move on

so today was another round of races.. rj did pretty well, much better than nats and the sheer determination and team spirit was overwhelming and simply wow. =)

i was still sore bout our cap this morning.. i hadnt set my alarm so i was late and missed the k4 500m heats.. ge said it would've made me feel good cos the rj boat was so far ahead and apparently we were like that yst too.. hmm. so owells stoning and staring at the water made me feel awful so i kept myself busy, talking, psyching teammates, carrying boats and running with selene etc. but no matter what, everytime i stopped busying myself or whenever i was alone, my mind would wander back to yst's incident and i felt so loser-ish cos everyone was happy or focused on their next race or something and i was just dwelling on the past..

nazzer came by at 3 and left at 4.. we avoided ppl and stayed under the trees mostly and watched most of the races from there.. nazzer may not be very good with handling messed up emotional girls, but his presence was comforting and i felt a whole lot better afterwards yup!

prize presentation was rather fast and rj is teh noisy and camwhore haha! hmm our k4 managed to get over yst and we talked bout it without breaking down and all.. so yup we're strong, and all you lucky ppl in our finals better watch out.. uhuh.. so anw followed the girls for dinner at cafe cartel afterwards but i couldnt buy anything so i brought in a mcflurry which jr kopped like a poor deprived vege-eater(which she is) haha! and i was being a terrible muslim cos after a long while of seeing the girls eat the freeflow of bread, i ate one/four so py was considering what could possibly make the bread not halal but ohwell if anyone knows why it should be not-halal, pls keep it to yourself yup..

apparently there'll be friendlies on 19th. so wth i'll see bout the month-long break.. maybe i can recover in a week..? ugh hope so..

olivejuice//