weird monday

when i came to class on monday, mskoh said i did a good job commanding at the parade square cos i was loud and clear..? O.o

anww. yeah. i miss the companyy! part bs are at camp feast with sn. jy was sposed to go too but she had gum inflamation.nyehh.. then part cs are at obs. grrs..

and nazri's in the big outdoors too. gah! and im stuck in schoool. unfairness. i want to go and rough it out. not sit at a desk. and study. gosh. tis driving me nuts..

am having malay now and someone's annoying me. -snarls..

oh. asked cikgu/1sg aisyah bout lion dance yst. mom lectured me about it. like i duno.. its wrong..? well then 1sg said that its culture and not religion. so it should be okay.. yup

hohum. ooh. Long live high king Peter! watched narnia with yh and zr at cine yst. narnia digital.. =/ yeh. oh. and the battle scene was so cool. bwee! and i realized that the part where the birds dropped the rocks from the sky.. was like the surah insyirah, i think, where the birds dropped the rocks from hell onto the elphants that were being led to destroy the kaabah. they turned to look like dry grass. hmm..

and peter was just so so hawt. hhas.. quotes yh: why cant stuff like that happen to us?


oh and wthh. yst we went to lido to check movie timings first. and at the underpass there was this dude. and like he was barking and stuff. we wondered whether he was mentally wrong or just a busker or something la. but omgg. so scaryy.. he was barking at us and following us saying "gong xi fa cai" repeatedly. he wasnt tailing the other people whaat. freakyness. yuhui said i looked uber scared and thats probably why he followed us. =/ no i wasnt scared...

ahwell..

oh this is 1sg aisyah's last lesson. so sad.. "terima kasih cikgu aisyah.." =(

oh thanks for the call, darling. come back in one piece aight? olivejuice much much muchly. miss you already..
happy 16th birthday!

i am red

uhhhuh. FLOCKEY! yay i love floor hockey.

was hyper hyper hyper. noisy me. i think im somewhat better at flockey now. liyana's mommy is scaryy. i was 10mins late and she scold meee -mega pout!

anw, haha! i missed all the athletes.. so nice to see them again. and i cant do face off la. i cant swipe the puck proper. and i expect that i will become fit again if i go for flockey trgs every week plus ncc. so yay i'll be un-fat!

yeah. anw once coach shaiful told me to be the goalie then 2 athletes in my team actually moved nearer to the goalpost. pffft. fine. i geddit. the last time i became goalie, i let in quite a number of shots. bahh. but today i saved 3 shots insteadd. HOORAH! i roxors.

and haha neoprints haha. someone's getting to like them huhhh.. -laughs!

melted cadbury milk chocolate is nice. yummy. and so is yami yoghurt. and so is polar pie. and so is adam road nasi lemak.

and pokka peach tea! i drank 4 bottles today. diabetes mann.. gosh.

anw yeah. very odd day. ups and downs. babyy, olivejuice muchly aight..

mushy mushy.

shakespeare

Merchant Of Venice

"I am a Jew/ Hath not a Jew eyes? Hath not a Jew hands, organs/ dimensions, senses, affections, passions; fed with/ the same food, hurt with the same weapons, subject/ to the same diseases, heal'd by the same means/ warm'd and cool'd by the same winter and summer/ as a Christian is? If you prick us, do we not bleed?/ If you tickle us, do we not laugh? If you/ poison us, do we not die? And if you wrong us, shall we not revenge?" -Shylock, II.i.58.

"I should stay with the Jew, my master, who (God bless the mark) is a kind of devil; and to/ run away from the Jew, I should be rul'd by the/ fiend, who, saving your reverence, is the devil him-/self. Certainly the Jew is the very devil incarna-/ tion, and in my conscience, my conscience is but a/ kind of hard conscience, to offer to counsel me to/ stay with the Jew." -Launcelot, II.ii.23.

"This first, of gold, who this inscription bears,/ 'Who chooseth me shall gain what many men desire'/ The second, silver, which this promise carries/ 'Who chooseth me shall get as much as he deserves'? This third, dull lead, with warning all as blunt/ 'Who chooseth me must give and hazard all he hath.'" -Prince of Morocco, II.vii.3.

Romeo & Juliet

"Good night, good night! parting is such sweet sorrow,That I shall say good night till it be morrow."

"What's in a name? That which we call a roseBy any other name would smell as sweet."

"These violent delights have violent ends . . ."

"O Romeo, Romeo! wherefore art thou Romeo?Deny thy father and refuse thy name!Or, if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love,And I'll no longer be a Capulet."

"Give me my Romeo; and, when he shall die,Take him and cut him out in little stars,And he will make the face of heaven so fineThat all the world will be in love with nightAnd pay no worship to the garish sun."

"Virtue itself turns vice, being misapplied,And vice sometime's by action dignified."

"For never was a story of more woeThan this of Juliet and her Romeo."

"What must be shall be."

"How silver-sweet sound lovers' tongues by night,Like softest music to attending ears!"

"With love's light wings did I o'er perch these walls. For stony limits cannot hold love out, and what love can do, that dares love attempt. Therefore thy kinsmen are no stop to me."

lit texts for sec1&2. how fast time flies.. GO GEOG!

and the cogs turn

exhausted. got home at 8+ just now. school passed pretty fast.ohh. and pe. gosh. i shrunk another 1/2cm and my weight is like omigawdd. haha! i think i should be overweight.. O.o gosh..

anw after school went hq with pltnmates -ge&jy. and our keen sec 1s. 7 of them.
i duno.i really shouldve taken partbs i guess. i mean.. my expectations and stuffs. pltnmates kinda agree too. as in.. i was kinda annoyed. yeh. and i was like asking pltnmates whether we should tell them of rgsncc traditions and stuff. abc rules. honesty, often than not, is the best policy. well yeah. i didnt quite agree..

yeah anw. the ncc open house was ookay. saw familiar dudes. like the canberra ncc dudette from obs. yeah.. then it rained. so we departed earlier at 4+. pltnmates all moved off from hq. only me and the sec1s went back on the bus with sir.

oh. and sir said that the commandant is coming to our school next thurs. ignorant me was like "that's interesting.." then sir said that the principal would be attending the address too. and that woman-who-banned-coke-in-rgs. yeah. then i knew what was coming la. was very.. sad.

so i was listening to my mp3 in the bus and stoning. thinking about rgsncc. then one of the sec1s popped beside me and asked The qsn. "what's so special about rgsncc land?" well. i told her the truth. my honest-est opinion. well she was abit shocked when i admitted that it was rather tough at first. but i told her about the bond. everything. what made rgsncc 'Not just another company'.

reached sch at 5. went to ncc room. took out homework to do. was too preoccupied to study. ended up staring around the room. taking in the reality that "hey, im sec4 now. this is where all the past generations of sec4s have spent their idle time doing rgsncc stuffs.."

then i got to thinking about the company. then i realized that no matter how bummed i was about not being a staff, i cant push away the fact that rgsncc is a huge part of me. it wasnt about ranks and lanyards. it was about keeping the rgsncc legacy burning. to let it shine as bright as before. the glory days.

the school and everyone else are stripping us of our traditions, our rules, our identity. until they finally can pull us down to the standard they deem suitable. or better still. close us down. who needs rgsncc LAND? theyre just a bunch of growling girls who torture their jnrs. sure.

they say we're crazy
what do they know?
put your hands in my hands, baby
dont ever let go.
let the world around us
just fall apart
baby we can make it if we're
heart to heart.

and the company song lyrics were scrawled on the ncc room door. so very appropriate. sang along to it. and the other company songs. and in a fit of emo-ness. i imagined ex sec4s in the room. them with their pltnmates. enjoying their priviledge. a priviledge we willingly granted. they deserved it. i wonder if rgsncc part ds `06 deserve this priviledge too. can we bring the company to greater heights?

so anw. was exhausted. took in my surrounding again. ex sec 4s have all left their mark somewhere in the room. the pinned photos. happy smiling company.. and the ever creepy lion dance heads at the corner. then i fell asleep. felt very much happier..

woke up at 5.50 for special o meeting at 6pm. yup..

yay for Gardenia & Newater!

aight. that's all.

olivejuice muchly, darling. miss you verily much..

its been awhile

dead tired. school's draining me badd.. well not exactly. but i'd much prefer rotting at home. =/ no i dont. okay. nvm. school's fine.

so okay. life's sad. been having alot of yami yoghurt lately. managed to refrain from buying today tho. yay me.

so okay. lion dance. im still not confirmed the drummer. bummer. well i guess that leaves the d-dude. dazho?? hahs. no idea what it's called. the head thingger. yeh. guess that's not so bad..

ooh. sat was mom's bdae. went to a CPF building where there's this restaurant dad's been planning to take us. turns out it's open mon-fri. erts. so we went to its branch in bencoolen st. so its like 10.30am and it just opened. so we go in. but they werent ready to take orders. okayy. by then i was hungry and pissed. ended up eating at tekka mall. rice and stuffs. was pretty bummed. but i got a cookie. so i was happy again.

then youngest sis had mad at 12. then went home. slept. then went out again and mom bout me another pair of shoes. (its illegal in school i think. that's what some say. dont tell my mom. she'll go ballistic) so anw.. yeah. bought yami yoghurt, polar pie and 711 mash potato. okay. my point? im getting fatter everyday. =/

my wasnt that random.. cut my hair yst. its so horrid. i feel.. ugly. uglier than usual. tis sad. hair makes a huge difference leyh. sigh

okay. i feel lovesick. hahahs. mushy mushy.

oh. 1st trg today. carried 'part as' bottles. older and younger partas. "part as.. you forgot your best friends!" hahahs. ohh. and when we were walking out py got an sms saying that today's bestfriends' day. and everyone seems to be forgetting their good buddies. hmmmm.. hhahas.

okay. so anw. supposed stuffs were planned for the start of trg. but the rain and all.. unhappy unexpected things. dont worry pltnmates. its okayy. -huggs!

OH AND HOW COOL IS IT THAT MY PART A NCO IS NOW MY MALAY TEACHER. albeit temporarily.. BUT STILL. gah. when cikgu told me during recess on fridayy when i popped by the malay room to put my stuffs, i was like "betul ke? cikgu bedek ahh" then she was like. "yeah yeah -grunts" as in she told me not to greet 1sg aisyah la. but who cares i did anw on the first lesson but she herself told me not to after that. haha! ran all the way to ncc room to tell pltnmates. excitingg. had 2lessons so far. pretty okay i guess. i've lightened up abit. so weirdd..

heyheyy. maybe i'll do that in..3 years time. hmms. to my parta babies when theyre sec4. =)) exemplary ncos.. i love my parta, partb and partc ncos! bwee. i love myself too. random.

okay. pointless entry again. so sad. is there ever a point to blogging?

i want to chew on somethgg. soh im getting fatter. okay. uglier fatter and darker.

ugly duckling then. hmm. quackk.

okay. bother. selamat hari raya haji y'all.

byebye.

olivejuice so much..

say what?

i am going deaf.

lion dance practices have begun yet again. and i am teh drummer. i so rockk.. but they wanted me to be that odd dude with the big head who goes around bugging the lions with a fan. =s

so very odd and so not meee! like totally. hahahahs. so anyways, was sposed to do that cos i hadnt gone for 2 practices cos once i was away and another i didnt know. oh bother. but i catch on pretty well i guess. didnt get scolded. =))
i so totally roxors..

and exactly 2 years ago, me zr jy and yz were the cymbal-ists as partbs for lion dance. how fast time flies. and watching the part cs play is.. odd. i miss being a cadet.. PUMP ME! sigh..



and of course school sucks. and most especially most sadly i got the same form teacher as last. am very sad. was depressed most of yst in fact.
but yeah.. i will survive.

oh and yst i went to shop for my school stuffs (which i only realized on monday that i hadnt gotten anyth for school) and i was so distracted and feeling so odd. then when i reached home i realized that i left a whole bag of purchases at the popular counter.blooody. hadta go run back to get it. so sad..


anww i dont mind really that i have 5 teachers that moved on with 409 since last year cos one of them is lucille yap who is by far my favouritest teacher so bwee!

i love geog.
hopefully for this year too.

yeah. was mugging chem just now. hoorah for me.

i shall now go off to claim my rewards for being a good mugger.

olivejuice babyy. haha!

post OB Sabah

llhahahaha. i am backk. and i couldnt have been more wrong about obsabahh. bloody cook! cook is apparently a vulgarity in ancient greek or some sort. so sangat cool. hahahah!

aight aight. now what. hmm.. i shall state what i miss most about ob sabah before i proceed to recount every moment of the 2weeks. bweehee.

1: i miss kondiu! its eagle in sabahan dialect i think. cool huhh. no idea why we call ourselves that actually. dont think i saw any eagles. =s

2: i miss the maggi,quack and nuzy.

3: i miss the commandants, asm &csm.

4: i miss the dining hall.

5: i miss being the macho woman.

6: i miss the scenery.

7: i miss Hornbill.

8: i miss missing people.

9: i miss meals at obs.

10: i miss ob sabah.

okie. and i lost my temper quite alot. i learnt to appreciate the finer things in life, such as showers, water, and being in an all girls' institution. bloody fucks. i simply cannot stand rajabrooke. bugger. and of course i picked up quite some finer vocabulary. very fine indeed. shall try to drop them anyways. dead eunachs!! =D

what else? bleah. not too long ago in a not very distant land....

Kondiu! :
nur Aisyah crescent- Maggi
siti Aisyah bbss
Theresa bbss
Felicia bbss
Nicholas cat. high- central commandant/ asm. assistant slackest man.
Saravanath st gabs. - chiobu/ csm. company slackest man.
Weiliang ngee ann- east commandant
Jeriel clementi town- west commandant
Hong dunman
Syafiq bbss
Junyao bbss
Khalish gess
obs instructors: Mark & Johnny

Helang.Rajabrooke.Mulu.Hornbill.Bambarayon



121205
- PAHQ- depart at 2pm. (freaking jittery bugs!)
- 3+pm reached Senai airport. flight delayed till 9.35pm. erts.
- was high on beef hotdogs. possible madcow disease. proudly named MOO. tragic.
- spent the day with quack,maggi and nuzy ( Xiaotian kc. Aisyah crescent. Nuzurath cedar) The wonders of a paranoid mind.. haha. we roxors!
- i made friends with 2 sabahans on the plane! hahahs. alin and hazima. funnyness.
- reached the airport at 12+
- reached ob sabah at 1+ and had early early breakfast at 2. blueh.
- assigned our groups. group4.
- room 2. Hornbill!
- 3am ready for bed.

131205
- was so proud that i woke up at 5.59am before the alarm rang at 6. woohoo. Poked maggi to wake her.
- washup then breakfast. the noodles went untouched.
- Natl anthem+pledge. morning routine. including bunkcheck+ toiletcheck.-Hornbill: 10/10 . Girl’s toilet: 10/10
- warm up stuffs. stupid yes no game.
- tea! biscuits.
- team name: Kondiu
- team games. the usual icebreakers. the link hands game was slightly odd. touching people you hardly know was weird.
- lunch (usual 12- 12.30) Happy food! ate much chickens and bananas
- BBSS aisyah was sick for the day. apparently named aisyah KO. nyehh.
- slacked in bunk till 2. quack and nuzy werent very pleased with their groups then.
- 3pm. basic 1st aid. cramps + dehydration! haha!
- 4+ . campcraft! i passed the parang test! bwee. and sara smashed my hand with his rockhammer! gahh.
- 4++. hike up hill. view so chioo. was kinda repulsed by khalish cos he arrogantly yelled "is that the best you've got Sabah?!!" gosh. arse.
- 5.30 ended. freaking fun. hahahaha. deciding the route to take by leaf. erts. anww was a better way of group bonding then the team games.
- dinner at 6. Kondiu group duty. wash plates.
- jungle trek breifing.

141205
- quack: 'why so brightt? -whines. off the torchlight' at 5am when room lights have been on for a long while. entertaining.
- was looking for toothbrush&paste. was running towards the toilets in my sandals. lack of friction, skidded & banged into the toilet door. how very embarassing. 1 random guy saw and asked if i was ok. malu-ating
- morning pt at the beach.
- breakfast
- morning assembly. bunkcheck: 9/10
- group cheer. "K-O-U-N-D-I-U!"
- 9.30 set off in 2 vans. 20min ride.
- 10am started trek. halfway there. Sara wanted to give up but didnt in e end. hoorah! helped lighten load.
- reached peak at 1.30. 1550m
- set up bashas. while guys cook.
- mark set up our long bench. yay!
- slacked till the food was ready. randomness. threw bottle at nick's head. sara and nick asked about rg gals. hoho!
- finally ate dinner. was yummy but had serious tummy ache afterwards. tummy was bubbling. hhaaha. and i cant rmb who was beside me but i kept complaining bout the pain and needing to fart. -grins!
- wash pots. lost my temper that time cos i was already very much pained and yett. bloody. nvm. those who were there would know. yelling in the middle of the night, in a forest when everythg's quiet is quite and experience.
- spilled tuna water on shoes while rinsing pots. chain reaction. took off shoes and socks to sleep. feet were itching bad at night. was too dark so just slipped on socks some hours later. next morning, feet were covered in big red spots. ant bites apparently. so gross..
- Yao told ghost stories after debrief. was rather freaky. everyone got scared and decided to sleep.
- had nice dreams! dreamt of buying lambchop too but woke up before my order arrived. bother.

151205
- woke up at 5.30. the guys were already up & starting fire. night before was raining. so firewood was wet.
- tend to ant bitten foot & had maggi.
- 8.45 set off. slippery slope. once skidded uncontrollably and ended with a somewhat split.
- encountered much poo. huge huge huuge lumps.
- reached the main road of the village. and maggi steps on poo! smelly shiit
- went to the sabahan house. guys cooked lunch. fried rice. really yummy. didnt help. cant cook. felt rather useless. helped with performance + rehearsal.
- 2pm. went buddy grp’s hse. To Serve!: cleared river.
- 3+ headed back to the house for shower
- crapp.
- commandants had 'bonding time'. hadta bathe 2 at a time to save time. so weeeeird! me & maggi bathed last. much sqeualing & definite closed eyes.
- 6.30-6.45. mark played wink murderer with us. one time nick was murderer. he kena caught and was to choose someone to do forfeit with him. mark sabo me ahh! chicken dance. then pole dancing. me pole! wthh.
- dinner. nice nice chicken, hotdog+watermelon.
- 7.15 back to buddy hse. shitty journey. water buffalo shit apparently
- hosts' cultural exchange. eagle dance(kadazans). to attract & impress. girls- gentle. guys- strong & firm movements. erts!
- all lined in a circle & danced.haha!
- Kondiu perf. rather crap. wasnt as good as e rehearsal actually.
- grp3 perf. interesting. songs+cheer.
- the little girl Esther sat on my lap! yayee. paedophillic tendencies cant really be helped
- random stuffs..
- 9+ set off back home.
- everyone sleeps in the livivng room. they stayed up to watch a man u vs dunnowhat match. apparently man u won. i slept first anyways.

161205
- woke up sometime at 1, 3 and finally gave up. woke up at 4.19. listened to weiliang snoring across the room. actually thought it was yao cos of his mass and all..
- sat one corner stroking the house cat. it made sounds like a purring engine and was vibrating too. weird.
- breakfast at 5.15. i ate 5 pieces of frenchtoast. very yummy.
- 6.15. walked allll the way back to the ob centre along the roads. which is muchmuch worse cos it seems longer. and no shade. walked behind with maggi and sara who didnt see the point in walking so fast. csm indeed.
- one time mark broke off singing, " im not a girll!!". so very odd.
- another time was following the others to cross the road then maggi stopped me suddenly cos a car was speeding towards us. then johnny scolded her somewhat for stopping me cos he didnt see reason for her too. oddness. and to think safety was supposed to come first. maggi was in a bad mood for most of the way back.
- yet another time kondiu was walking for 1hr+ without break and there was a huge gap between sara and the rest. csm ahh. yelled at them to stop a few times but they didnt. finally did the kondiu oii cheer and they stopped to rest. amazing. and once ran with the commandants and maggi with our very heavy rucksacks. yay we rock. haha!
- 8.30 reached before grp3. yay! unpack, shower, wash clothes- which is seriously the main reason how our muscles actually developed. gosh.
- slept till lunch at 12.30. or just basically slacked off. ohh. and was enlightened when passing by a bunch of rajahbrookers that 2 of them saw certain incriminating neoprints due to careless reasons. bother
- 1.30 kayak! 1st partner: maggi. hadta do raft up about 3-4 times. each time with a different task. one of which was to change partners and positions, ie front to back etc.
- 2nd partner: jeriel. impressed him with my great arm strength and was thus promoted to female commandant. haha! such great times..
- 5.15. end. freak show as some guys ran back from the boathse topless.
- 6. dinner. fish! not nice but was too hungry to care.
- 7.30 sailing briefing. was highh. did crap stuffs in the hall and learnt to do freefall from maggi
- 8+. the other girls' bunk- bambarayon, the door got auto locked somehow. thahirah was the only girl from the bunk ard cos grp1 &2 were on their jungle ex that night. guys helped to take out the window pane and slipped through the window and opened the door from inside. thahirah got scared cos she thought there were ghosts i guess and started crying. spent the night at hornbill.
- stayed up till late cos we heard there somethg interesting was going on in the dining hall. grp3 discussion about a certain psychopath. then aini came back to the room. told us what happened. we all got freaked out. waited for quack to return. told us what happened. then we couldnt sleep cos we were all scared. nothing to do with the supernatural but something closer to heart. shall not say it here but it was Indeed scarily odd. me maggi quack and the other aisyah ended up bunking at the lower 2 bunks for the night. and one time needed to go toilet but was too scared. knocked on rajahbrooke cos their lights were on. khalish was kind enough to escort us. and yao was at their table with 3 cups in fronta him. was apparently supposed to have one dude up at a time for sentry purposes. was greatly amused.
- finally all slept at 3+

171205
- woke up 5.35. was sposed to be at boathse at 5.55 for morn pt. whole camp still asleep. knocked on doors to wake them up.
- breakfast. then assembly. hornbill: 8/10
- sailing! oars damn bahhh. rowing is tiring much.
- talk cock over seas is fun. maggi & me were assigned jokers. haha. very funnyy..
- khalish moved to tend to the other aisyah who was seasick. and so the courting goes on.. was kinda sweet to watch but then it got too mushy. bahhwell.
- reached dinawan island. helped lower jeepsail(?) then set up bashas with the basha team namely the girls chiobu with her/his rockhammer.
- played in the water with maggi, commandants, chiobu, theresa, felicia and aisyah. "go into water and try to come out looking sexy" says maggi. all cmi ahh.
- picked seashells with jeriel. all so prettyy.. made chiobu carry my shells. yay me!
- tend to fire with maggi and jeriel and syafiq. ive got firebreathh! was actually intending to dry our shirts. burnt my hair for fun and saw it Melt. gah! also burnt veggie biscuit. it actually Melts! great discoveries..
- visited grp3 campsite quite alot since there wasnt much to do. the chicken yazid cooked was damnnn niceee. mmm..
- 9+ heavy rain. hide inside basha. talk cock session with the commandants, chiobu and maggi. and jeriel with his funeral tune. its humble beginnings.
- woke up at 1+. couldnt sleep anymore. sposed sentry duty at 2-3 with chiobu. woke him up and visited grp3 campsite. quite many were awake. mr syawal told us to get firewood so we obliged. had some bread to eat. went to our slack corner. then finally went to the beach to watch the sailboats for sentry then both fell asleep. was joined sometime by maggi&jeriel for their duty. then theresa also came. and luqman from grp3.

181205
- 4+. woke up. jeriel was staring at the sea. chiobu was still asleep. went for a walk along the beach with jeriel to keep warm. picked firewood too, which we didnt use in the end.
- cleared & folded groundsheet used to cover the fire at night when it rained. chiobu came and helped when he woke up. hardworkingg us.
- when the rest woke up we were made to wash cooking stuffs still. bahness..
- commandants and chiobu had a blast catching the crabs in mugs.
- helped carry the stuffs to the beach.
- helped assemble jeepsail with felicia.
- sailed back. oars suck! grrs. and was annoyed with yao cos he was annoying. and sure he can row faster. its the mass dude.
- opened sails when we reached open sea. had to help with stuffs from time to time. rather boring trip this time. was being roasted under the sun. not much wind so speedboat came to pull our boat at grp 3's.
- johnny was typing up some ropes then weiliang was made to hold on to the bag with the rope that attached us to the other boat. he accidentally let go. pretty scary. sails werent tied properly yet. hadta stand up on the seat to hug the pole& sail to keep it from flapping too much. violent winds..
- land ahoyy! grp 3's boat when over a big wave and TWANG! rope snapped and we were stranded. pretty exciting..
- waited for speedboat to return. incomingg! the possibility of a capsize.. bweeness.
- speedboat returned. said it wasnt safe so they took the ladies on board to bring to land first. incl syafiq and chiobu. the waves! nice ride..
- when the other boat got towed back in, we went to wash the sailing stuffs. yao used eyepower. syafiq commented but he somehow didnt mind.
- 1/2 hr to lunch. me & maggi bathed anw. ate alot.
- went to toilet to poo with maggi and quack. very memorable moments.
- gathered at hall for equipments. went to rockclimb.
- everyone was sleepy. was trying to avoid the dog and tripped over a branch on the ground & fell onto the grass. many still blur so noone really bothered to laugh at me. how nice..
- rockclimb. natural rocks. much easier and definitely more interesting. reached the top. was too helpful with the other aisyah when she climbed. told her what to grab and step on cos she wanted to go back down when she could actually reach the top in the end. was pissed with khalish cos he ordered me to help aisyah with her carebinna. bloooody.
- one time i wanted to drink theresa's water but accidentally drank from ken’s bottle (the ob spore instructor). it was herbal tea summore. funny how i was too sleepy to realize it. he asked how i found ob spore since i was wearing the shirt.
- started to rain heavily so we went back to the dining hall for tea and biscuits. didnt do giant’s ladder. then the rest ate maggi as usual.
- then grp3 dudes came running. huge fuss. apparently thahirah had hypothermia cos she was caught in the rain and still played games with the rest in wet clothes. very scary. quack nursed her back to health.
- debrief was nice. yao took the feedback from the rest pretty well. sabrina(the attached co) said she liked our grp alott. and nichola! "catch marine life.." "i know im cute.." hoho! funny how we tend to laugh at every word he says.
- went back bunk. nuzy& quack went dining hall for grp stuffs. aisyahs went for tea.
- went to Mulu. was looking for commandants. only chiobu and some grp 3 guys ard. them: "what you want?" me:"i need entertainment" "youre in guys' bunk you knoww" "-slams door" buggers..
- rajahbrooke and mulu got noisy & rowdy. got so super pissed
- Kondiu had tea and biscuits in dining hall. Nichola asked "are you a slacker?" sara and him wanted to extend an invitation to their slackers' association. declined somewhat. bahwell..
- Jeriel taught me the hand clap routine thinger!
- went ard bored. was all alonnee and was feeling superbly homesick. then i went and embarassingly cried. was very odd. didnt cry long tho. went to write stuffs but ran out of ink. then was looking at certain neoprints and fell asleep.
- woke up at 2am and talked to aisyah’s bed. cos she was of course asleep.
- then stared at the pair of bunk bed across from from mine to see if there were anyone sleeping there cos 2 gals said they were moving over. then i realized the beds were empty. shuddered and went back to sleep.

191205
- 5.30. room still dark. Kondiu sposed to meet at boathse at 5.20 to clear our stuffs left out to dry. on lights. went out. saw hong & khalish who just woke up too. woke up bambarayon & hornbill. brush teeth, wash face then walked to boathse myself. was creepy. still pretty dark out.
- done, went back bunk to change to shoes. had morn pt in the assembly hall.
- breakfast. grp4 duty again.
- cleaned bunk. assemble. hornbill: 10 again.
- nichola: "to slack to recruit new members"
- changed to trackpants. aeemble at court again. Johnny laughed at me cos i had teddy in my jacket pocket. moved off for solo. Kondius had ours at the beach. nice view and sounds.
- spent 1st hr writing in notebook. then started on reflections. spent the last hour just thinking of random stuffs..
- johnny came on time and told me to wake up cos i was lying down. almost everyone slept apparently cept me & 2 others i think.
- grp evaluation. who/what we miss most: theresa said "my bf". maggi & weiliang said they miss ncc. chiobu said orchard road. well i said..*** heh.
- lunch. fought for salad. didnt taste very nice when we finally ate tho. first and last time i ate veggie during the course.
- went to boathse for supposed peer-evaluation. nothing in the end.
- 2+ at assembly hall. pay for ordered grp photos. apparently i didnt order. bahh. was kind annoyed at Johnny cos he asked why i didnt write my order in an annoying tone. bugger.. chiobu: "you asked someone to write for you ryt? i knowww..". the dudes know me pretty well..
- 3. conference room. mt kinabalu briefing. sat at the 1st right column aisle seat. kept nodding off to sleep. once woke up to hear the girls beside me laughing at me.
- got our rucksacks out.
- cage conflict! : Nuzy’s grp lost 3 rucksacks when they checked again that time but they actually had all the night before. fishyy..
- tea! (we eat alot) fried stuffs, yam, ubi.. talk cock again. took abit of wl's ubi then when i told him it was nice.. him: "really ah? haha. –stuffs the rest in mouth" tskk!
- taught some others the hand clap routine.
- learnt the leg dance from the bbss dudes.
- dinner- only ate an egg. was full. weiliang! suck banana in & out. both didnt do in the end. hoho!
- shower! =)
- bought souveniers
- ambrish bought coke. i was walking back to the assembly hall cos i left my notebook. he gave me a few gulps. damn highh. went to queu for more. was somewhat shaking. verily odd. bought 2 cans. bliss!
- went back bunk. boredd. got super pissed with yazid cos he kept opening the door saying "what la". wth. first i glared. then i finally yelled for him to close the door. he didnt even flinch. infuriated me even more only. grrrs..
- then maggi asked me along to dining hall. went with theresa too.
- rajabrooke vs mulu + helang. we were sitting at the end tables and was joined by the commandants+ chiobu+hong and some grp3 dudes. they came for the show.
- story goes- RB guys threw the others' shoes in the drains & stuffs. looking for trouble la they all. denied they did it. but the other guys said that they caught them in the act. duno la..
- RB scolded the others for making noise with the hand clap thing.
- then maran told them i was the one who taught them. then they all stared at me. oh gosh. was so bloody scared.
- the guys compromised. wouldnt make noise between 9pm-6am. went back bunks.
- couldnt sleep. talked to maggi till late in the dark. 9 - 12.30. moved to empty lower bunk bed cos we were too noisy. heard quack talk in her sleep. "i dont care tmr you all march" amusing.. went toilet 4 times. drifted to sleep at 1am

201205
- woke up 4.50, couldnt sleep anymore. at 5 we on lights. went to wash face, brush teeth.
- went dining hall with maggi. she slept while i wrote stuffs.
- went for pt at beach. were both bloody high. was probabaly pretty annoying to some. ah..too bad.
- breakfast. only ate eggs.
- assembly. hornbill: 9 1/2
- transported to halleluyah resort at 9.30 in a dyingg bus. sat with maggi. slept for bout 1hr
- shopping! rushed to toilet. 'borrowed' 20cents from mrsyawal.
- went to get money in bag in other bus. had to find among the many many others. was in a rather porn-ed position over the bags & seats. bah..
- splurged quite alot. felt rather bad. ate lunch in bus
- reached resort. hornbill dudes got room Bahagia. jia ni hadta go over to the other room cos they refused to switch rooms. yet they had 12 beds and lesser ppl
- liked playing on the swingg! the gals sat there and thought names for many people. amusing really. buncha dudes in the huts up theree with mrsyawal looking down. we felt rather self conscious. hoho! girls...
- slack all day. maggi stoned quite alot. we both slept for some time while everyone was doing stuffs out.
- hewlett and aini! they were being bugged quite bad for the "my bonnie lies over the ocean.." hoho! was rather amused.
- quack busy discussing with the guys bout rajabrooke. chiobu looked very scary indeed.
- very very late dinner. spaghetti! (had 2 servings). was very nice.. + chicken stew. was seriously a cup of fats. but it tasted quite okay. helped keep warm.
- discussed some stuffs with maggi at swing. was so freaking emo! gah.
- went back dining hall for debrief. did something so paiseh. but only a few saw. emo shiit me. AMS -acute mountain sickness.
- went back bunk. joined beds with maggi. was in weird mood. rajabrooke made so much noise and i got so fucking pissed that i just started screaming and banging back on the floor cos they were thumping their ceiling. nice way of venting. yazid came up with someone to complain that We were noisy cos they could hear our footfalls and hence they banged the ceiling. baskett! not our fault that they were thin wooden floorboards. we could even hear their conversation when on our beds which were off the floor. sheesh.
- went to guys toilet cos the passageway to the girls' toilet was bug infested muchly.
- dreamless sleep.

211205
- alarm at 5.01. woke jia ni up in next room cos she asked me to.
- wash up in the cleaner bathroom.
- helped spread jam for breakfast.
- walked out to main road and took car to 6000ft. climbed to 11000ft. yao went down after 2nd hut. 7huts in total. chocs at every hut.
- me & theresa felt sleepy. was just mentioning it then mark said it was a sign of AMS. gosh..
- reached resort. but it was only the check in area. then still hadta climb summore. felt so cheated. walked ahead. reached the dorms first. yay!
- so coldd up there. frosty breathh!
- rested awhile. changed out into thermal and jacket. still felt bloody cold. took blanket and sat outside. then one of the other instructors told me to go inside. so i did. was under 2 blankets. needed to pee. went to the toilet. supa hot water. went back room. started shaking. was horrible. i couldnt breathe. started to panic then i was sobbing. noone saw me for what seemed a loong while. i was at the top bunk bed. then finally maggi saw me. told me to take long breaths. calmed down then could finally breathe proper after awhile. scary mann..
- was better but stayed in bed anyways. then fell asleep.
- woke up at 6+. door was open. just zoning out
- then ambrish came. said nuzy asked me & maggi to go to her room. quack had the same attack. ran there with blankets. kept her warm. maggi used same remedy.
- debrief outside. stubborn quack. insisted on coming outside. was starting to freeze again. maggi got me a blanket. after debrief chiobu asked if i was still climbing to the peak tmr morning. i said yeah. and he said i already look like i was dying. gah! am nott!
- went toilet. started shivering again. went back room and wrapped up with blankets. independant womann! chiobu popped by to ask if anyone needed gloves.
- felicia had ral bad hypothermia. her temperature check was 33degrees. then 35, but stilll!
- took some chicken soup from someone. had lotsa melted butter in it. was sposed to help keep warm. tasted gross.
- didnt have dinner so i took some maggi.
- shared bed with Maggi. slept till 12.30

221205
- woke up 12.30. went toilet. went back sleep.
- woke up again 1.25. woke up the rest.
- borrowed pants from nichola in exchange for socks. clothes were still wet. shouldve sent for dry cleaning like the rest of them.
- borrowed chiobu's shirt cos he wasnt planning on climbing.
- maggi had tummy cramps. decided not to go. was really disappointed. then her cramps went away but she lent out her stuffs to some dudes redi. poor girll.
- everyone was ready. all in the hall. then guides told us that it was unsafe to climb. so cheatedd. i said bloooody rather loudly, who really cares anw?, and went to the room to see maggi.
- chiobu came to collect his shirt cos he was cold. oh and was told that he actually prayed for the weather to be too harsh to climb. gee..
- went back to sleep in lower bunk with quack & maggi. pretty cramped. woke up again at 3+, 4+ then finally 6+
- went out to watch fat squirrels! snapped some pics.
- ate french fries. nuzy got hypo attack too.
- wore back my wet longsleeves over thermal + jacket.
- BBSS dudes busy phototaking. took pic with the 'summit trail' sign but covered the 'trail'. haha! but there was a lamp post behind them. erts! funny..
-Kondiu last team to leave.
- passed by group 2. then was behind grp3. Quack injured her ankle. we overtook.
- skipped 2 huts. stopped at the 3rd. started raining.
- stopped at 4th hut awhile. took of rain jacket and e thermal in toilet
- wet long sleeves actually driedd. cool..
- overtook group 1 at one of the following huts.
- walked in front with theresa, felicia, nichola and hong.
- skipped 6th and 7th hut. reached gates at 12.10. heh me first.
- KONDIU! last to leave, first to reach. we rawk!
- grp 1 reached soon after. got into bus back and got dropped off at a sheltered area. was quite freezing. wrapped up in jacket.
- got our dry stuffs & souveniers.
- finally got into bus back to ob centre. slept soon when i got on. so tiredd.
- woke up after 1-2hrs. stared out most the time.
- reached 5+pm. 1hr before dinner. bathe + wash borrowed clothes.
- dinner! everyone was famished.
- 7+ went to return rucksacks. went dining hall for supper. exchanging contacts.
- played truth or dare awhile. then moved to assembly hall as more joined in. one time doggie(wilburt) got dared to go into the equipment room/cage for 1minute in the dark. then after which yell out 'im a bird in a cage let me out'. was pretty funny. until the big guys incl yazid slammed against the door and it jammed. wth. could tell that doggie panic-ed abit by the banging on the door. in the end we opened the side window from inside. woah..
- maggi then got sabo-ed by quack to do something she found rather embarassing.
- mine was rather embarassing too. chose truth. thought it wont be so bad but QUACKK! so evil.
- then game got more porn. ie pushups un 69 position. maggi & me got grossed out and went to dining hall for tea.
- went back bunk. couldnt sleep. so we went back hall with jeriel & nichola
- still very porn. went dining hall with chiobu, glen, quack, ee (?), nichola
- talk cock. more like stoning actually. Quack kena kenn medic. ouchh! chiobu damn sadist.
- truth or dare continued as last man standing game. god knows what else they did. –shudder..
- 12.30 back in bunk. rajabrooke having party. bloody arses.
- hung ard outside with ambrish and nuzy. somewhat sentry. they were saying that they were gonna trash the other bunks. hafiz kept coming in and out to check on the sentry. was verily pissed. yelled quite abit.
- at 2am a bambarayon gal came out of the rajabrooke bunk. had quite a shock.
- noise soon died. waited another 15mins and went in at 2.40

231205
- 5.30 woke up.
- no morn pt. went dining hall for breakfast at 7.
- toilet cleaning for grp4. didnt bother. cleaned bunk really well. yazid did bunk check.
- "hornbill. this one very jialat.." hornbill: 10/10. we roxors!!
- "we are teaam kondiuu..we are number onee.." -to funeral tune.
- rafting at 9at boathouse. built a really good raft. very nice & strong.
- was to row across the river bank. do a cheer. and row back. 3 times. 6 dudes each. 1st: me maggi weiliang nicholas hong syafiq. 2nd: maggi theresa felicia aisyah yao jeriel. 3rd: me weiliang nicholas hong syafiq jeriel.
- we won 1st, 3rd then 2nd.
- suuposed to disassemble raft back at the boathse. fastest wins of course. but our ropes were tied too tight. bugger! ahwell. too good already..
- shower!
- lunch. fish! didnt eat much. exhaustion caught up with me by then. so lethargic. went back bunk earlier to sleep.
- debrief at conference room. group performances. Kondiu!
- room cheers. mulu! entertaining. commandants and chiobu were very cute. haha! ncc cheers mostly. knock it downn!
- rajabrooke so bloody noisy. i guess i looked particularly displeased with their presentation. "so thats what you all do at 2am huh?" hahs.
- took pics.
- dinner at 5. ate alott. kondiu clean up. wash dishes. sing+ cheer together. miss kondiu alott.
- "we are teaam kondiuu.. we will always stay as onee.."
- before 6pm everyone went hall with our stuffs ready.
- waiting for bus. rajabrooke was annoying. stood with the ncc guys. did cheers + shared ncc stories. interesting..
- got stuck in the bus with the beruks. got so pissed off that i actually yelled “shut up” and “give it up” during the intervals of their cheers. bloody. finally just ignored them. squeezed with maggi & quack. lack seats.
- plane ride. 8.25 went to queue. luggage weight: 12.3kg!
- claustrophobic plane. slept the whole time
- 9pm departed. 11pm reached senai airport.
- called home at senai airport. bought famous amos ice cream (peppermint +hazelnut) added milo powder. yumm!
- sat in bus with quack + maggi again. slept. woke up at msia checkpoint. got back in bus.
- reached PAHQ. before that was singing with maggi & saying the stuffs we’ll miss.
-"something unpredictable but in the end its right. i hope you had the time of your life"
- debrief. saw mom and dad standing ard
- said goodbyes. hugged the girls. shook hands with some dudes.
- went to eat at west coast macs. wanted beef. haha! bought big mac. yay!
- left at 3+. reached home ard 4
- mixed feelings.


OBS OI! [echo] OII!

we are teaam kondiuu

we will always stay as onee..

pre-OB SABAH

GAH GAH GAH GAH GAH GAH

sniffff. scary. scary. scary.

i expect it'll be fun. but for now. WAAAAHHHH!

and i'll miss my babyy. -pouts and sucks thumb.

let's sing the sad song of seeking adventure in the wild and leaving behind the people you dont wanna leave behind.

oh wait.

there is no sad song of seeking adventure in the wild and leaving behind the people you dont wanna leave behindd.

not that i know of at least. hmmmmm..

snifff. miss me okay people!

okay. aight. okie. pokie. cookie. sadd

tata dudes.

olivejuice babyy. ALOT. miss me aight? moderately. yup! -hugs tight.

anddd! the rg-ri thing was weird. i like the tepung part. but the flour went up my nose when i breathedd. sneezesneeze. quotes bib: dont breathe under flour!

after that it was just captains ball. exert! quite boring after that. i thought we were sposed to interact somewhat..? ahwell. better not i guess.

and treees at eastcoast are soo fun to climb. yeaah! bweehee.

and Dude! what's with the costume? weird shit. and Dont touch me laaaa. got bloody frustrated at that.

and bowling was okay. MORE CHOCOLATES!!

conclusion: ri guys are sooo gay. gawdd.

hyper energizer bunny

Yup. thaaat's me!

weird. i woke up happy. smileee!

hahahahhas. been exercising quite abit. really should get back into some form of shape for sabah.. hahahha!

hahaha minesweeper flags.

been swinging around the fitness corner alot. hahahs. funness.

gosh. the holidays Are boring ehs?

hmmm..

bukit batok park thinger is interesting..

im bored! and the carnival thing is pretty tiresome after awhile. i think i sound like a primary school kid on the phone. i think the companies that i called must've thought i was prank calling. hmm..

And Sabah! gosh. freaking worried. -mutters.. i need gloves! if you've got woolen gloves to spare, TELL ME! desperate. i dont wanna buyyy.. -whines. and whyy do i have to have it on the trip? why? gosh.

then i'll be back in the wee hours of the 24th. and leaving on the night of 26th for a family holiday. bwee? bwee. when are we coming back? weird..

okie. another pointless entry.

AND HAHAHAHAHA LIYANA MABUK CINTAAA!

makan tak kenyang,
mandi tak basah,
tidur tak lena,
semua tak kena.

go kambeng. bekkk~!

olivejuice,baby.. how much? quite alot i should think. =)

i want more!

reverse bungee! yeahh. it roxors! uhhuhuuuhhuhs.

"5 seconds to take off" dumdumdum.. woooshhh! aaaaaaaaaahhhh. wahahahs. jerked up so sudden. then at the top it spins and heads back for the ground face first. hoho! then doingg. then at the top is doings abit then we're left suspended up there for abit. then it lowers down slowly. cool? like totally duuude. -dances happy dance.

what else what else..been studying some physix..sleep alot..

Oooh. nightmares! like everydayy. wth. scary stuff.. sleep alot but so restlessss. grrs. wake up in the middle of the night.. hohum.

pltnmates having ssc this week. painful topic. dumdumdumm.. anyways goodluck all of yoos. -hughugg..

ob sabah is in 11 days. freakyfreaky. i still need gloves.. hmm..

ahwell.

olivejuice baby.. bond terrace. erts. and spitting ice is so gross. but funn! bwee. i will master the art one day..uhhuhs! -hugs

aightt.

The little girl and King kong go to the zoo

One fine Wednesday morning, the little girl and king kong decided to go visit their furry friends at the Singapore Zoological Gardens.

There were many interesting things..

They heard the mating calls of the gibbons and the little girl got slightly frustrated as the beasts simply refuse to "get into it" despite consent from both parties.

They saw from the polar bar exhibit that the domineering figure of males are present even in the animal kingdom. MCKK (male chauvinistic king kong) likes it that way. tsk!

The men and wo-men of the forest(orang utans) were rather dead that day. They stare at passing visitors and scuff about in their territory. The only consolation for the little girl was watching one of them swing on the fake-natural swing while its buddy grabbed at its balls. very entertaining.

They also saw many poopy animals, such as the Elephants. Mainly the elephants. Especially the elephants. it was very gross.

The little girl thought that the waddling penguins were very very very cute.
so were the kissing seals. and the sheep and rabbits at the petting zoo.

And without question, king kong's favourite part of the zoo were the ground squirrels, as they unashamedly humped in their "natural" habitat.

The little girl, no matter what Others may say, is not afraid of snakes. they only make her slightly squeamish. King kong being the meanie he is, dragged her to the reptile garden, where the slithery fiends roam free. Fortunately, they saw nothing.

The little girl and king kong enjoyed their visit to the zoo very much.

The end.


i was late for the special Os meeting. again. blubber..

am sposed to write to the various companies for sponsorship for refreshments for the carnival.. yup yup! called up most of them already. pretty interesting.. grunting humans, wrong numbers and stuff.."kong guan pau.." hoho!

OH! i watched Zathura with my family yst. hahahs.. its so cuute. the little boy is so cuuute. he looks like a hamster! and his bro is a potential hottie. bwee! and the astronaut's like a cross between zach braff and ryan reynolds. hahahahas. nice nice.. anw, pretty lame show la. rip-off from jumanji, but then slightly different. funny.. uhhuhuhhs!

ooh. i just realized that yst was the first time we watched a movie as a wholee family. deprived really. but mom dusent really like movies so... yeah. but then its the cost also la. saturday tix are like 9.50 each. i mean woah. 57 bucks for the show. and before that we ate at a turkish restaurant and spent another 67bucks. crazy..

oh go visit the restaurant! shaw towers opp suntec city there. its cool. nice deco. and nice place to hang out. yupyupp! but the food wasnt very nice. i like the kebabs tho. hahs. sis said it tasted dry. but its nicee. for a carnivore type person. its like meatt. nyeh. yeah..


okay. rather pointless entry. dont see the need to blog anymore. but for the sake of a non-stagnant blog..

aightt im done.

ooh
happy 8month! haha! time sure flies..
olivejuice,baby. muchly muchly muchly.
7 years? bwee!

sims2!

yeah yeah yeahhh! been playing sims2 alot lately. so fun so funn. borrowed from my cuz during raya. hahaaaa. Syimah's fears is to be refused a woohoo. HOHO!

and and and my food intake has drastically reduced after raya-ing. to make up for it, i have now in front of me sweets, chocolates and a 1.5l bottle of peach tea. bwee! i would have wanted more but i really should save money.

and ive got 100bucks put aside for my bank account but i just rmbed that i owe mom 47bucks from the buble concert. bahh!

i shall now proceed to play more sims2. hoorah!!

`olivejuice baby. let's go to the zooo!

The little girl & King kong

One fine Friday morning, the little girl decided to go hike up bukit timah hill. so she went with her good buddy king kong.

Bukit Timah Nature Reserve is a wonderful place that's infested with Huge mutant ants, spiderwebs and of course the ball-scratching monkeys. however, the tiny baby monkeys are very very cute when they climb the vine thingers.

the walk up the very steep initial slope was quite tiring for the little girl. it may be quite unnecessary to mention that the apelike creature that accompanied her climb had to carry a heavy bag. but surely there is no need to pity it. him. nyeh. furthermore, the odd duo, in enthusiasm, decided to run up the slope. resulting in them tiring out before the actual climb began.

the actual climb in actuality only consisted of a flight of stairs. Once again, the hunk of monkey wanted to be Maacho and ran up the stairs. the little girl who knew her limits made her way up at a constant pace and soon overtook the panting ape.

the climb wasnt the fun part though. after taking 5. then 10. then possibly 15 minutes of rest on the wet dewey grass. the two decided to take the non-stairs route down. it took a longer while to get to the fork where they took a turn to the quarry path instead. there they found nothing.

then they went back downn. and Then. in honour of one of the ncc core values, the two detoured among the dense vegetation and followed.. the Rock path..

like the name suggests. there were many rocks. and it was somewhat like ophir. fun. slightly dangerous. and fun. exciting. and did i mention fun? bwahas. so funn..

eherm. then they even found water! under a wooden bridge. it was beatiful.

then when they finally found their way out of the wilderness, they found that they had in fact climbed quite some distance back up the hill. then finally they ran the distance back to where they first started.

they then realized that they were quite famished. so they walked and walked and walked to macs at kap.

but before they reached the distant destination, the duo craved for more adventure! and hence walked on the railway track. bwee! they ran actually. because they were paranoid and figured that the train could come at any moment. they ran over the railway bridge near King albert park and they could see the cars that drove under. how excitingg!

then to reward themselves for the utmost effort in living up the core value that they for now and forever live by, they ate to their stomach's content. and kingkong really does eat alot alot alot. brain food..

moral of the day: ADVENTUROUS SPIRIT DUUDE!

the end.

eh bt hill so short sia. kinabalu here i come! in less then a month. freaky..

OH OH! and its fun to stalk on angklungers in school but just be aware of your visibility at times. so stupid. bah. hahs! bobblehead.. erts.

and ive watched 4 movies in 2weeks and only 1 i had to pay for. what is the advantage of being a female? the right to use the resources of the male species to our advantage. yeaaah! heh. go dutch,dear?

olivejuice muchly muchly muchly. hugs! where next?

a series of unfortunate events

Once upon a time, there was a little girl.

One day,she went to watch a scary movie. which wasnt her choice really. she'd have muchh preferred sky high.

So anyway. the movie wasnt about to start for abit. so she unwillingly went along with this Big Bad Evil boy. and her 2 very nice friends. to a shop called yamaha.

The boy was an oddball. who stares at basses. he stares. and stares. and stares. so the girl and her friends went to look at keyboards. and drums. "Ooh" she said. when she saw an electric drumset. "Ooh" her friends agreed. THEN! a drum thinger behind her fell with a crash. her, not very big but apparently quite, bag had so Unfortunately hit it down. Strike One!

Swift were her friends as they abandoned her, looking back with an evil glint in their eyes. "stupid shit" she said. staring at their retreating backs and the drum and the Very scary face of the approaching shop assistant. the little girl picked the drum up and muttered an apology to the dude as he inspected the drum for damages.

Abashed,a word here which means to feel or caused to feel uneasy and self-conscious, she pulled the boy away from the amps display and they left the place, with the boy leaving an evil trail of laughter.. Little did she know,the streak of bad luck in actuality hadnt quite had its fill of fun just yet.

The movie was about to start. so the little posse decided to grab some munchies. the boy bought Coke and as the little girl pulled the straw to drink, he somehow dropped the cup and BLAMED HER. and as we all know, this girl is innocent! and it was purely the fault of her darned luck. but the girl was indeed a truly wonderful, kind, gentle and nice girl. so she went back in line to buy another drink. (cue Aaawww) And the 3 others just sniggered, and tried to stay as far away as they could from the scene of embarassment. Strike Tw0!

Now, while in queue, the charming little girl had somehow attracted a boy, who lo and behold, happened to be littler than her. This boy did a veryy odd thing. Sucking on a bottle, he stared at this stranger, (whom if you're lost, is the little girl in the story), and smiling slightly, he shuffled back and forth, bouncing the end of the bottle off the girl's slightly but not much, paunchy tummy. The girl smiled back. Encouraged, the boy alerted the mother and made her watch as he did an encore. With the mom's disapproving look, the boy, dejected, went off in search of funner pastures.

"oh shit.." the girl said. It ceased to surprise her now, how jinxed she was, but she was instead filled with dread at how her misfortune could so easily infect others. Some distance away, was they boy lying quite uncomfortably on the floor. In a pool of spilled coke. Strikeee Three!

The end.

oh. yesterday i left a cup of marigold peach jelly in the wrong fridge compartment. when i took it out of the freezer this morning, it had turned from transparent to white. and was most definitely solid. and not solid-liquid. Also, the jelly had bloated against the cover and looked quite freaky. Upon enquiry, i was enlighted that liquids expand by 10% upon freezing. The colour, then, was most likely contributed by the same reaction that occurs within frozen water, otherwise known as ice. hmmm...

So anw. Cello was pretty good. but the ending was odd. but come to think of it, it Is slightly freaky. when you're thinking about it like noww. gah

olivejuice, baby. Burn the neoprint. Burnnn! nyeh.

i am hurt.

well, i am disappointed. i didnt want to think about it to begin with. but i really wasnt expecting to find out like that. i mean seriouslyy..

well anw, im mostly hurt. did you people even bother to think about us? whatshit. those who are close to you will hurt you the most. exactly. we see each other every morningg. which is bloody hell worst! you could have enlightened us somewhat of our plight. how unfortunate. would you care for a hug? well, i do need one now. damnn.

haha! me ranting makes little sense. and little point to it too.

i promised darling py who's drifting about on the same boat as me. i cant promise that i'd never hurt anyone as i've been hurt. but i promise to try. please dont do this to us. we thought you guys knew enough, cared enough.

you may say that its not important. rank is nothing. darling, put yourself in our shoes. it hurts okay. even worse because you dudes thought we knew. and since we didnt mention it, OH OKAY IT'S OKAY. MAYYBE THEY'RE BLOODY FINE WITH IT. so ladeeda. hahas. ohh.. you found out? sorryy. dont feel bad.. you didnt know.

im not pissed. im nott. not much. bloody hell. i dont know what to think. i cant cry everytime i think about it ryt? i cant crawl to chng and sob and say why not me? well, maybe i dont deserve it. but fuck la. funking piece of shit.

haha. funny. i dont know what im expecting really. but i dont know. eightasone? i laugh.. i dont know how else to tell you how terrible hurt and disappointed i am actually. -hugs py. have a good day y'all.

yo brudderrr

hahas. i want a little brotherr!

dad's friend came with his family and they've got like 4 boys and 1 girl. the youngest boy was 3 and was like so hyperactive and rough. gah. so cuuute.

and i like the kid also partly because my youngest sis cant stand him. bweee! hahahs.she was like shaking her head and trying to get the ball away from him. i was grinning insanely. hoho! although i spose it was pretty scary how violent that kid is. uh..boys..? ahwell. "mamat nak fly?" "-nods head vigorously" then i carried him and we zooomed around the room. haha! and we're both spidermen. uhhuhhhs! and i realize that when i called him mat, i was saying it somewhat like the way nazzy wazzy does his mat 'accent'. how very odd..

oh. the sister was cute too. she's 8 i think. and like growing up with boys, she was slightly rough but she was like gigglegiggle. hahahahs. oh and when we looked down from the balcony as they got into their car, the oldest bro pushed one of the other dudes towards the car boot and did something. but it was so violent it was coool. yayy. i want violent sisters! hmms.

ahwell. i had a horrible morning. hate hate hate when that happens. stupid bahhdedness.

anww. yeah. relatives came and went. mom made spaghetti. im fat.

hohum. going to school tmr to settle ncc stuffs. then i'll just go hang out with pltnmates. -nods. ehh. where's the raya spiritt?? oh bah.

olivejuice nazzeh wazzeh. blurbb? -hugg.

http://www.explodingdog.com/drawonpaper/10272005/

yay!

am annoyed.

olivejuice baby.

liyana wants to call you mushy names. aaaaww..

FOOOD!

ahahahahahs. besok rayaa! tomorrow's the beeeg day. cos Hari Raya when directly translated means exactly that. nyeh? yeaaaah!

i can smell the foods from the kitchen. bwee! no need for abstinence in another 50 mins. wahahahahhahahhas. tired and hungry.

had the flockey meeting just now. was okay.. reminded me as to why im dedicating my every saturday for the thinger. nice.

im so bored.

oh. parents dont know results yet. friday looms near.. cant afford to lose the scholarship. grrs. its like 200 bucks in sec 4 and 300 in jc1 & 2. like monthly?? crazy. dad's gonna kill me. bahh

ohyeaa. today was sec4 farewell. encik cheryl passed down the throne to yuhui. was kinda sad. bah. she gave yh the dummy rifle and the no1 uniform apulets(?) that's been passed down for 5 generations of rgsncc enciks. gahh. so cool... the first one was bib's sis i think. hoho!

oh. it rained in the morningg. so goh was for wet weather. and i finally got to open the door! aahhahas. i was standing beside a tall partb. how embarassing..

nyeh. im just trying to kill time here.. another 30mins..

right. now its another 5mins. mom made me go hang the clothes to dry. nyeh. aightt. shall go warm my butt at my seat. grins..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA DUDES!

olivejuicee. -hugs!

i've got a ribbon in my hair and im too cute!

hahaha! in class now. freaking tired. i need a drink. bahhh! pltnmates in canteen having lunch. goh prac later.

309 lost. as expected i suppose. but we were pretty strong for some games.. so yay?? bwee. siti square powerhouses. yeahhh! i scraped my knee once while diving for the ball and i hurt my arm somewhat another time. 309 is ultra-fineee..

oh. and it rained just now. and i was so super high! bwee!

ooh. guess what part cs `05 just did?? hahahaha. we climbed over the athena gate into school! ahahahas. me and zr wanted to go but were wondering whether it was a bookable offence since ge was there.. nyeh. she climbed too anw. hoho! and i think i bruised my shin cos i hit the whitebox thinger. greyish purple.. nyeh. and when we changed bus from 16 to 190, me and zr pumped at the busstop. zerui's idea. Reallly!

hohum. class is dark and aircon is nice. bah. shall go bathe later.

BAHHH! im tireddd.

oh. saturday was really nice. yayy! gringrin.

should go down and see if pltnmates are done.. -mutters.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA! in 3 days

HAPPY DEEPAVALI! in 1 day

happy 7 month nazzy wazzy. hoho! olivejuice loads and loads.

**It's OK! it's ALRIGHT!
3/9, 3/9 FIGHT,FIGHT,FIGHT!!

that's just too lame.. =)

Quote:
If you don't get everything you want, think of the things you don't get that you don't want.
~OscarWilde

eastcoast!

yesterday was superbb. hoho!

netball prac was tiringly boring.

then went off to east coast to meet farin and melz cos the rest all couldnt make it. bleahh. reached at 4.30 but the both of them came at 6.00. mutters..

oh and the odd things i hear and see.. when waiting for the unpunctuals at macs, there was this woman and a guy and it was amaaazing how many ego-fied comments she made every few minutes. wth. haha! "my friend said i couldve been a psychologist anyday..blabla.. talent.." "i may look hard on the surface but im really brittle inside" "i was quite an athlete when i was younger.. you know in primary school.." quotable quotes really. and the funny thing was that the guy hardly got a sentence out the whole time. odd..

hoho! i realize why im deaff is cos i always turn my mp3 on loudd to drown out all surrounding sounds. these are the sort of things i dont want and dont care to hear. too bloody amusing for my own good.

oooh. i saw this guy in the bus. he had funkyy purple hair and he wore a pink long-sleeved shirt and a tie. with jeans. and a mat sling bag. ahahahahs. funky smart mat!! woohoo. coolness..

yupyup! then it was too late to cycle so went bowlinggg! ahahahs. i got 2 strikes! whahas. and the number of zeros on our scoresheet was quite an achievement. uhhuhs! ohh. and there was this couple bowling at the lane beside us. they were pro-ded in comparison. thenthen the guy had this odd was of bowling where he bends his leg somewhat when he throws the ball. so when they werent looking, i tried it and scoredd! hahahs. but afterwards we caught them giving us Looks so Ooops? ohhh. and to make things more funn. me and melz threw 2 balls at the same timee. hoho! both went to opp gutters. erts. but melz ball got stuck. so we hadta throw another ball towards the gutter after that. heh. gutterguttergutterr!

then it was almost 7 so we went to 711 to buy food. sat on pavement and ate. haha!

thenthen we sat on a breakwater and observed the night skyy.. hahahs. geography! then we were lying down and camwhoring. bwee! ohOH the cam makes a cool effect when you take pictures of the sky. yup! im seeing starrs.

thenthen we hadta go home. but we saw this small amusement park thinger. Amusing indeed! hahs. so we paid 2 bucks and went on the merry-go-round!! or horse-go-round as they call it. o.O hoho! bwee.. cheap thrill ehh?

reached home before 10. mom didnt scold so i was safee. hahahs! spent only $9.95 on everything. not badd. hahs. aightt

olivejuice nazzy wazzy babyy. hoho!

i am Amazed that im awake at this hour. what's worse is that today is a HOLIDAY. how odd.. the earliest wouldve been 10.30.. hmmm.. oh. and of course kudos to liyana for the lovable layout. much thanks to you darl. bwee! bublebuble.

aight. guess where i went this morningg? i went to the mosque. uhhuhs. from 3.30 till 6.00. woahh i say. yup! wonder when malam lailatul qadar(?) is.. oh. i was so blur. nyeh. older sis was sposed to come along but took so long to get ready that only dad and me went instead. did 2 sholat sunat tahajjud, 1 taubat, 1 something-i-didnt-know, 1 1/2 withir. bah. i was sweating like a showerhead. nyeh? hoho!

its annoying how im physically able to pray, yet my mind wanders ever so often. focus focus focus. oh. the imam's voice was nice. crushcrush. then for sahur i ate alot. so embarassing. nvm. im a growing girl!

i think i feel a need to purge for my sins. hmm.. buka-ed at aunt's house yst. they ordered pizza. haha! so nice. then aunty wasnt going for terawih, so mom being the follower didnt wanna go either. so i was so semangat and hence went with my cousin. nyehh. and i couldnt find the women's praying area and missed ishak. bah..

aight. that was rather pointless.

i think i wanna go buy lingerie. haha! for raya. hoho! snot like anyone's gonna see it eh?

anyways, netball prac today. puasa-ing. how sad.. then im possibly going east coast to meet na and farin and melz and fei and clara and shaowen? dont know yet. haha! then go buka. bwee!

i need to read! grrs. shall go library today and find some interesting stuffs. with my luck and possible 'fate' -glares at na, i'd pick up something Slash. sad really. hrumph..

nazzy wazzy. hahs.. have fun aightt? think positive! yup. see you in 2 weeks! bleah.. =(
olivejuice sesangat. hoho!

aightt. bored. bah

haha liyana haha.


exams are finally over babbyy. sweet freedom.


let's start by rating how bad the exams were.


english: sucks verily
malay: you stun me
ss: hahahaha?
geog: woah..
chem: suxors
history: who set it? -sharpens knife
physics: wasnt all That bad really
maths: bwee?


well, that's just the general description. english was pretty bad. but not all that bad compared to maybe malay. bleahed la. i apparently didnt study one whole sheet of peribahasa but actually somehow managed to answer them pretty okay. but i seriously screwed up my kefahamans and ringkasan and karangan peribahasa. ouch.


ooh. ss was pretty okay. "You may begin.." class turns over the paper and there was a sudden uproar of Cheyy and Hahahs. hmms.. so you can guess that it was pretty good..? yeah. then geog. was pretty confident i'd score, to be honest. but the questions were reaaally unexpected. didnt do all that bad overall..? possibly a borderline pass.

oh thursday papers were saddd. my chem's screwed. that goes without saying. but the paper was one tough shit man.. gosh. oh. and history? HAHA I LAUGH! f**king screwed it please. firstly, i thought SBQ was on Imperialism. and Structured was on Industrialisation. but as you've probably guessed, it was the other way round. what's the main factor for indus. that came out? TECHNOLOGY. and coincidentally, the only factor i paid no mind to. i mean, SERIOUSLY?? damnn. and imperialism? i only knew the basics. enough to crap for sbq, NOT enough to write an essay. screwed piece oh shiite. grrs.


oh. thankfully physics and maths were kind. -hugs the paper setters! haha. but i couldve done better for maths.. maths is really odd. 3d problems and circles are so wonderfully tough. i mean, its like, either you see it, or you dont. and i Didnt for the last qsn. quite screwed for that. but overall okay i guess. physics was tricky. but i shant dwell.



because there is just too much joy in post-exams! haha. well not all that much now. if you know what i'm talking about.. haha.


such euphoria yst after the Final paper. cleared the Final hurdle at last. come forth 2006 and the dreaded sec 4 year and nco-ship. hmm..


perbayu meeting was pretty.. unh, pointless? haha. and i realize that making presents for snrs isnt all that Normal for some people. haha pltnmates haha. 2 would be considered little by our standards. but i think there's more coming? ehh. i wasnt listening. haha. liyana's lap is nice. =)


then went plaza sing with liyana and seleena. oggled pretty,shiny things. hmms.. possible expenses for hari raya. haha.. then we trooped off to the neoprint place to take snapshots of the wonderful ay of the final battle. when we bumped into clara and shaowen. joy! then we could afford the 9buck neoprint. haha. FOOT! i look obscene..


then we went to Times. and the first book i picked up was SLASH. eew. then afterwards na showed me a book called "the 3 incentuous sisters". EEW! i have 3 other sisters and i can hardly imagine us doing anything incentuous. -shudder. liyana believes that i am destined to slash of both kinds. and i beggg to differ.


then we read snippets of the tiny books with odd quotes and stories. haha. i like this one- "You know that when i hate you, its because i love you to a point of passion that unhinges my soul." pretty sweet ehs? haha..


then i was late. was sposed to go home then go geylang to buka puasa then go shopp for raya stuffs. shoes! hahs. the only time im willing to wear heels. bwee.


but then being late, i had to go there straight in uniform. bah. so convinced na to go paya lebar with me cos mom was most likely going to reach there late. we went to the grey building thinger where we watched some odd unprofessional fashion strutters. yeah.. i love Blossoms. heh


then na went home and i went off to the kampong melayu thingerplace.


after buka i was tummy-sicked. not cos i ate alot. i ate quite little actually, considering. horrid la. endured for an hour or so.. bought my tudung brooches.. and an interesting orange long skirt. me wonders if i'll ever wear it out. hmm.. yeah then when parents were buying sis some stuffs i was like shutting my eyes, trying to shut out the tummy pain. damn it hurt so so so bad. oh. and the tummy pains have come to happen so very often. like now in factt. so dad gave me car keys and i walked alll the way back to the car alone. -mutters. yeah. then i went in. turned the radio on loud and slept for an hour. bliss.. sleep is the only way to take away pain. because the pain returned when i woke up. and i realize that i mean this in more ways than one.


oh. when i woke up. something happened. and if i ever thought that i could never feel a pain worse than my tummy pains, i have never been more wrong. uhhuhs.. haha


well. i really dont want to talk about it. so there. haha. aight. shall go enjoy my post exams as i rightly should. yup!



olivejuice.

buble

blogger is in chinese but i cant be bothered to change it.

why have lunch block when we're fasting. mutters.

and of course. buble is love. still on highhh. and i sosososo regret no buying the ex-er tix cos we couldnt see buble's face la please. just blurr. and he was the size of my finger. but he's still damn hot. and his superbbbly sexayye voice. hoho! and he's funny. and suave. and cuute. grins. yay yay yay.

sigh.

thinking of calling teddy cookie. or cokie (pronounced as cock-y). cant choose between coke and cookie. hmms.

back later.

mugg

once again we sing for the time has come.

(to the tune of My Girl)
Mugger, mugger..
talking bout mugging. Mugging!
got my books stacked up so high
got no choice there's E O Y
mugger, mugger..
its all about mugging. MUGGING!

damnn. yupyup. created by me and my sis last year circa spore idol where taufik sang that song. yeah..oddities..

and of course as promised,

day 5
macaroni with mashed potato. homemade chicken rice. longan drinkk

i still want my longan. seriously. trees, bear fruitt!!

ah yeah. all hail princess syimah.

mugging is the worst thingg students were ever made to do. been mugging quite abit. so horrid. and what's worse is that im offf to go mug some more. curses!! -quots mojo jojo.

liyana is an arse. ah yup.

aightt.
olivejuice. no surprises there.

bwee

MICHAEL BUBLE on mondayy. hahahaha! just bought tix yst la please. yeaaah!!

buka in 1/2 hr. growll.

slept with teddy! wonderful experience. Oo

and i have decided to record everything i eat for buka dor the whole of ramadhan.

day 1
laksa. cocktail stuffs

day2
geylang day! bryani. putu piring. chikong(?). hotdog meat stuffs. laksa pasta

day3
soupy noodles. porridge. cocktail

day4
hmm. i think its fried kwayteow. and rendang. ahahs.

puasa makes you appreciate alot of foods. and funny how you eat so many different things during this Wonderfull month. joy! i realize that mom strives to give us diff food each time. go mom! =)

aightt. shall continue mugging chem. go me!

olivejuice. yayy stress?

abstinence

Saying I love you
Is not the words
I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

ahwell. absence makes the heart grow fonder. yeah..

now,
ab·sti·nence
(bst-nns)
n.
The act or practice of refraining from indulgence in an appetite, as for certain foods, drink, alcoholic beverages, drugs, or sex.

righty..
what's for dinnerrr?
growls

olivejuice muchly

1- if i dont get any better i need to go for a tummy scan..?
2- puasa tmr, i dont know how im gonna keep to the medicine schedule. super gross stuffs
3- im going for terawih like now.
4- goodluck for exams everyone

and most importantly, im so so so freaking stressed
bahh

ob sabah briefing was okay. new shirt. i like shirts. made a new acquaintance. aisyah from crescent. pretty awkward. didnt talk much. ate at macs. am oddly dreading ob. just me and myself in a strange place. who's to urge me on when i get tired? no pltnmates and all..

anw, went from kallang back to the west. went with naz to acsi to study. seriously, of all places?? very very strange.

rushed off to novena to meet the flockers. was kinda late so i went around tan thock seng to look for siva's ward myself. i got emo when i saw him on the bed. hahs. just said hi and hid behind grace and.. jean i think. oh. i forgot her name. anw, yeah. didnt know what to say at first. so i stuck out my tongue at siva and he stuck his tongue back. hahas. so i guess he's not all that messed up. then he told me to stop teasing him. bahh!

then siva told this guy who was sitting next to him, whom i later found out was one of the spec o coaches, that i was the naughty girl. wth. hahs. then the guy was like "oh really..??" then siva said" no la. she very cute." gah. was embarassed. then pong was like "what what? share the story la" and coach shaiful and the athletes and whoever that heard were laughing and didnt answer him so i hadta tell pong that siva said i was a naughty girl. pong: "oh. i didnt hear the name but i heard the adjectives" nyeh.

anw, then we all wrote get well messages on a card and i was the last to write so i drew a picture of siva playing flockey! so when we gave him the card, he was like "oh thanks" me:" i drew the picturee!" "oh. okay. eh, that's me. and i why's my hair standing up " "-points at grace. her fault" hahs. and afterwards he said Thanks for the effort. bahh..

the we all left the ward. was feeling pretty down. siva looked so unaffected but he did mention that it was pretty painful with the tubes. he'll only be discharged when his lungs start pumping oxygen again. ohh. afterwards siva messaged me a few times. and grace said that she was told that handphones are to be switched off 2m within the wards. hoho! tsk siva..

then the rest went for flockey and i was sposed to head home. instead i called dad who was heading for spore expo cos propnex has a booth there or something. yeah..so dad fetched me there with my 2 younger sis.

sissies wanted to watch some thinger later that evening cos taufik's gonna be singing. so i hadta go take care of them. and eeew. apparently it was a bauty pageant thinger. some of the girls werent very pretty but a couple of the guys were quite cute. but i know someone who's cuter.. ooh. and one of the guy winners growledd. hehh.

oh. then was the fun part. well, was rather gross at first. they featured transverstites. or not. i dont know actually. 4 dudes. one of them i know as that ros from underoneroof i think. and the other kumar. the other 2 i wasnt so sure. am confused about their sexual orientation. kumar's really funny. but his jokes are mostly racist and dirtyy. and its pretty scary that cross dressing and homos and whatnots are being accepted by society at large. to think that they even feature such stuffs in a malay event. very very scary.

ohh. i was fucking pissed off by the aunty sitting in front of me. wthh. she and her posse had a relative among the contestants i think. hence she figured that she owned the bloody place. anw yeah.
incident 1: she had a pram in fronta her and she put this huge blue balloon on it, blocking my view. so i nicely asked her to please put it down cos i couldnt see the stage. later on, this little boy was playing with the balloon and she kept saying so loudly "jangan main. nanti orang kat belakang marah" in the most annoying tone. grrs.

incident 2: sissies were trying to pick up some stuffs on the floor. was pretty annoying la how they were squirming about. but the freaking woman turned around the first time and asked haughtily what they were doing. so my sisters stopped for awhile. then continued what they were doing again. then she turned a second time and snapped at them. snapped at them!! bitch. and the only reason my sisters' incessant squirming bothered her so was because her freaking big fat butt had her chair pushed all the way back till my sister had no room for her legs when she sat. and in front of her seat was an empty lot where she put her pram so i cant see why she had to have her chair pushed so far back. and nice polite me simply got my sis to sit on my lap. tsk.

incident 3: an uncle who's part of the aunty's gang was busily taking a video of the entire thing. and, like the woman, he believed that he had every right to do whatever he wanted. which included him standing right in front of me with his butt shoved to my face. but since i wasnt interested in the show at the time, i was smsing so i didnt really mind all that much.

incident 4: my sisters went off to the toilet so there were 2 empty seats beside me. the dude was still standing infronta me at the moment. then after a while, he turned, pointed at the saet next to me and told me to move. he didnt even string his oh-so-polite request in a sentence la please. i was damn pissed off by then and had my arms crossed. so when he told me to move, i glared at him for some time. the audiece at the back were staring at himby then cos i spose they already noticed him earlier since he had been standing the whole time and most probably blocked their view too. i relented anw cos i tought that my sisters wont be back since the show was kinda reaching the end. so i moved and he landed his arse on the chair without a thank you.

afterwards, sis returned. so i asked the guy, nicely still, dont ask me why, to move cos my sisters needed the seat. he said Oh. and got up. and somehoww got the seat to topple. wth.


so i was already too freaking pissed off that i left with my sisters before the whole thing ended.
i havent been so pissed in a looong time. but rude people i cannot, absolutely cannott stand. they annoy me to no end dammmit. grrs. and i even got annnoyed at the screaming aunties when taufik went on stage and the annoying-woman-infronta-me who actually hooted and yelled when the contestants were onstage. eew. act your age please.

oh. and by the way. taufik Is pretty hot. suave too. but his voice was so nazel even when he talked. nyeh. not nice la. and anw, i know someone who's hotter. hoho!

oh. been pretty sick today. was burning up in the aftn but mom gave me some med. better watch what i eat. been sick more than i'd like this year. dont like being sick.

ahwell. havent studied all day. had bad headaches and stuffs. mutters. ahwelllll. sheesh me.

olivejuice alot.

one week

the week passed so fastt. gahh exams in 2 weeks..? yeah. die la.

okay. alot happened this week. hahas.

monday
normal stuffs. trg after school. me,zr and sn were pretty nutty and informal that day i think. ah.. bad. we all played at fitness corner. zr says im like a worm on the monkey barr! huhness. and i can climb the wall by myself. i rock! yayy. and partbs all went up the wall and sang a company song for us. yupp. oh. was raining so we were at void deck. me sn and zr stuck out our head into the rain and saw individual raindrops fall. like matrix! was so calming and pretty. lovelove. then zr and sn ran with partbs in the rain to one end and back. i stayed under the shade with partb adilah who didnt wanna go. oh. she also said our current temp nco combi is bimbo-fied. omigawdd. excuuuse me. we asked which nco combi partbs wanted next year.. ah..nvm. pltnmates, just remember what sec4s said. pltn over part. and i love you all alot alot.

after trg, went home then mom sent me to the doctors for a medical checkup for the ob sabah thinger. ooh. my height and weight are currently stagnant. nyeh. and there's still something wrong with my tummy laa. the doc made me lie down, then he was squeezing the lower part of my tummy. ticklish seh. "relax.." "uh. okay. -stops squirming". then he kept checking my eyes. eh? then he asked how often i shit. gah?? then he and my mom had a wonderful discussion of my poo and my eating habits. how embarassing. ohh. and i saw yihui at the clinic too. stupid pok had sore eyes and had 3 days mc. and she's been gg to school all this week. haiyo..

oh. thiock! he's gotten damn kinky la please. -thinks of cg and the odd drawing. yeah..

tuesday
morning run. part bs! buck up pleasee. you all can do better than that.

happy 6mth, love! hoho!. i like climbing trees. and whacking dudes with a stick..? foreplay.. not quite la. hahs. and the old dude who passed by laughing rocks. bwee.

oh. i owned tauhid paper." markah tertinggi adalah siti hasyimah hasyim" i wasnt too sure if it was me la.. nyeh. did pretty dumbly for akhlak. while others did quite the opposite. odd..

wednesday
rushed everywhere laa. gahh. school wasnt much. hoho for sex ed! panel of sex experts- the liberalist, the doctor, the bimbo and the conservative housewife. gohtian,ada,grace and rachel.

"would you date an older man?"
doctor: blabla..its not about the age..
bimbo:- cuts in. yeah. its about the abs..

"how do you decide to have or not have sex with your boyfriend?"
bimbo: well, i just flip a coin..

housewife:.. and for the love of god. where something sensible! dont wear clothes with things hanging here and there.

liberalist: remember. only 21% of shanghainese men mind women who are non-virgins. so its okay to have pre-marital sex. -looks at lili.

whahas.
yup. then trg afta school. wasnt really mentally present la. was spazzing about maths retest. didnt do too well i think. but better i hope. yeah..

then went back to trg for awhile. company games. started with virus. i was the last part c to get caughtt! bwee. and parta sheila was the last one.

then me and jy hadta zooom to hq to send ob forms. alot of guys leaving the place after some trg i think. went to block 245(??) ,discipline road, and went to the office. had a shock. jy knocked the door and opened to find like 10 sirs or so in the room. scary please. and they're all central sirs. knew most of them anw. yup. greeted them. then sir fadhli told us to put the forms on maam gurdip's desk cos she wasnt there. then shortly after, he asked for the forms and money. yeah. . then the central dc was in his office and asked me which course i was going for. "sabah sir" "-nods head" odd. then the other sirs were presently asking jy what our courses were and when. then sir fadhli was like -flips forms.
"siti hasyimah.. -looks at me. "
"yes sir"
"-pause. -flips forms. kwah (kowa) jieying. korean?"
"jy: no sir. singaporean"
"-flips forms again. -looks at me. you look very different here. can you smile? you cant go for the course if you dont fit the picture.. -grins."
"-fidgits. unh.. dont want to sir"
"dont want to ehh.. -chuckles"

all the while the sirs were just like lookingg at us. damn if it werent disconcerting. then me and jy left. "thank you sirs" as loww as possible. then when we were turning to the main road. the sirs like went out of the room and was like waving at us and saying byebye. wth la. pltnmates said sirs prollie just like rgs..? yeah. then maybe they'd cut us some slack. bloody pointless if they keep picking on us and cedar and crescent for keeping up standard.

And then i was late for the bocce/flockey meeting. some of the bocce dudes were waiting for me, cos ive never went there before, and so they were late too. mscheryl was quite pissed. bahh. i was freakingly exhausted from having to rush around all day. so i just sat in a chair at one corner of the room and leaned on the wall. mscheryl and the dudes forced me to eat the pandan cake cos mscheryl said i looked like i was gonna faint. erts. i ate 4 huge slices la. oh ohh. possibly will be able to get sponsored milo and sunshine breadd! "belle: you are my sunshinee.." i love being refreshment ic. hahs! all i gotta worry about is food. wonderful..

i rushed off right after the meeting and caught up with siva, ramadhan, hanako and the chn dude i didnt know from spec os- running. yeah. will probably meet up some time later with my refreshment team. yeah.. reached cck at 10.30 sia. even lot 1 was closedd! gah. cept for macs, so i bought an apple pie and fries since i hadnt eaten all day. yayy

thursday
i had so many cravings! 309 geog-ers had short day. so i was just hanging around at the canteen with the bio-ers cos i was craving for a 711 sandwich and was contemplating it. so i was like.. hmmmm. okay. so i went fareast by myself. while in the bus, i rmbed that there's the snack thing at bk for $2. so hmmmm. then i rmbed that addy ate cheesefries during the meeting yst and so i wanted one too. hmmmmm. but then again, there's always old chang kee..

so i walked into 711 to look at the sandwiches and in the end told myself. "next time.." and walked past kfc. didnt spot anyone eating cheesefries to tempt me. so i walked on to bk and bout chicken cheese sticks and coke. sat there for about 1/2hr reading a book before going home.

slept.. woke up at 5+. prayed then mom tried making me fetch sis from school. "well.. i haave been craving for cheesefries. hmm" i say. so mom gave me 12 bucks to go to lot1 after fetching sis. so we went. i bought a shrooms meal for me and sis and trade up to cheesefries. but the fries were coldd! how disappointing. then went old chang kee to get the rest at home some food. then was gonna leave.. when i rmbed that ive been craving for a macs ice cream. so i went to macs and bought the mocha flavourburst. so yummmy!

friday
fridays are super slack. hist first block. zr made me sit beside her. talktalk. i dont get hist. wonder why.. bahh.

pe. CONTACT RUGBY ROCKS MY SOCKS!!! i lovelovelove contact rugby. yeahyeahyeah! i love scrum-ing!! 3 touch game before each scrum. touchtouchtouch. everyone screams: SCRUMM! bweee. and the hooker! the hooker! and people digging their hands into the waistband of your underwear! and banging my had against gohtian and renuu!

but lindalim didnt let us do the rugg! unfair i sayy. so i was uper high and just lie down flat on the grass "pile me. pile me!" and syaz sat on me. walaooo. so gross. its like she's humping me or something. then after that siti sat on me. erts. whahas. then finally when we got things cleared. i was on the grass again. noini piled on top of me. then syaz piled on top of her. damn if they hadnt flattened by boobs. ouchh. and its fun to roll over from the bottom and see them topple to the sides. ahahas.

ohh! assembly. mr c kunalan came to give a talk about a healthy body and mind. i lovelove chow clip on the alien. so funnily obscene! endorphine!! and he kept talking about and showing pics of yoon ying(?) an ex-rafflesian, an athlete and a teacher. we were like.. what's so special bout herr. and whatnots. then he said somthing bout her afterwards facing problems to pursue her running because of dad's oldschool thinking and afterwards marrying into an indian family and having to stay at home to cook and make babies. so i was like ookayy.. then he showed this clip about longlasting love or something. then it was him running alone on a track. he says something.. blabla. then they showed a woman running alone at the track too. "i am yoon ying.."
then they were both running at crossed paths. then he ran alongside her. so i was like WTH. theyre married! damnn. so sweeet. and earlier on when he first mentioned her, he said something about him still keeping in contact with her. gosh..

ohh. andd OM 2006 LONG TERM PROBLEM IS OUTT! the problem is realllyy cool. but real challenging. but we can do itt. yeaaah!

malay. cikgu never come. only me and seleena semangat do peribahasa ws. initially. syaz and siti went in and out. margie and fatin didnt even come in. bahh them. so seleena and me went to the floor and she sat while i lie down there. yayy. listened to mp3 and just talked and talked. then sharm came in. she ponned tamil again sia. and her class was right besideee. aiyerr. and she bloody hell sprayed teddy with Her deodorant!! wth la. i lovedd teddy's smell before that and i TOLD HER NOT TO! grrs. you suck la sharmm.

then after school went fareast to have lunch with pltnmates. but only got me,zr,sn and jy. i bought spaghetti from 711. hahs. but sn kept saying it was gross and got me bloody annoyed. we brought iur food up to outside livia. hahs. was nice la. then when leaving, we looked odwn and saw 3 partas! hahs. theyre so cute

and back to the topic of cravings. so far, ive managed to satisfy all my cravings. except for one. LONGAN! cos its not in season. my dad said the fruit seller said i hafta wait for 6 weeks. gahh.

puasa next week. so i guess i have every right to pig out now..? wanie asked how i can eat so much and stay thin. funny. am not thin. just exercise alot. you should too! =)

ob sabah briefing tmr. bahh. duno what attire to be in. just gonna wear rgsncc shirt and cullotes..? sigh. wish pltnmates could come too..

Oh my god. i just got news. siva, my wonderful wonderful flockey athlete who's also in my refreshment team is in the hospital. with a hole in his lungs. ah.. gosh. im gonna cry. so sad.. and he's so.. normal and all. ahh.. please please let him get better. miracles do happen after all. and i just saw him on wed at the meeting and he talked to me like normal and asked whether he'd be seeing me tmr for flockey and i said i wont be going cos i hafta study. ah.. so unexpected.. gonna visit him tmr with the flockey dudes. ah.. grace says he's in pretty bad condition. please let him get better..

olivejuice. 1month aint that bad right..