so it's 1am right now and im finishing up another episode of Gossip Girl. i think im somewhatt hooked but tt's not really a bad thing ryt? ): just gotta be able to stay awake at work tmr owells..
anw had lunch with nazzer darling today and it was really nice.. haha anw was just talking to na and i recalled part of my conversation with nazri today. so i was asking him bout vday and whether he'll be spending vday with me or buggers at tekong. so anw vday's on sat (hoorah) and this ensued (not the exact words i think but somewhere along these lines)
me: -pause. so are you planning or should i plan something?
him: how bout you not think bout it
me: and leave it up to you? -incredulous
him: yes
me: are you testing my faith in you?
him: if you put it that way
i have the most adorable boyfriend. ahwell and im adapting really well to the no nazri life, as in no more messages and calls only on alternate days. i thought tt i'd be miserable, me being clingy and all, or eventually realize tt i dont need him or someth. but believe it or not, i can manage to live a mostly nazri-less life quite fine and am pretty happy most of the time. as in i dont think about him 24/7 or pine for him or anything like that, but i do get insanely happy when he calls. hurrs. anw point is, now i know i want him, rather than actually needing him hmm
i guess this is how things are sposed to be. (:
lol i totally should blog bout our previous vday dates, not cos theyre amazing in a totally romantic way, but memorable, yes. ((: but not today, gotta finish up GG and sleep
olivejuice//
No comments:
Post a Comment