EXCITING ME!

well i thought that was better than saying boring me cos then i'd be lying and it's the fasting month so i shouldnt

HELLO!

hmm hmm so i last left off with my exciting.. um.. -refers to previous entry-, um well..

SO anww.. saturdayy i went.. oh yes i went to woodlands lib to meet suett and do our analysis. it wasnt very productive cos i was feeling lazy. unfair to suet so here's a public apology. HEY SUET IM SORRY! =) okay oddness..

hmm then then i was like sprawled at the lib floor and feeling hungry with hair all over my face and saw a bunch of ri malay sec 2s. yes and i was hoping they didnt recognize me but then i rmbed that we bumped into them just the day before so owells..

right then i took an hour long bus ride to harbourfront. sposed to catch a movie but =/ bah. public apology? Im sorry, you.. =( yeah then we went home.

so SUNDAY was an extremely fun day. yes cos we went msia to buka. whahas. so fun.. i was hoping for kenny rogers and was pretty annoyed that dad made reservations at some odd hotel. yeah then there was a jam. i think msian customs are annoyingly slow. oh and the view over the tuas bridge was amazingly superbly hazy. ack.

yeah then when we reached msia we prayed and shopped for raya shoes. right haha! i bought heels! O.o i think it was quite odd when i hadta take off running shoes and socks and put on a pair of dainty open- toed heels. haha! =/ and i narrowed down to two kinds of shoes then then everyone said one was uglehh so i took the other which didnt look too bad but then sis bought the other shoe! i mean MEH! and she says its pretty and she has good taste. MEH! my ass la. nyeehaw..

hmm then the buka was super superbb! wahahs i love food! yeah then the azan was just some gong thing on the radio and i didnt get it then some people were eating so i bit my kurma and then there was an interval then another azan then i choked. O.o!

yeah so i ate like alott.. i had a lump of rice and side dishes, rojak, steak, cakes and fruits, kuayteow, and lotsa lotsa coffee.. haha yay food! OH and know whattt? like like i always had the impression that my tummy was a bottomless pit and so did liyana but yeah annen on sunday i ate like alott and at the end i was washing it all down with water but yeah the water couldnt go down cos the food was like nearly all the way up my chest or something. gosh and i couldnt breathe properly! then then i vomited in the car. =/ pig i am. anw gosh i still think it's amazing! haha!

right right then we reached home late late so i hadnt ironed my uniform so i ponned monday. =/ and then tuesday was our geog presentation which went very well yay! oh bored shakira and rachel and poor me did the write-one-sentence-each-and-form-a-story game and it turned out horrifyingly kinky! i mean flies, kira?? goshness..

wednesday we hadta come early then we had 2hours of pe. amazing.. floorball and golf haha! i was like a floppy puppy by the time we had maths.. yup then we went ps then the new cathay place to watch little miss sunshine.. haha! nicenice..

right so todayy i overslept in the bus and someone tapped my shoulder when the bus was at the sch busstop. i have no idea who it was but THANK YOU! haha! yup today was also our analyzing talk presentation. which was actually pretty good.. haha! we were rushing at the shaw lab and stuffs.. oh and i knocked out halfway which was terrible of me so here's a big SORRY to syazsuetquan.. anw bitching with them is amusing.. haha!

hmm then physics was okay la. ohoh! if any of you people happen to look up at the area outside the clc, you'd notice 2 cardboard frisbees hanging around there.. woo thanks to wynne and me! haha!

um then i rushed home, bukaed on chocolate in the bus then hadta run some errands at lot 1. oh i was trying to get sugar but it was at the top shelf and i was like short so i looked around, saw noone who could help me, then climbed this step thing and jumped up a little and grabbed the packet. well so okay it was the wrong packet. and to top it off, 2 packets fell on me. how embarassing.. remind me to bring a stool the next time i visit ntuc..

yup so tmr's our physics project presentation. we settled for the frisbee idea and all this while i was sposed to research on the factors and conditions that affect the flight of a frisbee.. yes it is very exciting!! O.o owells

kelas kechik aims to get A1 for melayu Os. yes we can do it! WHY? COS KELAS KECHIK ROXORS! kechik kechik cili padi. bagai ayam bertelur di padi. isit isit? oh no or is it beras? hmm..

RIGHT YEAHH!

O.o

i love you muchly, darlingg. haha!

lots of love,
syimStarr

SO HELLO AGAIN!

i couldnt think of a better title.. and blogging is getting to be really tedious. right.

so...

i ponned physics Options yst cos i was super exhausted.. =/ spent the night before doing the transcription of our discussion which was prettyyy amusing..

hmm. uh.. well we've been fasting still. which is getting pretty monotonous by now..

oh and we had 2 more geog trips since my last post.. they're quitee interesting la i guess. the 2nd trip was to visit the northwest cdc mayor and then to AWARE offices.. i prefer aware much more than northwest cdc.. cos like aware is completely voluntary and all and the woman was veryy inspiring and i told her so. =/ the mayor made it sound as if wahh we hafta do fundraising but the govt's gonna match up every dollar with like 3 bucks. uh right. okeh then the 2nd trip was to nature society offices and then kaki bukit grc to talk to the mp and then to nanhua sec to talk to someone from SEC. interesting stuffs i spose.. wanie thinks the mp was relatively cute.. haha!

oh and we get vip treatment every we go. it's amazing.. haha! and me and wanie shamelessly kopp food for buka everytime. how embarassing.. woots!

hmm what else? OH! my darling pratas gave us lanterns and fire cracker thingers during the lantern festival! so cutee.. "cos we know ncos are still a child at heart.." haha! LOVELOVE PRATAS! =]

oh and today was basically rjc day.. yup! woke up early to mug for the physics test/quiz today. then went to bishan to meet FariNa who ditched me and expected me to walk to rj all by myself thank you very much. so then i bumped into clara,shaowen and a bunch of dudes. yeah then i saw shanki who got ditched too so we walked there together. then syaz,quanquan they all literally bumped into us then we walked.

we were at rj for like 3-4 hours. =/ amazing.. oh but we spent an hour at this academic talk thing but we came really for aircon.. haha! so yeah basically we had kak sara as our Befriender (=/)and toured the school.. me and farin are getting Heelys or something cos the campus is huge.. then we looked at the cca booths.. oh i basically narrowed my choices to soccer, band(i was inspired by kak nar's drumming) and um.. i guess that's all.

there's a rj rock booth beside the malay booth. there was this cute guy who plays the guitar well. right farin? anw then farin Also flirted with the malay society guys who were tending the booth. shameless la you, woman.. oh and she wants to join harmonica club.. =/ and na's gonna join RA. raffles artistic i think. or something..

OH GOSH STAFF VAN'S MUSCLES ARE TEH PWHOARR! lovelovelove ncos.. =)))

erm right. anw then we headed back to school for Options.. farin ponned hers. na too i think. we have a school of ponners!! O.o yeah so then me and liju went to the lib to mug for the test. projectile motion.. bernoulli's eqn.. kites.. aircraft motion.. then i knocked out at the couch. then darling ganesh comes and says "in class sleep here also sleep ah?" and i was like MEH! then he asked bout the back to basic chem and like bridging english and he asked whether i was in the english one. i think he insulted me. tsk.. then he left and i studied abit more then slept till 3.. =/

so then physics ended at 5 then i went to the busstop to somehow get to bishan to wait for farin but i got dragged by lita and somehow ended up bishan in the end with syaz quan sheryl lita sophia. uh right. then quan got a hair cut! eh EQhouse lie sia! it's definitely Not 10mins and like they have that stoplight thing outside with like the words Next in green, 5-10mins in orange, and 15mins in red. so i guess they mean 15mins max. so why dont they just say 10bucks 15mins? but actually quan took 17+mins.. tsk.. so yeah basically people just line up and wait long long cos they have the impression that haircuts take 10mins. my foot la..

so then we walkedd to rj. met dad. went to the canteen. buka-ed. went to the mph for the talk. me and farin kopped summore food.

so yeah i guess that's my day.. =/ i cant really rmb my other days so there's nothing to blog about i spose..

OHYES! we got our eoys results. i passed all my papers.. okay la i supppose.. could've done better but yeah okeh.. i might hafta sit for a placement test for rj cos my english kinda sucked really bad. bother..

AND I HAD SUCH AN EGO-BLOATING WEEK! =) people that i've been hanging around with lately are very generous with compliments. quite different from people like na and farin.-sniffs! haha! and quan was super funny cos she asked for teddy cos like she says that now she can play with teddy cos she now knows me. know what that means? she knows teddy before she knows me! how strange is that? haha! and i love my teddy! yay!

OH! and wynne was comparing me and na and it was very amusing.. =/ well she only said we were very diff la but still. such an observation was odd. no wait what's odd was the way she said it. like like i'd be offended or something.. oh wait. maybe i Am sposed to be offended. hmmmm.. O.o

right okay im getting pretty random so i guess i should like stop here. STOP

lovelove you, sayang.. =)
-hugs!

sincerely,
syimstar

SO HELLO

it's been a month! WOW! and it's really late right about now cos lately i've been sleeping at 10. yay me! what've i been up to? well for those who've been wondering, sch has somehow become relatively interesting. first up we have.. erm. in no particular order i guess

OPTIONS!
is FUN! sometimes. yup! so i've got 3 advanced modules: Analysing talk, Physics of flight and GEOG- Identities & politics. woo~! so let's see hmm Analysing talk has i quote: "No academic value" but is really enriching i suppose. learning quite alot and stuffs so yay!

Physics is teh FUNNNNNNNN! like everyone so wants to take my module! uhhhhuh! -does hula dance- so anww, i lovelovelove physics eventho everyone seems to think that msiu is boring. (well she is i suppose) but my class has only 11 people and it's amusing really. msiu's really nice.. yup! there's been alot of activities and stuff. like our first lesson was basically intro, making paper airplanes and flying them to see whose can fly the furthest. and and just this tuesday, we launched our rockets! yeahh! gosh i lovelove. and tomorroww we'll be flying kites at marina south. WHAT'S BETTER THAN PHYSICS OF FLIGHT? i'll tell you! NOTHING!
YES!

so hmm and geog is alright. it's very useful. knowing your mps and stuff but it's really dry.. dr ooi is a good enough teacher and is reaally nice but yeah. most of the dudes took the module only cos no other humanities module could fit their schedule. so yeah. injustice,much.. OH and we had a fiedtrip to several constituencies to compare opposition party and the ruling party. in terms of how well they run the const. and stuff. not bad i guess.. but hougang's really pretty..

PRATAS!
i just realized how much i miss my partas and the company.. =( i miss being a part of a greater cause. brings more meaning to sch/life and all that.. oh and i heard the partas and partbs screwed up imt pretty bad.. ouch. dunno what happened.. i rmb the first time we took our pratas to range and that was during btc in april. they weren't too bad. pretty good in fact. kinda disappointing i suppose.. but that's not our problem anymore. well it is but there's nothing the eight of us can do anw.. all the best to partcs.. hmm and ooh partc got course best for ssc. ownagee!! company's gonna do better under the partcs.. we gave it a shot and tried our best so yeah.. lovelove the company..

Maths!
not much to say but i passed my eoy paper and my sa5. so hoorah to improvements! =) sa6 paper in 2 weeks time. gonna ace that one.. mustmust. anw matrices is uber fun! yay!

Philo!
test was alrightt.. and whahas ART!

Malay!
god i really wanna ace my higher malay Os.. am seriously doing terribly as it is and garr gotta get better than a certain someone. YAY MOTIVATION!

RAMADHAN!
is somehow not as lively as the previous years.. not in the fasting mood yet i suppose.. ooh and i satisfied all my cravings last week. YAY ME! oh and gosh Everyone was eating in class today cos the other 3 muslims couldnt fast. like thanks alot la..

CHILDRENS' DAY!
so like everyone got either a box of chocolates, or a bar of chocs(which i did) or a huge toblerone. i was seriously Awed.. but veni said that Apparently, Cocoa trees sponsored us. tho i dont quite see why they should.. =/ dunno la. we got lotsa foods and stuffs from the teachers too. for 3 years we didnt celebrate this wonderforous day but this year, "MY INNER CHILD IS SHINING THROUGH!" yeahhh! and we have childrens' day off too cos we got the schools' excellence award thinger.. yay? YAY!

SABAH!
was msning with the dudes today.. catching up and stuffs. gosh miss them all alott. and i miss sabah gosh.. =(( we should have a reunion! though it wont be same anymore.. bah..

DRATS!
MY LIFE IS FULL OF RATS! i cant believe this is one of the later topics in my entry but omg rats are so gross.. so on the first week, i had maths on tuesday. i clearly rmb that after the hour long lesson, i checked under my table to see if i left anything behind. so then i found empty biscuit wrappers. woops i left it behind over the hols. so then there were biscuit crumbs and everyth. i went to throw the wrappers and found that Eh? there's a hole ripped in each packet. EEEW. then i was wondering what kinda animal did that and howthehell did it get under my table? -lifts table top- BLOODY HELL there was a hole at the corner of my table! and plastic shavings to boot! yuck please? FREAKY SHIT. gah.. was Very traumatised.

so then my mommy told me that if it's a rat, (which it most likely is. rgs is filthy) they like to come back to places they've visited. so i changed my table.

so then 2 weeks have passed, and tuesday morning, after philo and malay, i come up to class for maths. i needed to pee and was rushing about. i reached my table and GAH! LOTSA plastic shavings on the floor! -cue to freak out- SO I DID FREAK OUT! =( i hate rats. then i was all squealy and disgusted and msko still suggested that it was a hamster. PLEASE LA. damn gross gah.. so i went to the go to file a report and went up to class to my new seat at the back of the class with renu and melc. i like sitting at the back.. but that's not the point. RATS ARE DISGUSTING! and ohyehhhhh there happened to be spilled ink under the table too and now there are PAW PRINTS. perfect ah. hamsters have tiny paws. those paws were mega huge in comparison. huge rats are even more disgusting. yech. and yes the hole it chewed was bigger than before too. i am VERY VERY traumatised. -sniffs-

oh and better still. there has been rats near the busstop where i take 190 to school. saw them only twice actually. but the second time there were 3 of them scurrying around. yuck? yes very..

LONER!
for a week i was convinced that i had somehow inherited my mom's/ parents' loner genes. depressing really.. kinda funny too cos i was even quiter than before and seeing the world differently and all that schnitz.. oh but luckily i happened to ask a classmate whether it's Okay that i couldnt click with some of the dudes in class and she said it's perfectly alright and im not a loner. wonder if she knows what miracles that statement has caused. sis said that i just needed someone to knock some sense into me. -rubs head- hmm.. so now im talking more than usual. odd i guess..

LIBRARY!
been spending quite some time in the lib ever since ramadhan cos otherwise we'd be out having lunch or something. so yeah. on monday there was a rule that sec4s couldn't borrow anything. like wth? anyway that aftn too the ban was lifted due to the violent objections of most of the cohort. how exciting.. so now im watching vids at the mr section quite abit.

we watched Pride and prejudice yst (such a beauutiful show.. mrdarcy woo~!) and the wedding singer today! god i lovelove the wedding singer. i watched it at the movies the first time it came out a looong time ago. uncle's treat haha! =) adam sandler is so super sweet in the show..

DBSK!
and i am mentioning this Only because half the class or more is squealing over it one time or another. there's a sudden craze for korean stuffs around the school and it is one scaary phenomenon. yeah..

PE!
floorball is violentt! swiping feet and all that.. ouch much. and GOLF is amusingg! yes!

NW!
happy 17th mth, sayang.. =) haha! really olivejuice muchly..

so i suppose that just about sums up my whole september.. it's been one heck of a roller coaster ride seriously. what with the very uneven schedule and ramadhan and the near ending of my rgs life. sad i guess. exciting too. but most importantly very interesting. or amusing. hmm.. haha!

LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST! random~

sincerely,
syimstarrrrr!

ps. i love You alot alot alot! =) hoorah to 6yrs!

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woo very interesting indeed..

and then there was 6

aight.. so yst evening we saw jy off at the airport. tis was very sad.. but none of us cried. yes. cos we're strong! =(

yh said something bout 'it's not the going but the returning' or someth like that.. yeah cos we'll go away sometime but what matters is when we come back. i guess.. =/

so anw jy and sn's 12 came too. was heartwarming really.. part bs were crying like she'd be gone foerever or someth. -pats. she'll be back soon enough, darlings.. till then, i love you jieying. =)

was kinda late yst and i was panicking in the mrt. i dunno what i'd do if i missed her.. terrible terrible me should be more punctual next time..

and then there were 6.

ouh and yst's coke fest was super superb! yeahh! =) lovelove the company.. and i realized how much i miss my pratas.. hmm so i came to sch to find the lights in the nccrm on, so i went over. i opened the door to find 1sg jiahui. woo~ haha! i was like -blinks. hahaha! lovelove! then 1sg lynette came too. oh and i made someth for them but they left before i could give them.. gosh so sad! =(

oh and teachers' day celebrations was uberly interesting.. yay! cept for a few performances i guess.. but entertaining overall. the band was cool cool cool. yay! the singer's voice is phwoarr! and jtoh! -squeals. O.o he's so diva-ish really.. funnyness.. but the dude can singg. yes yes..

so wokay.. hmm exams are over.. relieved, much. but meh everyone's numbed somewhat i guess. and besides it's only sept. one whole term to go. bugger Options.. ahwell.. spent the whole of last week mugging like crazy.. hate mugging garr.. spent most my afternoons in the lib with fariNa at our section of the lib. our den so called.. haha! and viv too who was bored most the time.. tsk. and teachers pop by once in awhile. ganesh, sir etc.. their company was very much anticipated by some of us.. kofffarinkoff.. haha!

hmm so now im bored. cleaned my room quite abit after the papers. cos i told myself i'd clean all the junk by the time im free.. so yeah. yay me..

shall proceed to come up with a new blog template. i think buble's getting old.. =/

ladeeda.

olivejuice,baby.. 17mths yay! lovelove you.. =)

pratas are fattening

O.o strange.

hmm.. it's been slightly over a week since ord. yeah.. strange.

anw.. been thinking alot bout the company and my partas. its very odd to no longer be part of the company.. having to ask the partcs for permission to talk to my partas.. so very very odd. oh and we boo-ed the part cs from behind after natl day celebrations and they screamed. O.o partcs screamed. hahahahahhaha!

anw. yeah. rmbed quite alot of stuffs that happened thruout the year..

my parta ncoship started before i even knew it. like literally..O.o yeah.. didnt go for chalet last year and like when i came back from ob sabah, it was cca o and pltnmates told me that i got partas. =/ didnt really mind i guess cos i didnt have a preference for the other parts anw..

then i rmb the excitement us parta ncos felt when sir came with news bout our parta intake.. fluctuating from 30+ until it settled at 20. rmbed looking at their names and trying to rmb some of them.. but considering my terrible memory, i didnt manage to rmb their names till some time after they came in.. =/

ncc open house..partas were like.. sec1s. yeah.. and i was super annoyed cos i dunno i guess i had high expectations and stuffs..

ncc orientation.. we were casual with them. we were high and all that. didnt intro ourselves by rank andit was pretty nice i guess.. then i rmb when we gave them water break, the partas bought stuff from stall1! O.o haha! was rather amused actually.. and moving them from place to place was like herding sheep.. and water games was weirder.. and i think at the point of time, i was pretty flustered as to how we were gonna mould them into rgsncc cadets cos they were all so.. sec1-ish. scary.. oh and some of them i never saw again. how sad..

hmm.. but when waiting for the confirmed list of partas, we spent our mondays planning their trgs in the ncc room..so very long ago..

first trg..we taught partas basic stuffs.. abit of pt and drills.. ooh and reading my old entries, (i've got bad memory) i rmb being so so very proud of my partas when they did bodymax together! gosh they were so wonderful.. oh and first trg prezzes! cum vday prezze i think. gave them the nice smelling candles and i rmb chionging with py and yh the red and orange cards.. haha! was nice..

first company dinner! one missing parta.. i rmb being so angry at them cos yeah. how could they leave their pltnmate behind? gosh.. haha! and they forgot to prepare a skit altho we reminded them.. times like that made us kinda wonder why we got ourselves into this mess.. but it ended overall pretty well.. oh yeah rmb telling our partas bout our boyfriends! py and yh has bfs overseas and mine's from ite and parta yy asked which ite! hahahah!

then trgs.. never really did appreciate trgs all that much.. normal pt and drills.. partas falling out ever so often. domino effect and all.. then when talking to them in the canteen.. i regret not really talking to them tho. we talked more among ourselves.. so yeah.. didnt get to know all that much bout our partas.. which is sad.. sorry yh and py for talking to much.. bah..

then btc! gosh it was super informal! and yeah.. problems and stuffs.. was so tired.. parta j was sick and went home before dinner.. partas had field cooking at the canteen.. they split up into obvious cliques and yeah it was scary.. and us ncos forgot to bring our own food and the sweet children offered us their food.. although the noodles were bland, it was really very nice of them.. and partas super lovely milo cheer. =) oh and we had a mock profi test.. haha their terrible collars and unshiny boots.. ahwell..

then the trg after btc, they gave us prezzes "Happy milo day.." haha! hmm..

annual camp.. was bad.. the day before, 1 parta fractured her arm and another sewed her finger. O.o scary partas.. yeah and parta h came with a swollen eye.. gosh.. hmm.. and then complications at night with our partas.. and there was no fire drill.. we were really very disappointed.. it was finally our year and sir decides that partas need more rest so yeah.. felt bad cos they were our partas so.. bah. hmm.. rmb being so super disappointed in partas and then finally disowning them.. and it was such an emo period.. bah.. oh and pop. ex sec4s came back. was very very pissed with them.. and some partas embarassed us onstage and exsec4s being even more annoying.. and i rmb them wanting to return the bunk key to us after pop outside the hall. and we were daoing them but ssg vanessa was there and she was like "partcs.." so we hadta attend to partas.. felt bad for kinda daoing ssg vanessa cos we were in a bad mood anw.. bah. then after everything was over, what's worse was seeing our partas in incomplete no3 and stuffs.. ouch.

and the week after, partas were sposed to earn us back.. we took them back pretty fast.. gave them indiv hugs.. but py wasnt there at the time altho we could've simply called her down from the hall where she was.. wasnt thinking straight i guess.. felt really bad afterwards.. and i rmb very well a long time after, py said, "the biggest mistake we ever made, was taking them back so fast" yeah i guess it was.. sigh sorry.. its greatly my fault cos i convinced yh to take them back cos some of them were crying and it was so awful watching them cry.. gosh.. sorry py..

then partas owed us their pumpings.. and one of greatest regrets was that they never did complete it.. really wanted to pump their last hundred with them... which kinda reminded me of our own parta year.. exexex sec4s didnt make us pump at all.. which was.. sad.. we never got the chance to redeem ourselves.. =(

the consequent trgs.. saw our partas improve bit by bit.. saw their pltn bond getting stronger.. saw their cliques dissolving and them coming together as One pltn..

our first and last outdoor trg at pasir ris park.. very emo day.. lovelove my partas..

last trg.. partas did well for achievement day. very proud of them.. company games and songs.. and there was a stark difference from the first company games to this final one.. the partas didnt stick to their cliques and they were more formal.. they werent giggling to themselves (all that much).. haha.

so yeah.. i guess we'd always ask ourselves. did we have any impact on our partas? have we made a difference? i sure hope so.. but the greatest sense of achievement we get is in watching our partas together as a pltn.. one for all, all for one.. at the beginning, what worried me most was to get 20 different people to bond as a pltn. but i spose we did alright.. =)

i lovelove my partas..
i love the company..
and i most definitely lovelovelove my pltnmates..

and how wonderful. Right here waiting is playing on my com.. O.o

and this is the song we sang on ord night. but wasnt very clear due to our very bad singing:

Everything i do i do it for you
-Bryan Adams

go look up the lyrics. haha! some parts are pretty lame tho.. O.o

"Look into my eyes you will see
What you mean to me"

"Oh, you can't tell me it's not worth trying for
I can't help it, there's nothing I want more
Yeah, I would fight for you, I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you, Yeah I'd die for you
You know it's true
Everything I do, I do it for you"


ehh my eye is twitching.. O.o

rgsncc land. pltn 03-06 loves rgsncc company 06.

haha!

olivejuice, cupcake.. exams woo~!
-hugs..

{the final goodbye}

so now its over. yup! odd empty feeling..

*Caution!: uber long entry!

hmm so anw. bathed at ard 6.30 (notice how i didnt mention waking up? that's probably cos i hadnt slept for 2 nights. seriously. gar!) then went off for sch at 7. i fell asleep in the bus tho and overshot to orchard. got off and headed back to sch. pltnmates were late! py and zr overslept and the rest i duno. =/

so then at 9.30 partc adeline reported for the parade. took pics and stuff.. then she ran off, forgot to give the reporting list, ran back and then back to the rest of em. amusing.. so then we went to the netball courts where the company was all formed up and ready. partas looked so smart! was very proud.. mdm hadta remind us to stay off the parade grounds.. =/ haha! then partc asked for permission to carry on with parade. partas did a nice rowrowrow check and they marched better than they've ever done before! partcs did a greatt job as temp ncos. =)

then the kacau part was basically just talking. last year for ex sec4s we had such trouble for parade cos they insisted that things stayed the same where they could bug us when at diam and all that. but this year mdm at least allowed us to talk to them at diam but make sure we didnt bounce ard. O.o had some trouble with that but yeah went around talking to the parts. left partas till last. but one parta was already Melting and pale and looked like she was gonna faint so we called part ds off the courts and let the parade proceed. so yeah commander senang diri-ed them. then they all marched past us with hormat kekenan (sp?) and i stood at the spot where partc commanded them to turn away. the point where we'd officially no longer be part of the company.. gosh so sad.. but i was VERY proud of my partas. you all did a wonderful job. lovelove yous.. =)

then we went back to the nccrm. did summore prezzes while waiting for partcs. haha! we were in such a crappy mood when they came to collect us. so then we were in a circle then mdm gave her speech and she gave us partds a pillow from sir and her i think, and a letter of reference thinger.. was sweet of them really.. then we were singing songs.. was nice.. didnt cry yay! then then we started the butt wave. partcs probably thought we were really juvenile but they agreed to do it anw. love part cs! then we ended of with the We cheer. "hentak kaki cepat hentak!" and we had a lovely solid company bang to end our cheering history with rgsncc.. lala~

then we went to talk to our partas.. =) they stood in a row and we went down the row giving indiv comments.. hmm.. drink Brands woo~! hmm.. my partas are united as one but theyre all such unique and strange individuals really.. gosh lovelove partas.. then we took pictures!

then the company fell in and partc adeline bersurai-ed them with a SOLID bang. =)!

then we got back to the room. did prezzes and stuff again.. then pltnmates left one by one.. and at 1.15 i hadta go for snp grad party and left priya

snp grad party: games etc etc. and we got photoframes with diff pictures! mine was one of me and kaiyuen and zaini's sis. haha! i looked spaz..

so i left right after grabbing some food at 3.15 and went back to the room to get changed. bah fariNa.. then at 4.20 nw was waiting at the busstop. finished up a bit and left. then then i saw partbs at the busstop and they saw me. bah.. then then had some trouble and somehow ended up at fareast. partas got on the bus with me too and got off at far east too.. O.o odd odd partas..

then waited at the busstop near yh's hse for py. haha blurr dude. finally got to yuhui's house.. had ord there last year which dad didnt let me go for. bah.. quotes ge: right place, wrong time/year.. amusing.. and py called my 1.5l ice lemon tea bottle - Champion. O.o so we were chiong-ing partas prezzes.. packing em and stuffs. ge was helping us too.. and we were ultra late! then yh's dad sent us to partc amelina's hse where the company was. collected yunzhi, jieying and zerui at the yh's guardhse area and zoomed there. shuning was sitting outside the condo looking chio but Very pissed. haha her sister ran in to report to her pltnmates of our arrival.. poser zr put on her shades and couldnt see where she was going! and and our part c escorts got lost leading us there. tsk haha!

then we reached the dinner area.. it was beside the pool at the pavillion. and the rest of the company were lined as goh leading from the bridge all the way to the pavillion. so then partc commanded nice and loud and BANG. then they did hormat as we walked thru.. gosh was really grand.. then i kept saying hi part a/b/c and i couldnt help adjusting the hands of my partas..

so then we reached the pavillion where there was a huge and super cool banner "Pirates of the Caribbean - ORD 2006" was so wonderfully done! and stuck on the pillars around were big pictures of a skull with a bandanna (?) hat with our name on each of em. they passed this to us in the end but i lost mine apparently.. bah..

so then in the middle of the pavillion were 2 tables put together with 3 tables flanking em and 2 chairs at the end.. 8 of us ord-ing together.. food was nice yay! but they didnt bother bout our requests and stuff.. =/ but they listened to ge's orange juice+sprite thing.. "oh but i've never really tried before, know" O.o was nice anw.. jy didnt eat much.. =/

then we kept finding hair in our food! finer spaghetti haha! and i think the partc cook was annoyed i think.. poor partc haha! then once thre was an ant in zr's drink and she yelled partcs! then a whole lot of em came from diff directions. haha! funny! my food was uneventful tho..bah.. then i got too sleepy and bored cos the food came so slow. Partcs cannot open a restaurant cos the food'll be hairy and everyone'd leave before the food even came! mehh.. heh. was stoning quite abit and tried to sleep on the chair. pltnmates said i looked angsty and tried taking pics of me.. nyeh.

then then we finally got dinner over with. and partcs put the tables to the side to empty the floor where we'd have the performances.. partas skit was so lame and strange but cute! haha lovelove.. then partbs skit always so educational haha but nicee.. and partcs womgg.. gay crew indeed~! lovelove company! and we're such terrible singers! sang songs for the company and we didnt know the lyrics and stared at the piece of paper like old grannies.. then we sang the parts' pltn songs.. all star, if we hold on and swear it all over again.. then we sang our pltn song "over seas from coast to coast, to find the place i love the most. where the fields are green, i'll see you once again, my love.." the memories that the song can conjure is unbelievable.. so all in all, we sang terribly but the parts all clapped super enthusiastically anw.. "entertaining performance" indeed.. haha!

then we got our presents from the parts! partbs like making presents! they gave us so many! lovelove partbs.. and i like their ranbow concept . nice presents! and they had this nice story/poem bout friendship too.. and the cookie they gave me broke. bah.. ooh and parta ncos are trend setters cos the part bs made wire stuffies too! we roxors! but we're smarter cos we used pliers! -nods..

then partas gave their presents.. yay sweet sweet partas! they made the pebble thing! the one that i tried to convince py and yh to make but they said dontwant or something..=/ but that's probably cos we couldnt find any and they cost 1dollar at taka and we have 20 partas.. haha! and they gave nice little things which were lovely.. =)

then partcs gave us stuffs too.. there weren't much but i think they've already done so much for us.. organizing ord parade and dinner.. cooking hairy food and all.. love partcs! yay! anw i LOVE the finger puppet thing they made for us. they made animal puppets for us that suited our character best apparentlyy.. py's was a giraffe cos she's tall (but i think what they really meant was that she's got a long neck and small head.. haha!) yh's was a kangaroo cos she's motherly.. sn's a bird cos she talks alot (she was angry cos she thought it was a chicken.. O.o) mine's an orange monkey! cos i was apparently cute and agile! (i actually thought it was an alien but nvm..)

oh and the parts like making pillows! probably cos its super easy to make and yet pretty.. pillows of all shapes,sizes and materials.. haha! lovelove pillows! oh and we felt bad cos we didnt make anything for the parts other than our own although were obliged to but still.. bah. made us realize we never really did appreciate the other parts enough.. so yeah i really really love the whole company yay!

so then we got to talk to our partas.. finally! but after the skits and stuff a few partas left.. and they wanted to leave without saying goodbye! was alittle hurt at that but they were crying already so we just gave them the prezzes and a tight HUG! said some stuffs also and yeah.. they actually asked us for a hug in the morn when we were talking to them but we said later. we weren't gonna deny them hugs cos meh that'll be mean.. still rmb last year when we asked our sec4s to take pics with us but they didnt want to.. ahwell..

so yeah.. talked to my partas.. they gave us this black board with handprints of my baby parts in 3 diff shades of green..pretty! then they gave us a HUGE pillow. mine's green! and py got yellow and yh black. haha! switchedd.. racist ncos indeed.. =)) then they gave us a scroll that the wrote. was so super longg! love partas yay! then we explained the prezzes we gave them. felt quite bad for making so little really.. bah.. but its the effort and thought that counts ryt? hope that's enough.. then we took some pictures and gave all of em hugs! yay i like hugs! and esp my partas cos theyre so small! well not all of em.. -glares at tall parta. made me tiptoe bah! haha nvmm.. partas like to take sneaky shots! so annoyingg bah! heh paparazzi woo~

lovelove! than at 11.20 or so partas hadta go home.. i wanted to hug em again so i did! heh. i didnt cry at all! so proud of myself yay! then partas left with a 'we love you ncos' and we replied 'we love you too partas'.. haha! then partbs left soon after.. then jy hadta go so i borrowed the ge and zr from the partcs for a little partd session. so we huddled and hugged and sang Right here waiting.. it was a nice moment.. all 8 of us together again.. memories came flooding and all kinds of emotion rushed thru me. and i finally cracked. cried and cried.. and got emo and i told jy that ive been wondering if she knew that i loved her and i told her that i really do. then i told pltnmates i loved em very much.. O.o strange..

then partcs came toddling along.. so we got them to take pics for us.. yeah then jy left.. was feeling super emo as we packed our prezzes.. more than 40 prezzes from the company in all.. big presents, small presents, lovely presents, odd presents.. but what i loved most of all was that they were mostly handmade. i love handmade presents cos theyre so heartfelt and meaningful and the parts took time off to make the stuffs for us..

so yeah.. im just really thankful for the rgsncc experience. and having the best company ever.. i've never felt so much love in all my life and the parts truly gave us the best ending to this chapter of our lives that lasted a whole 4years.. rgsncc will be just a memory but the company'll always have a place in my heart.. <3 rgsncc muchly.

7 more days and we'll be through

not too long now.. gosh..

well friday was rhd.. amusing really.. and and andd i think there's quite a high chance of me becoming unstraight! O.o i think guys clothes are incredibly comfy woo~! oh and i ordered the super cool collectors' item toy but there were problems i guess so i didnt get em in the end. =/ after sch, me, nw and fariNa went for lunch and i lost my wallet. scary stuffs.. went back to sch to look for it and apparently it was at the go but i hadta pay 2bucks for it.. odd..

saturday was outdoor trg day! YAY! at pasir park. first and last outdoor trg.. sigh. anw, it was pretty fun.. got annoyed at certain times but it was overall really fun.. lovelovelove my parta babies.. =)) but lunch was sad cos they served non-halal spaghetti, which was disappointing cos the food looked good. gar! then we rushed back to whitesands where sir,mdm chng and ng treated us to swensens.. haha yay! then nw came and we went back to pasir ris park.. O.o then then then after that we went for dinner at cine with 2 strange guys! strange! and and they didnt eat so mehh..

monday was trg. im really gonna miss my partas.. the company.. etc. bah. anww, tues i went for math tuition. there was a frenchboy who was teaching ms long french words or something and it seemed as though she was flirting! disturbing really..

wed was c div basketball finals against zhonghua at delta near redhill. i love basketball matches! exciting rarr! and we so totally crushed them. lala! but it was a terribly violent match la.. terrible sportsmanship.. =/ then after that i met nw to collect my mp3 player which i've concluded, looks rather nice.. yup!

thursday was a looong day as usual. sleepy tired garr. thenn i went to jurong point to watch lakehouse with nw. yay yay! love lakehouse! haah!!

friday wasnt too bad.. handed in hist pt, had lsl presentation during assembly block.. oh! malay was rather interesting.. the first half of the lesson, cikgu made us clean up the class cos it was filthy! cleared the cupboards and stuff.. the area behind the board was especially gross cos there were rat shit. the 'mondok' that they've been talking about. so so so yuck..

after sch there was some friction between partbs and their temp ncos.. sigh the company! so we watched ord trg for awhile.. ooh partas were so mushed up emo beings and they told us they loved us. gosh! -hyperventilates~ then sn wasnt in the mood to go out so me,yh and zr went to taka. bought quite alot of food and went up to the place where our parta ncos took us for lunch once. the place has changed since, but the memories were.. *sighs! O.o then we went art friend to get the last trg materials.. then i hadta rush back to school for the inconvo forum.. interestingly infuriating indeed! garr.. the queenstown guy looked terribly pissed.. odd.. but yeah i was pretty annoyed at certain stuffs too but i didnt have time to say my piece during the forum. so when the thing was over, i was outside with cake when i saw our vice principal. I said Thank you..

so anw i've been doing presents today. fingers hurt like woahh.. sigh pain.. went out to get food.. then i slacked all the way till now.. im terrible! shall sleep soon and get max rest. yeaaahh!

oh and apparently part Cs read jnrs blogs quite frequently. just want to remind you all that blogs are like diaries and sometimes its best not to know certain stuffs.. and privay garr! make them respect you,dearies..

okay im super sleepy now..

super sweet sixteen last thurs woo~! i love you..-hugs tight

2 more weeks and we'll be through

just read 1sg jiahui's blog entry bout our disappointing performance at campfeast.. gosh. so long ago.. i rmb feeling so awful and wanted so badly to undo whatshit ive done. god the mistakes i made was so.. garr-ing..

when we were cadets, when ncos scolded and screamed at us, we'd feel scared and sad for disappointing ourselves and ncos. we'd say "yes we must improve for our ncos!" O.o and now as an nco, i see my partas making mistakes, im disappointed only in myself cos i couldnt be a better nco. i didnt teach them the right stuffs. i wasnt forceful enough and that's why our partas started off pretty bad. it really does hurt to scold your part. the only part you'll ever have in your four years. and theyre only partas! theyre my babies. Us parta ncos have taken them in under our care as lost little pratas. 20 individuals brought together to form rgsncclandpartas`06. theyre a pltn now and theyre only at the start of a looong journey.. while pltnmates and i are ending ours in just 2 weeks..

gosh how time flies.

wotay! inter-ug day yst was bahded. i had my eng speech to write after sch and so i joined in later. ug day was basically just games and concert. O.o yeah.. me, ge and sn were in charge of the caterpillar station. and meh.. the people were so disorganized that i had a hugee urge to yell at them to fall in or something. mehs..

anw. concert was okay i spose.. haha gb sec 3s play was so super amusing.. ncc people eat all the time apparently.. hmm.. haha! and and the dbsk dance was so uber cool! yes yes. i wanna dance like them too. -nods! hahaha!

our performance wasnt tooo bad. we only got our roles and script like that morning itself. gosh scary.. i memorized my lines woo~! anw, was quite good overall i spose.. we won 3rd anw. haha! yay for last min work! we seem to be more efficient that way eh pltnmates? lala..

ohh yes. i was so super pissed. -nods! cos i wasted 4 bloody days of my hols making trophies. yes trophies which were, if not nice, then extremely time consuming. i specifically had 4 miscellaneous titles with trophies that i thought represented them quite well. but the judges decided that "ooh! let's create new titles!" or whatnots. most educational? most melodious? bloody screwballs..

and god i was right to assume that they'd dump the stuffs just like that. i currently have 3 abandoned trophies.. haah! one of which i brought home for memories sake. ahwell.. and i thought i was fine already until i picked up another trophy. pltnmates were talking to the company gathered at the amphitheatre. so i just joined in and ge asked what i was holding/doing. =/ so i told her i was picking up trash.. then i got sad again and tried hiding behind ge and cried. haha! it's not so much because they didnt like it. but that they didnt appreciate my effort enough to at least hold on to the trophy sometime before, if they must, throw it somewhere where i wont see it. but nooo.. hurtful people.. haha!

aight aight. sposed to do ss article review outline. needed to vent. done that so yeah.. YAY SS! O.o

-hugs tight. olivejuice..

when times are better

today's a sunday. and as expected, i've been slacking again. garr!

monday: trg. company pt and drills.. not too bad.. zerui's birthdayy! haah! got back chem and physics pt. not too bad.. cant rmb what else

tuesday: short day. went for the swim finals thing with fariNa, who were oggling the shirtless guys. -nods! and superman. =/ yay i cheered alott and lost my voice. woots! then then me and farin went to eat at toa payoh. bought noodles then me and farin shared carrot cake. haha! then i called dad to ask whether he was going home then he said he was leaving the office so we went down to meet him but he needed to pop by the bank awhile so he gave us 10bucks to spend at macs. haha! but farin looked so disappointed that i bought only drinks.

wednesday: sick! had fever the night before probably cos we were caught in the rain. i was somewhat better in the morning but i hadnt studied for the english test so i was freaking out and mom said i should stay home cos i wasnt feeling all that well anw. went to the docs and had breakfast. then i got home and slept. slept. then went for tuition. ooh finally got my potato salad! =)

thursday: loong day. got back my maths paper. 38/40 woo~! first time i ever got above 30. yay me! was sposed to have interug day rehearsals after school but pltnmates all had stuffs after school and only me and ge were left. shorthanded much.. and i was groggy cos i ate my pills and we managed to free ourselves. went home and slept. oh yes~ got to class after the bell and the natl anthem and when i was at the door, there was announcement for me and some others to report to the general office. had a godawful shock. gah. then rushed down and was even more shocked to see prama. mehh.. apparently mscheryl nominated me,grace and liju for the service award thinger. odd stuffs..

friday: short day. commanded during morn assembly. The girl that everyone was freaked by was.. freaky. yes. weird weird person.. after sch went for lunch with nw, farin and na. orgasmm! O.o childish childish them.. then we got bored so we took 190 to cityhall and went to esplanade. me and nw danced the hula dance! then na went home and the 3 of us went to candy empire where farin decided not to buy anything cos she thought that 2bucks would suffice. O.o was depressed by the loads of chocs so i was cranky. then we bought ice cream and went home while farin went for baybeats. was kinda late for mad again. i have a pt for Akhlak. write a 5page rencana. gosh seriouslyy. mehh.. shall just do on gejala sosial so'd i can get notes from malay class. yay rp! then then i had a contemplative and emo night. yes. odd..

sat: rgs open house. so extraa! roamed the school with yh and py awhile. bored us ended up at the kitchens watching a vid on how to make yam cake cos we were looking for food. got samples tho.. then yh hadta go with her shift so me and py just slacked off at the ncc room.. suddenly knocknock and encik cheryl came in. we're still freaked by sec4s somewhat so we went out of the room and saw a freaky black spider outside our door. then we tried to make it go into the guides room and it did. O.o shh dont tell them.

then i hadta go off for chemicar race. haha renu and me yeahh! we hit the max distance and since only 2 classes showed up, we probably won.. and us kind souls helped 403's elizabeth(?) with her car cos her teammates ditched her or something. odd girl tells us she doesnt like her class cos they weren't bonded. riite.. anw yeah she got her car to move. then me and renu went to the canteen to get our free food. yh and ge had been queuing for a half hr so we asked them to collect the food for us. then a random girl came by and asked if we wanted food cos she had extra. hoorah i had 2packets of rice!

after lunch i found na who was mothering her sis. dont tell her but i think she reminded me of her mom.. =/ yeah then i went for flockeyy! woo~! i missed flockey! met nw at boonkeng and walked to the spos office. only kaiyuen(?), zaini, zaidi, luqman, ramadhan,msmei and coach shaiful were there. ahwell.. trg was intense! few breaks and hot sun and mehh. was exhausted.. then we went home. there's a straight bus to cck and it took less than an hour! garr i never knew..

sunday: went to the park with dad and sisters. played basketball, skipping and odd stuffs. very amusing.. then nisah made me cycle her bike home. sucked. was too small i think and the gears were screwy so my thighs hurt like mad. garr! then dad waiting downstairs then we went for brunch at lj. haha yay!

and now im slacking. garr! was trying to write "my contributions & achievements to society" and realized that i have so little.. dont think i'd qualify for the award but ahwell.. i've done as much as i possibly can and that's all that matters. to me at least. yupyup! after all, im planning to continue with spos for as long as i can. still hoping i can get a job involving social work or something.. haha!

rite. shall try mugging again. so shitted. bahhhH!

and i love You! woo~! -hugs.. O.o

gosh cake

woots birthday week. i am legal! yeha.

monday trg. no more jieying in school.. sad stuffs.. bah..

tuesday: short day. rushed off home to get my mp3 player. ladeedum. collected specs, went to akira to get my player checked.. and nw..

wednesday: philo debate was a success! -nods. hurt my ankle during soccer.. bah hurt the ankle on my birthday last year too. deja vu woots.. then ncc day parade rehearsal till 4.. sized the company etc etc. then we took over ncc air awhile. the partas are scary.. made me kinda proud of my partas.. haha! anw, taught the air partas hormat and tahap(sp?)sedia etc etc. ahwell..
then went for tuition with nana who was angry with me cos we were late. =/

thursday: twas my birthday. weee! partas gave me a store bought cake with partas made icing. haha! so sweeeet! like literallyy.. but haha! lovelove my partas.. then then i got muffins from na! they were yummyy. and and a poster thinger and a mirrorwriting letter. O.o lovelove liyanaa!
after school went to orchard with farin to meet taufiq to collect my prezze. O.o haha! but it was nice la. so weee! then met nw then farin went home. so yeah.. went home too.. and nw made me a balloon squirrel. =// then at bp we saw msg weining. was in shock. gosh! so yeah greeted her when she walked away..

then when i got home i changed out for dinner out with my family. haha pizza hut is fun. thenn got a cheesy card from my parents which was sweet.. and a phone for my birthday. woots! well i get to choose and buy much much later i spose..

friday: ncc day observance parade. reached school ard 6.35.. sewed on my staff ranks. (thanks alot sir.garr..) and yeah was panicking like crazy.. and sir chew came in asking whether he can stand under the fan.. py was in short shorts and i had my skirt hiked up to my thighs. gosh that fish.. then sir chia was at the door and the dudes were discussing where to put ncc air's planes. i was soo super annoyed. garr!! then sir, as he was leaving the room, asked whether i could finish sewing in time. i think i almost growled at him or something. but yeah i did finish in time for the parade. so yh commanded the company. and they marched good! =) altho dressing after belok was a little screwy.. but ahwell. alot better than ncc air. the dudes didnt even bang at berhenti. gosh.. anw kinda embarassing considering that they still wear the rgs tags on their shoulder to hq.. see! they shouldve joined us at land.. -nods..

so yes i screwed up the first part of the speech cos i was still tense from the nerve-wrecking rank sewing incident and bleah. recovered after awhile and finished the super long speech by dr arthur beng, bbm. hahahahaha! inside joke much. and yeah. what Does bbm stand for?

after sch, went out with fariNa and nw. said hi to nw's friend for some reason.. then we were late for the movie so ended up watching superman at lido instead.. and gosh cake! gahh? was in shock for some time.. sigh strange people.. thanks anw for the pink frilly lingerie. was.. sweet. yes. and farin gave me foods from famous amos and nw baked me yummy brownies..=) then i was late for mad.

saturday: 9am at pasir ris. pltnmates were super late tsk! esp zr who came hours later after we've left pasir ris park. reccee'd the place. planned next sat's outdoor trg. cycled around. cycled in the maze. cycle cycle. haha. ass hurt bad. they should make better bicycle seats. -nods. scary man at the toilet..

then met nw at jurong point. where apparently the top 12 spore idols will be appearing at 4. =/ i like long bus rides.. haha!

so yeah got home all tired and bathed and prayed and slept. and slept. and slept.

i love you,baby.. 6years! pinky promise! O.o -snuggles..

right here waiting..

week zoomed past..

monday was.. okay.. trg.. found out that jy was gonna study in uk and this week's her last.. didnt really press for details. kinda thought that if i didnt know, i could pretend that its not gonna happen or something.. =/ ahwell..

and omg zerui has a belly piercing! cool shit.. and haha poor girl hadta demo prone during partC livefiring.. ouchh..

tues was odd.. short dayy. planned to get home early and do work. ended up in fareast with fariNa and seleena for lunch. slept till 6+ when i got home.. productive much..

wed was trg again. tiring bah. had company games,songs and cheers. kinda sad.. one of the last few company moments.. we got ultra mushed up and some of us were crying abit. mainly cos we'll be one pltnmate short.. again. and yeah.. ord-ing in 4-5 weeks. finally understand why ex sec4s and all always look so.. sad when we have company stuffs.. seeing the jnrs all enjoying themselves.. arms around each other in the tight circle. we were in their shoes once..

i took for granted
all the times
that i thought would last somehow

bah shall leave all the emo shiite for ord or something..

so anw thurs was looong and torturous.. was so tiredd. and when school ended at 3, there was still tuition to go for.. mehwell.. ohh but a relief teacher came in for chem cos jkoh was on course. it was refreshingg! i learnt alot more than i ever did in any other chem lesson. yay! sad to know that there are alternatives that you cant get..

friday- lessons were pretty much uneventful.. oh eng is shit screwed.. im like seeriously dead for eng so bahh bleah.

Drama and JK meeting after school. i now know why cikgu's been acting cold towards me lately.. sheesh. i was pissed beyond pissed. god i dont rmb ever being that pissed really.. garr!

so anw.. -nods. we shouldnt blog cos it'll just jatuhkan maruah pelajar-pelajar rgs.. it's called mengumpat.. fitnah.. etc etc..

John Constantine:
Angels and Demons can't cross over into our plane. So, instead we get what I call half-breeds. The influence peddlers. They can only whisper in our ears. A single word can give you courage, or turn your favorite pleasure into your worst nightmare. Those with the demon's touch and those part angel, living alongside us. They call it the balance. I call it hypocritical bullshit.

anw.. cikgu's very much unprofessional i realize..na: "you just noticed?" ahwell.. fine i was deluded. well she used to be nice i guess.. till i dubbed her kambeng. bah she doesnt deserve it.. ahwell she's influenced easily.

they were just dying to hear what i had to say for myself. haha? =/ i dunno. i was super pissed but i couldnt be bothered to settle the matter. i mean what i said i guess.. i did my work and i know that i've contributed as much as i could considering the circumstances. farin and na know i got some work done and i dont quite give a damn what they thought of me. sheesh..

ahwell.. haven't seen nancy in a week.. feeling quite lost somehow.. oh bother..

and meh.. know how you regret after doing or saying stuffs? i think i really should start thinking more.. hohum.

olivejuice 15mth baby.. 69 more..? =// -hugs

cake?

im still wondering why i bother to blog at such an ungodly hour..

anw. week was.. fine i guess. hols are ending really soon. wish i did more work tho.. bah..

and woohooos im here cos i just completed my section of the om report with 3000+ words. i am pro! well not really. but crapping for..4 hours is fun i guess.

have i mentioned that my upper lip is swollen? well half of it actually. it's really gross and ugly. blueh. think it was cos of the prawns i ate at the wedding today. garr.. got worse throughout the day. but i think the swelling's actually going down now.. hmm..

and i wanted to blog bout wednesday when i went to johor with my family. i ate amazingly alott of food and i thought it'll be nice to record it all down. hmm if i can rmb that is..

and gosh Cake is driving me.. curiously insane..? meh.

and i should mention liyana mahirah cos she wonders why i never mention her in my entries. haha! hello na. i guess its cos there are more impt things to blog about. like food and stuffs. =) love you na!

and i wanna do my wp soonnn! grrs. but farin didnt seem to have fun at hers.. i shouldve tried applying for the zoo job. sounded really fun.. bah.

and haha! this is what i've been doing for most of the first 3 months of this year,

It is a tale of a SandWitch who collects shapes and incorporates them within her tower. She is yet to collect the final two shapes, which are the pentagon and the circle, that will enable her to unlock the power within the tower. The witch tricks two heroes of their own trade, with her evil plan. They were The Pentagon and the Knight of the Round table. The witch sets up the bait of the beautiful princess Rapunzel and the monetary reward of a million dollars. The duo competes for the prize money and soon discovers that they had been duped. After accidentally killing the witch while dueling, they have angered her and she revives for revenge. They then proceed to engage in an international car/tower chase. The unlikely duo soon grew tired of the chase and combined powers to defeat the witch in a final showdown (Power rangers sequence). The duo triumphs and in the process, has forged a newfound friendship.

haha. well that's it. i miss om.. =( and ob sabah.. =( and ncc.. =( and pltnmates.. =( and people.. =(

and nazri? hmm.. haha! olivejuice..

-yawns.

homebound

wookay. hols are.. okay.

physics pt due wed and i did the most horribly stupid and irresponsible thing ever everr. was sposed to meet ob dudes to get pics from the cckss nccsea co. and i was uberly late cos i was finishing up my physics pt. was panicking terribly in the bus. then there was a random sec 1 rg dude who boarded the bus at bukit panjang so i asked her to hand it in for me. and also asked her to get 4pages of my report from the class tray which farin left for me. like wth. so im worried shit and the best i could do was email thiock. err yeah.

anw got the ob pics. i love love the scenery! wooo! miss sabah lots but yeah..

so yeah. been slacking since wed cept for tuition on thurs. but yeah. most stuffs i needta do is on the com and mom's been rather pms-y. mehhs..

i've been home most the time too cos mom wont let me out. ive been reduced to doing domestic chores half the time but i guess its good to have time to finally read. haha joy.

okay that's all bout my exciting week. woo~

olivejuice,cupcake. gah cake. terrible dudes.. -hugs tight.

malacca!

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malacca had never looked so interesting before.hoohaa im baackk!

so anw reported at rg at 7.15. huge delay at spore customs cos there was alot alot of people. =/

anw the green revolution tour was.. information overlaod indeed. oh our guide was Asok/Asoka/Ashok and our driver was Elvis. eh.. i seriously cant rmb his real name but people call him cos his hair was phwarr! and he's really nice. -nods.

so urm yeah malaysia's hot hot! garr!

oh yes i ate alot super alott. uhhuhh. firstly, we had a stopover at that place where they have nicenice kaya balls and corn. yes i like. then i also bout potato wedges.

then we had lunch at this chinese stall which wasnt halal btw! grr. so i was ostracized and was supposed to eat with the guide and teachers but i refused so i just grabbed some food and sat with the rest. yeah it was fish. big fish. i was hungry..

then we reached the hotel. then we went for dinner at the portugese settlement. oh and potugese boys are very hot. and i mean boys. the older ones didnt turn out too good. but the women are hot! woos..

oh then the owner of the restaurant sang and played for the guitar for us. and he once sang for ex president wee kim wee. woahhs. and portugese songs are strangely nice! and he sang also la bamba. which was so uberly cool. uhhuhs!

then we went back and slept. dunno bout the rest tho. most of them kept playing bridge. =/

so then the next day me and roommate soonae woke up late. somewhat. i woke up at 6.45, prayed then showered and the wake up call was at 7. then soon got ready then we went for breakfast to find that most of them were almost done eating. mehness. i ate 5 plates/bowls in total. was proud of myself. uhhuhs!

then went back up, went around malacca studying stuffs. visited the historical sites.. interesting. but it was meltingly hot hot hot! garr! then we walked back to the hotel to wash up and i managed to nap for half an hour then out for lunch!again. went to straits Malacca hotel (or something) for buffet lunch! woots. rgs got a room all to ourselves with our own buffet and everything. there was another school outside with the rest of them. interesting..

i loaded my plate like woahh. they didnt think i'd finish it. i didnt think i would either but yeah. yumm! i finished even faster than some. i so rock.. then we went to get ice cream at the other room. hadta queue for awhile. and i talked to one of the girls from the other school. some saint dunnowhat school. amusing.. they were there to help out at an orphanage! how cool is thatt?? woos. anw i realize that i never ask names when i talk to random people. and when they do ask me for my name i'd be like err.. O.o bahs.

yeah then we went for our urban studies. again i'd like to stress on the fact that it was a terribly hot day. hott! we were assigned streets at Jonker's walk and we were to do the stuffs like measuring the length, interviewing 3 shopowner etc. and wth la. a bird shit on me. it shit on me! Me! ME! yuck yuck yuck. at first i thought it was just slight and continued measuring. step by step foot by foot. until i crossed paths with charissa. and when i told her to look at my back, she was like eew.. it was green! oh man sickk.. and it was hours before we went back to the hotel.. so she helped me wash and rub it off with tissue. my savior.. and one of the shopeowners is superbly nice. he even gave us bcans of 100 plus. wow nice..

then we finished early and they had drinks and ice cream. so ex.. then we walked back to the meeting point where on the way there was this cool shop which had a traditional chinese entrace sorta thing but had an amazingly modern interior. wowza.. and the stuff was cheap. so happy. i bought chocs, ice cream and coke. haha!

then the bus took us to mahkota parade. slight shopping. didnt buy anything tho. and i managed to scan the various food choices for lunch the next day. dilemma between pizza and kenny rogers..

went back to the hotel. prayed and showered then we went out for dinner at a nyonya restaurant. wasnt that nice.. food was so little! but i wasnt that hungry anw.. then we went back to the hotel. prayed an knocked out..

didnt sleep all that well. got at least 8hours of sleep. prayed. slept again. woke up. showered. morning call at 8. soon ae got ready. went down for breakfast at 8.30. was so annoyed that i ate only 3 plates of stuff. was too full. oh but one time when i went up to get more food, i caught elvis peering at us. elvis: you all sitting at the smoking area? me: uh.. cos we smoke..? O.o funny dude..

yupyup. then went up to watch tv. kexin crashed at our room awhile. i think we were boring and are bad hosts. ahwell..

then left the room at 10. almost left the passports in the safe. gosh. then we went to the local product shop. didnt buy anything. so ex and pointless..

then shopped at mahkota parade. i was just tagging along and bored. the dudes were really nice and helped me find a bra cos i said i wanted to buy one. =/

bought dad a usb fan thing with light at RM27 for his birthday. silly really but i thought it was the coolest thing ever so..

then me and sam had lunch at shakey's pizza. the rest of them wanted chicken rice. =/ super great deal. small pizza(which was really filling), chicken soup, coke and a scoop of strawberry ice cream. and yeah they're sposed to give a free something if they dont serve in 15mins. val and co got theirs in 20mins but the people claimed it was 13. =/

we got ours in 10mins and sam claims its cos im malay. indeed.. oh but i thought it was cool that they gave us our ice cream only when we were done with our pizza. haha!

oh and while waiting for our food, i gave in to temptation and converted dad's spare malaysian currency for emergencies. so then in less than half an hour, i bought the stuffs i had been eyeing since the day before. bought myself a hoodie, nazri's prezze, and of course, food. weee!

but we were late. got scolded somewhat by mrs yap. then the bus went all the way zoom zoom. elvis drives fast but everyone was sleeping. i felt the bus tilt muchly to the side everytime he swerves the bus fast. woah scary..

reached malaysian customs. byebye asok. he shook our hands and when i asked how he was going back he says he has his car at the parking lot. isnt it scary to leave your car for days? =/

yeah then we reached rg at 6pm. One hour before estimated time. yay elvis..? haha! said byebye elvis. took last pic with 409 and went hoome. bwee.

so now im here. so sad. so much work to do. shit la.

olivejuice,cupcake.. missed you T-H-I-S much! hoohaa!

hoohaa!

uhhuhs and the hols are officially hereee!!

i love myself

and highlight of the day is FLOOR HOCKEY UNIFIED COMPETITION

oh what fun.. =) and uhhuhhs. i got displaced! i was supposed to be assistant referee but yeah. how sad.. then we helped out with the setting up of the courts, foods then yeah nothing to do. played some stuffs then we were all bored and yup games finally started.

and i got a job! i am the most pro-ded commentator! who cares what people say. -thick skins. and besides, if i could publicly humiliate myself beyond anythingg, i indeed have extremely thick skin. ah but competing also for most thick skinned is my darling nancy. woohoos!

and seriously i didnt think we were that bad! but i guess we were. considering the amount of people yelling at us to stop. =// meanies..

and among the terribly embarassing quotes which many do not wish to let me forget would be:

"how did they win? is it because they're orange or is it because they are tall?"

indeed i was high.

and hahs. 3 lines= adidas indeed. hahs olivejuice baby..

we make a great comentating duo. yupyup! pretty neat 14th month i must say. new experiences and whatnots. haha! i love you, cupcake. -air hugs!

oh yes and yesterday. partas gave us presents! i dunno what for really but i liked it. hahs! but they should start making stuffs instead of buying them. i rmb zr was mosteest enthu bout making presents. then she complains that we dont do our share. diao.. i love you dearie! =)

yeah so partas gave our whole pltn famous amos each! and parta ncos got hi-chew sweets each. which btw isnt halal. =/ so i hadta give it to other people. bah. and we got indiv presents. and surprisingly, i got chocs! wow! haha. <3 partas!

now now did anything else happen this week? oh partb ncos took their part back on friday.. uh.. okay ss sucked. so shitted. im screwing up my grades uberly bad. ugh.

oh and yes props for drama. everyone's seriously pms-ing la. well cikgu at least. ah disturbing thought.. so anw yeah. am trying to finish up everything, scan and mail it to her. like bahh. i should be sleeping

going for geog trip to malacca early early tmr! parents arent really giving me much money to shop. but quite sufficient for food i guess.. and meh! mrsyap said i cant go to the arcade! so most likely i'll be tagging along with the other geog shoppers. how exciting..

ahwell it is pretty exciting. the whole geog trip thing.

and i love my nazri. haha random. oh and yea we've got a really unlucky relationship going on. scary stuff.. but yup we will prevail!! the 7 years indeed.. ahwell. starcrossed? perhaps. but together we can uncross the stars!! woots!

i lovelovelove ... quite alot of stuffs. ahwell..

olivejuice! -air snuggles..

so that's that.

i love my part as. alot alot alot! =)

okay i dunno. i think i should've held on a little longer. i mean when we were disowned in partb year it took a hell lot to earn them back. damn it was a sad and painful time.. yeah it took more than a week..

but yeah there's imt in june and since its the last week of school already and stuffs.. well actually i gave in cos i miss my partas. they haven't done much for us yet but yeah. "they're only partas.."- i told myself. and yeah since they're My partas.. i saw effort in just about all of them and i was very very proud! =) and also cos some of those who've been seriously putting in alot of effort were crying! gosh then i was so sad and yeah i gave in. ahwell. be the best partas you can be.. haha i was so cheesy! then we hugged every single one of them. so many! then the hug didnt feel too special already but i hope they feel all warm and fuzzy! i felt somewhat warm and fuzzy! haha i love my partas! -hugs all of yoos

but anw must talk bout annual camp still. -HUGS PLTNMATES! i love all of you. we did a greatt job. we made do with several changes. didnt get to follow the exact proposal but yeah we got the job done. we're pro-ded!

LOVE JIEYING- for the beaauutiful ncc shirts. and being odd and strange!
LOVE GENEVE- for doing alot of stuffs. and scolding our partas then crying.
LOVE YUNZHI- she came back! how cool is thatt? full strength. haha! yz helped alot alot and thanks for being our reality checker.
LOVE SHUNING- for being the loansharker. and getting all emo over your partbs!
LOVE ZERUI- pop was alrightt! and why'd you hafta adjust the mic onstage! im not That short. -nods..
LOVE YUHUI- fellow parta nco! we felt the pain togetherr. thanks for being so calm!
LOVE PRIYA- dedicated medic! self-sacrificial indeed. and i like your story bout the infected baby at the hospital.

so um yeah wont talk bout the indiv events unless i feel like it. so anw one sad sad thing was.. FIRE DRILL WAS CANCELLED. like that was uberly disappointing. our final camp and the highlight of camp was gone. so sad.. mdm said sir said that we couldnt have it. partas needed rest. O.o wtv la. but we ended up talking bout the company and planning stuffs till 3am. i knocked out and yeah slept so little. like close eyes open then time to wake up. i overslept apparently. mehness..

and i planned my milo pretty well.. more than enough actually but ahwell. i like the powder! and haha! i think i did a good job with the food. =) and once i ran up to the bunks to get the money to pay for the food and i fell. woops. pain la. and i ate so much for every meal. ahwell at least it made me pretty happy. psst i ate 2 packets of rice before i slept. goshh..

oh after pop rehearsal and lunch, the parts went up to clean bunk. then we did bunk check then they changed out to no3. then we somewhat talked/scolded partas. for their pltn unbond, for their lack of effort, for basic stuffs.. i didnt think i'd have much to say but then i realized there was so much we were disappointed about. almost cried then pltnmates took over. me py and yh were sitting outside hearing pltnmates screamingg. quite painful.. made us emo. i popped my head in once and i saw all minus 1/2 crying so bad. then my face just screwed up then i closed the door and couldnt help crying. so sad! was sposed to tekan partcs and stuffs but we weren't in the mood. ended up talking to them instead.. apparently they were surprised that we were so soft.. then we talked to part bs.

oh part bs. their ncos havent taken them back yet. which is quite sad. cos when we abandoned our partas we took the partbs. well they have slight problems here and there. but all in all they were an earnest bunch of people who really really love their ncos. yes shuning yes jieying they love yoos. anw yeah.. but their drills can get pretty temperamental. jiayou partbs! you all can do it!

and we've decided that we really dont like ex sec 4s. i mean seriously la dudes, that's OUR camp and wth we didnt want you all there. and SO RUDE! they cheered for their own parts and totally ignored our partas. i mean the least you could do is clap politely instead of talking among yourselves. oh and thank youu for paying attention and gaping at the partas who were pretty embarassing on stage. oh yes. partas why dont you people listen to us? we thought you how to march, how to salute, what to do when receiving stuffs on stage from sir, then you all do such stuffs on stage. i was so embarassed and i was emcee. sigh la.

anw yeah. i dont like exsec4s. i hope they'd realize soon that it's our company now and they shouldnt butt in every chance they're got. part c ncos were pretty disappointed cos they ended camp on a high note cos their partcs did a superb job and they had a wonderful goodbye in the end. but partcs partb ncos talked to them afterwards then pltnmates were worried that they'd have less impact on their partcs then. yeah. mean exsec4s. and partb ncos were annoyed cos the partbs parta ncos were comforting them and stuffs when they knew that they've been disowned. MEANNNIEE! hate them. they didnt even talk to us. almost like dao-ed us completely. sheesh.. and ncos, why didnt you talk to us? i mean yeah we were pretty busy i guess but yeah. it's like you forgot bout us or something.. =(

so all in all. camp was somewhat a success. we're almost reaching the end of the road. well at least we're together. RGSNCC LAND PART DS `06!

RGSNCC LAND COMPANY `06.
lovelove ALL of you.

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You scored as Psychology/Sociology. Related majors that match your highest scored category: Anthropology, Biology, Chemistry, Counseling, Criminal Justice, Political Science, Psychology, Industrial/Organizational (I&O) Psychology, Sociology, Social Work. Consider all majors in your OTHER high scoring categories. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it. Consider adding a minor or double majoring. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal. Psychology/Sociology 88% HR/BusinessManagement 88% Accounting/Finance/Econ 81% Physics/Engineering 69% History/Anthropology 69% Education/Counseling 63% Religion/Theology 63% English/Journalism/Comm 63% Visual&PerformingArts 56% Nursing/AthleticTraining 56% Biology/Chemistry/Geology 50% French/German/Spanish 50% Mathematics/Statistics 44% PoliticalScience/Philosophy 38% WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Intrapersonal. You prefer your own inner world, you like to be alone, and you are aware of your own strengths, weaknesses, and feelings. You learn best by engaging in independent study projects rather than working on group projects. People like you include entrepreneurs, philosophers and psychologists. Bodily/Kinesthetic 89% Intrapersonal 89% Interpersonal 79% Visual/Spatial 75% Verbal/Linguistic 64% Musical/Rhythmic 46% Logical/Mathematical 29% The Rogers Indicator of Multiple Intelligences created with QuizFarm.com

this seems inaccurate. i think. mehs..

You scored as Posion. Your death will be by poison, probably because you are a glutton and are around so many people that it would be easy to get away with it. Several important people in history share your fate.

Posion		80%
Gunshot		60%
Accident		60%
Eaten		53%
Stabbed		53%
Bomb		53%
Suicide		47%
Disappear		40%
Disease		40%
Suffocated		27%
Drowning		27%
Cut Throat		13%
Natural Causes		7%

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hoorah! make it quickk!

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Hannibal Lecter		50%
Michael Myers		35%
Freddy Krueger		30%
Jason Voorhees		25%
Jigsaw		25%
Captain Spaulding		20%
Buffalo Bill		20%
Pinhead		15%
Leatherface		15%
Candyman		5%

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hahahahha. -highly amused. i want chickenn!

You scored as Perfect Girlfriend. You're the perfect girlfriend. You're the kind of girl that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy places (though that would be nice)Just hanging out with him is enough to make you happy Perfect Girlfriend 88% Motherly Girlfriend 75% Sensitive Girlfriend 38% Not interested Girlfriend 25% Bad Girlfriend 6% Which Kind of Girlfriend are You? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Toy Story II. You scored as the sequel "Toy Story II." You are a loyal and dutiful friend who will stop at nothing to help your friends- so definately this one's for you. And your friends probably belong in this movie with you for their stick-to-it-ness. But seriously, do you really think you belong in a museum?

Toy Story II		81%
Toy Story I		75%
The Incredibles		63%
Finding Nemo		63%
Monster's INC		50%
Cars		31%
A Bug's Life		25%

Which Pixar movie do you belong in?
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