distraction

well these past few days have been in a word- lousy.

okay for a lack of better words pfft. lousy trainings(ache ache ache!). lousy grades(DEUUU). lousy uh relations.. lousy moods.

it's so horrid being so unmotivated.

and meh i promised to work hard for nats '08 but we did some killer sets for dboat trg yst and i wanted to bleah out. but NO CANNOTTT. -.-

and i chose a bad bad bad distraction.

and my back's hurting again.

and basically today's ultimately lousy cos i allowed everyth tt's been bothering me lately to weigh me down. on an ultra long tuesday of all days meh..

-sad.

dboat trg tmr at SDBA. yup.. oh i forgot to mention. i like dragonboating.. haha! but i really do miss my t1. haven't rowed in ages and im degening as it is. -sad.

god im so unmotivated.

-sad sad sad.

i miss nw

olivejuice//