specialist course

its finally over. cant say that im proud of myself
disappointed really..

well, i got to be ic quite a few times.. right mark alot ar.. ran from place to place.. timer.. just listen to my voice dude. i tried so hard.. but all i got was a piece of rank. okay, 2nd sergeant isnt dat bad. but dat wasnt what i worked so hard for la..

ncos told me sir diden like me. but then again, he didnt seem the biased sort.. so perhaps i just wasnt good enough. but still! gosh.. the special pltn, those shortlisted for pltnbests and other awards, four were from thunder four. maisha-cedar, kelvin oh-evergreen(pltnbest), ?-whitley(company best) and kenneth-st gabriel. bloody hell.. the first three totally deserved it la.. dey were good, they put in alot of effort and well it paid off. but was the fucking hell did kenneth do to get chosen sia? 1sg said she asked sir why he chosen that smug faced grinning idiot and u noe wat that dude said?? "i couldnt find anyone else" effing shit man. are u blind?? call me ego or whatever mann.. i deserve that as much as all my pltnmates did. we put in every effort into spec course okay..

anw, congrats ge-pltnbest T1, shuning-pltnbest T3 and zerui-ifc best overall. ahhahs. lucky shitheads. esp zerui, who actually diden even complete her ifc..

gawd. i cried like shit la.. outside camp of course. spec course totally wasted. ah, should be grateful for my rank la.. but well.. rank is what you wear, respect is what you earn.

oh. i love Thunder Four mann.. you guys rock okay. thanks for helping me out when i was stresssed and spazzing out. the dudes who didnt let me fail my mutuals by asking questions n stuffs. the dudes who gave me smiles and co-operated wimme when i needed them to do things. the dudes who cheered and showed enthusiasm when necessary. "ic, u never cheer, ic!" ahahs.. you guys really made my time worthwhile. And special mention to benjamin from st gabriels.ahahs. you did good dude.. so proud of you. oh, charlene, dont worry bout not getting any award. its the effort that counts. n u did put in effort, i saw. oh, the guys did improve in the end la. T4 at least got a few good bangs..

oh. n im shortest in T4 cos the only guy shorter den me from gan eng seng diden come for the parade and when we did 'yang tinggi' i was at the end. then the dude beside me was like "ic, u shorter den me" n grinned. bahhh. oh. hahs. n when dey all ask to fall in some time or another, they'd march n stop abt a foot from me and dey look down n say "permission to fall in ic". ahahs. owell.. nice memories..

aightt.. owell 2sg syimmy. think its time to let go of spec course. im gonna be the best specialist i can be. be a good role model and stuffs. lead by example.. rgsncc all the way..

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