| You Are An ENFJ |
The Giver |
I've always been ENFP.. so strange..
in any case, i reallyyy need to see a proper doctor who will do something about my back. my back is killinggg me and am currently only on painkillers which is so totally not curing whatever crap tt's happening to my back! GAR! so yar visiting the polyclinic either tmr or wed and then getting a referral for the sports clinic at alexandra hospital yupyup..
i kinda hope it's nothing so'd i can get back to training.. but somehow im also hoping it's something just to show tt i haven't been paranoid all this while and tt i really did hurt my back. cos yeah it really does hurt like crazy..
today i went to look at the canoe board.. lol silly picture of me looking like a buffalo in my t1.. but anw, i got reminded of my personal goals..
t1 2k timing: sub 11:40 mins
and t1 gold
god how am i sposed to achieve tt if i cant even train properly? also, i cant represent the college unless i get a C average.. it's all so frustrating and feel awfully stupid and weak. stupid back. rj makes me feel quite stupid gar
aights let's like mug or something
olivejuice//

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