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haha it's been a pretty eventful week, and im glad tt i got to take today off to unwind and probably tmr as well (what happened to team outing you guys??) ZOMG let's visit macs pls pls pls! i miss the water and running around barefoot and jiaolian and bloody mary.. D:

speaking of running around barefoot, prom was pretty darn fun.. i mean the entertainment wasnt all that entertaining (cept for EGG- prav & ge are lovee! and the organizers suck for not letting them do an encore rawr & watching michelle strut her stuff on stage heh) but running around taking pictures with the whole world was greatt, though i shouldve taken alott more pictures, so many ppl i missed meh! AND I LOVED THE FOOD! the non-muslims got the usual chinese 8/10/100(?) course dinner and since i was the only muslim at the table, i got some damn exciting portions ah. and it was SUPER NICE. (swiss'otel love love!) lol but the waiter who served me was hilarious. "here's your Muslim, miss" O.o HAHA!

okay enough about food(which was really damn awesome). i was super under-dressed! everyone looked super duper glam and all i wore was some $39 dress, a $5 necklace, (expensive underwear =/), damn painful pinched toe stillettos (i didnt even know they were called tt meh), my hair was flat. and i used nazri's hat as a handbag (sorry i didnt wear it, but i looked like a tourist D:) and FLABBY ARMS are teh sad.

but i had fun anw. though i dont think i said a proper goodbye to the ppl.. i mean it just feels like somehow this isnt really over, that i'll see them again (and not just because we'll meet again when we collect our results).. ahwell but i got pretty emo over college anthem and cheers cos i reallyreally love raffles cheers and being a rafflesian (who gives a damn bout being elitist pfft).. i kicked off my heels for Unite and i hurt my throat pretty bad meh. thenthen canoe cheer was the icing on the cake, yes.. then parents were being mean and picked me up at 12 ):

so early yst morning i headed to pathlight school again for my second 'interview' for the job as teacher aide. im THIS close to getting the job and im really really really hoping for it argh. anw it turned out to be like a flockey trg, cept that they did some kangaroo shoe jump thing & the kids were alot younger than the special os ppl im used too, plus i couldnt really catch their names so it was like fumbling in the dark somewhat.. D: then while waiting for dad to fetch me, i had a friendly chat with the security guard who's one heck of an inspiring guy who insisted i go to university (he's got 3 graduate daughters & he's the epitome of life-long learning lol!)..

then we went for breakfast, saw uncle off for hajj pilgrimage at airport, went to geylang cos mom needed to buy chicken (chikonggg!), got some sleep at home then went for driving lessons.

then i spent today settling bbq stuff including cash transfer payment so wooh now i just gotta pray the dudes turn up on sunday with money hmm.. & launched off new project today yay!

exciting ah but im totally missing out the most impactful event of the week that being sending nazri off to tekong before prom. it took muchh longer than expected but it was uh pretty emotional i guess. (wah paiseh) firstly i had to get over the shock of his shiny bald head. then the whole journey there was rather torturous cos of a growing sense of gloom meh. and then when we reached tekong, he went off with the other ns boys and i spent the next 2hrs i think? with his mom and sisters though it wasnt quite that awkward cos they're really nice to talk to.. visited the very comfy-looking bunks & their personal equipment (ns boys are so pampered these days..) & alott of ns guys staring like they haven't seen ppl from the outside world for a longg time, poor things..

walao but the ns video made me damn jealous can. i reallyy wanted to go to ns but mom said no. -.-!! and the food! damn huge mutant chicken i want! (but no i do not support genetically modified food, no..) =/ then after lunch there was an announcement for us to bid farewell and that it was time for the guys to assemble. that made me quite emo hmm. I DID NOT CRY, thank god but i was kinda stoned on the journey back. felt so weird leaving him back in tekong meh.. talked occasionally to his older sis & mom but mostly played with bella and letting her mess around with my phone..

but anw i think tt im coping pretty well with his absence.. thank goodness for Adaptability as my top 5 strengths (lol lol), i think i should be able to survive the next 2yrs woo.. well it's not that i dont miss him, i really do.. but there's no point moping, yes? it's not like he's thinking bout me anw.. but yes, i love it when you call. and your random messages make me smile. (:

olivejuice// get an extra battery, you! (and i know you miss me, just admit it lah!)