<3 flockey

yesterday went well. Refreshments! yay. gardenia disappeared fast but there were plenty of newater left. i'd have very much preferred h20. you really shouldnt complain,na. haha!

oh and the demo game was pretty bad i thought. i was fussing with the dumb helmet. should have just played on eventhough i couldnt see very much. bahwell.. and that dude. god. stop scolding the athletes will you? esp since youre scolding them for the things that you do too. and youre much worse. "dont play one man show ah!" -snorts.

then the debrief was so lengthy..

i lubx euu. gross isnt it? twit you.

monday trg was very tiring. tuesday was a fast day.

wednesday. was in a horrid mood in the morning. pe- did tennis. i think i might've annoyed some dudes. shot a few balls out as usual. before the carnival meeting, we went for sushi! i like sushi! haha! dad fetched me to go collect newater halfway through the meeting. the newater men werent expecting me to be so young i think. they were like, "where are you from?" oh Mars, really.

mehs. thursday.. day was really long. friday was ultra short. OM is fun! did membership sign.. ditched na,melz and farin to go for lunch with pltnmates. then sn disappeared and yh didnt wanna go. guess who i was stuck with again? zeruii. nyeh.. ahwell i made her buy sushi. then we went lj. oh we saw 1sg nadiah! bwee. miss ex sec4s alot. miss part,partb,part c year..

anw then i bought a wallet since my old wallet is torn and stuffs. was terribly tempted to buy a pink roxy one. but zr adviced me against it cos most dudes would be very shocked. =( syimah can be pink too what..

going to lili's house later to do maths pt. no fun.. it takes 30mins to get up to her house apparently. so bleah-ing.

dad's supposed to be on tv soon. the show on suria. but its just a really short short part.. mehs. pointless..?

eh haha! dad was on awhile just now. so cute. hahahs.

ahwell. shall go mug now..

drug. bug. jug. mug. =/

olivejuice, cupcake. 11 months. 73 to go.. haha! -hugs..

pop quiz!

Translate this from english to malay.

hotel: makmal
Italy: Italiano
jog: bersiar-siar
confidence high: sekolah menengah Konfiden
after making ourselves comfable: setelah kami berasa legah
hahas. Comfable! good god man. gosh. frame up the convos of idiocy and put em' up in the hospitals. who needs doctors anymore, eh? after all, laughter Is the best medicine. gahh..

oh and yes. belle is an extremely revengeful fella. cough ganesh coughhh! and haha! king louis the XIV rolls in his grave. "he was a weak ruler." "his secret affair" "took him a long time to give her a child" hahahahs. the poor guy. well looking on the bright side, he doesnt need to dig a hole and bury himself from all the shame.

Marie antoinette plays mahjong!

and i picked the random 1 in a few tens worth of leaves that farin's team was selling for their worldbank campaign thing. what's the probability of that? i must be blessedd.

and american idol is very fun to listen to. melt-able voices.. gushgushh!


bwee. interesting day indeed.

olivejuice baby. =)

first trg

First Training.

so wonderful! my cute little parta babies..

hahahhas. they're still rather chatty but i dont see that as much of a problem now.

first and foremost, we started late late laate. we werent told of the changes in timing cos of total defence day march in prac. yeah then trg started 30 mins laterr. yeah screwed up trg plans.

but i guess we modified well enough. cut most of the pt. they're not too bad with pushups. and complicated jumping jacks was so cute. =)

then then thenn we taught them body max. some of them enjoyed it, some probably didnt like it very much. but buttt then after awhile we realized that the netball courts' floors were superbly hot and they were toasting our pratas so they went under shelter for awhile. then we asked those who havent to just try. so they did. then we asked who wanted to do again. some volunteered. so we were like. "make us proudd" "one for all, all for one" then about 6 of them were about to start when all of them went onto the courts and got into position. me and priya were like awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. -grins!! flip pratas, flipp!

i think im starting to love them already. hmms..

yeah. then went to void deck to teach drills and stuffs. they were woahh pretty good actually. some common problems and stuffs but they looked so darning zai when they all fall in and did sedia and senang diri. ultra cooool. then one parta got sick. pretty freaky for the year's first casualty. O.o get well..? yeh.

then the part went home so py followed her to wait for her parents i guess. so i was left all alone with 17 partas. gosh i was going madd..

so we got the uniform sizes for all of them. gah. collating uniform sizes of so many of them drove me nuts. but yeah. they were good pratas..

so okay. i guess i should stop gushing bout my newfound loves. =D yay partas! hopefully you all will always do us proud. yeah..

valentines' day tmr. well honestly honestly i dont see the point. but ookay. =)

i love you Nazzy Wazzy. we dont need vday for us to know that, do we? hahs. -hugs..
happy vday anw.

balls and more balls.

tennis.
shoa nother two over the tennis courts' walls. haha! i dont think i've got the hang of it yet. never fail to lose a few balls. there's still the unbeatable 2 that went out of the school.. i couldnt find it at the busstop ehs. hmms

yeah. tennis. painful game. was rather high i guess. i think i started getting ultra high after i smacked my face with my racket. was going to hit the ball but i wasnt holding the racket right and yeah hit my right eye. thank god i have glasses. smallsmall cut under the eye though. anw, i think it killed a million braincells. or well, quotes priya from another incident:"i think it killed your braincell. Note the singularity". pffft..

then yeah balls here and there. was picking up a ball once when wanie aimed one right at my head. then another time the ball hit me suare on the chest and i was moaning in pain when someone hit another ball at my hip. gosh. so very violent.

ex sec4s!!! lovelove.

oh. my sis got 9 pts for her L1R5. i am Awedd. gosh. to think that she got 22 for her prelims and so oddly decided that she was probably going poly and hence visited only the poly open houses. stupid woman.. now she's aiming for njc. hoohoo..

so cool. but woahh. my sister is in the top class in her sch, did superbly well in her os and stuffs, while im in rg and am the lowest 30 in my cohort. now That is just saddd. gahhh. and just this morning i was telling myself that in rj, im gonna try get the humans stream. and im gonna try get into hockey.(which is apparently very hard to get in. 1sg jessica is in itt!! =] )

but it seems so tinyy compared to my sister's achievements. gah. screw la. if i ever took my Os, i'd Never get a 1 digit score. hahs. nvm. i can do this!

my partas coming in on monday. confirmed confirmed 22. =) hoorah! oh and i commanded for lower sec assembly today. saw 2 of my partas and one of them asked: "are you going to yell onstage?" and i said: "it's called Commanding" i was very amused. hahs..

okie okie. hmm.. been playing with sims bodyshop lately. hahs. so interesting.. bwee.

okay. sleepy. nitenite.

olivejuice,baby.. -snuggles. haha!

The Suns

23 confirmed part as. honestly that's alott for 3 ncos to handle. but -puffs up chest. we'll manage.

planned partas' basic trg camp(btc) and 1st trg during today's trg. pretty odd planning their pt considering that its so little in comparision to the the other parts. woahness..

hmms. haha ss! they were using probability to prove their point for something and quotes charissa: but Singapore is not a bag of balls! hahahs. funny

saturday was funn. had om first thing in the morn. did spontaneous and it was so super funny. also did the weights tests for the structure. trying to be vague here.. -glares at a certain spyy..

then there was perbayu orientation. was okay i guess.. me siti and liyana were station mastering the ball station. the 'disabled' dudes hadta do stuffs with the ball..O.o
then lunch i ate alot alot. bahs. my rice had one fat chicken, then na gave me hers then has did too. mehs.. so fat

thenthen, went cine, played arcade. i stood a chance of winning okay dude. you banged me! grrs. anw then bought yami yoghurt! =)

went back rg to get the tix. woah long long wait. was pretty pissed at some dudes.. anw yeah. then finally got through about an hour later. went to ncc room to put stuffs and then and thenn, 2 batches of ex sec 4s came in! gah gah gah i was so shocked cos i didnt know who they were but could recognize only one batch and so i greeted. yeh. =/

so anww. the rock for good concert was cool. hahas. the first part was okay i guess. im not much for rock music but someonee crushed the Skyjuice bassist. gosh. gay-lovin' dude. tsk. and gah the dudes who were mosh-ing(??). they looked like gas particles ping-ing around.

oh yeah. i crush crush crush THE SUNS! gahh. the vocalist was so.. -melts. hahs. lovelove his voice. he can actually scream and not make it sound cringe-able. i hate screamy songs. so yeah. the drummer was pretty interesting too i guess.

and i still dont like ronin.

yeah. went home at 10pm cos parents wanted me home. mehh. was so superbly drained anw. so yeah.. and 190 didnt come cos orchard was closed for chingay. walkedd to the 67 busstop but someone so smart wanted to take a detour but we ended up getting lost. yeah. -growls.

so okay that's all. shall finish up my maths assignment now, otherwise the procrastinatosaurus will come after me.

olivejuice,baby.. BAH Theron. -pouts..

get lost in the heaat

eh super hot day today.

anw yeh. zerui managed to convince me to go out today. stupid girl wanted candy from a very faraway place so bad. mehs. even offered to buy me chocolate. which was probably what convinced me really..

anww.. we set off after school. stopped by livia at fareast cos zerui wanted colourful stuffs. erts.

then took mrt to raffles place. but ohnono. asked for directions, wrong stop. went back to cityhall. then ask for directions again. followed the one link thing and ended up at marina square. then asked for directions. then walk and walk and walk. ask for directions again. and FINALLY, we reached millenia walk. and i should mention that EVERYTIME im out with zerui, we'd get lost. everytime, every year. gosh and we're already sec4, darling. get your bearings right. gedditgeddit? hurrs.. ahwell. its not getting lost. its about discovering new places.. yup!

so, anw. worth the trip i guess. oh yes. from now on, i want my birthday prezzes from CANDY EMPIRE at MILLENIA WALK. LEVEL ONE. its hard to miss it. the place is huuuge. and there's so many yummy stuffs. oh but do take note of its halal-ness. no gelatine and no emulsifier 471 please. i'd love you all foreverr. -nods fervently. i dont mind getting the wonka mud sludgeee.. HINTHINT! hahahs.

You can get there by bus 36 from doby gaut stn busstop. i think. well at least you can get back From there by 36 to park mall. yesh. oh and ive got some of their business cards if you need further directions. =)

and i bought sour candy stuffs. coolness! oh but most the stuffs are considerably ex ex ex! but its okay. you all love me.

hahs. then after that went bk with zr who treat me 1buck. wow. hahs. yeh. and i bought a student meal but the guy gave me that angpao thing and i get 1buck of my next great deal meal..? yeh. and zr didnt get an angpao but she bought a student meal too! hahahahs.

yay. what else. oh we reminisced alot about rgs ncc. yeah.. we realize we dont rmb parta year all that much. and part b year was like a dream. dont rmb much at all. but part c year.. gosh. the horriblest torturest year ever. emotional,mental and physical stress. dang it was the most painful year la please. and the most pumpings.

we rmbed that in part a year. first company dinner at ps. hahs. we didnt know where it was. stoped at somerset. asked for directions. then ohh. went back mrt. lunchtime crowd. zr got into the train but the rest of us didnt get in in time. hahahs. so funny.

in part b year. ncos disowned us during annual camp. we were a huge disappointment. joined the then partcs pltn. they were having their mock specs, practising c&c. then the partc ncos helped us. helped us be somethg that our own ncos could be proud of. a pltn that our ncos would accept again. a few days after, ncos talked to us during morn bonding. "then the partc ncos took over. you all changed. we thought it was our fault" -msg weining. so sad.

and i guess what touched me most was the company bond. i mean. the fact that our ex sec4s,(partcs when we were partbs), some of them notice and rmb us being disowned and joinging their ranks temporarily during annual camp 04. well the gg rule and all. no talking with snrs. as in. yeah.. the bond is there. its so obvious. we dont need to verbally interact with them. what's the point? some things dont need to expressed in words. just simple actions to show that they care. i love rgsncc.

oh and smart syimah learnt something new today! the worst thing that can happen to anyone is amnesia. becauuse, memories last you forever (until it deteriorates i guess). but zr said that the worse is when you lose your friends. well i duno. people come and go, but the memories will still remain. and with amnesia.. so sad. i have plenty of memories i dont want to lose. haha!

oh and i wanna go to the rock for good concert tmr. i think it promises much interesting stuffs. most likely in the crowd. hmmms. hahas. see if dad allows i guess. mehs

olivejuice, cupcake. honesty! hahs. -hugs..

crunch!

lion dance was cool. bwee.. ex ex sec4s came back! isg jiahui! yayy.. and after the cny celebrations, we did an encore for them. i screwed up this round for abit but it was overall okay. well done pltnmates! hahs. now all i need is a drumset. bugger..

ah saturday was so screwy.

oh watched narnia again on friday with na. now seriously, wont mr tumnus and lucy make suchh a cute couple? aaawdorable.. yeh and king peter king peterr! and aslan is teh hawt.

anww.. yeh. cine is so acsi infested. tsk.. heh.

hmm..slept in the living room with my sisters last night. watched tv all night long. ooh. a walk to remember! now i rmb why i thought it was teh sweet. i crush shane west again. o.O

hahahaha. dad bought tix for le grand voyage at cine later. hohum.. ehh. i mustmust get famous amos later. yupp!

okay that's all i guess.

they say we're little
they say there's a long way to go
but i know, we can make it through.

-grins.

olivejuice baby.

mother goose land

hahaha! mother goose land. future problem solving for geogg. so how do we solve the problem of an economic downturn brought upon by ms Mary Q. Contrary who built a wall around her garden all because of little ms muffet,who trampled on the little maids lined up in a row when she saw a ferocious spider, and thus the garden is no longer accessible to all the tourists who wish to view the famed silver bells and cockleshells.

yeh. so we should send the little children living in the shoe to do CIP cleaning up ms contrary's garden to please her. then the old woman living in the shoe can sign their CIP cards. hoho! i think its hilarious.

anww. funny day. and honestly in my opinion i think good grades would make me happy for quite some time. i wont want to leave rg with regrets. i mean most of the dudes said that they wanna enjoy their last year in rg and like academics wasnt their top priority.. please la. you guys would cry if you failed a test. i fail a thousand times over. all i want is to leave school with an improvement in my grades.. -nods.

and bahh. i am so shortt. after lunch i was walking back to class with na then there was this sec4 dude who walked past me who was so superbly tall then when i turned to see who it was, i somehow suddenly cowered. so stupid. nyeh..

what else.. ooh. sec1 ncc LAND orientation yst. jolly good. i think we've got a bunch of sec1s with potential. problem now is turning them into diaming pratas. hmmhmm.. did 69 pushups on priyaa! and we did the 4 people support thinger. we held it there longer then partcs. as expected i suppose. but my legs have been aching since sunday and at the first few seconds the pain was already shooting up my thigh like ouchh. but we held it there for over a minute so we rock. yup!

heh heh. i can climb the wall by myself. suicidal framee!

and sec1s are so cheekopek-ish! we just finished water bombing and was debriefing the little tots. then the partcs and pltnmates were walking past behind them and they turnedd and were like "eh transparent lerhh!" tsk! am i the only one sensible enough to wear black shirt?? and bring my understuffs. hmm.. hahahs! transparency is the best policy!

so what elsee.. i like nougat.

OH. and last friday, during madrasah. i came late. the ustad was teaching so i asked him "is this 4B?" and he just nodded so i sat down. then i didnt know any of the dudes in the class so i was like oookay..

then at the end of class, ustad asked those who came late to check their attendance. so i went up to him. and woahh! ive been in the wrong class the whole time. so i sat back down. tried to act normal. and rushed out quickk after the doas to catch my Real ustadzah who laughed at me. =( so embarassingg.. luckily im just an invisible being in class so noone would really notice. -hopeful~

and GONG XI FA CAI! hahs. lion dance tmr. drum drumm. we're gonna rock! lovelove pltnmates! jumpjump rolll! gonna drum till my eardrums POP! yay

10mths sugarcake appletart honeybunny cupcake baby! hahs. delightfully yummy! -hugs. olivejuice verily much,darling. 7 years noww..

yesterday's tomorrow

is of course today. and its by far the worse day of the year this year. but then again, its been only 3 weeks..

-gets into pissed off mode again-

BLOOODY HELL LAA. what a horrid horrrid day.

well firstly, reached school and yeah the part b thg. well some of them deserve it. but those dudes who put in effort. gosh im so sorry we made you cry. self confidence babbyy..
oh well anw, i was in too good a mood to yell at anyone but then heard some stuffs that woahh fuelled my temper to like the limit. gosh. well it involved our parta nco somewhat and our dignityy. bah.

okay. then in class. maths. i was struggling somewhat with the supa cool graphic calculator and she just haaad to act so smart. f off la

oh. better still. it was ss then we were talking about ethnic quota scheme and stuffs then i was mentioning to her that i dont think my dad had any problem selling malay flats. and she was like:

her: oh i heard stuff about your dad.
me: err what?
her: they dont like his services.
me: nyeh. okayy..

FCK YOU LA BITCH. i cannooott stand you. i hate you to bits. if i hadnt learnt to control my temper you'd be so screwed dude. i could feel my temper bubbling to the surface la. asshole.
And anww, how many people can you possibly know to allow you to make such a statement huhh? and if my dad was that bad at his job why'd he get those awards and stuff. why'd he get referrals from his clients? how'd he get the cash to support my family? watch what your comments dude. he's still my dad. and youre a bitch. -scowls..

and of course there's the dreaded ncc talk. haha! what a joyful congregation. we were graced with the presence of the principal, vice principal, ms ong, our 2 COs, goh li kian and the Commandant and Central District Commandant. gee.

it wasnt that bad i guess. overall, the school does want us to excel too. but i mean, HIERARCHY?? which unit doesnt have that? even the other ccas in rg has that and you bug US about it? sheeeeesh.

and if rgsncc was seriously that bloody intollerable, whythehell am i still hanging around? why are pltnmates all still around? its the bleeding BOND dammit. its what we're in it for. why dont we produce clts? its RGSNCC that's impt to us. not just NCC. not that any of you would understand that. noone ever does. so that's why you should leave us alonee. geddddit??

well then That woman was the worst la. gosh. so annoyinggg. towards the end of the 'talk' everyone was like fine already. even the principal was nice about it. and there you sat frowningg away. talking to us like we're idiots.. and she had zr booked for her hair. gosh. whatever laa

SO YUPP! -inserts fake smile- but then the nice thg was that later ge went to see sir for awhile and he said the commandant was impressed by us anw cos it was evident that we truly had the interests of our cadets at heart. uhhuh. and that's true okayy!

yeah and to partbs if youre reading my blog, (although youre not supposed to. tsk), dont feel too bad bout today's scolding okay? we just want to see you all improve. -nods. we dont want you all to regret after the years and feel like you brought the company down. cos that's what i honestly feel anw. rgsncc pltn 03-06 was a disappointment. I was a disappointment. so now im trying to make up for it. keep the legacy burning brightt..

OH and btw, if anyone EVER bugs me bout our rgsncc's traditions, such as diaming even when its uncalled for, again, just shut up okay? i cant stand it. cos i realize that its not your bloody problem what we do. if we dont like it, we'd stop. but we happen to Love it. so yeah, got a problem with that? -cracks knuckles..

bother. then when i got home, mom told me my madrasah's been changed to fridays. of all days seriously..

fucked up day.

on a lighter notee..

haha! zr's sister so cuuute! she's pri1 this year and like get's 5bucks a week. (im not too sure bout the facts) but something to do with having only 4.90 cos she spent 10cents on jelly. but cos she didnt want her mom to be angry she said she bought prata. O.o 10cents prata! hahahahhas. i found it hilarious. and to top it off, the reason why she bought such little food was cos she wanted to be first in line for assembly. aaaaw. hahs!

and did i mention that i love my pltnmates? yupyup. i doooo! =))
-hugs jy,ge,sn,zr,yh,py. and yunzhii! rgsncc will prevail aightt.

oh. and i love You too baby. tmr! finally.. miss you THIS much. haha! olivejuicee..

weird monday

when i came to class on monday, mskoh said i did a good job commanding at the parade square cos i was loud and clear..? O.o

anww. yeah. i miss the companyy! part bs are at camp feast with sn. jy was sposed to go too but she had gum inflamation.nyehh.. then part cs are at obs. grrs..

and nazri's in the big outdoors too. gah! and im stuck in schoool. unfairness. i want to go and rough it out. not sit at a desk. and study. gosh. tis driving me nuts..

am having malay now and someone's annoying me. -snarls..

oh. asked cikgu/1sg aisyah bout lion dance yst. mom lectured me about it. like i duno.. its wrong..? well then 1sg said that its culture and not religion. so it should be okay.. yup

hohum. ooh. Long live high king Peter! watched narnia with yh and zr at cine yst. narnia digital.. =/ yeh. oh. and the battle scene was so cool. bwee! and i realized that the part where the birds dropped the rocks from the sky.. was like the surah insyirah, i think, where the birds dropped the rocks from hell onto the elphants that were being led to destroy the kaabah. they turned to look like dry grass. hmm..

and peter was just so so hawt. hhas.. quotes yh: why cant stuff like that happen to us?


oh and wthh. yst we went to lido to check movie timings first. and at the underpass there was this dude. and like he was barking and stuff. we wondered whether he was mentally wrong or just a busker or something la. but omgg. so scaryy.. he was barking at us and following us saying "gong xi fa cai" repeatedly. he wasnt tailing the other people whaat. freakyness. yuhui said i looked uber scared and thats probably why he followed us. =/ no i wasnt scared...

ahwell..

oh this is 1sg aisyah's last lesson. so sad.. "terima kasih cikgu aisyah.." =(

oh thanks for the call, darling. come back in one piece aight? olivejuice much much muchly. miss you already..
happy 16th birthday!

i am red

uhhhuh. FLOCKEY! yay i love floor hockey.

was hyper hyper hyper. noisy me. i think im somewhat better at flockey now. liyana's mommy is scaryy. i was 10mins late and she scold meee -mega pout!

anw, haha! i missed all the athletes.. so nice to see them again. and i cant do face off la. i cant swipe the puck proper. and i expect that i will become fit again if i go for flockey trgs every week plus ncc. so yay i'll be un-fat!

yeah. anw once coach shaiful told me to be the goalie then 2 athletes in my team actually moved nearer to the goalpost. pffft. fine. i geddit. the last time i became goalie, i let in quite a number of shots. bahh. but today i saved 3 shots insteadd. HOORAH! i roxors.

and haha neoprints haha. someone's getting to like them huhhh.. -laughs!

melted cadbury milk chocolate is nice. yummy. and so is yami yoghurt. and so is polar pie. and so is adam road nasi lemak.

and pokka peach tea! i drank 4 bottles today. diabetes mann.. gosh.

anw yeah. very odd day. ups and downs. babyy, olivejuice muchly aight..

mushy mushy.

shakespeare

Merchant Of Venice

"I am a Jew/ Hath not a Jew eyes? Hath not a Jew hands, organs/ dimensions, senses, affections, passions; fed with/ the same food, hurt with the same weapons, subject/ to the same diseases, heal'd by the same means/ warm'd and cool'd by the same winter and summer/ as a Christian is? If you prick us, do we not bleed?/ If you tickle us, do we not laugh? If you/ poison us, do we not die? And if you wrong us, shall we not revenge?" -Shylock, II.i.58.

"I should stay with the Jew, my master, who (God bless the mark) is a kind of devil; and to/ run away from the Jew, I should be rul'd by the/ fiend, who, saving your reverence, is the devil him-/self. Certainly the Jew is the very devil incarna-/ tion, and in my conscience, my conscience is but a/ kind of hard conscience, to offer to counsel me to/ stay with the Jew." -Launcelot, II.ii.23.

"This first, of gold, who this inscription bears,/ 'Who chooseth me shall gain what many men desire'/ The second, silver, which this promise carries/ 'Who chooseth me shall get as much as he deserves'? This third, dull lead, with warning all as blunt/ 'Who chooseth me must give and hazard all he hath.'" -Prince of Morocco, II.vii.3.

Romeo & Juliet

"Good night, good night! parting is such sweet sorrow,That I shall say good night till it be morrow."

"What's in a name? That which we call a roseBy any other name would smell as sweet."

"These violent delights have violent ends . . ."

"O Romeo, Romeo! wherefore art thou Romeo?Deny thy father and refuse thy name!Or, if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love,And I'll no longer be a Capulet."

"Give me my Romeo; and, when he shall die,Take him and cut him out in little stars,And he will make the face of heaven so fineThat all the world will be in love with nightAnd pay no worship to the garish sun."

"Virtue itself turns vice, being misapplied,And vice sometime's by action dignified."

"For never was a story of more woeThan this of Juliet and her Romeo."

"What must be shall be."

"How silver-sweet sound lovers' tongues by night,Like softest music to attending ears!"

"With love's light wings did I o'er perch these walls. For stony limits cannot hold love out, and what love can do, that dares love attempt. Therefore thy kinsmen are no stop to me."

lit texts for sec1&2. how fast time flies.. GO GEOG!

and the cogs turn

exhausted. got home at 8+ just now. school passed pretty fast.ohh. and pe. gosh. i shrunk another 1/2cm and my weight is like omigawdd. haha! i think i should be overweight.. O.o gosh..

anw after school went hq with pltnmates -ge&jy. and our keen sec 1s. 7 of them.
i duno.i really shouldve taken partbs i guess. i mean.. my expectations and stuffs. pltnmates kinda agree too. as in.. i was kinda annoyed. yeh. and i was like asking pltnmates whether we should tell them of rgsncc traditions and stuff. abc rules. honesty, often than not, is the best policy. well yeah. i didnt quite agree..

yeah anw. the ncc open house was ookay. saw familiar dudes. like the canberra ncc dudette from obs. yeah.. then it rained. so we departed earlier at 4+. pltnmates all moved off from hq. only me and the sec1s went back on the bus with sir.

oh. and sir said that the commandant is coming to our school next thurs. ignorant me was like "that's interesting.." then sir said that the principal would be attending the address too. and that woman-who-banned-coke-in-rgs. yeah. then i knew what was coming la. was very.. sad.

so i was listening to my mp3 in the bus and stoning. thinking about rgsncc. then one of the sec1s popped beside me and asked The qsn. "what's so special about rgsncc land?" well. i told her the truth. my honest-est opinion. well she was abit shocked when i admitted that it was rather tough at first. but i told her about the bond. everything. what made rgsncc 'Not just another company'.

reached sch at 5. went to ncc room. took out homework to do. was too preoccupied to study. ended up staring around the room. taking in the reality that "hey, im sec4 now. this is where all the past generations of sec4s have spent their idle time doing rgsncc stuffs.."

then i got to thinking about the company. then i realized that no matter how bummed i was about not being a staff, i cant push away the fact that rgsncc is a huge part of me. it wasnt about ranks and lanyards. it was about keeping the rgsncc legacy burning. to let it shine as bright as before. the glory days.

the school and everyone else are stripping us of our traditions, our rules, our identity. until they finally can pull us down to the standard they deem suitable. or better still. close us down. who needs rgsncc LAND? theyre just a bunch of growling girls who torture their jnrs. sure.

they say we're crazy
what do they know?
put your hands in my hands, baby
dont ever let go.
let the world around us
just fall apart
baby we can make it if we're
heart to heart.

and the company song lyrics were scrawled on the ncc room door. so very appropriate. sang along to it. and the other company songs. and in a fit of emo-ness. i imagined ex sec4s in the room. them with their pltnmates. enjoying their priviledge. a priviledge we willingly granted. they deserved it. i wonder if rgsncc part ds `06 deserve this priviledge too. can we bring the company to greater heights?

so anw. was exhausted. took in my surrounding again. ex sec 4s have all left their mark somewhere in the room. the pinned photos. happy smiling company.. and the ever creepy lion dance heads at the corner. then i fell asleep. felt very much happier..

woke up at 5.50 for special o meeting at 6pm. yup..

yay for Gardenia & Newater!

aight. that's all.

olivejuice muchly, darling. miss you verily much..

its been awhile

dead tired. school's draining me badd.. well not exactly. but i'd much prefer rotting at home. =/ no i dont. okay. nvm. school's fine.

so okay. life's sad. been having alot of yami yoghurt lately. managed to refrain from buying today tho. yay me.

so okay. lion dance. im still not confirmed the drummer. bummer. well i guess that leaves the d-dude. dazho?? hahs. no idea what it's called. the head thingger. yeh. guess that's not so bad..

ooh. sat was mom's bdae. went to a CPF building where there's this restaurant dad's been planning to take us. turns out it's open mon-fri. erts. so we went to its branch in bencoolen st. so its like 10.30am and it just opened. so we go in. but they werent ready to take orders. okayy. by then i was hungry and pissed. ended up eating at tekka mall. rice and stuffs. was pretty bummed. but i got a cookie. so i was happy again.

then youngest sis had mad at 12. then went home. slept. then went out again and mom bout me another pair of shoes. (its illegal in school i think. that's what some say. dont tell my mom. she'll go ballistic) so anw.. yeah. bought yami yoghurt, polar pie and 711 mash potato. okay. my point? im getting fatter everyday. =/

my wasnt that random.. cut my hair yst. its so horrid. i feel.. ugly. uglier than usual. tis sad. hair makes a huge difference leyh. sigh

okay. i feel lovesick. hahahs. mushy mushy.

oh. 1st trg today. carried 'part as' bottles. older and younger partas. "part as.. you forgot your best friends!" hahahs. ohh. and when we were walking out py got an sms saying that today's bestfriends' day. and everyone seems to be forgetting their good buddies. hmmmm.. hhahas.

okay. so anw. supposed stuffs were planned for the start of trg. but the rain and all.. unhappy unexpected things. dont worry pltnmates. its okayy. -huggs!

OH AND HOW COOL IS IT THAT MY PART A NCO IS NOW MY MALAY TEACHER. albeit temporarily.. BUT STILL. gah. when cikgu told me during recess on fridayy when i popped by the malay room to put my stuffs, i was like "betul ke? cikgu bedek ahh" then she was like. "yeah yeah -grunts" as in she told me not to greet 1sg aisyah la. but who cares i did anw on the first lesson but she herself told me not to after that. haha! ran all the way to ncc room to tell pltnmates. excitingg. had 2lessons so far. pretty okay i guess. i've lightened up abit. so weirdd..

heyheyy. maybe i'll do that in..3 years time. hmms. to my parta babies when theyre sec4. =)) exemplary ncos.. i love my parta, partb and partc ncos! bwee. i love myself too. random.

okay. pointless entry again. so sad. is there ever a point to blogging?

i want to chew on somethgg. soh im getting fatter. okay. uglier fatter and darker.

ugly duckling then. hmm. quackk.

okay. bother. selamat hari raya haji y'all.

byebye.

olivejuice so much..

say what?

i am going deaf.

lion dance practices have begun yet again. and i am teh drummer. i so rockk.. but they wanted me to be that odd dude with the big head who goes around bugging the lions with a fan. =s

so very odd and so not meee! like totally. hahahahs. so anyways, was sposed to do that cos i hadnt gone for 2 practices cos once i was away and another i didnt know. oh bother. but i catch on pretty well i guess. didnt get scolded. =))
i so totally roxors..

and exactly 2 years ago, me zr jy and yz were the cymbal-ists as partbs for lion dance. how fast time flies. and watching the part cs play is.. odd. i miss being a cadet.. PUMP ME! sigh..



and of course school sucks. and most especially most sadly i got the same form teacher as last. am very sad. was depressed most of yst in fact.
but yeah.. i will survive.

oh and yst i went to shop for my school stuffs (which i only realized on monday that i hadnt gotten anyth for school) and i was so distracted and feeling so odd. then when i reached home i realized that i left a whole bag of purchases at the popular counter.blooody. hadta go run back to get it. so sad..


anww i dont mind really that i have 5 teachers that moved on with 409 since last year cos one of them is lucille yap who is by far my favouritest teacher so bwee!

i love geog.
hopefully for this year too.

yeah. was mugging chem just now. hoorah for me.

i shall now go off to claim my rewards for being a good mugger.

olivejuice babyy. haha!

post OB Sabah

llhahahaha. i am backk. and i couldnt have been more wrong about obsabahh. bloody cook! cook is apparently a vulgarity in ancient greek or some sort. so sangat cool. hahahah!

aight aight. now what. hmm.. i shall state what i miss most about ob sabah before i proceed to recount every moment of the 2weeks. bweehee.

1: i miss kondiu! its eagle in sabahan dialect i think. cool huhh. no idea why we call ourselves that actually. dont think i saw any eagles. =s

2: i miss the maggi,quack and nuzy.

3: i miss the commandants, asm &csm.

4: i miss the dining hall.

5: i miss being the macho woman.

6: i miss the scenery.

7: i miss Hornbill.

8: i miss missing people.

9: i miss meals at obs.

10: i miss ob sabah.

okie. and i lost my temper quite alot. i learnt to appreciate the finer things in life, such as showers, water, and being in an all girls' institution. bloody fucks. i simply cannot stand rajabrooke. bugger. and of course i picked up quite some finer vocabulary. very fine indeed. shall try to drop them anyways. dead eunachs!! =D

what else? bleah. not too long ago in a not very distant land....

Kondiu! :
nur Aisyah crescent- Maggi
siti Aisyah bbss
Theresa bbss
Felicia bbss
Nicholas cat. high- central commandant/ asm. assistant slackest man.
Saravanath st gabs. - chiobu/ csm. company slackest man.
Weiliang ngee ann- east commandant
Jeriel clementi town- west commandant
Hong dunman
Syafiq bbss
Junyao bbss
Khalish gess
obs instructors: Mark & Johnny

Helang.Rajabrooke.Mulu.Hornbill.Bambarayon



121205
- PAHQ- depart at 2pm. (freaking jittery bugs!)
- 3+pm reached Senai airport. flight delayed till 9.35pm. erts.
- was high on beef hotdogs. possible madcow disease. proudly named MOO. tragic.
- spent the day with quack,maggi and nuzy ( Xiaotian kc. Aisyah crescent. Nuzurath cedar) The wonders of a paranoid mind.. haha. we roxors!
- i made friends with 2 sabahans on the plane! hahahs. alin and hazima. funnyness.
- reached the airport at 12+
- reached ob sabah at 1+ and had early early breakfast at 2. blueh.
- assigned our groups. group4.
- room 2. Hornbill!
- 3am ready for bed.

131205
- was so proud that i woke up at 5.59am before the alarm rang at 6. woohoo. Poked maggi to wake her.
- washup then breakfast. the noodles went untouched.
- Natl anthem+pledge. morning routine. including bunkcheck+ toiletcheck.-Hornbill: 10/10 . Girl’s toilet: 10/10
- warm up stuffs. stupid yes no game.
- tea! biscuits.
- team name: Kondiu
- team games. the usual icebreakers. the link hands game was slightly odd. touching people you hardly know was weird.
- lunch (usual 12- 12.30) Happy food! ate much chickens and bananas
- BBSS aisyah was sick for the day. apparently named aisyah KO. nyehh.
- slacked in bunk till 2. quack and nuzy werent very pleased with their groups then.
- 3pm. basic 1st aid. cramps + dehydration! haha!
- 4+ . campcraft! i passed the parang test! bwee. and sara smashed my hand with his rockhammer! gahh.
- 4++. hike up hill. view so chioo. was kinda repulsed by khalish cos he arrogantly yelled "is that the best you've got Sabah?!!" gosh. arse.
- 5.30 ended. freaking fun. hahahaha. deciding the route to take by leaf. erts. anww was a better way of group bonding then the team games.
- dinner at 6. Kondiu group duty. wash plates.
- jungle trek breifing.

141205
- quack: 'why so brightt? -whines. off the torchlight' at 5am when room lights have been on for a long while. entertaining.
- was looking for toothbrush&paste. was running towards the toilets in my sandals. lack of friction, skidded & banged into the toilet door. how very embarassing. 1 random guy saw and asked if i was ok. malu-ating
- morning pt at the beach.
- breakfast
- morning assembly. bunkcheck: 9/10
- group cheer. "K-O-U-N-D-I-U!"
- 9.30 set off in 2 vans. 20min ride.
- 10am started trek. halfway there. Sara wanted to give up but didnt in e end. hoorah! helped lighten load.
- reached peak at 1.30. 1550m
- set up bashas. while guys cook.
- mark set up our long bench. yay!
- slacked till the food was ready. randomness. threw bottle at nick's head. sara and nick asked about rg gals. hoho!
- finally ate dinner. was yummy but had serious tummy ache afterwards. tummy was bubbling. hhaaha. and i cant rmb who was beside me but i kept complaining bout the pain and needing to fart. -grins!
- wash pots. lost my temper that time cos i was already very much pained and yett. bloody. nvm. those who were there would know. yelling in the middle of the night, in a forest when everythg's quiet is quite and experience.
- spilled tuna water on shoes while rinsing pots. chain reaction. took off shoes and socks to sleep. feet were itching bad at night. was too dark so just slipped on socks some hours later. next morning, feet were covered in big red spots. ant bites apparently. so gross..
- Yao told ghost stories after debrief. was rather freaky. everyone got scared and decided to sleep.
- had nice dreams! dreamt of buying lambchop too but woke up before my order arrived. bother.

151205
- woke up at 5.30. the guys were already up & starting fire. night before was raining. so firewood was wet.
- tend to ant bitten foot & had maggi.
- 8.45 set off. slippery slope. once skidded uncontrollably and ended with a somewhat split.
- encountered much poo. huge huge huuge lumps.
- reached the main road of the village. and maggi steps on poo! smelly shiit
- went to the sabahan house. guys cooked lunch. fried rice. really yummy. didnt help. cant cook. felt rather useless. helped with performance + rehearsal.
- 2pm. went buddy grp’s hse. To Serve!: cleared river.
- 3+ headed back to the house for shower
- crapp.
- commandants had 'bonding time'. hadta bathe 2 at a time to save time. so weeeeird! me & maggi bathed last. much sqeualing & definite closed eyes.
- 6.30-6.45. mark played wink murderer with us. one time nick was murderer. he kena caught and was to choose someone to do forfeit with him. mark sabo me ahh! chicken dance. then pole dancing. me pole! wthh.
- dinner. nice nice chicken, hotdog+watermelon.
- 7.15 back to buddy hse. shitty journey. water buffalo shit apparently
- hosts' cultural exchange. eagle dance(kadazans). to attract & impress. girls- gentle. guys- strong & firm movements. erts!
- all lined in a circle & danced.haha!
- Kondiu perf. rather crap. wasnt as good as e rehearsal actually.
- grp3 perf. interesting. songs+cheer.
- the little girl Esther sat on my lap! yayee. paedophillic tendencies cant really be helped
- random stuffs..
- 9+ set off back home.
- everyone sleeps in the livivng room. they stayed up to watch a man u vs dunnowhat match. apparently man u won. i slept first anyways.

161205
- woke up sometime at 1, 3 and finally gave up. woke up at 4.19. listened to weiliang snoring across the room. actually thought it was yao cos of his mass and all..
- sat one corner stroking the house cat. it made sounds like a purring engine and was vibrating too. weird.
- breakfast at 5.15. i ate 5 pieces of frenchtoast. very yummy.
- 6.15. walked allll the way back to the ob centre along the roads. which is muchmuch worse cos it seems longer. and no shade. walked behind with maggi and sara who didnt see the point in walking so fast. csm indeed.
- one time mark broke off singing, " im not a girll!!". so very odd.
- another time was following the others to cross the road then maggi stopped me suddenly cos a car was speeding towards us. then johnny scolded her somewhat for stopping me cos he didnt see reason for her too. oddness. and to think safety was supposed to come first. maggi was in a bad mood for most of the way back.
- yet another time kondiu was walking for 1hr+ without break and there was a huge gap between sara and the rest. csm ahh. yelled at them to stop a few times but they didnt. finally did the kondiu oii cheer and they stopped to rest. amazing. and once ran with the commandants and maggi with our very heavy rucksacks. yay we rock. haha!
- 8.30 reached before grp3. yay! unpack, shower, wash clothes- which is seriously the main reason how our muscles actually developed. gosh.
- slept till lunch at 12.30. or just basically slacked off. ohh. and was enlightened when passing by a bunch of rajahbrookers that 2 of them saw certain incriminating neoprints due to careless reasons. bother
- 1.30 kayak! 1st partner: maggi. hadta do raft up about 3-4 times. each time with a different task. one of which was to change partners and positions, ie front to back etc.
- 2nd partner: jeriel. impressed him with my great arm strength and was thus promoted to female commandant. haha! such great times..
- 5.15. end. freak show as some guys ran back from the boathse topless.
- 6. dinner. fish! not nice but was too hungry to care.
- 7.30 sailing briefing. was highh. did crap stuffs in the hall and learnt to do freefall from maggi
- 8+. the other girls' bunk- bambarayon, the door got auto locked somehow. thahirah was the only girl from the bunk ard cos grp1 &2 were on their jungle ex that night. guys helped to take out the window pane and slipped through the window and opened the door from inside. thahirah got scared cos she thought there were ghosts i guess and started crying. spent the night at hornbill.
- stayed up till late cos we heard there somethg interesting was going on in the dining hall. grp3 discussion about a certain psychopath. then aini came back to the room. told us what happened. we all got freaked out. waited for quack to return. told us what happened. then we couldnt sleep cos we were all scared. nothing to do with the supernatural but something closer to heart. shall not say it here but it was Indeed scarily odd. me maggi quack and the other aisyah ended up bunking at the lower 2 bunks for the night. and one time needed to go toilet but was too scared. knocked on rajahbrooke cos their lights were on. khalish was kind enough to escort us. and yao was at their table with 3 cups in fronta him. was apparently supposed to have one dude up at a time for sentry purposes. was greatly amused.
- finally all slept at 3+

171205
- woke up 5.35. was sposed to be at boathse at 5.55 for morn pt. whole camp still asleep. knocked on doors to wake them up.
- breakfast. then assembly. hornbill: 8/10
- sailing! oars damn bahhh. rowing is tiring much.
- talk cock over seas is fun. maggi & me were assigned jokers. haha. very funnyy..
- khalish moved to tend to the other aisyah who was seasick. and so the courting goes on.. was kinda sweet to watch but then it got too mushy. bahhwell.
- reached dinawan island. helped lower jeepsail(?) then set up bashas with the basha team namely the girls chiobu with her/his rockhammer.
- played in the water with maggi, commandants, chiobu, theresa, felicia and aisyah. "go into water and try to come out looking sexy" says maggi. all cmi ahh.
- picked seashells with jeriel. all so prettyy.. made chiobu carry my shells. yay me!
- tend to fire with maggi and jeriel and syafiq. ive got firebreathh! was actually intending to dry our shirts. burnt my hair for fun and saw it Melt. gah! also burnt veggie biscuit. it actually Melts! great discoveries..
- visited grp3 campsite quite alot since there wasnt much to do. the chicken yazid cooked was damnnn niceee. mmm..
- 9+ heavy rain. hide inside basha. talk cock session with the commandants, chiobu and maggi. and jeriel with his funeral tune. its humble beginnings.
- woke up at 1+. couldnt sleep anymore. sposed sentry duty at 2-3 with chiobu. woke him up and visited grp3 campsite. quite many were awake. mr syawal told us to get firewood so we obliged. had some bread to eat. went to our slack corner. then finally went to the beach to watch the sailboats for sentry then both fell asleep. was joined sometime by maggi&jeriel for their duty. then theresa also came. and luqman from grp3.

181205
- 4+. woke up. jeriel was staring at the sea. chiobu was still asleep. went for a walk along the beach with jeriel to keep warm. picked firewood too, which we didnt use in the end.
- cleared & folded groundsheet used to cover the fire at night when it rained. chiobu came and helped when he woke up. hardworkingg us.
- when the rest woke up we were made to wash cooking stuffs still. bahness..
- commandants and chiobu had a blast catching the crabs in mugs.
- helped carry the stuffs to the beach.
- helped assemble jeepsail with felicia.
- sailed back. oars suck! grrs. and was annoyed with yao cos he was annoying. and sure he can row faster. its the mass dude.
- opened sails when we reached open sea. had to help with stuffs from time to time. rather boring trip this time. was being roasted under the sun. not much wind so speedboat came to pull our boat at grp 3's.
- johnny was typing up some ropes then weiliang was made to hold on to the bag with the rope that attached us to the other boat. he accidentally let go. pretty scary. sails werent tied properly yet. hadta stand up on the seat to hug the pole& sail to keep it from flapping too much. violent winds..
- land ahoyy! grp 3's boat when over a big wave and TWANG! rope snapped and we were stranded. pretty exciting..
- waited for speedboat to return. incomingg! the possibility of a capsize.. bweeness.
- speedboat returned. said it wasnt safe so they took the ladies on board to bring to land first. incl syafiq and chiobu. the waves! nice ride..
- when the other boat got towed back in, we went to wash the sailing stuffs. yao used eyepower. syafiq commented but he somehow didnt mind.
- 1/2 hr to lunch. me & maggi bathed anw. ate alot.
- went to toilet to poo with maggi and quack. very memorable moments.
- gathered at hall for equipments. went to rockclimb.
- everyone was sleepy. was trying to avoid the dog and tripped over a branch on the ground & fell onto the grass. many still blur so noone really bothered to laugh at me. how nice..
- rockclimb. natural rocks. much easier and definitely more interesting. reached the top. was too helpful with the other aisyah when she climbed. told her what to grab and step on cos she wanted to go back down when she could actually reach the top in the end. was pissed with khalish cos he ordered me to help aisyah with her carebinna. bloooody.
- one time i wanted to drink theresa's water but accidentally drank from ken’s bottle (the ob spore instructor). it was herbal tea summore. funny how i was too sleepy to realize it. he asked how i found ob spore since i was wearing the shirt.
- started to rain heavily so we went back to the dining hall for tea and biscuits. didnt do giant’s ladder. then the rest ate maggi as usual.
- then grp3 dudes came running. huge fuss. apparently thahirah had hypothermia cos she was caught in the rain and still played games with the rest in wet clothes. very scary. quack nursed her back to health.
- debrief was nice. yao took the feedback from the rest pretty well. sabrina(the attached co) said she liked our grp alott. and nichola! "catch marine life.." "i know im cute.." hoho! funny how we tend to laugh at every word he says.
- went back bunk. nuzy& quack went dining hall for grp stuffs. aisyahs went for tea.
- went to Mulu. was looking for commandants. only chiobu and some grp 3 guys ard. them: "what you want?" me:"i need entertainment" "youre in guys' bunk you knoww" "-slams door" buggers..
- rajahbrooke and mulu got noisy & rowdy. got so super pissed
- Kondiu had tea and biscuits in dining hall. Nichola asked "are you a slacker?" sara and him wanted to extend an invitation to their slackers' association. declined somewhat. bahwell..
- Jeriel taught me the hand clap routine thinger!
- went ard bored. was all alonnee and was feeling superbly homesick. then i went and embarassingly cried. was very odd. didnt cry long tho. went to write stuffs but ran out of ink. then was looking at certain neoprints and fell asleep.
- woke up at 2am and talked to aisyah’s bed. cos she was of course asleep.
- then stared at the pair of bunk bed across from from mine to see if there were anyone sleeping there cos 2 gals said they were moving over. then i realized the beds were empty. shuddered and went back to sleep.

191205
- 5.30. room still dark. Kondiu sposed to meet at boathse at 5.20 to clear our stuffs left out to dry. on lights. went out. saw hong & khalish who just woke up too. woke up bambarayon & hornbill. brush teeth, wash face then walked to boathse myself. was creepy. still pretty dark out.
- done, went back bunk to change to shoes. had morn pt in the assembly hall.
- breakfast. grp4 duty again.
- cleaned bunk. assemble. hornbill: 10 again.
- nichola: "to slack to recruit new members"
- changed to trackpants. aeemble at court again. Johnny laughed at me cos i had teddy in my jacket pocket. moved off for solo. Kondius had ours at the beach. nice view and sounds.
- spent 1st hr writing in notebook. then started on reflections. spent the last hour just thinking of random stuffs..
- johnny came on time and told me to wake up cos i was lying down. almost everyone slept apparently cept me & 2 others i think.
- grp evaluation. who/what we miss most: theresa said "my bf". maggi & weiliang said they miss ncc. chiobu said orchard road. well i said..*** heh.
- lunch. fought for salad. didnt taste very nice when we finally ate tho. first and last time i ate veggie during the course.
- went to boathse for supposed peer-evaluation. nothing in the end.
- 2+ at assembly hall. pay for ordered grp photos. apparently i didnt order. bahh. was kind annoyed at Johnny cos he asked why i didnt write my order in an annoying tone. bugger.. chiobu: "you asked someone to write for you ryt? i knowww..". the dudes know me pretty well..
- 3. conference room. mt kinabalu briefing. sat at the 1st right column aisle seat. kept nodding off to sleep. once woke up to hear the girls beside me laughing at me.
- got our rucksacks out.
- cage conflict! : Nuzy’s grp lost 3 rucksacks when they checked again that time but they actually had all the night before. fishyy..
- tea! (we eat alot) fried stuffs, yam, ubi.. talk cock again. took abit of wl's ubi then when i told him it was nice.. him: "really ah? haha. –stuffs the rest in mouth" tskk!
- taught some others the hand clap routine.
- learnt the leg dance from the bbss dudes.
- dinner- only ate an egg. was full. weiliang! suck banana in & out. both didnt do in the end. hoho!
- shower! =)
- bought souveniers
- ambrish bought coke. i was walking back to the assembly hall cos i left my notebook. he gave me a few gulps. damn highh. went to queu for more. was somewhat shaking. verily odd. bought 2 cans. bliss!
- went back bunk. boredd. got super pissed with yazid cos he kept opening the door saying "what la". wth. first i glared. then i finally yelled for him to close the door. he didnt even flinch. infuriated me even more only. grrrs..
- then maggi asked me along to dining hall. went with theresa too.
- rajabrooke vs mulu + helang. we were sitting at the end tables and was joined by the commandants+ chiobu+hong and some grp3 dudes. they came for the show.
- story goes- RB guys threw the others' shoes in the drains & stuffs. looking for trouble la they all. denied they did it. but the other guys said that they caught them in the act. duno la..
- RB scolded the others for making noise with the hand clap thing.
- then maran told them i was the one who taught them. then they all stared at me. oh gosh. was so bloody scared.
- the guys compromised. wouldnt make noise between 9pm-6am. went back bunks.
- couldnt sleep. talked to maggi till late in the dark. 9 - 12.30. moved to empty lower bunk bed cos we were too noisy. heard quack talk in her sleep. "i dont care tmr you all march" amusing.. went toilet 4 times. drifted to sleep at 1am

201205
- woke up 4.50, couldnt sleep anymore. at 5 we on lights. went to wash face, brush teeth.
- went dining hall with maggi. she slept while i wrote stuffs.
- went for pt at beach. were both bloody high. was probabaly pretty annoying to some. ah..too bad.
- breakfast. only ate eggs.
- assembly. hornbill: 9 1/2
- transported to halleluyah resort at 9.30 in a dyingg bus. sat with maggi. slept for bout 1hr
- shopping! rushed to toilet. 'borrowed' 20cents from mrsyawal.
- went to get money in bag in other bus. had to find among the many many others. was in a rather porn-ed position over the bags & seats. bah..
- splurged quite alot. felt rather bad. ate lunch in bus
- reached resort. hornbill dudes got room Bahagia. jia ni hadta go over to the other room cos they refused to switch rooms. yet they had 12 beds and lesser ppl
- liked playing on the swingg! the gals sat there and thought names for many people. amusing really. buncha dudes in the huts up theree with mrsyawal looking down. we felt rather self conscious. hoho! girls...
- slack all day. maggi stoned quite alot. we both slept for some time while everyone was doing stuffs out.
- hewlett and aini! they were being bugged quite bad for the "my bonnie lies over the ocean.." hoho! was rather amused.
- quack busy discussing with the guys bout rajabrooke. chiobu looked very scary indeed.
- very very late dinner. spaghetti! (had 2 servings). was very nice.. + chicken stew. was seriously a cup of fats. but it tasted quite okay. helped keep warm.
- discussed some stuffs with maggi at swing. was so freaking emo! gah.
- went back dining hall for debrief. did something so paiseh. but only a few saw. emo shiit me. AMS -acute mountain sickness.
- went back bunk. joined beds with maggi. was in weird mood. rajabrooke made so much noise and i got so fucking pissed that i just started screaming and banging back on the floor cos they were thumping their ceiling. nice way of venting. yazid came up with someone to complain that We were noisy cos they could hear our footfalls and hence they banged the ceiling. baskett! not our fault that they were thin wooden floorboards. we could even hear their conversation when on our beds which were off the floor. sheesh.
- went to guys toilet cos the passageway to the girls' toilet was bug infested muchly.
- dreamless sleep.

211205
- alarm at 5.01. woke jia ni up in next room cos she asked me to.
- wash up in the cleaner bathroom.
- helped spread jam for breakfast.
- walked out to main road and took car to 6000ft. climbed to 11000ft. yao went down after 2nd hut. 7huts in total. chocs at every hut.
- me & theresa felt sleepy. was just mentioning it then mark said it was a sign of AMS. gosh..
- reached resort. but it was only the check in area. then still hadta climb summore. felt so cheated. walked ahead. reached the dorms first. yay!
- so coldd up there. frosty breathh!
- rested awhile. changed out into thermal and jacket. still felt bloody cold. took blanket and sat outside. then one of the other instructors told me to go inside. so i did. was under 2 blankets. needed to pee. went to the toilet. supa hot water. went back room. started shaking. was horrible. i couldnt breathe. started to panic then i was sobbing. noone saw me for what seemed a loong while. i was at the top bunk bed. then finally maggi saw me. told me to take long breaths. calmed down then could finally breathe proper after awhile. scary mann..
- was better but stayed in bed anyways. then fell asleep.
- woke up at 6+. door was open. just zoning out
- then ambrish came. said nuzy asked me & maggi to go to her room. quack had the same attack. ran there with blankets. kept her warm. maggi used same remedy.
- debrief outside. stubborn quack. insisted on coming outside. was starting to freeze again. maggi got me a blanket. after debrief chiobu asked if i was still climbing to the peak tmr morning. i said yeah. and he said i already look like i was dying. gah! am nott!
- went toilet. started shivering again. went back room and wrapped up with blankets. independant womann! chiobu popped by to ask if anyone needed gloves.
- felicia had ral bad hypothermia. her temperature check was 33degrees. then 35, but stilll!
- took some chicken soup from someone. had lotsa melted butter in it. was sposed to help keep warm. tasted gross.
- didnt have dinner so i took some maggi.
- shared bed with Maggi. slept till 12.30

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- woke up 12.30. went toilet. went back sleep.
- woke up again 1.25. woke up the rest.
- borrowed pants from nichola in exchange for socks. clothes were still wet. shouldve sent for dry cleaning like the rest of them.
- borrowed chiobu's shirt cos he wasnt planning on climbing.
- maggi had tummy cramps. decided not to go. was really disappointed. then her cramps went away but she lent out her stuffs to some dudes redi. poor girll.
- everyone was ready. all in the hall. then guides told us that it was unsafe to climb. so cheatedd. i said bloooody rather loudly, who really cares anw?, and went to the room to see maggi.
- chiobu came to collect his shirt cos he was cold. oh and was told that he actually prayed for the weather to be too harsh to climb. gee..
- went back to sleep in lower bunk with quack & maggi. pretty cramped. woke up again at 3+, 4+ then finally 6+
- went out to watch fat squirrels! snapped some pics.
- ate french fries. nuzy got hypo attack too.
- wore back my wet longsleeves over thermal + jacket.
- BBSS dudes busy phototaking. took pic with the 'summit trail' sign but covered the 'trail'. haha! but there was a lamp post behind them. erts! funny..
-Kondiu last team to leave.
- passed by group 2. then was behind grp3. Quack injured her ankle. we overtook.
- skipped 2 huts. stopped at the 3rd. started raining.
- stopped at 4th hut awhile. took of rain jacket and e thermal in toilet
- wet long sleeves actually driedd. cool..
- overtook group 1 at one of the following huts.
- walked in front with theresa, felicia, nichola and hong.
- skipped 6th and 7th hut. reached gates at 12.10. heh me first.
- KONDIU! last to leave, first to reach. we rawk!
- grp 1 reached soon after. got into bus back and got dropped off at a sheltered area. was quite freezing. wrapped up in jacket.
- got our dry stuffs & souveniers.
- finally got into bus back to ob centre. slept soon when i got on. so tiredd.
- woke up after 1-2hrs. stared out most the time.
- reached 5+pm. 1hr before dinner. bathe + wash borrowed clothes.
- dinner! everyone was famished.
- 7+ went to return rucksacks. went dining hall for supper. exchanging contacts.
- played truth or dare awhile. then moved to assembly hall as more joined in. one time doggie(wilburt) got dared to go into the equipment room/cage for 1minute in the dark. then after which yell out 'im a bird in a cage let me out'. was pretty funny. until the big guys incl yazid slammed against the door and it jammed. wth. could tell that doggie panic-ed abit by the banging on the door. in the end we opened the side window from inside. woah..
- maggi then got sabo-ed by quack to do something she found rather embarassing.
- mine was rather embarassing too. chose truth. thought it wont be so bad but QUACKK! so evil.
- then game got more porn. ie pushups un 69 position. maggi & me got grossed out and went to dining hall for tea.
- went back bunk. couldnt sleep. so we went back hall with jeriel & nichola
- still very porn. went dining hall with chiobu, glen, quack, ee (?), nichola
- talk cock. more like stoning actually. Quack kena kenn medic. ouchh! chiobu damn sadist.
- truth or dare continued as last man standing game. god knows what else they did. –shudder..
- 12.30 back in bunk. rajabrooke having party. bloody arses.
- hung ard outside with ambrish and nuzy. somewhat sentry. they were saying that they were gonna trash the other bunks. hafiz kept coming in and out to check on the sentry. was verily pissed. yelled quite abit.
- at 2am a bambarayon gal came out of the rajabrooke bunk. had quite a shock.
- noise soon died. waited another 15mins and went in at 2.40

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- 5.30 woke up.
- no morn pt. went dining hall for breakfast at 7.
- toilet cleaning for grp4. didnt bother. cleaned bunk really well. yazid did bunk check.
- "hornbill. this one very jialat.." hornbill: 10/10. we roxors!!
- "we are teaam kondiuu..we are number onee.." -to funeral tune.
- rafting at 9at boathouse. built a really good raft. very nice & strong.
- was to row across the river bank. do a cheer. and row back. 3 times. 6 dudes each. 1st: me maggi weiliang nicholas hong syafiq. 2nd: maggi theresa felicia aisyah yao jeriel. 3rd: me weiliang nicholas hong syafiq jeriel.
- we won 1st, 3rd then 2nd.
- suuposed to disassemble raft back at the boathse. fastest wins of course. but our ropes were tied too tight. bugger! ahwell. too good already..
- shower!
- lunch. fish! didnt eat much. exhaustion caught up with me by then. so lethargic. went back bunk earlier to sleep.
- debrief at conference room. group performances. Kondiu!
- room cheers. mulu! entertaining. commandants and chiobu were very cute. haha! ncc cheers mostly. knock it downn!
- rajabrooke so bloody noisy. i guess i looked particularly displeased with their presentation. "so thats what you all do at 2am huh?" hahs.
- took pics.
- dinner at 5. ate alott. kondiu clean up. wash dishes. sing+ cheer together. miss kondiu alott.
- "we are teaam kondiuu.. we will always stay as onee.."
- before 6pm everyone went hall with our stuffs ready.
- waiting for bus. rajabrooke was annoying. stood with the ncc guys. did cheers + shared ncc stories. interesting..
- got stuck in the bus with the beruks. got so pissed off that i actually yelled “shut up” and “give it up” during the intervals of their cheers. bloody. finally just ignored them. squeezed with maggi & quack. lack seats.
- plane ride. 8.25 went to queue. luggage weight: 12.3kg!
- claustrophobic plane. slept the whole time
- 9pm departed. 11pm reached senai airport.
- called home at senai airport. bought famous amos ice cream (peppermint +hazelnut) added milo powder. yumm!
- sat in bus with quack + maggi again. slept. woke up at msia checkpoint. got back in bus.
- reached PAHQ. before that was singing with maggi & saying the stuffs we’ll miss.
-"something unpredictable but in the end its right. i hope you had the time of your life"
- debrief. saw mom and dad standing ard
- said goodbyes. hugged the girls. shook hands with some dudes.
- went to eat at west coast macs. wanted beef. haha! bought big mac. yay!
- left at 3+. reached home ard 4
- mixed feelings.


OBS OI! [echo] OII!

we are teaam kondiuu

we will always stay as onee..

pre-OB SABAH

GAH GAH GAH GAH GAH GAH

sniffff. scary. scary. scary.

i expect it'll be fun. but for now. WAAAAHHHH!

and i'll miss my babyy. -pouts and sucks thumb.

let's sing the sad song of seeking adventure in the wild and leaving behind the people you dont wanna leave behind.

oh wait.

there is no sad song of seeking adventure in the wild and leaving behind the people you dont wanna leave behindd.

not that i know of at least. hmmmmm..

snifff. miss me okay people!

okay. aight. okie. pokie. cookie. sadd

tata dudes.

olivejuice babyy. ALOT. miss me aight? moderately. yup! -hugs tight.

anddd! the rg-ri thing was weird. i like the tepung part. but the flour went up my nose when i breathedd. sneezesneeze. quotes bib: dont breathe under flour!

after that it was just captains ball. exert! quite boring after that. i thought we were sposed to interact somewhat..? ahwell. better not i guess.

and treees at eastcoast are soo fun to climb. yeaah! bweehee.

and Dude! what's with the costume? weird shit. and Dont touch me laaaa. got bloody frustrated at that.

and bowling was okay. MORE CHOCOLATES!!

conclusion: ri guys are sooo gay. gawdd.

hyper energizer bunny

Yup. thaaat's me!

weird. i woke up happy. smileee!

hahahahhas. been exercising quite abit. really should get back into some form of shape for sabah.. hahahha!

hahaha minesweeper flags.

been swinging around the fitness corner alot. hahahs. funness.

gosh. the holidays Are boring ehs?

hmmm..

bukit batok park thinger is interesting..

im bored! and the carnival thing is pretty tiresome after awhile. i think i sound like a primary school kid on the phone. i think the companies that i called must've thought i was prank calling. hmm..

And Sabah! gosh. freaking worried. -mutters.. i need gloves! if you've got woolen gloves to spare, TELL ME! desperate. i dont wanna buyyy.. -whines. and whyy do i have to have it on the trip? why? gosh.

then i'll be back in the wee hours of the 24th. and leaving on the night of 26th for a family holiday. bwee? bwee. when are we coming back? weird..

okie. another pointless entry.

AND HAHAHAHAHA LIYANA MABUK CINTAAA!

makan tak kenyang,
mandi tak basah,
tidur tak lena,
semua tak kena.

go kambeng. bekkk~!

olivejuice,baby.. how much? quite alot i should think. =)

i want more!

reverse bungee! yeahh. it roxors! uhhuhuuuhhuhs.

"5 seconds to take off" dumdumdum.. woooshhh! aaaaaaaaaahhhh. wahahahs. jerked up so sudden. then at the top it spins and heads back for the ground face first. hoho! then doingg. then at the top is doings abit then we're left suspended up there for abit. then it lowers down slowly. cool? like totally duuude. -dances happy dance.

what else what else..been studying some physix..sleep alot..

Oooh. nightmares! like everydayy. wth. scary stuff.. sleep alot but so restlessss. grrs. wake up in the middle of the night.. hohum.

pltnmates having ssc this week. painful topic. dumdumdumm.. anyways goodluck all of yoos. -hughugg..

ob sabah is in 11 days. freakyfreaky. i still need gloves.. hmm..

ahwell.

olivejuice baby.. bond terrace. erts. and spitting ice is so gross. but funn! bwee. i will master the art one day..uhhuhs! -hugs

aightt.