cos i do. omg like wth i am stressed. women's open is this freaking sunday and i am still not imba enough to pwn all the other rowers. i am training oh-so-often and feeling lethargic half the time.
drama production's in 10 days and my acting's super off and i have no idea how im gonna make it work in time.
and on top of all that. there's still the class thing. like fuck it pls. it's not just a one person problem tho it seems that way now. and like most ppl are so bloody thick they dont see that they're the problem. im bitching i know. but im only human. and if talking and being vague about certain issues worth mentioning isnt getting thru their bloody thick skulls then like wtg i do need to rant somewhere. i dont see why we hafta be direct bout the camera issue when like we dont mention names when it comes to the clique thing. and omg i duno why i bother! like mehh when i come into the lib after 30mins of handling other ppl's problems, my pw grp was scattered everywhere and work unfinished! and if you bloody think you can handle the problem better then by all means go ahead and try.
and everyone tells me tt if noone wishes to cooperate, why should i care? why should i bother stressing over someth that cant be salvaged and like royce said "there's no situation to be salvaged" maybe he's right. it's all fine and dandy.
and since i have no time to wallow in self-pity, i can only channel all this frustration into anger cos it's easier for me to cool off then to pick myself up from emo-ing. and god dammit i am so bloody angry. for no reason! wahahahahhahas
i need a break.
olivejuice//
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