Thursday, December 07, 2006
absence makes the heart grow fonder//
i should actually start reading up on history since im pretty much confirmed taking it next year.. hmm.. maybe tmr..
righty! and i havent gotten round to actually dieting like i promised myself.. which is dumb. cos i keep staring at my tummy and wondering when it'll go away.. and like im so determined to go for clt course and getting back in shape but i am yet to see to that. gahness..
but then again.. this isnt the best time to diet cos there's this pasar malam currently held oh so near my house.. i mean honestlyy how am i sposed to diet like that! so yeah i've had pasar malam every day since it opened.. bah me.. -stares at tummy..
heh.. nw just called and now im grinning like an idiot. bah bah bah..
anww.. pasar malams are just so super irritating sometimes. i hate the never ending queue and the lost feeling i get when i duno when they'll take my order and like the people who keep cutting in are just so annoying. and yst i realized that im not the only one with these sentiments.. there was this father who asked his son to stand in line for some food and like the guy disappeared awhile. so when he came back, he asked the son whether he'd ordered. the son was like flustered la and the dad buggered him abit more than suddenly the son burst out-"i dont know where the f***ing queue is la!" and just walked away.. i was like O.o!! and the mats beside me were like "kau! dier maki bapak dier siol! (sp?)" haha! it was terribly rude la cos the dad was all embarassed, but seemed kinda used to it, but anw yeah i hate it when parents do that.. i think they know too how annoying it is but they force the kids to buy the stuffs instead. which then made me feel bad cos at that moment i was currently waiting while my sis bought the otah. =/ owells..
yes and now i shall proceed to rant about Singtel.. WTH I FEEL SO CHEATED! yeah so i went to bukit batok to enquire bout my 100mins free outgoing cos im always exceeding and having to pay my dad for it.. i mean 100mins is like 1hr and 40mins ryt? i never exceed that la! but like apparently they charge per 6sec blocks after 1min. or something.. i didnt totally understand the billing but i still find it relatively fishy.. i mean 1:39 hours was charged as 139 mins.. FISHY RIGHTT? gar annoying..
oh then i went to the library for some good ol' reading therapy.. yay! i borrowed 7 books cos i couldnt borrow 8 cos nw's sis hadnt returned mine.. =/ owells..
right. hmm and i've been reminiscing alot bout ob sabah.. it's been almost a year (121205) since us random people were brought together for a wonderful 12 days of fun-filled adventures! =) i rmbed that i cried a total of 3 times there and all at the most unexpected times and for unexpected reasons.. pathetic really.. =/ heh and i cant help remembering how we were all so worried bout pp that we stayed up a long while.. and like when everyone finally knocked out, me and maggi still hadnt so we were up pretty much the whole night just talking.. fun times indeed.. and gosh the 12 days was relatively tense i spose.. so many things happened..
oh i might be getting together with shell and quack on the 12th.. cept that quack hasnt been replying my messages.. and i called her sometime back but i got understandably brushed off cos she was at work.. but she hasnt returned my call or my messages since so im geting a tad bit annoyed.. bah.
im going for the clt course grad night on the 12th tho.. probably with shell but if she cant make it, then i'll be going for nicky.. i considered asking farin(by tempting her with all the hot guys in no1 uniform) but i realized that it'll be better to ask an ncc dude who'll find the trip more meaningful and worthwhile.. nw asked me to change his rank for him.. it'll look kinda odd but haha so funn! =D
yeah.. oh we're having a kondiu reunion on the 14th.. somewhere fun too.. haha! cant wait.. oh but meanie nichola suggested that we have a clique reunion instead, which makes it.. 6 of us.. hmm but pretty much the rest of them cant make it anw so i spose it's gonna be like that.. owells yay..
right so i've pretty much talked about everything that's been in my mind so hoorah! i love blogging cos it's like talking to myself but people wont call me wacko for that.. =)
syimstar signing off..
O.o.O
olivejuice//
Monday, December 04, 2006
obsession
why i should go: i have never worn a no1 uniform. i have never won an award(self-fulfillment?). i wanna go for stuffs at a subsidised rate. i wanna go for stuffs while i still can cos when im older, i'll wear tudung which makes it tedious and i'll only just procrastinate it. rg's probably gonna get an attached clt soon and i spose i'd rather it be me then any other dude from some other sch (i dunno if part cs share the same sentiment tho.. =/). it'll be fun...?
why i shouldnt go: i only have 2 years to prepare for As and i must not screw up. clt's not really recognized in rj (i think). i wanna have a sport cca. i kinda forgot all my ncc stuffs. im very much out of shape. the commitment! none of my pltnmates are going. the march/june course might clash with my mid-yrs. the march/june course is esp meant for ite/poly people. im terribly scared of mats. im worried that i'll screw up.
well see! there're more reasons for me Not to go but wth i WANT to go.. i can come up with more reasons for both sides i guess.. so i spose im not gonna come to a conclusion all too soon.. pltnmates arent helping much! cos they keep saying it's up to me.. gar! this is terrible..
in any case..
YAY I LOVE MY PLTNMATES! we went sentosa today.. haah! piah was at the dentist getting tortured like hell, yh had a job, sn woke up late and ge was just late.. so yz,zr and me headed of to palawan beach first. the weather was so terribly hot. changed out. bought stuffs from 711. ge came. we bought a smiley ball(which we lost in the end cos we kinda forgot where we left it.. =/) then then we went into the water.slack around.ate chips. drank super big gulp.played a little soccer(altho it was more like kicking ard the ball and missing), played at a kiddy pool area. sn came with a swollen right foot. played in the water. walked back to the soccer area. played soccer. 2 sajc girls asked if they could play too. they played better than us. they went off to play handball with the rest of the sajc people they came with. pltnmates ended up sitting on the sand and talking bout all sorts of stuffs. i applied a layer of sand to keep myself from being sunburnt and i looked like a hippo/elephant. sn and zr got sunburnt. played in the water. some guy in charge of this super cool play area thing in the water with super cool floats and stuffs told us that we could play for as long as we want for 5bucks since it's monday and a slow day (we intended to go earlier on but it was 5bucks per hour per person.. crazy..). changed out. went to vivo. had desserts at kopitiam. py came with her filled teeth. went to 711 for zr's batts. went back home by mrt.
summarized version of my day yes! O.o
my brain is still in turmoil. my emotions are screwed. an obsession is depressing. i guess that's why i dont have an interest at all. it's so much easier.. altho i spose having an interesting in somebodyy doesnt count.. =/ owells
COME BACK FROM CLT COURSE SOON, YOU!
olivejuice//
Thursday, November 30, 2006
national archives singapore
anww tmr's our last day there.. which is kinda sad. hmm it's been reaaally productive so far.. Really!
um yeah so what we did on monday was basically get most of our proposal done.. yeah and i was in charge of the whole worksheet on old ford factory! with some help from gohtian too yupyup. my worksheet was approved yay! but they kinda asked me to rephrase my 1st question which was:
1) When Japanese soldiers are sacrificed in war, their ashes are placed in an urn and wrapped with a piece of cloth, signed by their family members. This cloth has a circle on it. What colour is this circle?
Answer: Red
well okayyy it's a super duh qsn but im merely informing the participants of an interesting fact which wasnt included in the display! gar! and so i had to change it to:
1) When Japanese soldiers are sacrificed in war, their ashes are placed in an urn and wrapped with a piece of cloth, signed by their family members. Identify this piece of cloth.
Answer: flag of Japan. -_-
oh and i drew a hand with the peace sign on photoshop. my wep friends concluded that i cannot draw and banned me from the com. they used my drawing in the end tho.. they're really nice people.. haha!
i've been 45 mins early to work for the last 3 days cos dad sends sis to some camp thing nearby. so i've been having lontong and ice lemon tea for breakfast for 3 days. exciting much.. yeah and chloe's always super early too so we sit at some corner and read books. bookwormiee~~ O.o
oh and we were sposed to create a new brochure for the Reflections at Bukit Chandu(RBC) and Memories at Old Ford Factory(MOFF) but i dont think they're gonna use it.. cos the guy in charge of the brochure thing wants his job but it wasnt our fault cos this scary ass. director woman wanted us to do it.. =/
in any case, i kinda wrote a short write-up of the events that took place at RBC and MOFF so yeah..
RBC
In the year 1942, the Malay regiment stood strong atop Bukit Chandu. Oil leaked from the Normanton Deport and fire raged behind the hill. The Japanese were closing in and there was no turning back. They were stuck.
The Malay Regiment put up a fierce fight against the incoming troops even as ammunitions ran low. Second Lt. Adnan watched as his men fell one by one. “Guns are not our only weapons!” He roared over the sounds of gunfire. And so they fought till the very last man.
MOFF
The British walked up the driveway of the Old Ford Factory. The British flag and the white flag of truce flew behind the sullen group. In the boardroom of the factory, a heated discussion began. A forceful Lt.-General Yamashita pressed on for an unconditional surrender from Lt.-General Percival. The British need not know that the Japanese too were low on resources. Not long after, the discussion was over and Japan’s national anthem was heard over the battlefields.
okay so it's kinda dumb.. owells hope whoever that didnt know that are enlightened.. =)
oh yes and our 5 riddles! me and gohtian wrote them! it's super corny but mr stanley likes it tho so wokayy..
and i've been eating chicken every day since last thursday except for sat.. I LOVE BIG CHICKENS!
oh yes and i've started a trend of sleeping under the table.. i've only done it twice la cos im a good girl.. yeah.. and besides, we've been very efficient such that we spend hours with nothing else to do.. owells i hope that they implement our proposal anw.. i think it's really feasible and i'd be more than happy to come back and help out on the day itself. yay yay yay..
im gonna miss the dudes.. even debbie who keeps squashing my head and ruining my tudung.. haha! and chloe the lame tracker.. -_- or as debbie likes to call her, "the rich sec 3 gepper". "but im not rich!!" =/ oddness.. and jesu who manages to borrow an umbrella from someone working in delifrance on a rainy day.. and of course gohtian who is forced to wear skirts cos she has only a pair of jeans which has been packed cos she's leaving for australia on friday.. odd odd bunch.. i love the nas anw cos i love learning all the interesting facts! we're geeks yes!
oh and wth they claim that i like Pink cos i wore pink one day and bubba's pink and my highlighter's pink and so is my pink sock.. okay it may Seem like i like pink but i dontt! and my umbrella was redd not pink gar!
well nazzer likes pink.. -shudders. oh and he's at clt course now.. buggering really.. dunno why i miss him so much.. gosh and it hasn't even been a week since i last saw him.. woo nazzer's addictive~! O.o oh and he has this strange person blogging at his blog.. slash04's conscience or whatnots.. odd..
right that's all i guess.. gonna collect my pay cheque tmr haha! and happy happy dinner yes! lovelove..
olivejuice, 20mth darlingg!
Saturday, November 25, 2006
puteri bukit timah!
O.o
it's been an interesting week.. and be forewarned, this will be a self-absorbed entry.
monday: collected my testimonials and stuff from sch. 408-414 was supposed to report to the hall at 2. but apparently the time was changed to 12. but i was unaware and thus i reached sch at 2. yeah.. =/ my testimonial was really weird. it was basically listing the stuffs i've done.. well it's my fault i guess cos i only rmbed on sunday that im sposed to email a more detailed list to jkoh but i didnt.. owells
tuesday: was sposed to go vivo with dad and sisters but dad forgot that he had a meeting.. so i ended up spending my day with nw. fun fun.. =)
wednesday: finally went vivo. which is dumb. i dont like the place.. it's too super packed. and the horrible exterior is inexcusable! tsk. anww.. the top floor was nice la i spose.. nice view.. but i dontt like the idea of people wading in a body of water, whose purpose is unclear, with no changing rooms in sight. all those little people changing and all.. i didnt dip my foot.. =/ i quite like the sculptures around tho.. quite fascinating haha! saw some rg dudes around.. and haha part b.. =)
thursday: WEP at NATIONAL ARCHIVES SINGAPORE! wahahas. i lovelove that place.. it's so.. purposeful..? hmm so basically nw sent me to work in the morning. 9.00am.. and i reached on time yay! yeah then apparently the guy who was in charge of us, Stanley, was on leave so we got a grace to take us on tour. they're all so young! we were very amazed..
i can see my future at the nas! we basically need any degree cos there's like so many diff jobs and specialties.. actually i still find this kinda vague but owells.. i have my eyes on the oral history division! cos i'll get to interview interesting people! and get out once in awhile and also hang ard the nas to do my research for my interviews.. =)
yeah and the rest of the building was pretty cool too.. like the microfilm/microfiche division and the book restoration(?) section etc. super cool! we played with the hot stamping machine for an hour before lunch.. oh and i excused myself awhile to pray in the dryer room with a super nice lady who;s been working there for 20yrs plus.. haha! but i wont have to pray for the next week so.. =/
yeah then lunch. i had chicken at kfc.. got back by 2 then we went into the reference room.. oh dyou know that the reference room is open to public? haha interesting.. learnt how to loan stuffs.. how to use the microfilm/fiche machine.. then stanley came to brief us on our main task which is basically to come up with a proposal for their outreach program thing on their anniversary next year.. they might not necessarily use it.. but still since we're getting paid for it.. =/ yeah then headed home at 5.30..
friday: nw sent me to work again and we had breakfast at harbourfront food centre.. reported at harbourfront macs.. took 143 i think to some busstop quite far away and walked and walked and walked up to bukit chandu. woo opium hill~ haha pepys road! cos cos there was a british excise(?) building along the road up bukit chandu and they confiscated opium! or had lotsa opium. or had opium trees (but everyone said im wrong cos my facts are wrong and does opium even grow on trees? i suppose not..) and the big guy at the excise building was called mr peepy(sp?) =/
reflections at bukit chandu has super cool stuffs! gosh gosh i love that place! but it's so ulu and inaccessible! but nvm if you're interested, tell me than we'll go there together! yeahh!
yeah then we headed back to harbourfront at 12.30 for lunch.. i had a 1/2 spring chicken with coleslaw and fries and beans for 4 bucks. HUGE CHICKENS ROXORS! =)) jesu doesnt like pig intestines but debbie eats them. i thought that was kindaa gross. but debbie was grossed out that i reused the knife that fell on the table to cut my chicken.. O.o kinda interesting how our gross factors are way different..
yup then we took nel to little india then took 170 to bukit timah. OLD FORD FACTORY! wahahs we got a long tour by mr ong who is even younger than stanley.. meh what's with all the young people.. yup and i like the game at the entrance lobby area! oh and the theatre there is reeeally nice.. okay so i've been there but yeah it's still very nice.. we watched first a 20min show that uh.. i kinda slept thru.. i think im fated to sleep through hist videos.. scary thought.. yeah then 2 other short ones which was pretty effective.. yup then we went home at 5.30 cos it's closing time.. =/
saturday: met nw and we headed for cityhall to meet farinn.. anw she woke up late and was late. as expected.. oh and there was a christmas little robots showw! i didnt even know there was a Little robots! but i like robots cos that's the first movie i watched with nw! O.o yeah and the show was quite exciting and the little kids were too cute! and then farin finally toddled along.. so we had lunch at lj and i collected my free lunch heh. meh but i still want cajun! oh and there was this little boy and his little sister who was behind us and she was so cute and i talked to her and she's eating fish! haha! but her dad turned out to be an acs canoe teacher.. =/
yeah then we got famous amos! splurge, much? meh yeah then we went esplanade for Puteri Gunung Ledang musical! farin and nw were trying to hide the cookies in their bag.. my bag was too small and teddy and bubba filled it up already.. =/ then farin and nw went in first whilst i waited for my sisters and cuz. they came at like 2.28 and the show starts at 2.30.. O.o and some bigshot from msia came.. =/
we got 2nd row midle seats.. nice view.. nice show.. SUPER NICE set.. nice voices.. nice mush.. nice pretty people.. nice music.. nice dances.. overall nice show.. standing ovation haha! oh and sis and i went out during the interval and i met farin to get my cookies.. haha! nw was at the stairs.. =/
yeah then then after the show, we rushed out cos sis wanted to go to the autograph session but we didnt know where it was and by then there was a super long queue.. owells then we headed to cityhall mrt.. with farin and nw a short distance behind.. detoured to some atm machine awhile and was pleasantly surprised to see them again at the mrt.. then we took the mrt to bukit gombak and i moved over to them.. =/
went to cuz's house at bukit gombak to eat sup tulangg! wahahahahhahas super niceeee! i ate like a hell lot. alottt, trust me. haha! yeah then we were watching Superman returns and i somehow got mushed up watching clark kent and lois lane.. =/ then we left and took a 188 home..
okay and sis had been obsessssing over not getting the pgl cast's autograph's thruout.. and like when we were reaching our busstop, she told me that she and younger sis were gonna head off to esplanade again.. so i was like O.o ookay.. i got off the bus and headed home. awhile later they were home too and sis told me that she got off right after me.. wth super good liar.. yeah then apparenttly younger sis felt cheated so she called dad cos she wanted to go esplanade anw.. so dad said he could possibly send them.. by then i had already showered and couldnt be bothered with them.. then dad called again to say that mom thought the idea was too silly and i agreed..
okay right so i've been on the com since.
and i feel ultra sick. stupid nose has been giving me problems..
right and i wont be seeing my nw for the next 2weeks.. how pffffft-ing.. =((
I AM THE PUTERI BUKIT TIMAH!! wahahahahs.
olivejuice, sayang.. almost 20mths now.. =)
Monday, November 20, 2006
thank you
i am so righteous and i will avenge for what has been done upon you.~
hell that was 2 years ago. i have no idea how you knew. and i dont give a damn if you read this.
i was naive. and i am so very sorry i ever allowed it to happen. but seriously i can fight my own battles if i so wish. but i chose to forget the incident and pretend it never happened. and those who ever knew about it have respected my decision. why cant you?
if you wanna tell the whole world what despicable things men can be, so be it. if you wanna tell everyone that you were stupid enough to let it happen to you, i cant stop you. but dont you dare drag me with you. but you did it anw. you had to be the righteous thing you are and tell everyone that you've decided to put an end to it. expose his evil deeds and all that. i agree that that ought to be done. but there's a reason why some witnesses/victims choose to be anonymous. unlike you, i am ashamed to admit that it ever happened.
go on. be proud that you were tempting enough for him to lay his hands on. do you feel wanted enough by the male species now? im so happy for you..
hmm i guess there really isn't much else to say. but thank you for publicly humiliating me..
go screw yourself pls
Friday, November 17, 2006
FAMtastic!
wahahas. im glad i wasnt too dressed up. except for the ultra REDness of my dress. exciting woo..
right. so i met farin at her blk at 2.20pm cos she overslept. then we headed for fareast cos farin wanted a golden headband but ended up buying a white one.. =/ yeah then we waited for na to finish work so so we were roaming far east. oh and we were puasaing so we didnt eat anythg first pfft. yes then we were in a shop and i saw 2 rg girls walk past with those roller thingers in their hair! O.o haha then we saw them enter a saloon so we opened the door and saw more rg geppers in there! wahahs so funny! then we also saw noo who ran away when she saw us cos she was already in her dress thing.. =)
yeah then we went to orchard mrt to wait for na. oh and i saw a guy-version of fiz! they looked very alike haha! =/
then we headed for lita's place at holland/farrer road. FariNa saw an angmoh dude that they thought was sizzling. we also camwhored at an overheard bridge with cars filling the road beneath us. liyana is embarrassing tsk! =D
yeah then basically we had an hour or so to get ready.. apparently lita when shopping, got her hair done and even watched a movie before we met. amazing.. so we were make-up ing etcetc and i looked terrible and farin looked like the lead singer for Panic! at the disco and na messed around with the blusher thing and lita was obsessing over obsessing over prom. =/
oh and i was ironing my tudung in her kitchen when one of her housemates came in. he said hi and i said hi without looking up. then when i came back to lita's room, the guy apparently msned her and asked if i was her friend. I BET HE THINKS IM A RANDOM GHOST WHO CAME TO BORROW THEIR IRON! wahahahs. and i was top-to-toe red! im teh scaryyy!!
yeah then lalala called a cab and left lita's place at 6.15 or so.. HER HEELS ARE 8cm HIGH! quotes lita: but i have 10.5 cm ones too.. O.o pwhoarr i say..
reached orchard hotel at ard 6.35.. the place is really nice la.. nice ballroom, nice lobby, nice rooms.. it's just the venue i suppose.. and everyone was so buggered about the theme being retro but nonetheless not many even bothered to stick to the theme.. but in any case, FAM rocked like crazy. cos everyone was so beautiful and oh some were reaally shuai. yes and the atmosphere was Amazingg..
i got a seat at an ohnine table. i must must comment on renu cos she was one hell of a transformation. prefect to black goth chic thing? cool shit seriously.. and gohtian was phwoarr with fake tattoos and all. so funnyy.. oh and the ohnine boobies are Haha!
GENEVE ONG makes such a hott elvis! gosh everyone was crushing her. and darling, you have a superbb voice and everyone agreed. =)
OH AND OM MATE MICHELLE IS GARRR!! so there i was at my table happily eating away, when our darling miss alma mater contestant was performing some strange science thing, saboed ME to be her assistant. mehhh! just cos i was RED and sat near her.. she's so meannn.. but yeah so i tried to be nice and helped her out. i cant believe she made me bless glasses with a fan. pffffffffffft. afterwards people were asking if it was planned.. how embarrassing..
oh and the male teachers are so traumatizingg! they were so rowdy! and they were staring so intentlyy at Salima who was doing her belly dance. oh but she was VERY good at it la, and i suppose that's why she was crowned Miss alma mater.. haha chiobuu..
so Angeline rosemary tan as the ohnine rep for ms alma mater did a super funny Ping & Pong show. she was titled Ms WITTY! haha teachers think theyre so funnnyyy.. yeah and she won 2nd! yes she roxors! lovelove ohnineee..
in any case, i basically ate alot and took many many pictures.. FAM was really nice la basically and gosh i will miss the school muchly. and most definitely Orchard. BUGGER BISHANN!
well that Is if i get to rj la.. =/
right so i shall now go to my room and sleep until buka at 7 cos im still fasting today. pffft.
I LOVE RG very very very much. and everyone that's made my rg life oh so wonderful.. -HUGS TO ALL! =)
~tmr is Syimah day. olivejuice, sayang.. -bites! O.o
Sunday, November 12, 2006
not a waste of cyberspace; an entry needs some points
I've been seeing the number 69 alott lately. O.o
and i've been pmsing a whole lott lately.
and i need to lose weight and this depresses me greatly
and i have such such such deep dislike/hatred for people i hardly know, and very well for no good reason
i'm getting too self-absorbed for my own good. but realizing this itself is a positive step towards recovery(?)
and wth every point in this entry starts with I. wow..
so okay my life at this point of time is a whole lot more fortunate than most. but am i happy? nooo.. so what's wrong with me? im an ungrateful dissatisfied biotch. woots.
am currently very doubtful about alott of stuffs. it's kinda worrisome. cos i dont like to think. i prefer to talk. be it rubbish or not. and in any case, i've been thinking alot more than usual and this is annoying cos i havent been occupying myself with anything very useful and hence leaving me with alot of idle time to think.
gar.
so right i dont think i care much bout what others think of me but i spose it does matter. to an extent. disturbing really cos it shouldnt.
lala life is wonderful.
most of the time, people watch movies for entertainment and i suppose that if a show seems pointless and dumb to them, then the movie has simply failed at fulfilling it's purpose. or the show simply simply isn't everyone's cup of tea. is it then not pointless to argue over whatever others have to say about whichever show they watch? i think it is.. not to mention that everyone's entitled to their own opinion.. pointless= waste of cyberspace? haha..
right so i shall be going rayaing in awhile and i will be delirious with food in my tummy and money in my pocket.
life is good? i suppose so..
[[olivejuice, sayang..
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
backk
um yeah many things have happened in the past 2 weeks. but farin says self absorbed blogs are a waste of cyber space so.. well i dont quite care really but i shall be nice and dedicate a last portion to someth interesting. well by my standards at least..
right so raya was fun! well not really i spose. i didnt collect much money.. um right
so the 2nd day of raya, was our deepavali hols so i was slacking at home. ohhh! i cycled to cck park with farin. we had an accident on the way there cos of the postwoman person on her bike. -nods! yeah and we were by the side of the road where there were loads of cars.. meh.. and farin's knee was grazed bad and there was blood and a bruise. ouch..
well then thurs was our malay revision class thing which was pretty fun. me and farin splurged at ramen and it was indeed very satisfying.. then on friday, nw, FariNa and i went to seoul garden. amazingly, that was my first time there. i was disappointed that i couldnt find any chicken. i duno why really but nw said none of the meat in the pile i grabbed was chicken. he cooks better than i do but i couldnt persuade him to agree to do the cooking in the future.. =/ i love the freeflow of coke!! wahaha!
saturday jln raya then sunday was our open house. it was relatively slow in the morning. then relatives came in truckloads at ard 5. sis had her friends over at the time too so i was stresswing out in the kitchen finding more glasses. gar! so yeah when i finally had time off, i was too lazy to study for hml Os the next day. but i did a little i guess..
monday was hml Os. yeah so afterwards i collected the career guidance test thing then went with melz and FariNa to Ps to get na's visionm. oh and i left bubba at the counter and when i came back for her, she was just sitting at the counter smiling. farin said that the counter people were grinning at me. bother.. right so then we went to vivocity and we watched PRESTIGE! god i love the showw.. then candy empire then home..
tuesday was the matriculation day thing. yeah then i had a short choral speaking prac for starlit night then i went out for lunch with pltnmates. it was spazz and we went window shopping. haha! then i went IMM to meet nw and we bought a fan for our new home ryt, darling? =) haha then we visited nw's granny to fix the fan up. super strangee! granny doesnt like me mehhh! how can that be?? like zomgg.. O.o
wednesday was boring. then we had the sec4 farewell rehearsals which ended so annoyingly latee.. then i had my anatolia! and i like art friends.. haha!
thursday was interclass games. hoorah to floorballers! we rock please. 4th isnt too bad ryt..? yh's class was pro la. they owned floorball And soccer. bugger them.. yeah then we went for class lunch at scotts. but there weren't much choices so i went to eat at rose garden with FariNa first before getting my yami yogurt at scotts. yeah.. then i went window shopping with FariNa. i think i kinda like shopping.. i tried on a turquoise dress with a low low low neckline and i could see my boobs and bra and all that. but i honestly thought i looked hot. toot my horn yeahhh!
friday was sec4 farewell.. people cried.. i didnt.. then recess. omgg part cs gave yh an army doll thing that can tap it's feet and singg! garr so super cutee! we paraded ard the canteen with it. oh and we named him Ryan. after the show Saving Private Ryan.. haha! "you've got mud on your face. you big disgrace. kicking your can all over the place.." waahaa lovelove! then it was the super long principal's address. then we cleaned our classroom. they were blasting dbsk and it was pretty fun.. =) ran off awhile to help mrng with the Om auditions.. i saw 2 partas there.. haha! then we ran back to class for our results.. i did alright i spose.. me and renu got uber cool radio-controlled(?) cars for the chemicar comp! gosh and to think i was planning to buy one! haha!! yeah then piah,yh and me met our darling partas. they blindfolded us and brought us to a special place.. -_- haha! but it was funn.. and they made us a pretty shirt that says "Part As love me" haha! must've costed alot alot i think.. -hugss partas!! love~! then i went to marina square with FariNa and nw. oh we're the CarFour btw.. haha! i think it's pretty funny.. -nods and grins. yeah so i got a free bk meal from farin. =)
saturday was StarLit night. haha! it was fun la.. went to sch at 9 and we worked on our choral speaking routine for a long long time.. it turned out really well i think.. =) yeah then the emcees were superbb. oh and there was this ultra cool magician dude who was also very poser. haha! yeah and StarLit night started at ard 7.30. our choral speaking started only after the intermission so we were bored. we ende up putting on our masks and stalked the people as they entered the hall. some were freaked while our darling 409ers were meann! chris said i was too cute. oh and i hadta take off my specs so then i was staring at a group of people and then partb greeted me and i started laughing. bother.. so anw StarLit night was overall a success and was wonderfully entertaining that i didnt mind being so extra cos it is after all a lit production.. =/
sunday was jln raya and i collected moneyy.. there's no more sch so i fasted on monday.
today was a randomm day. i went to sch to look for renu's soap which i left on sat and it turns out that she found it and collected it before i did. i thought it was gone.. yeah then i went to rj to hand in the subject combi forms. there was alot of people in sch and it was embarrassing.. yeah then i went j8 to meet nw. i had my cajun from lj and then we watched grudge 2. which is a very silly show.. -nods.
ohhh and i plan to go trekking from macritchie to bt hill. i last went for that in p4 i think.. but anww i had to cancel it for this week due to unforseen circumstances. but the show will go on!! sometime soon i guess.. anyone interestedd? =)
right so as promised. an interesting paragraph.
right ge says i should write bout her. Ong Ern Hui Geneve is my pltnmate of 4years and i love her very much. despite her being a stinky stinky poo. a fact which was confirmed last year after our outdoor trg in macritchie cos she refused to change out. in any case, ge is an artistic bugger who is in aep and does filming for rs. she's a msg in ncc and a prefect too. ge is an amazing person and i am honoured to know her. WAHAHS. so if anyone wants me to dedicate a paragraph to them, do tell me. =)
and now to the Seriously interesting paragraph. (or supposedly..)
Why are self-absorbed blogs a waste of cyberspace?
in order to answer this, we should first address the essential purpose of cyberspace itself. in our malay paper last week, the compre passage was about the different activities you can do online. if that's the case, cyberspace would then have many uses. (i shall for now associate Uses to being a purpose itself. +many of which are pointless, yet are used by many for the purpose. what constitutes as a Waste then? pointless= a waste of cyberspace?
in that case, most chatrooms are a waste of cyberspace. Porn is a waste of cyberspace. (tho i believe that quite a majority of males dont share the same sentiments as i). Blogs would also be a waste of cyberspace. for the more 'intellectual' blogs, bloggers would be expressing all their worldly views and all that. these bloggers are usually pretentious elitists who believe that their view is worth a whole lot. but then again, that's a very sweeping generalization. these blogs, despite its oh so precious worldly views, can often cause much problems as blogs, being a public domain, is free to be read by anyone, be it a liberal person or a member of the gahmen. (O.o) what would be the point of blogging about issues that could potentially cause one to get into trouble? no point= pointless. pointless= a waste of cyberspace.
and now we come to the crux of the argument. which is btw ~Why are self-absorbed blogs a waste of cyberspace?~
what is the point of talking about oneself when noone else really wants to know? i believe that it is true for most, that talking about oneself is more interesting than talking about anyone else (at least i think so). as such, most other blogs are all about the blogger herself. i spose most people have their reasons for blogging. i for one, blog as a way to track and record my activities in writing so that should i develop amnesia of sorts, i will still rmb whatever it is that has happened to me over the 2-4 years.. well with that being the point of my blog. point= Not a waste of cyberspace. yes! okay fine this section of my blog is awfully dumb but i should be excused as it is currently 12.15 and im exhausted.. =)
and also, in order not to disappoint liyana, here's a short tribute to Banana.
Banana is yellow
banana is long
it kinda makes me mellow
if i eat it all day long
monkeys like banana
and i do too
so if you ask us if we wanna
we'll say WOOHOO!
Banana is pisang
goreng is fry
if you dont like goreng pisang
then eat a french fry.
gosh random
-huggs. i love you, sayang.. =))
olivejuice
Thursday, October 19, 2006
EXCITING ME!
HELLO!
hmm hmm so i last left off with my exciting.. um.. -refers to previous entry-, um well..
SO anww.. saturdayy i went.. oh yes i went to woodlands lib to meet suett and do our analysis. it wasnt very productive cos i was feeling lazy. unfair to suet so here's a public apology. HEY SUET IM SORRY! =) okay oddness..
hmm then then i was like sprawled at the lib floor and feeling hungry with hair all over my face and saw a bunch of ri malay sec 2s. yes and i was hoping they didnt recognize me but then i rmbed that we bumped into them just the day before so owells..
right then i took an hour long bus ride to harbourfront. sposed to catch a movie but =/ bah. public apology? Im sorry, you.. =( yeah then we went home.
so SUNDAY was an extremely fun day. yes cos we went msia to buka. whahas. so fun.. i was hoping for kenny rogers and was pretty annoyed that dad made reservations at some odd hotel. yeah then there was a jam. i think msian customs are annoyingly slow. oh and the view over the tuas bridge was amazingly superbly hazy. ack.
yeah then when we reached msia we prayed and shopped for raya shoes. right haha! i bought heels! O.o i think it was quite odd when i hadta take off running shoes and socks and put on a pair of dainty open- toed heels. haha! =/ and i narrowed down to two kinds of shoes then then everyone said one was uglehh so i took the other which didnt look too bad but then sis bought the other shoe! i mean MEH! and she says its pretty and she has good taste. MEH! my ass la. nyeehaw..
hmm then the buka was super superbb! wahahs i love food! yeah then the azan was just some gong thing on the radio and i didnt get it then some people were eating so i bit my kurma and then there was an interval then another azan then i choked. O.o!
yeah so i ate like alott.. i had a lump of rice and side dishes, rojak, steak, cakes and fruits, kuayteow, and lotsa lotsa coffee.. haha yay food! OH and know whattt? like like i always had the impression that my tummy was a bottomless pit and so did liyana but yeah annen on sunday i ate like alott and at the end i was washing it all down with water but yeah the water couldnt go down cos the food was like nearly all the way up my chest or something. gosh and i couldnt breathe properly! then then i vomited in the car. =/ pig i am. anw gosh i still think it's amazing! haha!
right right then we reached home late late so i hadnt ironed my uniform so i ponned monday. =/ and then tuesday was our geog presentation which went very well yay! oh bored shakira and rachel and poor me did the write-one-sentence-each-and-form-a-story game and it turned out horrifyingly kinky! i mean flies, kira?? goshness..
wednesday we hadta come early then we had 2hours of pe. amazing.. floorball and golf haha! i was like a floppy puppy by the time we had maths.. yup then we went ps then the new cathay place to watch little miss sunshine.. haha! nicenice..
right so todayy i overslept in the bus and someone tapped my shoulder when the bus was at the sch busstop. i have no idea who it was but THANK YOU! haha! yup today was also our analyzing talk presentation. which was actually pretty good.. haha! we were rushing at the shaw lab and stuffs.. oh and i knocked out halfway which was terrible of me so here's a big SORRY to syazsuetquan.. anw bitching with them is amusing.. haha!
hmm then physics was okay la. ohoh! if any of you people happen to look up at the area outside the clc, you'd notice 2 cardboard frisbees hanging around there.. woo thanks to wynne and me! haha!
um then i rushed home, bukaed on chocolate in the bus then hadta run some errands at lot 1. oh i was trying to get sugar but it was at the top shelf and i was like short so i looked around, saw noone who could help me, then climbed this step thing and jumped up a little and grabbed the packet. well so okay it was the wrong packet. and to top it off, 2 packets fell on me. how embarassing.. remind me to bring a stool the next time i visit ntuc..
yup so tmr's our physics project presentation. we settled for the frisbee idea and all this while i was sposed to research on the factors and conditions that affect the flight of a frisbee.. yes it is very exciting!! O.o owells
kelas kechik aims to get A1 for melayu Os. yes we can do it! WHY? COS KELAS KECHIK ROXORS! kechik kechik cili padi. bagai ayam bertelur di padi. isit isit? oh no or is it beras? hmm..
RIGHT YEAHH!
O.o
i love you muchly, darlingg. haha!
lots of love,
syimStarr
Friday, October 13, 2006
SO HELLO AGAIN!
so...
i ponned physics Options yst cos i was super exhausted.. =/ spent the night before doing the transcription of our discussion which was prettyyy amusing..
hmm. uh.. well we've been fasting still. which is getting pretty monotonous by now..
oh and we had 2 more geog trips since my last post.. they're quitee interesting la i guess. the 2nd trip was to visit the northwest cdc mayor and then to AWARE offices.. i prefer aware much more than northwest cdc.. cos like aware is completely voluntary and all and the woman was veryy inspiring and i told her so. =/ the mayor made it sound as if wahh we hafta do fundraising but the govt's gonna match up every dollar with like 3 bucks. uh right. okeh then the 2nd trip was to nature society offices and then kaki bukit grc to talk to the mp and then to nanhua sec to talk to someone from SEC. interesting stuffs i spose.. wanie thinks the mp was relatively cute.. haha!
oh and we get vip treatment every we go. it's amazing.. haha! and me and wanie shamelessly kopp food for buka everytime. how embarassing.. woots!
hmm what else? OH! my darling pratas gave us lanterns and fire cracker thingers during the lantern festival! so cutee.. "cos we know ncos are still a child at heart.." haha! LOVELOVE PRATAS! =]
oh and today was basically rjc day.. yup! woke up early to mug for the physics test/quiz today. then went to bishan to meet FariNa who ditched me and expected me to walk to rj all by myself thank you very much. so then i bumped into clara,shaowen and a bunch of dudes. yeah then i saw shanki who got ditched too so we walked there together. then syaz,quanquan they all literally bumped into us then we walked.
we were at rj for like 3-4 hours. =/ amazing.. oh but we spent an hour at this academic talk thing but we came really for aircon.. haha! so yeah basically we had kak sara as our Befriender (=/)and toured the school.. me and farin are getting Heelys or something cos the campus is huge.. then we looked at the cca booths.. oh i basically narrowed my choices to soccer, band(i was inspired by kak nar's drumming) and um.. i guess that's all.
there's a rj rock booth beside the malay booth. there was this cute guy who plays the guitar well. right farin? anw then farin Also flirted with the malay society guys who were tending the booth. shameless la you, woman.. oh and she wants to join harmonica club.. =/ and na's gonna join RA. raffles artistic i think. or something..
OH GOSH STAFF VAN'S MUSCLES ARE TEH PWHOARR! lovelovelove ncos.. =)))
erm right. anw then we headed back to school for Options.. farin ponned hers. na too i think. we have a school of ponners!! O.o yeah so then me and liju went to the lib to mug for the test. projectile motion.. bernoulli's eqn.. kites.. aircraft motion.. then i knocked out at the couch. then darling ganesh comes and says "in class sleep here also sleep ah?" and i was like MEH! then he asked bout the back to basic chem and like bridging english and he asked whether i was in the english one. i think he insulted me. tsk.. then he left and i studied abit more then slept till 3.. =/
so then physics ended at 5 then i went to the busstop to somehow get to bishan to wait for farin but i got dragged by lita and somehow ended up bishan in the end with syaz quan sheryl lita sophia. uh right. then quan got a hair cut! eh EQhouse lie sia! it's definitely Not 10mins and like they have that stoplight thing outside with like the words Next in green, 5-10mins in orange, and 15mins in red. so i guess they mean 15mins max. so why dont they just say 10bucks 15mins? but actually quan took 17+mins.. tsk.. so yeah basically people just line up and wait long long cos they have the impression that haircuts take 10mins. my foot la..
so then we walkedd to rj. met dad. went to the canteen. buka-ed. went to the mph for the talk. me and farin kopped summore food.
so yeah i guess that's my day.. =/ i cant really rmb my other days so there's nothing to blog about i spose..
OHYES! we got our eoys results. i passed all my papers.. okay la i supppose.. could've done better but yeah okeh.. i might hafta sit for a placement test for rj cos my english kinda sucked really bad. bother..
AND I HAD SUCH AN EGO-BLOATING WEEK! =) people that i've been hanging around with lately are very generous with compliments. quite different from people like na and farin.-sniffs! haha! and quan was super funny cos she asked for teddy cos like she says that now she can play with teddy cos she now knows me. know what that means? she knows teddy before she knows me! how strange is that? haha! and i love my teddy! yay!
OH! and wynne was comparing me and na and it was very amusing.. =/ well she only said we were very diff la but still. such an observation was odd. no wait what's odd was the way she said it. like like i'd be offended or something.. oh wait. maybe i Am sposed to be offended. hmmmm.. O.o
right okay im getting pretty random so i guess i should like stop here. STOP
lovelove you, sayang.. =)
-hugs!
sincerely,
syimstar
Saturday, September 30, 2006
SO HELLO
it's been a month! WOW! and it's really late right about now cos lately i've been sleeping at 10. yay me! what've i been up to? well for those who've been wondering, sch has somehow become relatively interesting. first up we have.. erm. in no particular order i guess
OPTIONS!
is FUN! sometimes. yup! so i've got 3 advanced modules: Analysing talk, Physics of flight and GEOG- Identities & politics. woo~! so let's see hmm Analysing talk has i quote: "No academic value" but is really enriching i suppose. learning quite alot and stuffs so yay!
Physics is teh FUNNNNNNNN! like everyone so wants to take my module! uhhhhuh! -does hula dance- so anww, i lovelovelove physics eventho everyone seems to think that msiu is boring. (well she is i suppose) but my class has only 11 people and it's amusing really. msiu's really nice.. yup! there's been alot of activities and stuff. like our first lesson was basically intro, making paper airplanes and flying them to see whose can fly the furthest. and and just this tuesday, we launched our rockets! yeahh! gosh i lovelove. and tomorroww we'll be flying kites at marina south. WHAT'S BETTER THAN PHYSICS OF FLIGHT? i'll tell you! NOTHING!
YES!
so hmm and geog is alright. it's very useful. knowing your mps and stuff but it's really dry.. dr ooi is a good enough teacher and is reaally nice but yeah. most of the dudes took the module only cos no other humanities module could fit their schedule. so yeah. injustice,much.. OH and we had a fiedtrip to several constituencies to compare opposition party and the ruling party. in terms of how well they run the const. and stuff. not bad i guess.. but hougang's really pretty..
PRATAS!
i just realized how much i miss my partas and the company.. =( i miss being a part of a greater cause. brings more meaning to sch/life and all that.. oh and i heard the partas and partbs screwed up imt pretty bad.. ouch. dunno what happened.. i rmb the first time we took our pratas to range and that was during btc in april. they weren't too bad. pretty good in fact. kinda disappointing i suppose.. but that's not our problem anymore. well it is but there's nothing the eight of us can do anw.. all the best to partcs.. hmm and ooh partc got course best for ssc. ownagee!! company's gonna do better under the partcs.. we gave it a shot and tried our best so yeah.. lovelove the company..
Maths!
not much to say but i passed my eoy paper and my sa5. so hoorah to improvements! =) sa6 paper in 2 weeks time. gonna ace that one.. mustmust. anw matrices is uber fun! yay!
Philo!
test was alrightt.. and whahas ART!
Malay!
god i really wanna ace my higher malay Os.. am seriously doing terribly as it is and garr gotta get better than a certain someone. YAY MOTIVATION!
RAMADHAN!
is somehow not as lively as the previous years.. not in the fasting mood yet i suppose.. ooh and i satisfied all my cravings last week. YAY ME! oh and gosh Everyone was eating in class today cos the other 3 muslims couldnt fast. like thanks alot la..
CHILDRENS' DAY!
so like everyone got either a box of chocolates, or a bar of chocs(which i did) or a huge toblerone. i was seriously Awed.. but veni said that Apparently, Cocoa trees sponsored us. tho i dont quite see why they should.. =/ dunno la. we got lotsa foods and stuffs from the teachers too. for 3 years we didnt celebrate this wonderforous day but this year, "MY INNER CHILD IS SHINING THROUGH!" yeahhh! and we have childrens' day off too cos we got the schools' excellence award thinger.. yay? YAY!
SABAH!
was msning with the dudes today.. catching up and stuffs. gosh miss them all alott. and i miss sabah gosh.. =(( we should have a reunion! though it wont be same anymore.. bah..
DRATS!
MY LIFE IS FULL OF RATS! i cant believe this is one of the later topics in my entry but omg rats are so gross.. so on the first week, i had maths on tuesday. i clearly rmb that after the hour long lesson, i checked under my table to see if i left anything behind. so then i found empty biscuit wrappers. woops i left it behind over the hols. so then there were biscuit crumbs and everyth. i went to throw the wrappers and found that Eh? there's a hole ripped in each packet. EEEW. then i was wondering what kinda animal did that and howthehell did it get under my table? -lifts table top- BLOODY HELL there was a hole at the corner of my table! and plastic shavings to boot! yuck please? FREAKY SHIT. gah.. was Very traumatised.
so then my mommy told me that if it's a rat, (which it most likely is. rgs is filthy) they like to come back to places they've visited. so i changed my table.
so then 2 weeks have passed, and tuesday morning, after philo and malay, i come up to class for maths. i needed to pee and was rushing about. i reached my table and GAH! LOTSA plastic shavings on the floor! -cue to freak out- SO I DID FREAK OUT! =( i hate rats. then i was all squealy and disgusted and msko still suggested that it was a hamster. PLEASE LA. damn gross gah.. so i went to the go to file a report and went up to class to my new seat at the back of the class with renu and melc. i like sitting at the back.. but that's not the point. RATS ARE DISGUSTING! and ohyehhhhh there happened to be spilled ink under the table too and now there are PAW PRINTS. perfect ah. hamsters have tiny paws. those paws were mega huge in comparison. huge rats are even more disgusting. yech. and yes the hole it chewed was bigger than before too. i am VERY VERY traumatised. -sniffs-
oh and better still. there has been rats near the busstop where i take 190 to school. saw them only twice actually. but the second time there were 3 of them scurrying around. yuck? yes very..
LONER!
for a week i was convinced that i had somehow inherited my mom's/ parents' loner genes. depressing really.. kinda funny too cos i was even quiter than before and seeing the world differently and all that schnitz.. oh but luckily i happened to ask a classmate whether it's Okay that i couldnt click with some of the dudes in class and she said it's perfectly alright and im not a loner. wonder if she knows what miracles that statement has caused. sis said that i just needed someone to knock some sense into me. -rubs head- hmm.. so now im talking more than usual. odd i guess..
LIBRARY!
been spending quite some time in the lib ever since ramadhan cos otherwise we'd be out having lunch or something. so yeah. on monday there was a rule that sec4s couldn't borrow anything. like wth? anyway that aftn too the ban was lifted due to the violent objections of most of the cohort. how exciting.. so now im watching vids at the mr section quite abit.
we watched Pride and prejudice yst (such a beauutiful show.. mrdarcy woo~!) and the wedding singer today! god i lovelove the wedding singer. i watched it at the movies the first time it came out a looong time ago. uncle's treat haha! =) adam sandler is so super sweet in the show..
DBSK!
and i am mentioning this Only because half the class or more is squealing over it one time or another. there's a sudden craze for korean stuffs around the school and it is one scaary phenomenon. yeah..
PE!
floorball is violentt! swiping feet and all that.. ouch much. and GOLF is amusingg! yes!
NW!
happy 17th mth, sayang.. =) haha! really olivejuice muchly..
so i suppose that just about sums up my whole september.. it's been one heck of a roller coaster ride seriously. what with the very uneven schedule and ramadhan and the near ending of my rgs life. sad i guess. exciting too. but most importantly very interesting. or amusing. hmm.. haha!
LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST! random~
sincerely,
syimstarrrrr!
ps. i love You alot alot alot! =) hoorah to 6yrs!
Friday, September 01, 2006
There are a few things that can be done in times of grave
emergencies.
Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an emergency tool for survival. Check out the things that you can do with it: -
*EMERGENCY*
*I*
*The Emergency Number worldwide for **Mobile** is 112.* If you find
yourself out of coverage area of your mobile network and there is an
emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network
to establish the emergency number for you, and interestingly this>number 112 can be dialed even if the keypad is locked. **Try it
out.**
*II*
*Subject: Have you locked your keys in the car? Does you car have>remote keys?*
This may come in handy someday. Good reason to own a cell phone:
If you lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home, call
Someone at home on their cell phone from your cell phone.
Hold your cell phone about a foot from your car door and have the
person at your home press the unlock button, holding it near the
mobile phone on their end. Your car will unlock. Saves someone from
having to drive your keys to you. Distance is no object. You could be>hundreds of miles away, and if you can reach someone who has the
other "remote" for your car, you can unlock the doors (or the trunk).
*III*
Subject: Hidden Battery power
Imagine your cell battery is very low, you are expecting an important
call and you don't have a charger. Nokia instrument comes with a>reserve battery. To activate, press the
keys *3370# Your cell will
restart with this reserve and the instrument will show a 50% increase
in battery. This reserve will get charged when you charge your cell
next time.
AND
*IV*
How to disable a STOLEN mobile phone?
To check your Mobile phone's serial number, key in the following
digits on your phone:
* # 0 6 #
A 15 digit code will appear on the screen. This number is unique to
your handset. Write it down and keep it somewhere safe. when your
phone get stolen, you can phone your service provider and give them
this code. They will then be able to block your handset so even if
the thief changes the SIM card, your phone will be totally useless.
You probably won't get your phone back, but at least you know that
whoever stole it can't use/sell it either.
If everybody does this, there would be no
point in people stealing
mobile phones.
Please spread this useful information around
*
woo very interesting indeed..
and then there was 6
yh said something bout 'it's not the going but the returning' or someth like that.. yeah cos we'll go away sometime but what matters is when we come back. i guess.. =/
so anw jy and sn's 12 came too. was heartwarming really.. part bs were crying like she'd be gone foerever or someth. -pats. she'll be back soon enough, darlings.. till then, i love you jieying. =)
was kinda late yst and i was panicking in the mrt. i dunno what i'd do if i missed her.. terrible terrible me should be more punctual next time..
and then there were 6.
ouh and yst's coke fest was super superb! yeahh! =) lovelove the company.. and i realized how much i miss my pratas.. hmm so i came to sch to find the lights in the nccrm on, so i went over. i opened the door to find 1sg jiahui. woo~ haha! i was like -blinks. hahaha! lovelove! then 1sg lynette came too. oh and i made someth for them but they left before i could give them.. gosh so sad! =(
oh and teachers' day celebrations was uberly interesting.. yay! cept for a few performances i guess.. but entertaining overall. the band was cool cool cool. yay! the singer's voice is phwoarr! and jtoh! -squeals. O.o he's so diva-ish really.. funnyness.. but the dude can singg. yes yes..
so wokay.. hmm exams are over.. relieved, much. but meh everyone's numbed somewhat i guess. and besides it's only sept. one whole term to go. bugger Options.. ahwell.. spent the whole of last week mugging like crazy.. hate mugging garr.. spent most my afternoons in the lib with fariNa at our section of the lib. our den so called.. haha! and viv too who was bored most the time.. tsk. and teachers pop by once in awhile. ganesh, sir etc.. their company was very much anticipated by some of us.. kofffarinkoff.. haha!
hmm so now im bored. cleaned my room quite abit after the papers. cos i told myself i'd clean all the junk by the time im free.. so yeah. yay me..
shall proceed to come up with a new blog template. i think buble's getting old.. =/
ladeeda.
olivejuice,baby.. 17mths yay! lovelove you.. =)
Sunday, August 13, 2006
pratas are fattening
hmm.. it's been slightly over a week since ord. yeah.. strange.
anw.. been thinking alot bout the company and my partas. its very odd to no longer be part of the company.. having to ask the partcs for permission to talk to my partas.. so very very odd. oh and we boo-ed the part cs from behind after natl day celebrations and they screamed. O.o partcs screamed. hahahahahhaha!
anw. yeah. rmbed quite alot of stuffs that happened thruout the year..
my parta ncoship started before i even knew it. like literally..O.o yeah.. didnt go for chalet last year and like when i came back from ob sabah, it was cca o and pltnmates told me that i got partas. =/ didnt really mind i guess cos i didnt have a preference for the other parts anw..
then i rmb the excitement us parta ncos felt when sir came with news bout our parta intake.. fluctuating from 30+ until it settled at 20. rmbed looking at their names and trying to rmb some of them.. but considering my terrible memory, i didnt manage to rmb their names till some time after they came in.. =/
ncc open house..partas were like.. sec1s. yeah.. and i was super annoyed cos i dunno i guess i had high expectations and stuffs..
ncc orientation.. we were casual with them. we were high and all that. didnt intro ourselves by rank andit was pretty nice i guess.. then i rmb when we gave them water break, the partas bought stuff from stall1! O.o haha! was rather amused actually.. and moving them from place to place was like herding sheep.. and water games was weirder.. and i think at the point of time, i was pretty flustered as to how we were gonna mould them into rgsncc cadets cos they were all so.. sec1-ish. scary.. oh and some of them i never saw again. how sad..
hmm.. but when waiting for the confirmed list of partas, we spent our mondays planning their trgs in the ncc room..so very long ago..
first trg..we taught partas basic stuffs.. abit of pt and drills.. ooh and reading my old entries, (i've got bad memory) i rmb being so so very proud of my partas when they did bodymax together! gosh they were so wonderful.. oh and first trg prezzes! cum vday prezze i think. gave them the nice smelling candles and i rmb chionging with py and yh the red and orange cards.. haha! was nice..
first company dinner! one missing parta.. i rmb being so angry at them cos yeah. how could they leave their pltnmate behind? gosh.. haha! and they forgot to prepare a skit altho we reminded them.. times like that made us kinda wonder why we got ourselves into this mess.. but it ended overall pretty well.. oh yeah rmb telling our partas bout our boyfriends! py and yh has bfs overseas and mine's from ite and parta yy asked which ite! hahahah!
then trgs.. never really did appreciate trgs all that much.. normal pt and drills.. partas falling out ever so often. domino effect and all.. then when talking to them in the canteen.. i regret not really talking to them tho. we talked more among ourselves.. so yeah.. didnt get to know all that much bout our partas.. which is sad.. sorry yh and py for talking to much.. bah..
then btc! gosh it was super informal! and yeah.. problems and stuffs.. was so tired.. parta j was sick and went home before dinner.. partas had field cooking at the canteen.. they split up into obvious cliques and yeah it was scary.. and us ncos forgot to bring our own food and the sweet children offered us their food.. although the noodles were bland, it was really very nice of them.. and partas super lovely milo cheer. =) oh and we had a mock profi test.. haha their terrible collars and unshiny boots.. ahwell..
then the trg after btc, they gave us prezzes "Happy milo day.." haha! hmm..
annual camp.. was bad.. the day before, 1 parta fractured her arm and another sewed her finger. O.o scary partas.. yeah and parta h came with a swollen eye.. gosh.. hmm.. and then complications at night with our partas.. and there was no fire drill.. we were really very disappointed.. it was finally our year and sir decides that partas need more rest so yeah.. felt bad cos they were our partas so.. bah. hmm.. rmb being so super disappointed in partas and then finally disowning them.. and it was such an emo period.. bah.. oh and pop. ex sec4s came back. was very very pissed with them.. and some partas embarassed us onstage and exsec4s being even more annoying.. and i rmb them wanting to return the bunk key to us after pop outside the hall. and we were daoing them but ssg vanessa was there and she was like "partcs.." so we hadta attend to partas.. felt bad for kinda daoing ssg vanessa cos we were in a bad mood anw.. bah. then after everything was over, what's worse was seeing our partas in incomplete no3 and stuffs.. ouch.
and the week after, partas were sposed to earn us back.. we took them back pretty fast.. gave them indiv hugs.. but py wasnt there at the time altho we could've simply called her down from the hall where she was.. wasnt thinking straight i guess.. felt really bad afterwards.. and i rmb very well a long time after, py said, "the biggest mistake we ever made, was taking them back so fast" yeah i guess it was.. sigh sorry.. its greatly my fault cos i convinced yh to take them back cos some of them were crying and it was so awful watching them cry.. gosh.. sorry py..
then partas owed us their pumpings.. and one of greatest regrets was that they never did complete it.. really wanted to pump their last hundred with them... which kinda reminded me of our own parta year.. exexex sec4s didnt make us pump at all.. which was.. sad.. we never got the chance to redeem ourselves.. =(
the consequent trgs.. saw our partas improve bit by bit.. saw their pltn bond getting stronger.. saw their cliques dissolving and them coming together as One pltn..
our first and last outdoor trg at pasir ris park.. very emo day.. lovelove my partas..
last trg.. partas did well for achievement day. very proud of them.. company games and songs.. and there was a stark difference from the first company games to this final one.. the partas didnt stick to their cliques and they were more formal.. they werent giggling to themselves (all that much).. haha.
so yeah.. i guess we'd always ask ourselves. did we have any impact on our partas? have we made a difference? i sure hope so.. but the greatest sense of achievement we get is in watching our partas together as a pltn.. one for all, all for one.. at the beginning, what worried me most was to get 20 different people to bond as a pltn. but i spose we did alright.. =)
i lovelove my partas..
i love the company..
and i most definitely lovelovelove my pltnmates..
and how wonderful. Right here waiting is playing on my com.. O.o
and this is the song we sang on ord night. but wasnt very clear due to our very bad singing:
Everything i do i do it for you
-Bryan Adams
go look up the lyrics. haha! some parts are pretty lame tho.. O.o
"Look into my eyes you will see
What you mean to me"
"Oh, you can't tell me it's not worth trying for
I can't help it, there's nothing I want more
Yeah, I would fight for you, I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you, Yeah I'd die for you
You know it's true
Everything I do, I do it for you"
ehh my eye is twitching.. O.o
rgsncc land. pltn 03-06 loves rgsncc company 06.
haha!
olivejuice, cupcake.. exams woo~!
-hugs..
Monday, August 07, 2006
{the final goodbye}
*Caution!: uber long entry!
hmm so anw. bathed at ard 6.30 (notice how i didnt mention waking up? that's probably cos i hadnt slept for 2 nights. seriously. gar!) then went off for sch at 7. i fell asleep in the bus tho and overshot to orchard. got off and headed back to sch. pltnmates were late! py and zr overslept and the rest i duno. =/
so then at 9.30 partc adeline reported for the parade. took pics and stuff.. then she ran off, forgot to give the reporting list, ran back and then back to the rest of em. amusing.. so then we went to the netball courts where the company was all formed up and ready. partas looked so smart! was very proud.. mdm hadta remind us to stay off the parade grounds.. =/ haha! then partc asked for permission to carry on with parade. partas did a nice rowrowrow check and they marched better than they've ever done before! partcs did a greatt job as temp ncos. =)
then the kacau part was basically just talking. last year for ex sec4s we had such trouble for parade cos they insisted that things stayed the same where they could bug us when at diam and all that. but this year mdm at least allowed us to talk to them at diam but make sure we didnt bounce ard. O.o had some trouble with that but yeah went around talking to the parts. left partas till last. but one parta was already Melting and pale and looked like she was gonna faint so we called part ds off the courts and let the parade proceed. so yeah commander senang diri-ed them. then they all marched past us with hormat kekenan (sp?) and i stood at the spot where partc commanded them to turn away. the point where we'd officially no longer be part of the company.. gosh so sad.. but i was VERY proud of my partas. you all did a wonderful job. lovelove yous.. =)
then we went back to the nccrm. did summore prezzes while waiting for partcs. haha! we were in such a crappy mood when they came to collect us. so then we were in a circle then mdm gave her speech and she gave us partds a pillow from sir and her i think, and a letter of reference thinger.. was sweet of them really.. then we were singing songs.. was nice.. didnt cry yay! then then we started the butt wave. partcs probably thought we were really juvenile but they agreed to do it anw. love part cs! then we ended of with the We cheer. "hentak kaki cepat hentak!" and we had a lovely solid company bang to end our cheering history with rgsncc.. lala~
then we went to talk to our partas.. =) they stood in a row and we went down the row giving indiv comments.. hmm.. drink Brands woo~! hmm.. my partas are united as one but theyre all such unique and strange individuals really.. gosh lovelove partas.. then we took pictures!
then the company fell in and partc adeline bersurai-ed them with a SOLID bang. =)!
then we got back to the room. did prezzes and stuff again.. then pltnmates left one by one.. and at 1.15 i hadta go for snp grad party and left priya
snp grad party: games etc etc. and we got photoframes with diff pictures! mine was one of me and kaiyuen and zaini's sis. haha! i looked spaz..
so i left right after grabbing some food at 3.15 and went back to the room to get changed. bah fariNa.. then at 4.20 nw was waiting at the busstop. finished up a bit and left. then then i saw partbs at the busstop and they saw me. bah.. then then had some trouble and somehow ended up at fareast. partas got on the bus with me too and got off at far east too.. O.o odd odd partas..
then waited at the busstop near yh's hse for py. haha blurr dude. finally got to yuhui's house.. had ord there last year which dad didnt let me go for. bah.. quotes ge: right place, wrong time/year.. amusing.. and py called my 1.5l ice lemon tea bottle - Champion. O.o so we were chiong-ing partas prezzes.. packing em and stuffs. ge was helping us too.. and we were ultra late! then yh's dad sent us to partc amelina's hse where the company was. collected yunzhi, jieying and zerui at the yh's guardhse area and zoomed there. shuning was sitting outside the condo looking chio but Very pissed. haha her sister ran in to report to her pltnmates of our arrival.. poser zr put on her shades and couldnt see where she was going! and and our part c escorts got lost leading us there. tsk haha!
then we reached the dinner area.. it was beside the pool at the pavillion. and the rest of the company were lined as goh leading from the bridge all the way to the pavillion. so then partc commanded nice and loud and BANG. then they did hormat as we walked thru.. gosh was really grand.. then i kept saying hi part a/b/c and i couldnt help adjusting the hands of my partas..
so then we reached the pavillion where there was a huge and super cool banner "Pirates of the Caribbean - ORD 2006" was so wonderfully done! and stuck on the pillars around were big pictures of a skull with a bandanna (?) hat with our name on each of em. they passed this to us in the end but i lost mine apparently.. bah..
so then in the middle of the pavillion were 2 tables put together with 3 tables flanking em and 2 chairs at the end.. 8 of us ord-ing together.. food was nice yay! but they didnt bother bout our requests and stuff.. =/ but they listened to ge's orange juice+sprite thing.. "oh but i've never really tried before, know" O.o was nice anw.. jy didnt eat much.. =/
then we kept finding hair in our food! finer spaghetti haha! and i think the partc cook was annoyed i think.. poor partc haha! then once thre was an ant in zr's drink and she yelled partcs! then a whole lot of em came from diff directions. haha! funny! my food was uneventful tho..bah.. then i got too sleepy and bored cos the food came so slow. Partcs cannot open a restaurant cos the food'll be hairy and everyone'd leave before the food even came! mehh.. heh. was stoning quite abit and tried to sleep on the chair. pltnmates said i looked angsty and tried taking pics of me.. nyeh.
then then we finally got dinner over with. and partcs put the tables to the side to empty the floor where we'd have the performances.. partas skit was so lame and strange but cute! haha lovelove.. then partbs skit always so educational haha but nicee.. and partcs womgg.. gay crew indeed~! lovelove company! and we're such terrible singers! sang songs for the company and we didnt know the lyrics and stared at the piece of paper like old grannies.. then we sang the parts' pltn songs.. all star, if we hold on and swear it all over again.. then we sang our pltn song "over seas from coast to coast, to find the place i love the most. where the fields are green, i'll see you once again, my love.." the memories that the song can conjure is unbelievable.. so all in all, we sang terribly but the parts all clapped super enthusiastically anw.. "entertaining performance" indeed.. haha!
then we got our presents from the parts! partbs like making presents! they gave us so many! lovelove partbs.. and i like their ranbow concept . nice presents! and they had this nice story/poem bout friendship too.. and the cookie they gave me broke. bah.. ooh and parta ncos are trend setters cos the part bs made wire stuffies too! we roxors! but we're smarter cos we used pliers! -nods..
then partas gave their presents.. yay sweet sweet partas! they made the pebble thing! the one that i tried to convince py and yh to make but they said dontwant or something..=/ but that's probably cos we couldnt find any and they cost 1dollar at taka and we have 20 partas.. haha! and they gave nice little things which were lovely.. =)
then partcs gave us stuffs too.. there weren't much but i think they've already done so much for us.. organizing ord parade and dinner.. cooking hairy food and all.. love partcs! yay! anw i LOVE the finger puppet thing they made for us. they made animal puppets for us that suited our character best apparentlyy.. py's was a giraffe cos she's tall (but i think what they really meant was that she's got a long neck and small head.. haha!) yh's was a kangaroo cos she's motherly.. sn's a bird cos she talks alot (she was angry cos she thought it was a chicken.. O.o) mine's an orange monkey! cos i was apparently cute and agile! (i actually thought it was an alien but nvm..)
oh and the parts like making pillows! probably cos its super easy to make and yet pretty.. pillows of all shapes,sizes and materials.. haha! lovelove pillows! oh and we felt bad cos we didnt make anything for the parts other than our own although were obliged to but still.. bah. made us realize we never really did appreciate the other parts enough.. so yeah i really really love the whole company yay!
so then we got to talk to our partas.. finally! but after the skits and stuff a few partas left.. and they wanted to leave without saying goodbye! was alittle hurt at that but they were crying already so we just gave them the prezzes and a tight HUG! said some stuffs also and yeah.. they actually asked us for a hug in the morn when we were talking to them but we said later. we weren't gonna deny them hugs cos meh that'll be mean.. still rmb last year when we asked our sec4s to take pics with us but they didnt want to.. ahwell..
so yeah.. talked to my partas.. they gave us this black board with handprints of my baby parts in 3 diff shades of green..pretty! then they gave us a HUGE pillow. mine's green! and py got yellow and yh black. haha! switchedd.. racist ncos indeed.. =)) then they gave us a scroll that the wrote. was so super longg! love partas yay! then we explained the prezzes we gave them. felt quite bad for making so little really.. bah.. but its the effort and thought that counts ryt? hope that's enough.. then we took some pictures and gave all of em hugs! yay i like hugs! and esp my partas cos theyre so small! well not all of em.. -glares at tall parta. made me tiptoe bah! haha nvmm.. partas like to take sneaky shots! so annoyingg bah! heh paparazzi woo~
lovelove! than at 11.20 or so partas hadta go home.. i wanted to hug em again so i did! heh. i didnt cry at all! so proud of myself yay! then partas left with a 'we love you ncos' and we replied 'we love you too partas'.. haha! then partbs left soon after.. then jy hadta go so i borrowed the ge and zr from the partcs for a little partd session. so we huddled and hugged and sang Right here waiting.. it was a nice moment.. all 8 of us together again.. memories came flooding and all kinds of emotion rushed thru me. and i finally cracked. cried and cried.. and got emo and i told jy that ive been wondering if she knew that i loved her and i told her that i really do. then i told pltnmates i loved em very much.. O.o strange..
then partcs came toddling along.. so we got them to take pics for us.. yeah then jy left.. was feeling super emo as we packed our prezzes.. more than 40 prezzes from the company in all.. big presents, small presents, lovely presents, odd presents.. but what i loved most of all was that they were mostly handmade. i love handmade presents cos theyre so heartfelt and meaningful and the parts took time off to make the stuffs for us..
so yeah.. im just really thankful for the rgsncc experience. and having the best company ever.. i've never felt so much love in all my life and the parts truly gave us the best ending to this chapter of our lives that lasted a whole 4years.. rgsncc will be just a memory but the company'll always have a place in my heart.. <3 rgsncc muchly.
Saturday, July 29, 2006
7 more days and we'll be through
well friday was rhd.. amusing really.. and and andd i think there's quite a high chance of me becoming unstraight! O.o i think guys clothes are incredibly comfy woo~! oh and i ordered the super cool collectors' item toy but there were problems i guess so i didnt get em in the end. =/ after sch, me, nw and fariNa went for lunch and i lost my wallet. scary stuffs.. went back to sch to look for it and apparently it was at the go but i hadta pay 2bucks for it.. odd..
saturday was outdoor trg day! YAY! at pasir park. first and last outdoor trg.. sigh. anw, it was pretty fun.. got annoyed at certain times but it was overall really fun.. lovelovelove my parta babies.. =)) but lunch was sad cos they served non-halal spaghetti, which was disappointing cos the food looked good. gar! then we rushed back to whitesands where sir,mdm chng and ng treated us to swensens.. haha yay! then nw came and we went back to pasir ris park.. O.o then then then after that we went for dinner at cine with 2 strange guys! strange! and and they didnt eat so mehh..
monday was trg. im really gonna miss my partas.. the company.. etc. bah. anww, tues i went for math tuition. there was a frenchboy who was teaching ms long french words or something and it seemed as though she was flirting! disturbing really..
wed was c div basketball finals against zhonghua at delta near redhill. i love basketball matches! exciting rarr! and we so totally crushed them. lala! but it was a terribly violent match la.. terrible sportsmanship.. =/ then after that i met nw to collect my mp3 player which i've concluded, looks rather nice.. yup!
thursday was a looong day as usual. sleepy tired garr. thenn i went to jurong point to watch lakehouse with nw. yay yay! love lakehouse! haah!!
friday wasnt too bad.. handed in hist pt, had lsl presentation during assembly block.. oh! malay was rather interesting.. the first half of the lesson, cikgu made us clean up the class cos it was filthy! cleared the cupboards and stuff.. the area behind the board was especially gross cos there were rat shit. the 'mondok' that they've been talking about. so so so yuck..
after sch there was some friction between partbs and their temp ncos.. sigh the company! so we watched ord trg for awhile.. ooh partas were so mushed up emo beings and they told us they loved us. gosh! -hyperventilates~ then sn wasnt in the mood to go out so me,yh and zr went to taka. bought quite alot of food and went up to the place where our parta ncos took us for lunch once. the place has changed since, but the memories were.. *sighs! O.o then we went art friend to get the last trg materials.. then i hadta rush back to school for the inconvo forum.. interestingly infuriating indeed! garr.. the queenstown guy looked terribly pissed.. odd.. but yeah i was pretty annoyed at certain stuffs too but i didnt have time to say my piece during the forum. so when the thing was over, i was outside with cake when i saw our vice principal. I said Thank you..
so anw i've been doing presents today. fingers hurt like woahh.. sigh pain.. went out to get food.. then i slacked all the way till now.. im terrible! shall sleep soon and get max rest. yeaaahh!
oh and apparently part Cs read jnrs blogs quite frequently. just want to remind you all that blogs are like diaries and sometimes its best not to know certain stuffs.. and privay garr! make them respect you,dearies..
okay im super sleepy now..
super sweet sixteen last thurs woo~! i love you..-hugs tight
Thursday, July 20, 2006
2 more weeks and we'll be through
when we were cadets, when ncos scolded and screamed at us, we'd feel scared and sad for disappointing ourselves and ncos. we'd say "yes we must improve for our ncos!" O.o and now as an nco, i see my partas making mistakes, im disappointed only in myself cos i couldnt be a better nco. i didnt teach them the right stuffs. i wasnt forceful enough and that's why our partas started off pretty bad. it really does hurt to scold your part. the only part you'll ever have in your four years. and theyre only partas! theyre my babies. Us parta ncos have taken them in under our care as lost little pratas. 20 individuals brought together to form rgsncclandpartas`06. theyre a pltn now and theyre only at the start of a looong journey.. while pltnmates and i are ending ours in just 2 weeks..
gosh how time flies.
wotay! inter-ug day yst was bahded. i had my eng speech to write after sch and so i joined in later. ug day was basically just games and concert. O.o yeah.. me, ge and sn were in charge of the caterpillar station. and meh.. the people were so disorganized that i had a hugee urge to yell at them to fall in or something. mehs..
anw. concert was okay i spose.. haha gb sec 3s play was so super amusing.. ncc people eat all the time apparently.. hmm.. haha! and and the dbsk dance was so uber cool! yes yes. i wanna dance like them too. -nods! hahaha!
our performance wasnt tooo bad. we only got our roles and script like that morning itself. gosh scary.. i memorized my lines woo~! anw, was quite good overall i spose.. we won 3rd anw. haha! yay for last min work! we seem to be more efficient that way eh pltnmates? lala..
ohh yes. i was so super pissed. -nods! cos i wasted 4 bloody days of my hols making trophies. yes trophies which were, if not nice, then extremely time consuming. i specifically had 4 miscellaneous titles with trophies that i thought represented them quite well. but the judges decided that "ooh! let's create new titles!" or whatnots. most educational? most melodious? bloody screwballs..
and god i was right to assume that they'd dump the stuffs just like that. i currently have 3 abandoned trophies.. haah! one of which i brought home for memories sake. ahwell.. and i thought i was fine already until i picked up another trophy. pltnmates were talking to the company gathered at the amphitheatre. so i just joined in and ge asked what i was holding/doing. =/ so i told her i was picking up trash.. then i got sad again and tried hiding behind ge and cried. haha! it's not so much because they didnt like it. but that they didnt appreciate my effort enough to at least hold on to the trophy sometime before, if they must, throw it somewhere where i wont see it. but nooo.. hurtful people.. haha!
aight aight. sposed to do ss article review outline. needed to vent. done that so yeah.. YAY SS! O.o
-hugs tight. olivejuice..
Sunday, July 16, 2006
when times are better
monday: trg. company pt and drills.. not too bad.. zerui's birthdayy! haah! got back chem and physics pt. not too bad.. cant rmb what else
tuesday: short day. went for the swim finals thing with fariNa, who were oggling the shirtless guys. -nods! and superman. =/ yay i cheered alott and lost my voice. woots! then then me and farin went to eat at toa payoh. bought noodles then me and farin shared carrot cake. haha! then i called dad to ask whether he was going home then he said he was leaving the office so we went down to meet him but he needed to pop by the bank awhile so he gave us 10bucks to spend at macs. haha! but farin looked so disappointed that i bought only drinks.
wednesday: sick! had fever the night before probably cos we were caught in the rain. i was somewhat better in the morning but i hadnt studied for the english test so i was freaking out and mom said i should stay home cos i wasnt feeling all that well anw. went to the docs and had breakfast. then i got home and slept. slept. then went for tuition. ooh finally got my potato salad! =)
thursday: loong day. got back my maths paper. 38/40 woo~! first time i ever got above 30. yay me! was sposed to have interug day rehearsals after school but pltnmates all had stuffs after school and only me and ge were left. shorthanded much.. and i was groggy cos i ate my pills and we managed to free ourselves. went home and slept. oh yes~ got to class after the bell and the natl anthem and when i was at the door, there was announcement for me and some others to report to the general office. had a godawful shock. gah. then rushed down and was even more shocked to see prama. mehh.. apparently mscheryl nominated me,grace and liju for the service award thinger. odd stuffs..
friday: short day. commanded during morn assembly. The girl that everyone was freaked by was.. freaky. yes. weird weird person.. after sch went for lunch with nw, farin and na. orgasmm! O.o childish childish them.. then we got bored so we took 190 to cityhall and went to esplanade. me and nw danced the hula dance! then na went home and the 3 of us went to candy empire where farin decided not to buy anything cos she thought that 2bucks would suffice. O.o was depressed by the loads of chocs so i was cranky. then we bought ice cream and went home while farin went for baybeats. was kinda late for mad again. i have a pt for Akhlak. write a 5page rencana. gosh seriouslyy. mehh.. shall just do on gejala sosial so'd i can get notes from malay class. yay rp! then then i had a contemplative and emo night. yes. odd..
sat: rgs open house. so extraa! roamed the school with yh and py awhile. bored us ended up at the kitchens watching a vid on how to make yam cake cos we were looking for food. got samples tho.. then yh hadta go with her shift so me and py just slacked off at the ncc room.. suddenly knocknock and encik cheryl came in. we're still freaked by sec4s somewhat so we went out of the room and saw a freaky black spider outside our door. then we tried to make it go into the guides room and it did. O.o shh dont tell them.
then i hadta go off for chemicar race. haha renu and me yeahh! we hit the max distance and since only 2 classes showed up, we probably won.. and us kind souls helped 403's elizabeth(?) with her car cos her teammates ditched her or something. odd girl tells us she doesnt like her class cos they weren't bonded. riite.. anw yeah she got her car to move. then me and renu went to the canteen to get our free food. yh and ge had been queuing for a half hr so we asked them to collect the food for us. then a random girl came by and asked if we wanted food cos she had extra. hoorah i had 2packets of rice!
after lunch i found na who was mothering her sis. dont tell her but i think she reminded me of her mom.. =/ yeah then i went for flockeyy! woo~! i missed flockey! met nw at boonkeng and walked to the spos office. only kaiyuen(?), zaini, zaidi, luqman, ramadhan,msmei and coach shaiful were there. ahwell.. trg was intense! few breaks and hot sun and mehh. was exhausted.. then we went home. there's a straight bus to cck and it took less than an hour! garr i never knew..
sunday: went to the park with dad and sisters. played basketball, skipping and odd stuffs. very amusing.. then nisah made me cycle her bike home. sucked. was too small i think and the gears were screwy so my thighs hurt like mad. garr! then dad waiting downstairs then we went for brunch at lj. haha yay!
and now im slacking. garr! was trying to write "my contributions & achievements to society" and realized that i have so little.. dont think i'd qualify for the award but ahwell.. i've done as much as i possibly can and that's all that matters. to me at least. yupyup! after all, im planning to continue with spos for as long as i can. still hoping i can get a job involving social work or something.. haha!
rite. shall try mugging again. so shitted. bahhhH!
and i love You! woo~! -hugs.. O.o
Sunday, July 09, 2006
gosh cake
monday trg. no more jieying in school.. sad stuffs.. bah..
tuesday: short day. rushed off home to get my mp3 player. ladeedum. collected specs, went to akira to get my player checked.. and nw..
wednesday: philo debate was a success! -nods. hurt my ankle during soccer.. bah hurt the ankle on my birthday last year too. deja vu woots.. then ncc day parade rehearsal till 4.. sized the company etc etc. then we took over ncc air awhile. the partas are scary.. made me kinda proud of my partas.. haha! anw, taught the air partas hormat and tahap(sp?)sedia etc etc. ahwell..
then went for tuition with nana who was angry with me cos we were late. =/
thursday: twas my birthday. weee! partas gave me a store bought cake with partas made icing. haha! so sweeeet! like literallyy.. but haha! lovelove my partas.. then then i got muffins from na! they were yummyy. and and a poster thinger and a mirrorwriting letter. O.o lovelove liyanaa!
after school went to orchard with farin to meet taufiq to collect my prezze. O.o haha! but it was nice la. so weee! then met nw then farin went home. so yeah.. went home too.. and nw made me a balloon squirrel. =// then at bp we saw msg weining. was in shock. gosh! so yeah greeted her when she walked away..
then when i got home i changed out for dinner out with my family. haha pizza hut is fun. thenn got a cheesy card from my parents which was sweet.. and a phone for my birthday. woots! well i get to choose and buy much much later i spose..
friday: ncc day observance parade. reached school ard 6.35.. sewed on my staff ranks. (thanks alot sir.garr..) and yeah was panicking like crazy.. and sir chew came in asking whether he can stand under the fan.. py was in short shorts and i had my skirt hiked up to my thighs. gosh that fish.. then sir chia was at the door and the dudes were discussing where to put ncc air's planes. i was soo super annoyed. garr!! then sir, as he was leaving the room, asked whether i could finish sewing in time. i think i almost growled at him or something. but yeah i did finish in time for the parade. so yh commanded the company. and they marched good! =) altho dressing after belok was a little screwy.. but ahwell. alot better than ncc air. the dudes didnt even bang at berhenti. gosh.. anw kinda embarassing considering that they still wear the rgs tags on their shoulder to hq.. see! they shouldve joined us at land.. -nods..
so yes i screwed up the first part of the speech cos i was still tense from the nerve-wrecking rank sewing incident and bleah. recovered after awhile and finished the super long speech by dr arthur beng, bbm. hahahahaha! inside joke much. and yeah. what Does bbm stand for?
after sch, went out with fariNa and nw. said hi to nw's friend for some reason.. then we were late for the movie so ended up watching superman at lido instead.. and gosh cake! gahh? was in shock for some time.. sigh strange people.. thanks anw for the pink frilly lingerie. was.. sweet. yes. and farin gave me foods from famous amos and nw baked me yummy brownies..=) then i was late for mad.
saturday: 9am at pasir ris. pltnmates were super late tsk! esp zr who came hours later after we've left pasir ris park. reccee'd the place. planned next sat's outdoor trg. cycled around. cycled in the maze. cycle cycle. haha. ass hurt bad. they should make better bicycle seats. -nods. scary man at the toilet..
then met nw at jurong point. where apparently the top 12 spore idols will be appearing at 4. =/ i like long bus rides.. haha!
so yeah got home all tired and bathed and prayed and slept. and slept. and slept.
i love you,baby.. 6years! pinky promise! O.o -snuggles..
Friday, June 30, 2006
right here waiting..
monday was.. okay.. trg.. found out that jy was gonna study in uk and this week's her last.. didnt really press for details. kinda thought that if i didnt know, i could pretend that its not gonna happen or something.. =/ ahwell..
and omg zerui has a belly piercing! cool shit.. and haha poor girl hadta demo prone during partC livefiring.. ouchh..
tues was odd.. short dayy. planned to get home early and do work. ended up in fareast with fariNa and seleena for lunch. slept till 6+ when i got home.. productive much..
wed was trg again. tiring bah. had company games,songs and cheers. kinda sad.. one of the last few company moments.. we got ultra mushed up and some of us were crying abit. mainly cos we'll be one pltnmate short.. again. and yeah.. ord-ing in 4-5 weeks. finally understand why ex sec4s and all always look so.. sad when we have company stuffs.. seeing the jnrs all enjoying themselves.. arms around each other in the tight circle. we were in their shoes once..
i took for granted
all the times
that i thought would last somehow
bah shall leave all the emo shiite for ord or something..
so anw thurs was looong and torturous.. was so tiredd. and when school ended at 3, there was still tuition to go for.. mehwell.. ohh but a relief teacher came in for chem cos jkoh was on course. it was refreshingg! i learnt alot more than i ever did in any other chem lesson. yay! sad to know that there are alternatives that you cant get..
friday- lessons were pretty much uneventful.. oh eng is shit screwed.. im like seeriously dead for eng so bahh bleah.
Drama and JK meeting after school. i now know why cikgu's been acting cold towards me lately.. sheesh. i was pissed beyond pissed. god i dont rmb ever being that pissed really.. garr!
so anw.. -nods. we shouldnt blog cos it'll just jatuhkan maruah pelajar-pelajar rgs.. it's called mengumpat.. fitnah.. etc etc..
John Constantine:
Angels and Demons can't cross over into our plane. So, instead we get what I call half-breeds. The influence peddlers. They can only whisper in our ears. A single word can give you courage, or turn your favorite pleasure into your worst nightmare. Those with the demon's touch and those part angel, living alongside us. They call it the balance. I call it hypocritical bullshit.
anw.. cikgu's very much unprofessional i realize..na: "you just noticed?" ahwell.. fine i was deluded. well she used to be nice i guess.. till i dubbed her kambeng. bah she doesnt deserve it.. ahwell she's influenced easily.
they were just dying to hear what i had to say for myself. haha? =/ i dunno. i was super pissed but i couldnt be bothered to settle the matter. i mean what i said i guess.. i did my work and i know that i've contributed as much as i could considering the circumstances. farin and na know i got some work done and i dont quite give a damn what they thought of me. sheesh..
ahwell.. haven't seen nancy in a week.. feeling quite lost somehow.. oh bother..
and meh.. know how you regret after doing or saying stuffs? i think i really should start thinking more.. hohum.
olivejuice 15mth baby.. 69 more..? =// -hugs
Monday, June 19, 2006
cake?
anw. week was.. fine i guess. hols are ending really soon. wish i did more work tho.. bah..
and woohooos im here cos i just completed my section of the om report with 3000+ words. i am pro! well not really. but crapping for..4 hours is fun i guess.
have i mentioned that my upper lip is swollen? well half of it actually. it's really gross and ugly. blueh. think it was cos of the prawns i ate at the wedding today. garr.. got worse throughout the day. but i think the swelling's actually going down now.. hmm..
and i wanted to blog bout wednesday when i went to johor with my family. i ate amazingly alott of food and i thought it'll be nice to record it all down. hmm if i can rmb that is..
and gosh Cake is driving me.. curiously insane..? meh.
and i should mention liyana mahirah cos she wonders why i never mention her in my entries. haha! hello na. i guess its cos there are more impt things to blog about. like food and stuffs. =) love you na!
and i wanna do my wp soonnn! grrs. but farin didnt seem to have fun at hers.. i shouldve tried applying for the zoo job. sounded really fun.. bah.
and haha! this is what i've been doing for most of the first 3 months of this year,
It is a tale of a SandWitch who collects shapes and incorporates them within her tower. She is yet to collect the final two shapes, which are the pentagon and the circle, that will enable her to unlock the power within the tower. The witch tricks two heroes of their own trade, with her evil plan. They were The Pentagon and the Knight of the Round table. The witch sets up the bait of the beautiful princess Rapunzel and the monetary reward of a million dollars. The duo competes for the prize money and soon discovers that they had been duped. After accidentally killing the witch while dueling, they have angered her and she revives for revenge. They then proceed to engage in an international car/tower chase. The unlikely duo soon grew tired of the chase and combined powers to defeat the witch in a final showdown (Power rangers sequence). The duo triumphs and in the process, has forged a newfound friendship.
haha. well that's it. i miss om.. =( and ob sabah.. =( and ncc.. =( and pltnmates.. =( and people.. =(
and nazri? hmm.. haha! olivejuice..
-yawns.
Monday, June 12, 2006
homebound
physics pt due wed and i did the most horribly stupid and irresponsible thing ever everr. was sposed to meet ob dudes to get pics from the cckss nccsea co. and i was uberly late cos i was finishing up my physics pt. was panicking terribly in the bus. then there was a random sec 1 rg dude who boarded the bus at bukit panjang so i asked her to hand it in for me. and also asked her to get 4pages of my report from the class tray which farin left for me. like wth. so im worried shit and the best i could do was email thiock. err yeah.
anw got the ob pics. i love love the scenery! wooo! miss sabah lots but yeah..
so yeah. been slacking since wed cept for tuition on thurs. but yeah. most stuffs i needta do is on the com and mom's been rather pms-y. mehhs..
i've been home most the time too cos mom wont let me out. ive been reduced to doing domestic chores half the time but i guess its good to have time to finally read. haha joy.
okay that's all bout my exciting week. woo~
olivejuice,cupcake. gah cake. terrible dudes.. -hugs tight.