time to improvise

okay haven't blogged in awhile mostly cos i've been terribly busy but also cos i haven't felt like blogging, and still dont, but since im finally online then i guess i might as well..

hmm so my days are mostly filled with work and getting most of the DLS project done.. workload's crazy and with half the manpower, im just swamped with all these work systems and adapted stories and corrugated boards and velcro strips and laminating machines that keep dying omg it's absolute madness! ): and im cramming as much work as i can like during recess and stuff and i dont even play with the kids anymore, which is horrible and sad. ): ahwell but im bonding more with my own class kids and i think im making quite an impression on them too yay (:

alright so i've completed all my driving lessons lessons and am left with revision before the beeeg test on 8 june, which is crazy scary bother.. oh i apparently passed my driving evaluation without me knowing tt i was even being evaluated! which is a good thing i guess? =/

anw arranged another interview with drG on thurs with my cousin who studies at a full-time madrasah.. quite entertaining and enlightening i guess.. =/ oh and im gonna accompany drG for interviews at Pertapis Girls' Home, where i'd be of more use cos i can converse in malay lol.. oh and apparently i might be getting a job there cos drG mentioned me helping him out with his research and all and they need young workers who "want to make a difference" and they inferred tt i was one such person cos i work at an autism school. O.o lol see how tt goes ah..

ohkay so uni-wise, i've kinda lost all hope of scoring a spot in any of the three unis so im probably applying for a psychology course in SIM.. they've got a january intake apparently so let's hope i make some progress there hmm.. not sure where my future is headed at this point but im determined to make things work, somehow

ah and it's tiring and extremely emotionally-draining having to read friends' lj entries in a totally detached manner

olivejuice//