row today was great.. arms are aching like mad, but i must say tt i feel good anws. meera and i really pushed ourselves for our 18k and eventho we were the only two t1s suffering in the stupid bathtubs, we did fairly well. meera is damn good to pace manz. the sky was magnificient. huge fluffy cumulonimbus(sp? haha!) clouds were just awesomely pretty..
back hurts. ohyeah and meera and i were getting quite hysterical during our last 4k,laughing and grunting in turn, cos we were really damn shagged. partly the reason on my part i guess..
i wish i'd just grow up. stop all this moodswinging. think before i talk.
i wish i'd just make up my mind about how i feel. sometimes i feel that i am right but i actually voice out my opinions, i realize that "oh dear" maybe my views really are flawed. funny how varying viewpoints tend to be oh so clear only when it's too late. and i figured tt i've been so consumed by my own needs/wants tt i dont see the sacrifices tt have been made for me. and of course, realizing this now, i'll soon forget and be all self-centred again. ugh. might be too late to realize this huh. you're so stupid, syimah.
i love you
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