row

i just realized, tt i havent rowed in more than a month. teammates have started trg but i havent. i think im getting lazy. sucks. i look at my arms and they're flabby like shit. regenning's gonna be damn painful. post-raya, i will run everyday before school. yes i will. 8 rounds min. yesyes. syimah you need to buck up. and since teammates have started rowing again and jiaolian seems to have great plans for everyone, im afraid he'd forget about me. esp since i got on his bad side for not rowing for nats. sucks.

and yet my back still seems to have some sort of problem. sucks.

i still want my gold for t1. 500, 1000. i dont care, i'd row for the gold anw. there're some pretty good j1 t1-ers. i wanna be as good as them. i wanna be better. i want them to eat my wash. i want to win gold.

i will win the gold.