Thursday, August 16, 2007

wandering

so.. im not too sure what happened to my week actually.. i've kinda been in like a daze.. lesson after lesson.. mug abit here and there(and yet nothing substantial).. bitching a hell lot(i shall blame lakshmi for this lol..) and yeah pretty much pmsing still.

my period is late and its making me teh pissedd. gar

i've been finding lotsa ppl damn annoying lately. i cant tell if they're just suddenly way worse or tt my senses have been heightened from hormone influx or from all the bitching.. =/ ack tsk.

oh i love thursdays btw. i think i like lectures.. oh okay well more of econs(mrneo ftw! ooh and themed ppts are Love!) and ihist.. the rest are either boring or pointless(kingkung indeed).

what's with all the brackets.. (meh)

in any case, i love thursdays esp for pe. haha the girls are an amazing bunch.. eventho i dont
spend much time with them.. well basically they're awesome lah. we played pepsi cola at the track and it was Sho cute. haha! fiona was being damn on with her two-steps. jean&pris were allies. xinge was just haha. longqing was confused. sharyn was changing. lindalakshmina and i were moving round the circumference basically.. lol. floorball was O.o and sharyn got her hand "bitten by a spider". tmr we will see her crawl up the walls. wooh.

anw urgh. damn sianed. what i've learnt over the week. effort =/= results. well not for me at least. it's just Urgh. i think im a pretty motivated person. but when stuffs like this happen. it's just really demoralizing. and damn my writing skills. or lackofit. some ppl are gifted with great literary skills which justsohappens to be super useful in the sorta stuff we do. and yet they cant be satisfied whyy..

i'd like to do real well for promos just to prove that im worthy of my place here. but the thing is, i dont. and i wont.


damn fucked up la.

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