oh screw it

am exhausted. and i really really am on a short fuse.

open house today was just URGH. i dont get why mom refuses to use disposable cups and plates and utensils. we kept having to wash and wash and wash. and the kitchen sink just chose the most convenient to choke and die. GAR. which meant tt we were washing the dishes in the toilet. so unglam. mom wants to use proper glassware cos she says it feels more like home but whatthehell NOONE does tt anymore cos it's so freaking tiring and pointless and it's not like anyone gives a damn if they use disposable plates or not!! dammit.

and dad was being his usual chauvinistic self, refusing to help out in the kitchen and was being anal when i asked him to get an ice bucket, since he was in charge of getting the ice after all.. -.- oh but i guess credit goes to dad for trying to fix the sink.. keyword being trying of course.

the only friends who came over were 3 teammates. fuck who cares..

some ppl cant even reply my messages. awesome

ohyes and i am so pissed off with relatives who freeload. yes very very very very annoyed with them. i mean honestly, just because my parents are generous and they dont expect anything in return, it doesnt mean tt you should just expect us to give and give. damn friggin thickskinned sia. and the dumb anniversary project tt my parents are planning. everyone replied so super fast, yes yes we will go and drag along our whole extended freeloading family cos YAY it's free. AND I CANT EVEN GET MY BACK CHECKED OUT, EVENTHO THE PAIN REFUSES TO GO AWAY PERMANENTLY, COS IM WORRIED I MIGHT NEED PHYSIO=MONEYMONEY AND YET THEY'RE WILLING TO SPEND 5K plus ON OUR RELATIVES. im so sure.

some ppl still owe my parents the money they borrowed and they pretend it's perfectly alright not to return asap cos Oh you're very rich redi what. im so sure.

and i hate the expectations of my sisters and i. it's like they're waiting for us to screw up or something. babies out of wedlock, transverstites, gays, jailbirds, druggies, divorces, cohabitation etc. why cant i have a normal family?

screwed up day la

and yeah happy 31st woo

why

am feeling awful. funny how everything was so perfect, despite my terrible promos grades.. my parents were really understanding. they didnt scold me but they discussed with me quite thoroughly what i plan to do given my options so.. nice la.. but then i just had to screw up an otherwise great last week so yar.. awesome..

sorry i screwed up.

yst's row was nice! did 10k as usual and it didnt hurt as much.. was gliding quite abit so it felt good.. i started earlier so finished my set earlier too and py convinced me to row another 2k.. =/ rescued quite some boats yst in my t1 tt apparently looks like an ambulance.. almost capped in my t1 cos i tilted too much cos the wind was strong.. tilted back by hugging the bottom of my t1 lol..

hmm. op's scheduled for thurs.. havent touched my script since op dry run.. screwed up la.. we did video-ing for our group presentation and it's quite good haha..

right. time to work on my script. pw ftw..

olivejuice// truly madly deeply.

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haha previous post has been deleted due to safety reasons..

nothing particularly interesting so far.. cept for maybe promos results yst. we got our papers at like 8, went for a break ard 10 and then lessons started at 1135.. =/

i've been on a short fuse lately.. getting damn pissed at the random-est things and people.. strange things and i've been expressing my discontent quite obviously too nyeh..

oh craps i knocked out awhile. kay la gotta print gpp then update more next time..

olivejuice// you know i love you alot no matter what..

shagged

yst left me quite very emotionally drained. reminiscing is extremely tiring and left me quite frankly bothered at times.. =/

trg was ookay. left early for jln raya-ing so i missed land sets. it was raining in the morning too so we hadta wait in the scf shed till it got lighter but it didnt completely stop so we rowed in the rain, which was really really nice.. =) did 10k amidst the capfests. so many ppl have Such faith in the rescuing ability of us t1-ers tsk..

anw, pltn-canoemates and i now form the rj t1 fleet. oh there're no longer t1s in the guys team mehh.. in any case, yar we were reminiscing ncc days and lol-ing over significant events. like the ssc crisis and the nco combi crisis etc. and apparently i had quitee a temper.. funny how i dont recall tt bit of info.. =/ so yar trg yst was pretty fun.. sad tho tt jiaolian wants to move ge to the k fleet. owells py and i will pwns the t1 scene woo!

quick lunch with nw whee..

so then jln raya-ed with the cckpians.. our party was so small. they came to my hse first, jann & leman. lol really. mom cooked alot tho i told her only so few were coming. they ended up flirting outside while i showered.. O.o hoho!

reminisced quite abit. as usual. and i got updated with the lives of most batchmates. disappointed by most and surprised by some. a to-be father with a 14yr old? the whole day left me quite disturbed. meh.. was quite glad to be home. i really do live a very sheltered life..

i guess tt's all tt happened yst.. right i shall entertain myself with.. whatever stuff now..

stoned boos.

oh yay going out for movie with nw now. yay! =D

olivejuice//

lol memories

melz's blog is a great source of amusement..
dated 9/11/05

1. [the rest of us walked all the way to far east to take neoprints (syim's boyfriend-whose-name-i-don't-know was the only one who refused to join in), which turned out quite lame 'cos the machine was so fast that half the time we were just caught in between poses.]

2. [so, we bought tickets to the cello because sky high is a lamo movie and it didn't have any early enough screenings anyway, and all the good fun holiday movies aren't out yet. before the movie we went down to yamaha to look at all the instruments. the cool electric guitars and basses and drums. syim's boyfriend-whose-name-i-don't-know (i think i'll just call him... tom for now) was practically drooling over the bass guitars larh. i want to learn! but then i can't even handle piano and classical guitar right now so i shouldn't overestimate my ability. sigh. and siti's jinxed. she knocked over a drum or something (we ran away from her), and then when she arrived where we were some guy dropped something too (i forgot what it was, but it was expensive too i think). whoops, heh.]

3.[went down to some sports shop because hasyim wanted to look for a new waterbottle (my feet were positively killing me by that time). we took the service lift up. syim and tom acted soooo malu-ed about it larh. kept going no larh, let's not do this until i told them they looked even more suspicious standing around at the doorway of the service lobby. but the inside of the lift and the passageway out is quite scary, because it's so dark and rundown and stuff. and when the door opens it suddenly seems so possible that something would be standing there like in some cliched horror movie.]

4.[syimah dropped her drink outside the cinema. and a little boy slipped on it, poor thing.]

5.[ehh syimah and tom went to take neoprints by themselves after the movie and farin and me went to see see look look around ps. i wanted to sit down but she didn't so i insisted on going into all the cutesy cartoony stores (woah they have alot there). some of the stuff was quite nice though. they had lots of creative household items, like a salt and pepper shaker that just looked like big plastic peanuts, and that bright pink bottle plug thing that's designed to fit any bottle, but which costed like thirty bucks (sorry, i'd rather just use the original cork).

haha, in the end we went back to look for syimah and tom. syimah was throwing popcorn in the air and tom was catching it in his mouth. then they finally went in and were making all sorts of suspicious slapping noises and grunts and stuff. heh. we sat down in the booth beside theirs to wait and farina tried the catching popcorn in mouth thing, but it didn't work too well. ]

i am entirely self-absorbed. quite obviously from the cuts. but ohwells i'll work on it.. ><

okay shall watch some new vid mom bought..

shoulder hurts.

i should quit canoeing and join recre badminton. O.o HAHA!

olivejuice//go go go!!

ouch

first regen trg. was awfully painful.. well not painful now.. but it was la. just now.. =/

i carried a k1 by myself for the first time. ooh exciting. lol no i wasnt showing off but i thought it was a good bargain, considering tt i asked bim and selene to carry my t1. kinda stupid anws la. i think i got even shorter from the weight. lopsided shoulder ftw!

10k row plus saved a few cappers. did only one 500m sprint thing with meera. okay not much of a burst la considering tt we were basically inching slowly forward. awful ugh.. nj fleet was camped out at 1k mark. scared? yes. motivated? totally manz. let's pwn them all!

land sets afterwards was quite painful. quite obviously degenned bother..

hmm i've been doing some physical activities lately i guess.. more so than the past month at least. tennis, badmnton.. i realize tt i dont suck all That much at badminton so it's a fun enough game.. then netball for pe. i think i was an okay GA..

oh yes and im getting/have always been very bimbo. this is awful..

and i flirt. all the time. subconsciously! i think. duno la. dont think im a flirt seh.. =/

getting tired and cranky but i shall finish entry yupp

BLAIRWITCH PROJECT scared me shitless. it's not so much whether it's real or not. but the idea of it is just teh freaky.. was extremely shaken poots..

i've been binging tonight. am fat

ugh okay whatever i cant think anymore. need sleep

olivejuice//LOVE you. =)

power

it's just not right for anyone to have this much control over how i feel

having the ability to make me so happy and the world just so perfect
and yet also able to ruin my day with just a simple statement

someone with the power to do the former, who practices also the latter,
is a big bad bully

and me allowing that someone to do so
makes me stupid

i dont know why i continue being so

brainfart

i think it's funny how it's deemed impossible for teens to find a compatible life partner at their age. simply because we're too young to know what's right for us. it's not like all adults make the right choices on who they marry or whatnots. rising number of failed marriages blahblah.

but what if you've already found the person you'd wanna spend the rest of your life with, right now at this young age? i firmly believe that love is when you can accept someone despite being aware of their flaws, not being blinded by what you want to see in them or what you initially saw. haha just the way i dont think nw's perfect but i love him anw. and he very well knows my many imperfections(and i like to think tt he loves me too) =/

but of course everyone would doubt the possibility of us ever ending up together in the faraway future. despite them saying, "invite us to your wedding, okay?"

nyeh.

sometimes we might convince ourselves tt it's fate tt we met. or tt even if we went our separate ways, if we're fated to be together, we'll meet again. poots. i wouldn't dare risk tt chance. knowing my luck, i might never again find someone half as wonderful or annoying or .. =/

but what if Allah brought him to me(or me to him), and which i am extremely thankful for, and yet.. okay i shant pursue this point.

but still. it's probably not about the maturity of teens or our ability to make the right choices. more like circumstance i guess. god-knows jc isnt the best time to be having a love interest. what with hectic schedules and the looming As.. ugh.

well there's also the possibily tt parents would be sceptical bout us ending up with tt boy-of-choice tt they may be critical of the relationship, leading to awkward awful painful experiences.. hmm..

so teenage love is blind, silly and risky.

and despite all rational thought, i really cant fathom what makes me so determined that i really do love him and willing to spend the rest of my life with him..

life is just so strange

and im just extremely incoherent. bother

olivejuice//

row

i just realized, tt i havent rowed in more than a month. teammates have started trg but i havent. i think im getting lazy. sucks. i look at my arms and they're flabby like shit. regenning's gonna be damn painful. post-raya, i will run everyday before school. yes i will. 8 rounds min. yesyes. syimah you need to buck up. and since teammates have started rowing again and jiaolian seems to have great plans for everyone, im afraid he'd forget about me. esp since i got on his bad side for not rowing for nats. sucks.

and yet my back still seems to have some sort of problem. sucks.

i still want my gold for t1. 500, 1000. i dont care, i'd row for the gold anw. there're some pretty good j1 t1-ers. i wanna be as good as them. i wanna be better. i want them to eat my wash. i want to win gold.

i will win the gold.

almost there

wooh just 4 more days to raya! foodfoodfoodmoneymoney and yes of course meeting relatives etc. but MEH i cant drink carbonated drinks= i will have nothing to drink. well not exactly but meh mehhh. gosh i really havent drank anything gassy since tt time when the j2s told us tt we cant drink it anymore cos it kills our stamina. ouch.

in any case, raya's gonna be awesome. yesyes. ooh i like making ketupats! and i havent been helping mom with making kueh.. =/ owells today i shall.

OHYES op dry run yst. i woke up with some mother bad headache ah. knocked back out annen woke up reaally late. and found out tt i had to go for op dryn run anw. so dad sent me to sch. our group got high ME.. yar sucked. 5mins is freaking long i started getting nervous halfway nyeh!
haichoo said that i was -unprepared, need to articulate my words better, my Q&A sucked cos i didnt elaborate well. but -i have a nice voice(haha!), i have a warm and engaging manner, i was confident eventho i was unprepared =/ and i have potential to get high marks. hmm.. op ftw!

okay i think i shall play sims now. i've been postponing it for so long.. =//

olivejuice//

tmr

OP dry run tmr. i am soooo sure. and when'd we find out? wednesday. and it's not like we had nothing at all to do and had all the time in the world to do op. we had open house nyeh. well okay maybe i didnt do much except befriend ppl but still. what about all the other poor hardworking open house ppl? if not me, then poor them!

im rambling.

in any case, open house was embarassing. okay no, open house was pretty good. everything turned out alright, including the turn out yes. yup if i forgot the fact that the only person who agreed to my sch tour was a donovan from "dunman sec" and tt farin dumped me during the tour to go somewhere and so i took him on a full freaking tour under the hot sun(said some embarrassing things like asking him to try out canoeing etc). okay eventho tt's exactly what i was sposed to do, i didnt exactly want to waste my time on a j1 rockclimber from vj. i mean honestlyy! and also because i said some other embarrassing things like mentioning how i had a classmate who takes french as a h2 subject. the same guy who was apparently vj-boi's french classmate and was told the day before tt he was gonna crash. and tt fungshing and friends knew too tt i was being scammed, even before/during the sch tour. so loser. gar..

oh and also having embarassed myself yet another time doing someth so utterly stupid. i shant elaborate.

oh but i guess i did enjoy open house overall. befrienders dance with farin was just seriously lol cos we sucked and there werent tt many befrienders dancing so wth haha! taa thought me how to play the kompang! haha eventho i kinda sucked but he made me play the 'And's in 1And2And3And4. which was really quite hard so =//

oh i went bugis for buka on wed and shopped at geylang afterwards yay! and buka-ed with nazri
on friday after openhouse and i bought a handbag. O.o

ohyes and pw meeting yst was quite frankly a waste of time. but wooh finally a proper group meeting. go team! oh cept sharyn was sick so.. okay la go team anw! O.o oh but some ppl are really so GAR. okay i dont like to bitch(esp since it's the holy month and all) but i mean honestly even if the teachers didnt constantly refer to our wr during the op assessment itself, im sure someone would've noticed tt YOU LIFTED AN ENTIRE 12 PARAGRAPHS OR MORE FROM THE WR FOR YOUR SCRIPT! AND YOU COMPLAIN THAT WE DONT APPRECIATE YOU AS A GROUP LEADER?? puh-lease.

okay buka time.

olivejuice//

tagged again

The person who tagged you is:
nana

Your relationship with her is:
bestie

Your 5 impressions of her:
socks. strange. amusing. fun. starbucks

The most memorable thing she had done for you:
she made cupcakes for my 15th birthday (or was it 16th?)

The most memorable words she had said to you:
"cant you think/talk about anyth else other than food?"

If she becomes your lover, you will:
have to figure out what to do with nazri

If she becomes your lover, things she has to improve on will be:
get new shoes tt dont have holes in em. haha!

If she becomes your enemy, you will:
flush the doctor down the toilet

If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
she didnt share her food!

The most desired thing you want to do for her now is:
make her not want the things tt are bad for her. hmmmm!

Your overall impression of her is:
smart

How do you think people around you will feel about you?:
i already did this in previous entry!
um.. self-centred?

The characteristic(s) you love about yourself is /are:
my stomach capacity

On the contrary, the characteristic(s) you hate of yourself is/ are:
being short and thus stocky

The most ideal person you want to be is:
brains + looks + EQ + long legs. =))

For people that care for and like you, say something to them:
TAG you're it!

Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
refer to previous entry. but yeah do if you want la

okie done.

oh and

July:
Fun to be with.(YESYES!) Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.(i forget but never forgive..? =/) Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations.(not tt they're always accurate nyeh..) Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends(sometimes?). Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. =) Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

okie doneee!
-snores

tagged

The person who tagged you is:
farin

Your relationship with her is:
awesome friend!

Your 5 impressions of her:
emo angst spaz actCool!(hahaha!) frank

The most memorable thing she had done for you:
there are loads..? (or maybe none at all hmmm!)

The most memorable words she had said to you:
"someth someth.. treat you madjack.." =D
among other things..

If she becomes your lover, you will:
make sure she doesnt fall out of love with me like the next second(which is quite likely, knowing her. lol)

If she becomes your lover, things she has to improve on will be:
nothing. i think she's perfect. (my pants feel kinda hot.. O.o)

If she becomes your enemy, you will:
mess up her hair

If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
she doesnt like me. =(

The most desired thing you want to do for her now is:
her. O.o

Your overall impression of her is:
awesome

How do you think people around you will feel about you
annoying

The characteristic(s) you love about yourself is:
i can do 5 pullups. =D (i think)

On the contrary, the characteristic(s) you hate of yourself is/ are:
being constantly self-aware

The most ideal person you want to be is:
nah i like myself fine. (cept maybe with the combined brains of the 5A geniuses. and longer legs.)

For people that care for and like you, say something to them:
good for you!


Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
i have no idea who reads my blog (cos nobody tags. -looks pointedly)
but in any case,
1. farin(back atcha!)
2. nana
3. nazri
4. i really duno anyone else who might read this. =// so if youre doing it then just inform me at my tagboard la. haha!

wth random.
woo sleepy!

relief

liberated. woooo!

for a moment, i thought tt perhaps i do stand a chance of not retaining.
but then mom asked me what i wanted to do. if i do have to retain
i thought awhile
then realized,
i honestly dont know

GAH. no Os so im pretty much screwed. boos..

post promos is awesome nonetheless. went out with some of the 5Aints yst..
JeanPrisNanaRoyceZijianMervynYongqianWenchun.
we were planning to go for seoul garden since jeanzrna&i went there after cts so it'd be like a tradition but apparently it's $28.80 per person on a friday evening. -.-

Swensens ftw! mega burger + choco malt icecream is still my favourite. =D

then we walked to esplanade, thru the park and to raffles place mrt. camwhored awhile at the bridge near fullerton.. i got reminded of my dboat race with dragonfly lol..

which reminds me,
i need to work out.
py says tt there're some ppl who gain muscles real fast. and lose em equally quick. nyeh and im one of em! tis sad.

michael buble's Everything is awesome. almost 2yrs since meandsis watched him at the indoor stadium.. surreal hoho!

oh. i made lasagna today. and it tasted awful.. hahahahaha! partly because i only realized, when i finally put the entire thing together, tt i needed to bake it. and the oven's spoiled.. -.- haha! so i put it in the toaster oven. but alas it didnt exactly work. but the meat sauce was nice anw.. -beams! and hl milk spoils the bechamel sauce thing. yuck

then i felt a need to express my creative self.. so i tried to find a way to recycle the paste sauce bottles. ended up playing with water and floating sheep. then zirah joined me and we made puddles on the table.. =/

oh dad's in kl for some course.. kinda miss him.. couldnt send him off on thursday cos i was spamming hist. and mom didnt send him off either cos she figured she'd get lost if she drove. nyeh. dad's coming back early tues. trying to convince mom to pick him up hmm.. dad hasnt been away in awhile.. cept for hajj with mom in 2001 and the occasional anniversary getaway.. apparently when sis and i were 5 and 4 respectively, and dad was working in japan, mom would wrap us in his 'kain' when we slept at night.. =//

anw raya's coming soon.. mom's sewing like mad. some pretty nice clothes.. cant wait to make ketupats. i think it's a very addictive task lol..

should sleep soon.. planning to pick up mugging again soon. dont wanna kill myself next year bother..

assuming i make it to As

bah.

08S05A ftw! (no not 09S05A. -looks at fs and taugay pointedly)

olivejuice// happy 30th! we're due for a date soon.. =)

PWhoarr!

okay la efron's not tt hot. i think it was the suit and the hair in hairspray.. so lol to next yr's grad night.. =)

pw's been a pain. time-consuming and extremely annoying. group's awful. hope we can make it thru Op then heck i dont care what happens..

and rj's full of mean ppl. i never actually hated anyone until i came here. liyana says tall ppl are generally smarter but i guess they needed anomalies. dont like him. =D (exception that proves the rule, lah-says liyana)

should be mugging. first day of the Ramadhan today. i dont feel hungry but im awfully conscious of my excess saliva. strange.

i shall do someth productive now. -nods

olivejuice//

sorry little darlin', hope i didnt dent your do

ZAC EFRON.

i melts..
hahahahahahahaha.
=D

oh and 16 gone on 17. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LIYANA MAHIRAH BTE MOHD. RAMTHAN! (hope i spelled tt right.. =/)

olivejuice// and of course you're hotter, love.. =)

a thousand words

visited cousin's first newborn today..

Nur Ailina Qaisara. Isnt she just so awesomely cuuute? only 5days old and she has a dimple! ah sho cuuuute cant stand it ahhhhhh! -faints

Nazri come here i want baby noww!

O.o

teachers day celebrations were alright.. Elvis and the gogos were superb as expected. GENEVE ONG ERN HUI still rocks my socks. now she rocks a few other socks too am jealous. i want my own fanclub tooo! -pouts and stamps foot!

tday card making enthusiasts!

minahs slacking at starbucks..

i should sleep now.

and so i will end off with a final picture,

4 generations diff manz! oh and zirah's a 3rd generation kid hmm..

in any case, This is the final photo

LOOK AT HER TINY HAND!!

okay FINAL PHOTO

I LOVE BABIES! =D

olivejuice//

pooey

horrigiweird day..

dad sent us to sch today.. was walking thru the parade square to our class area and ta'a was trying to take my picture again mehs.. then after morning assembly,went up to class. a few ppl were there already and somehow they found out that i was taking attendance this week. i hate being told what to do and esp when it's wrong. dont fuck with me pls seriously. mrs lim wasnt around again and woonie gave his treasurer's report. class funds near deficit so i paid up 10bucks.. maths- i tripped in the lt and fell on the chair and my butt hurt and the girls said i looked obscene.. oh and longqing droppped her pen and was frantically looking for it and only an hour ago, it fell out of my bag! i feel awful urgh.. break- rushed to buy materials for tday cards.. some ppl are completely totally utter idiots sheesh.. did cards during physics.. really really tried paying attention in econs lecture but my mind kept wandering.. break- went to lockers to keep lakshmi's ksbull book. super heavy rain and damn strong winds. haha i was drenched only on one side! didnt realize till afterwards that there was a class staring down at me in awe lawl..

rain is rejuvenating! haha so then me and zr bought chocs from the chocolate tree or something booth yum! then pw! (mdm lim's anal) then pe! haha we played soccer in the hall! awesome game but i was too shagged to really enjoy myself boos.. then after pe i went around taking pictures for pw.. uploading now..

so yupp basically my day was very nyeh..

tday tmr.. i want anatolia.. i better eat it cos puasa's coming soon.. nanti kempunan.. =/

ohyes. im sure pris and jean would want me to tell the world bout their super awesome trick.. i left my bag outside the dance room place for latin dance on tues. when i came out na was outside, and in place of my bag was a note that said "guess who stole the red pen?".. i suspected the girls and asked na to call. she said something incoherent i spose but i wasnt really paying much attention i guess. then after getting food and all that, i went to look again. so finally yeah went to lt5 for econs and indeed the girls took it. (pris is bad at lying. good pris) lawl lawl very funny ah.. -.- haha!

btw. latin dance was actually quite fun.. many ppl ponned so the class was small and really quite fun.. 4 girls 4 guys so we basically started anew.. then one time we were dancing two couples at a time and halfway thru the song, we realized that ppl were looking at us from the 2nd floor glass panels.. they were coming out of lt5 for lecture so.. yeah lotsa ppl meh..

OHkay shall do pw..

olivejuice//

now it comes

productive enough weekend i guess.. i kinda like the hist term assignments cos it forces me to update myself with all the new info and i can also pretty much reinforce what i already know.. finished ihist essay by 2pm today which really was shocking.. =/ but i spent quite some time typing it out.. i really should just work on the essay straight on the com but i really am much more productive when i stare at a hardcopy of my work.. i think.. =/

ohwells. and eom due wed. thankfully i finished it on thurs redi so i dont have to worry bout tt.. was kinda distracted by Ocean's 12 awhile tho..
§yimstar eightasone RAFFLES ROW! *[[ i am a 5Aint! says:
george clooney is so bloody hot i cant stand him
§yimstar eightasone RAFFLES ROW! *[[ i am a 5Aint! says:
-faints
liy☠na. facestripped / my voodoo child says:
HAHAHAHAHA
liy☠na. facestripped / my voodoo child says:
you go for oldschool charming older guys huh
§yimstar eightasone RAFFLES ROW! *[[ i am a 5Aint! says:
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haha charming older guys indeed..

yup so anw i did get some pw done afterwards so owells.. =)

plenty of stuffs to do before promos and so so so litte time.. -scared!

gp
mug! (yes some ppl do need to mug boos..). um practice compre?

econs
revise topics. memorize key terms and understand concepts-be sure to know how to apply

maths
thank goodness for maths rem. so basically now i need to practice more and make sure i dont forget the stuffs. and update myself with chapter 6 7 8. and zomg have we started on 9??

hist
sea: i completely forget everyth we learnt in the first half of the year damns! (REVISE)
ihist: read thru notes and be aware of the main issues and arguments

physics
screwed. study all topics and Practice. ugh screwed..

when'll i ever get my A?

anwws, ohyes i reallyyy dont like latin dance! i cant dance for nuts wth! i mean if it's some kinda jump-around dance or anyth less serious can la cos i'd be able to have fun. but latin dance meh meh? and i realized tt it was my 7th choice! my first was dragonboating which got cancelled prolly due to bad response but still! i thought ppl who got gold for napfa get to choose. and yet i hafta suffer seh! ohwells this tues is our last lesson i think.. phew.

OHYEAH! haha i've been tutoring my sis math and english for the past year and she got an A for her latest math paper woohs! improve by 20marks haha! well the improvement is amazing basically cos she did so lousily for her previous paper.. tt's quite a sad thought. in any case, the improvement was mainly cos she had more practice so yup that means i can get A for math too if i practice more! haha! got 10bucks bonus for sis' A heh..

oohh and the canoe team's prolly going for overseas trip to mt. kinabalu end of this yr.. 600bucks for 5D4N.. quite ex leyh.. OB sabah was 100bucks for 12 days.. nyeh but ncc hq subsidised the bunch of us so.. =/ bah i miss ncc..


okay i should sleep now.. tired..

HAPPY 2yrs and 5mths, love! =D

olivejuice// dont drink vanilla milk tea! you'd end up diabetic boos..

my everything

currently, life is as perfect as it can get i spose.

somewhat catching up with maths. picking myself up for econs. somewhat liking sea hist. physics is um.. to be dealt with soon.

pw's still annoying me quite abit and i keep putting it off so.. my fault ah -shrugs..

oh wait. mehh life's not perfect cos i've got an awful haircut!! boos. but ohwells i guess what i like best bout my hair is how i dont quite care how i look now.. as in. my hair's like That. cant get any worse or anyth and i feel quite comfortable.. haha!

saving up money for my sexy red reebok shoes.. 53 bucks so far lol..

ohh and i've decided to do pushups in between lessons! cos my arms are flabbing up gar. my arms shift amazingly fast from fats to muscles to fats.. scary! anw haha na took a video of the guys doing pushups with me cos they didnt wanna lose face wahahs!

hmm. pms pretty much over and i can now look at things with greater perspective.. no more emo cos i've got no time! gotta mug hard and smart. dont wanna retain. i mug for 5A. i mug to row. and i mug for myself. yup yup yup!

hmm awesomely too, im able to think rationally bout some of the more impt things in life like nw. i hate being emo. like farin said, it's not that you cant see the bright side, but its cos you just dont want to. silly really.. so anw, yeah. 2 yrs and almost 5 mths. haha awesome! let's celebrate 27 march'08 somewhere romantic! ooooh~! hahahaha!

love is an awesome thing.

olivejuice// i dont care.