Friday, June 30, 2006

right here waiting..

week zoomed past..

monday was.. okay.. trg.. found out that jy was gonna study in uk and this week's her last.. didnt really press for details. kinda thought that if i didnt know, i could pretend that its not gonna happen or something.. =/ ahwell..

and omg zerui has a belly piercing! cool shit.. and haha poor girl hadta demo prone during partC livefiring.. ouchh..

tues was odd.. short dayy. planned to get home early and do work. ended up in fareast with fariNa and seleena for lunch. slept till 6+ when i got home.. productive much..

wed was trg again. tiring bah. had company games,songs and cheers. kinda sad.. one of the last few company moments.. we got ultra mushed up and some of us were crying abit. mainly cos we'll be one pltnmate short.. again. and yeah.. ord-ing in 4-5 weeks. finally understand why ex sec4s and all always look so.. sad when we have company stuffs.. seeing the jnrs all enjoying themselves.. arms around each other in the tight circle. we were in their shoes once..

i took for granted
all the times
that i thought would last somehow

bah shall leave all the emo shiite for ord or something..

so anw thurs was looong and torturous.. was so tiredd. and when school ended at 3, there was still tuition to go for.. mehwell.. ohh but a relief teacher came in for chem cos jkoh was on course. it was refreshingg! i learnt alot more than i ever did in any other chem lesson. yay! sad to know that there are alternatives that you cant get..

friday- lessons were pretty much uneventful.. oh eng is shit screwed.. im like seeriously dead for eng so bahh bleah.

Drama and JK meeting after school. i now know why cikgu's been acting cold towards me lately.. sheesh. i was pissed beyond pissed. god i dont rmb ever being that pissed really.. garr!

so anw.. -nods. we shouldnt blog cos it'll just jatuhkan maruah pelajar-pelajar rgs.. it's called mengumpat.. fitnah.. etc etc..

John Constantine:
Angels and Demons can't cross over into our plane. So, instead we get what I call half-breeds. The influence peddlers. They can only whisper in our ears. A single word can give you courage, or turn your favorite pleasure into your worst nightmare. Those with the demon's touch and those part angel, living alongside us. They call it the balance. I call it hypocritical bullshit.

anw.. cikgu's very much unprofessional i realize..na: "you just noticed?" ahwell.. fine i was deluded. well she used to be nice i guess.. till i dubbed her kambeng. bah she doesnt deserve it.. ahwell she's influenced easily.

they were just dying to hear what i had to say for myself. haha? =/ i dunno. i was super pissed but i couldnt be bothered to settle the matter. i mean what i said i guess.. i did my work and i know that i've contributed as much as i could considering the circumstances. farin and na know i got some work done and i dont quite give a damn what they thought of me. sheesh..

ahwell.. haven't seen nancy in a week.. feeling quite lost somehow.. oh bother..

and meh.. know how you regret after doing or saying stuffs? i think i really should start thinking more.. hohum.

olivejuice 15mth baby.. 69 more..? =// -hugs

Monday, June 19, 2006

cake?

im still wondering why i bother to blog at such an ungodly hour..

anw. week was.. fine i guess. hols are ending really soon. wish i did more work tho.. bah..

and woohooos im here cos i just completed my section of the om report with 3000+ words. i am pro! well not really. but crapping for..4 hours is fun i guess.

have i mentioned that my upper lip is swollen? well half of it actually. it's really gross and ugly. blueh. think it was cos of the prawns i ate at the wedding today. garr.. got worse throughout the day. but i think the swelling's actually going down now.. hmm..

and i wanted to blog bout wednesday when i went to johor with my family. i ate amazingly alott of food and i thought it'll be nice to record it all down. hmm if i can rmb that is..

and gosh Cake is driving me.. curiously insane..? meh.

and i should mention liyana mahirah cos she wonders why i never mention her in my entries. haha! hello na. i guess its cos there are more impt things to blog about. like food and stuffs. =) love you na!

and i wanna do my wp soonnn! grrs. but farin didnt seem to have fun at hers.. i shouldve tried applying for the zoo job. sounded really fun.. bah.

and haha! this is what i've been doing for most of the first 3 months of this year,

It is a tale of a SandWitch who collects shapes and incorporates them within her tower. She is yet to collect the final two shapes, which are the pentagon and the circle, that will enable her to unlock the power within the tower. The witch tricks two heroes of their own trade, with her evil plan. They were The Pentagon and the Knight of the Round table. The witch sets up the bait of the beautiful princess Rapunzel and the monetary reward of a million dollars. The duo competes for the prize money and soon discovers that they had been duped. After accidentally killing the witch while dueling, they have angered her and she revives for revenge. They then proceed to engage in an international car/tower chase. The unlikely duo soon grew tired of the chase and combined powers to defeat the witch in a final showdown (Power rangers sequence). The duo triumphs and in the process, has forged a newfound friendship.

haha. well that's it. i miss om.. =( and ob sabah.. =( and ncc.. =( and pltnmates.. =( and people.. =(

and nazri? hmm.. haha! olivejuice..

-yawns.

Monday, June 12, 2006

homebound

wookay. hols are.. okay.

physics pt due wed and i did the most horribly stupid and irresponsible thing ever everr. was sposed to meet ob dudes to get pics from the cckss nccsea co. and i was uberly late cos i was finishing up my physics pt. was panicking terribly in the bus. then there was a random sec 1 rg dude who boarded the bus at bukit panjang so i asked her to hand it in for me. and also asked her to get 4pages of my report from the class tray which farin left for me. like wth. so im worried shit and the best i could do was email thiock. err yeah.

anw got the ob pics. i love love the scenery! wooo! miss sabah lots but yeah..

so yeah. been slacking since wed cept for tuition on thurs. but yeah. most stuffs i needta do is on the com and mom's been rather pms-y. mehhs..

i've been home most the time too cos mom wont let me out. ive been reduced to doing domestic chores half the time but i guess its good to have time to finally read. haha joy.

okay that's all bout my exciting week. woo~

olivejuice,cupcake. gah cake. terrible dudes.. -hugs tight.

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

malacca!




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malacca had never looked so interesting before.hoohaa im baackk!

so anw reported at rg at 7.15. huge delay at spore customs cos there was alot alot of people. =/

anw the green revolution tour was.. information overlaod indeed. oh our guide was Asok/Asoka/Ashok and our driver was Elvis. eh.. i seriously cant rmb his real name but people call him cos his hair was phwarr! and he's really nice. -nods.

so urm yeah malaysia's hot hot! garr!

oh yes i ate alot super alott. uhhuhh. firstly, we had a stopover at that place where they have nicenice kaya balls and corn. yes i like. then i also bout potato wedges.

then we had lunch at this chinese stall which wasnt halal btw! grr. so i was ostracized and was supposed to eat with the guide and teachers but i refused so i just grabbed some food and sat with the rest. yeah it was fish. big fish. i was hungry..

then we reached the hotel. then we went for dinner at the portugese settlement. oh and potugese boys are very hot. and i mean boys. the older ones didnt turn out too good. but the women are hot! woos..

oh then the owner of the restaurant sang and played for the guitar for us. and he once sang for ex president wee kim wee. woahhs. and portugese songs are strangely nice! and he sang also la bamba. which was so uberly cool. uhhuhs!

then we went back and slept. dunno bout the rest tho. most of them kept playing bridge. =/

so then the next day me and roommate soonae woke up late. somewhat. i woke up at 6.45, prayed then showered and the wake up call was at 7. then soon got ready then we went for breakfast to find that most of them were almost done eating. mehness. i ate 5 plates/bowls in total. was proud of myself. uhhuhs!

then went back up, went around malacca studying stuffs. visited the historical sites.. interesting. but it was meltingly hot hot hot! garr! then we walked back to the hotel to wash up and i managed to nap for half an hour then out for lunch!again. went to straits Malacca hotel (or something) for buffet lunch! woots. rgs got a room all to ourselves with our own buffet and everything. there was another school outside with the rest of them. interesting..

i loaded my plate like woahh. they didnt think i'd finish it. i didnt think i would either but yeah. yumm! i finished even faster than some. i so rock.. then we went to get ice cream at the other room. hadta queue for awhile. and i talked to one of the girls from the other school. some saint dunnowhat school. amusing.. they were there to help out at an orphanage! how cool is thatt?? woos. anw i realize that i never ask names when i talk to random people. and when they do ask me for my name i'd be like err.. O.o bahs.

yeah then we went for our urban studies. again i'd like to stress on the fact that it was a terribly hot day. hott! we were assigned streets at Jonker's walk and we were to do the stuffs like measuring the length, interviewing 3 shopowner etc. and wth la. a bird shit on me. it shit on me! Me! ME! yuck yuck yuck. at first i thought it was just slight and continued measuring. step by step foot by foot. until i crossed paths with charissa. and when i told her to look at my back, she was like eew.. it was green! oh man sickk.. and it was hours before we went back to the hotel.. so she helped me wash and rub it off with tissue. my savior.. and one of the shopeowners is superbly nice. he even gave us bcans of 100 plus. wow nice..

then we finished early and they had drinks and ice cream. so ex.. then we walked back to the meeting point where on the way there was this cool shop which had a traditional chinese entrace sorta thing but had an amazingly modern interior. wowza.. and the stuff was cheap. so happy. i bought chocs, ice cream and coke. haha!

then the bus took us to mahkota parade. slight shopping. didnt buy anything tho. and i managed to scan the various food choices for lunch the next day. dilemma between pizza and kenny rogers..

went back to the hotel. prayed and showered then we went out for dinner at a nyonya restaurant. wasnt that nice.. food was so little! but i wasnt that hungry anw.. then we went back to the hotel. prayed an knocked out..

didnt sleep all that well. got at least 8hours of sleep. prayed. slept again. woke up. showered. morning call at 8. soon ae got ready. went down for breakfast at 8.30. was so annoyed that i ate only 3 plates of stuff. was too full. oh but one time when i went up to get more food, i caught elvis peering at us. elvis: you all sitting at the smoking area? me: uh.. cos we smoke..? O.o funny dude..

yupyup. then went up to watch tv. kexin crashed at our room awhile. i think we were boring and are bad hosts. ahwell..

then left the room at 10. almost left the passports in the safe. gosh. then we went to the local product shop. didnt buy anything. so ex and pointless..

then shopped at mahkota parade. i was just tagging along and bored. the dudes were really nice and helped me find a bra cos i said i wanted to buy one. =/

bought dad a usb fan thing with light at RM27 for his birthday. silly really but i thought it was the coolest thing ever so..

then me and sam had lunch at shakey's pizza. the rest of them wanted chicken rice. =/ super great deal. small pizza(which was really filling), chicken soup, coke and a scoop of strawberry ice cream. and yeah they're sposed to give a free something if they dont serve in 15mins. val and co got theirs in 20mins but the people claimed it was 13. =/

we got ours in 10mins and sam claims its cos im malay. indeed.. oh but i thought it was cool that they gave us our ice cream only when we were done with our pizza. haha!

oh and while waiting for our food, i gave in to temptation and converted dad's spare malaysian currency for emergencies. so then in less than half an hour, i bought the stuffs i had been eyeing since the day before. bought myself a hoodie, nazri's prezze, and of course, food. weee!

but we were late. got scolded somewhat by mrs yap. then the bus went all the way zoom zoom. elvis drives fast but everyone was sleeping. i felt the bus tilt muchly to the side everytime he swerves the bus fast. woah scary..

reached malaysian customs. byebye asok. he shook our hands and when i asked how he was going back he says he has his car at the parking lot. isnt it scary to leave your car for days? =/

yeah then we reached rg at 6pm. One hour before estimated time. yay elvis..? haha! said byebye elvis. took last pic with 409 and went hoome. bwee.

so now im here. so sad. so much work to do. shit la.

olivejuice,cupcake.. missed you T-H-I-S much! hoohaa!




Saturday, May 27, 2006

hoohaa!

uhhuhs and the hols are officially hereee!!

i love myself

and highlight of the day is FLOOR HOCKEY UNIFIED COMPETITION

oh what fun.. =) and uhhuhhs. i got displaced! i was supposed to be assistant referee but yeah. how sad.. then we helped out with the setting up of the courts, foods then yeah nothing to do. played some stuffs then we were all bored and yup games finally started.

and i got a job! i am the most pro-ded commentator! who cares what people say. -thick skins. and besides, if i could publicly humiliate myself beyond anythingg, i indeed have extremely thick skin. ah but competing also for most thick skinned is my darling nancy. woohoos!

and seriously i didnt think we were that bad! but i guess we were. considering the amount of people yelling at us to stop. =// meanies..

and among the terribly embarassing quotes which many do not wish to let me forget would be:

"how did they win? is it because they're orange or is it because they are tall?"

indeed i was high.

and hahs. 3 lines= adidas indeed. hahs olivejuice baby..

we make a great comentating duo. yupyup! pretty neat 14th month i must say. new experiences and whatnots. haha! i love you, cupcake. -air hugs!

oh yes and yesterday. partas gave us presents! i dunno what for really but i liked it. hahs! but they should start making stuffs instead of buying them. i rmb zr was mosteest enthu bout making presents. then she complains that we dont do our share. diao.. i love you dearie! =)

yeah so partas gave our whole pltn famous amos each! and parta ncos got hi-chew sweets each. which btw isnt halal. =/ so i hadta give it to other people. bah. and we got indiv presents. and surprisingly, i got chocs! wow! haha. <3 partas!

now now did anything else happen this week? oh partb ncos took their part back on friday.. uh.. okay ss sucked. so shitted. im screwing up my grades uberly bad. ugh.

oh and yes props for drama. everyone's seriously pms-ing la. well cikgu at least. ah disturbing thought.. so anw yeah. am trying to finish up everything, scan and mail it to her. like bahh. i should be sleeping

going for geog trip to malacca early early tmr! parents arent really giving me much money to shop. but quite sufficient for food i guess.. and meh! mrsyap said i cant go to the arcade! so most likely i'll be tagging along with the other geog shoppers. how exciting..

ahwell it is pretty exciting. the whole geog trip thing.

and i love my nazri. haha random. oh and yea we've got a really unlucky relationship going on. scary stuff.. but yup we will prevail!! the 7 years indeed.. ahwell. starcrossed? perhaps. but together we can uncross the stars!! woots!

i lovelovelove ... quite alot of stuffs. ahwell..

olivejuice! -air snuggles..

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

so that's that.

i love my part as. alot alot alot! =)

okay i dunno. i think i should've held on a little longer. i mean when we were disowned in partb year it took a hell lot to earn them back. damn it was a sad and painful time.. yeah it took more than a week..

but yeah there's imt in june and since its the last week of school already and stuffs.. well actually i gave in cos i miss my partas. they haven't done much for us yet but yeah. "they're only partas.."- i told myself. and yeah since they're My partas.. i saw effort in just about all of them and i was very very proud! =) and also cos some of those who've been seriously putting in alot of effort were crying! gosh then i was so sad and yeah i gave in. ahwell. be the best partas you can be.. haha i was so cheesy! then we hugged every single one of them. so many! then the hug didnt feel too special already but i hope they feel all warm and fuzzy! i felt somewhat warm and fuzzy! haha i love my partas! -hugs all of yoos

but anw must talk bout annual camp still. -HUGS PLTNMATES! i love all of you. we did a greatt job. we made do with several changes. didnt get to follow the exact proposal but yeah we got the job done. we're pro-ded!

LOVE JIEYING- for the beaauutiful ncc shirts. and being odd and strange!
LOVE GENEVE- for doing alot of stuffs. and scolding our partas then crying.
LOVE YUNZHI- she came back! how cool is thatt? full strength. haha! yz helped alot alot and thanks for being our reality checker.
LOVE SHUNING- for being the loansharker. and getting all emo over your partbs!
LOVE ZERUI- pop was alrightt! and why'd you hafta adjust the mic onstage! im not That short. -nods..
LOVE YUHUI- fellow parta nco! we felt the pain togetherr. thanks for being so calm!
LOVE PRIYA- dedicated medic! self-sacrificial indeed. and i like your story bout the infected baby at the hospital.

so um yeah wont talk bout the indiv events unless i feel like it. so anw one sad sad thing was.. FIRE DRILL WAS CANCELLED. like that was uberly disappointing. our final camp and the highlight of camp was gone. so sad.. mdm said sir said that we couldnt have it. partas needed rest. O.o wtv la. but we ended up talking bout the company and planning stuffs till 3am. i knocked out and yeah slept so little. like close eyes open then time to wake up. i overslept apparently. mehness..

and i planned my milo pretty well.. more than enough actually but ahwell. i like the powder! and haha! i think i did a good job with the food. =) and once i ran up to the bunks to get the money to pay for the food and i fell. woops. pain la. and i ate so much for every meal. ahwell at least it made me pretty happy. psst i ate 2 packets of rice before i slept. goshh..

oh after pop rehearsal and lunch, the parts went up to clean bunk. then we did bunk check then they changed out to no3. then we somewhat talked/scolded partas. for their pltn unbond, for their lack of effort, for basic stuffs.. i didnt think i'd have much to say but then i realized there was so much we were disappointed about. almost cried then pltnmates took over. me py and yh were sitting outside hearing pltnmates screamingg. quite painful.. made us emo. i popped my head in once and i saw all minus 1/2 crying so bad. then my face just screwed up then i closed the door and couldnt help crying. so sad! was sposed to tekan partcs and stuffs but we weren't in the mood. ended up talking to them instead.. apparently they were surprised that we were so soft.. then we talked to part bs.

oh part bs. their ncos havent taken them back yet. which is quite sad. cos when we abandoned our partas we took the partbs. well they have slight problems here and there. but all in all they were an earnest bunch of people who really really love their ncos. yes shuning yes jieying they love yoos. anw yeah.. but their drills can get pretty temperamental. jiayou partbs! you all can do it!

and we've decided that we really dont like ex sec 4s. i mean seriously la dudes, that's OUR camp and wth we didnt want you all there. and SO RUDE! they cheered for their own parts and totally ignored our partas. i mean the least you could do is clap politely instead of talking among yourselves. oh and thank youu for paying attention and gaping at the partas who were pretty embarassing on stage. oh yes. partas why dont you people listen to us? we thought you how to march, how to salute, what to do when receiving stuffs on stage from sir, then you all do such stuffs on stage. i was so embarassed and i was emcee. sigh la.

anw yeah. i dont like exsec4s. i hope they'd realize soon that it's our company now and they shouldnt butt in every chance they're got. part c ncos were pretty disappointed cos they ended camp on a high note cos their partcs did a superb job and they had a wonderful goodbye in the end. but partcs partb ncos talked to them afterwards then pltnmates were worried that they'd have less impact on their partcs then. yeah. mean exsec4s. and partb ncos were annoyed cos the partbs parta ncos were comforting them and stuffs when they knew that they've been disowned. MEANNNIEE! hate them. they didnt even talk to us. almost like dao-ed us completely. sheesh.. and ncos, why didnt you talk to us? i mean yeah we were pretty busy i guess but yeah. it's like you forgot bout us or something.. =(

so all in all. camp was somewhat a success. we're almost reaching the end of the road. well at least we're together. RGSNCC LAND PART DS `06!

RGSNCC LAND COMPANY `06.
lovelove ALL of you.

Sunday, May 14, 2006

early morning fun.

You scored as Psychology/Sociology. Related majors that match your highest scored category: Anthropology, Biology, Chemistry, Counseling, Criminal Justice, Political Science, Psychology, Industrial/Organizational (I&O) Psychology, Sociology, Social Work.

Consider all majors in your OTHER high scoring categories. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it. Consider adding a minor or double majoring. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.

Psychology/Sociology

88%

HR/BusinessManagement

88%

Accounting/Finance/Econ

81%

Physics/Engineering

69%

History/Anthropology

69%

Education/Counseling

63%

Religion/Theology

63%

English/Journalism/Comm

63%

Visual&PerformingArts

56%

Nursing/AthleticTraining

56%

Biology/Chemistry/Geology

50%

French/German/Spanish

50%

Mathematics/Statistics

44%

PoliticalScience/Philosophy

38%

WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?
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You scored as Intrapersonal. You prefer your own inner world, you like to be alone, and you are aware of your own strengths, weaknesses, and feelings. You learn best by engaging in independent study projects rather than working on group projects. People like you include entrepreneurs, philosophers and psychologists.

Bodily/Kinesthetic

89%

Intrapersonal

89%

Interpersonal

79%

Visual/Spatial

75%

Verbal/Linguistic

64%

Musical/Rhythmic

46%

Logical/Mathematical

29%

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this seems inaccurate. i think. mehs..


You scored as Posion. Your death will be by poison, probably because you are a glutton and are around so many people that it would be easy to get away with it. Several important people in history share your fate.


Posion

80%

Gunshot

60%

Accident

60%

Eaten

53%

Stabbed

53%

Bomb

53%

Suicide

47%

Disappear

40%

Disease

40%

Suffocated

27%

Drowning

27%

Cut Throat

13%

Natural Causes

7%

How Will You Die??
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hoorah! make it quickk!

http://images.quizfarm.com/1131740144QuizHannibal.jpg">> You scored as Hannibal Lecter. You are Hannibal Lecter. You dont need to eat human flesh to live, but do so because it just taste good. You are very intelligent, and enjoy using it to your advantage to keep people guessing. You arent a killing machine, but when you do decide to let loose, watch out! Dinner is served, with some fava beans, and a nice chianti!

Hannibal Lecter

50%

Michael Myers

35%

Freddy Krueger

30%

Jason Voorhees

25%

Jigsaw

25%

Captain Spaulding

20%

Buffalo Bill

20%

Pinhead

15%

Leatherface

15%

Candyman

5%


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You scored as A cup. You've got nothing,

get some chicken fillets.

A cup

60%

C cup

35%

B cup

30%

D cup

20%

DD cup

10%

F cup

0%

What size boobs are you supposed to have?
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hahahahha. -highly amused. i want chickenn!

You scored as Perfect Girlfriend. You're the perfect girlfriend. You're the kind of girl that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy places (though that would be nice)Just hanging out with him is enough to make you happy

Perfect Girlfriend

88%

Motherly Girlfriend

75%

Sensitive Girlfriend

38%

Not interested Girlfriend

25%

Bad Girlfriend

6%

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You scored as Toy Story II. You scored as the sequel "Toy Story II." You are a loyal and dutiful friend who will stop at nothing to help your friends- so definately this one's for you. And your friends probably belong in this movie with you for their stick-to-it-ness. But seriously, do you really think you belong in a museum?

Toy Story II

81%

Toy Story I

75%

The Incredibles

63%

Finding Nemo

63%

Monster's INC

50%

Cars

31%

A Bug's Life

25%


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Friday, May 12, 2006

life is about coincidences and fate?

haha. been looking forward to yesterday for weeks..

started at 7.15 when i got on the bus to school. i got a seat and slept.

woke up at 7.45. the bus was reaching the sch busstop. noticed that my plastic bag which i had filled with clothes was toppled over. i checked to see if my biscuits were still inside they were.

got off and started walking. felt something was wrong. my wallet was missing.

reached school. was panicking like anything in the ncc rm. pltnmates hadnt reached sch yet. didnt know what to do. then heard voices outside. jy and her dad. ncc shirts just came in.

went to the general office. noone behind the counter. people milling about tho. stoned awhile. went back to ncc rm. noone was there. went back up. same thing. considered goign to the int to look for the wallet myself and be late for sch or somethg. bah. anw went back ncc rm. sn was there with jy. went back go. jalleh was behind the counter. i asked him what i should do. he said he didnt know where the phonebook was and told me to look for it myself. thanks alot.

pltnmates were busy with the shirts. i was still panicking. so i thought -hey let's just call dad for help. borrowed py's phone and called dad. got abit of scolding but dad said he'll do what he can.

went up to class. jalleh asked how's my wallet. i said fine.

called dad again during pe. no luck.

geog. got our pt back. screwed it bad.

recess. called dad. no luck still.

hist. stoned. cle. nancy says there's a wallet found on the 190. hoorah?

lunch.ss. freedom.

called dad after sch. wallet's with mom. went for lunch with na. nancy came by.

went for tuition. called sis to ask her to check my bag for the choir tix. sis took suchh a long time to find it and dad intercepted the phone. told me to come home. no questions.

the next hour + was hell. i was scared to death and the thought of an impending doom and no way for escape is sad.

nancy sent me home. appreciated it. really needed someone to take my mind off things. neared home and i knew i was in for it. i was stupid anw to leave such incriminating stuff so openly..

got home. prayed. then it came.

first time i ever got beaten that bad i guess. belt lashing hurts. seriously. was too numb to really feel anything much. it did sting tho. ouch. not so surprisingly i cried. so much for being strong..

cried again in the toilet. the pain was coming. i could see the marks on my arm. mom was scolding me from outside. tried blocking out the sounds. then she went away. showered. went to bed. it burned where the belt hit my skin. i felt hot all over. i thought seeing disappointment hurts and that physical pain didnt hurt too bad. but i guess it did. being in ncc did help tho. the initial pain was bearable.

dad asked what was to become of me. what made me this way. i thought of it too.

i could blame my parents.. i guess. they cannot deny the fact that they favoured my sisters. and they cannot say that its because im like this. they started it first. seriously and im not simply being immature. i hate my mom for what she did to me when i was in pri2. it was degrading and horrid. mom may have moodswings but it doesnt give her reason to do that. i know its just one incident, perhaps there's more, but i guess the most significant incident usually sticks.

well point is. i dunno. coincidences happen? its a coincidence that i lose my wallet yst of all days. its a coincidence that noone happened to be in the go to help me. (although i doubt anyone could) its a coincidence that i had to leave my tix at home and call sis for help. and its fate that we're not meant to be..? star-crossed indeed.

my skin still burns.. and well i still dunno what to do bout the situation but yeah. dad threatened to do something real drastic if i dont change. scary..

and anw i figured that the reason why i get busted so often is simply because Allah loves me and decided to intervene. im lucky. i guess.

and i love my nazri. just dont know how i can continue with this. or whether i even should. ahwell..

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

waste my time away

You like to experience everything! You go for the renaissance type!

Want a partner who's into just about everything? Well, you've found him in your Renaissance man! This man is extremely passionate about everything you can think of. His interests run the gamut, from football scores to Dutch art, and he delves into all of his interests enthusiastically. Your man will do anything and go anywhere and most likely have a smile on his face the whole time. You'll constantly be mesmerised by how much information he soaks up and retains. Whether it's because he's extremely well cultured or due to his romantic nature, you can't help yourself falling for this bloke. Although he has a plethora of redeeming qualities, this great catch can be somewhat dotty. He can sometimes lose sight of reality and wind up living happily in the clouds. But when it comes down to it, that's exactly where this man will put you - on cloud nine.

silly.

smile!

who's happy Happy HAPPY?

me Me ME!

chem is over. hoorah hoorah!! i feel so wonderfully joyful. =/ mehs haha! like a hugee load off my shoulders. i very much dont like chem. -nods.

so what now? physics pt. philo summative. ss essay. annual camp. flockey unified comp. Malacca geog trip. rgdrama props.

hmm.. sposed to start with physics today. been either doing other stuff or stoning during physics lessons. mustmust catch up. but for now..

slack. joy! i wanna play thesims. hmm..

sleepy. havent been sleeping right. mug mug chem. i think i screwed it actually. dont know. but ahwell at least its over.

and FISHSTICK la. camp's been postponed to next weekend. sposed to be this sat and sun. but parents have been complaining that its during the cadets summative assesments. well i empathise with them but garr. i have 3 summative stuffies on week 10. hellllo??

bloody hell indeed. so anw. yeah. apparently dad signed the whole family up for the big walk thinger. mom's willing to go too. surprise surprise. but oh? i cannot go. and why? COS ITS EFFING NEXT SUNDAY AND I HAVE ANNUAL CAMP. im sad.

i have moodswings indeed. =) i have a somewhat nice day tmr. maths pe geog recess hist cle lunch ss. lunch out. math tuition. choir concert. eh? well not so nice.. but looking forward to choir concert. sweet freedomm!!!
-runs around. bweeness.

had indiv talk with partas today. so..dull. talking bout the same stuff over and over and over again. so many of them! garr.

and i want py's phone. its got a beatbox. O.o anyways, "coolios" phone quotes praya. indeed.

oh yes. last wed, me and py went army market to get school tags for partas and future partas. so super ex laa. and the woman was bitching bout us in chn! garr. py was very pissed. oh and i was enlightened bout certain interesting stuffs. mehs..

and i think ive had a very boring 2 weeks. but the weeks pass really fast. oddness..

yay sims? hoorah!

olivejuice cupcake. -hugs.

Monday, May 01, 2006

tuesday blues?

garr! i wasted my weekend againn. so sad.

and F**k english please. whyy should i write bout ethnocentricsm and family and whatnots? i'd gladly talk about a picnic or an encounter that changed my life. really! garr!!!

been listening to lotsa mushy songs lately. bahs me. i miss my nazri baby.. O.o hoohoos..

You scored as Cultural Creative. Cultural Creatives are probably the newest group to enter this realm. You are a modern thinker who tends to shy away from organized religion but still feels as if there is something greater than ourselves. You are very spiritual, even if you are not religious. Life has a meaning outside of the rational.



Cultural Creative

81%

Romanticist

75%

Fundamentalist

63%

Idealist

63%

Postmodernist

56%

Modernist

50%

Existentialist

50%

Materialist

25%

What is Your World View? (updated)
created with QuizFarm.com



aight back to englishh. GARRRRR!

olivejuice,cupcake.. 6 years aight?
-hugs..

Friday, April 28, 2006

everything's just going wrong wrong.

and there's no way i can make it right

gosh i wanna die.

olivejuice,cupcake..

Sunday, April 23, 2006

say it before its too late

quotes zerui:

"when you feel down, lonely or unhappy. you can always go to the ncc room, because when you see the light on, you know theres someone who care."

"and even when only 2 person are there, dun have much to talk about, you dun feel the akwardness. because you just appreciate the company." (pun on company. hahahahaha!)

"there will neevr be any one other person you call pltmate. never someone else you can get angry and the next moment forget about it with. we will be close together, we wil cele xmas together, we will be old grannies eating high tea and playin mahjong together. we will stay through, because we are strong."

hahs. i love you pltnmates. yeah and 1sg shufang's current state is probably like a jolt of reality for most of us. as in all our 4 years we've been slogging over pts, spazzing for tests and all that. but poof something could happen to us and yeah..

1sg shufang's a strong person indeed.. and to think that someone so active and fit could be so sick now.. we'd never know what lies ahead but we cant always live as though today is our last. for example choosing meeting my baby over finishing up my pt and deciding by saying, "what would i do if today's my last?" that'll just make matters alot easier, no? obvious answer really. but honestly, i dont know whether it Is my last and im pretty sure the teacher wont appreciate it if i came to class empty handed and saying, "well i didnt do it cos i figured i wont live to see the deadline (hurrs DEADline hurrs)"

so yeah. why cant it be that easy? mehs.. am im seeriously straying from the issue at hand. bahded

so anw, zr's cheesy but she's right. let's say it before its too late, pltnmates! i love all of you and despite whatever it is that's happened since last year, we'll all pull through ryt? together! eightasone. well sevenasone but i cant count. -nods. i miss yunzhi..

hmm. or to solve the problem of whether we'd still be spending time together in jc, let's all join clt course! hahas. then we'll all be together forever. yay high tea and mahjong! =/

-big hug to all of yoos. if today's my last, i want you all to know that if anyone should ask how my sec school life was like, honestly, the only things i can rmb are the times that i spent doing ncc stuffs with yoos. (well at least parta and partb year). so anww, all im trying to say is that every single one of you made a difference in my life and i'd just like to thank you for that. few more months to ord, let's enjoy whatever's left okay? im sure we'd miss it once its gone..

oh and olivejuice to you. =)

Friday, April 21, 2006

weekly dosage

am very amused. below is what shakira discovered..

Carbon dioxide, when breathed in high concentrations (about 5% by volume), is toxic to humans and other animals. Hemoglobin, the main molecule in red blood cells, can bind both to oxygen and to carbon dioxide. If the CO2 concentration is too high, then all hemoglobin is saturated with carbon dioxide and no oxygen transport takes place (even if plenty of oxygen is in the air). Carbon dioxide and dry ice should therefore only be handled in well ventilated areas.
The CO2 that is carried in blood can be find in different areas. 8% of CO2 is in the plasma as a gas. 20% of it is bound to hemoglobin, The CO2 bounded to hemolobin is not competing with oxygen binding since it binds to amino acids rather than hemo molecules.The remaining 72% of it is carried as bicarbonate HCO3- which is a buffer important in our pH regulation. The level of bicarbonate is regulated and if it is high then we breath more rapidly to get rid of the excess carbon dioxide.
The level of carbon dioxide/bicarbonate in the blood affects the thickness of the blood capillaries. If it is high, the capillaries expand and more blood rushes in and carries the excess bicarbonate to the lungs. To help avoid the loss of carbon dioxide to a deadly low level, the body has developed certain defensive mechanisms. These include contractions of the air pipes and blood pipes, and the increased production of mucus.

gosh. haha! pointless chem car. tsk..

this week passed fast.. monday was trg. tuesday was go home early day.

oh wed! napfa 5 items. i finally finally finally got all As! bweeness~ my shuttle run and sbj deproved tho. sad.. and i retested for sit and reach and improved by 3 cm! hoohoos.. then went for math tuition.

thursday. interesting day! right after recess was hist test. was spazzing.. then we changed out for rgs book day. yayy twiddledum &dee! hahs siti's my odd half. yupyup! hoorah 409! think we all did a greatt job.

after sch went for lunch with na at fareast. gosh gosh. so many weird things happened! massages.. dudes asking for money and asking why when we said no.. and gurmit singh and his son. =/ odd. then math tuition again.

so friday is a nice nice nice nice nice dayy! nice way to sum up the school week.
tristan & isolde is rather nice.. didnt have that Woww impact on me tho. mehs..
and at the place we had lunch rytt, there was this minah dude who found a cockroach in her food. gosh so ultra gross. but she got a new plate served tho. dunno whether thats a good thing or otherwise.. they didnt make such a huge fuss bout it tho. O.o

shall go support bahas tmr! yay yay. must win! mekar perbayu raffles! woohoos..

aight.

olivejuice much muchlyy.. -hugs!

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

DEAR PARTAS,

DO NOTE THAT SNRS' BLOGS ARE OFF-LIMITS TO ALL OF YOU.
im pretty sure we mentioned it before

privacy
Privacy
PRIVACY

and yeah. dont go linking us either. that's just wrong wrongg..

love,
1sg siti

ps. TSK.

Sunday, April 16, 2006

just living in the memory
and am not in the mood to study

bah i say.

olivejuice,cupcake. thanks for being around yst.
lovelovelove you loads.
-hugs!

Friday, April 14, 2006

OM feverr

hmm.. its 1.25 on a Friday morning. been sleeping late for quite some times this week. ranging from 1-3am. gosh.. i need more sleep! garr!

last week was okay. cant remember much right now..
OH! sports fest on friday. was late cos of om. oh fish and chips! uh yeah.. inter-class relay. hoorah 409! first place. then we took care of the dudes from Yio Chu Kang Gardens MINDS. was supposed to take part in the novelty race. but one of the dudes who wasnt suppose to participate for some reason wanted to so badly so i just guided her through the obstacle stuffs. she got a medal thinger. pretty.. i want it too! bahs.. she seemed content. so okay. =)

ORA! hahahs. stupid people either dont eat corn, coconut, or both. or they just dont like me. they bought the ice lime tea tho. my mommy makes nice iced tea! yay! and i was so superbly annoyed by part c who INSULTED my corn. i mean honestlyy you are soo rude! sheesh.

ahhh! and the haunted house! ahhhh. so scaryyy! i got a free ticket cos the queue was so long and the wait was so long that some dudes gave up. i almost did too cos i was late. but yeah. the thing was so super freakky!

ahwell..

monday was a terriby tiring day. partas were okay.. pt was alright.. drills were alright.. bangs were wonderful.. oh got home feeling ultra sick. wanted to sleep till 9, pray, sleep again till 12, then do ss pt. but yeah i was sick! was in bed when mom came in, touched my forehead and told me i had a fever. erts yeah.

so tuesday was a no school day for me. =) then slept at 2.30 doing ss pt.

wednesday was trg dayy.. so tiredd! ohh! i lovelove E=mc^2. cool cool cool show.. and i like soccer! woohoos.. partas reported late for trg for some hist thing. had om spontaneous prac.. then went home where i Bumped into someone completely accidentally coincidentally. uhhuhhs. olivejuice,baby..

thursday! uhhuhhh. om fever's back alright. was dreadfully stoned today tho. i checked my mail earlier today to confirm that i was to leave my class at 11.50 for om. for some odd reason, i sat through history, thinking that 12.50 was in fact 11.50. and when the bell rang at 12.25 for the end of lesson. i was staring at the clock thinking something was not right.. "bloody hell!" ran up to class. got my bag. went to foyer. yeah wasnt late anyways. bus left sometime before 1.

yeah anyways spontaneous was fun! had enough prac somewhat i suppose.. and i retardedly tied my hair somehows.i looked positively horrid but it really got me into an om mood so i kept it there till i left acsi. O.o

i like bus rides.. and i dont like carrot cake anymore! not niiice. garr!

hohum okay. i shall end here.

oh but first

olivejuice,cupcake. alot alot alott. -hugs..

haha!

Monday, April 03, 2006

so that's how it is

sir was considering promoting me and py to staff.

hahahahah. seriously dudes, that wasnt necessary. the least you could do is tell him that we'd go discuss it among ourselves or something. you guys didnt have to protest in front of us. honestly! god. fine you all went for ssc. we didnt. fine you won awards. we didnt. so okay, we're effing useless dudes who dont deserve the bloody rank. well go stuff your lanyard somewhere you.

but seriously la. im sick and tired of us chucking the bloody matter aside as if its not impt. and We have to accept our fate and live with it. do you have any idea how difficult it is to do that with our own pltnmates strutting about with their lanyards, discussing which is the right side up, oh we hafta collect the ssg rank from hq.. well the least you could do is not rub it in our faces. always talking about internal parade promotion whatnots. sooo cant wait to tell the company our ranks.

it bloody hurts that you all dont care about us at all. well hoho in case you didnt know, single brain celled siti has feelings! ooh. really now? hmmmm

and company scolding today. was watching the part cs. they all put in so much effort. their faces dao with all their years of shit together. together. we used to be like that pltnmates. we tell the parts that pltn bond is important. your pltnmates are the people we turn to in the end. what now, i ask. maybe we should tell the parts. "hey. screw pltnmates. individualism! yeaahh." i mean yeah all the 3 years of shit they go through is just gonna fuck up in their faces, no? oh nono.. except for the best 5.

trg today was okay. Happy milo day! darling little partas..

pt wasnt too bad. but their stamina can be improved. and drills were splendidd! lovelove their bangs.

oh but company scolding. partas really should learn from their snrs..

oh and we told the company of our indiv ranks.. yeah.

ah dont give a fuck.

so that's how it is.

Saturday, April 01, 2006

btc

and its been a long while since i blogged.

busy busy busy..

parta btc was alright i guess. very flexible schedule we've got..

so started off pretty okay. brought partas to their bunk. bunk check was loong loong looong. was so bleahed by the time the bunk was acceptable. we slept in 409.

oh btw 409 our classroom is filthy! so gross..

taught partas how to wear no4 proper. taught them water parade. field cooking!

well at least they had fun. -mutters.. we didnt have any food. partas gave us maggi with luncheon meat and baked beans and mushrooms. haha! shameless us..

sir had macs for dinner.

8pm. partas went up to bunk. sir taught them m16 characteristics and stuffs. tired already.. oh taught partas how to prone. one time i thought sir was py and said "eh move!" gosh how embarassing..

9.20-10.06. talked to partas bout their mistakes. me and py were super tired and wonky. we were nice..

maam was too sick to take over sir's shift so sir hadta stay overnight. btc was to end earlier cos sir hadnt got a change of clothes and stuffs. ahwell. scrapped ifc.

10.36-11.30. supper. biscuits! very nice actually. and diluted milo. tried convincing partas that milo's bad cos we hadnt got enough. learnt a new word: impudent. hahs. that's my partas.. so we made them come up with a milo cheer. amusing really..

supper time.
need milo
we no milo we dont go.
give us milo we behave,
tmr we be good partas

something along those lines i think. was very much amused..

lights outt. gave parta the prayer stuffs.. ah.. late late late! lights out pushed till 12midnight. bahwell

parta ncos went to shower. nice nicee.. 12.20 back in bunk. then we went back to the toilet cos py forgot her glasses. mehs.. 12.45 midnight visitor..

we were all pretty stoned. slept at 2am.

woke up at 5am to the sounds of partas chatter next door. had the digusting bumpy insect bite things on my leg..

5.30. wash up. when i went back to the bunk, pltnmates said that we were busted. was so super freaked. my goodness. i must've been too tired to miss all those superbly obvious hints. "happy april fools' siti" says them. and i thought that the trick was something else! mehhh. about 10mins after then pltnmates figured that i hadnt understood. py and yh stared at me in disbelief. bahh. then i screamed a scream that could be heard from the basement. mehs. evil evil evil pltnmates..

6.30. pt. wasnt that bad la.. we were being strictt.

sir had macs for breakfast.

8+ me and py made milo. dilutedd.. partas got their biscuits and buns. haha modified milo cheer!

9am. leave for safra. some delays.. was annoyed.. yay i have a loud voice. -nods. =)

9.30-11. safra yishun. gosh i just realized how fun imt is! i never never did knew what to shoot i realize. now i know and im not too bad! hahahahs. partas are pretty good too for first timers. hoorah!

11.30. back in school. collected our lunch from stall7. 5 extra packets for maam and missing partas. i eat fast fastt. i was finishing my 2nd packet just as py finished her first. she says im abnormal. then we offered free food to random people. but then after that we saw poor hungry ge at the void deck. aaw poor thing lucked out.

12.30. snp gathering at blk J. rather slow..

1.45. back with partas at void deck. sposed mock profi. ended up having uniform check with mock profi marking system. yeah

2.20. and it was all over. just like that. and we saw them leave just like it was any other training. i duno. it was 2 days of hell. so tiring and annoying and it ended just like that.

all the same mistakes..

what's the point really.

Saturday, March 18, 2006

wise words

haha!

"and it takes no time to fall in love
but it takes you years to know what love is"

O.o haha! syimah feeling emo. -nods.

KIQ today was alright. ri guys are still so gay but some of them are so cute. hahs. not cute cute but aaaw cute. somewhat. i came late for it anyways. after lunch, which i ate 3 chickens cos They passed em to me. horrid horrid people,no? hahs.

i like the little children! so ultra cuuute. like the little girl with no front teeth. quotes her: "awakk, nama awak aper??" "betul eh? bohong masuk neraka tau!" something along those lines. haha! so so so super cuute.. anww had fun talking to random kids around. amused..

oh om full dress wasnt so bad i guess. but still, i think our skit is very much like a low-quality performance. so sad. and teddy got to take part too. he acted as the hare. O.o

yeah i should study. uhhhuh.. jason mraz songs are really nice and the lyrics are so weird its nice. yeah. ahwell random.

and cupcake baby, 9 more days. olivejuice very much muchly.