1. i think that it's about time i gave my ego a name. i mean ppl usually name the significant things in their lives ryt? i think my ego's huge enough and it quite definitely has a significant role in my life, which causes me much grief sometimes boos. anw now that my ego has a name, it sounds more concrete and tangible when i blame it for the many embarrassing things i do in this life. i think my ego is male. im thinking i should call it Shawn or Steve or Sam. eh haha i should give it a malay name. O.o ooh i think i shall call it Shah! =D genius
2. i recently noticed that i dig my heels when i walk hmm. i absolutely love the thudthudthud sound my sneakers make against the floor and echoes through the empty Eden corridors after school hours. it reminds me of ncc times and the sound of marching feet and arms moving in unison and the occasional solid bangs. and of course the mandatory yelling of mistakes and the hellish hentak kaki drill. i miss getting tekan-ed. i miss having my arms/legs/body ache till it hurts to even move and i'd spend the night immobile in bed wondering why on earth i put myself through such torture week after week. i miss doing retarded things with pltnmates and singing company songs and laughing at the little juniors and feeling immense love for them and watching them grow. i miss having a group of people to love and work for. grah i should stop nao. haha and i musnt start on canoeing either lol
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i feel really crappy.
olivejuice//
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