so the long weekend's been good.. went out with the other three on friday and i was 2-3hrs late cos i was chionging camp stuff (which btw has an uber exciting theme, courtesy of shenghao and i).. missed na's ear-piercing, which reminds me that i want a cartilage piercing but my mom'd kill me nyeh.. so i got art stuffs for sisters' birthdays and we didnt do all that much after that cos na left for horton, which i wanna go watch but am broke, and melz&freen went for dinner, which sounded pretty cool in melz' blog.. ohyeah headed for aunts afterwards..
saturday was fun as usual.. trg at macs in the morning was surprisingly ggxx. did 500s and 2 2k timings and startbursts in my t1.. i was using k strokes on my t1 cos i didnt wanna readapt yet but eventho it felt strange, i think it's actually better. cos i felt more glide and was barely tired by 1k and was ahead of an unmentionable.. but hmm it could be nothing ah, i forgot to ask jiaolian for my timings.. =/
something horrible happened during my row tho, ugh. yeah after startbursts, deb was yelling at michelle and i.. plopped right from t1 to k4.. manz felt damn weird.
6 days to njcc
waited for nazzer, then we went for lunch at amk hub then grabbed a bus to flockey, which was awesome as usual.. we were doing some passing drills and it was fun and khairul looked sho cute when he got the puck into the square before any of us could haha! we only got to play a short game, whereby nazzer blocked 3 of my shots, before it rained.. then coach shaiful offered nazzer and i grandstand balcony tix to Spore vs Australia at the kallang stadium.. my parents let me go shockingly..
dropped by fareast to get books for sis and had dinner and we ended up late for the game.. =/
well eventho neither team scored a goal, which was quite disappointing cos i wanted to see a live goal, i got to see ppl getting injured/faking injury and some aussie player shoved a spore player for no apparent reason and a bunch of patriotic aussie kids who went "aussie aussie aussie. oy oy oy!".. and haha yay another new experience! going home with nazzer at night is very nice.. got lectured when i got home at 11.30 hoho!
slack day today ohnoes.. time to do some physics now yup!
olivejuice// 4 days to three.
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Friday, March 21, 2008
random photos
An old picture i found that captures my appreciation and love for Swensens' Mega burger.. =)
Some pictures from parents' anniversary Malacca trip.
mush mush parents ack!
posing wahahas!
posing wahahas!
Kenny Rogers is LOVE.
haha. okay that's all ><
happy!
yst was very very very nice. physics paper was alright haha! yeah then hung ard at the library and borrowed books and settled some camp stuff and looked out of the lib at the mph at the rest of the ppl still sitting for bio/h2 physics.. ><
yup then went for swensens with some of the class ppl.. some ppl were pda-ing and it was relatively strange.. so yeah food was awesome and the company was great.. oh and badboy bought me a $1 bouncy ball yayy!
trg was quite good.. i did ak2 for the first time hahahaha! super exciting yes! did 2k without capping =)) then ge came and we did k4.. eh no at first we did k3 cos michelle hadnt come back yet haha! then we had a sudden cap. =/
so yeah k4.. It only just struck me yst tt i was not ready to compete in a boat tt's completely foreign to me.. 1) i still have to learn to isolate my butt. the rest are used to aks so they're like damn stable. D= 2) t1 strokes are quite diff. i've adapted to the k strokes but it still feels strange.. 3) frequency damn fast. 4) end burst is madness. t1 is like full body exercise. you use pretty much every part of your body all the time. to kick, to tilt etc. and the boat rocks like mad esp during bursts.
k4's killing me.
oh and we left macritchie later than usual yst night and we got a preview of the creatures of the night that resided in macs. Flying squirrels! omg there were 2 of them in a tree and we actually got to see em in flight. wahahs freaking cool!
hmm anw i screwed hist paper. 4 essays. 2 for internatl and 2 for sea hist. here are the no of lines i wrote:
1: 2
2: 1 pg 5 lines
3: 4 lines
4: 3 lines
because i studied the night before and the information that actually stuck were as fragmented as the southeast asian govts post-independence..
alright i gotta buck up and start mugging next week. in the mean time, im gonna partay over the weekend.. =) post-cts ftw~!
gotta plan induction camp now tho. boos
olivejuice//
yup then went for swensens with some of the class ppl.. some ppl were pda-ing and it was relatively strange.. so yeah food was awesome and the company was great.. oh and badboy bought me a $1 bouncy ball yayy!
trg was quite good.. i did ak2 for the first time hahahaha! super exciting yes! did 2k without capping =)) then ge came and we did k4.. eh no at first we did k3 cos michelle hadnt come back yet haha! then we had a sudden cap. =/
so yeah k4.. It only just struck me yst tt i was not ready to compete in a boat tt's completely foreign to me.. 1) i still have to learn to isolate my butt. the rest are used to aks so they're like damn stable. D= 2) t1 strokes are quite diff. i've adapted to the k strokes but it still feels strange.. 3) frequency damn fast. 4) end burst is madness. t1 is like full body exercise. you use pretty much every part of your body all the time. to kick, to tilt etc. and the boat rocks like mad esp during bursts.
k4's killing me.
oh and we left macritchie later than usual yst night and we got a preview of the creatures of the night that resided in macs. Flying squirrels! omg there were 2 of them in a tree and we actually got to see em in flight. wahahs freaking cool!
hmm anw i screwed hist paper. 4 essays. 2 for internatl and 2 for sea hist. here are the no of lines i wrote:
1: 2
2: 1 pg 5 lines
3: 4 lines
4: 3 lines
because i studied the night before and the information that actually stuck were as fragmented as the southeast asian govts post-independence..
alright i gotta buck up and start mugging next week. in the mean time, im gonna partay over the weekend.. =) post-cts ftw~!
gotta plan induction camp now tho. boos
olivejuice//
Friday, March 14, 2008
my favourite things
i just remembered a little something bim blogged about not too long ago,
when the dog bites, when the bees sting,
when im feeling sad,
i simply remember my favourite things,
and then i dont feel so bad.
so yeah some of my favourite things include,
1. fluffy clean towels (cos i was showering when i rmbed the song =/)
2. nice calming holidays (like the one to genting last june, eventho i had to face CTs shortly afterwards..)
3. food.
4. rowing under the huge clouds at macritchie
5. sleeping/reading to sleep
6. babies. cept when they poop, vomit or cry
7. hanging out with friends doing random nothings
8. starbucks
9. gym-ing
10. nazri
actually i think the song really is quite right. i feel quite alot better now haha!
right so im quite definitely gonna screw cts, which really is very very sad. and i really fear what ggm's gonna do bout it. as in the C average thing.. i really really really wanna row for the school, myself and the team. it's just Ugh i cant seem to get out of this vicious circle(the girls said it's circle, not cycle)..
btw bim, it's alright, it's okay. we'll be here for you so just come back in one piece and pwnz njcc like i know you will aights? =)
so im off to tutor sis for a short bit now.. yes i know i should be mugging but i still need to collect money cos im just super duper broke bah..
oh yeah and cos nw told me to blog about it, he's planning to open a prata lan shop. smart i guess but the prata is just way random. plus i dont like prata.. =/
on the other hand, im gonna dedicate part of my house, a landed property hopefully, like a wing or something. a building just for my activity centre for kids. haha it'll be quite cool la. like i can still be with my kids while helping other kids! =DD
but of course if i cant even pass my cts, i dont know how im gonna achieve all that. bah big dreams..
olivejuice//
when the dog bites, when the bees sting,
when im feeling sad,
i simply remember my favourite things,
and then i dont feel so bad.
so yeah some of my favourite things include,
1. fluffy clean towels (cos i was showering when i rmbed the song =/)
2. nice calming holidays (like the one to genting last june, eventho i had to face CTs shortly afterwards..)
3. food.
4. rowing under the huge clouds at macritchie
5. sleeping/reading to sleep
6. babies. cept when they poop, vomit or cry
7. hanging out with friends doing random nothings
8. starbucks
9. gym-ing
10. nazri
actually i think the song really is quite right. i feel quite alot better now haha!
right so im quite definitely gonna screw cts, which really is very very sad. and i really fear what ggm's gonna do bout it. as in the C average thing.. i really really really wanna row for the school, myself and the team. it's just Ugh i cant seem to get out of this vicious circle(the girls said it's circle, not cycle)..
btw bim, it's alright, it's okay. we'll be here for you so just come back in one piece and pwnz njcc like i know you will aights? =)
so im off to tutor sis for a short bit now.. yes i know i should be mugging but i still need to collect money cos im just super duper broke bah..
oh yeah and cos nw told me to blog about it, he's planning to open a prata lan shop. smart i guess but the prata is just way random. plus i dont like prata.. =/
on the other hand, im gonna dedicate part of my house, a landed property hopefully, like a wing or something. a building just for my activity centre for kids. haha it'll be quite cool la. like i can still be with my kids while helping other kids! =DD
but of course if i cant even pass my cts, i dont know how im gonna achieve all that. bah big dreams..
olivejuice//
Monday, March 10, 2008
painfully perfect
back from malacca yup!
due to our most favourite escaped bandit, there was a massive jam at tuas. then later in johor, there was an accident that held us up for a long time too. plus a few other contributing factors, we were off our schedule by 5 hours. =//
in any case, it was a hugee party of 9 mpvs and a whole lot of babies and toddlers. it was super havoc thanks to the kids, which made the whole trip very fun wooh!
the events in pointform:
1. superbadfrustratingboring jam.
2. sleeping in car
3. detour @ ayer hitam for uber yummy putu bamboo & coconut drink.
4. reached Mahkota Hotel Malacca at 5.30pm(instead of 12.30), so we couldnt shop before dinner as planned.
5. annying ungrateful buggering aunts. (gar.)
6. seafood dinner. uncle at malacca helped us book a place and order the food and everything. we came 1-2 hrs late so the food that was already laid out was cold. =( but all of us were super hungry anw so we pretty much cleared the 6-7 tables.
7. i had to walk an oldd aunty to the toilet. we were on the second floor (like some exclusive party like that seh), so going down the stairs with her was some arduous task that took foreverr. plus there's some history between her and mom so being nice to her felt abit strange..
8. post-dinner speeches and present-giving and cake & pulut cutting lol
9. back to hotel. went up to shower and pray. mom booked karaoke room for 2hrs for 100rm
(meh). dad's side was karaoke-ing first. when we came down, most of them were gone but mom's side was there.. segregation ftw yo.
10. took little cousins/nephews/nieces out to sit by the pool. little nephew was being hyper and mad. found out the next day that he was laughing and crying to himself at night. so yeah they claimed that he saw "something" though we wont know for sure ah
11. went to bed at 1.30am
12. woke up to pray and get ready for breakfast but apparently we were 1hr early so we went back to sleep.
13. breakfast. gave parents the scrapbook/album thing which we made. the cards that sis and i passed to our relatives didnt all make it back to us but there was enough i guess. album turned out pretty well.. =)
14. swimming~! cept that shirt & pants were apparently not allowed in the pool so i hadta change out to proper swimwear.. ugh bulging tummy.
- entertained the kids. got bullied by the kids. and hung ard with the guys, which is something i havent done in a long while..
15. showered, cleaned out, checked out.
16. parents went to drop grannies at our kampung to stay for a few days and newly-married cousin also followed to introduce the new member of the family..
17. so sisters and i independently lunched and shopped on the money they gave. 200rm for food and extra money each to shop hoho! kenny rogers is lovelovelove~!
18. i like the stuffs at F.O.S yay!
19. got my Javachip venti at starbucks and other ventis for sisters too yup..
20. homebound by 4.15pm.
21. detour to mini malaysia but it was closed. stayed for about 30-45mins to shop for little things and have a drink.
22. stop somewhere else for prayers.
23. cars partnered up and we headed on to spore at own pace.
24. we stopped at gelang patah cos i kept badgering dad bout getting the cheesy wedges from kfc. we went to the toilet first. so when we walked to kfc, the last customer was leaving and the guy was standing at the door. apparently it closes at 10.30 and this was at 10.15. i turned ard to look at sisters, and when i turned back, he was locking up the door. D: i guess it wasnt meant to be.. -sad
25. smooth flowing at malaysian checkpoint & tuas. got home at 11.45..
i think my family seems quite perfect on the outside, especially to our relatives but i guess it's all relative.. =/
so yup pretty awesome weekend holiday overall despite minor problems here & there.. =)
i love you, mama & abah! ><
olivejuice//
due to our most favourite escaped bandit, there was a massive jam at tuas. then later in johor, there was an accident that held us up for a long time too. plus a few other contributing factors, we were off our schedule by 5 hours. =//
in any case, it was a hugee party of 9 mpvs and a whole lot of babies and toddlers. it was super havoc thanks to the kids, which made the whole trip very fun wooh!
the events in pointform:
1. superbadfrustratingboring jam.
2. sleeping in car
3. detour @ ayer hitam for uber yummy putu bamboo & coconut drink.
4. reached Mahkota Hotel Malacca at 5.30pm(instead of 12.30), so we couldnt shop before dinner as planned.
5. annying ungrateful buggering aunts. (gar.)
6. seafood dinner. uncle at malacca helped us book a place and order the food and everything. we came 1-2 hrs late so the food that was already laid out was cold. =( but all of us were super hungry anw so we pretty much cleared the 6-7 tables.
7. i had to walk an oldd aunty to the toilet. we were on the second floor (like some exclusive party like that seh), so going down the stairs with her was some arduous task that took foreverr. plus there's some history between her and mom so being nice to her felt abit strange..
8. post-dinner speeches and present-giving and cake & pulut cutting lol
9. back to hotel. went up to shower and pray. mom booked karaoke room for 2hrs for 100rm
(meh). dad's side was karaoke-ing first. when we came down, most of them were gone but mom's side was there.. segregation ftw yo.
10. took little cousins/nephews/nieces out to sit by the pool. little nephew was being hyper and mad. found out the next day that he was laughing and crying to himself at night. so yeah they claimed that he saw "something" though we wont know for sure ah
11. went to bed at 1.30am
12. woke up to pray and get ready for breakfast but apparently we were 1hr early so we went back to sleep.
13. breakfast. gave parents the scrapbook/album thing which we made. the cards that sis and i passed to our relatives didnt all make it back to us but there was enough i guess. album turned out pretty well.. =)
14. swimming~! cept that shirt & pants were apparently not allowed in the pool so i hadta change out to proper swimwear.. ugh bulging tummy.
- entertained the kids. got bullied by the kids. and hung ard with the guys, which is something i havent done in a long while..
15. showered, cleaned out, checked out.
16. parents went to drop grannies at our kampung to stay for a few days and newly-married cousin also followed to introduce the new member of the family..
17. so sisters and i independently lunched and shopped on the money they gave. 200rm for food and extra money each to shop hoho! kenny rogers is lovelovelove~!
18. i like the stuffs at F.O.S yay!
19. got my Javachip venti at starbucks and other ventis for sisters too yup..
20. homebound by 4.15pm.
21. detour to mini malaysia but it was closed. stayed for about 30-45mins to shop for little things and have a drink.
22. stop somewhere else for prayers.
23. cars partnered up and we headed on to spore at own pace.
24. we stopped at gelang patah cos i kept badgering dad bout getting the cheesy wedges from kfc. we went to the toilet first. so when we walked to kfc, the last customer was leaving and the guy was standing at the door. apparently it closes at 10.30 and this was at 10.15. i turned ard to look at sisters, and when i turned back, he was locking up the door. D: i guess it wasnt meant to be.. -sad
25. smooth flowing at malaysian checkpoint & tuas. got home at 11.45..
i think my family seems quite perfect on the outside, especially to our relatives but i guess it's all relative.. =/
so yup pretty awesome weekend holiday overall despite minor problems here & there.. =)
i love you, mama & abah! ><
olivejuice//
Friday, March 07, 2008
away
i cant believe im going away to malacca over the weekend. CTs in little over a week. bloody screwed gar..
so sis got her results today.. not very good but wayy huge improvement from her prelims so woooh there's hope for me yet! =D
anw i wanted to treat sis to Pillowman and asked mom if i could get money from my back acct. then mom didnt let me but in the middle of the night she gave me $74 dollars and said it was her treat. so then i went to sistic but all the student priced tickets were sold out so after much deliberation i bought the $50 +$3 sistic charge tix.. mom was angry but she said she'd pay me the extra anws.. mom's very nice lately.. =/
okay so am looking forward to pillowman on 6april yay!
confirmed rowing k4 for njcc.. random manz but hooha all the way let's go~! O.o
gonna try mug abit before i call it a day..
okay and i think i'll put up tagboard for a week or so, just because i can. =)
olivejuice//
so sis got her results today.. not very good but wayy huge improvement from her prelims so woooh there's hope for me yet! =D
anw i wanted to treat sis to Pillowman and asked mom if i could get money from my back acct. then mom didnt let me but in the middle of the night she gave me $74 dollars and said it was her treat. so then i went to sistic but all the student priced tickets were sold out so after much deliberation i bought the $50 +$3 sistic charge tix.. mom was angry but she said she'd pay me the extra anws.. mom's very nice lately.. =/
okay so am looking forward to pillowman on 6april yay!
confirmed rowing k4 for njcc.. random manz but hooha all the way let's go~! O.o
gonna try mug abit before i call it a day..
okay and i think i'll put up tagboard for a week or so, just because i can. =)
olivejuice//
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
upside
not in school now. yay! physio just now was interesting.. mom insisted on coming along so she got to see me in my jersey for the first time. i think she was relatively disturbed.. more so about the much exposed skin rather than my muscles lol.. anw the doctor's very nice.. the massage was awfully painful i could've cried but she was telling my mom how my back's a prolonged injury and i happen to have a high tolerance for pain. so i bit my lip instead..
doc also taught me exercises to strengthen the lower/middle part of my back, which is relatively weaker than my upper back/wings/shoulders/lats.. and she wants me to work on my pecs. so pretty soon i guess my boobs might look smaller than my pecs. O.o that's quite disturbing..
heat therapy was itchy.
hmm what else what else.. life's looking up yes. sat water trg was very very very fun. it was raining when we came so we all huddled under the shelter trying to keep warm, watching ppl walk past.. =) yup then the natl team ppl were still doing time trials.. with so little time left, jiaolian let py and me do k2. wooh t1 kids ftw! we were pretty syncro and we capped only once and that's after bursting for 500s and i was too tired to tilt back nyeh..
yup and also when we were waiting for the rain to stop, the exciting chn-speaking ppl were talking to jiaolian and apparently(but perhaps not confirmed?) he wants me to row k4 for njcc cos there's no t1 race and it'd be a waste if i dont row.. hahaha. sweet. =D but i've only rowed k4 once in my life so good game manz..
flockey on sat was really really fun too yup! nazzer came an hour late -.- but he did pretty well for a goalie despite our super fast&strong attacking opponents namely luqman. haha but i scored two goals again! cos im so super pro yes~! lol one's a normal shot and the other was a backward shot between my legs. desperate times call for random fantastic goals wahahs!
cousin's wedding on sunday = unwilling child labour FOC. but owells it went smoothly so wooo..
right studies-wise, i have just got to buck up. study programme sounds pretty good and im thankful to the school though quite some ppl weren't too happy bout it.. i think my assentiveness to authority is greatly due to my years in ncc. ack screwed up..
alright mug!
olivejuice//
doc also taught me exercises to strengthen the lower/middle part of my back, which is relatively weaker than my upper back/wings/shoulders/lats.. and she wants me to work on my pecs. so pretty soon i guess my boobs might look smaller than my pecs. O.o that's quite disturbing..
heat therapy was itchy.
hmm what else what else.. life's looking up yes. sat water trg was very very very fun. it was raining when we came so we all huddled under the shelter trying to keep warm, watching ppl walk past.. =) yup then the natl team ppl were still doing time trials.. with so little time left, jiaolian let py and me do k2. wooh t1 kids ftw! we were pretty syncro and we capped only once and that's after bursting for 500s and i was too tired to tilt back nyeh..
yup and also when we were waiting for the rain to stop, the exciting chn-speaking ppl were talking to jiaolian and apparently(but perhaps not confirmed?) he wants me to row k4 for njcc cos there's no t1 race and it'd be a waste if i dont row.. hahaha. sweet. =D but i've only rowed k4 once in my life so good game manz..
flockey on sat was really really fun too yup! nazzer came an hour late -.- but he did pretty well for a goalie despite our super fast&strong attacking opponents namely luqman. haha but i scored two goals again! cos im so super pro yes~! lol one's a normal shot and the other was a backward shot between my legs. desperate times call for random fantastic goals wahahs!
cousin's wedding on sunday = unwilling child labour FOC. but owells it went smoothly so wooo..
right studies-wise, i have just got to buck up. study programme sounds pretty good and im thankful to the school though quite some ppl weren't too happy bout it.. i think my assentiveness to authority is greatly due to my years in ncc. ack screwed up..
alright mug!
olivejuice//
Friday, February 29, 2008
veni vedi vici
i sailed i saw i concurred- that gp ct was a joke. owells die die la i already did what i could so now i tawakkal.. =/ haha!
i had lunch at swensens with farin na and melz yup.. i lovelove the mega burger. i derive such great satisfaction from being able to stuff a complete chunk of the burger, ie. with all the layers, into my mouth. it just feels really good, though the bit where i have to chew and swallow a mouthFull of food is rather unglam.. =/
i dont know why im blogging such rubbish.
life hasnt been too good lately. i havent been able to follow my study plan. fungs' birthday prezze took a little more time than expected. i mugged abit too much and unnecessarily too since i didnt really apply much of what i crammed.
but aside from my unsuccessful intellectual pursuit, life's been all-around sucky i guess..
i dont know wth is going on. i dont know why you're acting this way. i dont know whether i should care. i can respect your decision if you'd just tell me why.
this is fckd up.
i went back to talk to melz and farin after telling the definitely-not-gay gayboys that i was gonna take the bus. talking to them made me feel quite alot better. altho i didnt actually address the issue that was bothering me, i still felt much better.. =) i took the bus home ard 45mins later..
i cant wait to row tmr. i seem to be able to forget all my troubles when i row. or when i gym. and perhaps when i run too. was quite disappointed when the gym was closed today. i feel like crap.
olivejuice//
i had lunch at swensens with farin na and melz yup.. i lovelove the mega burger. i derive such great satisfaction from being able to stuff a complete chunk of the burger, ie. with all the layers, into my mouth. it just feels really good, though the bit where i have to chew and swallow a mouthFull of food is rather unglam.. =/
i dont know why im blogging such rubbish.
life hasnt been too good lately. i havent been able to follow my study plan. fungs' birthday prezze took a little more time than expected. i mugged abit too much and unnecessarily too since i didnt really apply much of what i crammed.
but aside from my unsuccessful intellectual pursuit, life's been all-around sucky i guess..
i dont know wth is going on. i dont know why you're acting this way. i dont know whether i should care. i can respect your decision if you'd just tell me why.
this is fckd up.
i went back to talk to melz and farin after telling the definitely-not-gay gayboys that i was gonna take the bus. talking to them made me feel quite alot better. altho i didnt actually address the issue that was bothering me, i still felt much better.. =) i took the bus home ard 45mins later..
i cant wait to row tmr. i seem to be able to forget all my troubles when i row. or when i gym. and perhaps when i run too. was quite disappointed when the gym was closed today. i feel like crap.
olivejuice//
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
so it seems
just did some photo editing for fungs' present. i finished vectors assignment before that. so yeah i didnt totally let my mug time go to waste.. =/
everyone's just damn messed up.
ugh. fck ths sht
olivejuice// yes it's finally our 35th =)
everyone's just damn messed up.
ugh. fck ths sht
olivejuice// yes it's finally our 35th =)
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
freefall
was thinking of an appropriate title for this entry but then matboy & badboy came along and they thought i sounded emo so haha changed the title
so anw march hols are coming up and CTs begin right when it ends. cant quite say that it's crunch time yet cos then that'll entail hardcore mugging, which really isnt something i can afford what with the great amount of time spent on hardcore training.. well i mug quite abit now.. but owells nvm soon. like when nats end and so does my canoeing career. and my time as a man.
have i mentioned that it can be a tad bit depressing when everyone thinks you're too man? but it's okay i guess. i need it for now anw.. for the love of my sport, sacrifices have to be made.. =/ sad life.
so yeah am sourcing for material for badboy's birthday now.. dont think he'd see this entry anytime before receiving the present itself..
back kinda hurts quite abit.. physio starts next week lol.. i really dont know how to answer the doctors when they ask me whether whichever part they're poking hurts or not cos i seriously cant rmb what it was like before i injured my back. it's just, well, there i guess? meh strange strange..
so yst i saw and heard of something quite disturbing. it's not reaally the action but it was just unexpected i guess. but it's cool. im cool. it's okay it's normal..
yeah.
olivejuice// Happy early 35th mth!
so anw march hols are coming up and CTs begin right when it ends. cant quite say that it's crunch time yet cos then that'll entail hardcore mugging, which really isnt something i can afford what with the great amount of time spent on hardcore training.. well i mug quite abit now.. but owells nvm soon. like when nats end and so does my canoeing career. and my time as a man.
have i mentioned that it can be a tad bit depressing when everyone thinks you're too man? but it's okay i guess. i need it for now anw.. for the love of my sport, sacrifices have to be made.. =/ sad life.
so yeah am sourcing for material for badboy's birthday now.. dont think he'd see this entry anytime before receiving the present itself..
back kinda hurts quite abit.. physio starts next week lol.. i really dont know how to answer the doctors when they ask me whether whichever part they're poking hurts or not cos i seriously cant rmb what it was like before i injured my back. it's just, well, there i guess? meh strange strange..
so yst i saw and heard of something quite disturbing. it's not reaally the action but it was just unexpected i guess. but it's cool. im cool. it's okay it's normal..
yeah.
olivejuice// Happy early 35th mth!
Monday, February 25, 2008
everything burns
it's finally monday. very strange hectic weekend..
saturday:
1. water trg: sub 12 again but slower by 1sec ugh. weights afterwards was fun..
2. showered in sch
3. got prata sausage at amk hub and just loner-ed ard for an hour or so.. alone time's really nice and calming sometimes..
4. flockey: i scored 2 goals. tyco hahaha! pong thinks i've got a canoe physique lol
5. mug/nap with farin: i bought corn at macs haha
6. met mom and sisters at yishun for dinner and to decorate cuz's room for her wedding next week. i was too shagged to help owells. oh one of my aunts share the same anniversary as nazzer as i. hoho must be a sign.. =)
Sunday:
physics tuition till 1.45. then parents left for a wedding so sisters and i rushed parents' anniversary scrapbook. and i gave sis math tuition and ironed my clothes, showered & prayed. and all this before i left home at 4.40 yup.. yeah and i got the cake otw to the mrt..
anws cake was to celebrate the term1 babies so yeah happy birthday all of you.. i was 17mins late while some were like 2hrs plus late.. then during dinner and waiting for some others to finish eating, a bunch of them disappeared without notice.. yeah so we didnt eat the cake before the show, which was pretty annoying.. owells wasnt planning to eat it anw cos i didnt think it was halal..
lol dim sum dollies was very retarded but still entertainingly funny.. the actors were very hot and had super sexy voices wooh! liyana was going orgasmic over hossan leong, who btw happened to pass by us outside afterwards but she didnt notice until i spun her around and then she gaped for some time.. strange strange..
i find class bonding very annoying. didnt really wanna have dinner together cos it turned out the way i expected it to be.. plus all the hypocritical bullshit about class bonding when everyone just does their whatever is -.-
i miss you
olivejuice//
saturday:
1. water trg: sub 12 again but slower by 1sec ugh. weights afterwards was fun..
2. showered in sch
3. got prata sausage at amk hub and just loner-ed ard for an hour or so.. alone time's really nice and calming sometimes..
4. flockey: i scored 2 goals. tyco hahaha! pong thinks i've got a canoe physique lol
5. mug/nap with farin: i bought corn at macs haha
6. met mom and sisters at yishun for dinner and to decorate cuz's room for her wedding next week. i was too shagged to help owells. oh one of my aunts share the same anniversary as nazzer as i. hoho must be a sign.. =)
Sunday:
physics tuition till 1.45. then parents left for a wedding so sisters and i rushed parents' anniversary scrapbook. and i gave sis math tuition and ironed my clothes, showered & prayed. and all this before i left home at 4.40 yup.. yeah and i got the cake otw to the mrt..
anws cake was to celebrate the term1 babies so yeah happy birthday all of you.. i was 17mins late while some were like 2hrs plus late.. then during dinner and waiting for some others to finish eating, a bunch of them disappeared without notice.. yeah so we didnt eat the cake before the show, which was pretty annoying.. owells wasnt planning to eat it anw cos i didnt think it was halal..
lol dim sum dollies was very retarded but still entertainingly funny.. the actors were very hot and had super sexy voices wooh! liyana was going orgasmic over hossan leong, who btw happened to pass by us outside afterwards but she didnt notice until i spun her around and then she gaped for some time.. strange strange..
i find class bonding very annoying. didnt really wanna have dinner together cos it turned out the way i expected it to be.. plus all the hypocritical bullshit about class bonding when everyone just does their whatever is -.-
i miss you
olivejuice//
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
good weather
no more emo heh. sorry for being pissy angsty and pmsy. horrible horrible emo oh dear..
i think i feel better partly also cos i've cleared both hist term assignments, gp essay and whatever else that i find particularly annoying.. oh and i understand vectors so life is just superbly awesome.. =)
and i've decided that eventho nazzer's the most busy and annoying being on this planet, i still love my boyfriend very very much.
tsk mush. time for maths!
olivejuice//
i think i feel better partly also cos i've cleared both hist term assignments, gp essay and whatever else that i find particularly annoying.. oh and i understand vectors so life is just superbly awesome.. =)
and i've decided that eventho nazzer's the most busy and annoying being on this planet, i still love my boyfriend very very much.
tsk mush. time for maths!
olivejuice//
Sunday, February 17, 2008
get a clue
Olivejuice// 2 years of signing off this way.. :)
love can be difficult.
argh depressed sad confused and fucking ihist.
SAY NO TO EMO! wise words indeed, myuk.
love can be difficult.
argh depressed sad confused and fucking ihist.
SAY NO TO EMO! wise words indeed, myuk.
get a clue
so vday was very nice.. started off with the vday "exchange" with the guys team in the morning at the stadium. we gave them balloons on sticks and they sang 'It's all about you' with hongcheng and marcus-i-think playing the guitar, and they gave us a rose and a phonesock each =)
then the 5a guys bought roses from entre for each of the girls and they sang "when you say nothing at all(is that the title of the song?)" before maths lecture but na & i werent there cos we went to the florist near macritchie to get cheap flowers =/ yup then thruout the day there were gifts being passed ard and stuff and it was nice.
then had swensens with nazzer at bpp. sunset-watching at the pj roof didnt work out lol.. nice enough date yup..
take5 on friday was relatively entertaining. saikang-ed for canoe duathlon for most of take5. i was assigned the landing zone so i carried & alligned boats and i was the only girl working alongside 3 guys.. =/ i slept at 4am the night before so i was basically surviving on adrenaline and endorphins the whole day.. lol the titanic slide was fun. & the giant spiderweb haha! "canoe girls coming! -disperse" lol..
lunched with 5a then we crashed royce's place where we did the cny toss-thing, played games and i watched abit of Saw2 before going home with taufiq..
weekend's uneventful so far. i havent started on ihist essay due tmr haha!
i think why im happy most of the time is because i've lowered my standards such that the littlest things can bring me joy. does this mean im truly happy or am i only kidding myself? =/
recipe to avoid disappoinment: lower your expectations. never anticipate. never hope.
i really hate you sometimes. hahaha love-hate relationship.
then the 5a guys bought roses from entre for each of the girls and they sang "when you say nothing at all(is that the title of the song?)" before maths lecture but na & i werent there cos we went to the florist near macritchie to get cheap flowers =/ yup then thruout the day there were gifts being passed ard and stuff and it was nice.
then had swensens with nazzer at bpp. sunset-watching at the pj roof didnt work out lol.. nice enough date yup..
take5 on friday was relatively entertaining. saikang-ed for canoe duathlon for most of take5. i was assigned the landing zone so i carried & alligned boats and i was the only girl working alongside 3 guys.. =/ i slept at 4am the night before so i was basically surviving on adrenaline and endorphins the whole day.. lol the titanic slide was fun. & the giant spiderweb haha! "canoe girls coming! -disperse" lol..
lunched with 5a then we crashed royce's place where we did the cny toss-thing, played games and i watched abit of Saw2 before going home with taufiq..
weekend's uneventful so far. i havent started on ihist essay due tmr haha!
i think why im happy most of the time is because i've lowered my standards such that the littlest things can bring me joy. does this mean im truly happy or am i only kidding myself? =/
recipe to avoid disappoinment: lower your expectations. never anticipate. never hope.
i really hate you sometimes. hahaha love-hate relationship.
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
wo ai ni jiaolian!
today is teh bomb yay! firstly firstly sch was very short cos i hadta leave for the doc appointment again. it was very strange cos it's really really a sports doc this time and did strange tests and stuff and came to the conclusion that my muscles are very overworked and i needta cut down trgs by 50%.. well monday trgs are very short redi cos of maths rem so i spose im only cutting down 1 trg..? more time to study now too i guess.. C average for CTs lol.. ohyeah and i declined the doctor's offer to be excused from napfa.. O.o
yup then went for brunch with dad then we went to the Honda showroom to look at cars cos dad's planning to either swap for a smaller mpv or buy a smaller car and rent out the current one sometimes.. honda stream's got a VERY ugly interior. dont buy. yup then bim called and reminded me bout take5 briefing so dad sent me back to sch.. there was a sexy red Lotus in front of us so we rolled down our windows to listen to the engine and the low growly throttle is teh sex i swear i might've orgasmed.. O.o but yeah very very very sexy..
yeah then trg. jiaolian gave py and i our vday presents! I ROWED K4!!! and py rowed k2 with cheryl. ahahahahahaha yayy! it was awesome and so fast and we were faster than like every other boat which is super rare with the fat t1 and it felt so niceee and i was just soaking in every second of the 8k.. every stroke, every kick, every tilt. i rmb how the water from the splashing paddles were blinding and deb's frequency was fast(if i rowed like that in t1 my arms would've dislocated by now) and deb saying "keep up the pace" and bim saying "watch left/right tilt" and prav saying "follow follow!" & "syimah your strokee!", when i actually had my left paddle face in the water when the others had their right side in.. and chanting to myself "be still my spasmic butt" cos i'd have sudden convulsions, hence causing the boat to tilt. strange strange..
yar then after 8k, jiaolian told prav and i to row k1 and =( t1 respectively. jiaolian patted my head when he told me to row t1 haha!
py and i rowed 6k on our t1. it was very depressing. fat t1 that moves 0h so little with every stroke. fat t1 that requires so much energy and lack of rudder tt can make directioning so super annoying.. it's not that i dont love my bloody mary. but yeah you just get sick of it, yeah?
so yup tt basically was my super awesome day =)
eh it's 12 redi.. HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY, WORLD! =D
hot date with superbusynazzerwhomanagestofitmeintohisscheduleandthusishouldbegratefulandcontent tmr/today..
wanted to make vday prezzes for the dudes but im now sleepy..
olivejuice//
yup then went for brunch with dad then we went to the Honda showroom to look at cars cos dad's planning to either swap for a smaller mpv or buy a smaller car and rent out the current one sometimes.. honda stream's got a VERY ugly interior. dont buy. yup then bim called and reminded me bout take5 briefing so dad sent me back to sch.. there was a sexy red Lotus in front of us so we rolled down our windows to listen to the engine and the low growly throttle is teh sex i swear i might've orgasmed.. O.o but yeah very very very sexy..
yeah then trg. jiaolian gave py and i our vday presents! I ROWED K4!!! and py rowed k2 with cheryl. ahahahahahaha yayy! it was awesome and so fast and we were faster than like every other boat which is super rare with the fat t1 and it felt so niceee and i was just soaking in every second of the 8k.. every stroke, every kick, every tilt. i rmb how the water from the splashing paddles were blinding and deb's frequency was fast(if i rowed like that in t1 my arms would've dislocated by now) and deb saying "keep up the pace" and bim saying "watch left/right tilt" and prav saying "follow follow!" & "syimah your strokee!", when i actually had my left paddle face in the water when the others had their right side in.. and chanting to myself "be still my spasmic butt" cos i'd have sudden convulsions, hence causing the boat to tilt. strange strange..
yar then after 8k, jiaolian told prav and i to row k1 and =( t1 respectively. jiaolian patted my head when he told me to row t1 haha!
py and i rowed 6k on our t1. it was very depressing. fat t1 that moves 0h so little with every stroke. fat t1 that requires so much energy and lack of rudder tt can make directioning so super annoying.. it's not that i dont love my bloody mary. but yeah you just get sick of it, yeah?
so yup tt basically was my super awesome day =)
eh it's 12 redi.. HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY, WORLD! =D
hot date with superbusynazzerwhomanagestofitmeintohisscheduleandthusishouldbegratefulandcontent tmr/today..
wanted to make vday prezzes for the dudes but im now sleepy..
olivejuice//
productive
yes today was a productive day. =) finished seahist essay before 12. started on sunday aftn, found out tt my outline was wrong on monday, worked on it for abit last night, but officially started today.. lol i'd be glad to simply pass the essay at least for a day's work..
gonna start on ihist tmr/today yup! actually im sposed to be typing my essay now (yar i wrote out my essay cos i think better tt way) =/ but i cant bring myself to do it cos my brain's shagged..
doctor's appointment tmr/today.. dad's fetching me at 9.45 so i'll be missing quite alot of lessons today.. lol im just gonna pay for the doctor to tell me im okay, since he already told me i was fine and tmr's just a check-up to see if anything came up.. which i dont think anything did ah.. yay for improved strokes and greater tolerance for pain!
oh yar. yst was traumatising. die wenchun & nigel, die. an expanse of white. ouch
vday in two days and i havent gotten anyone anything.. i apologize on behalf of the hist essays. it's their fault uhuh
i should go type my essay now
olivejuice//
gonna start on ihist tmr/today yup! actually im sposed to be typing my essay now (yar i wrote out my essay cos i think better tt way) =/ but i cant bring myself to do it cos my brain's shagged..
doctor's appointment tmr/today.. dad's fetching me at 9.45 so i'll be missing quite alot of lessons today.. lol im just gonna pay for the doctor to tell me im okay, since he already told me i was fine and tmr's just a check-up to see if anything came up.. which i dont think anything did ah.. yay for improved strokes and greater tolerance for pain!
oh yar. yst was traumatising. die wenchun & nigel, die. an expanse of white. ouch
vday in two days and i havent gotten anyone anything.. i apologize on behalf of the hist essays. it's their fault uhuh
i should go type my essay now
olivejuice//
Sunday, February 10, 2008
adventurous spirit
went hiking at bt hill with nazzer again.. haha it's been awhile.. we used the cylists' route like the previous time and it was just as fun yup! but he was being a grouch and complained quite abit esp about being in the sun. i swear he's more of a girl than i am.. O.o i love you still dont worry lol..
ooh and a snake approximately the length of my forearm slithered very near on the ground in front of me at the pretty green fields. and and we saw a moniter lizard too omg scary! hhhaaha. we went back thru the bt hill route somewhere along the stretch of green fields and reached the visitor centre ard 3.5 hrs after we started yup! super fun day yay i like hiking! =D
oh thursday was family outing at sentosa. place was bloody packed it was UGH and alot of ppl just change in public and it was so disturbing! and i hate it when little boys shower openly in the female toilets.. =(
anw outing was fun ah. soaked in the water for abit, played retarded games, ate nice food and watched Songs of the sea, which had super cool effects even tho the plot left much to be desired..
okay that's pretty much everything that's happened.. ooh exciting life! O.o havent started on hist essays boos..
kay sleepy..
olivejuice//
ooh and a snake approximately the length of my forearm slithered very near on the ground in front of me at the pretty green fields. and and we saw a moniter lizard too omg scary! hhhaaha. we went back thru the bt hill route somewhere along the stretch of green fields and reached the visitor centre ard 3.5 hrs after we started yup! super fun day yay i like hiking! =D
oh thursday was family outing at sentosa. place was bloody packed it was UGH and alot of ppl just change in public and it was so disturbing! and i hate it when little boys shower openly in the female toilets.. =(
anw outing was fun ah. soaked in the water for abit, played retarded games, ate nice food and watched Songs of the sea, which had super cool effects even tho the plot left much to be desired..
okay that's pretty much everything that's happened.. ooh exciting life! O.o havent started on hist essays boos..
kay sleepy..
olivejuice//
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
fallen and bruised
right so it's been three days into the week and it's not looking so good.. very exciting and very eventful, some of which i would gladly do without..
so monday, i got stood up by the class for our super exciting class bonding session. i should have known.. but i think it was the ordering food in bit that got me enthu bout getting the class together. maybe they knew i had an ulterior motive. hmm.. f**ked up still la owells..
in any case, thank you fiona&linda who came early and played badminton doubles with na and i at the amphi, making a complete fool of ourselves but it was fun lol..
mondaymonday.. oh limbay didnt come again. childcare leave or something again.. yup so while waiting for maths to start, wenchun was showing us super imba dragon pushups, which basically consists of pushing off the ground and clapping behind your back before you go back down. well he actually clapped in front first before the back and that really was Very impressive.. yar so anw, i tried to do one too. i honestly dont know what i was thinking. perhaps i wasnt at all cos the experience left me with a huge bump and bruise on my chin. the bruise spread and turned purple compared to the initial concentrated blood red but the bump still feels the same. im disfigured ack..
Tuesday. not much happened. decorated the back of the class, which didnt turn out too well cos the black sheets all just fell from the wall anw. got a haircut.. doesnt look too good ah.. but it could be cos of my bruise, which looks like a goatee, so i kinda look like a guy overall.. =/
Wednesday. no sch today so i crashed rg's cny celebrations with shuning and ge. i only caught a glimpse of the first lion dance performance by the part bs(now part ds) eventho i ran from the busstop when sn told me they were starting.. =/ but we managed to watch the full one for the lower sec session and they were not bad ah.. my partas were very pro with the cymbals yupp! =D
so anw it was like some huge reunion cos the j3s(batch '05), us (batch '06), the j1s (batch '07) came back too and it was quite exciting.. the part bs asked to take an '05 company photo so we did.. quite cool ah..
then sn and ge went off for reunion lunches so i went to the macs at lido to do physics before meeting the dudes at 11.. farin wasnt coming, melz eventually came at 11.45 and na was the best, 12.25 was it? and in tt span of time, i managed to lose my wallet/pouch thing which had 35bucks and my ezlink, while moving around, waiting. ($15 of which was money i owe melz, so now i need to cough up another $15 for past consumption). $19 ezlink replacement fee + $20 top-up. and my pouch was relatively new and costed me $8. so yeah i lost approx 80bucks today. i have about $10 for the month. hopefully getting more when i tuition sis but yeah bloody broke..
definitely definitely not my day.
family gathering at sentosa tmr. 2 hist essays due in about a week.
quite definitely not gonna be a good year either. sucks
so monday, i got stood up by the class for our super exciting class bonding session. i should have known.. but i think it was the ordering food in bit that got me enthu bout getting the class together. maybe they knew i had an ulterior motive. hmm.. f**ked up still la owells..
in any case, thank you fiona&linda who came early and played badminton doubles with na and i at the amphi, making a complete fool of ourselves but it was fun lol..
mondaymonday.. oh limbay didnt come again. childcare leave or something again.. yup so while waiting for maths to start, wenchun was showing us super imba dragon pushups, which basically consists of pushing off the ground and clapping behind your back before you go back down. well he actually clapped in front first before the back and that really was Very impressive.. yar so anw, i tried to do one too. i honestly dont know what i was thinking. perhaps i wasnt at all cos the experience left me with a huge bump and bruise on my chin. the bruise spread and turned purple compared to the initial concentrated blood red but the bump still feels the same. im disfigured ack..
Tuesday. not much happened. decorated the back of the class, which didnt turn out too well cos the black sheets all just fell from the wall anw. got a haircut.. doesnt look too good ah.. but it could be cos of my bruise, which looks like a goatee, so i kinda look like a guy overall.. =/
Wednesday. no sch today so i crashed rg's cny celebrations with shuning and ge. i only caught a glimpse of the first lion dance performance by the part bs(now part ds) eventho i ran from the busstop when sn told me they were starting.. =/ but we managed to watch the full one for the lower sec session and they were not bad ah.. my partas were very pro with the cymbals yupp! =D
so anw it was like some huge reunion cos the j3s(batch '05), us (batch '06), the j1s (batch '07) came back too and it was quite exciting.. the part bs asked to take an '05 company photo so we did.. quite cool ah..
then sn and ge went off for reunion lunches so i went to the macs at lido to do physics before meeting the dudes at 11.. farin wasnt coming, melz eventually came at 11.45 and na was the best, 12.25 was it? and in tt span of time, i managed to lose my wallet/pouch thing which had 35bucks and my ezlink, while moving around, waiting. ($15 of which was money i owe melz, so now i need to cough up another $15 for past consumption). $19 ezlink replacement fee + $20 top-up. and my pouch was relatively new and costed me $8. so yeah i lost approx 80bucks today. i have about $10 for the month. hopefully getting more when i tuition sis but yeah bloody broke..
definitely definitely not my day.
family gathering at sentosa tmr. 2 hist essays due in about a week.
quite definitely not gonna be a good year either. sucks
Sunday, February 03, 2008
i am the captain of my soul
a little something from meera,
Invictus
OUT of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.
It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.
It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.
good day finally
SUB-12 PB FTW! yst was an awesome awesomeee day. quite some of us got new pbs too yup! muchly thanks to meera who did k1 and was freakingg fast eventho she didnt startburst due to lack of stability and proceeded to make me pace her. damn imba pls.. weights was fun. =)
then nw 'fetched' me at macs busstop and we went to amk hub for prata sausage and old chang kee whee.. then we went for flockey. flockey's really really funnn.. then it started raining so we sat ard hoping it'd stop raining.. and zaidi was flirting with my nazri and they were snuggling and took pictures and made me jealous humph. O.o
nw treated me to madjack. YAY! quality time ftw..
overall, superbly wonderfully awesome day.. =)
today wasnt very productive tho bother.. =(
olivejuice//
then nw 'fetched' me at macs busstop and we went to amk hub for prata sausage and old chang kee whee.. then we went for flockey. flockey's really really funnn.. then it started raining so we sat ard hoping it'd stop raining.. and zaidi was flirting with my nazri and they were snuggling and took pictures and made me jealous humph. O.o
nw treated me to madjack. YAY! quality time ftw..
overall, superbly wonderfully awesome day.. =)
today wasnt very productive tho bother.. =(
olivejuice//
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