the beginning of the end

gosh tiring. i've decided to write two entries from now on, one tt covers my whole week and a much much shorter entry with somewhat more interesting content that would actually be viewable hmm. figured noone really wants to read long draggy entries bout my life anw hurrs

anw i've been thinking alot lately. well actually thinking of many things all at once and not anything in particular and then it's like not thinking at all? idk brain's all muddled lately. totally screwed up my driving prac today bother..

btw rented HSM3 cos i was curious. it reeked of cliche and wtf-ness owells. im possibly just jealous cos she's pretty but Hudgens annoys me greatly hrmmph.

nazzer's suggesting i come over to his place to bake or cook. sounds very fun but zomg my Boyfriend is teaching Me how to cook. ouchh. lolol..

oh and i realize that i really really miss watching Gossip Girl and fangirling over Chuck Bass and Blair and their pairing meh meh whyy are they taking so long to air it rawrr! =/

hmm mom's been ignoring me for the past two weeks and treating me worse than a stranger in this hse. i mean, i dont think about it most of the time cos im out mostly but the times when i actually have to interact with her is just awkward and difficult cos she wouldnt look at me. plus i treated family to pizza yst and she totally didnt acknowledge my treat, much less thank me. i mean sure you've sacrificed alot for this family and i appreciate it, but i will have to do that someday too for my own family and it's my time to live my childhood/life in general now so pls cant you let me do it in peace instead of making me feel guilty for godknows what reason? hate this mindfuck rawr.

in other news, short reunion with partas and fellow ncos at rg was very nice.. my babies are so lovely haha.. their mini scavenger hunt thing at the start was really sweet yay.. (: "the place where the end begins" or something like that hurrs. so yeah shoutout to them if they happen to read this, ThankYou partas for being so awesome and silly and srsly enjoy your last yr at rg cos you'd definitely miss it, boos..


ack this entry's pretty long too. meh