and what do you get? Oo
im tired and sleepy. hrumphh. jk meeting at 9 tmr. so bahh! then na owes me bk cos i helped her with her interview qns on wed. oh. did i mention? na and melz carn interview for nuts laa. and i bought bloo playdoh. and im currently addicted to the smell. -sniffs. i likee. gahahs. ahh.. and there's the flockey games against katong too. what fun. then dad's fetching me to east coast for some thinger with the relatives. bahh..
ahwell. everyone's going to sleep. am all alone.. -big doe eyes. nyeh?? wahahs. goodnite.
olivejuice alot alot. hugs!
Thursday, September 22, 2005
ups and downs
funny how moodswings can be so.. swingy? grrs
anw, i got into OB Sabah. heh. cooolness! jieying got chosen for OB Brunei. hahs. lucky shithead. hoho! hers only got 16 dudes in total laa. mine's 25. =/
chng came to my class during last block. thought she came for bio so i just hid my face and continued drawing cos the lit-ers were doing test during eng. then she go write on the board "congrats siti.. blabla.." she didnt see me until i looked up and my eyes literally popped. hahs. she laffed at me. bahh. oddness
yeah. then so impromptu seh. went hq with jy to get our forms. btw jy's mom is absolutely the scariest mom ive ever met. very scary. -shudders. anw, then when we were at hq, there was noone in the office,then some random sir wanted to give us 2lt fadhli's no. since he's in charge of central and all. eheh. but i didnt have my phone. bummerrr. ahahahs.
ohh. and jy said that she thinks she saw scgs charlene's name in the list of dudes going for sabah. wth la. if im stuck with her again.. mutters. pink bra!
grrs. anw. MOODSWINGS! ahahahhas. maths test on circles tmr. formative. hahs. can la... i think. ahwell.
i dont wanna go shooting prac tmrr! grrs.
olivejuice alot alot.
aightt. `bangg
anw, i got into OB Sabah. heh. cooolness! jieying got chosen for OB Brunei. hahs. lucky shithead. hoho! hers only got 16 dudes in total laa. mine's 25. =/
chng came to my class during last block. thought she came for bio so i just hid my face and continued drawing cos the lit-ers were doing test during eng. then she go write on the board "congrats siti.. blabla.." she didnt see me until i looked up and my eyes literally popped. hahs. she laffed at me. bahh. oddness
yeah. then so impromptu seh. went hq with jy to get our forms. btw jy's mom is absolutely the scariest mom ive ever met. very scary. -shudders. anw, then when we were at hq, there was noone in the office,then some random sir wanted to give us 2lt fadhli's no. since he's in charge of central and all. eheh. but i didnt have my phone. bummerrr. ahahahs.
ohh. and jy said that she thinks she saw scgs charlene's name in the list of dudes going for sabah. wth la. if im stuck with her again.. mutters. pink bra!
grrs. anw. MOODSWINGS! ahahahhas. maths test on circles tmr. formative. hahs. can la... i think. ahwell.
i dont wanna go shooting prac tmrr! grrs.
olivejuice alot alot.
aightt. `bangg
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
this aint the army
ahahs. mom's kinda annoyed cos she says i treat my younger sisters abit too harshly. hahhas. im just shaping them whatt. a little discipline never hurt anyone!! and pltnmates thought im sadist. how wrong they are.. tsk
am so tiredd. failed maths like baddd. should really start a petition " BAHHHla". she sucks. if you agree, breatheeee. seriously, hating her really does come that naturally. grrs. me hates her very much. and i realize i woulda scraped a mere passs had i done some silly stuffs which was SO obvious. aku sadd. hahas. i dont like tests la. no matter what people say, i prefer perf tasks. i carn do written tests cos i cant take the stress and blank out. so sad.
grrs. odd. hating everything now. bwee for pms.
i think i sprained my back. like ouchh? hahs. lili massage me in class during cle. took a whole lot of effort not to groann. hahs. nicenice. i like massages. gringrin. still hoping to pon sch tmr cos of my back. hurts damn bad la. snifff
am refining my physics pt. looks pretty okay. ahhas. was doing so much work yst and so little today. i think im on slack mode cos i did alot of work yst..? hahs. really should be mugging.
ohh. and cikgu showed the article on fasih terjemahan by khai acsi. so insulted please. hahs. ahwell. least we tried..? even me with my sucky malay. yupp! berani cuba!!
me tiredd. ohh. was sitting under the strong rush of cold water to try massage my back in a way. hahs. nicee. and that was random. and i dont like maths
gonna screw my gpa real bad this year. super worried la.. sigh.
ahh. im still worried how i get pissed off so easily lately. scary stuffs. keep having senarios playing in my mind where i can actually hit that occasional annoying beach. hrumphs. behind the iron bars i'd be sent. free at last, free at last, thank god almighty we are free at last!! i am ANNOYED. verily. -growls. hahahhahas. yawn
aightt. nitey nite. `bangg
olivejuicee.
am so tiredd. failed maths like baddd. should really start a petition " BAHHHla". she sucks. if you agree, breatheeee. seriously, hating her really does come that naturally. grrs. me hates her very much. and i realize i woulda scraped a mere passs had i done some silly stuffs which was SO obvious. aku sadd. hahas. i dont like tests la. no matter what people say, i prefer perf tasks. i carn do written tests cos i cant take the stress and blank out. so sad.
grrs. odd. hating everything now. bwee for pms.
i think i sprained my back. like ouchh? hahs. lili massage me in class during cle. took a whole lot of effort not to groann. hahs. nicenice. i like massages. gringrin. still hoping to pon sch tmr cos of my back. hurts damn bad la. snifff
am refining my physics pt. looks pretty okay. ahhas. was doing so much work yst and so little today. i think im on slack mode cos i did alot of work yst..? hahs. really should be mugging.
ohh. and cikgu showed the article on fasih terjemahan by khai acsi. so insulted please. hahs. ahwell. least we tried..? even me with my sucky malay. yupp! berani cuba!!
me tiredd. ohh. was sitting under the strong rush of cold water to try massage my back in a way. hahs. nicee. and that was random. and i dont like maths
gonna screw my gpa real bad this year. super worried la.. sigh.
ahh. im still worried how i get pissed off so easily lately. scary stuffs. keep having senarios playing in my mind where i can actually hit that occasional annoying beach. hrumphs. behind the iron bars i'd be sent. free at last, free at last, thank god almighty we are free at last!! i am ANNOYED. verily. -growls. hahahhahas. yawn
aightt. nitey nite. `bangg
olivejuicee.
Sunday, September 18, 2005
me am happy
i am sososo proud of partbs. wahahs
came to school at around 7. only found out that morning that pltnmates decided not to come in the end. so only me and maam ng went with partbs to pasir laba for orienteering.
maam was Late! i think. me was panicking to find compass for partbs. the uncle was lecturing me when i asked him to open humans room so i can go find compass as instructed by zerui. -mutters. apparently the room was unlocked. grrs. anw, yeah. then me did uniform check. then wrote the message thinger on their palms. their hands were wet laa. nervous sia. hahs. so my pens were out of ink. so me took out my permanent marker, tested on my plam and grinned at them. "permission to tell sgt that i have a pen." -partb. hahahs!
then maam came, maxi cab was waiting for us. reached pasir laba at ard 8. Oh. maam made me sit with partbs where all the other partbs were while the other specs were at the sideee. so malu please.
complications! grrs. central hq said they didnt recieve maam's fax for partbs registration. like wth?? threatened to take 10pts off for penalty. 2lt fadhil was the one entertaining maam. yupp! grins. me was so stressedd. me hadta walk here and there.
maam kept disappearing sia. then i did quite some embarassing stuffs but pretended it was nothing. yea.. -cringee. ohh. there got alot of gross insects. yuck yuckk. gave partbs mentos. spearmint! i also wantt..
hadta wait for more than 1hr. borededness. me sat at the side and diam-ed. got bugged by some sirs.. nyeh. ohh. and its kinda inappropriate to play odd songs at Camp. "i shoulda change the F*ing lock.. i will survivee!" the dudes got pretty excited by that. then each team ic got called out. damnn. they checked for compass laa! mandatory items. possible penalty. "but sgt, i dont have a compass." maam and me were exchanging nervous looks. then me saw a guangyang spec who was in my spec course pltn. borrowed his compass. pheww! thank you thank youuu.
ohh. then partbs were gonna start soon. me was so excitedly worried and kept telling them not to do this or that. blabla. then maam came and told me that central dc told her that they recieved her fax and 10 pts wont be deducted. bwee! talk about unnecessary stress..
partbs got 3rd! lost to cedar by 11secs. i was superbly proudd. but bahh cedar of course.
and as usual, they can neverr end on time. prize giving started at 2.15. what time did they say it'll end? one pm. yup. splendid. anyways, when we were waiting for the prize giving, me got a shock when someone said hello from behind. was shuib. ceyyness. me smiled then was like ohhhh. then dao-ed him. he asked why partbs sit so straight .me:"unh.yea" "must one ar?" "yeah" "okay la. i go now" how odd. me dao-er!
then walked back out. maam forgot something and went back. me walked with partbs to the maxi cab waiting for us. ehh.yeaah! one time, a clt came asking for rgs no. tags, then i told him that we were still running, then he asked why we had 2 reserves. "im a spec." "ohhh! sorry sorry" hrumphhs. me not short!
then maam forgot to tell taxi driver that i hadta get off at boonlay mrt. so he took a turn somewhere and dropped me off at a busstop, chasing the bus first, where there was a direct bus to boonlay. met naz. a whole bag of chocfudge cookies! -grins madly. so yummyy. cheese hotdog. cokee. heh. i realize that everything i ate yst was free. hoho! then went newton for flockeyy.
nothing much at flockey. ohh. the dudes are really so cute when they're so brotherly around zaidi the 8yr old dude who's zaini's bro. and i was gonna kick the puck when zaidi wanted to poke it and he jabbed my ankle with the stick hardd. pain. still hurts horribly. and i gave the athletes some of the cookies! nicole is jealous that i always have alot of food. wahas.
then daddy fetched me to go makan. we ate at prata house or whatnots near the botanic gardens. omigawdd, dad is embarassing. sis bought coconut but there wasnt much flesh in it, then he asked the waiter to get him a new fleshy one. i mean. gahh?? me, mom and older sis were so embarassed. why does he do it all the time? the waiter was like at a loss then dad was asking him to try ask his superior and stuffs. "try do it for me. ... for me" wth. i wouldnt do it if i were the dude. and he kept asking afterwards whether they charge for the earlier coconut. me paiseh-ed.
then i got annoyed with mom on the way home cos she told some strange habit bout me to my relatives who laughedd like hell as my sis oh-so-happily informed. right. then i got so annoyed, i slept. and when we reached home. i woke up and they told me i shouldve woken up earlier cos we went to a macs drivethru and i didnt get anything. i was in the car dammmit! they shouldve bought me a coke. -pouts.
finished some work today. yay.
aight. kinda pointless entry. `bangg
i love youu. and cookies!
ahahahahahs.
came to school at around 7. only found out that morning that pltnmates decided not to come in the end. so only me and maam ng went with partbs to pasir laba for orienteering.
maam was Late! i think. me was panicking to find compass for partbs. the uncle was lecturing me when i asked him to open humans room so i can go find compass as instructed by zerui. -mutters. apparently the room was unlocked. grrs. anw, yeah. then me did uniform check. then wrote the message thinger on their palms. their hands were wet laa. nervous sia. hahs. so my pens were out of ink. so me took out my permanent marker, tested on my plam and grinned at them. "permission to tell sgt that i have a pen." -partb. hahahs!
then maam came, maxi cab was waiting for us. reached pasir laba at ard 8. Oh. maam made me sit with partbs where all the other partbs were while the other specs were at the sideee. so malu please.
complications! grrs. central hq said they didnt recieve maam's fax for partbs registration. like wth?? threatened to take 10pts off for penalty. 2lt fadhil was the one entertaining maam. yupp! grins. me was so stressedd. me hadta walk here and there.
maam kept disappearing sia. then i did quite some embarassing stuffs but pretended it was nothing. yea.. -cringee. ohh. there got alot of gross insects. yuck yuckk. gave partbs mentos. spearmint! i also wantt..
hadta wait for more than 1hr. borededness. me sat at the side and diam-ed. got bugged by some sirs.. nyeh. ohh. and its kinda inappropriate to play odd songs at Camp. "i shoulda change the F*ing lock.. i will survivee!" the dudes got pretty excited by that. then each team ic got called out. damnn. they checked for compass laa! mandatory items. possible penalty. "but sgt, i dont have a compass." maam and me were exchanging nervous looks. then me saw a guangyang spec who was in my spec course pltn. borrowed his compass. pheww! thank you thank youuu.
ohh. then partbs were gonna start soon. me was so excitedly worried and kept telling them not to do this or that. blabla. then maam came and told me that central dc told her that they recieved her fax and 10 pts wont be deducted. bwee! talk about unnecessary stress..
partbs got 3rd! lost to cedar by 11secs. i was superbly proudd. but bahh cedar of course.
and as usual, they can neverr end on time. prize giving started at 2.15. what time did they say it'll end? one pm. yup. splendid. anyways, when we were waiting for the prize giving, me got a shock when someone said hello from behind. was shuib. ceyyness. me smiled then was like ohhhh. then dao-ed him. he asked why partbs sit so straight .me:"unh.yea" "must one ar?" "yeah" "okay la. i go now" how odd. me dao-er!
then walked back out. maam forgot something and went back. me walked with partbs to the maxi cab waiting for us. ehh.yeaah! one time, a clt came asking for rgs no. tags, then i told him that we were still running, then he asked why we had 2 reserves. "im a spec." "ohhh! sorry sorry" hrumphhs. me not short!
then maam forgot to tell taxi driver that i hadta get off at boonlay mrt. so he took a turn somewhere and dropped me off at a busstop, chasing the bus first, where there was a direct bus to boonlay. met naz. a whole bag of chocfudge cookies! -grins madly. so yummyy. cheese hotdog. cokee. heh. i realize that everything i ate yst was free. hoho! then went newton for flockeyy.
nothing much at flockey. ohh. the dudes are really so cute when they're so brotherly around zaidi the 8yr old dude who's zaini's bro. and i was gonna kick the puck when zaidi wanted to poke it and he jabbed my ankle with the stick hardd. pain. still hurts horribly. and i gave the athletes some of the cookies! nicole is jealous that i always have alot of food. wahas.
then daddy fetched me to go makan. we ate at prata house or whatnots near the botanic gardens. omigawdd, dad is embarassing. sis bought coconut but there wasnt much flesh in it, then he asked the waiter to get him a new fleshy one. i mean. gahh?? me, mom and older sis were so embarassed. why does he do it all the time? the waiter was like at a loss then dad was asking him to try ask his superior and stuffs. "try do it for me. ... for me" wth. i wouldnt do it if i were the dude. and he kept asking afterwards whether they charge for the earlier coconut. me paiseh-ed.
then i got annoyed with mom on the way home cos she told some strange habit bout me to my relatives who laughedd like hell as my sis oh-so-happily informed. right. then i got so annoyed, i slept. and when we reached home. i woke up and they told me i shouldve woken up earlier cos we went to a macs drivethru and i didnt get anything. i was in the car dammmit! they shouldve bought me a coke. -pouts.
finished some work today. yay.
aight. kinda pointless entry. `bangg
i love youu. and cookies!
ahahahahahs.
Thursday, September 15, 2005
lovee
watched brothers grimm with liyana and naz. i lovelovelove the moooovie. and ive got a pencilbox with beef flyingg!
my thighs are aching. i think i didnt stretch properly. ouch. morning jog with part bs. run, sprint, run, sprint. fun leyh. ooops. shit. i think.. oh no. part bs werent stretching much before that. skali their legs ache.
nono. its not that im an overly-concerned snr but my deardear partbs are having orienteering this sat. THE REAL THING! ahh. so cool so cool. still rmb vividly the experience from last year. gawdd. nvm. i hope part bs do us proud..
trg yst was wonderful. grins. started with temp nco combi swap again. im still with partbs cos im crazy about orienteering. or at least that's one reason why i wanna take them. =/ nyeh. anww, had pt. did sets. was pretty okay. they needta train their arms! they should be able to do well for planks considering the amount of pumping we all get actually. hmmmm. anw, i got annoyed. yeah. so i asked pltnmates to give company a taste of the old rgsncc. which we (part cs) didnt even experience much la. only the remnants or whatnots. pt now is nothing.. okay. not much. ehh, every year the standard for pt goes downn. i rmb parta year, we Dreaded trgs. sometimes i cry the night before. how embarassing.
anw, yea. we made company go to the hill between the power building(?) and the dnt building. then they bunny hopped halfway up. sposed to do 5 pushups but pltnmates said the road was bleeding hot. stupid me was so mean thought "ouh. hot a bit nvm la" then i tried pumping. GAHH! omgg. was seriously grilling/ roasting/ burning. and i felt bad that i initially wanted the company to still do pumping, so i punished myself by doing the 5 pushups. yup. dumbness.. my palms were like peelingg. damn, it hurt.
yup. then they did starjumps instead. (zr's ideaaa!) then they duckwalked up. and ran back down. 1 round only. then we told them to go back to covered walkway. one of the partas hurt her ankle. omg i got so scared la but apparently she hurt it during pe and didnt tell the teacher. -.- yeah. so zr and jy went to get ice while i feedbacked partbs. discuss the hill thinger. omg. i was so pissed. they discuss so loud annen annennn. nvm. duno what came over me. i just steeled over and when they answered (diplomatically of course. who'd dare tell snrs that they thought the activity was dangerous and painfulll. mutters.), i was like "fyi partbs,we did that in part a year. there were worse too. your pt is nothing." omgg. im so bad laa. but i was just so freakin pissedd la please. then smrt zr said "eh, what's fyi?" hoho!
anw, yea. because someone desperately wanted us to scold partbs, we did la. brought them to the area outside dnt toilets, near tennis courts. bloody hell. i cant scold for nuts. zerui was screaming dudee. gosh. i screamed abit. the stupid stuff. but seriously, i dont think they deserved the scolding. eh, no except for the issue of them being kinda.. informal. yeah. but the 'sister thing' as the partbs aptly put it was so wrong. maybe. just maybe, we were just trying to convince ourselves that "yes. partbs are wrong" when they really werent. wth la. i just wanna be fair.
then we had indiv talk with partbs. me and zr went blk E staircase while partbs came one by one whilst the rest stayed at eco garden. was a really fruitful session. some partbs are really truthful. kinda like that attitude. yup. some are stonee! no fun seh. me and zerui were nice to them la. not crapping to ourselves excessively and doing the annoying stuffs but more like productive crapping? hahhs. anw. yea. it went really well. ohh. and one time, we heard 2 people coming up the stairs. then i was like "bet its maam" then we were like "hohum". then maam and sir appeared and i was like cringee. knew itt! grr. told them we were talking to partbs bout orienteering. which we were. rightt? hahs. lucky they were only bugged cos we didnt tell them where we were.
then went canteen. partbs gave us really good drills. i couldnt wipe the grin of my face. dudes from rcy were there too i think. and a teacher who watched partbs drills looking rather impressed. YEAH. it was goooood. then sat them down. debrief. bersurai.
ahwell. i think partbs took our scoldings and talk pretty well la. i hope they improve. be good partcs. do rgsncc proud. i hope our pltn managed to do that too.. sigh. i hope partbs shinee, even if i may not be taking them next year. yeah.
rgsncc is love.
and i love you. hahhs. ticklish seh. evil grin.
aightt. `bangg.
my thighs are aching. i think i didnt stretch properly. ouch. morning jog with part bs. run, sprint, run, sprint. fun leyh. ooops. shit. i think.. oh no. part bs werent stretching much before that. skali their legs ache.
nono. its not that im an overly-concerned snr but my deardear partbs are having orienteering this sat. THE REAL THING! ahh. so cool so cool. still rmb vividly the experience from last year. gawdd. nvm. i hope part bs do us proud..
trg yst was wonderful. grins. started with temp nco combi swap again. im still with partbs cos im crazy about orienteering. or at least that's one reason why i wanna take them. =/ nyeh. anww, had pt. did sets. was pretty okay. they needta train their arms! they should be able to do well for planks considering the amount of pumping we all get actually. hmmmm. anw, i got annoyed. yeah. so i asked pltnmates to give company a taste of the old rgsncc. which we (part cs) didnt even experience much la. only the remnants or whatnots. pt now is nothing.. okay. not much. ehh, every year the standard for pt goes downn. i rmb parta year, we Dreaded trgs. sometimes i cry the night before. how embarassing.
anw, yea. we made company go to the hill between the power building(?) and the dnt building. then they bunny hopped halfway up. sposed to do 5 pushups but pltnmates said the road was bleeding hot. stupid me was so mean thought "ouh. hot a bit nvm la" then i tried pumping. GAHH! omgg. was seriously grilling/ roasting/ burning. and i felt bad that i initially wanted the company to still do pumping, so i punished myself by doing the 5 pushups. yup. dumbness.. my palms were like peelingg. damn, it hurt.
yup. then they did starjumps instead. (zr's ideaaa!) then they duckwalked up. and ran back down. 1 round only. then we told them to go back to covered walkway. one of the partas hurt her ankle. omg i got so scared la but apparently she hurt it during pe and didnt tell the teacher. -.- yeah. so zr and jy went to get ice while i feedbacked partbs. discuss the hill thinger. omg. i was so pissed. they discuss so loud annen annennn. nvm. duno what came over me. i just steeled over and when they answered (diplomatically of course. who'd dare tell snrs that they thought the activity was dangerous and painfulll. mutters.), i was like "fyi partbs,we did that in part a year. there were worse too. your pt is nothing." omgg. im so bad laa. but i was just so freakin pissedd la please. then smrt zr said "eh, what's fyi?" hoho!
anw, yea. because someone desperately wanted us to scold partbs, we did la. brought them to the area outside dnt toilets, near tennis courts. bloody hell. i cant scold for nuts. zerui was screaming dudee. gosh. i screamed abit. the stupid stuff. but seriously, i dont think they deserved the scolding. eh, no except for the issue of them being kinda.. informal. yeah. but the 'sister thing' as the partbs aptly put it was so wrong. maybe. just maybe, we were just trying to convince ourselves that "yes. partbs are wrong" when they really werent. wth la. i just wanna be fair.
then we had indiv talk with partbs. me and zr went blk E staircase while partbs came one by one whilst the rest stayed at eco garden. was a really fruitful session. some partbs are really truthful. kinda like that attitude. yup. some are stonee! no fun seh. me and zerui were nice to them la. not crapping to ourselves excessively and doing the annoying stuffs but more like productive crapping? hahhs. anw. yea. it went really well. ohh. and one time, we heard 2 people coming up the stairs. then i was like "bet its maam" then we were like "hohum". then maam and sir appeared and i was like cringee. knew itt! grr. told them we were talking to partbs bout orienteering. which we were. rightt? hahs. lucky they were only bugged cos we didnt tell them where we were.
then went canteen. partbs gave us really good drills. i couldnt wipe the grin of my face. dudes from rcy were there too i think. and a teacher who watched partbs drills looking rather impressed. YEAH. it was goooood. then sat them down. debrief. bersurai.
ahwell. i think partbs took our scoldings and talk pretty well la. i hope they improve. be good partcs. do rgsncc proud. i hope our pltn managed to do that too.. sigh. i hope partbs shinee, even if i may not be taking them next year. yeah.
rgsncc is love.
and i love you. hahhs. ticklish seh. evil grin.
aightt. `bangg.
Monday, September 12, 2005
i really really hate chem. gahh. had formative test during 2nd block. i very surely failed. i studied okayy, i just dont get it. duno howta apply the concepts and stuffs. and as lingxi once said, "siti, you need stress management" wow. yeah, halfway through i was panicking cos i cuoldnt do the qsns and kept moving on to the next which i couldnt answer either, until my mind blacnked out and i coulnt rmb any of the formula. yupp. effing screwed.
was studying for mad exams today. its strange why so many people ask me what i was reading. its not any stranger than some other dude reading the bible. ahwell. odd.
was sposed to do compre during english. did mine a long time ago so i just slept.. -.- feeling really stoned. i have no idea what im doing here. as in, in school. and not any school either. well, it doesnt help very much that everyone else is just so freaking smart. breeze through the damning chem test. some dudes are nice. teach me when i ask for help. or some offer their help without me asking (which also shows how obviously screwed i am) but the most aggravating ones are those who look at you as if youre just some incompetent fool. funny tho. many would think rg has lotsa snobs. but the last buncha people are only the minority here. stereotypes and whatnots..
ahwell. free block now. philo. really should be studying. hohum. its annoying how school can cause much despair in students and yet not be of ultimate importance in the end. hahas. to spout one of the most cliched questions- how will it end? aightt. `bangg.
was studying for mad exams today. its strange why so many people ask me what i was reading. its not any stranger than some other dude reading the bible. ahwell. odd.
was sposed to do compre during english. did mine a long time ago so i just slept.. -.- feeling really stoned. i have no idea what im doing here. as in, in school. and not any school either. well, it doesnt help very much that everyone else is just so freaking smart. breeze through the damning chem test. some dudes are nice. teach me when i ask for help. or some offer their help without me asking (which also shows how obviously screwed i am) but the most aggravating ones are those who look at you as if youre just some incompetent fool. funny tho. many would think rg has lotsa snobs. but the last buncha people are only the minority here. stereotypes and whatnots..
ahwell. free block now. philo. really should be studying. hohum. its annoying how school can cause much despair in students and yet not be of ultimate importance in the end. hahas. to spout one of the most cliched questions- how will it end? aightt. `bangg.
Saturday, September 10, 2005
i love flockey!
yes. i love flockey!
2nd post of the day. hahahs.
anww, am so proud of myself. enjoyed myself uberly and i did goood today. yayy!
aight. was super high today. duno why. just kept laughing and laughing.hoho!
spent quite some time with izza today. i dont think its good to just stick to one kid all day. i'd rather spend time with all the dudes. nyehh. and i dont like the warm up sessions. bahh
then we did some puck control practice. or something of the sort. kinda cool la. the atheletes are really pro mann. ohh. and hawa brought her 11 year old bro. hahs. ishak learns super fastt and yet hawa made me partner him. i shall say it again. Sisterly Love. hahs. bugged her with that.
anww, yea. then mr shaiful was really friendly today. kinda creepy. but it beats his old self when he 'gossiped' bout us to the athletes. tskkk. yea. i was telling pong to give ishak a chance when he was dong defending then somehow coach heard and said "where can give chance one?" "he's new!!" "so??" meaniee.
then i also tried chip-ping(?) the puck, ie making it flyy. but it wouldnt fly. so pong said something that i cant rmb then i said it hasnt got wings. then after some time, farin the Super loser said "give it red bull. Red bull gives you wings!!" gahh. ohh. and farin the Chicken goes "puckpuckpuckpuck" whahahahs.
ohh. then one time we were doing stick check practice, then izzuan was making me tackle him, hahas. im as good as you dudeee. okay. maybe not. but i can steal the puck from him! whahahahas.
ohh. and i provoked zaid that small fat kid. hhas. so cuuute.
ohh. and the good thing i did today?? i taught izza to fakeee! okayokay. izza was playing with a hoola hoop. then we were playing games and whatnots cos she go eat then cannot play flockey. so anww, we were doing the normal 'shake your booty routine' then finallyy we did the throwing the hoop over something. then i taught of this marvelously funn game where i had 2 sticks and izza was sposed to throw the hoop on the count of 3 into the pole that i release before it reaches the ground. pretty coool ehs?? ahahahahs. anw yea. then i was staring at one stick purposely and at the count of 3 dropped the other one instead. izza couldnt get the trick at first. i did quite a no of times before she saw through what i was doing. i think. so anw, i told her what i was doing. then she was like ohhh. then she concentrated on the stick that i Wasnt staring at cos she expected me to drop that one. so i did. but then after awhile i dropped the one that i Was staring at. and she was like -blinks for awhile. then i told her that she cant really expect the same thing to happen and whatnots. then she was like ohhh. then after that i dropped both sticks. hahas. then she very gladly had her turn to trick me. hoho! funn.
hahs. and im so poserr! omigawdd. hahs. was like going around doing the 'punch fist with another dude's fist' thinger. madness! and i kept talking about things flying that farin got irritatedd. then once i became the goalie and i let in 3 goals or something. then pong told the people to be prepared for alot of face offs. implying that i will let in more goals. so meann. then then indra and izzuan thought me howta make the puck flyy but mine still couldnt fly very high. then then once grace and farin were timekeepers then they told me to tell pong its time for line change so i yelled "KIM -softer. pong" he should change his name laa. kimmy kimmyy. ahahas. Ping Pong. funny-ness. hoho! no offence dudee.
yea. then during debrief, they were practising the item they prepared for ms yani's leaving. so cuuute. "I believe i can flyyy" what's with the flyingg? wahahahahs. and i think mr shaiful mentions farin alot. hmmmmmmmmms. wonders why..
aightt. its like 12 now. hahahahas. okiee. gooodnite. =)) `bangg.
olivejuicee!
2nd post of the day. hahahs.
anww, am so proud of myself. enjoyed myself uberly and i did goood today. yayy!
aight. was super high today. duno why. just kept laughing and laughing.hoho!
spent quite some time with izza today. i dont think its good to just stick to one kid all day. i'd rather spend time with all the dudes. nyehh. and i dont like the warm up sessions. bahh
then we did some puck control practice. or something of the sort. kinda cool la. the atheletes are really pro mann. ohh. and hawa brought her 11 year old bro. hahs. ishak learns super fastt and yet hawa made me partner him. i shall say it again. Sisterly Love. hahs. bugged her with that.
anww, yea. then mr shaiful was really friendly today. kinda creepy. but it beats his old self when he 'gossiped' bout us to the athletes. tskkk. yea. i was telling pong to give ishak a chance when he was dong defending then somehow coach heard and said "where can give chance one?" "he's new!!" "so??" meaniee.
then i also tried chip-ping(?) the puck, ie making it flyy. but it wouldnt fly. so pong said something that i cant rmb then i said it hasnt got wings. then after some time, farin the Super loser said "give it red bull. Red bull gives you wings!!" gahh. ohh. and farin the Chicken goes "puckpuckpuckpuck" whahahahs.
ohh. then one time we were doing stick check practice, then izzuan was making me tackle him, hahas. im as good as you dudeee. okay. maybe not. but i can steal the puck from him! whahahahas.
ohh. and i provoked zaid that small fat kid. hhas. so cuuute.
ohh. and the good thing i did today?? i taught izza to fakeee! okayokay. izza was playing with a hoola hoop. then we were playing games and whatnots cos she go eat then cannot play flockey. so anww, we were doing the normal 'shake your booty routine' then finallyy we did the throwing the hoop over something. then i taught of this marvelously funn game where i had 2 sticks and izza was sposed to throw the hoop on the count of 3 into the pole that i release before it reaches the ground. pretty coool ehs?? ahahahahs. anw yea. then i was staring at one stick purposely and at the count of 3 dropped the other one instead. izza couldnt get the trick at first. i did quite a no of times before she saw through what i was doing. i think. so anw, i told her what i was doing. then she was like ohhh. then she concentrated on the stick that i Wasnt staring at cos she expected me to drop that one. so i did. but then after awhile i dropped the one that i Was staring at. and she was like -blinks for awhile. then i told her that she cant really expect the same thing to happen and whatnots. then she was like ohhh. then after that i dropped both sticks. hahas. then she very gladly had her turn to trick me. hoho! funn.
hahs. and im so poserr! omigawdd. hahs. was like going around doing the 'punch fist with another dude's fist' thinger. madness! and i kept talking about things flying that farin got irritatedd. then once i became the goalie and i let in 3 goals or something. then pong told the people to be prepared for alot of face offs. implying that i will let in more goals. so meann. then then indra and izzuan thought me howta make the puck flyy but mine still couldnt fly very high. then then once grace and farin were timekeepers then they told me to tell pong its time for line change so i yelled "KIM -softer. pong" he should change his name laa. kimmy kimmyy. ahahas. Ping Pong. funny-ness. hoho! no offence dudee.
yea. then during debrief, they were practising the item they prepared for ms yani's leaving. so cuuute. "I believe i can flyyy" what's with the flyingg? wahahahahs. and i think mr shaiful mentions farin alot. hmmmmmmmmms. wonders why..
aightt. its like 12 now. hahahahas. okiee. gooodnite. =)) `bangg.
olivejuicee!
zeroww's crib
dudee. am crashing zerui's crib noww. wahahs. okay. yea. she's on her bed smsing csy and half asleep. nyeh.can rob her house and she wont know it.bwee
the ndp appreciation thinger today was a friggin waste of time laaaa. bahhness. sposed to start at 9.30 but ended up starting at 10. and thenn we went mph. sitsit. watched an ndp video thinger then one rep from each school went up the stage to get the certs.erts.stupid la. ended at 10.40 then there was a reception which we decided to give a miss cos sec4s wanted to leave. kinda disappointing. hahs. went yishun, had pltn lunch then now im at zr's house to kill time before flockey. yupp
anww, i haven blogged bout sentosa on wed. hahs. funness. woke up 1hr late. sposed to meet ge earlier to prepare maps for orienteering but ended up meeting the company at harbourfront int. ahwell
was in group 3. first team to reach palawan beach. yayy! py's team came last like last year. wahahs. ohh. we played games with the first 2 teams first. wink murderer and mafia. total defence games were kinda messy cos maams made sudden changes and stuffs. team2's 'store' was quite cool but the service is badd. i was ignoredd. -sniff. my team did pretty okay. good service. yayy! the partbs were very friendly with the partas. ahwell.. ohh! partb guojun can be a masseus(?). "feel the therapeutic sand on your feet.." ehh. feet massages are darn calming. so nice..
the water bombs part was quite fun. i wasnt bombed at first, so i just burst one waterbomb over my head. what fun.. then we ran out of bombs and were walking back. then i got slammed by a partb on my back with a waterbomb. damnn. wasnt prepared laa. hrumph. then we discovered more water bombs in the black bag then we ordered the company to gather. stupid chuning went running to the parts once she got her bombs. erts. hadta yell at her to come back. was kinda annoying tho cos 2 particular partbs lacked situational awareness and stuffs.. bahh. but seriously, you just do Not snatch things from seniors, do you? okie. nvmm.
then , while walking back to the shelter, i got slammed by a part a. thanks laa. thenn, after picking up the trash, maams allowed us some time to go into the water. partas, partbs and us in a circle. the mood wasnt right. grrs. this year's sentosa trip and the previous year's trip can never compare with the one in parta year. it was perfect.
anyways, yea. then partbs fed us. hahs. yummmy. i couldnt finish the pasta cos it was too chilli-fied. tummy pains. nyehh. i peeged out on the chips and brownie tho. so niceee.
then maams and sir had debrief. was kinda annoying. and the teacher officers cant really work together leyh. pretty obvious.. ahwell. then sec4s who have been hanging around there since morning came by. i think staff limin wanted to scold us. yupp! ncos only got 1sg jessica. no staff or 1sg nadiah. bahh
then took company photos. then we took with partbs. then partbs gave us prezzes! so sweet. =) then partas also gave us prezzes. grins. lovelove rgsncc.
then back into the water we went. i was a mermaidd! -swishes tail. hahs. then we played with the sand. made sand figures of us and made them fall in with 4 ncos at the front. and the priya figure had curly seaweed for hair. hoho! then splash in the water for a longg time more then we walked along the beach to the bridge. ahhas. we finally went to the island! dreamed of the day since part a ear when sec4s got to go there. then we just sat at the halfway point of te bridge together to reminisce parta year, part b year and our bittersweet part c journey. gah. how sad..
then we went to change. went 7-11 and bought slurpee. bwee. everyone was exhausted by then. we took the tram for a pointless ride. but it was fun. hhas. then guess who i saw?? hahs. at one stop, i saw this dude in pink halter and pink skirt. uhhuh uhhuh. guess guess! syazwaniii. hoho! funny stuffs la. i was like "eh, pltnmates, that's syaz right?" "yeaaah! why's she wearing that? you cant wear that right siti?" "unh. right". then i stuck out my hand and yelled her name. hahs. it was the same group of friends she was with the other time i think. coincidences..
apparently, as priya so happily mentioned later on, when i stuck out my hand to syaz earlier, next to the tram was a bike with two officers who were just about to move off. and upon seeing my outstretched arm, blinked and stared at me as i grinned madly. odd. and againn, on the bus out of sentosa, i was busy snapping pictures of significant places and was trying to snap a picture of the beeg sentosa on the grass but the bus turned. so i went "shitshitshit. -turns around. -sticks out hand and snaps picture." now, priya said that i had stuck my arm in fronta this dude with a strange surf board thinger. and all the way back to the interchange, he gave me strange looks. its embarassing how i embarass myself sometimes without realizing it. -mutters.
yup. and school starts again real soon. zerui's tangled in her sheets and i can hear faint snoring. am amused. anw, yeah. i hate holidays when its not really a holiday. grumbles..
i love you. hahs. at least we've got things kinda cleared ehs? ahwell. olivejuice no matter what.
and i think im gonna leave for flockey soon. poor zerui looks so exhausted. aightt. `bangg.
the ndp appreciation thinger today was a friggin waste of time laaaa. bahhness. sposed to start at 9.30 but ended up starting at 10. and thenn we went mph. sitsit. watched an ndp video thinger then one rep from each school went up the stage to get the certs.erts.stupid la. ended at 10.40 then there was a reception which we decided to give a miss cos sec4s wanted to leave. kinda disappointing. hahs. went yishun, had pltn lunch then now im at zr's house to kill time before flockey. yupp
anww, i haven blogged bout sentosa on wed. hahs. funness. woke up 1hr late. sposed to meet ge earlier to prepare maps for orienteering but ended up meeting the company at harbourfront int. ahwell
was in group 3. first team to reach palawan beach. yayy! py's team came last like last year. wahahs. ohh. we played games with the first 2 teams first. wink murderer and mafia. total defence games were kinda messy cos maams made sudden changes and stuffs. team2's 'store' was quite cool but the service is badd. i was ignoredd. -sniff. my team did pretty okay. good service. yayy! the partbs were very friendly with the partas. ahwell.. ohh! partb guojun can be a masseus(?). "feel the therapeutic sand on your feet.." ehh. feet massages are darn calming. so nice..
the water bombs part was quite fun. i wasnt bombed at first, so i just burst one waterbomb over my head. what fun.. then we ran out of bombs and were walking back. then i got slammed by a partb on my back with a waterbomb. damnn. wasnt prepared laa. hrumph. then we discovered more water bombs in the black bag then we ordered the company to gather. stupid chuning went running to the parts once she got her bombs. erts. hadta yell at her to come back. was kinda annoying tho cos 2 particular partbs lacked situational awareness and stuffs.. bahh. but seriously, you just do Not snatch things from seniors, do you? okie. nvmm.
then , while walking back to the shelter, i got slammed by a part a. thanks laa. thenn, after picking up the trash, maams allowed us some time to go into the water. partas, partbs and us in a circle. the mood wasnt right. grrs. this year's sentosa trip and the previous year's trip can never compare with the one in parta year. it was perfect.
anyways, yea. then partbs fed us. hahs. yummmy. i couldnt finish the pasta cos it was too chilli-fied. tummy pains. nyehh. i peeged out on the chips and brownie tho. so niceee.
then maams and sir had debrief. was kinda annoying. and the teacher officers cant really work together leyh. pretty obvious.. ahwell. then sec4s who have been hanging around there since morning came by. i think staff limin wanted to scold us. yupp! ncos only got 1sg jessica. no staff or 1sg nadiah. bahh
then took company photos. then we took with partbs. then partbs gave us prezzes! so sweet. =) then partas also gave us prezzes. grins. lovelove rgsncc.
then back into the water we went. i was a mermaidd! -swishes tail. hahs. then we played with the sand. made sand figures of us and made them fall in with 4 ncos at the front. and the priya figure had curly seaweed for hair. hoho! then splash in the water for a longg time more then we walked along the beach to the bridge. ahhas. we finally went to the island! dreamed of the day since part a ear when sec4s got to go there. then we just sat at the halfway point of te bridge together to reminisce parta year, part b year and our bittersweet part c journey. gah. how sad..
then we went to change. went 7-11 and bought slurpee. bwee. everyone was exhausted by then. we took the tram for a pointless ride. but it was fun. hhas. then guess who i saw?? hahs. at one stop, i saw this dude in pink halter and pink skirt. uhhuh uhhuh. guess guess! syazwaniii. hoho! funny stuffs la. i was like "eh, pltnmates, that's syaz right?" "yeaaah! why's she wearing that? you cant wear that right siti?" "unh. right". then i stuck out my hand and yelled her name. hahs. it was the same group of friends she was with the other time i think. coincidences..
apparently, as priya so happily mentioned later on, when i stuck out my hand to syaz earlier, next to the tram was a bike with two officers who were just about to move off. and upon seeing my outstretched arm, blinked and stared at me as i grinned madly. odd. and againn, on the bus out of sentosa, i was busy snapping pictures of significant places and was trying to snap a picture of the beeg sentosa on the grass but the bus turned. so i went "shitshitshit. -turns around. -sticks out hand and snaps picture." now, priya said that i had stuck my arm in fronta this dude with a strange surf board thinger. and all the way back to the interchange, he gave me strange looks. its embarassing how i embarass myself sometimes without realizing it. -mutters.
yup. and school starts again real soon. zerui's tangled in her sheets and i can hear faint snoring. am amused. anw, yeah. i hate holidays when its not really a holiday. grumbles..
i love you. hahs. at least we've got things kinda cleared ehs? ahwell. olivejuice no matter what.
and i think im gonna leave for flockey soon. poor zerui looks so exhausted. aightt. `bangg.
Thursday, September 08, 2005
pics up!
i have finally got all my pics righttt. yayy me. its under links. yuppp!
http://syimster.shutterfly.com
and today's a horrible day.
olivejuice.
http://syimster.shutterfly.com
and today's a horrible day.
olivejuice.
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
There was a boy
A very strange enchanted boy
They say he wandered very far, very far
Over land and sea
A little shy and sad of eye
But very wise was he
And then one day
One magic day he passed my way
And while we spoke of many things
Fools and kings
This he said to me:
"The greatest thing you'll ever learn
Is just to love and be loved in return."
A very strange enchanted boy
They say he wandered very far, very far
Over land and sea
A little shy and sad of eye
But very wise was he
And then one day
One magic day he passed my way
And while we spoke of many things
Fools and kings
This he said to me:
"The greatest thing you'll ever learn
Is just to love and be loved in return."
na's birthday
liyana's birthday is the most jinxed day. hahahs. nah
funfunfun. but since farin and kambegn both blogged about it redi i shall just tell you a gross story.
it was a horribly hot day and i had diarrhoea in the morning. so i popped a few pills and while groping through my bag for water, the taste spread and the taste was so yuckky.
thenthenthen i was already 30mins late to meet them la. just as the bus was reaching meridien busstop, puke filled my mouth. i mean, YUCK. i had to swallow it. which was the horrible-est thing everr. and twice! waaah.. i wanted to cryy. then i could feel puke rising a third time so i went up to the bus driver just as the bus was moving and with a lopsided grin said i hadta get off. and just as i stepped off the bus? puke flew. fleww i tell you. sosososososo embarassing. then i went to the bushes to puke summore. i look like a drunkard. so sad. nyeh. went meridien to wash up then took a nice sunny walk to ps.
red eye is scarehh. and farin and na scolded me when i asked them what the story was about. they were too busy oggling gay cillian murphy. and the funniest thing is that that lisa person when hiding from him in the house could listen to his very painful breathing. grahh grahh. and i did not scream la. melz and me were just making the show more fun. yesyes. anww the show makes innocent items so lethal. like pens and high heels. okay maybe not the heels. ouch. and him pushing her to the toilet wall is kinky. nyeh
thenthenthenn we went for lunch at pizza hut. i got lasagnaa. but i was kinda full cos i finished up na's popcorn. so wasted. then walked to istana park. duno why they call it a park. so strange. then i puked again. walkwalk. puke. then we decided to take the bus instead to far east since it was hot.
and at far east i puked againn. my lunchhh. so gross. spoiled a wonderful day and wasted 8bucks on wonderful lasagna. blubber. grr.
kae fine. am procrastinating my work. again. aighttt. `bangg.
funfunfun. but since farin and kambegn both blogged about it redi i shall just tell you a gross story.
it was a horribly hot day and i had diarrhoea in the morning. so i popped a few pills and while groping through my bag for water, the taste spread and the taste was so yuckky.
thenthenthen i was already 30mins late to meet them la. just as the bus was reaching meridien busstop, puke filled my mouth. i mean, YUCK. i had to swallow it. which was the horrible-est thing everr. and twice! waaah.. i wanted to cryy. then i could feel puke rising a third time so i went up to the bus driver just as the bus was moving and with a lopsided grin said i hadta get off. and just as i stepped off the bus? puke flew. fleww i tell you. sosososososo embarassing. then i went to the bushes to puke summore. i look like a drunkard. so sad. nyeh. went meridien to wash up then took a nice sunny walk to ps.
red eye is scarehh. and farin and na scolded me when i asked them what the story was about. they were too busy oggling gay cillian murphy. and the funniest thing is that that lisa person when hiding from him in the house could listen to his very painful breathing. grahh grahh. and i did not scream la. melz and me were just making the show more fun. yesyes. anww the show makes innocent items so lethal. like pens and high heels. okay maybe not the heels. ouch. and him pushing her to the toilet wall is kinky. nyeh
thenthenthenn we went for lunch at pizza hut. i got lasagnaa. but i was kinda full cos i finished up na's popcorn. so wasted. then walked to istana park. duno why they call it a park. so strange. then i puked again. walkwalk. puke. then we decided to take the bus instead to far east since it was hot.
and at far east i puked againn. my lunchhh. so gross. spoiled a wonderful day and wasted 8bucks on wonderful lasagna. blubber. grr.
kae fine. am procrastinating my work. again. aighttt. `bangg.
Monday, September 05, 2005
friday saturday
am sleepy.
friday was funnn. school was pretty short. not much studying cos the teachers knew pretty well that noone would pay much attention on the last day. yup! me farin and wanie wanted to skip last block so we decided to visit the counsellor but apparently she went home redi. gah?? yeah. so then i decided to climb over the wall outside my class to the walkway thinger above the amphi. fun-ness. but you see, i had no choice cos teddy "fell" over and i couldnt bear to see teddy down there. really!! yeah. athena went over after me. hahs. she got long legs laa. what's funnier was that when i got into class i realized that all the while, thiock was at the comp eventho there was a whole congregation outside. nyeh. fun..
then after school went na's house with farin. ahahahahs. stupid stuffs laa. farin gave na her stuffs cos she ponned school. poor little sickiee. nyeh. thenn, we got free food. pasta, yummm. then we played with her cats! and farin's allergic sia. heh. i love cats. bweee. thennn, Farin wanted desert but there werent any desert. so me and farin so thick-skinned raided na's fridge & cooler.
Alas, there was no junk food to be found. so we headed off to seven eleven. which is like far far faaaarrr away. mutters. but we had the aid of a bicycle and a 4-wheeler. yayy! i got to ride the bike most cos farin and na both suck. yeah. hahahs. and farin is totally made for 4 wheelers la please. hoho! but for some of the way back ryyyt. i was like totally comandeering the 4 wheel thinger duudee. then i was going really fast down the hill. AND the bloody thing had no brakes and was heading for this parked yellow van dead on. damn. they were some distance away as the sound of my shoes screeching the bike to a halt filled the air. freaky sia. stopped only about a few feet away.
funny stuffs.. got some stares but it was worth it. weeee. reached her house. prayed and went home. yayy!
saturday. went to far east to meet lincoln and didi. hahs. i was late. and didi had his yellow cap againn. then we went.. gah. watsitsname. the place with the coffee and kaya. hmmmms. anw, yea. talk talk then also got some survey thing a buncha girls from nus were doing. and didi was either friendly or flirting. hahahs.
then met naz at the area between fareast, scotts and tangs. ahahs. then went taka to find na's prezze. haha womann. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOOD! yup. bought her a kambeng. so cuuuteee. and girls arent hard to please la okayy. hrumph.
anw, yea. thenn at far east busstop there, guess who came toddling? wanie. ahahahs. funny-ness. heehee hi! heehee toddles. nvm.
yup. was kinda late for flockey after that. flockey is the wonderfullest thing ever. yayy. izzuan came backk! hahas. farin farinn.. anw, yea, but he kept looking at us leh. kinda freaky. and i rock the courttt. actually i dont. the athletes are damn fast la please. and mt ankle is throbbingg cos i hit it with the stick.
ohOhOH. then one time, me and mr shaiful(?) were doing face off, annen like: whistle blows. he swipes at puck and misses. i swipe and miss. we swipe and miss. he swipes and it Moves. hahahs. and he's the coach la cannn. hoho! ohhh. pong asked "eh, syimah. just curious ar. what cca are you in?" "ncc" "land?" "-nods" "kinda figured. not that its and insult or anything" "grace: haiya. he's saying that youre fast." hahahahhas. yeah mannn! and then some time pingpong said that he thinks he's seen me before in rg but that would mean that i was in sec 1 and the chance of him remembering me then is like.. =/ but im duhh remember-able ryt?? yupp! =)
yea.. then left at 6.30 to meet my cuz at newton mrt. hahs. bumped into him just as i stepped out of chaoyang gates. ehh. then in the mrt. went we changed trained at cityhall, i got a seat then my cuz duno go into another carriage. i was like whattt. he's my responsibilty so i hadta go after him. i was so freaking tiredd. but good deeds have a way of rewarding the do-er. at the next stop, the dude sitting infronta my cuz got off. hahs. weee.
we went to tanah merah. waited for my mom, aunt and the rest. so late laa. then we went to safra resort of somethg. the chalet was cosy. nice. lotsa dudes we didnt know cos they were on the other side of the family or something. then there was this little boy. omigodd so cute. whahahs. he plaed with teddy wimme. hahs.
then at around 9+ my cousins asked me to go bowlig with them. fun-ness. but we hadta book the lanes cos it was full. then my aunts and mom and dad and sissters came too. i like arcades. nyeh. bowling is sosososososo frustrating. and unpredictable. grr. quite a few times la cuzzies drop the ball before even throwing. and one time rolled the ball the other direction. somehow. hahahahhahs. we headed back at 12.30. hahahahs. then finally reached home at 3am after sending my aunt and cuzzies home. yawn.
spent this morning sewing na's french pillow. i rock okay. it looks so nice. if i do say so myself. ohh. and i took a pic of the pillow case over my head. woahness. i looked just like the dude in The Ring. freaky please.
and somehow nazri is online too. nocturnal dude who's trying to scare me but not succeeding. really. bahhhhh. olivejuiceloads.
nitenite
am sleepy.
friday was funnn. school was pretty short. not much studying cos the teachers knew pretty well that noone would pay much attention on the last day. yup! me farin and wanie wanted to skip last block so we decided to visit the counsellor but apparently she went home redi. gah?? yeah. so then i decided to climb over the wall outside my class to the walkway thinger above the amphi. fun-ness. but you see, i had no choice cos teddy "fell" over and i couldnt bear to see teddy down there. really!! yeah. athena went over after me. hahs. she got long legs laa. what's funnier was that when i got into class i realized that all the while, thiock was at the comp eventho there was a whole congregation outside. nyeh. fun..
then after school went na's house with farin. ahahahahs. stupid stuffs laa. farin gave na her stuffs cos she ponned school. poor little sickiee. nyeh. thenn, we got free food. pasta, yummm. then we played with her cats! and farin's allergic sia. heh. i love cats. bweee. thennn, Farin wanted desert but there werent any desert. so me and farin so thick-skinned raided na's fridge & cooler.
Alas, there was no junk food to be found. so we headed off to seven eleven. which is like far far faaaarrr away. mutters. but we had the aid of a bicycle and a 4-wheeler. yayy! i got to ride the bike most cos farin and na both suck. yeah. hahahs. and farin is totally made for 4 wheelers la please. hoho! but for some of the way back ryyyt. i was like totally comandeering the 4 wheel thinger duudee. then i was going really fast down the hill. AND the bloody thing had no brakes and was heading for this parked yellow van dead on. damn. they were some distance away as the sound of my shoes screeching the bike to a halt filled the air. freaky sia. stopped only about a few feet away.
funny stuffs.. got some stares but it was worth it. weeee. reached her house. prayed and went home. yayy!
saturday. went to far east to meet lincoln and didi. hahs. i was late. and didi had his yellow cap againn. then we went.. gah. watsitsname. the place with the coffee and kaya. hmmmms. anw, yea. talk talk then also got some survey thing a buncha girls from nus were doing. and didi was either friendly or flirting. hahahs.
then met naz at the area between fareast, scotts and tangs. ahahs. then went taka to find na's prezze. haha womann. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOOD! yup. bought her a kambeng. so cuuuteee. and girls arent hard to please la okayy. hrumph.
anw, yea. thenn at far east busstop there, guess who came toddling? wanie. ahahahs. funny-ness. heehee hi! heehee toddles. nvm.
yup. was kinda late for flockey after that. flockey is the wonderfullest thing ever. yayy. izzuan came backk! hahas. farin farinn.. anw, yea, but he kept looking at us leh. kinda freaky. and i rock the courttt. actually i dont. the athletes are damn fast la please. and mt ankle is throbbingg cos i hit it with the stick.
ohOhOH. then one time, me and mr shaiful(?) were doing face off, annen like: whistle blows. he swipes at puck and misses. i swipe and miss. we swipe and miss. he swipes and it Moves. hahahs. and he's the coach la cannn. hoho! ohhh. pong asked "eh, syimah. just curious ar. what cca are you in?" "ncc" "land?" "-nods" "kinda figured. not that its and insult or anything" "grace: haiya. he's saying that youre fast." hahahahhas. yeah mannn! and then some time pingpong said that he thinks he's seen me before in rg but that would mean that i was in sec 1 and the chance of him remembering me then is like.. =/ but im duhh remember-able ryt?? yupp! =)
yea.. then left at 6.30 to meet my cuz at newton mrt. hahs. bumped into him just as i stepped out of chaoyang gates. ehh. then in the mrt. went we changed trained at cityhall, i got a seat then my cuz duno go into another carriage. i was like whattt. he's my responsibilty so i hadta go after him. i was so freaking tiredd. but good deeds have a way of rewarding the do-er. at the next stop, the dude sitting infronta my cuz got off. hahs. weee.
we went to tanah merah. waited for my mom, aunt and the rest. so late laa. then we went to safra resort of somethg. the chalet was cosy. nice. lotsa dudes we didnt know cos they were on the other side of the family or something. then there was this little boy. omigodd so cute. whahahs. he plaed with teddy wimme. hahs.
then at around 9+ my cousins asked me to go bowlig with them. fun-ness. but we hadta book the lanes cos it was full. then my aunts and mom and dad and sissters came too. i like arcades. nyeh. bowling is sosososososo frustrating. and unpredictable. grr. quite a few times la cuzzies drop the ball before even throwing. and one time rolled the ball the other direction. somehow. hahahahhahs. we headed back at 12.30. hahahahs. then finally reached home at 3am after sending my aunt and cuzzies home. yawn.
spent this morning sewing na's french pillow. i rock okay. it looks so nice. if i do say so myself. ohh. and i took a pic of the pillow case over my head. woahness. i looked just like the dude in The Ring. freaky please.
and somehow nazri is online too. nocturnal dude who's trying to scare me but not succeeding. really. bahhhhh. olivejuiceloads.
nitenite
am sleepy.
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
farin
david levithan's realm of possibility:
everybody's heard the one abt love being easy. it happened once to his boy. the girl he liked ended up being the girl hu liked him. when he saw her in the hall, she brightened and spoke music to him. there was nothing to be afraid of. even though he was white and she was black, blessings rained down from all of their friends and families and even a couple of teachers. they nvr played games with each other, they nvr had to worry where they stood, bcos if either of them had a moment of wavering, the other would say i love u n wld mean it and all doubts were forgiven bcos in this one case it was found that love conquers all.
ripped that off farin's blog. hahs. sayangg, dont be so depressed leyh. and i'll be there for youu! i'll try at least.. -hugs! smilee. and yea. remembered. na might be flying of to jakarta next year? i mean wth.but..it's like so "are you suuure?" that im pretending its not gonna happen. i duno. maybe i'd just die? anw, na. yea. dont go? i really really need you buddyy. we'll have good times this year together kae? 3 of us..? and if you dont go? then itll just be called bonding. yayy! sigh. yeah, you get the gist of my crap.
btww, jk 2006 was out this week i think. funny-ness. It rep and sec 4 level rep. LAUGHS. yeah. okay. me shall do my duties well.
oh. and i stuck teddy into the washing machine. so he's fluffier now. sam said he's balding. gah? and i havent stitched him up. damn. i love teddy! aightt.
everybody's heard the one abt love being easy. it happened once to his boy. the girl he liked ended up being the girl hu liked him. when he saw her in the hall, she brightened and spoke music to him. there was nothing to be afraid of. even though he was white and she was black, blessings rained down from all of their friends and families and even a couple of teachers. they nvr played games with each other, they nvr had to worry where they stood, bcos if either of them had a moment of wavering, the other would say i love u n wld mean it and all doubts were forgiven bcos in this one case it was found that love conquers all.
ripped that off farin's blog. hahs. sayangg, dont be so depressed leyh. and i'll be there for youu! i'll try at least.. -hugs! smilee. and yea. remembered. na might be flying of to jakarta next year? i mean wth.but..it's like so "are you suuure?" that im pretending its not gonna happen. i duno. maybe i'd just die? anw, na. yea. dont go? i really really need you buddyy. we'll have good times this year together kae? 3 of us..? and if you dont go? then itll just be called bonding. yayy! sigh. yeah, you get the gist of my crap.
btww, jk 2006 was out this week i think. funny-ness. It rep and sec 4 level rep. LAUGHS. yeah. okay. me shall do my duties well.
oh. and i stuck teddy into the washing machine. so he's fluffier now. sam said he's balding. gah? and i havent stitched him up. damn. i love teddy! aightt.
teachers' day 05
Happy teachers' day! bwee. acers was kinda dumb.. everyone un-enthu. or was it just me? ahahs. anww, yea. stupid na and her giordano shirt. tsk.
ohhh. the teachers' band rocks la please. mr roslann! so hot so hot. me love drums. yeshh. okayla. bass second..? heh. DID YOU GUYS SEE HIM TWIRL THE DRUMSTICK? -me melts.
yup. me love 309 too. yayy.
after school went mly room for awhile. sposed to see cikgu but nyeh?? anw, then we went for coke fest.
funfunfunfunfun. ex sec 4s! yayy. btw, did anyone else notice that They very obviously ignored Them?hmms.nvm.. ohh. started off with company cheers and songs. thenn bring on the cokeee! wahahahahs. euphoria. grins madly.
i squirted alot of people.and i confess.quite alot got into my mouth.no regrets. whahahahahahahahhas. yumm.annennn ncos diam us. goshie. they poured the coke down our bra la please.cooling?hoho! and coke is painful on the eyes. ouch. And 1sg pulled my bra. ertttts. me been violatedd.she was letting the coke run down to my tummy.yea..
anw, i lovelovelove drinking coke and not care when it just spills down your shirt and slither down your throat. omigodd..heaven.
yeaa.. then we went to the dustbin to get ncos their prezzes. hahhas. lovelove ncos. yayy!
anw,after that while cleaning up..nvm.just that..sn altho i love you and all but OH MY GOD will you neverr do what you did today again. there are expectations of us and whatnots you know. duno what the parts think now.
oh.and by the by,blooody Fishes are gonna get shit from me. gar. nvm. But seriously. nvm deariee,we'll talk to them kae? hugs. rgsncc part Cs 05!
anww,then the parts gave us prezzes.weee. part as gave us really cute paper flowers. i mean reeeaaally cute.bweee! and part bs gave us cookies! wahahahs. cant blame me for being high can you?? heh.
then rushed back to cckps.met old friends. me miss my buddies! and pri school. and the food was cheap so we just Had to buy food to eat. yesyes. yummmyyy. reminiscing old times. funny-ness. was with diana and anum.met up with jann and naqiah outside. saw some dudes. i think alot came in the morning..? not many sec 3s turned up ar. sad. ohhh. cigku jasnee remembers me! he took awhile to remember anum and na. hahhas.i am remembereddd. yeaah. played at the fitness corner too. i like the monkey bars muchly.
oh.when i picked my lil sis up after school hours after, i was buying ice cream from the ice cream man.this p5 girl came up after me and yelled at him repeatedly for her ice cream. and the poor guy was so bleahhed. he didnt have what she wanted, then she haughtily asked for another flavour. yelling all the while. i was pissedd. everytime oso they come at yell at the dude and he's just trying to earn a living people! so i stared her down. i mean, i cant seriously go and tell her off ryt? esp not when she's taller then me. heh. anw, she kinda cowered under my stare, i swear! Then when she paid for her stuff she Nicely said thanks to the dude. good girl.
what's to become of cckpians mann? they turn out worse every year. TSK!
ahwell. overall fun day. yupp! ohh and i realize i didnt lose the neoprintt. ahahahs. olivejuicee! they said you look mature. -blinks.
aightt. shall go study.. =/ believe that and i know that i can go con you into doing stuffs for me. ehs? ahahahhas. `bangg.
i love you alot alot and i dont care if coke's corrosive. yayy!
ohhh. the teachers' band rocks la please. mr roslann! so hot so hot. me love drums. yeshh. okayla. bass second..? heh. DID YOU GUYS SEE HIM TWIRL THE DRUMSTICK? -me melts.
yup. me love 309 too. yayy.
after school went mly room for awhile. sposed to see cikgu but nyeh?? anw, then we went for coke fest.
funfunfunfunfun. ex sec 4s! yayy. btw, did anyone else notice that They very obviously ignored Them?hmms.nvm.. ohh. started off with company cheers and songs. thenn bring on the cokeee! wahahahahs. euphoria. grins madly.
i squirted alot of people.and i confess.quite alot got into my mouth.no regrets. whahahahahahahahhas. yumm.annennn ncos diam us. goshie. they poured the coke down our bra la please.cooling?hoho! and coke is painful on the eyes. ouch. And 1sg pulled my bra. ertttts. me been violatedd.she was letting the coke run down to my tummy.yea..
anw, i lovelovelove drinking coke and not care when it just spills down your shirt and slither down your throat. omigodd..heaven.
yeaa.. then we went to the dustbin to get ncos their prezzes. hahhas. lovelove ncos. yayy!
anw,after that while cleaning up..nvm.just that..sn altho i love you and all but OH MY GOD will you neverr do what you did today again. there are expectations of us and whatnots you know. duno what the parts think now.
oh.and by the by,blooody Fishes are gonna get shit from me. gar. nvm. But seriously. nvm deariee,we'll talk to them kae? hugs. rgsncc part Cs 05!
anww,then the parts gave us prezzes.weee. part as gave us really cute paper flowers. i mean reeeaaally cute.bweee! and part bs gave us cookies! wahahahs. cant blame me for being high can you?? heh.
then rushed back to cckps.met old friends. me miss my buddies! and pri school. and the food was cheap so we just Had to buy food to eat. yesyes. yummmyyy. reminiscing old times. funny-ness. was with diana and anum.met up with jann and naqiah outside. saw some dudes. i think alot came in the morning..? not many sec 3s turned up ar. sad. ohhh. cigku jasnee remembers me! he took awhile to remember anum and na. hahhas.i am remembereddd. yeaah. played at the fitness corner too. i like the monkey bars muchly.
oh.when i picked my lil sis up after school hours after, i was buying ice cream from the ice cream man.this p5 girl came up after me and yelled at him repeatedly for her ice cream. and the poor guy was so bleahhed. he didnt have what she wanted, then she haughtily asked for another flavour. yelling all the while. i was pissedd. everytime oso they come at yell at the dude and he's just trying to earn a living people! so i stared her down. i mean, i cant seriously go and tell her off ryt? esp not when she's taller then me. heh. anw, she kinda cowered under my stare, i swear! Then when she paid for her stuff she Nicely said thanks to the dude. good girl.
what's to become of cckpians mann? they turn out worse every year. TSK!
ahwell. overall fun day. yupp! ohh and i realize i didnt lose the neoprintt. ahahahs. olivejuicee! they said you look mature. -blinks.
aightt. shall go study.. =/ believe that and i know that i can go con you into doing stuffs for me. ehs? ahahahhas. `bangg.
i love you alot alot and i dont care if coke's corrosive. yayy!
Friday, August 26, 2005
stomach fluu
bwee.stomach flu! sounds super cool ryyt? hahs.
i kneww it. ive had these stomach pains like since saturday la please. only yst it got super unbearable.
hohum.yst was super bleahh.had super bad cramps in school.hahs.i was lying down on the chairs during malay. then towards the end of school i was dying with a headache.
i was clutching my tummy in bed at 10.30 and fell asleep cos it was too painful. =/ woke up at 1.30 cos i needed to shit. then i walked about the house in a daze. then i ran to the toilet when i felt stuffs coming up my throat.i puked a shitload of green stuffs laa.so grossss.then finally i felt slightly better. so i ate a bit of rice since i hadnt eaten all day on account that my tummy couldnt take it.then slept.woke up again at 4.30 to shit.gah.. then woke up at 6 with shooting pain in my tummy so i slowly made my way to parents room and said i cant go to school.yup!
hoho!the doctor is so smartt.hahs.
headaches? fever? -checks temp.Fine. vomiting? diarrhoea? let me take a look inside your mouth. hmms. eaten any strange foods lately? japanese..? let me check your breathing. hmms.. back now. hmms.. lie down over there. i'll have to -lifts shirt slightly. -rubs tummy. tell me when there's pain. "ouch!" ooh. less pain here right. -taptap.(hollow sound). AH! your stomach is slightly bloated. you have stomach flu.
hahahhahs. sights and sounds. bweeee.
duno whether i'll be fine enough to go for tmr's physics pt thinger at Escape.bugger. even if i can go,i might not be able to take the rides.gar.unfair.And i missed the cooking lesson todayy. chicken stew and they decorated cakes! UNFAIRR. mutters.
olivejuice loads and loads.
i kneww it. ive had these stomach pains like since saturday la please. only yst it got super unbearable.
hohum.yst was super bleahh.had super bad cramps in school.hahs.i was lying down on the chairs during malay. then towards the end of school i was dying with a headache.
i was clutching my tummy in bed at 10.30 and fell asleep cos it was too painful. =/ woke up at 1.30 cos i needed to shit. then i walked about the house in a daze. then i ran to the toilet when i felt stuffs coming up my throat.i puked a shitload of green stuffs laa.so grossss.then finally i felt slightly better. so i ate a bit of rice since i hadnt eaten all day on account that my tummy couldnt take it.then slept.woke up again at 4.30 to shit.gah.. then woke up at 6 with shooting pain in my tummy so i slowly made my way to parents room and said i cant go to school.yup!
hoho!the doctor is so smartt.hahs.
headaches? fever? -checks temp.Fine. vomiting? diarrhoea? let me take a look inside your mouth. hmms. eaten any strange foods lately? japanese..? let me check your breathing. hmms.. back now. hmms.. lie down over there. i'll have to -lifts shirt slightly. -rubs tummy. tell me when there's pain. "ouch!" ooh. less pain here right. -taptap.(hollow sound). AH! your stomach is slightly bloated. you have stomach flu.
hahahhahs. sights and sounds. bweeee.
duno whether i'll be fine enough to go for tmr's physics pt thinger at Escape.bugger. even if i can go,i might not be able to take the rides.gar.unfair.And i missed the cooking lesson todayy. chicken stew and they decorated cakes! UNFAIRR. mutters.
olivejuice loads and loads.
Thursday, August 25, 2005
HEY JULIET!
go acers day routine. i just want you to knoww, i wanna be your Romeo. nicenice
anw, geog pt not a pt is annoying. i keep getting it wrong and hafta redo. and now, gohtian and cy hadta help me redo. so.. bummer.
school was sosososo short todayy. first block mly then maths. recess. hist test. then mrs yap wasnt in school. so hi was my last block. so fun. bahh. took the time to do my geog thinger again.
the english talk was annoying. i slept through the whole thing cos i was at the side of the kschee and i had a throbbing headache. baad.AND i had cramps the whole dayy. -whines. haha naz. anw,when i got home, i bathed and slept till 8. woke up with a fever. bweee.
me in good mood cos everything seems okay now.. if you know what im talking about. yesyes. and naaaa, your email so cheesy but sweet. hoho! -hugs. i love liyanaa.
kae. shall sleep. ive still got the bleeding headache. mutters. nitenite
and im going nuts cos my 2 little sisters are singing 'our lips are sealed'. so horribleee. gah. bahh duff..
olivejuice alotalot dudee.
anw, geog pt not a pt is annoying. i keep getting it wrong and hafta redo. and now, gohtian and cy hadta help me redo. so.. bummer.
school was sosososo short todayy. first block mly then maths. recess. hist test. then mrs yap wasnt in school. so hi was my last block. so fun. bahh. took the time to do my geog thinger again.
the english talk was annoying. i slept through the whole thing cos i was at the side of the kschee and i had a throbbing headache. baad.AND i had cramps the whole dayy. -whines. haha naz. anw,when i got home, i bathed and slept till 8. woke up with a fever. bweee.
me in good mood cos everything seems okay now.. if you know what im talking about. yesyes. and naaaa, your email so cheesy but sweet. hoho! -hugs. i love liyanaa.
kae. shall sleep. ive still got the bleeding headache. mutters. nitenite
and im going nuts cos my 2 little sisters are singing 'our lips are sealed'. so horribleee. gah. bahh duff..
olivejuice alotalot dudee.
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
geog pt not a pt
cool. i just finished my geog pt. i now have 1 hour and 10 mins to sleep. erts. got trg summoree. -whines. nitenite
Sunday, August 21, 2005
Friday, August 19, 2005
bwee2
bwee. i am stressed. and teddy is a very safe driver who knows the importance of a seatbelt be it a satay stick. the teddy mobile won thirdd. yayy.
and ive got the terjemahan competition tmr. funny.. -shudder.
so embarassing. i am in the 5th group out of 6. which means that the earlier competitors will be in the compeition arena(?) by then. -dies.
i shall not stress. nono. ladee..
bahhh. shall sleep. nitenite.
olivejuice alotalot.
aightt.`bangg.
and ive got the terjemahan competition tmr. funny.. -shudder.
so embarassing. i am in the 5th group out of 6. which means that the earlier competitors will be in the compeition arena(?) by then. -dies.
i shall not stress. nono. ladee..
bahhh. shall sleep. nitenite.
olivejuice alotalot.
aightt.`bangg.
bwee
Esok merupakan pusingan pertama peraduan terjemahan. Saya kini berasa amat gementar kerana saya sedar akan tahap bahasa melayu saya. Kebolehan saya berdwibahasa boleh dikatakan setaraf mereka yang tidak mengambil bahasa melayu sebagai bahasa pertama. Cikgu berpendapat bahawa murid-murid yang mengambil bahasa melayu sebagai bahasa ketiga, ada yang dapat menguasai bahasa melayu dengan lebih baik dibandingkan dengan kita yang berdarah melayu ini. Memalukan, bukan?
Jadi mengapakah kita masih berkeras kepala, dan terus bertutur dalam bahasa Inggeris juga? Apakah langkah yang telah kita ambil untuk mempertingkatkan bahasa melyu kita yang semakin hari kian merosot?
Generasi bingung. Saya tertawa apabila membaca artikel yang diberikan cikgu dahulu. Kita diibaratkan generasi bingung disebabkan dasar dwibahasa. Penguasaan kedua-dua bahasa Inggeris dan bahasa Ibunda kurang baik kerana kita tidak menggunakan kedua-duanya dengan seimbang. Lebih- lebih lagi, kita akan menggabungkan frasa- frasa tertentu dari satu bahasa dengan bahasa yang lagi satu. Hasilnya? Bahasa rojak. Bahasa Inggeris teruk. Bahasa Ibunda teruk. Apakah benar kita ini generasi bingung?
Mungkin saya ini bersikap hipokrit. Apakan saya sendiri sering bertutur dalam bahasa Inggeris. Namun, untuk membela diri saya ingin mempertengahkan bahawa dasar dwibahasa di Singapura dengan secara langsung, mengisytiharkan bahasa Inggeris sebagai bahasa perantaraan. Disebabkan itu, ramai, termasuk saya, lebih gemar berbahasa Inggeris kerana ia lebih mudah untuk kita berkomunikasi bersama mereka yang berlainan bangsa dan bahasa.
Tetapi, tidak dapat dinafikan bahawa ini bukan suatu alasan untuk kita kurang berbahasa Melayu. Seperti apa yang telah cikgu pertengahkan beribu kali, "kelas bahasa Melayu sendiri tak nak berbahasa Melayu, macam mana?".
Anak Melayu masa kini kurang berbahasa Melayu. Mengapa? Bagi saya, hendak dikatakan malu, tidak. Hendak dikatakan malas? mungkin juga.. Boleh dikatakan saya kurang mengambil bahasa Melayu dengan sirius. Apakan tidak? Bila saya bertutur dalam bahasa melayu bersama liyana, akan dia melemparkan saya pandangan, dengan mesej yang disampaikan: syimah, i do not understand what you are talking about. how about a coke?
ya. jadi begitulah wahai pembaca. Apa yang akan terjadi pada generasi akan datang? Tidak dapat lagi kita kata, dengan penuh keyakinan, bahawa bahasa Melayu akan kekal selamanya. Legasi ini akan disampaikan hingga generasi yang seterusnya. Apakah ini lagi benar? Lihat sahaja esok, apabila saya memalukan nama Sekolah Menengah Perempuan Raffles. malunya..
-menggigil. haha. - mengeluh. baiklah. saya harap kamu semua dapat berdoa semoga saya berjaya esok dan sekurang-kurangnya tidak menjatuhkan air muka pelajar-pelajar Melayu RGS secara keseluruhan. Amin.
Jadi mengapakah kita masih berkeras kepala, dan terus bertutur dalam bahasa Inggeris juga? Apakah langkah yang telah kita ambil untuk mempertingkatkan bahasa melyu kita yang semakin hari kian merosot?
Generasi bingung. Saya tertawa apabila membaca artikel yang diberikan cikgu dahulu. Kita diibaratkan generasi bingung disebabkan dasar dwibahasa. Penguasaan kedua-dua bahasa Inggeris dan bahasa Ibunda kurang baik kerana kita tidak menggunakan kedua-duanya dengan seimbang. Lebih- lebih lagi, kita akan menggabungkan frasa- frasa tertentu dari satu bahasa dengan bahasa yang lagi satu. Hasilnya? Bahasa rojak. Bahasa Inggeris teruk. Bahasa Ibunda teruk. Apakah benar kita ini generasi bingung?
Mungkin saya ini bersikap hipokrit. Apakan saya sendiri sering bertutur dalam bahasa Inggeris. Namun, untuk membela diri saya ingin mempertengahkan bahawa dasar dwibahasa di Singapura dengan secara langsung, mengisytiharkan bahasa Inggeris sebagai bahasa perantaraan. Disebabkan itu, ramai, termasuk saya, lebih gemar berbahasa Inggeris kerana ia lebih mudah untuk kita berkomunikasi bersama mereka yang berlainan bangsa dan bahasa.
Tetapi, tidak dapat dinafikan bahawa ini bukan suatu alasan untuk kita kurang berbahasa Melayu. Seperti apa yang telah cikgu pertengahkan beribu kali, "kelas bahasa Melayu sendiri tak nak berbahasa Melayu, macam mana?".
Anak Melayu masa kini kurang berbahasa Melayu. Mengapa? Bagi saya, hendak dikatakan malu, tidak. Hendak dikatakan malas? mungkin juga.. Boleh dikatakan saya kurang mengambil bahasa Melayu dengan sirius. Apakan tidak? Bila saya bertutur dalam bahasa melayu bersama liyana, akan dia melemparkan saya pandangan, dengan mesej yang disampaikan: syimah, i do not understand what you are talking about. how about a coke?
ya. jadi begitulah wahai pembaca. Apa yang akan terjadi pada generasi akan datang? Tidak dapat lagi kita kata, dengan penuh keyakinan, bahawa bahasa Melayu akan kekal selamanya. Legasi ini akan disampaikan hingga generasi yang seterusnya. Apakah ini lagi benar? Lihat sahaja esok, apabila saya memalukan nama Sekolah Menengah Perempuan Raffles. malunya..
-menggigil. haha. - mengeluh. baiklah. saya harap kamu semua dapat berdoa semoga saya berjaya esok dan sekurang-kurangnya tidak menjatuhkan air muka pelajar-pelajar Melayu RGS secara keseluruhan. Amin.
Sunday, August 14, 2005
hohum
i have been entertaining mindless thoughts lately. bad. very badd. but experiment..? its not like its done intentionally na. hmms.. nvm.
anw. i love my sunday morningg. nice. went east coast park to cycle with dad and sisters. was cycling slow and just thinking. thinkthink. darning calming. how nice. then at times i just burst ahead and then slow down while the rest catch up. duno leyh. just felt like good. hahs. see the waves and all that. funny stuffs happened too. hoho! yea.. then we sat somewhere. ate ice cream and looked out at the sea. dark clouds, light clouds and the beeaautiful lightning. gosh.. then when we cycled back, there were like reaaally strong winds coming from the sea. ombak bergelombang.. then there were also like leaves flying across the track and many got stuck in the bike wheels so it was all so prettyy.. sigh. then it started raining. weeeee. me stopped by the lake for a bit and just stoned. wahahs. oooh. little sis had her tudung flying infronta her face and was screaming and stuffs then braked and fell. funny-ness. youngest sis on the other hand cycles over a 1.5l coke bottle and flew off the bike. hoho i laugh. poor thg la she. heh.
then we went to the drive-thru macs. hahs. ahwell. next time there's bad weather, call me and we'll go cycling yea? wonderful wonderful morning spent.. yayy. ooh. and ive been playing the piano alot lately. gosh. how strange. havent touched it for a year plus leyh. stress relieving anw. hohum. shall try guitar next. stress-relieving too? hmms..
ah. rite. planned to study all of today. start abit late..? hahahs. kae..
olivejuice alot alot. i am oookay. =)
anw. i love my sunday morningg. nice. went east coast park to cycle with dad and sisters. was cycling slow and just thinking. thinkthink. darning calming. how nice. then at times i just burst ahead and then slow down while the rest catch up. duno leyh. just felt like good. hahs. see the waves and all that. funny stuffs happened too. hoho! yea.. then we sat somewhere. ate ice cream and looked out at the sea. dark clouds, light clouds and the beeaautiful lightning. gosh.. then when we cycled back, there were like reaaally strong winds coming from the sea. ombak bergelombang.. then there were also like leaves flying across the track and many got stuck in the bike wheels so it was all so prettyy.. sigh. then it started raining. weeeee. me stopped by the lake for a bit and just stoned. wahahs. oooh. little sis had her tudung flying infronta her face and was screaming and stuffs then braked and fell. funny-ness. youngest sis on the other hand cycles over a 1.5l coke bottle and flew off the bike. hoho i laugh. poor thg la she. heh.
then we went to the drive-thru macs. hahs. ahwell. next time there's bad weather, call me and we'll go cycling yea? wonderful wonderful morning spent.. yayy. ooh. and ive been playing the piano alot lately. gosh. how strange. havent touched it for a year plus leyh. stress relieving anw. hohum. shall try guitar next. stress-relieving too? hmms..
ah. rite. planned to study all of today. start abit late..? hahahs. kae..
olivejuice alot alot. i am oookay. =)
Friday, August 12, 2005
ord
tommorow's ord already. sad stuffs.. am commanding pandang ke kanan for parade in the morn. yup!
not going for ord dinner. pathetic really. serious parental objection. haha. its depressing i guess. cant even negotiate. and me asking to go for the thger is not being rude. just because i want my say. bloody..
anw, yea. polished boots. shinyness. bwee..
still super bummed out bout tmr. crapp.. -grumbles. hhas. its like The event of the year la please. lost count how many times i cried. freakin frustrated. stupid la. not like they care sia. hohum.
i am getting extremely vulgar. woahness.. scary stuff. ive even got suicidal thoughts. which is wrongwrongwrong. yup! tried somethg today.. nothing extreme.. just somethg. yea..
hmms. i think theyre stupid. as in really stupid. verily stupid. oh. bwee. i passed amths test. am glad. not that parents recognize the effort put. nope. not at all.. unreasonable people.
am so depressed and stresseed out. a whole new level of hysterics and high-ness. im in a pathetic state. i think im like sooo fake. bweee. can you tell? hahs. alot of pple said no. nooo they say. bweee. im sadsadsad.
aightt. shall sleep early. hahs. so earlyy.
lovelovelovelove you. why arent you online? hoho!
not going for ord dinner. pathetic really. serious parental objection. haha. its depressing i guess. cant even negotiate. and me asking to go for the thger is not being rude. just because i want my say. bloody..
anw, yea. polished boots. shinyness. bwee..
still super bummed out bout tmr. crapp.. -grumbles. hhas. its like The event of the year la please. lost count how many times i cried. freakin frustrated. stupid la. not like they care sia. hohum.
i am getting extremely vulgar. woahness.. scary stuff. ive even got suicidal thoughts. which is wrongwrongwrong. yup! tried somethg today.. nothing extreme.. just somethg. yea..
hmms. i think theyre stupid. as in really stupid. verily stupid. oh. bwee. i passed amths test. am glad. not that parents recognize the effort put. nope. not at all.. unreasonable people.
am so depressed and stresseed out. a whole new level of hysterics and high-ness. im in a pathetic state. i think im like sooo fake. bweee. can you tell? hahs. alot of pple said no. nooo they say. bweee. im sadsadsad.
aightt. shall sleep early. hahs. so earlyy.
lovelovelovelove you. why arent you online? hoho!
Monday, August 08, 2005
saturdayy
forgot to blog bout saturday!! hahahas. ord prezze making day. chiong all day. was at jieying's hse..
started off bad la. stupid taxi driver dude. he dare scold me for getting me lostt. if i weren't in a bad mood i wuldnt have scolded him back but yeah.. hahs. tried to leave with as much dignity as possible "let me off here." only reason i did so being the fact that i was running out of money. 6 bucks wasted la. -grumbles.
oh yeahh. bought shirts and socks and sports bra. ahahahs. mom was not nice but nice. she spent almost 50 bucks for me in 1 hr. hohum..
anww, was lost after i got off the taxi laa. then jy's mom and pltnmates hadta fetch me. heh. yay?
then we made prezzes, and prezzes and crapped alot. quotes shuning " hey, know what, let's talk about sex. " omigodd. tsk. so directt. hahs. thenn we climbed over jy's window and whole pltn was on the roof! ahahs. well, it was the roof above the koi pond area i think. then when jy's mom appeared below, we were like HIIIIDE! and was crouching and stuffs. hahs. and i leaopard crawled back. hahhahas. fun-ness. lovelovelove pltnmates
then i got my index finger hurt at the door hinge. was painting banner then i wanted to walk across. was from the toilet. so had my right hand in the hinge and left hand was on door knob. can guess la what happened. finger bled like whatt. ahhahas. pain. yup!
okay. that's all. less than a week to ord. scary stuffs. we can make it. lovelovelove ncos.. sigh
`bangg.
started off bad la. stupid taxi driver dude. he dare scold me for getting me lostt. if i weren't in a bad mood i wuldnt have scolded him back but yeah.. hahs. tried to leave with as much dignity as possible "let me off here." only reason i did so being the fact that i was running out of money. 6 bucks wasted la. -grumbles.
oh yeahh. bought shirts and socks and sports bra. ahahahs. mom was not nice but nice. she spent almost 50 bucks for me in 1 hr. hohum..
anww, was lost after i got off the taxi laa. then jy's mom and pltnmates hadta fetch me. heh. yay?
then we made prezzes, and prezzes and crapped alot. quotes shuning " hey, know what, let's talk about sex. " omigodd. tsk. so directt. hahs. thenn we climbed over jy's window and whole pltn was on the roof! ahahs. well, it was the roof above the koi pond area i think. then when jy's mom appeared below, we were like HIIIIDE! and was crouching and stuffs. hahs. and i leaopard crawled back. hahhahas. fun-ness. lovelovelove pltnmates
then i got my index finger hurt at the door hinge. was painting banner then i wanted to walk across. was from the toilet. so had my right hand in the hinge and left hand was on door knob. can guess la what happened. finger bled like whatt. ahhahas. pain. yup!
okay. that's all. less than a week to ord. scary stuffs. we can make it. lovelovelove ncos.. sigh
`bangg.
grins
yayy. am cured. for today.. smilesmilesmile. teddy's happy. right teddy? -teddy nods.
sigh..
boring stuffs. ndp at school was.. interesting
i still think our batch has good performers. yes. anww. 309 won 2nd for dance comp!!! weeeee. hahahs. BLOWWWWW. yeaaaah! 1st place was 303 and 3rd place was 307. yup! the sec4 contest was amusingg. the winning class rocks. hahahs. obscene siaaa. -close eyes
anw, then the singing part was fun. -jumps ard. yea.. I LOVE GEEEEE! ge rocks. uhhuhs
speech day goh rehearsal. dumbness. kawalan kehormatan hormat panglima hormat. my voice was breaking. oops. screamed too much in the morn. hahs.
rafflesians unite, we'll show our might (screams)
we'll show them how rafflesians fight (screams)
we'll walk to the fight in green black white
cos aint nobody's gonna break our stride
cos we're for we're for
raffles -ooh
raffles -ahh( x2)
we'll fight in the sun we'll fight in the rain (screams)
we'll fight to give our school a name (screams)
we'll from from the game with pride and fame
cos we feel no fear and we feel no pain
cos welre for we're for
raffles -ooh
raffes- ahh
we're for we're for
raffles yeaaaah!
filiae melioris aevi
rgsncc rocks my socks
sigh..
boring stuffs. ndp at school was.. interesting
i still think our batch has good performers. yes. anww. 309 won 2nd for dance comp!!! weeeee. hahahs. BLOWWWWW. yeaaaah! 1st place was 303 and 3rd place was 307. yup! the sec4 contest was amusingg. the winning class rocks. hahahs. obscene siaaa. -close eyes
anw, then the singing part was fun. -jumps ard. yea.. I LOVE GEEEEE! ge rocks. uhhuhs
speech day goh rehearsal. dumbness. kawalan kehormatan hormat panglima hormat. my voice was breaking. oops. screamed too much in the morn. hahs.
rafflesians unite, we'll show our might (screams)
we'll show them how rafflesians fight (screams)
we'll walk to the fight in green black white
cos aint nobody's gonna break our stride
cos we're for we're for
raffles -ooh
raffles -ahh( x2)
we'll fight in the sun we'll fight in the rain (screams)
we'll fight to give our school a name (screams)
we'll from from the game with pride and fame
cos we feel no fear and we feel no pain
cos welre for we're for
raffles -ooh
raffes- ahh
we're for we're for
raffles yeaaaah!
filiae melioris aevi
rgsncc rocks my socks
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
last trg
ahwell.. pretty bumming day.hohum
i dont know. i give up la. it really doesnt matter if our pltn is like the most hated part cos we're just problematic and all but.. yea.. nvm
me lovelovelove ncos. gosh.. was crying like, quotes priya: water tap. something's wrong with my plumbing. hoho! anw, cant think about it. how'd it end like this.. it's kinda sad i guess. but during the last half hour or so, when we had company singing and the shortshortshort time we had with our ncos was painful. we've gone through ord 3 times. saying goodbye to people you love is really hard. what's worse is that this time, we no longer worry about which nco combi we're getting next year, or adapting to new temp ncos and all that. its scary. hahahs. scary..
started off trg at ava room. i was having special olympics meeting so i came down to pltn table to find none of them there, but pltnmates sposed to have some chn thg so i was like okayy..
they're opening up ncc air. rite.riiite. watthehell. whyyy are they doing this? crapcrapcrap. oh And a possibility of another ug. riteee. damn. npcc.. effing effing. i never knew what really happened in the past, but ncc beat npcc. if it returns, we're so screwed. all the girls will duh choose np la. -grumbles. nvm. its okayy. have faith. rgsncc is a legacy that will burn forever in rgs history. no matter what maam says. "If you have partas next year..." sniff. my heart like just stopped beating when they told us la. gosh.. i believe partas and partbs will stay on. yup! esp after the wonderfully emo trg today. i love the company bond.. -grins.
achievement day. not much of an achievement i spose.. i was pt ic. gah.. started off with complicated jumping jacks. did 365 1/4. for a bittersweet part c year. zerui's knee had problems so i was afraid we wouldnt be able to finish it togetehr. we did it in the end. Then we did 19 bodymax. 19 to represent 12 sec 4s and 7 partcs. yup! fun.. then we did 16 suicides. was sloww. but yeah, did it as a pltn. 4 squared was it? then we did water sprinklers. 41 each!( for company strength) and we made sure we timed slower. And we sang right here waiting at the end. only the first verse and chorus tho. 1sg nadiah said we should sing a shorter song or something cos we wont make it. but we didd. yeahh. we sang nicenice lorhh. it was truly a wonderful feeling. lovelovelove ncos..
then we went to the fitness corner(?). yup! did suicidal frame. i did it wrong i think. hurt my hip when i slung over. ouch. then we did the wall. uhhuhs. we got up pretty fast..? i guess. i was last up. i can climb the wall myself ar. i rock i rock i rock. wanted ncos to come up with us but they said they couldnt. ahwell.. lovelovelove ncos..
then we finally did our bangs. rite. i thought it was embarassing. some thought it was good. owell.. 33 was it? but we did more than that.. uhhuhs.. ncos made us do c&c style. so like each of us got the pltn to do about 5..? yeah. lovelovelovencos..
then we went void deck. ncos drill-ed us. gosh. our bangs were inconsistent dammit. but when we're good, we're good. uhhuhs. gosh.. who's to drill us next year? who's to look after us? who's going to care for us? we are no longer cadets. although that's what sirs said when we left specs course, but this time. really.. gosh. its just too scary..
then we had company bonding time. part cs sposed to plan and coordinate and stuffs. me n py intro-ed the thgy. sec4s were pretty sarcastic at the start i think. about the welcome thg and enjoy yourselves and the uncharacteristic cheering. so yeah, was pretty stung.
first we had company games. h20 was short.. yea. then blow wind bloww. "blow wind blow. blow all those who arent my pltnmates" hahs. oh. all the parts cept sec4s hadta do forfeit for h20 and partcs did the natl day dance. dumbness. they wanted the 2 singer people and like i was taufik but i didnt sing cos i duno the song. rite..hahs
company cheers. We...nice ending bang. -echoes.. turn on the radio and the rest.. partas and bs dun really know the cheers..? sad i guess. but i still lovelovelove company and ncos!
then company songs. emo stuff la.. am happy we taught partas the cheers and songs. i didnt really cry at first.. but i duno. was so sad.. reallyreally dont want sec4s to go. am so scared for the coming year and all that.. dont want to be in charge. commanding all trg is bleeding boring. some more pltnmates think im sadist la. i ammm.. watthehell. i fear for my jnrs. gar! shall be more level-headed. yea..
wherever you go, whatever you do, i will be right here waiting for you..
If a picture paints a thousand words,Then why can´t I paint you?'Cause the words could never show,The you I´ve come to know.
Now here we stand, unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you..
And life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I’ll be there when the world stops turning
I’ll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
we cant change anything now. but to cherish the past, the memories that we will hold to so dearly. sec4s will leave us. like all the previous batches. but we'll still love them. no matter what.
the last few moments of last trg. we sat talking to ncos. i was a leaky tap. nyeh. they gave us glow in the dark stuffs. no matter what happens, there's still a star in all of us. or something. yeah. glow in the dark dust in tube with star inside. lovelovelove ncos..
gave them brownies. yummmyyness..
-its not perfect. because we arent
-the bittersweet taste represents the bittersweet journey with ncos
- but no matter what it still tastes good.
and konyaku jelly? yea.. ngam.
- its wobbly but doesnt really mooove cos its got a strong base (or has it got to do with friction? hmms..)
then we had our last words. went down the row with everyone saying one word.
reallyreally love ncos.. no matter what transpired between us and ncos, we still love them alot. and it hurts cos we've almost reached the end of the journey. the road we travelled was reaal bumpy but i hope we come out of it stronger.. as a pltn and as a person. learnt alot with ncos.. learnt to understand, learnt to love.. im pretty sorry about how it turned out towards the end. but we never expected the journey to be easy so i guess, with the problems and circumstances, we did pretty okay.. and i lovelovelove ncos. sosososososo much. dont leave please? sniff..
rgsncc part cs `05 lovelovelove 1sg nadiah,1sg jessica, staff vanessa and 1sg carmen. you've made a difference in our lives. thank you.
oh. there was some unhappiness with pltnmates just now after trg. walked to busstop with some pltnmates and was like walking behind and mumbling to myself that it wasnt even ord yet cos py told me to shuttup cos there's a great possibility that i'll say something stupid. i agree. hugged teddy all the way home. on both the crowded buses. was sad. needed a hug.. hahs. aightt.
raffles company all the way to victory
raffles company reigns supreme
symbol of integrity
that's what we are
no kidding
come with us and you will see
that we are the best
hoi.
i dont know. i give up la. it really doesnt matter if our pltn is like the most hated part cos we're just problematic and all but.. yea.. nvm
me lovelovelove ncos. gosh.. was crying like, quotes priya: water tap. something's wrong with my plumbing. hoho! anw, cant think about it. how'd it end like this.. it's kinda sad i guess. but during the last half hour or so, when we had company singing and the shortshortshort time we had with our ncos was painful. we've gone through ord 3 times. saying goodbye to people you love is really hard. what's worse is that this time, we no longer worry about which nco combi we're getting next year, or adapting to new temp ncos and all that. its scary. hahahs. scary..
started off trg at ava room. i was having special olympics meeting so i came down to pltn table to find none of them there, but pltnmates sposed to have some chn thg so i was like okayy..
they're opening up ncc air. rite.riiite. watthehell. whyyy are they doing this? crapcrapcrap. oh And a possibility of another ug. riteee. damn. npcc.. effing effing. i never knew what really happened in the past, but ncc beat npcc. if it returns, we're so screwed. all the girls will duh choose np la. -grumbles. nvm. its okayy. have faith. rgsncc is a legacy that will burn forever in rgs history. no matter what maam says. "If you have partas next year..." sniff. my heart like just stopped beating when they told us la. gosh.. i believe partas and partbs will stay on. yup! esp after the wonderfully emo trg today. i love the company bond.. -grins.
achievement day. not much of an achievement i spose.. i was pt ic. gah.. started off with complicated jumping jacks. did 365 1/4. for a bittersweet part c year. zerui's knee had problems so i was afraid we wouldnt be able to finish it togetehr. we did it in the end. Then we did 19 bodymax. 19 to represent 12 sec 4s and 7 partcs. yup! fun.. then we did 16 suicides. was sloww. but yeah, did it as a pltn. 4 squared was it? then we did water sprinklers. 41 each!( for company strength) and we made sure we timed slower. And we sang right here waiting at the end. only the first verse and chorus tho. 1sg nadiah said we should sing a shorter song or something cos we wont make it. but we didd. yeahh. we sang nicenice lorhh. it was truly a wonderful feeling. lovelovelove ncos..
then we went to the fitness corner(?). yup! did suicidal frame. i did it wrong i think. hurt my hip when i slung over. ouch. then we did the wall. uhhuhs. we got up pretty fast..? i guess. i was last up. i can climb the wall myself ar. i rock i rock i rock. wanted ncos to come up with us but they said they couldnt. ahwell.. lovelovelove ncos..
then we finally did our bangs. rite. i thought it was embarassing. some thought it was good. owell.. 33 was it? but we did more than that.. uhhuhs.. ncos made us do c&c style. so like each of us got the pltn to do about 5..? yeah. lovelovelovencos..
then we went void deck. ncos drill-ed us. gosh. our bangs were inconsistent dammit. but when we're good, we're good. uhhuhs. gosh.. who's to drill us next year? who's to look after us? who's going to care for us? we are no longer cadets. although that's what sirs said when we left specs course, but this time. really.. gosh. its just too scary..
then we had company bonding time. part cs sposed to plan and coordinate and stuffs. me n py intro-ed the thgy. sec4s were pretty sarcastic at the start i think. about the welcome thg and enjoy yourselves and the uncharacteristic cheering. so yeah, was pretty stung.
first we had company games. h20 was short.. yea. then blow wind bloww. "blow wind blow. blow all those who arent my pltnmates" hahs. oh. all the parts cept sec4s hadta do forfeit for h20 and partcs did the natl day dance. dumbness. they wanted the 2 singer people and like i was taufik but i didnt sing cos i duno the song. rite..hahs
company cheers. We...nice ending bang. -echoes.. turn on the radio and the rest.. partas and bs dun really know the cheers..? sad i guess. but i still lovelovelove company and ncos!
then company songs. emo stuff la.. am happy we taught partas the cheers and songs. i didnt really cry at first.. but i duno. was so sad.. reallyreally dont want sec4s to go. am so scared for the coming year and all that.. dont want to be in charge. commanding all trg is bleeding boring. some more pltnmates think im sadist la. i ammm.. watthehell. i fear for my jnrs. gar! shall be more level-headed. yea..
wherever you go, whatever you do, i will be right here waiting for you..
If a picture paints a thousand words,Then why can´t I paint you?'Cause the words could never show,The you I´ve come to know.
Now here we stand, unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you..
And life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I’ll be there when the world stops turning
I’ll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
we cant change anything now. but to cherish the past, the memories that we will hold to so dearly. sec4s will leave us. like all the previous batches. but we'll still love them. no matter what.
the last few moments of last trg. we sat talking to ncos. i was a leaky tap. nyeh. they gave us glow in the dark stuffs. no matter what happens, there's still a star in all of us. or something. yeah. glow in the dark dust in tube with star inside. lovelovelove ncos..
gave them brownies. yummmyyness..
-its not perfect. because we arent
-the bittersweet taste represents the bittersweet journey with ncos
- but no matter what it still tastes good.
and konyaku jelly? yea.. ngam.
- its wobbly but doesnt really mooove cos its got a strong base (or has it got to do with friction? hmms..)
then we had our last words. went down the row with everyone saying one word.
reallyreally love ncos.. no matter what transpired between us and ncos, we still love them alot. and it hurts cos we've almost reached the end of the journey. the road we travelled was reaal bumpy but i hope we come out of it stronger.. as a pltn and as a person. learnt alot with ncos.. learnt to understand, learnt to love.. im pretty sorry about how it turned out towards the end. but we never expected the journey to be easy so i guess, with the problems and circumstances, we did pretty okay.. and i lovelovelove ncos. sosososososo much. dont leave please? sniff..
rgsncc part cs `05 lovelovelove 1sg nadiah,1sg jessica, staff vanessa and 1sg carmen. you've made a difference in our lives. thank you.
oh. there was some unhappiness with pltnmates just now after trg. walked to busstop with some pltnmates and was like walking behind and mumbling to myself that it wasnt even ord yet cos py told me to shuttup cos there's a great possibility that i'll say something stupid. i agree. hugged teddy all the way home. on both the crowded buses. was sad. needed a hug.. hahs. aightt.
raffles company all the way to victory
raffles company reigns supreme
symbol of integrity
that's what we are
no kidding
come with us and you will see
that we are the best
hoi.
Monday, August 01, 2005
yawn
hahs. spent the whole of yst night doing hist pt. som last minute la. dumbness..
ohh. after ndp on sat ryyt, went with family to the musical TunnelThroughTime for this angmoh dude who got stroke, with a singaporean wife and whatnots. Sposed to be a musical abt strength and love and stuffs.. kinda sweet i guess? yup.. then at the end they showed a video of the dude and like he communicated with slight nodding and eye movement. He said: Live life like today's your last. or somethingg like that. was pretty sad.. made me cry.. nyeh. then he came out at the end with his wheelchair. got quite some people who gave standing ovation. i was tempeted. but i was in no4 laa. o.O anw, funny stuffs. my family was at the front row, which is like 50bucks per seat but my dad actually paid 30bucks for 6 tickets cos the wife came to my dad's office and appealed to fill up the theatre. pretty cool la..
then we went for dinner at bedok someplace and somethg funny happened. haha! cos dad bought satay la the pay redi. then like abt 20 mins later dad realized that the dude didnt give him the change of 4 bucks. so okay, he asked the waiter to help ask the guy. then he came, ask what what, then he went back to his place. a moment later, he returned with a thick wad of notes and was like.. "how much?" and proceeded to remove the amount. woah.. sindir tajam seh.. whaahhas
ord trg janau.. i love partas and partbs. so zaii! bangs so gooood. lovelovelovelove rgsncc.
ooh. we thought partas new drill! "tun hormat ke kenan, hormat! -check one two three four five down.." partas so smartt. they learn very fastt. lovelovelove partas.. then the last half hour, we thought partas company songs and cheers! weeee. omigosh, partas dunno company cheers laa. they said they only did it 1st or 2nd trg. nvmnvm. they learn fast. uhhuhs.. was feeling melancholic? yea.. miss exexsec4s and sexsec4s. told the partas how ord felt. told them to cherish their ncos and like to put in their all for ord and achievement day.
"company do you all love your sec4s?" "yes sgt!" -echoes. coolness..
we've decided that we dont hate sec4s and even if they do hate us, we still love them. it is possible to love them anw.. yup! andd we wouldnt be so affected if we didnt love them..uhhuhs. we'll make them proud of us. yesyes.. ord in 12 days.. gonna be soo busy..
and guess whattt! partb temp ncos asked the partbs to rank the partcs in order of fierce-ness. IM NUMBER ONE! omigoshh. was so shocked. -stares at teddy. he came with me to ord trg and he was shocked too. -blinks. owell. evil me. be scareddd. gar!
yayy.. shall be even stricter with company. yesyes.. must not let it go slack. lovelovelove rgsncc. when we cheered raffles company and We, i was like.. happyy. company is veryveryvery good.. i hope we'd be able to do a good job. currently partas and partbs standard are good. they managed 16 perfect company bangs. nice..
And next year's acsm and csm areeee.. GE AND YUHUI respectively. was kinda surprised. but yup! good i guess. i love pltnmates! -hughugg.
OKAY. im still kinda sad about what happened on thurs. but its okay. uhhuhs.. we'll get through this. olivejuice..
gonna try see school counsellor cos Someone wants me too. im not suicidal laa. humphs.. but i guess it'll be interesting. and i do have some things to talk about.. right. me have issues.
right. me lovelovelove rgsncc and yoo!
ohh. after ndp on sat ryyt, went with family to the musical TunnelThroughTime for this angmoh dude who got stroke, with a singaporean wife and whatnots. Sposed to be a musical abt strength and love and stuffs.. kinda sweet i guess? yup.. then at the end they showed a video of the dude and like he communicated with slight nodding and eye movement. He said: Live life like today's your last. or somethingg like that. was pretty sad.. made me cry.. nyeh. then he came out at the end with his wheelchair. got quite some people who gave standing ovation. i was tempeted. but i was in no4 laa. o.O anw, funny stuffs. my family was at the front row, which is like 50bucks per seat but my dad actually paid 30bucks for 6 tickets cos the wife came to my dad's office and appealed to fill up the theatre. pretty cool la..
then we went for dinner at bedok someplace and somethg funny happened. haha! cos dad bought satay la the pay redi. then like abt 20 mins later dad realized that the dude didnt give him the change of 4 bucks. so okay, he asked the waiter to help ask the guy. then he came, ask what what, then he went back to his place. a moment later, he returned with a thick wad of notes and was like.. "how much?" and proceeded to remove the amount. woah.. sindir tajam seh.. whaahhas
ord trg janau.. i love partas and partbs. so zaii! bangs so gooood. lovelovelovelove rgsncc.
ooh. we thought partas new drill! "tun hormat ke kenan, hormat! -check one two three four five down.." partas so smartt. they learn very fastt. lovelovelove partas.. then the last half hour, we thought partas company songs and cheers! weeee. omigosh, partas dunno company cheers laa. they said they only did it 1st or 2nd trg. nvmnvm. they learn fast. uhhuhs.. was feeling melancholic? yea.. miss exexsec4s and sexsec4s. told the partas how ord felt. told them to cherish their ncos and like to put in their all for ord and achievement day.
"company do you all love your sec4s?" "yes sgt!" -echoes. coolness..
we've decided that we dont hate sec4s and even if they do hate us, we still love them. it is possible to love them anw.. yup! andd we wouldnt be so affected if we didnt love them..uhhuhs. we'll make them proud of us. yesyes.. ord in 12 days.. gonna be soo busy..
and guess whattt! partb temp ncos asked the partbs to rank the partcs in order of fierce-ness. IM NUMBER ONE! omigoshh. was so shocked. -stares at teddy. he came with me to ord trg and he was shocked too. -blinks. owell. evil me. be scareddd. gar!
yayy.. shall be even stricter with company. yesyes.. must not let it go slack. lovelovelove rgsncc. when we cheered raffles company and We, i was like.. happyy. company is veryveryvery good.. i hope we'd be able to do a good job. currently partas and partbs standard are good. they managed 16 perfect company bangs. nice..
And next year's acsm and csm areeee.. GE AND YUHUI respectively. was kinda surprised. but yup! good i guess. i love pltnmates! -hughugg.
OKAY. im still kinda sad about what happened on thurs. but its okay. uhhuhs.. we'll get through this. olivejuice..
gonna try see school counsellor cos Someone wants me too. im not suicidal laa. humphs.. but i guess it'll be interesting. and i do have some things to talk about.. right. me have issues.
right. me lovelovelove rgsncc and yoo!
Friday, July 29, 2005
nyeh
somthing bad happened yst. dumbdumbdumb. someone must really hate me..
amaths was a killer. for the first time, i was totally prepared for the testla. then i saw the paper and died. nyehh
anw, after sch, went out.. hahahahs. busteddd
so yea. phone got taken.
was in pissed mode when dad talked to me. well, it better than being scared. when im scared, i just shut down. bahh.. so i go into pissed mode. it keeps me going? i duno. like trgs.. etc etc. its what allows me to pump continuously eventho im shit tired or endure scoldings even if i find it dumb. yae..the sort..
so anw. funny.. i thought i eat when im stressed. hmms.. recess now. goshh.. you know how they say people who are in lovee? can eat, can sleep.. so funny. hohum..
am feeling so dazed. puffy eyes.. hoho!
dad said i can never see him again. And i can neverr contact him. dad asked me to promise. i diden answer. so he said that he knows i'd just break my promise.. so he's telling me not to. yup! dilemma. on one hand, i dont wanna go against my dad and blatantly ignore his request. i mean.. after all he does care.. right. had a talk with my older sis in the dark before we went to bed. she said someone called up my mom. yea.. to the extent of describing him. scary stuff..
anww.. on the Other hand. yeah.. howw can i do what my dad wants me to do? depressing.. nyeh. so like when my dad brought the topic of him up, i was already fiddling with my hands, not looking at him and stuffs. gosh.. then dad said. is there a problem? i said no. hohumm..
well. fuck la. i was damn pissed.. dad was talking in his oh-so-superior voice againn.damn. gee.. im so unfilial. gosh.. anw, then like i didnt cry cos someone said i shouldnt.. then when i went into my room and closed the door, i cried. hohooo. yup! stupid really..
seriously considered getting run over by the cars on the way to school. that's how stupid ive become. oh, know the kid who got run over by a truck in cck? that's my little sister's mly class classmate. hohum. everyone dies eventually anw..
meh. i cant do what dad says leh. slight problem. emotional attachment. how dumb.. i cant imagine just losing contact with someone who's what i always wanted. He makes me happy. hahs. and now im sad. uhhuhs. aaaaaaw. mly starting soon. aightt.. `bangg.
olivejuicce alot alot alot. Happy 4 month! perfect timing hunhs.. sigh.
amaths was a killer. for the first time, i was totally prepared for the testla. then i saw the paper and died. nyehh
anw, after sch, went out.. hahahahs. busteddd
so yea. phone got taken.
was in pissed mode when dad talked to me. well, it better than being scared. when im scared, i just shut down. bahh.. so i go into pissed mode. it keeps me going? i duno. like trgs.. etc etc. its what allows me to pump continuously eventho im shit tired or endure scoldings even if i find it dumb. yae..the sort..
so anw. funny.. i thought i eat when im stressed. hmms.. recess now. goshh.. you know how they say people who are in lovee? can eat, can sleep.. so funny. hohum..
am feeling so dazed. puffy eyes.. hoho!
dad said i can never see him again. And i can neverr contact him. dad asked me to promise. i diden answer. so he said that he knows i'd just break my promise.. so he's telling me not to. yup! dilemma. on one hand, i dont wanna go against my dad and blatantly ignore his request. i mean.. after all he does care.. right. had a talk with my older sis in the dark before we went to bed. she said someone called up my mom. yea.. to the extent of describing him. scary stuff..
anww.. on the Other hand. yeah.. howw can i do what my dad wants me to do? depressing.. nyeh. so like when my dad brought the topic of him up, i was already fiddling with my hands, not looking at him and stuffs. gosh.. then dad said. is there a problem? i said no. hohumm..
well. fuck la. i was damn pissed.. dad was talking in his oh-so-superior voice againn.damn. gee.. im so unfilial. gosh.. anw, then like i didnt cry cos someone said i shouldnt.. then when i went into my room and closed the door, i cried. hohooo. yup! stupid really..
seriously considered getting run over by the cars on the way to school. that's how stupid ive become. oh, know the kid who got run over by a truck in cck? that's my little sister's mly class classmate. hohum. everyone dies eventually anw..
meh. i cant do what dad says leh. slight problem. emotional attachment. how dumb.. i cant imagine just losing contact with someone who's what i always wanted. He makes me happy. hahs. and now im sad. uhhuhs. aaaaaaw. mly starting soon. aightt.. `bangg.
olivejuicce alot alot alot. Happy 4 month! perfect timing hunhs.. sigh.
Monday, July 25, 2005
why bother?
gosh. am just completely drained.. endurance has its limits. and we have endured for sososososososososososososo long. and yet.
nvm. gosh. okay. embarassing to say that i broke down during training today. gah. whyy? ridiculous la.... nyeh
okay. we were all spazzing bout trg all day. like reaaaally spazzing. and when school finally ended, we're like, -shudder. and i was seriously hysterical. goshh. esp since Something baaad happened and praya hadta go home. yup.. scary stuff..
then we fall in to report. then saw 1sg coming down amphi steps and i was like -cries. gosh. cant believe myself la. strange me.. okay. that's One.
then normal stuffs.. go netball courts.. pt.. i was kinda annoyed i guess. They were like.. dont care at all and well.. stuffs.. sigh. anw, then i got real pissed i spose cos then i did that thing that i do when i get pissed. like, i was timing louder (albeit high pitched..?) and was going wayy fast. then also i felt.. numb. there wasnt any pain at all and i was hardly even sweating.. hmms.
yeah, well, then after that we did suicides. 18 rounds. nyeh. my ankle hurt sia. but we were stopped at 17 cos it started to rain. dang.. so we went to the covered walkway.. did 240 jumping jacks. sposedly 100 but somehow they increased it..? so, heck la. we can do it.. easyy. anw, then i dunooo. i got pissed Again. i was staring at the rain coming down. and like it was super heavy.. torrential rain? hahs.. the water was just like lashing at the ground. "heavens are crying for us" crap. was somewhat entranced and just kept going. fasterfaster. louderlouder. then suddenly 1sg nadiah yelled "Part Cs cut!" then silence. then i turned. sn was crying badd. and zr started too. then i bit my lip. i was crying. like damnnn. we were sposed to be strongg. they cant break us..gah! i duno. i cried cos i felt.. selfish? stupid really.. ryt? sigh.
this is what They have broken us down to? breaking down in the middle of pt?? Hugging?! for goodness sake.. dont You know how badly You are affecting us just because of Your selfishness. it may be in Your hands but You're just crushing it. not us. im damn well sick of everything. everythingg.
then we had psycho session. despicable. dont even bother hiding the Fact that it was that, a Psycho session. what's worse? i was taken in by what they said. a bit. just a bit. and it made me feel so damn bad. i cried. Again. gahh. i changed my nominations again. but it wasnt what they wanted. i dont think it was. i dont know why it matters really. it all comes back to the pltn. One for All. All for One. we intend to keep it that way.
ncos wrote us a letter in the end.. i duno. maybe they meant it? maybe they didnt. well, i'll try to keep the animosity aside. but seriously we really did respect you. all of you. you were all this really zai part. and we know we can never match up to your standard. but we try okay. we really do. Not that you realize, im sure.. But what's the pointt?
seriously. the psycho session was effing bullshit. it was sooooo contradictive. my mouth atually fell open. like -blinks. haha.. sadsadd.. Do You practise what you preach? haha. and they've got a different interpretation of traditions.. making a part like you may Not be your Job. but keeping the company alive. the company spirit burning. the bond that goes beyond what any outsider can possibly imagine. That is what makes us special. not just our standard.. whatever happened to all that?
i do love the company. i love my juniors. i love pltnmates. i dont hate you, if that's what you really want. i just dont like you very much. nopee..
start over. on a brand new slate. okay. ill be positive about it. and i bet if you read this. which you probably do. i guess you might decide that you dont want that at all. in fact, you probably hate us even more. well. i dont know. if you can be so open about it. so can i, right? or maybe. i just dont care what you think anymore. cos maybe. you just dont matter. to me at least. you cant break meee. okay. you have. but not anymore. -cringe. owell. doesnt fucking matter. not long now..
`bangg.
nvm. gosh. okay. embarassing to say that i broke down during training today. gah. whyy? ridiculous la.... nyeh
okay. we were all spazzing bout trg all day. like reaaaally spazzing. and when school finally ended, we're like, -shudder. and i was seriously hysterical. goshh. esp since Something baaad happened and praya hadta go home. yup.. scary stuff..
then we fall in to report. then saw 1sg coming down amphi steps and i was like -cries. gosh. cant believe myself la. strange me.. okay. that's One.
then normal stuffs.. go netball courts.. pt.. i was kinda annoyed i guess. They were like.. dont care at all and well.. stuffs.. sigh. anw, then i got real pissed i spose cos then i did that thing that i do when i get pissed. like, i was timing louder (albeit high pitched..?) and was going wayy fast. then also i felt.. numb. there wasnt any pain at all and i was hardly even sweating.. hmms.
yeah, well, then after that we did suicides. 18 rounds. nyeh. my ankle hurt sia. but we were stopped at 17 cos it started to rain. dang.. so we went to the covered walkway.. did 240 jumping jacks. sposedly 100 but somehow they increased it..? so, heck la. we can do it.. easyy. anw, then i dunooo. i got pissed Again. i was staring at the rain coming down. and like it was super heavy.. torrential rain? hahs.. the water was just like lashing at the ground. "heavens are crying for us" crap. was somewhat entranced and just kept going. fasterfaster. louderlouder. then suddenly 1sg nadiah yelled "Part Cs cut!" then silence. then i turned. sn was crying badd. and zr started too. then i bit my lip. i was crying. like damnnn. we were sposed to be strongg. they cant break us..gah! i duno. i cried cos i felt.. selfish? stupid really.. ryt? sigh.
this is what They have broken us down to? breaking down in the middle of pt?? Hugging?! for goodness sake.. dont You know how badly You are affecting us just because of Your selfishness. it may be in Your hands but You're just crushing it. not us. im damn well sick of everything. everythingg.
then we had psycho session. despicable. dont even bother hiding the Fact that it was that, a Psycho session. what's worse? i was taken in by what they said. a bit. just a bit. and it made me feel so damn bad. i cried. Again. gahh. i changed my nominations again. but it wasnt what they wanted. i dont think it was. i dont know why it matters really. it all comes back to the pltn. One for All. All for One. we intend to keep it that way.
ncos wrote us a letter in the end.. i duno. maybe they meant it? maybe they didnt. well, i'll try to keep the animosity aside. but seriously we really did respect you. all of you. you were all this really zai part. and we know we can never match up to your standard. but we try okay. we really do. Not that you realize, im sure.. But what's the pointt?
seriously. the psycho session was effing bullshit. it was sooooo contradictive. my mouth atually fell open. like -blinks. haha.. sadsadd.. Do You practise what you preach? haha. and they've got a different interpretation of traditions.. making a part like you may Not be your Job. but keeping the company alive. the company spirit burning. the bond that goes beyond what any outsider can possibly imagine. That is what makes us special. not just our standard.. whatever happened to all that?
i do love the company. i love my juniors. i love pltnmates. i dont hate you, if that's what you really want. i just dont like you very much. nopee..
start over. on a brand new slate. okay. ill be positive about it. and i bet if you read this. which you probably do. i guess you might decide that you dont want that at all. in fact, you probably hate us even more. well. i dont know. if you can be so open about it. so can i, right? or maybe. i just dont care what you think anymore. cos maybe. you just dont matter. to me at least. you cant break meee. okay. you have. but not anymore. -cringe. owell. doesnt fucking matter. not long now..
`bangg.
Saturday, July 23, 2005
depressed
sometimes, you just get sick and tired of the things you love.
And it just doesnt matter anymore.
sigh. not much of a choice.. i really do love it alot. i live breathe ___. but there's a limit and whatnots. and the amount of stress i can take. its just.. depressing?
i love ex sec 4s. i love exex sec 4s. -sniff. pltnmates miss them too. alotalotalot. weeeeee!
school's getting scary. not just ___. its the whole freaking school. gah. you never know what to expect. one moment you could be studying in class, and the next, you could be be physically tortured. okay. that doesnt make much sense.. but yeah. you never know.. scary stuff
foot still hurts. haha me. doctor says get plentyy of rest. yupyup! i soooo listened to her la. pump pump pump. run run run. hohum. and tmr got ndp. rite. squeeze my foot into a boot. hoho
yea. okay. fine. shall go sleep. got around to doing the udi essay. dumb really
And it just doesnt matter anymore.
sigh. not much of a choice.. i really do love it alot. i live breathe ___. but there's a limit and whatnots. and the amount of stress i can take. its just.. depressing?
i love ex sec 4s. i love exex sec 4s. -sniff. pltnmates miss them too. alotalotalot. weeeeee!
school's getting scary. not just ___. its the whole freaking school. gah. you never know what to expect. one moment you could be studying in class, and the next, you could be be physically tortured. okay. that doesnt make much sense.. but yeah. you never know.. scary stuff
foot still hurts. haha me. doctor says get plentyy of rest. yupyup! i soooo listened to her la. pump pump pump. run run run. hohum. and tmr got ndp. rite. squeeze my foot into a boot. hoho
yea. okay. fine. shall go sleep. got around to doing the udi essay. dumb really
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
typing nominations for udi. sigh. wahahs. shall i nominate myself? hoho! ego me.. sigh
why does it matter so much anyway? owell, it does to me i guess.. and i bet it matters to pltnmates too. i mean seriously, after all the shit we went through, why wouldnt it matter? nyeh. i dont make sense. feeling super horrid now. i dont knoww what to write. and what's worse is what pltnmates told me that happened on monday.. sighh
and furthermoree, i missed 2 trgs so far. crucial trgs and im not there. i guess snrs probably dont even believe i hurt my foot. typical. but it hurts la. at night especially. like now. ouch. i cant stand the fact that well, i dont knoww. some people have their efforts recognized more than others. and i dont know. its depressing.
still stuck on the dumb udi essay. i dont know. is it even put into consideration? or is it only for the sake of them knowing what we think and all. heard they found out who snrs are choosing already.. again, typical. sigh
owell. been kinda stressed lately. yesterday was amusing. interesting. funny. i dont know la. kinda lame meeting i spose.. owell. i feel abit bad. was obvious i was gonna burst out laughing. sorrryy. no offence. just stressed. and i had koishidam sticking out of my jacket and i just sorta rested my head on its head and stroked. comforting? ahhas. dumbness..
tommorow's our first ord trg. me taking partas first. i have no idea why. i actually wanted part bs. gonna be amusing.. weee.. ehh. some of them taller than me laa. gahh
sigh. still stuck. oh logs is kinda confusing. but im managing i spose. my physics still stagnant but im trying reaaaal hard to improve my other subs. doubt much will come out of it tho. i think im slow. yup! weeee.. sigh syimah sighhh. i can stand it la. im super stressed and i frown more often now. usually i can smile wherever i go. or at least fake it i guess. but i dont know. horrid times..
stupid foot. oh.. i did 380 sit ups overall today. couldnt do pushups cos my foot hurt too bad la. situps is worse when doing alot. there';s neck pain when youre trying to lift your head that's like lolling back. and of course your tummy with the folding fats. and then that's when your arms come in cos u hafta pull yourself up after you feel like puking already and cant rely on your stomach muscles anymore. and yes. duymb backbone. its like bruised i spose. cant see. hahs. ouch..
hohum. maths retest on thursday. studied pretty much. shant stress bout it la. cant take much more of that anw. uhhuhs..
yea.. na's doing her mly pt. funny stuff.. hoho dude. im still not working on the essay.. wanted to sleep at 10. so funny..
practised spontaneous with the om-ers. so fun.. i guess it wont be that bad if i dont get thru the auditions. ill still be doing om.. just not the official team..? eh. i think. scary stuff.. i love om! weee
i love myself. i guess. was studying kiamat during madrasah janau. i kept shuddering alot i think. i felt so hollow. duno why. i dont wanna die now. im not ready, like sometimes, people think, its okay, i'd rather die than go through with whatever. but, you woud rather go through alam barzakh? the tortures which you most probably will endure cos let's face it.. ahahs. nvm. im just not ready for death. tanda tanda hari kiamat: semua manusia akan kembali menjadi kafir semula. gosh..
oh. i tried what cikgu said yst. berdoa pada Allah. sembahyang lalu berdoa dan luahkan segala masalah yang terpendam. apa gunanya menangis? kesal dengan apa yang telah dilakukan? bertaubat sahaja dan berdoa kepada Allah swt, yang maha pengampun dan maha penyayang. oooh. i ngaji-ed also. weee. so calming. having religious background helps? meh. i feel kinda hypocritical. berilah saya kekuatan.. yupyup! im gonna do things right.
aight. starting with the udi essay. `bangg.
why does it matter so much anyway? owell, it does to me i guess.. and i bet it matters to pltnmates too. i mean seriously, after all the shit we went through, why wouldnt it matter? nyeh. i dont make sense. feeling super horrid now. i dont knoww what to write. and what's worse is what pltnmates told me that happened on monday.. sighh
and furthermoree, i missed 2 trgs so far. crucial trgs and im not there. i guess snrs probably dont even believe i hurt my foot. typical. but it hurts la. at night especially. like now. ouch. i cant stand the fact that well, i dont knoww. some people have their efforts recognized more than others. and i dont know. its depressing.
still stuck on the dumb udi essay. i dont know. is it even put into consideration? or is it only for the sake of them knowing what we think and all. heard they found out who snrs are choosing already.. again, typical. sigh
owell. been kinda stressed lately. yesterday was amusing. interesting. funny. i dont know la. kinda lame meeting i spose.. owell. i feel abit bad. was obvious i was gonna burst out laughing. sorrryy. no offence. just stressed. and i had koishidam sticking out of my jacket and i just sorta rested my head on its head and stroked. comforting? ahhas. dumbness..
tommorow's our first ord trg. me taking partas first. i have no idea why. i actually wanted part bs. gonna be amusing.. weee.. ehh. some of them taller than me laa. gahh
sigh. still stuck. oh logs is kinda confusing. but im managing i spose. my physics still stagnant but im trying reaaaal hard to improve my other subs. doubt much will come out of it tho. i think im slow. yup! weeee.. sigh syimah sighhh. i can stand it la. im super stressed and i frown more often now. usually i can smile wherever i go. or at least fake it i guess. but i dont know. horrid times..
stupid foot. oh.. i did 380 sit ups overall today. couldnt do pushups cos my foot hurt too bad la. situps is worse when doing alot. there';s neck pain when youre trying to lift your head that's like lolling back. and of course your tummy with the folding fats. and then that's when your arms come in cos u hafta pull yourself up after you feel like puking already and cant rely on your stomach muscles anymore. and yes. duymb backbone. its like bruised i spose. cant see. hahs. ouch..
hohum. maths retest on thursday. studied pretty much. shant stress bout it la. cant take much more of that anw. uhhuhs..
yea.. na's doing her mly pt. funny stuff.. hoho dude. im still not working on the essay.. wanted to sleep at 10. so funny..
practised spontaneous with the om-ers. so fun.. i guess it wont be that bad if i dont get thru the auditions. ill still be doing om.. just not the official team..? eh. i think. scary stuff.. i love om! weee
i love myself. i guess. was studying kiamat during madrasah janau. i kept shuddering alot i think. i felt so hollow. duno why. i dont wanna die now. im not ready, like sometimes, people think, its okay, i'd rather die than go through with whatever. but, you woud rather go through alam barzakh? the tortures which you most probably will endure cos let's face it.. ahahs. nvm. im just not ready for death. tanda tanda hari kiamat: semua manusia akan kembali menjadi kafir semula. gosh..
oh. i tried what cikgu said yst. berdoa pada Allah. sembahyang lalu berdoa dan luahkan segala masalah yang terpendam. apa gunanya menangis? kesal dengan apa yang telah dilakukan? bertaubat sahaja dan berdoa kepada Allah swt, yang maha pengampun dan maha penyayang. oooh. i ngaji-ed also. weee. so calming. having religious background helps? meh. i feel kinda hypocritical. berilah saya kekuatan.. yupyup! im gonna do things right.
aight. starting with the udi essay. `bangg.
Friday, July 15, 2005
different?
nyeh. feeling kinda low lately. so dumb..am i any less talky? seems like i ran out of stuffs to talk about. which is strange. and i guess im pretty pre-occupied with ncc and whatnots.
so tired of everything. just studystudy.. trying hard to improve in my studies. its horrid la.. i realize that i'm like so sloww la. feel so stupid.
anw. i kinda volunteered for the flockey committee and msyani said im in it. i think. duno.. i love flockey. i like sports. i like helping out the dudes. i like the dudes. so i guess im doing something im passionate about..?
liyana says i need a passion. i duno. my passion is ncc i spose. im like living, breathing ncc. now, the closest dudes i have are pltnmates. i cant even be bothered to talk much in class. just study.. lessons over. go out. see pltnmates. pump or something. i duno. pretty dull i guess..
and the current messed up topic is udi. i duno. i guess i agree with zr. everyone probably wants to be udi. hell, i want it real bad. but i doubt i'll get it la. snrs cutting it to 3. encik, master and staff. sad.. 3 years.. sigh syimahh. no differencee. 1sg, ssg.. nyeh. dont care la.
om? i duno. we all hafta re-audition. kinda worried i wont get in. i loove om la. altho bridge building is currently ertss.. cos i cant really do much building cos im not pro enough and im just this extra la. anw, om is just tooo cool. i love the whole spirit of it. damn, if i dont get in.. sadd..
oh yea. napfa. i guess im kinda warped. im possibly the dumbest in the whole class. yet i take pride in my napfa results. im so.. unprioritised? i duno. i guess the only thing i can take pride in is my capability in sports? gosh. i sound so ego. yechness..
anw. time for some ego boosting. I AM CREATIVE! sigh. that dusent help much..
oh yea. cut my hair on monday. i look like a freaking butch. bahh..
and i commanded for morning assembly today. kinda dumb la. first of all, we pumped before that. i was late for pumping so i did 200 la.. then anw,stood there for like 30-40 mins, i think, in senang diri. my arms were positively dyingg. cramped up.. and summore hadta command like so many times. they sang the national anthem a total of 3 times cos of of some video they were making. like walao-ehhh. i think i was partly zoning out. helps.. pltnmates sed i was loud. yayy! i think i was kinda high-pitched tho. tsk me..
IM BORED. i cant stand it. my life isnt exactly routine.. but there's just no.. spark? its sooo everyday. tsk. dumb dumb dumb dumbb. i need a twist. like the malay perf task. when we all hadta twist the ending? yeaaah. i wanna add/remove/edit something in my life. Anythingg. gahness..
fine. gonna change my template now.. nyeh. aightttt. `bangg.
so tired of everything. just studystudy.. trying hard to improve in my studies. its horrid la.. i realize that i'm like so sloww la. feel so stupid.
anw. i kinda volunteered for the flockey committee and msyani said im in it. i think. duno.. i love flockey. i like sports. i like helping out the dudes. i like the dudes. so i guess im doing something im passionate about..?
liyana says i need a passion. i duno. my passion is ncc i spose. im like living, breathing ncc. now, the closest dudes i have are pltnmates. i cant even be bothered to talk much in class. just study.. lessons over. go out. see pltnmates. pump or something. i duno. pretty dull i guess..
and the current messed up topic is udi. i duno. i guess i agree with zr. everyone probably wants to be udi. hell, i want it real bad. but i doubt i'll get it la. snrs cutting it to 3. encik, master and staff. sad.. 3 years.. sigh syimahh. no differencee. 1sg, ssg.. nyeh. dont care la.
om? i duno. we all hafta re-audition. kinda worried i wont get in. i loove om la. altho bridge building is currently ertss.. cos i cant really do much building cos im not pro enough and im just this extra la. anw, om is just tooo cool. i love the whole spirit of it. damn, if i dont get in.. sadd..
oh yea. napfa. i guess im kinda warped. im possibly the dumbest in the whole class. yet i take pride in my napfa results. im so.. unprioritised? i duno. i guess the only thing i can take pride in is my capability in sports? gosh. i sound so ego. yechness..
anw. time for some ego boosting. I AM CREATIVE! sigh. that dusent help much..
oh yea. cut my hair on monday. i look like a freaking butch. bahh..
and i commanded for morning assembly today. kinda dumb la. first of all, we pumped before that. i was late for pumping so i did 200 la.. then anw,stood there for like 30-40 mins, i think, in senang diri. my arms were positively dyingg. cramped up.. and summore hadta command like so many times. they sang the national anthem a total of 3 times cos of of some video they were making. like walao-ehhh. i think i was partly zoning out. helps.. pltnmates sed i was loud. yayy! i think i was kinda high-pitched tho. tsk me..
IM BORED. i cant stand it. my life isnt exactly routine.. but there's just no.. spark? its sooo everyday. tsk. dumb dumb dumb dumbb. i need a twist. like the malay perf task. when we all hadta twist the ending? yeaaah. i wanna add/remove/edit something in my life. Anythingg. gahness..
fine. gonna change my template now.. nyeh. aightttt. `bangg.
Sunday, July 10, 2005
sigh. doing malay pt now. there's still physics, hist and geog pt. nyeh
kinda twisted my foot on wednesday. hahs. stupid really.. then even went for trg after school. got worse then. went to school on thurs. diden go to school on friday. went polyclinic. something ligament something. got mc. and excuse from physical activities for 2 weeks. gah..
eh, i just realized why im feeling so boredd. haven been out of home since friday. oh. n dad diden let me go for ndp on sat either. and the flockey party too. hmmms.. im bored. nyeheh.
hohum. foot still hurting. sis said its dumb considering that i engage in much physical activites, yet i sprain my foot cos i missed the last step on the stairs. pathetic i guess.
sheesh. i havent got anything else to writee. so sad..
ohh!! wahhahahahs. i got an mp3 player from my dad for my birthdayy! weeeee! it's not a particularly popular branded or anyth. but the functions are pretty cool i guess. yayy!
but got little prezzes from dudes at school. jy gave me chocs and stickers! zerui gave me a letter cos she's broke. gen pang baked me coookies. farin, melz n na bought me chocs. hohum. mostly food ehs? oh n i got a teddy too. teddy2. o.O hahs. -hugs teddy- so cute..
okay. now what.. hmms.. oh yea. im sposed to do malay pt.bahhness..
aightt. guai-kia back at work. `bangg.
kinda twisted my foot on wednesday. hahs. stupid really.. then even went for trg after school. got worse then. went to school on thurs. diden go to school on friday. went polyclinic. something ligament something. got mc. and excuse from physical activities for 2 weeks. gah..
eh, i just realized why im feeling so boredd. haven been out of home since friday. oh. n dad diden let me go for ndp on sat either. and the flockey party too. hmmms.. im bored. nyeheh.
hohum. foot still hurting. sis said its dumb considering that i engage in much physical activites, yet i sprain my foot cos i missed the last step on the stairs. pathetic i guess.
sheesh. i havent got anything else to writee. so sad..
ohh!! wahhahahahs. i got an mp3 player from my dad for my birthdayy! weeeee! it's not a particularly popular branded or anyth. but the functions are pretty cool i guess. yayy!
but got little prezzes from dudes at school. jy gave me chocs and stickers! zerui gave me a letter cos she's broke. gen pang baked me coookies. farin, melz n na bought me chocs. hohum. mostly food ehs? oh n i got a teddy too. teddy2. o.O hahs. -hugs teddy- so cute..
okay. now what.. hmms.. oh yea. im sposed to do malay pt.bahhness..
aightt. guai-kia back at work. `bangg.
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
gah
first day of school and frustration sinks in already.
garr. bala is seriously getting on my nerves. im on a fresh start. im trying damn hard. and im doing pretty okay, albeit a little slow, but there's progress. you do not have to stare down at my paper every few minutes. comment on my progress and insult everything i do. dammit. and when i answered a question, u just haad to humiliate me. yes. irritating. and then, u still dare tell the class "if u have any question, ask me!" dots. seriously, if i need answers, i'll know where to find them. and if i need more humiliation and insults, i'll give you a call. okay?
gosh.. okay. nvm. learning process..
yup! am at shaw lab now. recess. liyana's looking for me. hahs. so dude, now u noe. im here!
had malay. funny stuffs..
karangan ucapan
me: cikgu cikgu yang speech I have a Dream tu kan
cikgu: ya..
me: ia amat unh.. inspire.. ah.. menggoda saya cikgu
cikgu: nelson mandela menggoda awak hasyimah?
me: oh.. yea cikgu. dia amat hot
me: cikgu. bahasa saya semakin meningkat cikgu
siti: yea la.. menggoda
cikgu: unsangka-reble!
lameness. owell. shall go look for na now. im hungry. ngam
oh dad wants to meet me 3 lowest subs teachers. bala being one of them quite obviously. anw,i shall complain to my dad. hah! see what she does. humphs.. nyeh.
aightt. till next time. `bangg
olivejuice loads and loads.
more to come? hmms..
garr. bala is seriously getting on my nerves. im on a fresh start. im trying damn hard. and im doing pretty okay, albeit a little slow, but there's progress. you do not have to stare down at my paper every few minutes. comment on my progress and insult everything i do. dammit. and when i answered a question, u just haad to humiliate me. yes. irritating. and then, u still dare tell the class "if u have any question, ask me!" dots. seriously, if i need answers, i'll know where to find them. and if i need more humiliation and insults, i'll give you a call. okay?
gosh.. okay. nvm. learning process..
yup! am at shaw lab now. recess. liyana's looking for me. hahs. so dude, now u noe. im here!
had malay. funny stuffs..
karangan ucapan
me: cikgu cikgu yang speech I have a Dream tu kan
cikgu: ya..
me: ia amat unh.. inspire.. ah.. menggoda saya cikgu
cikgu: nelson mandela menggoda awak hasyimah?
me: oh.. yea cikgu. dia amat hot
me: cikgu. bahasa saya semakin meningkat cikgu
siti: yea la.. menggoda
cikgu: unsangka-reble!
lameness. owell. shall go look for na now. im hungry. ngam
oh dad wants to meet me 3 lowest subs teachers. bala being one of them quite obviously. anw,i shall complain to my dad. hah! see what she does. humphs.. nyeh.
aightt. till next time. `bangg
olivejuice loads and loads.
more to come? hmms..
Sunday, July 03, 2005
first week
been pretty fast.. okay i guess..
mon: nth much.. snrs scolding. got the whole pltn in a pretty dazed mood.. gosh.like everyone when u see em in the corridors, theyre like.. "sigh. i keep thinking bout wat snrs said.." with a depressed look. hmms
tues: long day.. felt short tho. cant rmb wat happened.. ohh! i got booked for low socks for the first time. scary stuff..
wed: school was kinda fast i guess.. kinda stressed out bout amaths test the next day.went je lib to study with farin..
thurs: short dayy! wahahs. diden have philo and afta lunch was bio. soooo.. yup! went out with zerui for awhile before na's class was let out. den we went out.. Oh yes. screwed up amaths. seriously. cramming is bad for me i guess. i keep getting mental block. gah
fri: ncc day. was damn-assed screwed. i mean..there i am. happy that i wasnt late. considering that i overslept abit n stuffs. and then i see pltnmates with cpl rank when i already bloody sew my sgt rank. i mean gahhhhh? i was like hysterical. partly sobbing and pulling my hair n stuffs. i knew we'd get shit.. thennn. we reported late. i mean whyyy? and then. we diden have gloves. i dont remember bringing gloves the last time!! okay. yes. common sense, parade= parade gloves. gosh..
and thenn. when going up to class, i did another stupid thing. i mean seriously, how stooopid can i get?
anw, yea.. hadta report afta school and stuffs. pltnmates and all were totally bahh-ed out. and when sch ended, we all were like -shuddershudder. fearing the inevitable..
but then. i hadta leave for the kukup trip. i felt really bad la..really my fault i think.
but i enjoyed the trip nonetheless, after i managed to calm myself and put the guilt aside for awhile. i think im seasick. hmms.. had a horrid headache over at the fish farm. -groans.
ohohohhhh. the seafood was niiiice. i really had my money's worth laa. quotes athena: see that is what red cross and ncc does to you.
cos me n gohtian ate alot. humphs..
chiaying: ehh,does anyone want to eat that last crab head? -grabs and starts eating.
athena:ehh. crab head got cholestrol etc etc and youre sucking it. (something along those lines)
aileen: i suck! i suck!
amusing really. slept on the bus home and downed panadol with coke. yummy.. reached home at 10.45
sat: ndp prac. we were earlyyy! yayyness. but, since we are indeed the unluckiest part ever. shuning happened to have left her army ncc badge at home. like, howww? then part b jinning hadta come by taxi to give her sis the thg la. kinda funny..
staff: why they got so many problems one ar..? -in irritated tone.
was kinda.. -erts. by that statement.
i mean seriously. no matter how hard we try. or how much effort we put in. we just somehow manage to screw things up. -screams and bangs head-
ahwell. i love pltnmates anw. hand in hand, we can climb mountains.
anw. saturday evening was kinda funny..
at clementi mrt and pltnmates mostly left. only me,zr n ge at the fare gate. then zerui and ge needed to top up their ezlinks..
control stn man: what school you all from?
zr: hunhs? oh, *names a certain school* -straight face-
and i started laughing hysterically. why?
okay. me on left, zr middle, ge right. me n zr facing the guy, ge was leaning to her side. Note. we have shoulder tags stating Quite obviously which school we are from.yes..
ctrl stn man: oh? -raises eyebrows- nvm.. i like your uniform.
after we finally managed to contain ourselves we went up to the platform ryt?
random cuban(?) dude: are you in the atillery?
zr: unh? no..erm, secondary school..
dude: oh. army school!
ge: nono..unh..-mumbles-
dude: -confused yet amused look-
me: erm, its extra-curricular..
dude: oh! extra-curricular! -points at me- yesyes..she's the Great One.. smilesmile and walks away.
and gahahs. must have been strange to see 3 fine ladies suddenly burst laughing in public.funny stuffs la..
nyeh. anw, went je lib with my older and younger sissies. i cannot take it laa. theyre soso slenger-fied.. tsktsk. ahahhahas..finefine. me too la. hoho!
okay. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NABILAH! ahahs. my cuz.. funny how she's 3 days older then me. *hinthint..
hahahs.. okay. i want to study. aightt.. `bangg.
oh.crap. just been screwed.. shitass..
mon: nth much.. snrs scolding. got the whole pltn in a pretty dazed mood.. gosh.like everyone when u see em in the corridors, theyre like.. "sigh. i keep thinking bout wat snrs said.." with a depressed look. hmms
tues: long day.. felt short tho. cant rmb wat happened.. ohh! i got booked for low socks for the first time. scary stuff..
wed: school was kinda fast i guess.. kinda stressed out bout amaths test the next day.went je lib to study with farin..
thurs: short dayy! wahahs. diden have philo and afta lunch was bio. soooo.. yup! went out with zerui for awhile before na's class was let out. den we went out.. Oh yes. screwed up amaths. seriously. cramming is bad for me i guess. i keep getting mental block. gah
fri: ncc day. was damn-assed screwed. i mean..there i am. happy that i wasnt late. considering that i overslept abit n stuffs. and then i see pltnmates with cpl rank when i already bloody sew my sgt rank. i mean gahhhhh? i was like hysterical. partly sobbing and pulling my hair n stuffs. i knew we'd get shit.. thennn. we reported late. i mean whyyy? and then. we diden have gloves. i dont remember bringing gloves the last time!! okay. yes. common sense, parade= parade gloves. gosh..
and thenn. when going up to class, i did another stupid thing. i mean seriously, how stooopid can i get?
anw, yea.. hadta report afta school and stuffs. pltnmates and all were totally bahh-ed out. and when sch ended, we all were like -shuddershudder. fearing the inevitable..
but then. i hadta leave for the kukup trip. i felt really bad la..really my fault i think.
but i enjoyed the trip nonetheless, after i managed to calm myself and put the guilt aside for awhile. i think im seasick. hmms.. had a horrid headache over at the fish farm. -groans.
ohohohhhh. the seafood was niiiice. i really had my money's worth laa. quotes athena: see that is what red cross and ncc does to you.
cos me n gohtian ate alot. humphs..
chiaying: ehh,does anyone want to eat that last crab head? -grabs and starts eating.
athena:ehh. crab head got cholestrol etc etc and youre sucking it. (something along those lines)
aileen: i suck! i suck!
amusing really. slept on the bus home and downed panadol with coke. yummy.. reached home at 10.45
sat: ndp prac. we were earlyyy! yayyness. but, since we are indeed the unluckiest part ever. shuning happened to have left her army ncc badge at home. like, howww? then part b jinning hadta come by taxi to give her sis the thg la. kinda funny..
staff: why they got so many problems one ar..? -in irritated tone.
was kinda.. -erts. by that statement.
i mean seriously. no matter how hard we try. or how much effort we put in. we just somehow manage to screw things up. -screams and bangs head-
ahwell. i love pltnmates anw. hand in hand, we can climb mountains.
anw. saturday evening was kinda funny..
at clementi mrt and pltnmates mostly left. only me,zr n ge at the fare gate. then zerui and ge needed to top up their ezlinks..
control stn man: what school you all from?
zr: hunhs? oh, *names a certain school* -straight face-
and i started laughing hysterically. why?
okay. me on left, zr middle, ge right. me n zr facing the guy, ge was leaning to her side. Note. we have shoulder tags stating Quite obviously which school we are from.yes..
ctrl stn man: oh? -raises eyebrows- nvm.. i like your uniform.
after we finally managed to contain ourselves we went up to the platform ryt?
random cuban(?) dude: are you in the atillery?
zr: unh? no..erm, secondary school..
dude: oh. army school!
ge: nono..unh..-mumbles-
dude: -confused yet amused look-
me: erm, its extra-curricular..
dude: oh! extra-curricular! -points at me- yesyes..she's the Great One.. smilesmile and walks away.
and gahahs. must have been strange to see 3 fine ladies suddenly burst laughing in public.funny stuffs la..
nyeh. anw, went je lib with my older and younger sissies. i cannot take it laa. theyre soso slenger-fied.. tsktsk. ahahhahas..finefine. me too la. hoho!
okay. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NABILAH! ahahs. my cuz.. funny how she's 3 days older then me. *hinthint..
hahahs.. okay. i want to study. aightt.. `bangg.
oh.crap. just been screwed.. shitass..
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