entertainment from tanjianrong

These are our rules! Please note. these are all numbered '1' ON PURPOSE!

1. Men are NOT mind readers.
1. Learn to work the toilet seat.You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down.We need it up, you need it down.You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down.
1. Sunday sports - It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides.Let it be.
1. Crying is blackmail.
1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it!
1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question.
1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for.
1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become Null and void after 7 Days.
1. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us.
1. If something we said can be interpreted two ways and one of the ways makes you sad or angry, we meant the other one
1. You can either ask us to do something Or tell us how you want it done. Not both.If you already know best how to do it, just do it yourself.
1. Whenever possible, Please say whatever you have to say during commercials..
1. Christopher Columbus did NOT need directions and neither do we.
1. ALL men see in only 16 colors, like Windows default settings. Peach, for example, is a fruit, not A color. Pumpkin is also a fruit. We have no idea what mauve is.
1. If it itches, it will be scratched. We do that.
1. If we ask what is wrong and you say 'nothing,' We will act like nothing's wrong. We know you are lying, but it is just not worth the hassle.
1. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, Expect an answer you don't want to hear.
1. When we have to go somewhere, absolutely anything you wear is fine... Really.
1. Don't ask us what we're thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as baseball or motor sports
1. You have enough clothes.
1. You have too many shoes.
1. I am in shape. Round IS a shape! (haha nazri)
1. Thank you for reading this.Yes, I know, I have to sleep on the couch tonight;But did you know men really don't mind that? It's like camping.

im quite sure i've read it somewhere before but it's amusing nonetheless

woah

haha Fever pitch is still lovely. jimmy falon is yay! and i watched Speed before that (Keanu Reeves and Sandra Bullock yay yay!), which reminded me of The Lakehouse, which is woohyay! -pleased.

ohyeh i cant believe i forgot to mention this in my previous entry, but haha my lovely prata babies, ie. Part As who are now Part Cs and just recently completed their Specialists' course and one of em called me on thursday night and out of 11 of em who went for the course (not all 20(or is it 18/17 now?) could go cos of the 70% thing. die hq.), 6 of em got awards out of the 12 available. course best. 1 company best. 2 pltn best. ifc best (ohshit or was it someth else?). and gsk best. AMAZING phwoar! alrights gosh it's been so long since i've heard from the company or anything ncc related, save for pltnmates. but yeah, manz i miss my babies so so much.. D:

hoho ncc totally initated me to the world of physical torture and mental strength.

which reminds me, trg today was Painful. i had breakfast too late so yeah was feeling god-awful. swallowed what tasted like vomit a few times cos i was rowing. and k4 is just Awful cos you cant stop. even when you feel like crap. 8k on t1 and 7.6k on k4. exciting stuff

ohyeah i was browsing through my phone dictionary today on a whim and discovered something rather interesting.
kay so firstly i always thought that doppelganger (a ghostly double or counterpart of a living person) had some supernatural attachment to it cos sis once told me that apparently there have been occurences where people have seen their doppelganger in a situation that somewhat foretold the way in which they would die. but well i guess the dictionary reference doesnt imply that.

butBut on the other hand,
Fetch(according to my phone dictionary): the apparition or double of a living person. formerly believed to be a warning of that person's impending death. AHAH! fascinating, yes? actually no i think it's just another word for doppelganger. nyeh.

oh hmm i think stability's all the mind. with reference to canoeing, of course. cos like i rmb early last year, i was terrified of the water and i would wobble about in a t1 (yes, it is a fat and practically uncapsizeable boat) and manage to even cap a few times. simply because i believed that i was unstable and all that. ohwells random.

most of the single boaters have been improving quite exponentially. then there's Me, who hasnt hit her old pb in a thousand million years and deproving like crap. sometimes i guess giving up is such a tempting option. pushing myself in and out of the water (and i believe that every other canoeist is familiar with this as well) is just damn tiring and painful and having to bring ourselves to get back in our boat the next trg and the next and the next.. and it's so much worse when you just dont seem to be getting any better. im scared. im Freaking terrified. but ugh i guess i just gotta stay strong, for the girls and for my own sanity. yeah.. so i just gotta keep pushing.

we're almost there.

3 years is a long time.. im the most patient girlfriend in the whole world yeah!

confused~!

nyeh just watched 'I am legend' on vcd and the ending scene is different ZOMG!
okeh since you cant possibly watch it in the cinemas anymore, the ending goes like this,
1. will smith and the woman, Anna, and her son, Ethan, go down to his lab in the basement, followed close by the infected people/vampire creatures .
2. so the three of them go into the room with thick glass walls, where a vampire girl lay, having been injected with the possible vaccine earlier on in the show.
3. Anna saw that the vampire girl was getting better and realizes that wow the vaccine actually worked!
3. the vampire chief dude is still slamming relentlessly against the glass and the rest of the vampire dudes are howling and stuff
4. then will smith has a revelation!
5. he rmb-ed his daughter saying during their last moments together, "daddy look it's a butterfly~!"
6. then he looks at the cracks on the glass and realizes that it forms the shape of a butterfly.
7. then he looks back at Anna and notices a butterfly tattoo at the nape of her neck.
8. then he withdraws a sample of the vampire girl's blood and passes this to Anna and tells her to hide in this cubby hole thing at the back of the room and to stay there till dawn, when the vampires will retreat/melt, then leave for the 'survivors' colony' to pass them 'the cure'.
9. Anna tells him to stay with them but he says, No cos they wont go away.
10. then he closes the door, grabs a hand grenade from one of the drawers and charges towards the bloody vampire bastards.
11. at dawn, Anna drives off for the colony (and makes it there safely), with her voice in the background saying how Will Smith sacrificed his life in finding the cure something something.

if you wanna know the alternate ending in the vcd (they explain this strange phenomenon as well), WATCH THIS!
http://www.firstshowing.net/2008/03/05/must-watch-i-am-legends-original-ending-this-is-amazing/

and i shall quote the dude on the site, "It's rare that I'm this moved by something like an alternate ending, but this was truly breathtaking!" hah liyana! am not strange.

freaking weird..

im gonna do physics now.. INEFFICIENT MUGGING GAR!

trg tmr ftw! im back in the other k4 apparently. for NWKC next week at least.. strange strange..

olivejuice//

dirty sexy money

i find the way the dude who says Dirty Sexy Money on the channel 5 trailer for the show(what dyou call him ah?).. well in any case, he says it funny. but the show's pretty interesting, go watch! and watch Fever Pitch on saturday at channel 5 10pm! i watched it at cameron highlands while on holiday and i think it's a mush but pretty show yay.. ><

i think i've been watching too much tv.. and wayy too much psp-ing too!

ohyeh! on the North-South mrt line, ard Kranji/Yew tee or Admiralty/Woodlands, the 'voice woman' (ack honestly, what dyou call em??) will say "somethingsomething going to Johor Bahru, you can take bus no. ** from Marsiling mrt station. thankyou" anw point is, the way she says Johor Bahru is funny cos it sounds slutty and skank. dont ask me why.. =/ seriously go listen out for it haha!

kay another random thought. just read prav's blog and she was saying how she'd make her son join canoeing/water polo and her daughter will join canoing/track/canoeing. lol so i gave it some thought, and i think that i want all my kids to be able to swim (cos i cant and it's sad) and they must have some musical/artistic ability! learn guitar/violin/piano, be able to dance and it'll be nice if they can draw somewhat but it's okay if they cant do any of those cos i cant either owells (grade 1 piano ftw~!).. sports-wise, i spose i'd like them to be somewhat inclined to a sport but i dont mind if they're not, just not book-ish and frail.. EH! i want my kids to be everything im not! what is this.. =/

saw youngest sis off at the terminal3 earlyearly yst morning with parents.. she's in beijing now for some cultural festival thing doing malay dance.. -.- -jealous! ahwell hope she comes home safe.. knocked out when i got home, then went with parents and younger sis to jb.. i ate alot heh.. (:

ohyeah talked to parents bout trg frequency this month.. i can only go for 3 per week instead of 4, and parents arent too happy with that even so owells just gotta make do i guess.. to top it off, i've been having chest pains.. i'd take deep breaths to alleviate the pain but then i'd get intense sharp pain in my back within the same area. happened at least four times yst bother..

okeh. really gotta clear 3 topics for physics by today, or DIE! =/

olivejuice//

a kind of caustic charm

that line's been running through my head throughout trg today and i dont even know what it means. and i cant find the definition of 'caustic charm' either. gp faiill.. =(

trg today was verily gg. we rowed 11.6k only today but i felt awfully shagged, dunno why. and after my 2k timing, as i was carrying nash up, jiaolian said, "ey what happened? today 2k not good" "yeah.." "yaryaryar" so yeah jl's not very happy with me lately ohnoes.. oh but he's been sending me off to die and choke on meera's backwash cos he wants us to push each other. t1 and Ak1 are completely different boats so whaii! D=

monkeyhill is still hatred. my left shin was giving me problems again. i couldnt decide if it was sweat or tears tt blinded me during the last sprint up. soo and i decided tt our legs cant carry our body weight anymore. SMS club ftw lol..

showered in sch with the girls. then some teacher gave us leftover lunch from some camp thing and i ate two packets.. >< then prayed and knocked out at an air-conned raffles room for 30-40mins, where i woke up to find ppl in the class. O.o melho was one of em so haha not so embarrassing ah..

met nw for takoyaki again.. honestly, the only reason i visit jp so faithfully is for their heavenly takoyaki nyeh.. im a pig..

oh py, meera hongcheng and i left trg early yst for seahist makeup lecture cum tutorial.. i only barely managed to finished 2k timing, tho i wasnt sposed to cos of lightning threat. ohwells..

had lunch with 7 other class dudes at toa payoh. i couldnt decide between laksa and yongtaufoo but amazingly, they sold yongtaufoo with laksa gravy! ahh damn nicee! but very spicy owells.

ahyes. mayday on sunday was rather exciting.. some of the designs were pretty and haha na's designs so deserved to be the opening ah, some of the costumes hardly had any effort put into em.. anw haha am inspired after watching the dudes on the runway (though some didnt walk too prettily), i shall be a model HAHA! ooh does anyone want to watch my exciting interpretive dance?? ><

HAHA. kay i shall mug nao, soon.

back kinda hurts owells

olivejuice// happy 38th, love.. =)

MEMORABLE

HAHA i forgot to add! the most LOL-ing thing bout today haha.. after our k4 capped during first 2k timing, we tried to self-rescue. i went in first, did a dip thing and sticking one foot in before nose-diving into my seat. jr on the other hand took forever to get in haha (cos she says her legs were too long) but yar finally got in but facing me instead of the front hahaha! then meera tried to get in but failed lol. finally a pj k2 came to help and yar so we got saved. >< they said im like a monkey cos i got into the boat strange(after our 2nd cap) and like a c rower woo..

eh yar and the girls said tt i can do jumping jacks fast only cos im short and have short limbs! AM NOT SHORT! not really.. D:

kay that's all. haha amused.

push

today's trg was teh ouch. 7k on t1 incl 500m time trials. not bad ah got improvement but muddy beat me by abit cos i maxed out before 250m i think.. =/ 2k timing was timing-wise better than usual i spose, but jiaolian said "today, not good." ): ah hell, but i got the t1s to all try the k2 2k timing plan(or at least from what i observed ah) and i think it works pretty well so i'll cont. working on it uhuh..

right after 2k timing(and i was still panting away like a buffalo), the k4 girls were out at the pontoon redi so i hadta rush up, keep nash, grab a drink and my cap then plopped right into the k4 and 2k timing straight away. i was like shitttt. but we capped ard 750m and it was super sudden. after rowing back in our new t4. the water level was near the combing and water rushed in everytime we tilt and i'd shriek.. nyeh. so anw the problem was apparently tt my strokes were very diff from the rest. so i tried to correct it, then it was better but second 2k timing wasnt too good either.. and jiaolian made me 4th man as well and it's so weird gar. i hope he moves me back to 3rd man.. =( owells so 9k on k4..

jumping jacks is fun.. =D reminds me of ncc. we did 365 complicated jumping jacks for one of the years for achievement day. hella shiok.. love it. oh bern gave us Royce chocs yummy!

recap of the week!
wed: sch was okay. na and lakshmi ponned! lessons weren't too useful but my pen completely dried up during ihist, which was really lucky cos i only had one pen tt day so i managed to buy a new for gp ct. which was quite crap ah. see how it goes.. team talk after tt.

thurs: civics was awful cos the teacher was rather awful and the stories i heard bout him was tsktsk. the video was interesting tho.. ohyeh we got our yearbooks. i look fat. =/ maths tut was draining and my brain wasnt working too good. then na and i went for our 'break' with the guys at ri. food was good but they were playing with my food(which btw just looks better organized. im not anal!) and making the fish, chicken and wantan do drills. bullshit la haha.. and NIGEL did someth very stupid but the canteen was rather empty by then save for a table full of mats who stared and laughed. =) yar and i bought some of the girls bookmarks..

ohyar and i ran after sch with taufiq cos pe was cancelled. where btw i was told to go for Fitness cos i didnt take napfa yet. -.- yeah we ran some funny sets on the track, around pe block and also in the mph later on. i ran approx 10-11 rounds. taufiq-the-lazy kept stopping every once in awhile eventho he forced me to run summore.. showered and met nazri at jp for lunch afterwards.. takoyaki ftw!! & frozen yogurt is lovee..

friday: sch was ohkay. hed pizza hut with lq and linda (who treated us to chicken. lovelove!) and fungs who just pimped(which is a word tt we've decided isnt really deragatory cos the meaning of various words change over time due to its usage. which really is rather strange, cos it's usage should depend on its meaning to begin with.. ohnoes confused! ah yar depends on context too. ohwells) cos he was going to gym afterwards..

got home and watched ICJ court presentation thing for Pedra Branca results. rtm, which btw is a malaysian channel, was having a live telecast whereas no spore channel bothered to show it lol.. anw dude was reading from this thick book thing(no wonder ah results took so long to come out, they had to produce the book first haha) and so we flipped channels quite alot before the final result came out much much later. and in some foreign language, how silly. so we only found out the results when the msian reporter said in malay, (the whole report was read in english to begin with, i duno why they had live telecast. =/) something along the lines of "tt was very sad news for msia.." so yeah hurrah spore? na was surprised by my nationalistic sentiments but i guess taking history kinda screwed me up quite abit. inter-state tensions for seahist was very enlightening.. =) shant say more..

ohyeah and i went for maulidur rasul at the mosque where parents usually go for religion lessons. i kinda like having my throat hurt singing religious stuff, which i spose you can call hymns. strange..

watched sweeney todd at night, which thanks to nazri and mommy dearest, was spoiled for me and it was awful. i like surprises and the show would've been awesome if i hadnt known the ending bother..

okeh tired. should do some maths now or something. eh super long entry seh!

olivejuice//

passion

this is rather belated but i spose it's just to wrap up my thoughts prior to our hardcore june trgs before the final Nationals.

so yup approx 6 weeks left and i guess everyone's pretty much concluded that we're not ready to give the other schools a run for their money. we have politics now of all times too, so yeah i guess things are a bit screwed up..

on my part, i spose i ought to clarify what i said on wed. it's still true that i, unlike most of the other girls, dont exactly look forward to trainings all the time, or even do extra sets/gym/run on my own. i guess it does imply tt im not as passionate or hardcore as them. i suppose it's partly cos 1. im lazy and i hate running. 2. i've honestly never had to work very hard to get results(not in my studies tho haha. D:). i've always been rather physically fit. plus getting into the snr team last year, and getting all those extra water time, i still didnt appreciate what i had. 3. i figured that on my non-trg days, i might as well not tire myself out cos i already do tt on trg days= too shagged to study. and god knows how much i need to.

so when the girls mentioned about putting in the extra effort and all that, it made me qn my passion for canoeing. and how dedicated i am to the team and this sport. having mentioned this to bim, she said tt she does see me put in effort during trgs(at least) and i spose that's true. im not giving excuses for myself, but yes as an afterthought, i do test my limits and push myself every trg, even if it's not for my 'love' for canoeing, than at least for the single-boaters, whom i row with every trg and die together after every set. im most fortunate to be able to row rather fast and am honoured to have the other singles pace me. and im thankful for them pushing me forward(cos i dont want them to beat me). and it's this very special relationship that i have with them that keeps me going in canoeing.

every 500m row, i'd allign with the girls and then we'd do maintainance in a line, and everyone yelling encouragement to each other once in awhile. and then as we approach the last 4buoys, i'd yell, "3-2-1-burst" and haha i love the adrenanaline building up to that point and the flurry of paddles and splashing of water as we burst.. honestly, i have seen the girls improve so much from when we started rowing together at the start of the year.

so here's to the single babes, whose plight really cannot be understood by other ppl. we've grown really close this year, having spent most of our trg time together, that it pains me tt we have to compete against one another for limited spaces. and esp the fact that not every one of us will row. so sigh, no matter what happens, i just want you guys to know that i have utmost respect for every single one of you. and the amount of sweat and tears you've put into this sport have not gone unnnoticed. you dont need medals to be a winner.

k1
Cheryl: please dont cry or be disheartened bout trgs cos you've improved So much eventhough you're so new. so yes, really just continue fighting okay?
Jiaqi: you're improving bloody fast. im so proud of you really really. work on your bursts and you'd be bloody imba, seriously.
Bimqi: k1 babe ah? i wont talk bout your rowing (cos you're really good already. i still rmb tt one time you rowed after being away for so long and you beat me for 2k timing. ack imba.) but yeah, injuries are a pain. (literally) but yeah i've had back injuries, and all sorts of stupid injuries as well, and i know how it hurts to have to pon trgs and let your teammates down. and esp when everytime you hafta tell them about it, it sounds less real everytime. and you feel like you're just faking it even. But yeah you know what's best for yourself. and i really admire your passion for canoeing, so just keep it burning kays..
Selene: longest lasting k1 babe eh? you've improved quite some since last year so jiayou and improve summore, for the team, for jiaolian and for yourself. hmm i know it's been difficult for you this past month/few weeks with your injury, esp since you've hardly missed any trgs since last year, best attendance eh lol.. so yeah now that you're back, i bet you're way stronger than before so wooh all the way aight?
Meera: what's there to say manz, you're the bluetack and pro-rower. so do your thing and pwnz aights?

t1 bitches
which reminds me, another reason as to why i dont look forward to trgs is that it's really difficult to when you're rowing a t1. you're always moving so slowly and all the other boats just sail past. and it's so painful and demoralizing. we have this theory tt jiaolian picked us for t1 partly cos we're optimistic ppl to begin with, and this is oh-so-impt to keep us going. thus t1 humour etc. ohyeah and partly cos of our built, Bah.
Prav: you are fast. and improving really fast too. to be honest, im really scared of you and everytime i see you and your white boat from the corner of my eye during our 2k timings, i'd just do my hard 10s just to keep a distance from you. so Yes you're my motivator and pacer and i love you to bits. your dertermination to row inspires me as well and i look forward to rowing with you at nats. =) (oh and im sorry for missing trgs lately. i know how disgustingly painful it is to row t1 alone. bah.)
Priya: okay it took me awhile to come up with what to say and i guess i have nothing. noone can understand exactly how you're feeling right now so yeah i cant say much. you've always been so strong, physically and mentally, and i hate to see you so sad nowadays. rowing-wise, i have seen the power in you and i know you can row really fast if you put your mind to it. i guess the injuries dont help very much, but i just hope you'd stay strong and know that the t1 bitches are here for you always. so yeah just keep the passion burning no matter what happens kay? i look forward to doing dragon-boating and k2-ing with you next year.. ><

so 6 weeks to row my ass off and i guess there really isnt much to lose in putting in the extra effort(other than my grades of course) but yeah i aim to get t1 500 gold. now that i've said it, i will do what it takes to get it. it wont be easy, i know. so when i do get it, it will be all the sweeter. im rowing for the single boaters and yeah i love all of them very much. so yeah to hell bout what jiaolian says or how we row in the end. let's just end off our season with no regrets.

RAFFLES ROW FTW! (hell yeah)

olivejuice//

messy

pissy pissy day. okay not really but ihist source based got me super frustrated (wth it's not as easy as it looks!) and then a bunch of other stuff got me annoyed as well. and the weather is god-awful! and i bought bubble tea to cool down but the family took Forever to open the door and i plopped my stuff and quite intelligently dropped my bubble tea as well and it broke and spilled in front of the door. stupid sweet talk, this is the 3rd time i've broken the cup.. >:/

looking on the bright side, i got my first B for gp prac essay and compre. and fiona drew on my finger a 2-carrot ring. and i got the fire award for the term. HAHA. okay so i shall do a bigshot speech nao. thanks everyone who nominated me. Lol.. love you all muacks!

meh well im sorry my trophies, medals and awards aren't as amazing as little sister and her most well-dressed award. wth bullshit poohs..

fine i shall get on with ihist now..

olivejuice//

boreddd

okay so apparently na's gonna watch ironman now and treating farin and viv. im at home and about to mug gp like the loser i am. meh i gotta work so hard just for a freakin C. wtg..

in other news, (that phrase is infectious oh dear) sisters and i followed dad to expo, where he had a booth thing, and we ate alott. noodles, takoyaki, charkuey, corn etc. good stuff. ugh yeah and i did something super embarrassing! there was some magic show thing and the magician mat was rather uh, not good-looking. so i mentioned this to sis, but apparently his family was seated next to us and his mom overheard! ohmanz and i only found out afterwards. -smacks forehead.

speaking of embarrassing events, i just rmbed that on friday, FariNa, melz and i had pizza hut for lunch. and there were two guys at the table next to us and they left without finishing their pizza and the hut platter thing. and i was like O.o! and so uh when we were leaving, i asked the waitress whether i should grab a fry and she laughed and said sure. so i did and rushed out after the dudes. melz shared the criss-cross fry thing with me lol.. liyana thinks im a vulture and am teh embarrassing.

then when we got to sch and walking to the admin block, they were playing flo rida's low for the MR party and i was dancing to it as we walked but didnt realize tt there was a j1 boy right behind me and he looked O.o

okay i think i should try to be less embarrassing..

anw just watched Ayat-ayat cinta which is an adaptation from a novel. really nice stuff and they touched on polygamy as well.. i dont think i'd ever be alright with sharing my husband with another woman..

hmm twice yst i dreamt that nazzer came back already..:(

olivejuice//

fever

fever again wtg. so i missed both trg and flockey today ugh. farin says it's prolly cos i miss nw lol..

hmm yeah i missed team talk yst cos i didnt know bout it.. =/ but anw they talked bout the upcoming women's open i think. they took out the t1 races this time. it's damn screwed up la honestly, cos if they wanna phase out t1s, they should do it like completely. cos now us t1s hardly get to compete, and i really have no idea what's the standard that im sposed to be at. gar. hope the other t1s are feeling better now tho. we'll just pwns nats aights? =) am rowing k4 for women's open though hoho..

i hope all injured teammates will get better soon.. eh yeah they're all single boaters ie. bim, priya and selene.. =/ gosh no wonder trgs havent been as exciting.. save for prav and i and our messed up t1 humour i guess. woo..

settled june hols mug timetable yst. very little time sigh.. gonna mug physics soon yup..

olivejuice// 2~3 days? bah miss you.

heart grows fonder

right so nazri left for kl approx 2hrs ago. and he'll be back by monday night probably. D=

didnt go to sch today cos i wasnt feeling too good. parents went to jb with older sis and i mugged my morning away woo! then had lunch with nazzer ard 2.. productive enough day so far i guess.. finished poisson distribution(most of it, i couldnt do 2 qns boos) and attempted maths assignment and ought to do econs essay now cept that im bored. nyeh.

trg yst was pretty good.. left bicep kinda hurts, so did prav's and jinning's so maybe it's alright.. =/ prav's improving really fast and so are the j1s. i havent gotten my old pb in damn long and my timings have been pretty stagnant for some time now.. well i know very well what's wrong with me but im not doing what i should to rectify the problem. i need to run. like asap and for long long distances.. i hate running. we ran yst again, it felt good. but still. :(

oh i asked jiaolian how i was doing, he said "you? yeh, good!" but then he commented on my weird strokes and cos we cant communicate too well, he mimicked my rowing and it was teh embarrassing.. oh yst jiaqi said that prav and i dont know how lucky we are to row t1s. i spose every boat has its pros and cons. t1s for one, are very relaxing. we can lean back, and enjoy the view and keep our bottles in our boats. -ve: it's a freaking bathtub and it takes about double the power to keep up with the k1s, not to mention aks. ugh.

alright 9weeks less to nats. wtg i need to work harder. oh jl shifted me to the other k4. no idea why but owells see how..

i wish nazzer would come home soon. ohnoes clingy girlfriend~! the horror.. oh 'date' on tues was rather nice.. frozen yogurt and takoyaki is lovee.. nazzer's such a bitch but i love him anws hoho..

oh hmm na's been rather cranky lately so here's a message to her: HELLO NA HOPE YOU'RE FEELING BETTER! =)

ohyeahh. the new-ish phillipino kids upstairs came down to play today and it all started from their ball having rolled down the stairs and came to rest in front of our door.

they're twins wooh! and they spoke a mixture of filipino/tagalog =// so i couldnt really understand half of what they said. but still, sho cute! though they kept coming down and their mom would then send their older brother/sister to fetch them that my mom soon told me to keep the door closed. =(

i want twins.

mugger mug mug.

I VANT NEW PHONE NAO.

olivejuice// kental's my word lah. come back safe and sound pls

balls

soccer face-off with 3K yst was awesome. most exciting soccer game i've ever played lol. and it only yst that i learned of the various positions in soccer. =/ hahaha damn fun manz. i was striker and i scored one goal and managed to do a header(though it kinda bounced nowhere useful but hah a header no less!) and intercept a pass via a cool move. fine it was a fluke but still! =D 5a girls are love.. ooh muddy said that when we were strategizing around our table, we looked like a real soccer team yeah! let's go kick some balls woo..

gp was okay, maths was pretty fun.

trg. had warm up run around the school with jianrong while waiting for the rest. gym was shiok as usual. we did strengthening, i think, small reps and heavy weights..? yar. fun stuff.. then team run, after so so long. we did somewhat like circuits,which reminded me of ncc trgs.. we ran to block A and ran up the stairs to the second level, ran around the level, took the stairs up one floor then repeat. all the way to the 7th floor. then all the way back down to the stadium and one round at the track. yay eventhough i hate running, team runs are super fun! =)

right okay i shall go join the rest of the class now and mug complex nos..

shall leave sch at 3 to meet nw yupp.. takoyaki ftw~!

olivejuice//

way to my heart

is through my stomach. anyone who's known me long enough would know how true that is lol.

nazri knows just how to make me smile sometimes hoho..

rj malay drama Dalang yst was pretty good. great effects, esp for the puppets scene, acting was reallyy good and i guess when you think about it, the whole plot's interesting and links up well. script could've been better (and some characters could've been given more original names) but overall very well done yup. hanging out with the melayoos is pretty fun.. climbing ladders can be pretty scary if you look down.. =/

anw drama reminded me of last yr's drama.

i look emo in the corner. owells i think i miss acting..

aight going to jb with family later to celebrate mothers' day yup..

olivejuice//

humility

rj soccer and rugby guys both lost today. considering tt they both emerged as champions last r, today's defeat was pretty ouch.. ohwells it's okay i think yijing was damn pro on the field anws. cheer up kay, brudder! anw yeah class match support and only 13 of us went, incl the 2 councillors and yijing lol.. throat hurts now. anw being yelled at in fronta other schools was rather -.- go raffles indeed..

did front-of-house stuff for drama after sch.. interesting lol.. drama tmr. hoho all the best, cast and everyone else..

swensens roxors. =)

anw new study plan. get my physics concepts right and know my maths stuff. so come june, i'll set aside time each day for physics and maths prac alternating and spam econs and hist throughout uhuh. hope it works..

i feel so super shit today. life sucks. and i guess i keep things to myself alot more nowadays is cos sometimes telling other ppl doesnt help. i mean other than letting it out, they cant exactly do much also. or sometimes they dont know what to say. or sometimes they say the wrong things, and though they may be well-intentioned, it's still not what you wanna hear. so instead of burdening others, or getting pissed at others for saying the wrong thing (and making you feel worse at the same time), it really is best to shut up.

i guess i just feel like you're taking me for granted. i cant be here just when you need me, esp when you're not there when i need you. i dont know why im holding on and just screwing myself in the end. every single day im hoping for things to get better but im just kidding myself i guess. im a fool to desperately hold on to what we used to be. wishing that things never changed. they said that it's best to move on, but of course it's not that simple. i know i still love you. i really do. but god.

suckass.

olivejuice//

the best damn thing

thankyou liyana for making listening to a very silly but rather catchy song. hoho avril..

kay ponned maths lecture to photocopy a bunch of physics stuff.. been ignoring econs and hist for a long while now and focusing instead on maths and physics but ugh cant afford to neglect for much longer..


trg yst was hell shiok. nash and i were rather slow yst and we could only do 2 2k timings cos of the lightning threat and they sounded the siren. prav and i found a new source of amusement: commentating ppl's thoughts. really, try it. it's so superbly bitchy and amazing woo! k4 Finally. soo's our new front man. our 2k timing was good, says and quotes (and translated) "silver confirmed so now must fight with nj for gold" hahahhaah.

wanted to mug at night but was too shagged. ended up mugging binomial distribution at 1-4 instead but i felt really awake..

feeling lousy again.

Let me hear you say hey hey hey
Alright, now let me hear you say hey hey ho

I hate it when a guy doesn't get the door
Even though I told him yesterday and the day before
I hate it when a guy doesn't get the tab
And I have to pull my money out and that looks bad

Where are the hopes, where are the dreams
My Cinderella story scene
When do you think they'll finally see

That you're not not not gonna get any better
You won't won't won't you won't get rid of me never
Like it or not even though she's a lot like me
We're not the same

(chorus)
And yeah yeah yeah I'm a lot to handle
You don't know trouble but I'm a hell of a scandal
Me I'm a scene I'm a drama queen
I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen

Alright Alright yeah

I hate it when a guy doesn't understand
Why a certain time of month
I don't want to hold his hand
I hate it when they go out and we stay in
And they come home smelling like their ex-girlfriend

But I found my hopes I found my dreams
My Cinderella story scene
Now everybody's gonna see

That you're not not not gonna get any better
You won't won't won't you won't get rid of me never
Like it or not even though she's a lot like me
We're not the same

(chorus)

Give me an A, always give me what I want
Give me a V, be very very good to me
R, are you gonna treat me right
I, I can put up a fight
Give me an L, let me hear you scream loud

One two three four

Where are the hopes, where are the dreams
My Cinderella story scene
When do you think they'll finally see

That you're not not not gonna get any better
You won't won't won't you won't get rid of me never
Like it or not even though she's a lot like me
We're not the same

(chorus)

Let me hear you say hey hey hey
Alright, now let me hear you say hey hey ho

I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have ever seen

ego ftw!

olivejuice//

swingwing

moodswings. and yeah i have teh most original title ever.. hoho.

right so achievement of the day: i wrote my 1530 word seahist essay on causes of inter-state tensions in SEA in approx 4.5hours during breaks today yay! =D

my 'hot date' was alright.. Ironman is exciting yay! but i thought his body looked kinda strange.. =/ i love takoyaki woo..

3 reasons why my boyfriend is teh awesome:
1. he cooks
2. he tolerates my moodswings and tantrums
3. he loves me

good enough reasons uhuh.. and i suppose the 1-2hr per week thing is good. cos i dont have any more time to spend on him either, or more specifically i Shouldnt spend any more time that can be more efficiently used to do more productive things like mugging.

i heard on the radio today that people who like the no.7 are repressed.. haha i always thought that i was a very loud and open person..

the elite-boys in class have been complimenting me relentlessly lately, and eventhough it's all for my koko krunch, it's starting to get pretty disturbing.. =/

oh god i just feel so awful and for so long now i think i'll go mad. who am i kidding? this is screwed up.. sigh.

olivejuice//

bouncer

i am teh bouncer for rj melayoo drama. with anwaar. HAHAHAHA

anw i've got a new name for bloody mary redi. and it's.. *drumrolls..
NASH! hahahah. really it was just a random name before i realized tt it sounded kinda like a mix&match of two names hoho..

right got this from nazri's blog cos im bored

Game rules:
A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. Tag 8 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse.
B. These 8 people must state who they were tagged by. You cannot tag the person who tagged you. Continue this game by sending this to 8 other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
He better not. -cracks knuckles.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
uh live happily ever after with nw..

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
i agree with nw, no loud music. but not no music at all cos it'll really be very dull. um somewhere pretty i spose and lots and lots of yummy food and people. =)

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
isn't everyone? =/

5. What's your ideal lover like?
big. gorilla-ish. name starts with N, ends with I.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
loving someone i guess. everyone loves me anw, and it gets boring.. haha! (love you all too uhuh uhuh)

7. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
uh. i'd wait i suppose.. until i grow to hate him then move on. hoho

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
uh. i dont secretly like anyone..

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
some things i guess

10. What are some of the weirdest habits you have?
uh. i eat alot for a girl..? =/

11. Is being tagged fun?
okay la

12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
ZOMG BITCH!

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
nazri

14. What kind of person do you think you are?
optimistic

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
married and not-so poor?

16. If the person you secretly like cannot recognize you, what would you do/how would you react?
help them rmb/recognize me

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
i try

18. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
the one who loves me back

19. What type of people do you hang around with?
people who go to remedials and ssp with me. god we suck. D=

20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
Lol?

These are the list of people I tag!
Liyana. Farin. Bimqi. and whoever else that reads this. yar.. =/

_____________________

shit late for gym.

olivejuice//

ache

aching all over, im tiredd.. gotta do 3 chapters worth of physics mcq for tuition tmr. ****ing tutor pisses me off, i should tell him tt i have a life and unlike him, i cannot finish an entire tys in one day.. -sad.

trg was really.. okay. not bad but not exactly good either.. i shall use today's 2k timing as my pb i guess.. back kinda hurt afterwards but the team massage thing was greatt. =)

oh i realize that i've grown very attached to my t1.. like teammates were mentioning bout the time when eugene wanted to borrow my boat to row up to start line and though he promised to return it before my race, i refused cos i said that "mary needs to rest". =/ hmm and though im proud to have inherited the Bloody Mary from the earlier generations of raffles canoeists, i've decided that it's time i gave it a more personal name.. Nominations are open if you wanna contribute haha!

lunch alone is rather lonely

flockey was awesome as usual.. they were totally pushing the imba boys and we were playing a game of 6 v 12 and it's really amazing how they work together so well and strategize and everything. and like eventhough they're still boyishly playful, they're really more mature than me nyeh! ramadhan esp and he's one yr younger.. =( and i think it's cool how if you saw them on the street, you'd have no idea tt they're intellectually-disabled.. =//

seahist essay due on monday. super mugger ftw!

New American Classic
"We've got to get better," I said, "it's all in your head."
We could live through these letters or forget it all together
See the months they don't matter it's the days I can't take
When the hours move to minutes and I'm seconds away

Just ask the question come untie the knot
Say you won't care, say you won't care
Retrace the steps as if we forgot
Say you won't care, say you won't care
Try to avoid it but there's not a doubt
And there's one thing I can do nothing about

When all that we need is just a reaction
It's too much to ask for when there's no attraction anymore
If chasing our dreams is just a distraction
I want to remember when I know that I can't go back

Just ask the question come untie the knot
Say you won't care, say you won't care
Retrace the steps as if we forgot
Say you won't care, say you won't care
Try to avoid it (try to avoid it) but there's not a doubt
There's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing about.

random shitz. t1 optimism ftw!

olivejuice//

content

been doing probability so i've decided to take a short break..

trg yst was alright.. jiaolian kinda messed up our 2k timings i think.. bim beat me by like 2secs in her ak and he told her tt she got 12.36 and i got 12.13.. =/ but owells it felt better than sat so i shall assume that i pb-ed with the new 2k distance (ie old 2k distance plus 4 buoys ie old 2k distance plus approx 40sec) eh wait in tt case i didnt pb then.. =//

sch was okay.. was in mush mood yst but nw's a total spoiler bah..

oh yay mom just bought mcflurry.. days have been pretty hot and rowing yst felt like rowing in mud.. =(

kay back to maths!

olivejuice//