Wow, it's been more than a year since my last post. Hmm so i've been saving my old blog entries in jpeg format, ie. PrtSc-ing them into Paint, and reading all my old entries (dating back to mid sec 2) made me feel 1.nostalgic, cos i srsly recorded like Everything, and 2.extremely regretful that i hadnt blogged for a year, esp how alott had happened this year ):
I wasnt too keen on continuing this blog cos 1.my blog entries were embarrassingly retarded, childish and self-absorbed and 2.i talk a hell lot bout nazzer, didnt i? DDD: but alas it was he who convinced me that it'll be a waste to stop blogging entirely.
anw entries from now on shall take place at least once a week, And i will talk little about nazzer or none at all (though i think it's super cool that i've had this blog way before we got together, until now hee. but enough of that), And this blog will still be all about me, simply cos the focus is to record every detail of my life for memories sake so lol.
But firstly, i just wanted to talk about something i've been thinking about lately. Y'know how we hear stories of infidelities, in both marriages and in less formal forms of relationships. When we were younger, we didnt think it was all that common, but im starting to think that perhaps it's just part and parcel of relationships? I mean, if it could happen to long and uh fruitful marriages, it's bound to happen in teenage romances as well. I've seen people whose relationships make it past these infidelities, and i've also seen people break these ties. I suppose it boils down to whether the relationship is worth saving in the first place. Im not saying that i take infidelity lightly, or that i would deal with it in a completely rational manner (dont you dare, nw) but im just saying that this shit happens and it sucks. When/if it happens to us, we should simply trudge on and not feel so alone cos well, it happens? But one thing we should always remember is that friends and family will always be around to give you the support and strength you need if you choose to salvage the relationship, or to help you move on (:
isnt it disappointing to grow up only to find out that the world is an awful place to live in? ):
Anw, wanted to share some super(not reallyy) exciting news. So i've been doing this facilitation job for 2 companies part-time, cos im having my school holidays now and i was super bored, and my supervisor dude called me today to ask if i could be a trainer for this other program cos he thought i was confident enough to do it, hahahaha! so now instead of $7/hr, im getting paid $20/hr. COOL SHIT RIGHTTTT :D hee and for my first facilitation, he made me do a school that was running a sort-of pilot project where the facilitators conducted a lesson in class for the last hour, compared to the usual facilitation in the hall with the entire cohort, cos he thought i was confident from his first impression. Way to boost my ego woots! k enough of that.
Now that wasnt exactly the comeback entry i was hoping to write, but a summary of my exciting year would take much too long though that entry is definitely coming in the near future yup.
K need to think of a new way to end my entries hmm.
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