holiday in my head

I'm just tryin' to realize

I'm just dyin' to open my eyes

I'm just lookin' for paradise in my living room

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I've got a holiday in my head

had suicidal thoughts in the bus
and cried on my way to school this morning
that's how much i hate school.
gah..

but it could also have been due to the fact that i realised, after reaching the first floor that i forgot my wallet. that was only like 2 mins. n when i got up, i had to ring the doorbell for 5 mins+ before someone actually answered the door. got 5 pple inside summore. wtfh.. got me fucking frustrated.

anw.. yea. in a reaaal strange mood. bahh.. forgot to do chem ws n forgot my chem file too. sheeshness.. i filed redi summore la. dad's sending it to school later tho.

had pe just now.volleyball.. i think im pretty good with the serve and dickpass. uhhuhs.. sho cool..
ohOhOH! u noe whatt.. i can knot a cherry stalk with my tonguee. coolios.. i need better practice.. hmmmmmmmmmms. heh

oh, and its malay now. but cikgu diden come. HAHA kelas besar! kelas kecik rules sia..

and im wearing na's pullover now. super oversizedd.. but its nice.uhhuhs.. pltnmates sed i look flat. nyeh! i got boobies hokaii.. maybe.

and this morning, before assembly, i ran into the canteen toilet to check myself out la. thennn.. sumone was inside.. on the seat! damn traumatized. esp since its my part b. scary stuff...

okay. im feeling lost without a phone. nazriii.. miss u like crazy. ahahahas.. so sad. anw, so cool hunhs? 3 months.. olivejuice forever yea? -hugs!

aight. shall go study chem now. sho guaiii...