i am hurt.

well, i am disappointed. i didnt want to think about it to begin with. but i really wasnt expecting to find out like that. i mean seriouslyy..

well anw, im mostly hurt. did you people even bother to think about us? whatshit. those who are close to you will hurt you the most. exactly. we see each other every morningg. which is bloody hell worst! you could have enlightened us somewhat of our plight. how unfortunate. would you care for a hug? well, i do need one now. damnn.

haha! me ranting makes little sense. and little point to it too.

i promised darling py who's drifting about on the same boat as me. i cant promise that i'd never hurt anyone as i've been hurt. but i promise to try. please dont do this to us. we thought you guys knew enough, cared enough.

you may say that its not important. rank is nothing. darling, put yourself in our shoes. it hurts okay. even worse because you dudes thought we knew. and since we didnt mention it, OH OKAY IT'S OKAY. MAYYBE THEY'RE BLOODY FINE WITH IT. so ladeeda. hahas. ohh.. you found out? sorryy. dont feel bad.. you didnt know.

im not pissed. im nott. not much. bloody hell. i dont know what to think. i cant cry everytime i think about it ryt? i cant crawl to chng and sob and say why not me? well, maybe i dont deserve it. but fuck la. funking piece of shit.

haha. funny. i dont know what im expecting really. but i dont know. eightasone? i laugh.. i dont know how else to tell you how terrible hurt and disappointed i am actually. -hugs py. have a good day y'all.