last trg

ahwell.. pretty bumming day.hohum

i dont know. i give up la. it really doesnt matter if our pltn is like the most hated part cos we're just problematic and all but.. yea.. nvm

me lovelovelove ncos. gosh.. was crying like, quotes priya: water tap. something's wrong with my plumbing. hoho! anw, cant think about it. how'd it end like this.. it's kinda sad i guess. but during the last half hour or so, when we had company singing and the shortshortshort time we had with our ncos was painful. we've gone through ord 3 times. saying goodbye to people you love is really hard. what's worse is that this time, we no longer worry about which nco combi we're getting next year, or adapting to new temp ncos and all that. its scary. hahahs. scary..

started off trg at ava room. i was having special olympics meeting so i came down to pltn table to find none of them there, but pltnmates sposed to have some chn thg so i was like okayy..

they're opening up ncc air. rite.riiite. watthehell. whyyy are they doing this? crapcrapcrap. oh And a possibility of another ug. riteee. damn. npcc.. effing effing. i never knew what really happened in the past, but ncc beat npcc. if it returns, we're so screwed. all the girls will duh choose np la. -grumbles. nvm. its okayy. have faith. rgsncc is a legacy that will burn forever in rgs history. no matter what maam says. "If you have partas next year..." sniff. my heart like just stopped beating when they told us la. gosh.. i believe partas and partbs will stay on. yup! esp after the wonderfully emo trg today. i love the company bond.. -grins.

achievement day. not much of an achievement i spose.. i was pt ic. gah.. started off with complicated jumping jacks. did 365 1/4. for a bittersweet part c year. zerui's knee had problems so i was afraid we wouldnt be able to finish it togetehr. we did it in the end. Then we did 19 bodymax. 19 to represent 12 sec 4s and 7 partcs. yup! fun.. then we did 16 suicides. was sloww. but yeah, did it as a pltn. 4 squared was it? then we did water sprinklers. 41 each!( for company strength) and we made sure we timed slower. And we sang right here waiting at the end. only the first verse and chorus tho. 1sg nadiah said we should sing a shorter song or something cos we wont make it. but we didd. yeahh. we sang nicenice lorhh. it was truly a wonderful feeling. lovelovelove ncos..

then we went to the fitness corner(?). yup! did suicidal frame. i did it wrong i think. hurt my hip when i slung over. ouch. then we did the wall. uhhuhs. we got up pretty fast..? i guess. i was last up. i can climb the wall myself ar. i rock i rock i rock. wanted ncos to come up with us but they said they couldnt. ahwell.. lovelovelove ncos..

then we finally did our bangs. rite. i thought it was embarassing. some thought it was good. owell.. 33 was it? but we did more than that.. uhhuhs.. ncos made us do c&c style. so like each of us got the pltn to do about 5..? yeah. lovelovelovencos..

then we went void deck. ncos drill-ed us. gosh. our bangs were inconsistent dammit. but when we're good, we're good. uhhuhs. gosh.. who's to drill us next year? who's to look after us? who's going to care for us? we are no longer cadets. although that's what sirs said when we left specs course, but this time. really.. gosh. its just too scary..

then we had company bonding time. part cs sposed to plan and coordinate and stuffs. me n py intro-ed the thgy. sec4s were pretty sarcastic at the start i think. about the welcome thg and enjoy yourselves and the uncharacteristic cheering. so yeah, was pretty stung.

first we had company games. h20 was short.. yea. then blow wind bloww. "blow wind blow. blow all those who arent my pltnmates" hahs. oh. all the parts cept sec4s hadta do forfeit for h20 and partcs did the natl day dance. dumbness. they wanted the 2 singer people and like i was taufik but i didnt sing cos i duno the song. rite..hahs

company cheers. We...nice ending bang. -echoes.. turn on the radio and the rest.. partas and bs dun really know the cheers..? sad i guess. but i still lovelovelove company and ncos!

then company songs. emo stuff la.. am happy we taught partas the cheers and songs. i didnt really cry at first.. but i duno. was so sad.. reallyreally dont want sec4s to go. am so scared for the coming year and all that.. dont want to be in charge. commanding all trg is bleeding boring. some more pltnmates think im sadist la. i ammm.. watthehell. i fear for my jnrs. gar! shall be more level-headed. yea..

wherever you go, whatever you do, i will be right here waiting for you..

If a picture paints a thousand words,Then why can´t I paint you?'Cause the words could never show,The you I´ve come to know.

Now here we stand, unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you..

And life is a road that I wanna keep going
Love is a river, I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road, now and forever, wonderful journey
I’ll be there when the world stops turning
I’ll be there when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

we cant change anything now. but to cherish the past, the memories that we will hold to so dearly. sec4s will leave us. like all the previous batches. but we'll still love them. no matter what.

the last few moments of last trg. we sat talking to ncos. i was a leaky tap. nyeh. they gave us glow in the dark stuffs. no matter what happens, there's still a star in all of us. or something. yeah. glow in the dark dust in tube with star inside. lovelovelove ncos..

gave them brownies. yummmyyness..
-its not perfect. because we arent
-the bittersweet taste represents the bittersweet journey with ncos
- but no matter what it still tastes good.

and konyaku jelly? yea.. ngam.
- its wobbly but doesnt really mooove cos its got a strong base (or has it got to do with friction? hmms..)

then we had our last words. went down the row with everyone saying one word.
reallyreally love ncos.. no matter what transpired between us and ncos, we still love them alot. and it hurts cos we've almost reached the end of the journey. the road we travelled was reaal bumpy but i hope we come out of it stronger.. as a pltn and as a person. learnt alot with ncos.. learnt to understand, learnt to love.. im pretty sorry about how it turned out towards the end. but we never expected the journey to be easy so i guess, with the problems and circumstances, we did pretty okay.. and i lovelovelove ncos. sosososososo much. dont leave please? sniff..

rgsncc part cs `05 lovelovelove 1sg nadiah,1sg jessica, staff vanessa and 1sg carmen. you've made a difference in our lives. thank you.

oh. there was some unhappiness with pltnmates just now after trg. walked to busstop with some pltnmates and was like walking behind and mumbling to myself that it wasnt even ord yet cos py told me to shuttup cos there's a great possibility that i'll say something stupid. i agree. hugged teddy all the way home. on both the crowded buses. was sad. needed a hug.. hahs. aightt.

raffles company all the way to victory
raffles company reigns supreme
symbol of integrity
that's what we are
no kidding
come with us and you will see
that we are the best
hoi.