Sunday, May 29, 2005

pre specs course

god gave us the STRENGTH to ACCEPT the things we cannot change COURAGE to CHANGE the things we can and WISDOM to know the difference

i dun quite understand that but it's shuning's quote. owell..

pltnmates, we are zai kaee. we will rock specs course. yesh..

gonna fight for everything these four days. show sirs n maams n anyone else what rgsncc is all about. we'll give it all we've got. and walk away with pride, knowing that we've done our best. ahahahs.. go part Cs 05!!

remember blind faith.. side by side. encouraging each other on. no matter what.. greater chances for pltn best too hunhs. i want i want i want.. sighh

eightasone.

Thursday, May 26, 2005

hohum

not in a particularly cheery mood.. wake up call today. i carn heck my studies nemore. doing reaaal bad la.. was dazed throughout the day.

Oh. had maths retest today. pretty easy la. i only need a passing grade so okayy.. n getting damn pissed off by bala. whyy is it that She is the one who always catches me sleeeping? i mean, i only closed my eye for a sec. or maybe two. but stilllllll! shitass..

n i missed the "chit chat" session with berita harian. hoho! it looked interesting tho..

oh. btw. mock specs was.. okae i spose. greatest torture throught the camp for me was basically in the emotional aspect. gosh. ncos sure know how to tug at the heartstrings.. anw, i made it thru camp without falling out at all and no crying. yesh.. specs is next week. dun tink im quite ready yet still..

ahahahahas. afta pt on the 3rd dayy, specialists made us run 1.6 km in half u. talk bout torture mann.. me n jy conveniently ran together. 9.15 mins.. benchmark is below 10 mins n u can go for some dunnowat course where u train with commandos.. 0.o cool..?hahs

ohh. my napfa!! i improved at least for all the items.
2.4km run- 12.41 mins.
ipu- 27
shuttle run- 10.41secs
sit ups- 46
standing broad jump- 202cm
sit and reach- 147cm
ohhh. n once again i missed A fot sitnreach by 1 cm. watthehell... was almost crying la. 3 years in a row cann.. fuck..

anww.. oh yeaa. thiock rox my sox!! he's so nice laaa. yayy! ive got extension for physix pt till afta specs course on mondayy. woohoooos. ehh, i tink my wind instrument's chio de..

n niner poo-ed and pee-ed at suet's bagg! baaddd kitty. grossness. n he stunk. yech

ohhh. we watched the rest of Embun during hml todaee.. gahh! i crush koishi. so damning sweeeet la that scene on friday nighht. hoho! sigh sigh. on a high noww.. aahhh. and the last part ar.. walao.. i actually screamedd. more than once too.. then tears started streaming. n nurul was sleeping. humphs

owe ncos 3500 pumpings for mock specs..yea.. in one month. ahahs. can laa.. altho hands will be quite disfunctional for some time.. hahs. ouchh..

aight.. dude, everything will be alright kaee..
smilee yea?
[just you see
the world will be a better place
for you and me]
hoho!
oh, happy 2 month btw. me luff yooo.. wahahs. -hugs.
i love you alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot. erts.. hahas. *-*
-.- mashimaro..


ohtaeee. gonna start on my mutuals. aightt. nites! bangg.

olivejuice

Thursday, May 19, 2005

gahh

the annual nightmare returns tomorrow. but worse. mock specs.my gawdd.. fucking stressed. damn damn damn damn.. n of all times.. parts Cs '05 have it 3 days mann.. shitass

waaaaaahhhhhhhh. i am screwed. my gsk is gonna flunk sia.. n my mutuals?? n aaahh.. i can imagine it alrediii.. okae, not really imagine.. remember. yes. i remember the tortures of camp in part a & b.. -whimper..

lalala.. btw. i failed 3 subs. yayy! wonder if i'll get kicked out of school? i dont tink ive done this bad before.. i think. gahh. n its just greaaat dat the rest of the class are smart asses. cept for a few in my range. n dats not much. sighh..

n i think i should sleep early cos camp will be.. -shudder.. ah.. crap laaa

oh. n i asked thiock for extension for perf task. i really need it la.. n der might be a retake for maths test. rite. nvm.. maybe ill do better? gahh.. wait long long..

ohyea. n we watched Embun for malay. whahas. cikgu stopped at the klimaks sehh. embun was about to get raped.. wastedd. anww, watching it tmr again. cikgu sed its kinda visual.. 0.o fine.. ill cover my eyes. see no evillll...

ohh. hhas. tuesday was nice. kinda. i am bad. yesh. conflicting thoughts.. anww.. not the time to worry cos..

TOMMOROW'S CAMP!!! or havent i mentioned that already? oh i have. aightt. `bangg. n i fall..

olivejuice alot alot.

Saturday, May 14, 2005

lady luck be with me now..

friday the 13th. ahahs. good and bad? hmms.. i tink more bad la..

started off wif.. erm.. maths? yea. bad. baaad. gosh. lowest in class. =))) kinda expected that la.. diden even understand the topic well. shitass..

den bml was.. highh. as usual. malay on fridays tends to have much crappy convos. example: disney tak senonoh cikgu! jadi jangan tonton la. ah'ah jangan tonton disney(di-sini). tonton la di sana! lameness.. n margie, seleena n siti hafta do pidato!! acherli me too but i managed to escape. yayy!

den der was no assembly n yeah, lucky cos i forgot my tie. for the first time. ahahahs. had cle.. some interesting activities.. nyeh. boring la. was doing my bridge model..

rs//om//bridge building.. we've got a design? yeah..

english. boringboringboringg. gahhness! oh. argumentative summative test on monday. woah..

runrunrunrunrun. 2.4 for napfa. finally over siaa.. dey started running n i diden noe. was talking i tink. fuck la. woops, sorry. was veryyy disappointed. was srsly aiming for.. erm. okae, truthfully, i wanted to beat jieying. i mean, dammit, she got 12.14! arses.. i got 12.41. gahh! i beat her 2 consecutive years dammit. finefine. sorry.. where's my sportsmanship mann. goodos jieyingg. u rockk! but ill make sure i beat u next year. yayy.. okae sorry..

den took cab wif farin n dynn to jervois. woah..6 bucks only lerh. peak hour summore. cool..
annen we diden play hockey. bahh.. farin hadta teach dis new kid called zaini howta play flockey.

ohh. i was veryyy talky. gosh. wonder if the guys were irritated.. i remember their names!!! wahahhas. only 1 gal la. all guys.. oh n dey're beginning to open up! abit too much tho.. i tink..
indra is still very ego.. dusent talk much bout himself nemore la.. but stilll..

izzuan talked to me alot yst. n he works at SIA, packing stuffs..? n he asked whether i had a bf. gosh.. dun tink im sposed to tell him ryt?? i sed 'tak nak bilang' n laffed den he hadta go play. phew? oh n he also wanted to go home wif us but "balik cepat sikit eh? kalau tak nanti dier tu ikot" oh. n he dusent like indra cos he likes gurls! gataaaaal..
me: "eh. abeh kau suka lelaki??"
him: "lelaki? tak laa.. perempuan tu suka la.."
me : o.O
n also, when he got on the train home, he was like like sticking his head out the door till it closed n he said take care. so sweet. ahahs..

gosh. ahahahs. budden indra was waiting for us so izzuan decided not to follow. buden lucky for us their instructor wanted to talk to dem so we blah-ed. yayy!

i finally got deli! was craving since last week. den bot chicken n egg croissant. den went macs to meet dynn n farin but the dudes were der.. darn.. OH kelvin is so niiice! but afata the special olympics games he's gg to do mouth surgery or sumfink n will be away for 4 mths n he says he'll miss us! aaaaaaaw.. we'll miss u tooo! anw, der were kelvin, izzuan, indra, razak n dat musa dude hu came just to see dynn. haiyo..

nyeh.. shant blog bout the dudes'.. bitchyness cos farin blogged bout dat redi.yea..

got home.. got nagged at.. shut out the sounds n just slept..

Ora
woke up 4.30.. prepare uniform last min.. sholat.. den went bishan. zerui woke up late agenn. like last year sia.. ahahs. road marshalling was cancelled.. wtf.. stoopidity.. raining heavily.. Oh. der was dis hot rjc dude hu looked like sinbad cos he had an earring. whahas. he was in a car wif his dad n asked Me where the walkathon was. wahhas

den was doing promosi for perbayu stall.. nyeh.. i went off to talk wif ex sec 4s tho.. 1sg vanessa n master weining.. saw 1sg karen too! but she was busy.. n 1sg aisyah! damn chio laaa. ex sec 4s all so chio suddenly.. coolness.. hopefully dat'll happen to me too. hahs.

bought 2 bowls of spaghetti n cheese sausages from the ncc booth! yayy. now im dead broke. humphs.. bought also bubble tea.. n unh.. wat else? tink i was broke redi by then.

ohh. der was dis ri dude, sec 1/2 i tink. he came up to me wif kak noddy i tink den was like asking her if i was mus. she said yup den he said my acting rox!! budden again.. he was trying to sell us drinks.. -___- ahahahas. owell

den i got boredd. no money mah. den left at 1 wif pltnmates to bishan mrt. me n py went home, the rest went j8. n py read my messagesin the train.. she diden want to comment. ahahahahas..


oh.. thinking of gg to anklung concert. gonna be cool laa.. laffing at na n farin n dynn n all the other angklung dudes.. yayy! its on the 28th.. heh. family would be in malaysia by then n ill be gg my aunt's hse afta dat..freedom? hahs. n its called angklung romaza or sumfink liddat.. gonna be nice i guess.. "a collection of familiar love songs.." ertts.. owell..

aightt. anudder long entry. gonna mug for ncc tests n english? yea.. `bangg.

Thursday, May 12, 2005

1 more week

been a fast week. spazzing muchh bout ncc camps. scaring n stressing me half to death.gawd..

ahh..next friday's the annual camp aka mock specs for the part cs tho.. shit.. damn screwed la..

oh n abt.. 10? days later is specs course. wonderful. greatt. waaaaah! anw, family's going for this malaysian road trip thingy 28- 30th i think. clashing wif specs course. ahh.. sad. also some form of advertisement for my dad. strange.

ohhh. amusing things this week.
ganesh: "shopping malls were crying for companionship!" -during sars period.

mrs yap:
Complete the sentence and spell the word.

Old MacDonald had a ____?

frenchman: i know vat it is!
Old MacDonald had a BARN! b-a-r-n.
american: i know this one!
Old MacDonald had a RANCH! r-a-n-c-h
singaporean: hoho. i know the answer..
Old MacDonald had a FARM! e-i-e-i-ohh!!


wahahahas. moral of the story?
+ and - is equal to -
ahahs. comprehension laa.. sumfink bout having one point right and anudder wrong and the whole answer's bullshit.

ohh. learnt jap during physics!! n addy was learning malay! saya sangat cantik. awak sangat cantik. kita semua sangat cantik. awak prasan cantik.. goshh

ana ta wa ko-wa-ii des!ana ta wa baka des! watashiwa ka-wa-ii des! watashiwa ki-de-ii des!

ohh. my fav: tori wa shin-de-ii mash ta= the birds are dead!! whahas. n the cool thg is when u say it in diff tones. like one as an act cute jap gal n anudder as a psychotic weirdo. ohh. n me, sam n renu were creating maths//eng set theory of the class. me eccentric, you strange. universal set aka 309 - me, you = wierdo. hmms..

ah.. went je lib on wed.ohh na keciann. her phone kena stolen laa. arses.. cheer up kaee? oh n farin's happy for me. XP

aish teru(?) ahahahahs. hoho. talked with charissa during hist. pretty interesting.. neva really talked to her much. ahahs. she talked bout the dude she liked but got rejected.n i was talking bout him.. heh.
n we both agreed that pretty but bitchy gals really do get uglier every day. n a not so good-looking but nice dood would look good anw cos his/her character would shine through.. n we prefer compliments bout our character cos looks can be seen from reflection whilst character is.. subjective? n its nice to noe like.. "oh, she tinks of me like dat? cool.."
ahahahs

ah.. right. i hafta do a bridge model for rs/om?? ohwell. aightt.

love u lots dude. `bangg.

Saturday, May 07, 2005

You scored as Drama nerd.

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

56%

Drama nerd

56%

Stoner

38%

Ghetto gangsta

38%

Punk/Rebel

38%

Loner

19%

Goth

19%

Geek

6%


What's Your High School Stereotype?
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im a drama nerdd! boredumm. ahahahhas.`bangg

freeeedom!

firstly, good luck to all mid-year exams dudes who are furiously mugging.

COS WE ARE FREEEEEE!!!! muahahahahahahhas. wooohoooooooos. yayy. needed that.
quotes martin luther: Free at last. Free at last. Thank god almighty we are free at last! .. alhamdulillah. btw, i think the way he talks is very inspiring. hahs. i have a dream today..

anwww. eoi week is The worst week ever. okae, maybe specs course's gonna be worse..gosh..

ahahahahas. muggged lyk helll.. slept so litttleeee..worried lyk shit... yea. quite bad la.

hist and bml
hist was okae la.. could crap alot of stuff? yea.good.. bml was..gahhhh! ive Never done sooo bad for a malay test before laaa. had mental block n my karangan diden make sense at allll. seriously screwed it la..

madrasah exams
wahahahs. studied only one hour for two subs. i rock! yeaah. anww.. could answer all the qns so guess it wasnt dat bad..?

chem and geog
ahh.. okae i guess. chem was easier then expected.. i had little sleep the night before tryingg to cram separation techniques and like nothing related came out laa. cept for 1 qsn i guess. bahh. hoho.. n geog? everyone was quite irritated cos we were all trying to memorize the formation of cyclones n stuffs when the paper was basically logic. dey were all spazzing bout wasting time mugging goeog when they could mugg sumfink else..hahs. So we got a common sense paper n i crapped nonsensically..wonderful..

social studs and physix
bloody arse shithole.. erts.. kae.. anwwwww. social studs was.. strange. diden understand the first qsn. quite some pple diden either laa.. wasted time on that qsn but had alot to write for the others so..yay? hahs. oh.. physics. horrible.. was feeling damn screwed redi la.. gosh. den afta the paper everyone was like runing out of class screaming bout how tough it was n spazzing n stuffs. ahh.. i usually wouldnt care la.. but i was feeling damn stupid so i cried in class wif na by my side. hoho. lameness.. heh. at least i managed to keep cool till everyone left class.. was seriously speechless la. even a teacher said the paper was hard can..

maths
i screwed it. but hu cares la.. exams were officially over!! for now.

hahs. so basically my life revolved round tests this whole miserable week.yayy! hahs. was going mad la.. heh.. drunkards hunhs na? anw, had that dumb debate thing afta maths.. went hall.. heh. i culdnt stand it la. sitting still getting bored stiff there. was amusing myself bugging liyana hu abandoned her class to sit beside me. hoho! yea.. the hwa chong debater was.. erm.. yuck?
"you see ladees and jen-mens" liyana was feeling particularly bitchy hunhs? ahahs. ohh. n i did stupid stuffs like throw paper balls at some doods. n once when de hall was silent i gave a Loud clap. yayyy. but only a few classes heard..bahh.

had om afta dat. gosh.. gossip session sia. so funnn!

itsy bitsy spider climb up the water spout. down came the rain and washed the spider out. out came the sun and dried up all the rain and itsy bitsy spider climbed up the spout again.. was raining heavily. ohh i bought sunflower for my mommy. u light my gloomy days..hhas.

den cooking.. wanted to pon laa. well..not really, but wasnt in the mood.. hahs. but cooking was fast..? made choux pastry.. eclairs and tuna & custard puffs. ohh. liyana n me rock laa.. we were like last to finish our pastry. i think. hahs. 20 mins late liddat. hoho. but ours were goooood. bee-oo-ti-ful! na sed the pastries were chioer den me! ohh. yea.. before cooking, everyone was going madd. beware of my lethal spatula!! hahahs.. madness.. n the gurl hu missed cooking last week..woops, forgot ur name.. yea. saw me n sumone on 67 last week. o.O we're never safe.. hmms..

den had hockey. so funn! must interact more.. mustmustmust. oh n farinnn. 0.9% my fooot. u smitten dood. oh n rmbb think set theory.wahahs.. n indra was ego stillll. " wahh.. u mark me damn tight ar.." erts.. sounds wrong btw..

today was cool..eh, no.. blardy sizzling la the weather! ahahs. went macritchie for ncc.. started off wif veryy light pt. stupid la ma'am..

dennn. we ran. n ran. n ran. ahahs. first we ran at the trail.. den went out this strange opening. saw the road n thought: wow, civilisation at last! buddennnn. woah.. ran the whole length of Lornie road can? gahhness.. ran back to macritchie where our stuffs are..sangat jauh laa! mind over matter! aka solids, liquids and gas. oh plasma too. overall bout 5.4+ km.. or so that's wat snrs sed.. ack.. no worries for 2.4km run now? yea.

den had treasure hunt. my grp had priya n me n 3 part As n 2 part Bs..heh.
I Love You! aku cinta padamu! wo ai ni! ich liebe dich! je t'aime! ma me mo oso got.. hhas. Polish apparently..aahhahs

And der was no halal food. i was positively dyingg. diden eat dinner nor breakfast. goshh.. was sipping on green tea the whole time.. not bad la..hmms

yea. den went j8.. ate alott. double cheeseburger from macs, chicken pie from polar, squidhead from old chang kee, med coke from macs and mash potato from 7 11. yayy.. ohh. took neoprints too! hahs. am broke but stupid pltnmates laa. im broke siaa..tempt me.. gosh..oh. hahs. we screwed the pics. n were so frustrated dat we had another go. o.O bloody waste of money.. hahs

now im home. my sis is planning breakfast in bed for my mom for mother's day. n im sposed to find some inspiring poem for moms. strange.. might be making lasagna tomorrow.. attempt at least la.. hhas.. ookaee. must do chem perf task reflections.. not much of a break la..

OH. n mock specs is in 2 weeks time. specs course 1 week after that. wow.. gonna be damn stressed out this month la.. arses..

OH! n teachers are scandalous. hahs.. ive got juicy stories bout 7 teachers so far.. so coool. stories such as..
one teacher logged in to friendster when invigilating a class doing an eoi paper. And fogot to log out. gg clubbing hunhs? haf fun dudee. one male teacher was found attending a gay party. another male teacher came to calss with unzipped pants. two teachers are gonna say their I dos buttt... hoho! wedding bells are ringing..ding ding dongg.

aightt. shall go slackk!!! -sticks out tongue at all the muggers. but really, good luck. being nice hereee. erts. `bangg

-olivejuice-

Sunday, May 01, 2005



Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic





You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic!
You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale.
You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack
It's these talents that make you seem extraordinary - and you truly are!



What Is Your Seduction Style?




Your True Birth Month Is June









Fussy

Abiding

Friendly

Stubborn

Talkative

Sensitive

Executive

Hesitating

Easily hurt

Active mind

Easily bored

Daydreamer

Loves to joke

Tends to delay

Temperamental

Brand conscious

Loves to dress up

Having lots of ideas

Good debating skills

Funny and humorous

Thinks far with vision

Prone to getting colds

Polite and soft-spoken

Able to show character

Seldom show emotions

Knows how to make friends

Easily influenced by kindness

Takes time to recover when hurt

Choosy and always wants the best

Those who love me are enemies; Those who hate me are friends

Your Porn Star Name is: Rhonda Rimmer

Get your own Porn Star Name

Your Stripper Name is: Butterfly





You May Be a Bit Borderline ...

Your mood swings make a roller coaster look tame!

When you're up, you're a little bit crazy...

And when you're down, your whole world is crashing

Scary thing is, these moods can change by the minute!






You Are In a Decent Mood

You aren't turning cartwheels, but you're having a pretty good day.

Some ups, some downs, but overall you're coming out ahead.

And who knows? Tomorrow could be even better!


Your Element Is Fire



Your passion and emotion are as obvious as the brightest flame.
You make sparks fly, and your passion always has the potential to burst out.

You are exciting and creative - and completely unpredictable.
You sometimes exercise control, and sometimes you let yourself go.

Friends describe you as sensitive, spirited, and compulsive.
Bright and blazing with intensity, you seem mysterious and moody to many.
You are 67% Cancer



Your EQ is

93


50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!

51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.

71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.

91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.

111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.

131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.

150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or yu're a dirty liar
.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

Your Dominant Intelligence is Interpersonal Intelligence



You shine in your ability to realate to and understand others.
Good at seeing others' points of view, you get how people think and feel.
You have an uncanny ability to sense true feelings, intentions, and motivations.
A natural born leader, you are great at teaching and mediating conflict.

You would make a good counselor, salesperson, politician, or business person.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

You Are From Neptune



You are dreamy and mystical, with a natural psychic ability.
You love music, poetry, dance, and (most of all) the open sea.
Your soul is filled with possibilities, and your heart overflows with compassion.
You can be in a room full of friendly people and feel all alone.
If you don't get carried away with one idea, your spiritual nature will see you through anything.
What Planet Are You From?

Your Life Path Number Is 5
5


You are very versatile, adventurous, and progressive.

With a 5 life path, you are one of those people who is always striving to find answers to the many questions that life poses. You want to be totally unrestrained, as this is the sign of freedom and independence.

You abhor routine and boring work, and you are not very good at staying with everyday tasks that must be finished on time.

You are, however, a good communicator, and you know how to motivate people around you, perhaps inclining you to be a teacher of some sort.

A love of adventure may dominate your life.

This may take the form of mental or physical manifestation, but in either case, you thrill to the chance for exploration and blazing new trails.

You are apt to be multi-talented, but just as likely to suffer from some lack of direction, and there is often some confusion surrounding your ambition.

On the average, the number 5 personality is rather happy-go-lucky; living for today, and not worrying too much about tomorrow.

It is important for you to mix with people of a like mind, and try to avoid those that are too serious and demanding.

It is also important for you to find a job that provides thought-provoking tasks rather than routine and redundant responsibilities.

You do best dealing with people, but the important thing is that you have the freedom to express yourself at all times.

You have an innate ability to think through complex matters and analyze them quickly, but then be off to something new.



In the most negative application or use of the 5 energies, you could become very irresponsible in tasks and decisions concerning your home and business life.

The total pursuit of sensation and adventure can result in your becoming self-indulgent and totally unaware of the feelings of those around you.

In the worse case situations negative 5's are very undependable and self-serving.
What Is Your Life Path Number?

Your Birthdate: July 6

A birthday on the 6th of the month adds a tone of responsibility, helpfulness, and understanding to your natural inclinations.

Those born on the sixth are more apt to be open and honest with everyone, and more caring about family and friends, too.

This is a number associated with responsibility and caring - this birthday lends a degree of concern for others.





You are




hoho. got em off liyana's blogg. i noe i noee. shall study now. ehh, no. following my sis to lot 1 to buy lil sis's bdae prezze, no wonder i do badly for exams.. `outx.

eoi week

ahh.. gonna have 7 tests this week..not including exams for madrasah la.. goshh

tues: hist,hml,sirah,fiqh
wed: chem, geog
thurs: physics, social studs
fri: maths

ahh..greatt.. bahh..

had a nice week i guess.. nothing much happened. ohh, i looove physical geog. so cool

ohh. thurs was a.. spectacular day. heh. worth the wait. hoho. quality time indeed.. olivejuice loads dude..

friday was.. good and bad i guess..
Morn: dudeee... u seeriously scared me. i meann.. How can you break a nose?? ouchh. gahh..damn worried la..

After skool: cooking lessons. Brownies and cheesecake. ahahahahs. the brownies were Excellent.. yummmmmmy. im not a huge fan of a cheesecake tho.

Service learning: went for floor hockey aloone. cos liyana's mummy diden let her go. bahh yooo. i was late by erm.. 20 mins? yea.. flockey rocks laaa. hoho. i scored a goalllllll! yeaaaah! uhhuh i rockkk.. yeaa. altho i Did fall on my butt twice, but dat's cos my shoes were slippery, yea.. coughcough. hahahs

anw.. was pissed off by 2 dudes..ahh..guess its my fault too but.. ahh.. heck it la

den we were released late.. between 8.30-8.45 i tink.. went for dinner with 3 special olympic guys and dynna n farin.. deyre lucky noee. dey all got to taste my brownies!! woohoos.. ohh. indra damn ego cannnn? altho i dun wuite mind when he sed dat he noticed ive got skill for hockey. heh. gringrin.. ohh. n izuan(?) is sooo cute! not crushable cute but more like shyshy cute. aawww.. hahs. i chatted wif izuan abit cos both of us were left at the tables when everyone bought their food. ohh, apparently jervois skl does sports quite a lot.. if dats wat izuan sed.. he diden answer me quite directly.. =/ ahh,, just tried to get some conversation like ms cheryl sed..

reached home at 10.30 liddat.. gosh.. blardy exhausted.. gahh

ohh. n i got married again.. how.. interesting.. hahs.

gay dudes can cook! they make happy chefs. hahs

aightt. back to mugging. `bangg.

Monday, April 25, 2005

ehh. i cant tagg! hmms. anww. liyanaa. i realize that after acknowledging being vulgar, we are indeed becoming even more vulgar. if dat's possible. i mean, how often do pple wake up n yell fuck? gahh.. strange.strangeee..

nites!

its over

I JUST FINISHED MY MATHS PERFORMANCE TASK!
-jumps for joy..

bloody hell. that thg's been on my whiteboard for weeks n i couldnt erase it till its done. nyeh..so funn. hohum.

hahs. budden again. many finished it like, a loooong time ago. hmms. i procrastinate!

ouh. waderhell. i guess i should just sleep now. and worry bout cikgu scolding me bout my karangan tmr yea? owell. pray hard cikgu's in good mood.

baa.baa. black sheep. have u any woooool??

hmms.`bangg.

Sunday, April 24, 2005

dumbness

wrote this during chemm.

you came into my life
invaded my thoughts
messed up my mind
and stole my heart



CALL 999! ahahahhas

so anti-climax. oh hello maths. `bangg.

Thursday, April 21, 2005

okae

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okae.okae.okae

had bad day.

was uber highh during hml. scandal dengan pencetak.. o.O para pelajar sekolah menengah perempuan Raffles semuanya mentel2 belaka. ahahahahas. where gottt. kerana nila setitik rosak susu sebelanga.

maths. bad. felt really stupid. diden understand a thg.sets..functions?? sighh

hist..? rite. boreded. wanted to rewrite the notes n stuffs but my printer was spoilt so.. bahhness. ohh, ganesh remarked the hist test n i got my passing grade. at least.

eng.summary summative. not dat bad laa..

philo. got our tests back. depressing. even ms cheryl asked wat was wrong wif me. gahhness. horrible laa..

oh. spent recess and lunch at popular spending $8.80 on markers n pens. hahs. pink marker..goshh..

chem. irritatingly boring.kept digressing n stuffs. only studied for like..20/60 mins? yea. was in a horrible mood to top it off..

ahh. den afta skool, i was still in a bad mood. started spazzing bout ncc n eoi dats looming reaal near. i kinda think dat ill flunk most of the tests.. perhaps all? gahh. dunno wat was wrong wif me la. was even crying. o.O sec 3 year really is very stressful.. hahas. greaaat diff from my sec 1 year.. diden study a thing really. i haf no idea wat i did throughout the year..wastedd actually

ahh.. slightly pissed now.. owell. partly my fault i guess. n she's just being herself so.. okae la. heck care.

oh. na n me realize dat we are quitee vulgar, which is unseemengly for us refined ladies, daughters of a better age.. =/ aahhas..

ahh.. okae..this wednesday and it'll be a month ready. goshh.. coolness. hhas

okae. gahhness. i mustmustmust stop swooning at every worddd. i must be madd. n dis hardly even makes much sense. hmmms. ilu. cant help it. liyana says its puppy loovee. wahahs. why not kitten love?

ohh. NINER!! our deardeardear class kitten. sho cuuute la.

hohum. okae. i tink i shall study now. not in the mood tho. owell. i tink i shall sleep n wake up at 2.. gotten used to dat ready.. been doing so for tis week, woohoos..

aightt.`bangg.


Wednesday, April 20, 2005

maths performance task

walaooo. why carl lewis run so bloody fast oneee. damn jealous noeee. its like.. start off 1 sec, acceleration alredi 6.298 m/s laa. freak-o. mine's 5.1915 m/s sheeeshnes. interesting to find out how badly u run tho..hmmms..hahs.ohhh.n im realllly inconsistent. i accelarate too fast annen retardate(?) alott.dumbass.Must do well for 2.4..

ohh. n im gaining weightt.damn fat redii.. n becoming less fit n stuffs. so sad. ohh. ran 3rounds ard skool track for mock 2.4 on mondayy..got 2nd in class. 2nd to kim. duhh. tracker mahh. budden she had a busted knee..so dats not very good..bahh. annen todae, linda lim made us run 4 rounds. but i wasnt in the mood, so me n rachel were like walking first round, ran 2nd round, brisk walked 3rd/"4th round".. yea. hahs.diden break a sweat babyy.. woots

ohh. we did volleyball todae. finally learnt howta do the DIGpass/DICKpass. so funn.

quotable quotes:

Use the strongest muscle! koff n its called the Dick pass koff
Express your power in the ball!
PE is all abt balls..

ahahhahas. carn rmb wat else.. ohh, n i can do the digpass pretty well la..woahh.see it flyyyy!! yea mannn.woohoos. ohwells..

maths was.. interesting..n so was hist. okae. erm.. geog? yea. good la. was uber high the whole day i guess. IM EXCITED BY CLE!!! wooots. go thiock! i wanna be a leader! u INSPIRE me! ahahhas.
"how dyou spell CONSCIENCE?"
"CON- science!!"
"OHH! it's definitely CON ryyyt?? -grins happily-"
ahahahhahahas. wierdooods. oops sorry. strange eccentrics.

ahahs. i soooo love the comprehension text la. the fine line between ecentrics & wierdo-s..hmmms. aighht. MATHS PERFORMANCE TASK!! im ready for u mannn. -takes deep breath. `plungee.

liverange

right. its 3.30 in the morn so i decided to blogg. weee

had liverange. hahs. so funn. guess wattt. my lane was 13 but my rifle was 07. gahh. i was like staring at the nos as assistant and wondering whether it'll be my lucky or unlucky day. o.O anww. it wasnt dat bad la.. at least i passed?? hahs

ahh rite. hmms. got 4/4 for canadian bull left, 3/4 for canadian bull right, 5/5 for fig12 left and 0/5 for fig12 right. heh. the stupid rifle damn cocked up on me during the last magazine laaaa. sheesh. de rounds(?) was stuck inside i tink. pretty scaryy.

me: ia ia sir!
assistant: ehh. ia sir -squeaks-
me: shout louder laaa! -screams-
hohum. den i panic-ed cos i was the last shooter in my chamber. gahhness. so wasted sia..

anww. den we went to wash our hands.oh btw, we sadly discovered when we were made to wash the girls' toilet dat we actually went to the male toilet earlier on. o.O n we hadta tell sir that because we found rounds in the girls' toilet n he tot we put it der so we sed it wasnt us cos we went male toilet blabla. goshh. if it spreads..paiseh sia.

ahh.wat else? oh yea. the ncc dudes are damn inefficient cann?? sheesh. sir say run, u walk. sir give u countdown u stillll walk. annen until liverange stretched till 6+.. like waderhell. i was near crying in frustration. gahh. den after dat i got irritated and was glaring at everyone. including the arseholic ncc dudes who walked ard n made noise as if it was thier fathers' place liddat.-quotes sir.

den when we were made to clean the chamber and pick up rounds and groundsheets. bahh. rgs n cedar. sir smartly made cedar clean seperate chamber. "rgs and cedar must not be enemies. must be friends! shake hands!" o.O ahahas. -raises eyebrows- wierdd..

ohh. den i was moving about fast. hoping in vain that we might be able to be released earlier..bahhness. den i was carrying a sandbag with both hands den dis dude came up to me

poor dood: ahh.. i'll take dat
me: orhs. take la
poor dood: -stretches out hand.-
me: -transfers to 1 hand. discovered that it was too heavy and dropped it. n walked away- o.O

goshh. i can be pretty rude when im pissed. sheesh. anww. i was barking to pltnmates when dey made mistakes too. sorrryyy. pltnmates sed its very dangerous for me if i cant keep my temper in check cos company will suffer when im nco. muahahs. sighh

ohyea. why must there be sho many irritating dudes in ncc?? sheeshness. during briefing sir made me answer some dunnowat qsn which i didnt noe the ans to and hadta crap up some answer which was apparently correct. o.O ehh, i was paying attention laa. pick on me for watt. anww. den when sir made us sit on the grass, der was dis mly dude hu went over to sit beside me den sit so close until i got irritated. sheesh. den when i moved away he stared at my face. -_- "what see see, want see me? pumping position down!" -quotes priya's cuz who's some high ranking person. ahahahs. sho cool.. i'll try dat on my part next yearrr. psst i want part bs psssst.

oh yes. and den we saw some ophir dudes. we were assistants to bishan park dudes. tommy and sean were flirting wif ma'am kaiqi laa. haiyoo. ahahas. fighting for her attention. -rolls eyes. hahs. n yea, cedar too.

ohhh. n zerui's marksman! yayy. ohh poooor priya. she got perfect shots den guess wat happened. her last bullet..gosh. she forgot she had it still la. den like 'ease spring squeeze trigger' bangg! ahahs. she sed she saw the oh-so-important marksman badge bullet go uppp and fall to the ground. poor thgg. sighh.heh. im not dat sad dat im not marksman laa. at least i got decent shots. phew?

ahh.. n was superbly sad dat i couldnt meet him.hhahs. pltnmates hadta endure my shouting and ranting. and sadsad face.hahs. den we went kfc. standardized food.. hahas.

sorry to the dudes dat i snapped at.
i realllly must learn how to keep my temper in check.

n sorry i didnt turn up on timee. reeeeli sorry. missed me? heh. olivejuice alot alott.

hahs. riite.erm. okae..i Think i should sleep now. altho im no longer sleepy cos my mom made me coffee.. hahs. ahh. rite. my maths perf task is screwed.. okae. fine. gnites! good morn..? hhahas. aightt. `bangg. & there goes the bullet..

Sunday, April 17, 2005

om addiction part II

rite. carn totally concentrate on my maths n geog. my thoughts would go back to yesterday and the unfariness of it all. gahh. sore loser la..

anww. yea. another thing to add. ive developed a strong dislike for acs. gahh. every few awards.. ACSI, ACSjnr,ACSpri, ACSb.. grr.. i was practically yelling BAHH. sheeeeeesh. n since there were lotsa acs doods anw, whenever they win an award u can hear hooting n dunnowat wierd sounds dey make. -grits teeth. sigh. anw. but i guess i dont hate them. just cos of dat dude. but i still dont like dem. nonono...

yea. okae. how dyou find instantaneous velocity?

ohh. n i uploaded lotsa pics dis morn. ahh. well. added at the links area.

aightt. liyana says i really should study. aightt. `bangg

OM addiction

we're coming back next year & we're gonna win it.

so u can probably guess that we did not win it but it was all because of one single glitch.

1st: Tampines polytechnic. oh really, didnt see dat coming.. but we beat them at spontaneous and they beat us at style by abit but dat's probably cos they made the link obvious by actually telling the judges what the link was. tsktsk.creativity?

2nd: Nanyang.pretty cool style.. weight slightly more than ours that day.

yes. we aced spontaneous. which btw i initially figured we screwed. guess not la. but we got 2nd to nanyang.

style? dude, we rock, no? planned a whole new skit by thursday. made funky props which btw had a problem wif the criteria cos we had too much? yea. hahs. fitting the props into the area & getting alternatives was pretty fun.. and also to coordinate the whole last minute thg.
our skit impressed the judges quite a fair bit i tink. they went out from behinf the judging table after the whole presentation and was like asking us bout the costumes, props etc. hahs. i tried using cheemology when asked bout my costume. weee.

ahh, well.
here's the depressant of the day.
basically the reason we changed the whole skit was cos we found the ultimate structure, ryt? yes. but blooody fucking shit ass we diden expect the pole to be so damn shaky laa.n its our first year summore so we reeeli diden noe. so like they were loading the weights and accidentally moved the pole which moved the crusher board out of the area. can bloody cry la. it was less than 1/5 of its capacity. 15.5?? the structure diden even break la please. dammit.

and guess what's the most crushing thing? we would have gotten 1st if we managed to get our full capacity or even more cos they corrected its weaknesses after its initial weighing of 100kg. n we had a spare structure too. if we only had the chance of re-weighing it. 2 judges said we could the other 2 said no.

yes. so in the end we got 4th. beaten by new town at 3rd cos their structure, which initially was near disqualified cos it diden touch all 3 bases but were given a few minutes and after which carrid a full load of 90+kg. but we beat them in the other 2 areas.

when the results were announced n when new town got 3rd. i was firstly stunned. wasnt expecting dat. we figured dat our competition would be sajc cos we had the same weighing. yes. so the next thg i did was to drop my head in lingxi's lap n started sobbing. i mean, we put in soo much effort. oh, n yihui found out from her nanyang frens dat their div 3 crazy columns team slacked their way through n ideas from their skit were also taken from their div 2 team. i hope they feel bad. unlikely though.

ahh.guess we really cant do anything bout it la. rgs got 1st for stunt mobiles and erm, laughaton div 2 i tink. n 2nd for laughaton div 3, 2nd for in your dreams div 2, 2nd for get the message div 3. oh. n the laughaton div 3 could have gotten 1st too but lost 60 marks cos of a glitch. hahs. we lost about 80 marks which was rightfully ours. finefine. in the spirit of om, must say that i really enjoyed myself overall. and our journey has only just begun. mrkong signed us up for bridgebuilding in july. we'll win that okae?

oh. n the teamwork was heartfelt. -smiles in recollection. hahs. i mean, we just knew each other this year and we couldve beaten a poly team with experienceee.woooo. oh, n i looove vivien. she reallly saved my ass. totally. omigoshh. i cant believe you remembered all those lines! ahhness. i was gonna cry right there behind that really cool backdrop cos i was extremely touched. hugged yihui alot yst. cos she n lingxi were the main structure pple n she looked like she was gonna cry every few seconds. and lingxi's really strong..

we let ourselves loose watching the other teams n playing wif mrkong's camera. hahs. chiobuu!

oh. have i mentioned? when we went acsi for spontaneous on fri, i saw him in no4 sighh. he looked sooo meltingly hott. gahhness. men in uniform..hahs.

olivejuice.miss u alot alot. sighh..

ahh. well. lots of work to do. n hafta get no4 redi for liverange on tues. sighh.. gonna miss om on tues. the day when we get together again. the whole team together not split up doing our own work for the comp. gahh.

finneee.. do geog n maths now. aightt. `bangg.

Thursday, April 14, 2005

bahhness

bahh.nyehh.ahh. crapp..

okae. im like..tired.tired.tired.

anww. last thurs was kinda fun..stayed back afta skool for om. yea.. wat else? nth.

fridayy. oh,yea. we got ncos backk. weeeeee. hhas. ended my week greatt. den afta dat went out for awhile before gg for hockeyy. yayy. funn-ness. den had dinner at bk wif the hockey doods.hohum

saturday?? hmms.hmms. oh yea. had pltn trg. woke up late. reach skool. wait for zerui. hahs. blur pokk. we ran ard sch instead.. den when zr Finally came we went for lunch. hhas. i found the perfect present!! yayy. took neoprints..bahh..den pltnmates went home. left me n zr as always. hahs. erm.. we're gonna buy similar totebags(?)..? hahahs. whateverness..heh

yea. den walked ard a bit.. went home. diden studyy..sumone's phone got confiscated. slept.slept.slept.slept.slept. non-productive day

sunday. went east coast park wif family. bahh. double bikes are..fun? hahas. i prefer indiv oness. can cycle as fast as u wantt. ohh. double bikes too cept dat my sis kept screaming at the back. heh. i can cycle a double bike fast while hitting my sis at the same time. sooo funnnn! weeeee

den stopped sumwhere. ate lunch..i collected dead grass for om. o.O for my sister's lunch oso. dat kambeng. bekk. den went geylang cos mom wanted to buy chicken? quack. hahs. we ate cheekong/chikong(??) ahahs. blardy hot weather..gahhness

went home. slept.slept.slept.non-productive day

monday. sports fest. went skool in the morn first. sposed to study wif liyanaa. budden hadta do om props. priorities?? heh. yea. den saw farin having softball trg. me n liyana think dat farin's hottt! woooo. okae. had lunch at bk. i looove whopper.alot alot.yummmmmy. den we took neopix cos apparently farin neva took pic wif kambeng before. ahh..okae. quite nice la..

And were late for sports fest. ehh. gates closed like.. erm. 2 mins before we reached la. heh. i tink we got held up by the cows on the way to the stadium.hhas. me n farin wanted to spraypaint 'bekk' budden tot dat was illegal so we wanted to paste a piece of paper saying dat instead but realized we were late. abeet to late to notice tho. hahs..

sportsfest was boringgg. hahhas. TELEMATCH! weeeee. unfair laaaa. hahs. but was fun laa. we protest in the name of richardson!!! weeeee
richard is BOOM dynamite! wahahahs

tuesday. heh. learnt sumfink todaee. +earn your rewards.heh. rushed geog perf task like hellll.weeeee. did it from morn till 2pm. wahahs. i rock! yayy. den yea..funn.

wednesday. hmms.woke up laaate. 6.20?? yea. rushrush.bathe.sholat.walk+run to busstop. got on bus at 6.35. i rock, no? hmms. trg was fun la.. ohh. indiv talk. ncos asked bout udi. heh. me n zerui egofreaks siaa.ahh well.. the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth. hahs.

oh wed.. got home. damn tired la. heh. talk to nana on de phone for awhile. den i slept. wanted to wake up at 9.30, i did la. den slept again. awoke at 10.30..did work..fell asleep. woke up at 11.30.. sleeeeeeep. again at 12+..work? gave up.snoreee.. ended up waking up at 1.40 to do homework..damn fresh sehh.hhas. den slept again at 3am. yayyyy. culdnt sleep tho. hohum

thurs. which is today. loooong day. tmr is om spontaneous. acsi. supa stressed. hadta change the Whole skit cos we found a new structure. riite. okae. but noww... am majorly pissed at a major bitch. totally dude. what's ur fucking problem? god. like i saidd. i cant stay over n if u n ur bloody dedicated ass wants to stay over till 1.30, im not gonna stop you but excuse me. u dare accuse me of not being dedicated. unwilling to sacrifice my time.. whatever.just fuck off la.

hahahhas. anwww. its dumb to be irritated or pissed at ur own groupmate especially when the competition is 1/2 days away. yayy. was supa high at 7.15pm when we finally left skool. hahs. lafflaff.crapcrap. cos we're gonna die tomorrow.yes.

ahh. okae. i was sposed to edit my sajak.. not done.erm. read up on sets. not done. what have i accomplished? nothing. ohh cept dat i developed a bad mood. pretty good day ehs? ahh well.

ohh. i finally wrote in my diary.hhas. decided dat i blog bout wat happens everyday anww so i shall juz write bout unmention-ables in the book.hahs. yea..

whahahs. i miss yoo.weeeee

aightt.aighttt.aightt. shall start editing my sajak. gnites! `bangg.