so that's how it is

sir was considering promoting me and py to staff.

hahahahah. seriously dudes, that wasnt necessary. the least you could do is tell him that we'd go discuss it among ourselves or something. you guys didnt have to protest in front of us. honestly! god. fine you all went for ssc. we didnt. fine you won awards. we didnt. so okay, we're effing useless dudes who dont deserve the bloody rank. well go stuff your lanyard somewhere you.

but seriously la. im sick and tired of us chucking the bloody matter aside as if its not impt. and We have to accept our fate and live with it. do you have any idea how difficult it is to do that with our own pltnmates strutting about with their lanyards, discussing which is the right side up, oh we hafta collect the ssg rank from hq.. well the least you could do is not rub it in our faces. always talking about internal parade promotion whatnots. sooo cant wait to tell the company our ranks.

it bloody hurts that you all dont care about us at all. well hoho in case you didnt know, single brain celled siti has feelings! ooh. really now? hmmmm

and company scolding today. was watching the part cs. they all put in so much effort. their faces dao with all their years of shit together. together. we used to be like that pltnmates. we tell the parts that pltn bond is important. your pltnmates are the people we turn to in the end. what now, i ask. maybe we should tell the parts. "hey. screw pltnmates. individualism! yeaahh." i mean yeah all the 3 years of shit they go through is just gonna fuck up in their faces, no? oh nono.. except for the best 5.

trg today was okay. Happy milo day! darling little partas..

pt wasnt too bad. but their stamina can be improved. and drills were splendidd! lovelove their bangs.

oh but company scolding. partas really should learn from their snrs..

oh and we told the company of our indiv ranks.. yeah.

ah dont give a fuck.

so that's how it is.