not a waste of cyberspace; an entry needs some points

somehow i've been saying fuck. alot lately

I've been seeing the number 69 alott lately. O.o

and i've been pmsing a whole lott lately.

and i need to lose weight and this depresses me greatly

and i have such such such deep dislike/hatred for people i hardly know, and very well for no good reason

i'm getting too self-absorbed for my own good. but realizing this itself is a positive step towards recovery(?)

and wth every point in this entry starts with I. wow..

so okay my life at this point of time is a whole lot more fortunate than most. but am i happy? nooo.. so what's wrong with me? im an ungrateful dissatisfied biotch. woots.

am currently very doubtful about alott of stuffs. it's kinda worrisome. cos i dont like to think. i prefer to talk. be it rubbish or not. and in any case, i've been thinking alot more than usual and this is annoying cos i havent been occupying myself with anything very useful and hence leaving me with alot of idle time to think.

gar.

so right i dont think i care much bout what others think of me but i spose it does matter. to an extent. disturbing really cos it shouldnt.

lala life is wonderful.

most of the time, people watch movies for entertainment and i suppose that if a show seems pointless and dumb to them, then the movie has simply failed at fulfilling it's purpose. or the show simply simply isn't everyone's cup of tea. is it then not pointless to argue over whatever others have to say about whichever show they watch? i think it is.. not to mention that everyone's entitled to their own opinion.. pointless= waste of cyberspace? haha..

right so i shall be going rayaing in awhile and i will be delirious with food in my tummy and money in my pocket.

life is good? i suppose so..

[[olivejuice, sayang..