yesterday's tomorrow

is of course today. and its by far the worse day of the year this year. but then again, its been only 3 weeks..

-gets into pissed off mode again-

BLOOODY HELL LAA. what a horrid horrrid day.

well firstly, reached school and yeah the part b thg. well some of them deserve it. but those dudes who put in effort. gosh im so sorry we made you cry. self confidence babbyy..
oh well anw, i was in too good a mood to yell at anyone but then heard some stuffs that woahh fuelled my temper to like the limit. gosh. well it involved our parta nco somewhat and our dignityy. bah.

okay. then in class. maths. i was struggling somewhat with the supa cool graphic calculator and she just haaad to act so smart. f off la

oh. better still. it was ss then we were talking about ethnic quota scheme and stuffs then i was mentioning to her that i dont think my dad had any problem selling malay flats. and she was like:

her: oh i heard stuff about your dad.
me: err what?
her: they dont like his services.
me: nyeh. okayy..

FCK YOU LA BITCH. i cannooott stand you. i hate you to bits. if i hadnt learnt to control my temper you'd be so screwed dude. i could feel my temper bubbling to the surface la. asshole.
And anww, how many people can you possibly know to allow you to make such a statement huhh? and if my dad was that bad at his job why'd he get those awards and stuff. why'd he get referrals from his clients? how'd he get the cash to support my family? watch what your comments dude. he's still my dad. and youre a bitch. -scowls..

and of course there's the dreaded ncc talk. haha! what a joyful congregation. we were graced with the presence of the principal, vice principal, ms ong, our 2 COs, goh li kian and the Commandant and Central District Commandant. gee.

it wasnt that bad i guess. overall, the school does want us to excel too. but i mean, HIERARCHY?? which unit doesnt have that? even the other ccas in rg has that and you bug US about it? sheeeeesh.

and if rgsncc was seriously that bloody intollerable, whythehell am i still hanging around? why are pltnmates all still around? its the bleeding BOND dammit. its what we're in it for. why dont we produce clts? its RGSNCC that's impt to us. not just NCC. not that any of you would understand that. noone ever does. so that's why you should leave us alonee. geddddit??

well then That woman was the worst la. gosh. so annoyinggg. towards the end of the 'talk' everyone was like fine already. even the principal was nice about it. and there you sat frowningg away. talking to us like we're idiots.. and she had zr booked for her hair. gosh. whatever laa

SO YUPP! -inserts fake smile- but then the nice thg was that later ge went to see sir for awhile and he said the commandant was impressed by us anw cos it was evident that we truly had the interests of our cadets at heart. uhhuh. and that's true okayy!

yeah and to partbs if youre reading my blog, (although youre not supposed to. tsk), dont feel too bad bout today's scolding okay? we just want to see you all improve. -nods. we dont want you all to regret after the years and feel like you brought the company down. cos that's what i honestly feel anw. rgsncc pltn 03-06 was a disappointment. I was a disappointment. so now im trying to make up for it. keep the legacy burning brightt..

OH and btw, if anyone EVER bugs me bout our rgsncc's traditions, such as diaming even when its uncalled for, again, just shut up okay? i cant stand it. cos i realize that its not your bloody problem what we do. if we dont like it, we'd stop. but we happen to Love it. so yeah, got a problem with that? -cracks knuckles..

bother. then when i got home, mom told me my madrasah's been changed to fridays. of all days seriously..

fucked up day.

on a lighter notee..

haha! zr's sister so cuuute! she's pri1 this year and like get's 5bucks a week. (im not too sure bout the facts) but something to do with having only 4.90 cos she spent 10cents on jelly. but cos she didnt want her mom to be angry she said she bought prata. O.o 10cents prata! hahahahhas. i found it hilarious. and to top it off, the reason why she bought such little food was cos she wanted to be first in line for assembly. aaaaw. hahs!

and did i mention that i love my pltnmates? yupyup. i doooo! =))
-hugs jy,ge,sn,zr,yh,py. and yunzhii! rgsncc will prevail aightt.

oh. and i love You too baby. tmr! finally.. miss you THIS much. haha! olivejuicee..