so now its over. yup! odd empty feeling..
*Caution!: uber long entry!
hmm so anw. bathed at ard 6.30 (notice how i didnt mention waking up? that's probably cos i hadnt slept for 2 nights. seriously. gar!) then went off for sch at 7. i fell asleep in the bus tho and overshot to orchard. got off and headed back to sch. pltnmates were late! py and zr overslept and the rest i duno. =/
so then at 9.30 partc adeline reported for the parade. took pics and stuff.. then she ran off, forgot to give the reporting list, ran back and then back to the rest of em. amusing.. so then we went to the netball courts where the company was all formed up and ready. partas looked so smart! was very proud.. mdm hadta remind us to stay off the parade grounds.. =/ haha! then partc asked for permission to carry on with parade. partas did a nice rowrowrow check and they marched better than they've ever done before! partcs did a greatt job as temp ncos. =)
then the kacau part was basically just talking. last year for ex sec4s we had such trouble for parade cos they insisted that things stayed the same where they could bug us when at diam and all that. but this year mdm at least allowed us to talk to them at diam but make sure we didnt bounce ard. O.o had some trouble with that but yeah went around talking to the parts. left partas till last. but one parta was already Melting and pale and looked like she was gonna faint so we called part ds off the courts and let the parade proceed. so yeah commander senang diri-ed them. then they all marched past us with hormat kekenan (sp?) and i stood at the spot where partc commanded them to turn away. the point where we'd officially no longer be part of the company.. gosh so sad.. but i was VERY proud of my partas. you all did a wonderful job. lovelove yous.. =)
then we went back to the nccrm. did summore prezzes while waiting for partcs. haha! we were in such a crappy mood when they came to collect us. so then we were in a circle then mdm gave her speech and she gave us partds a pillow from sir and her i think, and a letter of reference thinger.. was sweet of them really.. then we were singing songs.. was nice.. didnt cry yay! then then we started the butt wave. partcs probably thought we were really juvenile but they agreed to do it anw. love part cs! then we ended of with the We cheer. "hentak kaki cepat hentak!" and we had a lovely solid company bang to end our cheering history with rgsncc.. lala~
then we went to talk to our partas.. =) they stood in a row and we went down the row giving indiv comments.. hmm.. drink Brands woo~! hmm.. my partas are united as one but theyre all such unique and strange individuals really.. gosh lovelove partas.. then we took pictures!
then the company fell in and partc adeline bersurai-ed them with a SOLID bang. =)!
then we got back to the room. did prezzes and stuff again.. then pltnmates left one by one.. and at 1.15 i hadta go for snp grad party and left priya
snp grad party: games etc etc. and we got photoframes with diff pictures! mine was one of me and kaiyuen and zaini's sis. haha! i looked spaz..
so i left right after grabbing some food at 3.15 and went back to the room to get changed. bah fariNa.. then at 4.20 nw was waiting at the busstop. finished up a bit and left. then then i saw partbs at the busstop and they saw me. bah.. then then had some trouble and somehow ended up at fareast. partas got on the bus with me too and got off at far east too.. O.o odd odd partas..
then waited at the busstop near yh's hse for py. haha blurr dude. finally got to yuhui's house.. had ord there last year which dad didnt let me go for. bah.. quotes ge: right place, wrong time/year.. amusing.. and py called my 1.5l ice lemon tea bottle - Champion. O.o so we were chiong-ing partas prezzes.. packing em and stuffs. ge was helping us too.. and we were ultra late! then yh's dad sent us to partc amelina's hse where the company was. collected yunzhi, jieying and zerui at the yh's guardhse area and zoomed there. shuning was sitting outside the condo looking chio but Very pissed. haha her sister ran in to report to her pltnmates of our arrival.. poser zr put on her shades and couldnt see where she was going! and and our part c escorts got lost leading us there. tsk haha!
then we reached the dinner area.. it was beside the pool at the pavillion. and the rest of the company were lined as goh leading from the bridge all the way to the pavillion. so then partc commanded nice and loud and BANG. then they did hormat as we walked thru.. gosh was really grand.. then i kept saying hi part a/b/c and i couldnt help adjusting the hands of my partas..
so then we reached the pavillion where there was a huge and super cool banner "Pirates of the Caribbean - ORD 2006" was so wonderfully done! and stuck on the pillars around were big pictures of a skull with a bandanna (?) hat with our name on each of em. they passed this to us in the end but i lost mine apparently.. bah..
so then in the middle of the pavillion were 2 tables put together with 3 tables flanking em and 2 chairs at the end.. 8 of us ord-ing together.. food was nice yay! but they didnt bother bout our requests and stuff.. =/ but they listened to ge's orange juice+sprite thing.. "oh but i've never really tried before, know" O.o was nice anw.. jy didnt eat much.. =/
then we kept finding hair in our food! finer spaghetti haha! and i think the partc cook was annoyed i think.. poor partc haha! then once thre was an ant in zr's drink and she yelled partcs! then a whole lot of em came from diff directions. haha! funny! my food was uneventful tho..bah.. then i got too sleepy and bored cos the food came so slow. Partcs cannot open a restaurant cos the food'll be hairy and everyone'd leave before the food even came! mehh.. heh. was stoning quite abit and tried to sleep on the chair. pltnmates said i looked angsty and tried taking pics of me.. nyeh.
then then we finally got dinner over with. and partcs put the tables to the side to empty the floor where we'd have the performances.. partas skit was so lame and strange but cute! haha lovelove.. then partbs skit always so educational haha but nicee.. and partcs womgg.. gay crew indeed~! lovelove company! and we're such terrible singers! sang songs for the company and we didnt know the lyrics and stared at the piece of paper like old grannies.. then we sang the parts' pltn songs.. all star, if we hold on and swear it all over again.. then we sang our pltn song "over seas from coast to coast, to find the place i love the most. where the fields are green, i'll see you once again, my love.." the memories that the song can conjure is unbelievable.. so all in all, we sang terribly but the parts all clapped super enthusiastically anw.. "entertaining performance" indeed.. haha!
then we got our presents from the parts! partbs like making presents! they gave us so many! lovelove partbs.. and i like their ranbow concept . nice presents! and they had this nice story/poem bout friendship too.. and the cookie they gave me broke. bah.. ooh and parta ncos are trend setters cos the part bs made wire stuffies too! we roxors! but we're smarter cos we used pliers! -nods..
then partas gave their presents.. yay sweet sweet partas! they made the pebble thing! the one that i tried to convince py and yh to make but they said dontwant or something..=/ but that's probably cos we couldnt find any and they cost 1dollar at taka and we have 20 partas.. haha! and they gave nice little things which were lovely.. =)
then partcs gave us stuffs too.. there weren't much but i think they've already done so much for us.. organizing ord parade and dinner.. cooking hairy food and all.. love partcs! yay! anw i LOVE the finger puppet thing they made for us. they made animal puppets for us that suited our character best apparentlyy.. py's was a giraffe cos she's tall (but i think what they really meant was that she's got a long neck and small head.. haha!) yh's was a kangaroo cos she's motherly.. sn's a bird cos she talks alot (she was angry cos she thought it was a chicken.. O.o) mine's an orange monkey! cos i was apparently cute and agile! (i actually thought it was an alien but nvm..)
oh and the parts like making pillows! probably cos its super easy to make and yet pretty.. pillows of all shapes,sizes and materials.. haha! lovelove pillows! oh and we felt bad cos we didnt make anything for the parts other than our own although were obliged to but still.. bah. made us realize we never really did appreciate the other parts enough.. so yeah i really really love the whole company yay!
so then we got to talk to our partas.. finally! but after the skits and stuff a few partas left.. and they wanted to leave without saying goodbye! was alittle hurt at that but they were crying already so we just gave them the prezzes and a tight HUG! said some stuffs also and yeah.. they actually asked us for a hug in the morn when we were talking to them but we said later. we weren't gonna deny them hugs cos meh that'll be mean.. still rmb last year when we asked our sec4s to take pics with us but they didnt want to.. ahwell..
so yeah.. talked to my partas.. they gave us this black board with handprints of my baby parts in 3 diff shades of green..pretty! then they gave us a HUGE pillow. mine's green! and py got yellow and yh black. haha! switchedd.. racist ncos indeed.. =)) then they gave us a scroll that the wrote. was so super longg! love partas yay! then we explained the prezzes we gave them. felt quite bad for making so little really.. bah.. but its the effort and thought that counts ryt? hope that's enough.. then we took some pictures and gave all of em hugs! yay i like hugs! and esp my partas cos theyre so small! well not all of em.. -glares at tall parta. made me tiptoe bah! haha nvmm.. partas like to take sneaky shots! so annoyingg bah! heh paparazzi woo~
lovelove! than at 11.20 or so partas hadta go home.. i wanted to hug em again so i did! heh. i didnt cry at all! so proud of myself yay! then partas left with a 'we love you ncos' and we replied 'we love you too partas'.. haha! then partbs left soon after.. then jy hadta go so i borrowed the ge and zr from the partcs for a little partd session. so we huddled and hugged and sang Right here waiting.. it was a nice moment.. all 8 of us together again.. memories came flooding and all kinds of emotion rushed thru me. and i finally cracked. cried and cried.. and got emo and i told jy that ive been wondering if she knew that i loved her and i told her that i really do. then i told pltnmates i loved em very much.. O.o strange..
then partcs came toddling along.. so we got them to take pics for us.. yeah then jy left.. was feeling super emo as we packed our prezzes.. more than 40 prezzes from the company in all.. big presents, small presents, lovely presents, odd presents.. but what i loved most of all was that they were mostly handmade. i love handmade presents cos theyre so heartfelt and meaningful and the parts took time off to make the stuffs for us..
so yeah.. im just really thankful for the rgsncc experience. and having the best company ever.. i've never felt so much love in all my life and the parts truly gave us the best ending to this chapter of our lives that lasted a whole 4years.. rgsncc will be just a memory but the company'll always have a place in my heart.. <3 rgsncc muchly.
Monday, August 07, 2006
Saturday, July 29, 2006
7 more days and we'll be through
not too long now.. gosh..
well friday was rhd.. amusing really.. and and andd i think there's quite a high chance of me becoming unstraight! O.o i think guys clothes are incredibly comfy woo~! oh and i ordered the super cool collectors' item toy but there were problems i guess so i didnt get em in the end. =/ after sch, me, nw and fariNa went for lunch and i lost my wallet. scary stuffs.. went back to sch to look for it and apparently it was at the go but i hadta pay 2bucks for it.. odd..
saturday was outdoor trg day! YAY! at pasir park. first and last outdoor trg.. sigh. anw, it was pretty fun.. got annoyed at certain times but it was overall really fun.. lovelovelove my parta babies.. =)) but lunch was sad cos they served non-halal spaghetti, which was disappointing cos the food looked good. gar! then we rushed back to whitesands where sir,mdm chng and ng treated us to swensens.. haha yay! then nw came and we went back to pasir ris park.. O.o then then then after that we went for dinner at cine with 2 strange guys! strange! and and they didnt eat so mehh..
monday was trg. im really gonna miss my partas.. the company.. etc. bah. anww, tues i went for math tuition. there was a frenchboy who was teaching ms long french words or something and it seemed as though she was flirting! disturbing really..
wed was c div basketball finals against zhonghua at delta near redhill. i love basketball matches! exciting rarr! and we so totally crushed them. lala! but it was a terribly violent match la.. terrible sportsmanship.. =/ then after that i met nw to collect my mp3 player which i've concluded, looks rather nice.. yup!
thursday was a looong day as usual. sleepy tired garr. thenn i went to jurong point to watch lakehouse with nw. yay yay! love lakehouse! haah!!
friday wasnt too bad.. handed in hist pt, had lsl presentation during assembly block.. oh! malay was rather interesting.. the first half of the lesson, cikgu made us clean up the class cos it was filthy! cleared the cupboards and stuff.. the area behind the board was especially gross cos there were rat shit. the 'mondok' that they've been talking about. so so so yuck..
after sch there was some friction between partbs and their temp ncos.. sigh the company! so we watched ord trg for awhile.. ooh partas were so mushed up emo beings and they told us they loved us. gosh! -hyperventilates~ then sn wasnt in the mood to go out so me,yh and zr went to taka. bought quite alot of food and went up to the place where our parta ncos took us for lunch once. the place has changed since, but the memories were.. *sighs! O.o then we went art friend to get the last trg materials.. then i hadta rush back to school for the inconvo forum.. interestingly infuriating indeed! garr.. the queenstown guy looked terribly pissed.. odd.. but yeah i was pretty annoyed at certain stuffs too but i didnt have time to say my piece during the forum. so when the thing was over, i was outside with cake when i saw our vice principal. I said Thank you..
so anw i've been doing presents today. fingers hurt like woahh.. sigh pain.. went out to get food.. then i slacked all the way till now.. im terrible! shall sleep soon and get max rest. yeaaahh!
oh and apparently part Cs read jnrs blogs quite frequently. just want to remind you all that blogs are like diaries and sometimes its best not to know certain stuffs.. and privay garr! make them respect you,dearies..
okay im super sleepy now..
super sweet sixteen last thurs woo~! i love you..-hugs tight
well friday was rhd.. amusing really.. and and andd i think there's quite a high chance of me becoming unstraight! O.o i think guys clothes are incredibly comfy woo~! oh and i ordered the super cool collectors' item toy but there were problems i guess so i didnt get em in the end. =/ after sch, me, nw and fariNa went for lunch and i lost my wallet. scary stuffs.. went back to sch to look for it and apparently it was at the go but i hadta pay 2bucks for it.. odd..
saturday was outdoor trg day! YAY! at pasir park. first and last outdoor trg.. sigh. anw, it was pretty fun.. got annoyed at certain times but it was overall really fun.. lovelovelove my parta babies.. =)) but lunch was sad cos they served non-halal spaghetti, which was disappointing cos the food looked good. gar! then we rushed back to whitesands where sir,mdm chng and ng treated us to swensens.. haha yay! then nw came and we went back to pasir ris park.. O.o then then then after that we went for dinner at cine with 2 strange guys! strange! and and they didnt eat so mehh..
monday was trg. im really gonna miss my partas.. the company.. etc. bah. anww, tues i went for math tuition. there was a frenchboy who was teaching ms long french words or something and it seemed as though she was flirting! disturbing really..
wed was c div basketball finals against zhonghua at delta near redhill. i love basketball matches! exciting rarr! and we so totally crushed them. lala! but it was a terribly violent match la.. terrible sportsmanship.. =/ then after that i met nw to collect my mp3 player which i've concluded, looks rather nice.. yup!
thursday was a looong day as usual. sleepy tired garr. thenn i went to jurong point to watch lakehouse with nw. yay yay! love lakehouse! haah!!
friday wasnt too bad.. handed in hist pt, had lsl presentation during assembly block.. oh! malay was rather interesting.. the first half of the lesson, cikgu made us clean up the class cos it was filthy! cleared the cupboards and stuff.. the area behind the board was especially gross cos there were rat shit. the 'mondok' that they've been talking about. so so so yuck..
after sch there was some friction between partbs and their temp ncos.. sigh the company! so we watched ord trg for awhile.. ooh partas were so mushed up emo beings and they told us they loved us. gosh! -hyperventilates~ then sn wasnt in the mood to go out so me,yh and zr went to taka. bought quite alot of food and went up to the place where our parta ncos took us for lunch once. the place has changed since, but the memories were.. *sighs! O.o then we went art friend to get the last trg materials.. then i hadta rush back to school for the inconvo forum.. interestingly infuriating indeed! garr.. the queenstown guy looked terribly pissed.. odd.. but yeah i was pretty annoyed at certain stuffs too but i didnt have time to say my piece during the forum. so when the thing was over, i was outside with cake when i saw our vice principal. I said Thank you..
so anw i've been doing presents today. fingers hurt like woahh.. sigh pain.. went out to get food.. then i slacked all the way till now.. im terrible! shall sleep soon and get max rest. yeaaahh!
oh and apparently part Cs read jnrs blogs quite frequently. just want to remind you all that blogs are like diaries and sometimes its best not to know certain stuffs.. and privay garr! make them respect you,dearies..
okay im super sleepy now..
super sweet sixteen last thurs woo~! i love you..-hugs tight
Thursday, July 20, 2006
2 more weeks and we'll be through
just read 1sg jiahui's blog entry bout our disappointing performance at campfeast.. gosh. so long ago.. i rmb feeling so awful and wanted so badly to undo whatshit ive done. god the mistakes i made was so.. garr-ing..
when we were cadets, when ncos scolded and screamed at us, we'd feel scared and sad for disappointing ourselves and ncos. we'd say "yes we must improve for our ncos!" O.o and now as an nco, i see my partas making mistakes, im disappointed only in myself cos i couldnt be a better nco. i didnt teach them the right stuffs. i wasnt forceful enough and that's why our partas started off pretty bad. it really does hurt to scold your part. the only part you'll ever have in your four years. and theyre only partas! theyre my babies. Us parta ncos have taken them in under our care as lost little pratas. 20 individuals brought together to form rgsncclandpartas`06. theyre a pltn now and theyre only at the start of a looong journey.. while pltnmates and i are ending ours in just 2 weeks..
gosh how time flies.
wotay! inter-ug day yst was bahded. i had my eng speech to write after sch and so i joined in later. ug day was basically just games and concert. O.o yeah.. me, ge and sn were in charge of the caterpillar station. and meh.. the people were so disorganized that i had a hugee urge to yell at them to fall in or something. mehs..
anw. concert was okay i spose.. haha gb sec 3s play was so super amusing.. ncc people eat all the time apparently.. hmm.. haha! and and the dbsk dance was so uber cool! yes yes. i wanna dance like them too. -nods! hahaha!
our performance wasnt tooo bad. we only got our roles and script like that morning itself. gosh scary.. i memorized my lines woo~! anw, was quite good overall i spose.. we won 3rd anw. haha! yay for last min work! we seem to be more efficient that way eh pltnmates? lala..
ohh yes. i was so super pissed. -nods! cos i wasted 4 bloody days of my hols making trophies. yes trophies which were, if not nice, then extremely time consuming. i specifically had 4 miscellaneous titles with trophies that i thought represented them quite well. but the judges decided that "ooh! let's create new titles!" or whatnots. most educational? most melodious? bloody screwballs..
and god i was right to assume that they'd dump the stuffs just like that. i currently have 3 abandoned trophies.. haah! one of which i brought home for memories sake. ahwell.. and i thought i was fine already until i picked up another trophy. pltnmates were talking to the company gathered at the amphitheatre. so i just joined in and ge asked what i was holding/doing. =/ so i told her i was picking up trash.. then i got sad again and tried hiding behind ge and cried. haha! it's not so much because they didnt like it. but that they didnt appreciate my effort enough to at least hold on to the trophy sometime before, if they must, throw it somewhere where i wont see it. but nooo.. hurtful people.. haha!
aight aight. sposed to do ss article review outline. needed to vent. done that so yeah.. YAY SS! O.o
-hugs tight. olivejuice..
when we were cadets, when ncos scolded and screamed at us, we'd feel scared and sad for disappointing ourselves and ncos. we'd say "yes we must improve for our ncos!" O.o and now as an nco, i see my partas making mistakes, im disappointed only in myself cos i couldnt be a better nco. i didnt teach them the right stuffs. i wasnt forceful enough and that's why our partas started off pretty bad. it really does hurt to scold your part. the only part you'll ever have in your four years. and theyre only partas! theyre my babies. Us parta ncos have taken them in under our care as lost little pratas. 20 individuals brought together to form rgsncclandpartas`06. theyre a pltn now and theyre only at the start of a looong journey.. while pltnmates and i are ending ours in just 2 weeks..
gosh how time flies.
wotay! inter-ug day yst was bahded. i had my eng speech to write after sch and so i joined in later. ug day was basically just games and concert. O.o yeah.. me, ge and sn were in charge of the caterpillar station. and meh.. the people were so disorganized that i had a hugee urge to yell at them to fall in or something. mehs..
anw. concert was okay i spose.. haha gb sec 3s play was so super amusing.. ncc people eat all the time apparently.. hmm.. haha! and and the dbsk dance was so uber cool! yes yes. i wanna dance like them too. -nods! hahaha!
our performance wasnt tooo bad. we only got our roles and script like that morning itself. gosh scary.. i memorized my lines woo~! anw, was quite good overall i spose.. we won 3rd anw. haha! yay for last min work! we seem to be more efficient that way eh pltnmates? lala..
ohh yes. i was so super pissed. -nods! cos i wasted 4 bloody days of my hols making trophies. yes trophies which were, if not nice, then extremely time consuming. i specifically had 4 miscellaneous titles with trophies that i thought represented them quite well. but the judges decided that "ooh! let's create new titles!" or whatnots. most educational? most melodious? bloody screwballs..
and god i was right to assume that they'd dump the stuffs just like that. i currently have 3 abandoned trophies.. haah! one of which i brought home for memories sake. ahwell.. and i thought i was fine already until i picked up another trophy. pltnmates were talking to the company gathered at the amphitheatre. so i just joined in and ge asked what i was holding/doing. =/ so i told her i was picking up trash.. then i got sad again and tried hiding behind ge and cried. haha! it's not so much because they didnt like it. but that they didnt appreciate my effort enough to at least hold on to the trophy sometime before, if they must, throw it somewhere where i wont see it. but nooo.. hurtful people.. haha!
aight aight. sposed to do ss article review outline. needed to vent. done that so yeah.. YAY SS! O.o
-hugs tight. olivejuice..
Sunday, July 16, 2006
when times are better
today's a sunday. and as expected, i've been slacking again. garr!
monday: trg. company pt and drills.. not too bad.. zerui's birthdayy! haah! got back chem and physics pt. not too bad.. cant rmb what else
tuesday: short day. went for the swim finals thing with fariNa, who were oggling the shirtless guys. -nods! and superman. =/ yay i cheered alott and lost my voice. woots! then then me and farin went to eat at toa payoh. bought noodles then me and farin shared carrot cake. haha! then i called dad to ask whether he was going home then he said he was leaving the office so we went down to meet him but he needed to pop by the bank awhile so he gave us 10bucks to spend at macs. haha! but farin looked so disappointed that i bought only drinks.
wednesday: sick! had fever the night before probably cos we were caught in the rain. i was somewhat better in the morning but i hadnt studied for the english test so i was freaking out and mom said i should stay home cos i wasnt feeling all that well anw. went to the docs and had breakfast. then i got home and slept. slept. then went for tuition. ooh finally got my potato salad! =)
thursday: loong day. got back my maths paper. 38/40 woo~! first time i ever got above 30. yay me! was sposed to have interug day rehearsals after school but pltnmates all had stuffs after school and only me and ge were left. shorthanded much.. and i was groggy cos i ate my pills and we managed to free ourselves. went home and slept. oh yes~ got to class after the bell and the natl anthem and when i was at the door, there was announcement for me and some others to report to the general office. had a godawful shock. gah. then rushed down and was even more shocked to see prama. mehh.. apparently mscheryl nominated me,grace and liju for the service award thinger. odd stuffs..
friday: short day. commanded during morn assembly. The girl that everyone was freaked by was.. freaky. yes. weird weird person.. after sch went for lunch with nw, farin and na. orgasmm! O.o childish childish them.. then we got bored so we took 190 to cityhall and went to esplanade. me and nw danced the hula dance! then na went home and the 3 of us went to candy empire where farin decided not to buy anything cos she thought that 2bucks would suffice. O.o was depressed by the loads of chocs so i was cranky. then we bought ice cream and went home while farin went for baybeats. was kinda late for mad again. i have a pt for Akhlak. write a 5page rencana. gosh seriouslyy. mehh.. shall just do on gejala sosial so'd i can get notes from malay class. yay rp! then then i had a contemplative and emo night. yes. odd..
sat: rgs open house. so extraa! roamed the school with yh and py awhile. bored us ended up at the kitchens watching a vid on how to make yam cake cos we were looking for food. got samples tho.. then yh hadta go with her shift so me and py just slacked off at the ncc room.. suddenly knocknock and encik cheryl came in. we're still freaked by sec4s somewhat so we went out of the room and saw a freaky black spider outside our door. then we tried to make it go into the guides room and it did. O.o shh dont tell them.
then i hadta go off for chemicar race. haha renu and me yeahh! we hit the max distance and since only 2 classes showed up, we probably won.. and us kind souls helped 403's elizabeth(?) with her car cos her teammates ditched her or something. odd girl tells us she doesnt like her class cos they weren't bonded. riite.. anw yeah she got her car to move. then me and renu went to the canteen to get our free food. yh and ge had been queuing for a half hr so we asked them to collect the food for us. then a random girl came by and asked if we wanted food cos she had extra. hoorah i had 2packets of rice!
after lunch i found na who was mothering her sis. dont tell her but i think she reminded me of her mom.. =/ yeah then i went for flockeyy! woo~! i missed flockey! met nw at boonkeng and walked to the spos office. only kaiyuen(?), zaini, zaidi, luqman, ramadhan,msmei and coach shaiful were there. ahwell.. trg was intense! few breaks and hot sun and mehh. was exhausted.. then we went home. there's a straight bus to cck and it took less than an hour! garr i never knew..
sunday: went to the park with dad and sisters. played basketball, skipping and odd stuffs. very amusing.. then nisah made me cycle her bike home. sucked. was too small i think and the gears were screwy so my thighs hurt like mad. garr! then dad waiting downstairs then we went for brunch at lj. haha yay!
and now im slacking. garr! was trying to write "my contributions & achievements to society" and realized that i have so little.. dont think i'd qualify for the award but ahwell.. i've done as much as i possibly can and that's all that matters. to me at least. yupyup! after all, im planning to continue with spos for as long as i can. still hoping i can get a job involving social work or something.. haha!
rite. shall try mugging again. so shitted. bahhhH!
and i love You! woo~! -hugs.. O.o
monday: trg. company pt and drills.. not too bad.. zerui's birthdayy! haah! got back chem and physics pt. not too bad.. cant rmb what else
tuesday: short day. went for the swim finals thing with fariNa, who were oggling the shirtless guys. -nods! and superman. =/ yay i cheered alott and lost my voice. woots! then then me and farin went to eat at toa payoh. bought noodles then me and farin shared carrot cake. haha! then i called dad to ask whether he was going home then he said he was leaving the office so we went down to meet him but he needed to pop by the bank awhile so he gave us 10bucks to spend at macs. haha! but farin looked so disappointed that i bought only drinks.
wednesday: sick! had fever the night before probably cos we were caught in the rain. i was somewhat better in the morning but i hadnt studied for the english test so i was freaking out and mom said i should stay home cos i wasnt feeling all that well anw. went to the docs and had breakfast. then i got home and slept. slept. then went for tuition. ooh finally got my potato salad! =)
thursday: loong day. got back my maths paper. 38/40 woo~! first time i ever got above 30. yay me! was sposed to have interug day rehearsals after school but pltnmates all had stuffs after school and only me and ge were left. shorthanded much.. and i was groggy cos i ate my pills and we managed to free ourselves. went home and slept. oh yes~ got to class after the bell and the natl anthem and when i was at the door, there was announcement for me and some others to report to the general office. had a godawful shock. gah. then rushed down and was even more shocked to see prama. mehh.. apparently mscheryl nominated me,grace and liju for the service award thinger. odd stuffs..
friday: short day. commanded during morn assembly. The girl that everyone was freaked by was.. freaky. yes. weird weird person.. after sch went for lunch with nw, farin and na. orgasmm! O.o childish childish them.. then we got bored so we took 190 to cityhall and went to esplanade. me and nw danced the hula dance! then na went home and the 3 of us went to candy empire where farin decided not to buy anything cos she thought that 2bucks would suffice. O.o was depressed by the loads of chocs so i was cranky. then we bought ice cream and went home while farin went for baybeats. was kinda late for mad again. i have a pt for Akhlak. write a 5page rencana. gosh seriouslyy. mehh.. shall just do on gejala sosial so'd i can get notes from malay class. yay rp! then then i had a contemplative and emo night. yes. odd..
sat: rgs open house. so extraa! roamed the school with yh and py awhile. bored us ended up at the kitchens watching a vid on how to make yam cake cos we were looking for food. got samples tho.. then yh hadta go with her shift so me and py just slacked off at the ncc room.. suddenly knocknock and encik cheryl came in. we're still freaked by sec4s somewhat so we went out of the room and saw a freaky black spider outside our door. then we tried to make it go into the guides room and it did. O.o shh dont tell them.
then i hadta go off for chemicar race. haha renu and me yeahh! we hit the max distance and since only 2 classes showed up, we probably won.. and us kind souls helped 403's elizabeth(?) with her car cos her teammates ditched her or something. odd girl tells us she doesnt like her class cos they weren't bonded. riite.. anw yeah she got her car to move. then me and renu went to the canteen to get our free food. yh and ge had been queuing for a half hr so we asked them to collect the food for us. then a random girl came by and asked if we wanted food cos she had extra. hoorah i had 2packets of rice!
after lunch i found na who was mothering her sis. dont tell her but i think she reminded me of her mom.. =/ yeah then i went for flockeyy! woo~! i missed flockey! met nw at boonkeng and walked to the spos office. only kaiyuen(?), zaini, zaidi, luqman, ramadhan,msmei and coach shaiful were there. ahwell.. trg was intense! few breaks and hot sun and mehh. was exhausted.. then we went home. there's a straight bus to cck and it took less than an hour! garr i never knew..
sunday: went to the park with dad and sisters. played basketball, skipping and odd stuffs. very amusing.. then nisah made me cycle her bike home. sucked. was too small i think and the gears were screwy so my thighs hurt like mad. garr! then dad waiting downstairs then we went for brunch at lj. haha yay!
and now im slacking. garr! was trying to write "my contributions & achievements to society" and realized that i have so little.. dont think i'd qualify for the award but ahwell.. i've done as much as i possibly can and that's all that matters. to me at least. yupyup! after all, im planning to continue with spos for as long as i can. still hoping i can get a job involving social work or something.. haha!
rite. shall try mugging again. so shitted. bahhhH!
and i love You! woo~! -hugs.. O.o
Sunday, July 09, 2006
gosh cake
woots birthday week. i am legal! yeha.
monday trg. no more jieying in school.. sad stuffs.. bah..
tuesday: short day. rushed off home to get my mp3 player. ladeedum. collected specs, went to akira to get my player checked.. and nw..
wednesday: philo debate was a success! -nods. hurt my ankle during soccer.. bah hurt the ankle on my birthday last year too. deja vu woots.. then ncc day parade rehearsal till 4.. sized the company etc etc. then we took over ncc air awhile. the partas are scary.. made me kinda proud of my partas.. haha! anw, taught the air partas hormat and tahap(sp?)sedia etc etc. ahwell..
then went for tuition with nana who was angry with me cos we were late. =/
thursday: twas my birthday. weee! partas gave me a store bought cake with partas made icing. haha! so sweeeet! like literallyy.. but haha! lovelove my partas.. then then i got muffins from na! they were yummyy. and and a poster thinger and a mirrorwriting letter. O.o lovelove liyanaa!
after school went to orchard with farin to meet taufiq to collect my prezze. O.o haha! but it was nice la. so weee! then met nw then farin went home. so yeah.. went home too.. and nw made me a balloon squirrel. =// then at bp we saw msg weining. was in shock. gosh! so yeah greeted her when she walked away..
then when i got home i changed out for dinner out with my family. haha pizza hut is fun. thenn got a cheesy card from my parents which was sweet.. and a phone for my birthday. woots! well i get to choose and buy much much later i spose..
friday: ncc day observance parade. reached school ard 6.35.. sewed on my staff ranks. (thanks alot sir.garr..) and yeah was panicking like crazy.. and sir chew came in asking whether he can stand under the fan.. py was in short shorts and i had my skirt hiked up to my thighs. gosh that fish.. then sir chia was at the door and the dudes were discussing where to put ncc air's planes. i was soo super annoyed. garr!! then sir, as he was leaving the room, asked whether i could finish sewing in time. i think i almost growled at him or something. but yeah i did finish in time for the parade. so yh commanded the company. and they marched good! =) altho dressing after belok was a little screwy.. but ahwell. alot better than ncc air. the dudes didnt even bang at berhenti. gosh.. anw kinda embarassing considering that they still wear the rgs tags on their shoulder to hq.. see! they shouldve joined us at land.. -nods..
so yes i screwed up the first part of the speech cos i was still tense from the nerve-wrecking rank sewing incident and bleah. recovered after awhile and finished the super long speech by dr arthur beng, bbm. hahahahaha! inside joke much. and yeah. what Does bbm stand for?
after sch, went out with fariNa and nw. said hi to nw's friend for some reason.. then we were late for the movie so ended up watching superman at lido instead.. and gosh cake! gahh? was in shock for some time.. sigh strange people.. thanks anw for the pink frilly lingerie. was.. sweet. yes. and farin gave me foods from famous amos and nw baked me yummy brownies..=) then i was late for mad.
saturday: 9am at pasir ris. pltnmates were super late tsk! esp zr who came hours later after we've left pasir ris park. reccee'd the place. planned next sat's outdoor trg. cycled around. cycled in the maze. cycle cycle. haha. ass hurt bad. they should make better bicycle seats. -nods. scary man at the toilet..
then met nw at jurong point. where apparently the top 12 spore idols will be appearing at 4. =/ i like long bus rides.. haha!
so yeah got home all tired and bathed and prayed and slept. and slept. and slept.
i love you,baby.. 6years! pinky promise! O.o -snuggles..
monday trg. no more jieying in school.. sad stuffs.. bah..
tuesday: short day. rushed off home to get my mp3 player. ladeedum. collected specs, went to akira to get my player checked.. and nw..
wednesday: philo debate was a success! -nods. hurt my ankle during soccer.. bah hurt the ankle on my birthday last year too. deja vu woots.. then ncc day parade rehearsal till 4.. sized the company etc etc. then we took over ncc air awhile. the partas are scary.. made me kinda proud of my partas.. haha! anw, taught the air partas hormat and tahap(sp?)sedia etc etc. ahwell..
then went for tuition with nana who was angry with me cos we were late. =/
thursday: twas my birthday. weee! partas gave me a store bought cake with partas made icing. haha! so sweeeet! like literallyy.. but haha! lovelove my partas.. then then i got muffins from na! they were yummyy. and and a poster thinger and a mirrorwriting letter. O.o lovelove liyanaa!
after school went to orchard with farin to meet taufiq to collect my prezze. O.o haha! but it was nice la. so weee! then met nw then farin went home. so yeah.. went home too.. and nw made me a balloon squirrel. =// then at bp we saw msg weining. was in shock. gosh! so yeah greeted her when she walked away..
then when i got home i changed out for dinner out with my family. haha pizza hut is fun. thenn got a cheesy card from my parents which was sweet.. and a phone for my birthday. woots! well i get to choose and buy much much later i spose..
friday: ncc day observance parade. reached school ard 6.35.. sewed on my staff ranks. (thanks alot sir.garr..) and yeah was panicking like crazy.. and sir chew came in asking whether he can stand under the fan.. py was in short shorts and i had my skirt hiked up to my thighs. gosh that fish.. then sir chia was at the door and the dudes were discussing where to put ncc air's planes. i was soo super annoyed. garr!! then sir, as he was leaving the room, asked whether i could finish sewing in time. i think i almost growled at him or something. but yeah i did finish in time for the parade. so yh commanded the company. and they marched good! =) altho dressing after belok was a little screwy.. but ahwell. alot better than ncc air. the dudes didnt even bang at berhenti. gosh.. anw kinda embarassing considering that they still wear the rgs tags on their shoulder to hq.. see! they shouldve joined us at land.. -nods..
so yes i screwed up the first part of the speech cos i was still tense from the nerve-wrecking rank sewing incident and bleah. recovered after awhile and finished the super long speech by dr arthur beng, bbm. hahahahaha! inside joke much. and yeah. what Does bbm stand for?
after sch, went out with fariNa and nw. said hi to nw's friend for some reason.. then we were late for the movie so ended up watching superman at lido instead.. and gosh cake! gahh? was in shock for some time.. sigh strange people.. thanks anw for the pink frilly lingerie. was.. sweet. yes. and farin gave me foods from famous amos and nw baked me yummy brownies..=) then i was late for mad.
saturday: 9am at pasir ris. pltnmates were super late tsk! esp zr who came hours later after we've left pasir ris park. reccee'd the place. planned next sat's outdoor trg. cycled around. cycled in the maze. cycle cycle. haha. ass hurt bad. they should make better bicycle seats. -nods. scary man at the toilet..
then met nw at jurong point. where apparently the top 12 spore idols will be appearing at 4. =/ i like long bus rides.. haha!
so yeah got home all tired and bathed and prayed and slept. and slept. and slept.
i love you,baby.. 6years! pinky promise! O.o -snuggles..
Friday, June 30, 2006
right here waiting..
week zoomed past..
monday was.. okay.. trg.. found out that jy was gonna study in uk and this week's her last.. didnt really press for details. kinda thought that if i didnt know, i could pretend that its not gonna happen or something.. =/ ahwell..
and omg zerui has a belly piercing! cool shit.. and haha poor girl hadta demo prone during partC livefiring.. ouchh..
tues was odd.. short dayy. planned to get home early and do work. ended up in fareast with fariNa and seleena for lunch. slept till 6+ when i got home.. productive much..
wed was trg again. tiring bah. had company games,songs and cheers. kinda sad.. one of the last few company moments.. we got ultra mushed up and some of us were crying abit. mainly cos we'll be one pltnmate short.. again. and yeah.. ord-ing in 4-5 weeks. finally understand why ex sec4s and all always look so.. sad when we have company stuffs.. seeing the jnrs all enjoying themselves.. arms around each other in the tight circle. we were in their shoes once..
i took for granted
all the times
that i thought would last somehow
bah shall leave all the emo shiite for ord or something..
so anw thurs was looong and torturous.. was so tiredd. and when school ended at 3, there was still tuition to go for.. mehwell.. ohh but a relief teacher came in for chem cos jkoh was on course. it was refreshingg! i learnt alot more than i ever did in any other chem lesson. yay! sad to know that there are alternatives that you cant get..
friday- lessons were pretty much uneventful.. oh eng is shit screwed.. im like seeriously dead for eng so bahh bleah.
Drama and JK meeting after school. i now know why cikgu's been acting cold towards me lately.. sheesh. i was pissed beyond pissed. god i dont rmb ever being that pissed really.. garr!
so anw.. -nods. we shouldnt blog cos it'll just jatuhkan maruah pelajar-pelajar rgs.. it's called mengumpat.. fitnah.. etc etc..
John Constantine:
Angels and Demons can't cross over into our plane. So, instead we get what I call half-breeds. The influence peddlers. They can only whisper in our ears. A single word can give you courage, or turn your favorite pleasure into your worst nightmare. Those with the demon's touch and those part angel, living alongside us. They call it the balance. I call it hypocritical bullshit.
anw.. cikgu's very much unprofessional i realize..na: "you just noticed?" ahwell.. fine i was deluded. well she used to be nice i guess.. till i dubbed her kambeng. bah she doesnt deserve it.. ahwell she's influenced easily.
they were just dying to hear what i had to say for myself. haha? =/ i dunno. i was super pissed but i couldnt be bothered to settle the matter. i mean what i said i guess.. i did my work and i know that i've contributed as much as i could considering the circumstances. farin and na know i got some work done and i dont quite give a damn what they thought of me. sheesh..
ahwell.. haven't seen nancy in a week.. feeling quite lost somehow.. oh bother..
and meh.. know how you regret after doing or saying stuffs? i think i really should start thinking more.. hohum.
olivejuice 15mth baby.. 69 more..? =// -hugs
monday was.. okay.. trg.. found out that jy was gonna study in uk and this week's her last.. didnt really press for details. kinda thought that if i didnt know, i could pretend that its not gonna happen or something.. =/ ahwell..
and omg zerui has a belly piercing! cool shit.. and haha poor girl hadta demo prone during partC livefiring.. ouchh..
tues was odd.. short dayy. planned to get home early and do work. ended up in fareast with fariNa and seleena for lunch. slept till 6+ when i got home.. productive much..
wed was trg again. tiring bah. had company games,songs and cheers. kinda sad.. one of the last few company moments.. we got ultra mushed up and some of us were crying abit. mainly cos we'll be one pltnmate short.. again. and yeah.. ord-ing in 4-5 weeks. finally understand why ex sec4s and all always look so.. sad when we have company stuffs.. seeing the jnrs all enjoying themselves.. arms around each other in the tight circle. we were in their shoes once..
i took for granted
all the times
that i thought would last somehow
bah shall leave all the emo shiite for ord or something..
so anw thurs was looong and torturous.. was so tiredd. and when school ended at 3, there was still tuition to go for.. mehwell.. ohh but a relief teacher came in for chem cos jkoh was on course. it was refreshingg! i learnt alot more than i ever did in any other chem lesson. yay! sad to know that there are alternatives that you cant get..
friday- lessons were pretty much uneventful.. oh eng is shit screwed.. im like seeriously dead for eng so bahh bleah.
Drama and JK meeting after school. i now know why cikgu's been acting cold towards me lately.. sheesh. i was pissed beyond pissed. god i dont rmb ever being that pissed really.. garr!
so anw.. -nods. we shouldnt blog cos it'll just jatuhkan maruah pelajar-pelajar rgs.. it's called mengumpat.. fitnah.. etc etc..
John Constantine:
Angels and Demons can't cross over into our plane. So, instead we get what I call half-breeds. The influence peddlers. They can only whisper in our ears. A single word can give you courage, or turn your favorite pleasure into your worst nightmare. Those with the demon's touch and those part angel, living alongside us. They call it the balance. I call it hypocritical bullshit.
anw.. cikgu's very much unprofessional i realize..na: "you just noticed?" ahwell.. fine i was deluded. well she used to be nice i guess.. till i dubbed her kambeng. bah she doesnt deserve it.. ahwell she's influenced easily.
they were just dying to hear what i had to say for myself. haha? =/ i dunno. i was super pissed but i couldnt be bothered to settle the matter. i mean what i said i guess.. i did my work and i know that i've contributed as much as i could considering the circumstances. farin and na know i got some work done and i dont quite give a damn what they thought of me. sheesh..
ahwell.. haven't seen nancy in a week.. feeling quite lost somehow.. oh bother..
and meh.. know how you regret after doing or saying stuffs? i think i really should start thinking more.. hohum.
olivejuice 15mth baby.. 69 more..? =// -hugs
Monday, June 19, 2006
cake?
im still wondering why i bother to blog at such an ungodly hour..
anw. week was.. fine i guess. hols are ending really soon. wish i did more work tho.. bah..
and woohooos im here cos i just completed my section of the om report with 3000+ words. i am pro! well not really. but crapping for..4 hours is fun i guess.
have i mentioned that my upper lip is swollen? well half of it actually. it's really gross and ugly. blueh. think it was cos of the prawns i ate at the wedding today. garr.. got worse throughout the day. but i think the swelling's actually going down now.. hmm..
and i wanted to blog bout wednesday when i went to johor with my family. i ate amazingly alott of food and i thought it'll be nice to record it all down. hmm if i can rmb that is..
and gosh Cake is driving me.. curiously insane..? meh.
and i should mention liyana mahirah cos she wonders why i never mention her in my entries. haha! hello na. i guess its cos there are more impt things to blog about. like food and stuffs. =) love you na!
and i wanna do my wp soonnn! grrs. but farin didnt seem to have fun at hers.. i shouldve tried applying for the zoo job. sounded really fun.. bah.
and haha! this is what i've been doing for most of the first 3 months of this year,
It is a tale of a SandWitch who collects shapes and incorporates them within her tower. She is yet to collect the final two shapes, which are the pentagon and the circle, that will enable her to unlock the power within the tower. The witch tricks two heroes of their own trade, with her evil plan. They were The Pentagon and the Knight of the Round table. The witch sets up the bait of the beautiful princess Rapunzel and the monetary reward of a million dollars. The duo competes for the prize money and soon discovers that they had been duped. After accidentally killing the witch while dueling, they have angered her and she revives for revenge. They then proceed to engage in an international car/tower chase. The unlikely duo soon grew tired of the chase and combined powers to defeat the witch in a final showdown (Power rangers sequence). The duo triumphs and in the process, has forged a newfound friendship.
haha. well that's it. i miss om.. =( and ob sabah.. =( and ncc.. =( and pltnmates.. =( and people.. =(
and nazri? hmm.. haha! olivejuice..
-yawns.
anw. week was.. fine i guess. hols are ending really soon. wish i did more work tho.. bah..
and woohooos im here cos i just completed my section of the om report with 3000+ words. i am pro! well not really. but crapping for..4 hours is fun i guess.
have i mentioned that my upper lip is swollen? well half of it actually. it's really gross and ugly. blueh. think it was cos of the prawns i ate at the wedding today. garr.. got worse throughout the day. but i think the swelling's actually going down now.. hmm..
and i wanted to blog bout wednesday when i went to johor with my family. i ate amazingly alott of food and i thought it'll be nice to record it all down. hmm if i can rmb that is..
and gosh Cake is driving me.. curiously insane..? meh.
and i should mention liyana mahirah cos she wonders why i never mention her in my entries. haha! hello na. i guess its cos there are more impt things to blog about. like food and stuffs. =) love you na!
and i wanna do my wp soonnn! grrs. but farin didnt seem to have fun at hers.. i shouldve tried applying for the zoo job. sounded really fun.. bah.
and haha! this is what i've been doing for most of the first 3 months of this year,
It is a tale of a SandWitch who collects shapes and incorporates them within her tower. She is yet to collect the final two shapes, which are the pentagon and the circle, that will enable her to unlock the power within the tower. The witch tricks two heroes of their own trade, with her evil plan. They were The Pentagon and the Knight of the Round table. The witch sets up the bait of the beautiful princess Rapunzel and the monetary reward of a million dollars. The duo competes for the prize money and soon discovers that they had been duped. After accidentally killing the witch while dueling, they have angered her and she revives for revenge. They then proceed to engage in an international car/tower chase. The unlikely duo soon grew tired of the chase and combined powers to defeat the witch in a final showdown (Power rangers sequence). The duo triumphs and in the process, has forged a newfound friendship.
haha. well that's it. i miss om.. =( and ob sabah.. =( and ncc.. =( and pltnmates.. =( and people.. =(
and nazri? hmm.. haha! olivejuice..
-yawns.
Monday, June 12, 2006
homebound
wookay. hols are.. okay.
physics pt due wed and i did the most horribly stupid and irresponsible thing ever everr. was sposed to meet ob dudes to get pics from the cckss nccsea co. and i was uberly late cos i was finishing up my physics pt. was panicking terribly in the bus. then there was a random sec 1 rg dude who boarded the bus at bukit panjang so i asked her to hand it in for me. and also asked her to get 4pages of my report from the class tray which farin left for me. like wth. so im worried shit and the best i could do was email thiock. err yeah.
anw got the ob pics. i love love the scenery! wooo! miss sabah lots but yeah..
so yeah. been slacking since wed cept for tuition on thurs. but yeah. most stuffs i needta do is on the com and mom's been rather pms-y. mehhs..
i've been home most the time too cos mom wont let me out. ive been reduced to doing domestic chores half the time but i guess its good to have time to finally read. haha joy.
okay that's all bout my exciting week. woo~
olivejuice,cupcake. gah cake. terrible dudes.. -hugs tight.
physics pt due wed and i did the most horribly stupid and irresponsible thing ever everr. was sposed to meet ob dudes to get pics from the cckss nccsea co. and i was uberly late cos i was finishing up my physics pt. was panicking terribly in the bus. then there was a random sec 1 rg dude who boarded the bus at bukit panjang so i asked her to hand it in for me. and also asked her to get 4pages of my report from the class tray which farin left for me. like wth. so im worried shit and the best i could do was email thiock. err yeah.
anw got the ob pics. i love love the scenery! wooo! miss sabah lots but yeah..
so yeah. been slacking since wed cept for tuition on thurs. but yeah. most stuffs i needta do is on the com and mom's been rather pms-y. mehhs..
i've been home most the time too cos mom wont let me out. ive been reduced to doing domestic chores half the time but i guess its good to have time to finally read. haha joy.
okay that's all bout my exciting week. woo~
olivejuice,cupcake. gah cake. terrible dudes.. -hugs tight.
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
malacca!
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malacca had never looked so interesting before.hoohaa im baackk!
so anw reported at rg at 7.15. huge delay at spore customs cos there was alot alot of people. =/
anw the green revolution tour was.. information overlaod indeed. oh our guide was Asok/Asoka/Ashok and our driver was Elvis. eh.. i seriously cant rmb his real name but people call him cos his hair was phwarr! and he's really nice. -nods.
so urm yeah malaysia's hot hot! garr!
oh yes i ate alot super alott. uhhuhh. firstly, we had a stopover at that place where they have nicenice kaya balls and corn. yes i like. then i also bout potato wedges.
then we had lunch at this chinese stall which wasnt halal btw! grr. so i was ostracized and was supposed to eat with the guide and teachers but i refused so i just grabbed some food and sat with the rest. yeah it was fish. big fish. i was hungry..
then we reached the hotel. then we went for dinner at the portugese settlement. oh and potugese boys are very hot. and i mean boys. the older ones didnt turn out too good. but the women are hot! woos..
oh then the owner of the restaurant sang and played for the guitar for us. and he once sang for ex president wee kim wee. woahhs. and portugese songs are strangely nice! and he sang also la bamba. which was so uberly cool. uhhuhs!
so anw reported at rg at 7.15. huge delay at spore customs cos there was alot alot of people. =/
anw the green revolution tour was.. information overlaod indeed. oh our guide was Asok/Asoka/Ashok and our driver was Elvis. eh.. i seriously cant rmb his real name but people call him cos his hair was phwarr! and he's really nice. -nods.
so urm yeah malaysia's hot hot! garr!
oh yes i ate alot super alott. uhhuhh. firstly, we had a stopover at that place where they have nicenice kaya balls and corn. yes i like. then i also bout potato wedges.
then we had lunch at this chinese stall which wasnt halal btw! grr. so i was ostracized and was supposed to eat with the guide and teachers but i refused so i just grabbed some food and sat with the rest. yeah it was fish. big fish. i was hungry..
then we reached the hotel. then we went for dinner at the portugese settlement. oh and potugese boys are very hot. and i mean boys. the older ones didnt turn out too good. but the women are hot! woos..
oh then the owner of the restaurant sang and played for the guitar for us. and he once sang for ex president wee kim wee. woahhs. and portugese songs are strangely nice! and he sang also la bamba. which was so uberly cool. uhhuhs!
then we went back and slept. dunno bout the rest tho. most of them kept playing bridge. =/
so then the next day me and roommate soonae woke up late. somewhat. i woke up at 6.45, prayed then showered and the wake up call was at 7. then soon got ready then we went for breakfast to find that most of them were almost done eating. mehness. i ate 5 plates/bowls in total. was proud of myself. uhhuhs!
then went back up, went around malacca studying stuffs. visited the historical sites.. interesting. but it was meltingly hot hot hot! garr! then we walked back to the hotel to wash up and i managed to nap for half an hour then out for lunch!again. went to straits Malacca hotel (or something) for buffet lunch! woots. rgs got a room all to ourselves with our own buffet and everything. there was another school outside with the rest of them. interesting..
i loaded my plate like woahh. they didnt think i'd finish it. i didnt think i would either but yeah. yumm! i finished even faster than some. i so rock.. then we went to get ice cream at the other room. hadta queue for awhile. and i talked to one of the girls from the other school. some saint dunnowhat school. amusing.. they were there to help out at an orphanage! how cool is thatt?? woos. anw i realize that i never ask names when i talk to random people. and when they do ask me for my name i'd be like err.. O.o bahs.
yeah then we went for our urban studies. again i'd like to stress on the fact that it was a terribly hot day. hott! we were assigned streets at Jonker's walk and we were to do the stuffs like measuring the length, interviewing 3 shopowner etc. and wth la. a bird shit on me. it shit on me! Me! ME! yuck yuck yuck. at first i thought it was just slight and continued measuring. step by step foot by foot. until i crossed paths with charissa. and when i told her to look at my back, she was like eew.. it was green! oh man sickk.. and it was hours before we went back to the hotel.. so she helped me wash and rub it off with tissue. my savior.. and one of the shopeowners is superbly nice. he even gave us bcans of 100 plus. wow nice..
then we finished early and they had drinks and ice cream. so ex.. then we walked back to the meeting point where on the way there was this cool shop which had a traditional chinese entrace sorta thing but had an amazingly modern interior. wowza.. and the stuff was cheap. so happy. i bought chocs, ice cream and coke. haha!
then the bus took us to mahkota parade. slight shopping. didnt buy anything tho. and i managed to scan the various food choices for lunch the next day. dilemma between pizza and kenny rogers..
went back to the hotel. prayed and showered then we went out for dinner at a nyonya restaurant. wasnt that nice.. food was so little! but i wasnt that hungry anw.. then we went back to the hotel. prayed an knocked out..
didnt sleep all that well. got at least 8hours of sleep. prayed. slept again. woke up. showered. morning call at 8. soon ae got ready. went down for breakfast at 8.30. was so annoyed that i ate only 3 plates of stuff. was too full. oh but one time when i went up to get more food, i caught elvis peering at us. elvis: you all sitting at the smoking area? me: uh.. cos we smoke..? O.o funny dude..
yupyup. then went up to watch tv. kexin crashed at our room awhile. i think we were boring and are bad hosts. ahwell..
then left the room at 10. almost left the passports in the safe. gosh. then we went to the local product shop. didnt buy anything. so ex and pointless..
then shopped at mahkota parade. i was just tagging along and bored. the dudes were really nice and helped me find a bra cos i said i wanted to buy one. =/
bought dad a usb fan thing with light at RM27 for his birthday. silly really but i thought it was the coolest thing ever so..
then me and sam had lunch at shakey's pizza. the rest of them wanted chicken rice. =/ super great deal. small pizza(which was really filling), chicken soup, coke and a scoop of strawberry ice cream. and yeah they're sposed to give a free something if they dont serve in 15mins. val and co got theirs in 20mins but the people claimed it was 13. =/
we got ours in 10mins and sam claims its cos im malay. indeed.. oh but i thought it was cool that they gave us our ice cream only when we were done with our pizza. haha!
oh and while waiting for our food, i gave in to temptation and converted dad's spare malaysian currency for emergencies. so then in less than half an hour, i bought the stuffs i had been eyeing since the day before. bought myself a hoodie, nazri's prezze, and of course, food. weee!
but we were late. got scolded somewhat by mrs yap. then the bus went all the way zoom zoom. elvis drives fast but everyone was sleeping. i felt the bus tilt muchly to the side everytime he swerves the bus fast. woah scary..
reached malaysian customs. byebye asok. he shook our hands and when i asked how he was going back he says he has his car at the parking lot. isnt it scary to leave your car for days? =/
yeah then we reached rg at 6pm. One hour before estimated time. yay elvis..? haha! said byebye elvis. took last pic with 409 and went hoome. bwee.
so now im here. so sad. so much work to do. shit la.
olivejuice,cupcake.. missed you T-H-I-S much! hoohaa!
Saturday, May 27, 2006
hoohaa!
uhhuhs and the hols are officially hereee!!
i love myself
and highlight of the day is FLOOR HOCKEY UNIFIED COMPETITION
oh what fun.. =) and uhhuhhs. i got displaced! i was supposed to be assistant referee but yeah. how sad.. then we helped out with the setting up of the courts, foods then yeah nothing to do. played some stuffs then we were all bored and yup games finally started.
and i got a job! i am the most pro-ded commentator! who cares what people say. -thick skins. and besides, if i could publicly humiliate myself beyond anythingg, i indeed have extremely thick skin. ah but competing also for most thick skinned is my darling nancy. woohoos!
and seriously i didnt think we were that bad! but i guess we were. considering the amount of people yelling at us to stop. =// meanies..
and among the terribly embarassing quotes which many do not wish to let me forget would be:
"how did they win? is it because they're orange or is it because they are tall?"
indeed i was high.
and hahs. 3 lines= adidas indeed. hahs olivejuice baby..
we make a great comentating duo. yupyup! pretty neat 14th month i must say. new experiences and whatnots. haha! i love you, cupcake. -air hugs!
oh yes and yesterday. partas gave us presents! i dunno what for really but i liked it. hahs! but they should start making stuffs instead of buying them. i rmb zr was mosteest enthu bout making presents. then she complains that we dont do our share. diao.. i love you dearie! =)
yeah so partas gave our whole pltn famous amos each! and parta ncos got hi-chew sweets each. which btw isnt halal. =/ so i hadta give it to other people. bah. and we got indiv presents. and surprisingly, i got chocs! wow! haha. <3 partas!
now now did anything else happen this week? oh partb ncos took their part back on friday.. uh.. okay ss sucked. so shitted. im screwing up my grades uberly bad. ugh.
oh and yes props for drama. everyone's seriously pms-ing la. well cikgu at least. ah disturbing thought.. so anw yeah. am trying to finish up everything, scan and mail it to her. like bahh. i should be sleeping
going for geog trip to malacca early early tmr! parents arent really giving me much money to shop. but quite sufficient for food i guess.. and meh! mrsyap said i cant go to the arcade! so most likely i'll be tagging along with the other geog shoppers. how exciting..
ahwell it is pretty exciting. the whole geog trip thing.
and i love my nazri. haha random. oh and yea we've got a really unlucky relationship going on. scary stuff.. but yup we will prevail!! the 7 years indeed.. ahwell. starcrossed? perhaps. but together we can uncross the stars!! woots!
i lovelovelove ... quite alot of stuffs. ahwell..
olivejuice! -air snuggles..
i love myself
and highlight of the day is FLOOR HOCKEY UNIFIED COMPETITION
oh what fun.. =) and uhhuhhs. i got displaced! i was supposed to be assistant referee but yeah. how sad.. then we helped out with the setting up of the courts, foods then yeah nothing to do. played some stuffs then we were all bored and yup games finally started.
and i got a job! i am the most pro-ded commentator! who cares what people say. -thick skins. and besides, if i could publicly humiliate myself beyond anythingg, i indeed have extremely thick skin. ah but competing also for most thick skinned is my darling nancy. woohoos!
and seriously i didnt think we were that bad! but i guess we were. considering the amount of people yelling at us to stop. =// meanies..
and among the terribly embarassing quotes which many do not wish to let me forget would be:
"how did they win? is it because they're orange or is it because they are tall?"
indeed i was high.
and hahs. 3 lines= adidas indeed. hahs olivejuice baby..
we make a great comentating duo. yupyup! pretty neat 14th month i must say. new experiences and whatnots. haha! i love you, cupcake. -air hugs!
oh yes and yesterday. partas gave us presents! i dunno what for really but i liked it. hahs! but they should start making stuffs instead of buying them. i rmb zr was mosteest enthu bout making presents. then she complains that we dont do our share. diao.. i love you dearie! =)
yeah so partas gave our whole pltn famous amos each! and parta ncos got hi-chew sweets each. which btw isnt halal. =/ so i hadta give it to other people. bah. and we got indiv presents. and surprisingly, i got chocs! wow! haha. <3 partas!
now now did anything else happen this week? oh partb ncos took their part back on friday.. uh.. okay ss sucked. so shitted. im screwing up my grades uberly bad. ugh.
oh and yes props for drama. everyone's seriously pms-ing la. well cikgu at least. ah disturbing thought.. so anw yeah. am trying to finish up everything, scan and mail it to her. like bahh. i should be sleeping
going for geog trip to malacca early early tmr! parents arent really giving me much money to shop. but quite sufficient for food i guess.. and meh! mrsyap said i cant go to the arcade! so most likely i'll be tagging along with the other geog shoppers. how exciting..
ahwell it is pretty exciting. the whole geog trip thing.
and i love my nazri. haha random. oh and yea we've got a really unlucky relationship going on. scary stuff.. but yup we will prevail!! the 7 years indeed.. ahwell. starcrossed? perhaps. but together we can uncross the stars!! woots!
i lovelovelove ... quite alot of stuffs. ahwell..
olivejuice! -air snuggles..
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
so that's that.
i love my part as. alot alot alot! =)
okay i dunno. i think i should've held on a little longer. i mean when we were disowned in partb year it took a hell lot to earn them back. damn it was a sad and painful time.. yeah it took more than a week..
but yeah there's imt in june and since its the last week of school already and stuffs.. well actually i gave in cos i miss my partas. they haven't done much for us yet but yeah. "they're only partas.."- i told myself. and yeah since they're My partas.. i saw effort in just about all of them and i was very very proud! =) and also cos some of those who've been seriously putting in alot of effort were crying! gosh then i was so sad and yeah i gave in. ahwell. be the best partas you can be.. haha i was so cheesy! then we hugged every single one of them. so many! then the hug didnt feel too special already but i hope they feel all warm and fuzzy! i felt somewhat warm and fuzzy! haha i love my partas! -hugs all of yoos
but anw must talk bout annual camp still. -HUGS PLTNMATES! i love all of you. we did a greatt job. we made do with several changes. didnt get to follow the exact proposal but yeah we got the job done. we're pro-ded!
LOVE JIEYING- for the beaauutiful ncc shirts. and being odd and strange!
LOVE GENEVE- for doing alot of stuffs. and scolding our partas then crying.
LOVE YUNZHI- she came back! how cool is thatt? full strength. haha! yz helped alot alot and thanks for being our reality checker.
LOVE SHUNING- for being the loansharker. and getting all emo over your partbs!
LOVE ZERUI- pop was alrightt! and why'd you hafta adjust the mic onstage! im not That short. -nods..
LOVE YUHUI- fellow parta nco! we felt the pain togetherr. thanks for being so calm!
LOVE PRIYA- dedicated medic! self-sacrificial indeed. and i like your story bout the infected baby at the hospital.
so um yeah wont talk bout the indiv events unless i feel like it. so anw one sad sad thing was.. FIRE DRILL WAS CANCELLED. like that was uberly disappointing. our final camp and the highlight of camp was gone. so sad.. mdm said sir said that we couldnt have it. partas needed rest. O.o wtv la. but we ended up talking bout the company and planning stuffs till 3am. i knocked out and yeah slept so little. like close eyes open then time to wake up. i overslept apparently. mehness..
and i planned my milo pretty well.. more than enough actually but ahwell. i like the powder! and haha! i think i did a good job with the food. =) and once i ran up to the bunks to get the money to pay for the food and i fell. woops. pain la. and i ate so much for every meal. ahwell at least it made me pretty happy. psst i ate 2 packets of rice before i slept. goshh..
oh after pop rehearsal and lunch, the parts went up to clean bunk. then we did bunk check then they changed out to no3. then we somewhat talked/scolded partas. for their pltn unbond, for their lack of effort, for basic stuffs.. i didnt think i'd have much to say but then i realized there was so much we were disappointed about. almost cried then pltnmates took over. me py and yh were sitting outside hearing pltnmates screamingg. quite painful.. made us emo. i popped my head in once and i saw all minus 1/2 crying so bad. then my face just screwed up then i closed the door and couldnt help crying. so sad! was sposed to tekan partcs and stuffs but we weren't in the mood. ended up talking to them instead.. apparently they were surprised that we were so soft.. then we talked to part bs.
oh part bs. their ncos havent taken them back yet. which is quite sad. cos when we abandoned our partas we took the partbs. well they have slight problems here and there. but all in all they were an earnest bunch of people who really really love their ncos. yes shuning yes jieying they love yoos. anw yeah.. but their drills can get pretty temperamental. jiayou partbs! you all can do it!
and we've decided that we really dont like ex sec 4s. i mean seriously la dudes, that's OUR camp and wth we didnt want you all there. and SO RUDE! they cheered for their own parts and totally ignored our partas. i mean the least you could do is clap politely instead of talking among yourselves. oh and thank youu for paying attention and gaping at the partas who were pretty embarassing on stage. oh yes. partas why dont you people listen to us? we thought you how to march, how to salute, what to do when receiving stuffs on stage from sir, then you all do such stuffs on stage. i was so embarassed and i was emcee. sigh la.
anw yeah. i dont like exsec4s. i hope they'd realize soon that it's our company now and they shouldnt butt in every chance they're got. part c ncos were pretty disappointed cos they ended camp on a high note cos their partcs did a superb job and they had a wonderful goodbye in the end. but partcs partb ncos talked to them afterwards then pltnmates were worried that they'd have less impact on their partcs then. yeah. mean exsec4s. and partb ncos were annoyed cos the partbs parta ncos were comforting them and stuffs when they knew that they've been disowned. MEANNNIEE! hate them. they didnt even talk to us. almost like dao-ed us completely. sheesh.. and ncos, why didnt you talk to us? i mean yeah we were pretty busy i guess but yeah. it's like you forgot bout us or something.. =(
so all in all. camp was somewhat a success. we're almost reaching the end of the road. well at least we're together. RGSNCC LAND PART DS `06!
RGSNCC LAND COMPANY `06.
lovelove ALL of you.
okay i dunno. i think i should've held on a little longer. i mean when we were disowned in partb year it took a hell lot to earn them back. damn it was a sad and painful time.. yeah it took more than a week..
but yeah there's imt in june and since its the last week of school already and stuffs.. well actually i gave in cos i miss my partas. they haven't done much for us yet but yeah. "they're only partas.."- i told myself. and yeah since they're My partas.. i saw effort in just about all of them and i was very very proud! =) and also cos some of those who've been seriously putting in alot of effort were crying! gosh then i was so sad and yeah i gave in. ahwell. be the best partas you can be.. haha i was so cheesy! then we hugged every single one of them. so many! then the hug didnt feel too special already but i hope they feel all warm and fuzzy! i felt somewhat warm and fuzzy! haha i love my partas! -hugs all of yoos
but anw must talk bout annual camp still. -HUGS PLTNMATES! i love all of you. we did a greatt job. we made do with several changes. didnt get to follow the exact proposal but yeah we got the job done. we're pro-ded!
LOVE JIEYING- for the beaauutiful ncc shirts. and being odd and strange!
LOVE GENEVE- for doing alot of stuffs. and scolding our partas then crying.
LOVE YUNZHI- she came back! how cool is thatt? full strength. haha! yz helped alot alot and thanks for being our reality checker.
LOVE SHUNING- for being the loansharker. and getting all emo over your partbs!
LOVE ZERUI- pop was alrightt! and why'd you hafta adjust the mic onstage! im not That short. -nods..
LOVE YUHUI- fellow parta nco! we felt the pain togetherr. thanks for being so calm!
LOVE PRIYA- dedicated medic! self-sacrificial indeed. and i like your story bout the infected baby at the hospital.
so um yeah wont talk bout the indiv events unless i feel like it. so anw one sad sad thing was.. FIRE DRILL WAS CANCELLED. like that was uberly disappointing. our final camp and the highlight of camp was gone. so sad.. mdm said sir said that we couldnt have it. partas needed rest. O.o wtv la. but we ended up talking bout the company and planning stuffs till 3am. i knocked out and yeah slept so little. like close eyes open then time to wake up. i overslept apparently. mehness..
and i planned my milo pretty well.. more than enough actually but ahwell. i like the powder! and haha! i think i did a good job with the food. =) and once i ran up to the bunks to get the money to pay for the food and i fell. woops. pain la. and i ate so much for every meal. ahwell at least it made me pretty happy. psst i ate 2 packets of rice before i slept. goshh..
oh after pop rehearsal and lunch, the parts went up to clean bunk. then we did bunk check then they changed out to no3. then we somewhat talked/scolded partas. for their pltn unbond, for their lack of effort, for basic stuffs.. i didnt think i'd have much to say but then i realized there was so much we were disappointed about. almost cried then pltnmates took over. me py and yh were sitting outside hearing pltnmates screamingg. quite painful.. made us emo. i popped my head in once and i saw all minus 1/2 crying so bad. then my face just screwed up then i closed the door and couldnt help crying. so sad! was sposed to tekan partcs and stuffs but we weren't in the mood. ended up talking to them instead.. apparently they were surprised that we were so soft.. then we talked to part bs.
oh part bs. their ncos havent taken them back yet. which is quite sad. cos when we abandoned our partas we took the partbs. well they have slight problems here and there. but all in all they were an earnest bunch of people who really really love their ncos. yes shuning yes jieying they love yoos. anw yeah.. but their drills can get pretty temperamental. jiayou partbs! you all can do it!
and we've decided that we really dont like ex sec 4s. i mean seriously la dudes, that's OUR camp and wth we didnt want you all there. and SO RUDE! they cheered for their own parts and totally ignored our partas. i mean the least you could do is clap politely instead of talking among yourselves. oh and thank youu for paying attention and gaping at the partas who were pretty embarassing on stage. oh yes. partas why dont you people listen to us? we thought you how to march, how to salute, what to do when receiving stuffs on stage from sir, then you all do such stuffs on stage. i was so embarassed and i was emcee. sigh la.
anw yeah. i dont like exsec4s. i hope they'd realize soon that it's our company now and they shouldnt butt in every chance they're got. part c ncos were pretty disappointed cos they ended camp on a high note cos their partcs did a superb job and they had a wonderful goodbye in the end. but partcs partb ncos talked to them afterwards then pltnmates were worried that they'd have less impact on their partcs then. yeah. mean exsec4s. and partb ncos were annoyed cos the partbs parta ncos were comforting them and stuffs when they knew that they've been disowned. MEANNNIEE! hate them. they didnt even talk to us. almost like dao-ed us completely. sheesh.. and ncos, why didnt you talk to us? i mean yeah we were pretty busy i guess but yeah. it's like you forgot bout us or something.. =(
so all in all. camp was somewhat a success. we're almost reaching the end of the road. well at least we're together. RGSNCC LAND PART DS `06!
RGSNCC LAND COMPANY `06.
lovelove ALL of you.
Sunday, May 14, 2006
early morning fun.
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You scored as Intrapersonal. You prefer your own inner world, you like to be alone, and you are aware of your own strengths, weaknesses, and feelings. You learn best by engaging in independent study projects rather than working on group projects. People like you include entrepreneurs, philosophers and psychologists.
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this seems inaccurate. i think. mehs..
| You scored as Posion. Your death will be by poison, probably because you are a glutton and are around so many people that it would be easy to get away with it. Several important people in history share your fate. |
Posion | 80% | ||
Gunshot | 60% | ||
Accident | 60% | ||
Eaten | 53% | ||
Stabbed | 53% | ||
Bomb | 53% | ||
Suicide | 47% | ||
Disappear | 40% | ||
Disease | 40% | ||
Suffocated | 27% | ||
Drowning | 27% | ||
Cut Throat | 13% | ||
Natural Causes | 7% |
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hoorah! make it quickk!
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Michael Myers | 35% | ||
Freddy Krueger | 30% | ||
Jason Voorhees | 25% | ||
Jigsaw | 25% | ||
Captain Spaulding | 20% | ||
Buffalo Bill | 20% | ||
Pinhead | 15% | ||
Leatherface | 15% | ||
Candyman | 5% |
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hahahahha. -highly amused. i want chickenn!
You scored as Perfect Girlfriend. You're the perfect girlfriend. You're the kind of girl that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy places (though that would be nice)Just hanging out with him is enough to make you happy
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Toy Story I | 75% | ||
The Incredibles | 63% | ||
Finding Nemo | 63% | ||
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Cars | 31% | ||
A Bug's Life | 25% |
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Friday, May 12, 2006
life is about coincidences and fate?
haha. been looking forward to yesterday for weeks..
started at 7.15 when i got on the bus to school. i got a seat and slept.
woke up at 7.45. the bus was reaching the sch busstop. noticed that my plastic bag which i had filled with clothes was toppled over. i checked to see if my biscuits were still inside they were.
got off and started walking. felt something was wrong. my wallet was missing.
reached school. was panicking like anything in the ncc rm. pltnmates hadnt reached sch yet. didnt know what to do. then heard voices outside. jy and her dad. ncc shirts just came in.
went to the general office. noone behind the counter. people milling about tho. stoned awhile. went back to ncc rm. noone was there. went back up. same thing. considered goign to the int to look for the wallet myself and be late for sch or somethg. bah. anw went back ncc rm. sn was there with jy. went back go. jalleh was behind the counter. i asked him what i should do. he said he didnt know where the phonebook was and told me to look for it myself. thanks alot.
pltnmates were busy with the shirts. i was still panicking. so i thought -hey let's just call dad for help. borrowed py's phone and called dad. got abit of scolding but dad said he'll do what he can.
went up to class. jalleh asked how's my wallet. i said fine.
called dad again during pe. no luck.
geog. got our pt back. screwed it bad.
recess. called dad. no luck still.
hist. stoned. cle. nancy says there's a wallet found on the 190. hoorah?
lunch.ss. freedom.
called dad after sch. wallet's with mom. went for lunch with na. nancy came by.
went for tuition. called sis to ask her to check my bag for the choir tix. sis took suchh a long time to find it and dad intercepted the phone. told me to come home. no questions.
the next hour + was hell. i was scared to death and the thought of an impending doom and no way for escape is sad.
nancy sent me home. appreciated it. really needed someone to take my mind off things. neared home and i knew i was in for it. i was stupid anw to leave such incriminating stuff so openly..
got home. prayed. then it came.
first time i ever got beaten that bad i guess. belt lashing hurts. seriously. was too numb to really feel anything much. it did sting tho. ouch. not so surprisingly i cried. so much for being strong..
cried again in the toilet. the pain was coming. i could see the marks on my arm. mom was scolding me from outside. tried blocking out the sounds. then she went away. showered. went to bed. it burned where the belt hit my skin. i felt hot all over. i thought seeing disappointment hurts and that physical pain didnt hurt too bad. but i guess it did. being in ncc did help tho. the initial pain was bearable.
dad asked what was to become of me. what made me this way. i thought of it too.
i could blame my parents.. i guess. they cannot deny the fact that they favoured my sisters. and they cannot say that its because im like this. they started it first. seriously and im not simply being immature. i hate my mom for what she did to me when i was in pri2. it was degrading and horrid. mom may have moodswings but it doesnt give her reason to do that. i know its just one incident, perhaps there's more, but i guess the most significant incident usually sticks.
well point is. i dunno. coincidences happen? its a coincidence that i lose my wallet yst of all days. its a coincidence that noone happened to be in the go to help me. (although i doubt anyone could) its a coincidence that i had to leave my tix at home and call sis for help. and its fate that we're not meant to be..? star-crossed indeed.
my skin still burns.. and well i still dunno what to do bout the situation but yeah. dad threatened to do something real drastic if i dont change. scary..
and anw i figured that the reason why i get busted so often is simply because Allah loves me and decided to intervene. im lucky. i guess.
and i love my nazri. just dont know how i can continue with this. or whether i even should. ahwell..
haha. been looking forward to yesterday for weeks..
started at 7.15 when i got on the bus to school. i got a seat and slept.
woke up at 7.45. the bus was reaching the sch busstop. noticed that my plastic bag which i had filled with clothes was toppled over. i checked to see if my biscuits were still inside they were.
got off and started walking. felt something was wrong. my wallet was missing.
reached school. was panicking like anything in the ncc rm. pltnmates hadnt reached sch yet. didnt know what to do. then heard voices outside. jy and her dad. ncc shirts just came in.
went to the general office. noone behind the counter. people milling about tho. stoned awhile. went back to ncc rm. noone was there. went back up. same thing. considered goign to the int to look for the wallet myself and be late for sch or somethg. bah. anw went back ncc rm. sn was there with jy. went back go. jalleh was behind the counter. i asked him what i should do. he said he didnt know where the phonebook was and told me to look for it myself. thanks alot.
pltnmates were busy with the shirts. i was still panicking. so i thought -hey let's just call dad for help. borrowed py's phone and called dad. got abit of scolding but dad said he'll do what he can.
went up to class. jalleh asked how's my wallet. i said fine.
called dad again during pe. no luck.
geog. got our pt back. screwed it bad.
recess. called dad. no luck still.
hist. stoned. cle. nancy says there's a wallet found on the 190. hoorah?
lunch.ss. freedom.
called dad after sch. wallet's with mom. went for lunch with na. nancy came by.
went for tuition. called sis to ask her to check my bag for the choir tix. sis took suchh a long time to find it and dad intercepted the phone. told me to come home. no questions.
the next hour + was hell. i was scared to death and the thought of an impending doom and no way for escape is sad.
nancy sent me home. appreciated it. really needed someone to take my mind off things. neared home and i knew i was in for it. i was stupid anw to leave such incriminating stuff so openly..
got home. prayed. then it came.
first time i ever got beaten that bad i guess. belt lashing hurts. seriously. was too numb to really feel anything much. it did sting tho. ouch. not so surprisingly i cried. so much for being strong..
cried again in the toilet. the pain was coming. i could see the marks on my arm. mom was scolding me from outside. tried blocking out the sounds. then she went away. showered. went to bed. it burned where the belt hit my skin. i felt hot all over. i thought seeing disappointment hurts and that physical pain didnt hurt too bad. but i guess it did. being in ncc did help tho. the initial pain was bearable.
dad asked what was to become of me. what made me this way. i thought of it too.
i could blame my parents.. i guess. they cannot deny the fact that they favoured my sisters. and they cannot say that its because im like this. they started it first. seriously and im not simply being immature. i hate my mom for what she did to me when i was in pri2. it was degrading and horrid. mom may have moodswings but it doesnt give her reason to do that. i know its just one incident, perhaps there's more, but i guess the most significant incident usually sticks.
well point is. i dunno. coincidences happen? its a coincidence that i lose my wallet yst of all days. its a coincidence that noone happened to be in the go to help me. (although i doubt anyone could) its a coincidence that i had to leave my tix at home and call sis for help. and its fate that we're not meant to be..? star-crossed indeed.
my skin still burns.. and well i still dunno what to do bout the situation but yeah. dad threatened to do something real drastic if i dont change. scary..
and anw i figured that the reason why i get busted so often is simply because Allah loves me and decided to intervene. im lucky. i guess.
and i love my nazri. just dont know how i can continue with this. or whether i even should. ahwell..
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
waste my time away
You like to experience everything! You go for the renaissance type!
Want a partner who's into just about everything? Well, you've found him in your Renaissance man! This man is extremely passionate about everything you can think of. His interests run the gamut, from football scores to Dutch art, and he delves into all of his interests enthusiastically. Your man will do anything and go anywhere and most likely have a smile on his face the whole time. You'll constantly be mesmerised by how much information he soaks up and retains. Whether it's because he's extremely well cultured or due to his romantic nature, you can't help yourself falling for this bloke. Although he has a plethora of redeeming qualities, this great catch can be somewhat dotty. He can sometimes lose sight of reality and wind up living happily in the clouds. But when it comes down to it, that's exactly where this man will put you - on cloud nine.
silly.
Want a partner who's into just about everything? Well, you've found him in your Renaissance man! This man is extremely passionate about everything you can think of. His interests run the gamut, from football scores to Dutch art, and he delves into all of his interests enthusiastically. Your man will do anything and go anywhere and most likely have a smile on his face the whole time. You'll constantly be mesmerised by how much information he soaks up and retains. Whether it's because he's extremely well cultured or due to his romantic nature, you can't help yourself falling for this bloke. Although he has a plethora of redeeming qualities, this great catch can be somewhat dotty. He can sometimes lose sight of reality and wind up living happily in the clouds. But when it comes down to it, that's exactly where this man will put you - on cloud nine.
silly.
smile!
who's happy Happy HAPPY?
me Me ME!
chem is over. hoorah hoorah!! i feel so wonderfully joyful. =/ mehs haha! like a hugee load off my shoulders. i very much dont like chem. -nods.
so what now? physics pt. philo summative. ss essay. annual camp. flockey unified comp. Malacca geog trip. rgdrama props.
hmm.. sposed to start with physics today. been either doing other stuff or stoning during physics lessons. mustmust catch up. but for now..
slack. joy! i wanna play thesims. hmm..
sleepy. havent been sleeping right. mug mug chem. i think i screwed it actually. dont know. but ahwell at least its over.
and FISHSTICK la. camp's been postponed to next weekend. sposed to be this sat and sun. but parents have been complaining that its during the cadets summative assesments. well i empathise with them but garr. i have 3 summative stuffies on week 10. hellllo??
bloody hell indeed. so anw. yeah. apparently dad signed the whole family up for the big walk thinger. mom's willing to go too. surprise surprise. but oh? i cannot go. and why? COS ITS EFFING NEXT SUNDAY AND I HAVE ANNUAL CAMP. im sad.
i have moodswings indeed. =) i have a somewhat nice day tmr. maths pe geog recess hist cle lunch ss. lunch out. math tuition. choir concert. eh? well not so nice.. but looking forward to choir concert. sweet freedomm!!!
-runs around. bweeness.
had indiv talk with partas today. so..dull. talking bout the same stuff over and over and over again. so many of them! garr.
and i want py's phone. its got a beatbox. O.o anyways, "coolios" phone quotes praya. indeed.
oh yes. last wed, me and py went army market to get school tags for partas and future partas. so super ex laa. and the woman was bitching bout us in chn! garr. py was very pissed. oh and i was enlightened bout certain interesting stuffs. mehs..
and i think ive had a very boring 2 weeks. but the weeks pass really fast. oddness..
yay sims? hoorah!
olivejuice cupcake. -hugs.
me Me ME!
chem is over. hoorah hoorah!! i feel so wonderfully joyful. =/ mehs haha! like a hugee load off my shoulders. i very much dont like chem. -nods.
so what now? physics pt. philo summative. ss essay. annual camp. flockey unified comp. Malacca geog trip. rgdrama props.
hmm.. sposed to start with physics today. been either doing other stuff or stoning during physics lessons. mustmust catch up. but for now..
slack. joy! i wanna play thesims. hmm..
sleepy. havent been sleeping right. mug mug chem. i think i screwed it actually. dont know. but ahwell at least its over.
and FISHSTICK la. camp's been postponed to next weekend. sposed to be this sat and sun. but parents have been complaining that its during the cadets summative assesments. well i empathise with them but garr. i have 3 summative stuffies on week 10. hellllo??
bloody hell indeed. so anw. yeah. apparently dad signed the whole family up for the big walk thinger. mom's willing to go too. surprise surprise. but oh? i cannot go. and why? COS ITS EFFING NEXT SUNDAY AND I HAVE ANNUAL CAMP. im sad.
i have moodswings indeed. =) i have a somewhat nice day tmr. maths pe geog recess hist cle lunch ss. lunch out. math tuition. choir concert. eh? well not so nice.. but looking forward to choir concert. sweet freedomm!!!
-runs around. bweeness.
had indiv talk with partas today. so..dull. talking bout the same stuff over and over and over again. so many of them! garr.
and i want py's phone. its got a beatbox. O.o anyways, "coolios" phone quotes praya. indeed.
oh yes. last wed, me and py went army market to get school tags for partas and future partas. so super ex laa. and the woman was bitching bout us in chn! garr. py was very pissed. oh and i was enlightened bout certain interesting stuffs. mehs..
and i think ive had a very boring 2 weeks. but the weeks pass really fast. oddness..
yay sims? hoorah!
olivejuice cupcake. -hugs.
Monday, May 01, 2006
tuesday blues?
garr! i wasted my weekend againn. so sad.
and F**k english please. whyy should i write bout ethnocentricsm and family and whatnots? i'd gladly talk about a picnic or an encounter that changed my life. really! garr!!!
been listening to lotsa mushy songs lately. bahs me. i miss my nazri baby.. O.o hoohoos..
aight back to englishh. GARRRRR!
olivejuice,cupcake.. 6 years aight?
-hugs..
and F**k english please. whyy should i write bout ethnocentricsm and family and whatnots? i'd gladly talk about a picnic or an encounter that changed my life. really! garr!!!
been listening to lotsa mushy songs lately. bahs me. i miss my nazri baby.. O.o hoohoos..
| You scored as Cultural Creative. Cultural Creatives are probably the newest group to enter this realm. You are a modern thinker who tends to shy away from organized religion but still feels as if there is something greater than ourselves. You are very spiritual, even if you are not religious. Life has a meaning outside of the rational. |
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aight back to englishh. GARRRRR!
olivejuice,cupcake.. 6 years aight?
-hugs..
Friday, April 28, 2006
Sunday, April 23, 2006
say it before its too late
quotes zerui:
"when you feel down, lonely or unhappy. you can always go to the ncc room, because when you see the light on, you know theres someone who care."
"and even when only 2 person are there, dun have much to talk about, you dun feel the akwardness. because you just appreciate the company." (pun on company. hahahahaha!)
"there will neevr be any one other person you call pltmate. never someone else you can get angry and the next moment forget about it with. we will be close together, we wil cele xmas together, we will be old grannies eating high tea and playin mahjong together. we will stay through, because we are strong."
hahs. i love you pltnmates. yeah and 1sg shufang's current state is probably like a jolt of reality for most of us. as in all our 4 years we've been slogging over pts, spazzing for tests and all that. but poof something could happen to us and yeah..
1sg shufang's a strong person indeed.. and to think that someone so active and fit could be so sick now.. we'd never know what lies ahead but we cant always live as though today is our last. for example choosing meeting my baby over finishing up my pt and deciding by saying, "what would i do if today's my last?" that'll just make matters alot easier, no? obvious answer really. but honestly, i dont know whether it Is my last and im pretty sure the teacher wont appreciate it if i came to class empty handed and saying, "well i didnt do it cos i figured i wont live to see the deadline (hurrs DEADline hurrs)"
so yeah. why cant it be that easy? mehs.. am im seeriously straying from the issue at hand. bahded
so anw, zr's cheesy but she's right. let's say it before its too late, pltnmates! i love all of you and despite whatever it is that's happened since last year, we'll all pull through ryt? together! eightasone. well sevenasone but i cant count. -nods. i miss yunzhi..
hmm. or to solve the problem of whether we'd still be spending time together in jc, let's all join clt course! hahas. then we'll all be together forever. yay high tea and mahjong! =/
-big hug to all of yoos. if today's my last, i want you all to know that if anyone should ask how my sec school life was like, honestly, the only things i can rmb are the times that i spent doing ncc stuffs with yoos. (well at least parta and partb year). so anww, all im trying to say is that every single one of you made a difference in my life and i'd just like to thank you for that. few more months to ord, let's enjoy whatever's left okay? im sure we'd miss it once its gone..
oh and olivejuice to you. =)
"when you feel down, lonely or unhappy. you can always go to the ncc room, because when you see the light on, you know theres someone who care."
"and even when only 2 person are there, dun have much to talk about, you dun feel the akwardness. because you just appreciate the company." (pun on company. hahahahaha!)
"there will neevr be any one other person you call pltmate. never someone else you can get angry and the next moment forget about it with. we will be close together, we wil cele xmas together, we will be old grannies eating high tea and playin mahjong together. we will stay through, because we are strong."
hahs. i love you pltnmates. yeah and 1sg shufang's current state is probably like a jolt of reality for most of us. as in all our 4 years we've been slogging over pts, spazzing for tests and all that. but poof something could happen to us and yeah..
1sg shufang's a strong person indeed.. and to think that someone so active and fit could be so sick now.. we'd never know what lies ahead but we cant always live as though today is our last. for example choosing meeting my baby over finishing up my pt and deciding by saying, "what would i do if today's my last?" that'll just make matters alot easier, no? obvious answer really. but honestly, i dont know whether it Is my last and im pretty sure the teacher wont appreciate it if i came to class empty handed and saying, "well i didnt do it cos i figured i wont live to see the deadline (hurrs DEADline hurrs)"
so yeah. why cant it be that easy? mehs.. am im seeriously straying from the issue at hand. bahded
so anw, zr's cheesy but she's right. let's say it before its too late, pltnmates! i love all of you and despite whatever it is that's happened since last year, we'll all pull through ryt? together! eightasone. well sevenasone but i cant count. -nods. i miss yunzhi..
hmm. or to solve the problem of whether we'd still be spending time together in jc, let's all join clt course! hahas. then we'll all be together forever. yay high tea and mahjong! =/
-big hug to all of yoos. if today's my last, i want you all to know that if anyone should ask how my sec school life was like, honestly, the only things i can rmb are the times that i spent doing ncc stuffs with yoos. (well at least parta and partb year). so anww, all im trying to say is that every single one of you made a difference in my life and i'd just like to thank you for that. few more months to ord, let's enjoy whatever's left okay? im sure we'd miss it once its gone..
oh and olivejuice to you. =)
Friday, April 21, 2006
weekly dosage
am very amused. below is what shakira discovered..
Carbon dioxide, when breathed in high concentrations (about 5% by volume), is toxic to humans and other animals. Hemoglobin, the main molecule in red blood cells, can bind both to oxygen and to carbon dioxide. If the CO2 concentration is too high, then all hemoglobin is saturated with carbon dioxide and no oxygen transport takes place (even if plenty of oxygen is in the air). Carbon dioxide and dry ice should therefore only be handled in well ventilated areas.
The CO2 that is carried in blood can be find in different areas. 8% of CO2 is in the plasma as a gas. 20% of it is bound to hemoglobin, The CO2 bounded to hemolobin is not competing with oxygen binding since it binds to amino acids rather than hemo molecules.The remaining 72% of it is carried as bicarbonate HCO3- which is a buffer important in our pH regulation. The level of bicarbonate is regulated and if it is high then we breath more rapidly to get rid of the excess carbon dioxide.
The level of carbon dioxide/bicarbonate in the blood affects the thickness of the blood capillaries. If it is high, the capillaries expand and more blood rushes in and carries the excess bicarbonate to the lungs. To help avoid the loss of carbon dioxide to a deadly low level, the body has developed certain defensive mechanisms. These include contractions of the air pipes and blood pipes, and the increased production of mucus.
gosh. haha! pointless chem car. tsk..
this week passed fast.. monday was trg. tuesday was go home early day.
oh wed! napfa 5 items. i finally finally finally got all As! bweeness~ my shuttle run and sbj deproved tho. sad.. and i retested for sit and reach and improved by 3 cm! hoohoos.. then went for math tuition.
thursday. interesting day! right after recess was hist test. was spazzing.. then we changed out for rgs book day. yayy twiddledum &dee! hahs siti's my odd half. yupyup! hoorah 409! think we all did a greatt job.
after sch went for lunch with na at fareast. gosh gosh. so many weird things happened! massages.. dudes asking for money and asking why when we said no.. and gurmit singh and his son. =/ odd. then math tuition again.
so friday is a nice nice nice nice nice dayy! nice way to sum up the school week.
tristan & isolde is rather nice.. didnt have that Woww impact on me tho. mehs..
and at the place we had lunch rytt, there was this minah dude who found a cockroach in her food. gosh so ultra gross. but she got a new plate served tho. dunno whether thats a good thing or otherwise.. they didnt make such a huge fuss bout it tho. O.o
shall go support bahas tmr! yay yay. must win! mekar perbayu raffles! woohoos..
aight.
olivejuice much muchlyy.. -hugs!
Carbon dioxide, when breathed in high concentrations (about 5% by volume), is toxic to humans and other animals. Hemoglobin, the main molecule in red blood cells, can bind both to oxygen and to carbon dioxide. If the CO2 concentration is too high, then all hemoglobin is saturated with carbon dioxide and no oxygen transport takes place (even if plenty of oxygen is in the air). Carbon dioxide and dry ice should therefore only be handled in well ventilated areas.
The CO2 that is carried in blood can be find in different areas. 8% of CO2 is in the plasma as a gas. 20% of it is bound to hemoglobin, The CO2 bounded to hemolobin is not competing with oxygen binding since it binds to amino acids rather than hemo molecules.The remaining 72% of it is carried as bicarbonate HCO3- which is a buffer important in our pH regulation. The level of bicarbonate is regulated and if it is high then we breath more rapidly to get rid of the excess carbon dioxide.
The level of carbon dioxide/bicarbonate in the blood affects the thickness of the blood capillaries. If it is high, the capillaries expand and more blood rushes in and carries the excess bicarbonate to the lungs. To help avoid the loss of carbon dioxide to a deadly low level, the body has developed certain defensive mechanisms. These include contractions of the air pipes and blood pipes, and the increased production of mucus.
gosh. haha! pointless chem car. tsk..
this week passed fast.. monday was trg. tuesday was go home early day.
oh wed! napfa 5 items. i finally finally finally got all As! bweeness~ my shuttle run and sbj deproved tho. sad.. and i retested for sit and reach and improved by 3 cm! hoohoos.. then went for math tuition.
thursday. interesting day! right after recess was hist test. was spazzing.. then we changed out for rgs book day. yayy twiddledum &dee! hahs siti's my odd half. yupyup! hoorah 409! think we all did a greatt job.
after sch went for lunch with na at fareast. gosh gosh. so many weird things happened! massages.. dudes asking for money and asking why when we said no.. and gurmit singh and his son. =/ odd. then math tuition again.
so friday is a nice nice nice nice nice dayy! nice way to sum up the school week.
tristan & isolde is rather nice.. didnt have that Woww impact on me tho. mehs..
and at the place we had lunch rytt, there was this minah dude who found a cockroach in her food. gosh so ultra gross. but she got a new plate served tho. dunno whether thats a good thing or otherwise.. they didnt make such a huge fuss bout it tho. O.o
shall go support bahas tmr! yay yay. must win! mekar perbayu raffles! woohoos..
aight.
olivejuice much muchlyy.. -hugs!
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Sunday, April 16, 2006
Friday, April 14, 2006
OM feverr
hmm.. its 1.25 on a Friday morning. been sleeping late for quite some times this week. ranging from 1-3am. gosh.. i need more sleep! garr!
last week was okay. cant remember much right now..
OH! sports fest on friday. was late cos of om. oh fish and chips! uh yeah.. inter-class relay. hoorah 409! first place. then we took care of the dudes from Yio Chu Kang Gardens MINDS. was supposed to take part in the novelty race. but one of the dudes who wasnt suppose to participate for some reason wanted to so badly so i just guided her through the obstacle stuffs. she got a medal thinger. pretty.. i want it too! bahs.. she seemed content. so okay. =)
ORA! hahahs. stupid people either dont eat corn, coconut, or both. or they just dont like me. they bought the ice lime tea tho. my mommy makes nice iced tea! yay! and i was so superbly annoyed by part c who INSULTED my corn. i mean honestlyy you are soo rude! sheesh.
ahhh! and the haunted house! ahhhh. so scaryyy! i got a free ticket cos the queue was so long and the wait was so long that some dudes gave up. i almost did too cos i was late. but yeah. the thing was so super freakky!
ahwell..
monday was a terriby tiring day. partas were okay.. pt was alright.. drills were alright.. bangs were wonderful.. oh got home feeling ultra sick. wanted to sleep till 9, pray, sleep again till 12, then do ss pt. but yeah i was sick! was in bed when mom came in, touched my forehead and told me i had a fever. erts yeah.
so tuesday was a no school day for me. =) then slept at 2.30 doing ss pt.
wednesday was trg dayy.. so tiredd! ohh! i lovelove E=mc^2. cool cool cool show.. and i like soccer! woohoos.. partas reported late for trg for some hist thing. had om spontaneous prac.. then went home where i Bumped into someone completely accidentally coincidentally. uhhuhhs. olivejuice,baby..
thursday! uhhuhhh. om fever's back alright. was dreadfully stoned today tho. i checked my mail earlier today to confirm that i was to leave my class at 11.50 for om. for some odd reason, i sat through history, thinking that 12.50 was in fact 11.50. and when the bell rang at 12.25 for the end of lesson. i was staring at the clock thinking something was not right.. "bloody hell!" ran up to class. got my bag. went to foyer. yeah wasnt late anyways. bus left sometime before 1.
yeah anyways spontaneous was fun! had enough prac somewhat i suppose.. and i retardedly tied my hair somehows.i looked positively horrid but it really got me into an om mood so i kept it there till i left acsi. O.o
i like bus rides.. and i dont like carrot cake anymore! not niiice. garr!
hohum okay. i shall end here.
oh but first
olivejuice,cupcake. alot alot alott. -hugs..
haha!
last week was okay. cant remember much right now..
OH! sports fest on friday. was late cos of om. oh fish and chips! uh yeah.. inter-class relay. hoorah 409! first place. then we took care of the dudes from Yio Chu Kang Gardens MINDS. was supposed to take part in the novelty race. but one of the dudes who wasnt suppose to participate for some reason wanted to so badly so i just guided her through the obstacle stuffs. she got a medal thinger. pretty.. i want it too! bahs.. she seemed content. so okay. =)
ORA! hahahs. stupid people either dont eat corn, coconut, or both. or they just dont like me. they bought the ice lime tea tho. my mommy makes nice iced tea! yay! and i was so superbly annoyed by part c who INSULTED my corn. i mean honestlyy you are soo rude! sheesh.
ahhh! and the haunted house! ahhhh. so scaryyy! i got a free ticket cos the queue was so long and the wait was so long that some dudes gave up. i almost did too cos i was late. but yeah. the thing was so super freakky!
ahwell..
monday was a terriby tiring day. partas were okay.. pt was alright.. drills were alright.. bangs were wonderful.. oh got home feeling ultra sick. wanted to sleep till 9, pray, sleep again till 12, then do ss pt. but yeah i was sick! was in bed when mom came in, touched my forehead and told me i had a fever. erts yeah.
so tuesday was a no school day for me. =) then slept at 2.30 doing ss pt.
wednesday was trg dayy.. so tiredd! ohh! i lovelove E=mc^2. cool cool cool show.. and i like soccer! woohoos.. partas reported late for trg for some hist thing. had om spontaneous prac.. then went home where i Bumped into someone completely accidentally coincidentally. uhhuhhs. olivejuice,baby..
thursday! uhhuhhh. om fever's back alright. was dreadfully stoned today tho. i checked my mail earlier today to confirm that i was to leave my class at 11.50 for om. for some odd reason, i sat through history, thinking that 12.50 was in fact 11.50. and when the bell rang at 12.25 for the end of lesson. i was staring at the clock thinking something was not right.. "bloody hell!" ran up to class. got my bag. went to foyer. yeah wasnt late anyways. bus left sometime before 1.
yeah anyways spontaneous was fun! had enough prac somewhat i suppose.. and i retardedly tied my hair somehows.i looked positively horrid but it really got me into an om mood so i kept it there till i left acsi. O.o
i like bus rides.. and i dont like carrot cake anymore! not niiice. garr!
hohum okay. i shall end here.
oh but first
olivejuice,cupcake. alot alot alott. -hugs..
haha!
Monday, April 03, 2006
so that's how it is
sir was considering promoting me and py to staff.
hahahahah. seriously dudes, that wasnt necessary. the least you could do is tell him that we'd go discuss it among ourselves or something. you guys didnt have to protest in front of us. honestly! god. fine you all went for ssc. we didnt. fine you won awards. we didnt. so okay, we're effing useless dudes who dont deserve the bloody rank. well go stuff your lanyard somewhere you.
but seriously la. im sick and tired of us chucking the bloody matter aside as if its not impt. and We have to accept our fate and live with it. do you have any idea how difficult it is to do that with our own pltnmates strutting about with their lanyards, discussing which is the right side up, oh we hafta collect the ssg rank from hq.. well the least you could do is not rub it in our faces. always talking about internal parade promotion whatnots. sooo cant wait to tell the company our ranks.
it bloody hurts that you all dont care about us at all. well hoho in case you didnt know, single brain celled siti has feelings! ooh. really now? hmmmm
and company scolding today. was watching the part cs. they all put in so much effort. their faces dao with all their years of shit together. together. we used to be like that pltnmates. we tell the parts that pltn bond is important. your pltnmates are the people we turn to in the end. what now, i ask. maybe we should tell the parts. "hey. screw pltnmates. individualism! yeaahh." i mean yeah all the 3 years of shit they go through is just gonna fuck up in their faces, no? oh nono.. except for the best 5.
trg today was okay. Happy milo day! darling little partas..
pt wasnt too bad. but their stamina can be improved. and drills were splendidd! lovelove their bangs.
oh but company scolding. partas really should learn from their snrs..
oh and we told the company of our indiv ranks.. yeah.
ah dont give a fuck.
so that's how it is.
hahahahah. seriously dudes, that wasnt necessary. the least you could do is tell him that we'd go discuss it among ourselves or something. you guys didnt have to protest in front of us. honestly! god. fine you all went for ssc. we didnt. fine you won awards. we didnt. so okay, we're effing useless dudes who dont deserve the bloody rank. well go stuff your lanyard somewhere you.
but seriously la. im sick and tired of us chucking the bloody matter aside as if its not impt. and We have to accept our fate and live with it. do you have any idea how difficult it is to do that with our own pltnmates strutting about with their lanyards, discussing which is the right side up, oh we hafta collect the ssg rank from hq.. well the least you could do is not rub it in our faces. always talking about internal parade promotion whatnots. sooo cant wait to tell the company our ranks.
it bloody hurts that you all dont care about us at all. well hoho in case you didnt know, single brain celled siti has feelings! ooh. really now? hmmmm
and company scolding today. was watching the part cs. they all put in so much effort. their faces dao with all their years of shit together. together. we used to be like that pltnmates. we tell the parts that pltn bond is important. your pltnmates are the people we turn to in the end. what now, i ask. maybe we should tell the parts. "hey. screw pltnmates. individualism! yeaahh." i mean yeah all the 3 years of shit they go through is just gonna fuck up in their faces, no? oh nono.. except for the best 5.
trg today was okay. Happy milo day! darling little partas..
pt wasnt too bad. but their stamina can be improved. and drills were splendidd! lovelove their bangs.
oh but company scolding. partas really should learn from their snrs..
oh and we told the company of our indiv ranks.. yeah.
ah dont give a fuck.
so that's how it is.
Saturday, April 01, 2006
btc
and its been a long while since i blogged.
busy busy busy..
parta btc was alright i guess. very flexible schedule we've got..
so started off pretty okay. brought partas to their bunk. bunk check was loong loong looong. was so bleahed by the time the bunk was acceptable. we slept in 409.
oh btw 409 our classroom is filthy! so gross..
taught partas how to wear no4 proper. taught them water parade. field cooking!
well at least they had fun. -mutters.. we didnt have any food. partas gave us maggi with luncheon meat and baked beans and mushrooms. haha! shameless us..
sir had macs for dinner.
8pm. partas went up to bunk. sir taught them m16 characteristics and stuffs. tired already.. oh taught partas how to prone. one time i thought sir was py and said "eh move!" gosh how embarassing..
9.20-10.06. talked to partas bout their mistakes. me and py were super tired and wonky. we were nice..
maam was too sick to take over sir's shift so sir hadta stay overnight. btc was to end earlier cos sir hadnt got a change of clothes and stuffs. ahwell. scrapped ifc.
10.36-11.30. supper. biscuits! very nice actually. and diluted milo. tried convincing partas that milo's bad cos we hadnt got enough. learnt a new word: impudent. hahs. that's my partas.. so we made them come up with a milo cheer. amusing really..
supper time.
need milo
we no milo we dont go.
give us milo we behave,
tmr we be good partas
something along those lines i think. was very much amused..
lights outt. gave parta the prayer stuffs.. ah.. late late late! lights out pushed till 12midnight. bahwell
parta ncos went to shower. nice nicee.. 12.20 back in bunk. then we went back to the toilet cos py forgot her glasses. mehs.. 12.45 midnight visitor..
we were all pretty stoned. slept at 2am.
woke up at 5am to the sounds of partas chatter next door. had the digusting bumpy insect bite things on my leg..
5.30. wash up. when i went back to the bunk, pltnmates said that we were busted. was so super freaked. my goodness. i must've been too tired to miss all those superbly obvious hints. "happy april fools' siti" says them. and i thought that the trick was something else! mehhh. about 10mins after then pltnmates figured that i hadnt understood. py and yh stared at me in disbelief. bahh. then i screamed a scream that could be heard from the basement. mehs. evil evil evil pltnmates..
6.30. pt. wasnt that bad la.. we were being strictt.
sir had macs for breakfast.
8+ me and py made milo. dilutedd.. partas got their biscuits and buns. haha modified milo cheer!
9am. leave for safra. some delays.. was annoyed.. yay i have a loud voice. -nods. =)
9.30-11. safra yishun. gosh i just realized how fun imt is! i never never did knew what to shoot i realize. now i know and im not too bad! hahahahs. partas are pretty good too for first timers. hoorah!
11.30. back in school. collected our lunch from stall7. 5 extra packets for maam and missing partas. i eat fast fastt. i was finishing my 2nd packet just as py finished her first. she says im abnormal. then we offered free food to random people. but then after that we saw poor hungry ge at the void deck. aaw poor thing lucked out.
12.30. snp gathering at blk J. rather slow..
1.45. back with partas at void deck. sposed mock profi. ended up having uniform check with mock profi marking system. yeah
2.20. and it was all over. just like that. and we saw them leave just like it was any other training. i duno. it was 2 days of hell. so tiring and annoying and it ended just like that.
all the same mistakes..
what's the point really.
busy busy busy..
parta btc was alright i guess. very flexible schedule we've got..
so started off pretty okay. brought partas to their bunk. bunk check was loong loong looong. was so bleahed by the time the bunk was acceptable. we slept in 409.
oh btw 409 our classroom is filthy! so gross..
taught partas how to wear no4 proper. taught them water parade. field cooking!
well at least they had fun. -mutters.. we didnt have any food. partas gave us maggi with luncheon meat and baked beans and mushrooms. haha! shameless us..
sir had macs for dinner.
8pm. partas went up to bunk. sir taught them m16 characteristics and stuffs. tired already.. oh taught partas how to prone. one time i thought sir was py and said "eh move!" gosh how embarassing..
9.20-10.06. talked to partas bout their mistakes. me and py were super tired and wonky. we were nice..
maam was too sick to take over sir's shift so sir hadta stay overnight. btc was to end earlier cos sir hadnt got a change of clothes and stuffs. ahwell. scrapped ifc.
10.36-11.30. supper. biscuits! very nice actually. and diluted milo. tried convincing partas that milo's bad cos we hadnt got enough. learnt a new word: impudent. hahs. that's my partas.. so we made them come up with a milo cheer. amusing really..
supper time.
need milo
we no milo we dont go.
give us milo we behave,
tmr we be good partas
something along those lines i think. was very much amused..
lights outt. gave parta the prayer stuffs.. ah.. late late late! lights out pushed till 12midnight. bahwell
parta ncos went to shower. nice nicee.. 12.20 back in bunk. then we went back to the toilet cos py forgot her glasses. mehs.. 12.45 midnight visitor..
we were all pretty stoned. slept at 2am.
woke up at 5am to the sounds of partas chatter next door. had the digusting bumpy insect bite things on my leg..
5.30. wash up. when i went back to the bunk, pltnmates said that we were busted. was so super freaked. my goodness. i must've been too tired to miss all those superbly obvious hints. "happy april fools' siti" says them. and i thought that the trick was something else! mehhh. about 10mins after then pltnmates figured that i hadnt understood. py and yh stared at me in disbelief. bahh. then i screamed a scream that could be heard from the basement. mehs. evil evil evil pltnmates..
6.30. pt. wasnt that bad la.. we were being strictt.
sir had macs for breakfast.
8+ me and py made milo. dilutedd.. partas got their biscuits and buns. haha modified milo cheer!
9am. leave for safra. some delays.. was annoyed.. yay i have a loud voice. -nods. =)
9.30-11. safra yishun. gosh i just realized how fun imt is! i never never did knew what to shoot i realize. now i know and im not too bad! hahahahs. partas are pretty good too for first timers. hoorah!
11.30. back in school. collected our lunch from stall7. 5 extra packets for maam and missing partas. i eat fast fastt. i was finishing my 2nd packet just as py finished her first. she says im abnormal. then we offered free food to random people. but then after that we saw poor hungry ge at the void deck. aaw poor thing lucked out.
12.30. snp gathering at blk J. rather slow..
1.45. back with partas at void deck. sposed mock profi. ended up having uniform check with mock profi marking system. yeah
2.20. and it was all over. just like that. and we saw them leave just like it was any other training. i duno. it was 2 days of hell. so tiring and annoying and it ended just like that.
all the same mistakes..
what's the point really.
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