you know sometimes, when you love someone, you just want to spend every moment with them. but sometimes perhaps, we should know when to stay away. sometimes i wonder if i'd drive nw away, being so clingy like that.
but then, looking back, i wonder if i didnt have him, i would've spent more time with my friends. i wouldnt have missed out on the many things tt i have. feeling quite disconnected sometimes. unwanted.
then it just sucks when you think of all the stuffs you've sacrificed. whether it's even worth it.
and also, every girl in a relationship would probably wonder if they can do better. get someone who'd appreciate them more. or is this really The one. till death do us part. cant help but wonder huh?
i know the problem is essentially me. all my idealistic thoughts about what a perfect relationship should be. Of course he has his own life to live. Of course he cant devote all his time to me. neither will any other guy really. so the sooner im able to live with that fact, the better.
grow up, syimah.
i should be sleeping now
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