say it before its too late

quotes zerui:

"when you feel down, lonely or unhappy. you can always go to the ncc room, because when you see the light on, you know theres someone who care."

"and even when only 2 person are there, dun have much to talk about, you dun feel the akwardness. because you just appreciate the company." (pun on company. hahahahaha!)

"there will neevr be any one other person you call pltmate. never someone else you can get angry and the next moment forget about it with. we will be close together, we wil cele xmas together, we will be old grannies eating high tea and playin mahjong together. we will stay through, because we are strong."

hahs. i love you pltnmates. yeah and 1sg shufang's current state is probably like a jolt of reality for most of us. as in all our 4 years we've been slogging over pts, spazzing for tests and all that. but poof something could happen to us and yeah..

1sg shufang's a strong person indeed.. and to think that someone so active and fit could be so sick now.. we'd never know what lies ahead but we cant always live as though today is our last. for example choosing meeting my baby over finishing up my pt and deciding by saying, "what would i do if today's my last?" that'll just make matters alot easier, no? obvious answer really. but honestly, i dont know whether it Is my last and im pretty sure the teacher wont appreciate it if i came to class empty handed and saying, "well i didnt do it cos i figured i wont live to see the deadline (hurrs DEADline hurrs)"

so yeah. why cant it be that easy? mehs.. am im seeriously straying from the issue at hand. bahded

so anw, zr's cheesy but she's right. let's say it before its too late, pltnmates! i love all of you and despite whatever it is that's happened since last year, we'll all pull through ryt? together! eightasone. well sevenasone but i cant count. -nods. i miss yunzhi..

hmm. or to solve the problem of whether we'd still be spending time together in jc, let's all join clt course! hahas. then we'll all be together forever. yay high tea and mahjong! =/

-big hug to all of yoos. if today's my last, i want you all to know that if anyone should ask how my sec school life was like, honestly, the only things i can rmb are the times that i spent doing ncc stuffs with yoos. (well at least parta and partb year). so anww, all im trying to say is that every single one of you made a difference in my life and i'd just like to thank you for that. few more months to ord, let's enjoy whatever's left okay? im sure we'd miss it once its gone..

oh and olivejuice to you. =)