humility

rj soccer and rugby guys both lost today. considering tt they both emerged as champions last r, today's defeat was pretty ouch.. ohwells it's okay i think yijing was damn pro on the field anws. cheer up kay, brudder! anw yeah class match support and only 13 of us went, incl the 2 councillors and yijing lol.. throat hurts now. anw being yelled at in fronta other schools was rather -.- go raffles indeed..

did front-of-house stuff for drama after sch.. interesting lol.. drama tmr. hoho all the best, cast and everyone else..

swensens roxors. =)

anw new study plan. get my physics concepts right and know my maths stuff. so come june, i'll set aside time each day for physics and maths prac alternating and spam econs and hist throughout uhuh. hope it works..

i feel so super shit today. life sucks. and i guess i keep things to myself alot more nowadays is cos sometimes telling other ppl doesnt help. i mean other than letting it out, they cant exactly do much also. or sometimes they dont know what to say. or sometimes they say the wrong things, and though they may be well-intentioned, it's still not what you wanna hear. so instead of burdening others, or getting pissed at others for saying the wrong thing (and making you feel worse at the same time), it really is best to shut up.

i guess i just feel like you're taking me for granted. i cant be here just when you need me, esp when you're not there when i need you. i dont know why im holding on and just screwing myself in the end. every single day im hoping for things to get better but im just kidding myself i guess. im a fool to desperately hold on to what we used to be. wishing that things never changed. they said that it's best to move on, but of course it's not that simple. i know i still love you. i really do. but god.

suckass.

olivejuice//