stranger things have happened..
though i still cant quite believe that it actually happened. i feel sick and am hoping that i'd wake up to find that this is all a bad dream, but who am i kidding eh?
i mean this has happened countless times in the past 3yrs 7months and 7days and we somehow always manage to pass each obstacle ohkay and proceed to create more good memories. i suppose that's not gonna happen this time.. i still think that it could've been salvaged, but ahwell we'll never know la.. kinda dramatic and cliched but time will pass and i'll soon be able to forget this dreadful period and move on..
such is life anw
you know, i always thought tt when today came, (though i prayed hard tt it never would) i'd be strong enough to accept it.. i think im losing my mind. how dyou remove something that's so much a part of you anw? and pls if he did still love me, he wouldnt do this to me ryt? so yeah i guess we just weren't fated for each other, and if god-willing i'd find someone who deserves me and wont hurt me anymore.. ahwell let's hope..
it was an interesting way to end a relationship though. a re-enactment of one of the happiest days in my life.. our last day as a couple spent like our last day as just-friends.. ironic though that today's our last day as friends as well, since i dont exactly stay friends with ex-boyfriends.. but you never know, maybe when it stops hurting, i'll be civil enough to say hello..
ohh something reallyy funny happened in the bus after he got off the bus hoho.. i was being a drama queen and crying and all (sorry for the dramatics lah, i couldnt help it) and this aunty suddenly ploppped right next to me and stared. OMG SO WEIRD! i mean lawl there were many other seats in the bus la pls.. so so strange.. though i think i might've scared her when i started laughing lol..
hmmkay we shall move on now.. it's been fun, thank you.
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