go for the gold

you know.when you do someth just so wrong, but you cant help it?
this is so god-awful. im a terrible terrible person..

nationals. i wouldnt say we got trashed.. but dammit we're so super swuay(sp? haha) and like everyth bad that could happen, happened. amazinggg.. imba t1 rowers yangyang and james for example.. they would've totally pwned all other boats in the finals, im sure. -shrugs.

but for all it's worth, i still admire and respect the j2s much muchly for their 100%++ effort during their races.. even if you didnt win that silly piece of medal, us j1s really really look up to you all.. training hard every training. Never giving up even when the odds were against you in the race. Finishing the race like a true champion..

god how i really wanna win the gold for them next year..

guess im still a tad bit sore thinking bout how i've let myself, the team and jiaolian down for not rowing(damn back it's still hurting pffffffft).. im really extremely uberly proud of GENEVE ONG ERN HUI pltnmate/teammate/t1 buddy/confidante! i love you so so much and i dont see how you could've let anyone down when you rowed awesomely and better than I prolly would've if i actually rowed.. you rock and row haha! and next year, let's work our asses off and keep our promise to our j2 t1 fleet kay?
go for the gold!

some amusing things happened in the past 3 days. not many tt i can recall now.. but like the last bit at macs, when the j1s and j2s lined up and the j1s shook the j2s hands.. bernard confessed tt during our first water trg, he heard someone say "siti come back" or someth and he wondered why on earth anyone brought their maid to macritchie.. -.- well he apologized afterwards so haha! and one of the j2 guys said my arms are huge.. MEH it's not That huge! boos..

in any case, nats are over. our team is finally reunited~! i love love loveee it when the whole team's around yay! watch out everyone- we're aiming for the gold.. =D

olivejuice//