pratas are fattening

O.o strange.

hmm.. it's been slightly over a week since ord. yeah.. strange.

anw.. been thinking alot bout the company and my partas. its very odd to no longer be part of the company.. having to ask the partcs for permission to talk to my partas.. so very very odd. oh and we boo-ed the part cs from behind after natl day celebrations and they screamed. O.o partcs screamed. hahahahahhaha!

anw. yeah. rmbed quite alot of stuffs that happened thruout the year..

my parta ncoship started before i even knew it. like literally..O.o yeah.. didnt go for chalet last year and like when i came back from ob sabah, it was cca o and pltnmates told me that i got partas. =/ didnt really mind i guess cos i didnt have a preference for the other parts anw..

then i rmb the excitement us parta ncos felt when sir came with news bout our parta intake.. fluctuating from 30+ until it settled at 20. rmbed looking at their names and trying to rmb some of them.. but considering my terrible memory, i didnt manage to rmb their names till some time after they came in.. =/

ncc open house..partas were like.. sec1s. yeah.. and i was super annoyed cos i dunno i guess i had high expectations and stuffs..

ncc orientation.. we were casual with them. we were high and all that. didnt intro ourselves by rank andit was pretty nice i guess.. then i rmb when we gave them water break, the partas bought stuff from stall1! O.o haha! was rather amused actually.. and moving them from place to place was like herding sheep.. and water games was weirder.. and i think at the point of time, i was pretty flustered as to how we were gonna mould them into rgsncc cadets cos they were all so.. sec1-ish. scary.. oh and some of them i never saw again. how sad..

hmm.. but when waiting for the confirmed list of partas, we spent our mondays planning their trgs in the ncc room..so very long ago..

first trg..we taught partas basic stuffs.. abit of pt and drills.. ooh and reading my old entries, (i've got bad memory) i rmb being so so very proud of my partas when they did bodymax together! gosh they were so wonderful.. oh and first trg prezzes! cum vday prezze i think. gave them the nice smelling candles and i rmb chionging with py and yh the red and orange cards.. haha! was nice..

first company dinner! one missing parta.. i rmb being so angry at them cos yeah. how could they leave their pltnmate behind? gosh.. haha! and they forgot to prepare a skit altho we reminded them.. times like that made us kinda wonder why we got ourselves into this mess.. but it ended overall pretty well.. oh yeah rmb telling our partas bout our boyfriends! py and yh has bfs overseas and mine's from ite and parta yy asked which ite! hahahah!

then trgs.. never really did appreciate trgs all that much.. normal pt and drills.. partas falling out ever so often. domino effect and all.. then when talking to them in the canteen.. i regret not really talking to them tho. we talked more among ourselves.. so yeah.. didnt get to know all that much bout our partas.. which is sad.. sorry yh and py for talking to much.. bah..

then btc! gosh it was super informal! and yeah.. problems and stuffs.. was so tired.. parta j was sick and went home before dinner.. partas had field cooking at the canteen.. they split up into obvious cliques and yeah it was scary.. and us ncos forgot to bring our own food and the sweet children offered us their food.. although the noodles were bland, it was really very nice of them.. and partas super lovely milo cheer. =) oh and we had a mock profi test.. haha their terrible collars and unshiny boots.. ahwell..

then the trg after btc, they gave us prezzes "Happy milo day.." haha! hmm..

annual camp.. was bad.. the day before, 1 parta fractured her arm and another sewed her finger. O.o scary partas.. yeah and parta h came with a swollen eye.. gosh.. hmm.. and then complications at night with our partas.. and there was no fire drill.. we were really very disappointed.. it was finally our year and sir decides that partas need more rest so yeah.. felt bad cos they were our partas so.. bah. hmm.. rmb being so super disappointed in partas and then finally disowning them.. and it was such an emo period.. bah.. oh and pop. ex sec4s came back. was very very pissed with them.. and some partas embarassed us onstage and exsec4s being even more annoying.. and i rmb them wanting to return the bunk key to us after pop outside the hall. and we were daoing them but ssg vanessa was there and she was like "partcs.." so we hadta attend to partas.. felt bad for kinda daoing ssg vanessa cos we were in a bad mood anw.. bah. then after everything was over, what's worse was seeing our partas in incomplete no3 and stuffs.. ouch.

and the week after, partas were sposed to earn us back.. we took them back pretty fast.. gave them indiv hugs.. but py wasnt there at the time altho we could've simply called her down from the hall where she was.. wasnt thinking straight i guess.. felt really bad afterwards.. and i rmb very well a long time after, py said, "the biggest mistake we ever made, was taking them back so fast" yeah i guess it was.. sigh sorry.. its greatly my fault cos i convinced yh to take them back cos some of them were crying and it was so awful watching them cry.. gosh.. sorry py..

then partas owed us their pumpings.. and one of greatest regrets was that they never did complete it.. really wanted to pump their last hundred with them... which kinda reminded me of our own parta year.. exexex sec4s didnt make us pump at all.. which was.. sad.. we never got the chance to redeem ourselves.. =(

the consequent trgs.. saw our partas improve bit by bit.. saw their pltn bond getting stronger.. saw their cliques dissolving and them coming together as One pltn..

our first and last outdoor trg at pasir ris park.. very emo day.. lovelove my partas..

last trg.. partas did well for achievement day. very proud of them.. company games and songs.. and there was a stark difference from the first company games to this final one.. the partas didnt stick to their cliques and they were more formal.. they werent giggling to themselves (all that much).. haha.

so yeah.. i guess we'd always ask ourselves. did we have any impact on our partas? have we made a difference? i sure hope so.. but the greatest sense of achievement we get is in watching our partas together as a pltn.. one for all, all for one.. at the beginning, what worried me most was to get 20 different people to bond as a pltn. but i spose we did alright.. =)

i lovelove my partas..
i love the company..
and i most definitely lovelovelove my pltnmates..

and how wonderful. Right here waiting is playing on my com.. O.o

and this is the song we sang on ord night. but wasnt very clear due to our very bad singing:

Everything i do i do it for you
-Bryan Adams

go look up the lyrics. haha! some parts are pretty lame tho.. O.o

"Look into my eyes you will see
What you mean to me"

"Oh, you can't tell me it's not worth trying for
I can't help it, there's nothing I want more
Yeah, I would fight for you, I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you, Yeah I'd die for you
You know it's true
Everything I do, I do it for you"


ehh my eye is twitching.. O.o

rgsncc land. pltn 03-06 loves rgsncc company 06.

haha!

olivejuice, cupcake.. exams woo~!
-hugs..