of the impossible

I HEREBY DECLARE THAT I SHALL BE ON A TWO-WEEK DIET FROM NOW TILL PROM YES. okay but my definition of diet's kinda vague ah.. basically smaller portions, no more second servings, less rice/carbo, no more giving in to cravings (im sorry mega mac!) and lots lots lots of exercise.. bicep curls, tricep thingey, flys, crunches, leg raisers, superman.. okay sounds pretty scary, but i've been doing that for 1.5years every training (and more) so i can do it ryttt? D:

so okay at least 3kg off by 3rd dec. god knows how im gonna do that..

anw tried on dresses at far east today (which made me realize that the ring of blubber round my tummy really has to go) and omg i couldnt fit into one dress cos my shoulder's too wide.. ): in any case, havent bought one yet, though i've narrowed it down to two, which would hopefully still be around when i come by again.. =/

ohyeahh got call from autism resource centre this morning and i've been called in for interview yesyes! haha well it's either cos the response was not that good, or they somehow overlooked the jc1 results bit.. ((: lol aight gotta turn on the charm this thurs, gogo sexy captivating me! O.o.O

yeah and meeting anthropologist dude at his office tmr to discuss his project and where i come in.. lotsa activities lined up nov-dec, reunions, get-togethers, holidays etc. gosh exciting stuff! ahwell im leaving next week free for a certain somebody who's going ns 3rd dec, though he doesnt quite appreciate the gesture and isnt very willing to spend time with me, as always. so yupp shall fill up my next week somehow.. shouldnt be too hard (:

okay im starting to think freedom's not as exciting as i figured it would be. the prospect of the future and having all sorts of new responsibilities is rather daunting.. the air is filled with so many possibilities that it's really quite scary..

oh was suaning sharyn and zijian in the bus after physics bout their lit paper tmr.. >< jiayou ppl only one paper left! lol anw had an interesting talk with the dudes.. those party poopers arent going for prom, along with a bunch of other ppl who dont see a need for it.. ): well after today, i realize though, why prom really is quite useful.

i mean on the one hand, it's freaking overpriced for such little food zomg, and the amount of money wasted, esp for girls, on dresses, shoes, makeup, accessories etc etc, is such a put off. then on the plus side, we have a reason to dress up and feel pretty for one night, we get to see everyone either look really glam or make a fool of themselves, (we get to see guys in suits. yeaaah) but most importantly really is that prom's a kind of closure for two years worth of memories. i mean, this morning i woke up and thought, "this is the last time im waking up at 6am for school" "this is the last time im gonna wear full rj uniform" "this is the last time.." in fact i even requested dad for mee rebus breakfast where we usually eat when he sends me to school, and was late for physics, as na claimed..

gosh it just felt so weird, to leave school for the last time and not actually do anything particularly significant to commemorate it, like kiss the gates or someth (dammit why didnt i think of that earlier!!) i mean wthh it's over, Just Like That. haha so in other words, im really looking forward to prom. and yes i've really enjoyed my two years in rj, and my 6 years as a rafflesian..

filiae/auspicium melioris aevi. (: