what great fun

HAPPY!

holiday at port dickson was fun stuff (: didnt really get to spend much time with cousins at first cos like we were in the car and the rest were in two vans.. hmm plus we ate at separate tables most of the time.. so for the most part it was kinda like a nuclear family holiday.. =/

haha best parts were the 15rm go kart-ing for 8 pretty long rounds, (how cheap is that!) and banana boating with sisters and cousins yupp.. lol banana boat was damn drama.. there were like 9 of us (ages 20 2o 19 18 17 16 12 12 10) yar and the guys were pretty huge and the kids were small and skinny.. anw point is we had some freaking scary but overall thrilling accident haha! we paid 20rm each for a veryyy long ride to like somewhere far away.. yupp and the guy made us tilt whenever the speedboat turned..

kay so otw back we asked the guy to drive the speedboat faster and it was even more exciting.. then then still somewhere in the middle of the sea, we tilted too much and the banana boat overturned haha! zomg it was quite scary cos we all like banged into each other in the water (someone banged my head and some got cuts on the lip and bruises and stuff) and the kids gosh! we were so worried but they actually thought it was really fun pfft.. but it was la heh. two of my sisters and cousin lost their specs, ouch.. anw we made do pretty well.. older sis had extra specs and contacts, my degree isnt tt much higher than younger sis' so i lent her my specs and i wore contacts, then cuz' degree's the same as his sis who just so happened to have One daily contacts thingey.. lucky lol!

anw when we got back to our hotel appartment, (parents were away on some errand when we went to the beach with our cousins) we washed up and stuff and when parents came back from wherever, we got one helluva scolding.. i was showering at the time but sis said parents looked kinda worried so whatever la owells..

kay so that was the highlight of the trip.. ohh plus KENNY ROGERS & STARBUCKS on last day when we had shopping stopover at Malacca.. LOVELOVE!

went for my second Basic Theory Prac today.. did 3 and a half booklets: passed 2 and failed 1 lol.. ooh and i saw renu there hoho!

went all the way to pasir ris after that to meet the ob dudes.. finally a proper Kondiu ncc gang reunion wooh! we had lunch at macs- i got myself the Mega Mac YESYES, which btw is so much more satisfying than the stacker burger thingey at BK.. i was officially a Real Man. (:

got kinda delayed finding the bus to changi ferry terminal but we finally got there.. luckily we didnt hafta wait long to get 12 ppl before the bumboat could leave.. ohh and the $2.50 fee was only for a one-way trip.. -.- nice ride, maggi and i sat on deck so that we could enjoy the view better, though the guys said we had a deprived childhood bahs.

$5 bicycle and we wanted to cycle to chek jawa.. after cycling for quite a distance, jeriel's bike cocked up, so we cycled (while he mostly walked) backk to the bicycle shack to get it fixed. then we cycled backk to chek jawa cos weiliang really wanted to see it.. apparently we were only like 100m away from the chek jawa gate area when we turned back.. -.-

anw chek jawa really is rather pretty! we took a hell lot of pictures heh ((:

lol gonna upload pictures nao.. fun fun outing yay.. not gonna see em again till like next year for our annual reunion hoho.. i miss sabah rawr!

going board gaming with 5a again.. should be fun yayy.. kay sleepy

olivejuice// pasir ris damn far poots

money maker

worked at dad's office today doing some advert thingey and random office stuff.. dad offered me the job cos i was desperate for money, something something, long story owells.. so anw worked 5hrs yst and 5hrs today and im now $72 richer wooh! nepotism ftw =D

kay going away to Port dickson with the extended family on mom's side.. fun stuff heh.. (:

olivejuice// ):

i wanna live my life with you

haha alrightt im pleased with the way things are going yes.

*caution: longg narration below!
class bbq on sunday was pretty fun yupp. started off my day by going over to nazzer's place to collect his clothes, which was the only way i could get him to pop over for the bbq, before heading over to pasir ris. reached early so i bummed at the library. then by 1pm there was only linda and woonie D: lunch at bk (bloody quad stacker burger is TINY lah) finally finally when we left for pasir ris park there was only pris linda woonie lijian and i. ahwellz. cycled for awhile, then royce came and we played bluff (which the guys ended up playing for most of the day), then i was leaving to collect nazzer at the int then royce offered to cycle me there on the tandem bike haha! we reached early so we bought drinks and hung around. then na appeared at pasir ris mrt so i took her bag and she cycledd with royce back to the park (oooh).. yup by then nazzer had arrived so we took the bus, along with yijing (: when we reached our pit, nick, mel & wenchun were there as well, so now we've got:
linda mel pris liyana me wenchun yijing nick royce woonie li jian

haha plus the bbq stuff got delivered as well. (okay bored, i write in point form nao)
- nazzer changed out of ns boy outfit
- helped to start fire (attempt 1)
- ame & fiona arrived
- played short game of capt ball (chunprismelme vs nickyijinglijian) : GIRLS WON (:
- royce started second fire, apparently first fire died out (i cant rmb which one survived in the end hmm)
- slacked off at sea wall thingey with nazzer while the rest either played bluff or tried to get a proper fire burning
- alot of ppl took turns cooking i think (linda esp i should think? and mel who was very busy buttering lol)
- nazzer and i went to look for charcoal and were unsuccessful
- i went over to the pit next door and flirted abit and they gave us a full bag of charcoal for free :D (okay actually they were done bbq-ing and had extra hoho)
- food was gooooood ((:
- longqing turned up
- slackslackslack
- nazzer thought us how to play with matchsticks in uberly coolios way
- nazzer and i played with matchsticks at the beach & it's veryy pretty when the fire extinguishes in the sand! haha then na joined us yupp
- left for home at 9.30

lol okay not that exciting but fun anws lah (: oh and i lost my ezlink boos (and so did na apparently hahaha)

spent yst at home. happy hari raya aidiladha! daddy brought home mutton after helping out at the mosque and mom made mutton soup (:

got ezlink card replaced this morning fr $19. met na at cityhall mrt 0mins late for lunch at marina square Breeks (good food!) then we were over an hour late meeting the class dudes. got abit lost on our way to Mindcafe but made it there in the end without asking for directions heh. royce nick yijing woonie linda liyana me. fun stuff! I'm the boss was super fun and NICK IS A CUNNING AND SHREWD GUY RAWR! i was last for first round and second for the next round (and i only lost by abitt) yay!

meeting up with ob girls finally finally. quack moo maggi shell was an interesting combination at ob sabah and i havent seen any of em since sec3. exciting!

na was trying to convince me to go for some melayoo camp thing but i dont have time leyh, plus i reallyy dont wanna forego cycyling trip at ubin with my ob group heh. lubx you anw na!

ahh and i watched saw2 just now after copying it off royce's laptop into thumbdrive.. awesome stuff..

oh and most importantly,
i got the job with autism resource centre zomg so exciting, im HAPPY! =D
heh. good life..


olivejuice// i miss you

changes

haha it's been a pretty eventful week, and im glad tt i got to take today off to unwind and probably tmr as well (what happened to team outing you guys??) ZOMG let's visit macs pls pls pls! i miss the water and running around barefoot and jiaolian and bloody mary.. D:

speaking of running around barefoot, prom was pretty darn fun.. i mean the entertainment wasnt all that entertaining (cept for EGG- prav & ge are lovee! and the organizers suck for not letting them do an encore rawr & watching michelle strut her stuff on stage heh) but running around taking pictures with the whole world was greatt, though i shouldve taken alott more pictures, so many ppl i missed meh! AND I LOVED THE FOOD! the non-muslims got the usual chinese 8/10/100(?) course dinner and since i was the only muslim at the table, i got some damn exciting portions ah. and it was SUPER NICE. (swiss'otel love love!) lol but the waiter who served me was hilarious. "here's your Muslim, miss" O.o HAHA!

okay enough about food(which was really damn awesome). i was super under-dressed! everyone looked super duper glam and all i wore was some $39 dress, a $5 necklace, (expensive underwear =/), damn painful pinched toe stillettos (i didnt even know they were called tt meh), my hair was flat. and i used nazri's hat as a handbag (sorry i didnt wear it, but i looked like a tourist D:) and FLABBY ARMS are teh sad.

but i had fun anw. though i dont think i said a proper goodbye to the ppl.. i mean it just feels like somehow this isnt really over, that i'll see them again (and not just because we'll meet again when we collect our results).. ahwell but i got pretty emo over college anthem and cheers cos i reallyreally love raffles cheers and being a rafflesian (who gives a damn bout being elitist pfft).. i kicked off my heels for Unite and i hurt my throat pretty bad meh. thenthen canoe cheer was the icing on the cake, yes.. then parents were being mean and picked me up at 12 ):

so early yst morning i headed to pathlight school again for my second 'interview' for the job as teacher aide. im THIS close to getting the job and im really really really hoping for it argh. anw it turned out to be like a flockey trg, cept that they did some kangaroo shoe jump thing & the kids were alot younger than the special os ppl im used too, plus i couldnt really catch their names so it was like fumbling in the dark somewhat.. D: then while waiting for dad to fetch me, i had a friendly chat with the security guard who's one heck of an inspiring guy who insisted i go to university (he's got 3 graduate daughters & he's the epitome of life-long learning lol!)..

then we went for breakfast, saw uncle off for hajj pilgrimage at airport, went to geylang cos mom needed to buy chicken (chikonggg!), got some sleep at home then went for driving lessons.

then i spent today settling bbq stuff including cash transfer payment so wooh now i just gotta pray the dudes turn up on sunday with money hmm.. & launched off new project today yay!

exciting ah but im totally missing out the most impactful event of the week that being sending nazri off to tekong before prom. it took muchh longer than expected but it was uh pretty emotional i guess. (wah paiseh) firstly i had to get over the shock of his shiny bald head. then the whole journey there was rather torturous cos of a growing sense of gloom meh. and then when we reached tekong, he went off with the other ns boys and i spent the next 2hrs i think? with his mom and sisters though it wasnt quite that awkward cos they're really nice to talk to.. visited the very comfy-looking bunks & their personal equipment (ns boys are so pampered these days..) & alott of ns guys staring like they haven't seen ppl from the outside world for a longg time, poor things..

walao but the ns video made me damn jealous can. i reallyy wanted to go to ns but mom said no. -.-!! and the food! damn huge mutant chicken i want! (but no i do not support genetically modified food, no..) =/ then after lunch there was an announcement for us to bid farewell and that it was time for the guys to assemble. that made me quite emo hmm. I DID NOT CRY, thank god but i was kinda stoned on the journey back. felt so weird leaving him back in tekong meh.. talked occasionally to his older sis & mom but mostly played with bella and letting her mess around with my phone..

but anw i think tt im coping pretty well with his absence.. thank goodness for Adaptability as my top 5 strengths (lol lol), i think i should be able to survive the next 2yrs woo.. well it's not that i dont miss him, i really do.. but there's no point moping, yes? it's not like he's thinking bout me anw.. but yes, i love it when you call. and your random messages make me smile. (:

olivejuice// get an extra battery, you! (and i know you miss me, just admit it lah!)

emo emo emo

went out with nazzer yst for our last date for some time.. so i decided to please him and wear the crocs 'girly'-ish shoes he got me and i swear it hurts like eff and i have blisters ):

in any case, nazzer made me have lunch with his parents which turned out alright and not really very awkward but somewhat awkward. anws free food and his mommy thinks im really pretty so yay! :D

ahwell bugger's enlisting for ns on wednesday and i is emo. though he thinks im being silly cos nothing's gonna change.. well for one thing, we wont be sms-ing anymore when we'd usually message each other all day. i mean not drastic changes but there'll be changes nonetheless.. "so let it change lah". bah i guess it'll only affect us as much as we expect it to..

go la go. see if i care. ):

olivejuice// happy belated 44th..

epiphany

after much thought, i have finally decided to come clean:
i think im mentally ill. D:

nazzer says it's insecurities but na says it's just hormones/pms bah. plus na says that crazy ppl dont think they're crazy. well i guess it could be pms cos i usually do get real bad pms.. as in i dont get cramps or anything of that sort, but i get extremely mood-swingy and do real stupid things nyeh..

okay probably pms then

eh but this things can be taken too lightly manz. i still think i could be prone to depression in the future like post-natal depression and the like.. depressing. ):

anw i've been rather volatile lately. saying and doing the silliest things.. like whatever that comes to mind will immediately be translated to action and that is definitely a dangerous way to do things.. plus i cant control my emotions and i'd cry for no apparent reason and i feel really miserable sometimes bah

it's nothing serious of course, and i really ought to get a grip cos this is getting quite silly and out of hand

what a bunch of ramblings meh. (i still think i could be mentally ill pfft)

olivejuice//

you drive me crazy

i figured that by farewell or perhaps our final As paper, my responsibility as class ct rep would be over and then poor bored na comes along and seems to think a class gathering is of utmost importance

of course i objected initially cos we all know what comes of such initiatives, yes?

and then nazzer said "what's wrong with a class gathering anw?"

and i thought Okay i'll give it a shot. rooms still available at costa sands pasir ris. bbq i can handle. all i need now is to confirm attendance, get the money from the dudes and get this over and done with. but of course even then i couldnt get off easy..

perhaps my gut instinct was right. leave the class alone. we've never really bonded all that much as a class anw. my responsibilities are really over. of course we could have some sort of reunion in the near-enough future, when we've forgotten why it was in the first place that we couldnt seem to come together as a class and be merry (come to think of it, the reason is still very elusive), then maybe a reunion would be due. and we'd laugh and reminisce and Then go "..Oh so that's why.." and then we should go our separate ways again until we forget

it's so nice to finally understand

HAHA wtg.

when the bitches howl

okay so interview with the Goth dudes yst went pretty well.. cept when i had a coughing fit mid-way and had to leave awhile to go outside and cough like a mad cow.. =/

job interview at autism resource centre got postponed to next sat cos of miscommunication.. the good thing though is that since the interviews are scheduled for end nov, i'd be the last few interviewed & so they'd rmb me better i guess? ahwell..

signed up for driving lessons at bukit batok yst yupp

spent my aftn in bed with cough syrup in my system and discussed with nazzer bout our very complicated and somewhat messed up relationship rawr..

super super nosey and fucked up relatives are totally pissing me off.. yes i have a boyfriend, just accept it and move on lah.. >:/ and mom stalking pregnant cousin on facebook is very disappointing.. bah messed up family..

i am starting to get reaaaally bored with life

of the impossible

I HEREBY DECLARE THAT I SHALL BE ON A TWO-WEEK DIET FROM NOW TILL PROM YES. okay but my definition of diet's kinda vague ah.. basically smaller portions, no more second servings, less rice/carbo, no more giving in to cravings (im sorry mega mac!) and lots lots lots of exercise.. bicep curls, tricep thingey, flys, crunches, leg raisers, superman.. okay sounds pretty scary, but i've been doing that for 1.5years every training (and more) so i can do it ryttt? D:

so okay at least 3kg off by 3rd dec. god knows how im gonna do that..

anw tried on dresses at far east today (which made me realize that the ring of blubber round my tummy really has to go) and omg i couldnt fit into one dress cos my shoulder's too wide.. ): in any case, havent bought one yet, though i've narrowed it down to two, which would hopefully still be around when i come by again.. =/

ohyeahh got call from autism resource centre this morning and i've been called in for interview yesyes! haha well it's either cos the response was not that good, or they somehow overlooked the jc1 results bit.. ((: lol aight gotta turn on the charm this thurs, gogo sexy captivating me! O.o.O

yeah and meeting anthropologist dude at his office tmr to discuss his project and where i come in.. lotsa activities lined up nov-dec, reunions, get-togethers, holidays etc. gosh exciting stuff! ahwell im leaving next week free for a certain somebody who's going ns 3rd dec, though he doesnt quite appreciate the gesture and isnt very willing to spend time with me, as always. so yupp shall fill up my next week somehow.. shouldnt be too hard (:

okay im starting to think freedom's not as exciting as i figured it would be. the prospect of the future and having all sorts of new responsibilities is rather daunting.. the air is filled with so many possibilities that it's really quite scary..

oh was suaning sharyn and zijian in the bus after physics bout their lit paper tmr.. >< jiayou ppl only one paper left! lol anw had an interesting talk with the dudes.. those party poopers arent going for prom, along with a bunch of other ppl who dont see a need for it.. ): well after today, i realize though, why prom really is quite useful.

i mean on the one hand, it's freaking overpriced for such little food zomg, and the amount of money wasted, esp for girls, on dresses, shoes, makeup, accessories etc etc, is such a put off. then on the plus side, we have a reason to dress up and feel pretty for one night, we get to see everyone either look really glam or make a fool of themselves, (we get to see guys in suits. yeaaah) but most importantly really is that prom's a kind of closure for two years worth of memories. i mean, this morning i woke up and thought, "this is the last time im waking up at 6am for school" "this is the last time im gonna wear full rj uniform" "this is the last time.." in fact i even requested dad for mee rebus breakfast where we usually eat when he sends me to school, and was late for physics, as na claimed..

gosh it just felt so weird, to leave school for the last time and not actually do anything particularly significant to commemorate it, like kiss the gates or someth (dammit why didnt i think of that earlier!!) i mean wthh it's over, Just Like That. haha so in other words, im really looking forward to prom. and yes i've really enjoyed my two years in rj, and my 6 years as a rafflesian..

filiae/auspicium melioris aevi. (:

of a hopefully much more exciting future

i've been writing my resume for Pathlight school cos they have a job opening for teacher's aid thing. i really really would very much like a job like that yes. applied to moe for relief teaching as well though their application form online sucked and was confusing. plus i dunno whether my grades were of any value cos i dont take O levels poots.

anw Pathlight wants our jc1 results, which is omg so embarrassing. though cca and stuff looks pretty impressive.. ahwells still, limited spaces so goodluck to me manz..

well backup plan (initial plan actually): get a job at a childcare centre. though mom said tt they might need ppl who have proper qualifications and stuff so.. =/

in other news, had brunch with family at delifrance today, which was lovely.. -pats tummy and grins. cck shopping mall with all the revamp's pretty cool woo..

sisters' speech day was lol but food reception was awesome yay! i got a second serving heh. im glad that my parents have decided to embrace my passion for food.. (: anw met nazzer afterwards for Madagascar 2 which is sho cute and random-funny, love! :D

LOL this is super premature celebrating, as if there isnt still physics paper 1 on tues..

i finish up resume nao.

didnt pray with the family in the morning today and was praying in my room with the lights off (cos sis was sleeping) and it reminded me of long-ago saturdays where i'd pray earlier cos i needed to get to macritchie on time for training.. =/ kinda really miss those days

anw only physics paper 1 left on tuesday. and then freedom.

it's been quite a hellish week, which ended with a damn shitty ihist paper yst. ugh should've mugged theme 2 cos apparently the qns are alot easier but instead i hadta screw myself over by doing effing screwed up qns and now i have no hope of getting a c for hist much less a b. fuck

econs was pretty screwed up. physics was just damn =//

i think i have to retake next year. ughhh but i dont want to leyh meh mehh

oh went for some audition thing for a family competition thingey on suria. lol perfect timing eh? anw it was silly and we kinda messed up i guess. doubt we'd get thru owells..

swensens + cs yst was pretty fun lol.. and cos it was a history-ppl dominated outing, with kung as our guest of honour, the usernames they used were like sukarno, aungsan, gorbachev, pol pot, osama, obama and the like. lol! i think im getting the hang of the game yes..

okay dont really have much to say. think im still sleepy.. mugged all night for hist yst and lasted thru the whole of yst on max 1 hr of sleep.. =/

oh yeah going for little sisters' prize presentation ceremony later. zirah got best in maths and nisah got best in malay & higher malay. -.- gosh i miss those days..

oh and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BIM BIM~ love you muacks! (:

oh yes yes let's go for team run at macs like next week or something and run at the boardwalk at the otherr side and run near the waterr!! (: and i have gym dates with priya to get back our exciting sexy figures back before prom. HAHA.

of a fuzzy future

okay so 12hours worth of As down and another 11 to go ie. Physics II, Econs II, Econs I, Ihist and Physics I.

four days in a row and econs and physics are my worst subjects as of prelims.
so screwed

well i can be optimistic and believe that i'll pull through physics and econs with at least a C but omg how likely is that?

okay so eventhough some may claim that getting into a uni isnt the only way to go after As, for now i dont see what else i can do if i dont make it. i mean, i have so much i want to achieve, not academically but like things i wanna do and change etc etc but having a university degree seems like the must-have before i can start living life proper.

like firstly, i need a good job and money to initiate all my projects and stuff

okay so maybe post-As i'll consider the other routes i can take.

but for now, i guess all i can d0 is mug. wooh

of the past and present

SEAHIST
GP
OVER YAYYYY.
just like another 7 more papers to go? -headdesk

oomg and i was almost late for paper today booos. dad dropped me off somewhere farfar from lockers cos of ****ing construction work thing (thankyoulimlaicheng) so i rann to locker area to leave my bag at the tables, grabbed stuff, rann to parade square area to check venue (i forgot my register no. again and wtf entry proof as well), rann to lockers to get entry proof, rann to check venue, a57 wtg, rann up to 5th floor, my ziplock bag/pencil case tore otw up nyeh. and when i reached, none of the classes had gone in yet. -.-

by then i was sweating like a pig and had developed some major headache that lasted the first 10-20 minutes of gp paper 1. rawr

and i wrote on the importance of dreams cos head couldnt think. how sad

seahist was doable. GP compre was oddly duh but kinda threw me off guard and summary was wtf, didnt have enough time to finish AQ ):

hoping to get B for both. hopefully hopefully can yes. ):

time to spam maths nao

of a sick way to end a rafflesian career

5 DAYS TO As

ahh fu*k this shit
at the rate my mugging's going, i'd probably have to retake next year, rawr
ahwell we'll just see how things go..

in any case, pretty video from katy perry (doesnt she remind you of sophie ellis baxtor?) =/



and im off to eat nao. yay comfort food..

of looming doom

9 days wtf!

of strange meetings

econs mug has been quite enlightening.. in fact, i think its very interesting. and i only discover this now, whaii.. ):

mugged in sch with bim yst and awhile today.. zomg why didnt anyone tell me tt RPA's been providing $1 dinner in sch for the past few weeks rawr! i bought a second serving and teammates laughed at me boos..

treated little sisters to swensens for lunch just now cos one finished her psle recently and the other wanted to tag along.. nazri came over awhile later and it was pretty odd.. sisters rated him 8 and 9 out of 10, so i guess they approve.. =/ strange relationship, strange times.. ahwell.

anw hari raya open house tmr. good food, good money yay! let's hope i can cram some mug time in between..

oh was in the train home with sharm and she has quite some fascinating stories.. i find the clubbing scene quite intriguing.. wonder if i'd get hit on if i went hmm.. O.o

hey hey guess what! 14 days to As

hahahhaa. screwed

eh cool we got team colours award cos we got overall fourth for nats. -amused, amazed, YAY!

of fond memories

i realize that there really is a lot about rj that i'll miss.. the college itself, the white and green walls that we initially thought was cold and missed the homey-ness of rg.. i mean yar rj's sprawling huge and there really isnt a sense of ownership for the sch (i miss ncc room rawr) but there are little places to hang out here and there and i think i'll miss also my loner times in the sch.. like sat afternoons after trg, the upper floors are deserted most of the time and it's really nice to just walk through the school yup.. oh yes and i'll miss huge huge library, just because it's huge and pretty dome shape and nicenice view wooh, though it cant beat rg lib with the super duper nice slack corner.. canteen food? okay la.. will miss canteen vendors tho haha! what else what else..

teachers, not really ah.. eh no wait, kaur yes. kung yes. dr fang, yeah. limbay, yeah probably. mssoh, yeah. physics teachers, not reallyy. okay yeah and the random nice remedial teachers lol.

people? hell yeah. esp the rg girls, simply cos they've been a constant, somewhat. pltnmates, teammates (team camwhore pics pwnz lol lol!) (kinda sad that there wasnt a photo-taking culture in ncc- many many kodak moments uncaptured cept in our memories, which will probably erode over time D:)

08s05a. HAHA gosh will i miss them? yea im quite sure i will. maybe even the Special individuals.. the girls, yes i will most definitely miss all of them, really, honestly, not lying. (: well there are some guys in class that i talk to only on an occassional basis, mostly cos of different subject combis (which i insist is the main reason why we arent all that bonded as a class) and hence rojak class and varying personalities.. melting pot vs salad bowl lol. ah but ultimately, im quite fond of almost everyone in class, and it's a shame that we'll be ending our last month as rafflesians (omg i'll miss being an elitist rafflesian bitch), in utter mugging madness. ahhh fishsticks

haha samkwek sent invitation to join 'I am against the Raffles Merger!' on facebook. -amused. on that note, yes i find the merger quite screwed up (ri boys will actually be able to legitimately eat at rj canteen and spam 711 wtg!) oh haha but the tiny mats with their sarongs otw for friday prayers damn cute! hmm.

ahwell shall continue with reminiscing post-As.
back to econs

of questionable emotions

what a fucked up world we live in

of profound art and camwhoring

haha veryy fun day, which started with me being late for school cos i didnt know there was assembly.. lol not that many ponners, surprisingly, and class lunch was almost half, wow! hahaha

anw we had half an hour before award ceremony thingey started and we camwhored about the class.. didnt bring camera so i took candid pictures with everyone in class, and on top of their shocked expression due to the sudden presence of a phone in their face, their eyes were unfocused cos they were looking for the inconspicuous camera haha! -amused

award ceremony was pretty dull cos only 5 of us ended up together cos the rest of the class was late and they sat at the gallery.. talked with pris bout the future and the possible jobs for classmates and that was pretty entertaining.. oh ms soh was so sweet and emo and her performance with the KI dude was really nice.. (: then joined the rest of em upstairs for batch song, cheers, college anthem and more camwhoring!

then met up with teammates at specs gall for more camwhoring! and that took almost an hour i think hoho.. we did failed jumpshots, pushup poses, dip poses etc, and Mac' NTM love! :D oh gosh and i really really really miss macritchie and the water and the blue blue sky and the whole macritchie family, and bloody mary sigh..

then ge gave us a tour of the art gallery open house! such wonderfully artistic ppl and beautiful artworks, us canoeists felt superbly talentless after that bah..

then was very late for lunch with the class. 13 ppl, what an achievement.. (: i had fries and choc malt sundae wheee!

okay long enough post, basically rather emo day ah but couldnt emo properly also cos of looming As.. 21 days to seahist paper wtg?! D:

better mug now i guess..

but before i leave,
1. The last person to tag you was...?
taufiq & farin
2. Your relationship with him/her...?
food provider & farin <3!
3. Your 5 impression towards him/her ?
- so lame, easygoing, passionate, fickle, generous (more food plskthx!)
- so weird, easygoing, passionate, ms popularr, flockeyyy
4. The most memorable thing that he/she has ever done for you ?
- fooood
- her birthday cards/ raya cards (:
5. The most memorable words that he/she has say to you ?
- so when girls have their period, is it free-flowing or like titration?
- so many, howw?
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
- make him buy me more food
- make her go to all the playgrounds in singapore with me!
7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
- make him do 100 pull-ups, but he'd phail
- not give her my love anymore ):
8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to
- stop looking at his 100000 eye candies
- stop looking at her 100000 boyz
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is...
- obvious =/
- i became her enemy first, i win!
10. The most desirable things to do for him/her is...
- give him a hot bod so that he'd have a chance withe the 100000 eye candies
- you already have my love, what more dyou want!
11. Overall impression towards him/her is..
- lame
- weird
12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you ?
- whai so high?
13. The character you like of yourself is ?
- my love for sports whee
14. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is ?
- my lack of drive in studies
15. The most ideal person you want to be is ?
happy, witty, eloquent, generous, kind, make-a-difference, money making machine heh
16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them
smart ppl
17. Who I Tag: (well they've mostly done this so this is just to answer the qns)
1. nana
2. farin
3. melz
4. selene
5. bim
6. linda
7. fungs
8. taufiq

18. Who is number 2 having a relationship with ?
alot of women
19. Is 3 a male or a female ?
mostly female
20. If number 5 and 7 got together, would that be a good thing ?
eheh should be interesting
21. How about 5 and 8 ?
quite strange, but might be fun
22. What is number 1 studying about ?
quotes farin: things she doesnt quite wanna study
23. When was the last time you had a chat with them ?
talked to everyone today cept for farin! ):
24. Is number 4 single ?
dunno leyh, selene are you single??
25. Say something about number 2.
love you muackx

okay that's done

ack

embarrassingly emo past few entries, let's pretend that didnt happen

i think i've been eating alot. i is too fat redi ugh

i should stop flirting with the guys around me ohnoes..

and yes, back to mug!